Life is boring and pointless.

#blackpill #rant #misanthrope #doomer

[@chellur9562]

Eating food i find tedious because i have to digest and take a shit after everything feels so much worse than what it used to especially on Sundays

[@Fightookaishii]

Yhh eating feels like a chore at this point. Chewing, swallowing, mashing, bruh it's too much work.

[@SeeAllHearAll]

Good food is still a guilty pleasure of mine, especially that dopamine hit you get when ordering it, but gaining weight makes me feel in disgust with myself why I dont look in the mirror too much

[@SeeAllHearAll]

Part of the reason is that during childhood, you had all these imaginations of how great your life was going to be, have the freedom to do whatever etc , so you thought you had something to look forward to, getting to adulthood and realising that literally everything is about money just destroys any hope you had, plus knowing now that we were lied to growing up

[@brave_girl_youtube]

" Eating is starting to feel like a drag." I'm so tired of shoving food down my throat every day and no I'm not ungrateful.

[@sadboylocoese4835]

I thought i was the only one, who think's like that..

[@leenbeen3269]

100% relate, for years in the same spot. I'm so jealous of clueless normies just having the ability to enjoy the little things

[@nz3794]

Honestly I’m not coz as a normie I had a lot of bitter feelings but didn’t know why at least now I know

[@lovethyneibor22736]

they enjoy being exploited normies = masochists

[@FiendForever90]

A thought that always terrified me is, there are men with families and good jobs and are still unhappy. The psyche is something we will never fully understand...

[@SeeAllHearAll]

I remember back in the day getting genuinely excited about things that would not excite me at all anymore

[@Francis_UD]

Anhedonia is a typical symptom of severe to extreme depression. 😢😢😢😢😢😢

[@SeethingSimp]

Part of it was of course being young, but I miss entertainment being scarce. Back when whatever you saw on Disney Channel or Nickelodeon was basically all there was for kids, so everyone grew up with the same stuff. Plus with all the reruns, seeing something new was special. The lack of instant knowledge and access to everything meant the world felt much bigger. i.e. if you pondered what it would be like to live in Japan, all you had for the most part would be your imagination, since as hard as it was to find anime 20 years ago, it would be infinitely harder to find a live action Japanese show or any footage of what daily life was like. It was better to imagine there was salvation in things you had no access to instead of having it all without having to leave the couch and seeing none of it does much for you.

[@artorias-24]

I've been done with people in general for a while now. I realized all the things I like are cope and we are just wasting our time waiting around until our time comes. I barely talk to anyone at work and keep to myself. I dont care for making friends but I try to keep the ones I already have. Other then that, i have accepted how pointless this world is and the fact nothing really matters. In a sense it is liberating and I'm not attached to this world anymore.

[@j.e3336]

I lost my joy for life at 20/21. The real world sets in. The only thing that makes me happy is video games, weed, hanging out with friends watching MMA, Music thats it. But the world literally is growing up knowing you;; have less and less time for that. The reason why Video Games are a drag now is because the real world has entered the subconscious, you cant fully enjoy the game because you always feel like theres something to do or ur behind. You can't actually fully enjoy it the way you did at 14/15/16.

[@stoneylonesome4062]

Anyone who’s ever had girlfriends in their late 10’s/early 20’s will tell you that falling in love & having regular passionate sex puts the wind into the sails of your soul. It becomes easier to get out of bed in the morning, easier to focus at your job, easier to study for school, easier to get in that extra workout at the gym, etc. Everything in life becomes easier because it gets all the good hormones & neurotransmitters flowing. The mental need for sexual romantic partnership is like the nutritional need for Vitamin C - only when deprived of such for extended periods does one realize how essential it is for good health.

[@carlosahumadda5320]

@@stoneylonesome4062 over

[@EchoRayX]

after escortmaxxing for sometime i think thats actually true. but idk if its cuz its a new experiences for me, I was depressed my whole life but I finally felt joy after having physical intimacy. its sure very expensive, but it can help u keep going in life. i know they doing it for money but isn't it like everyone in ur life? fake smiling and acting like they care? if you actually find a good girl you go to her often she knows you overtime you can fool urself somehow for having a partner. she act happy everytime she sees u and u actually have a good conversation with her and end up in bed with a great experience. this kinda heals u. even though it might seem fake but F it everybody is fake on ur life already so it doesn't matter. if you got more money though u can go on a date with her having good time outside talking to each other like rent a girlfriend lol but u get in bed at the end of the day guaranteed. tell me your thoughts about this topic

[@stoneylonesome4062]

@@EchoRayX I support hiring escorts especially if it’s your only option. That being said, it doesn’t provide the same psychological satisfaction of knowing that a girl is genuinely physically attracted to you (free casual hookup), and it certainly doesn’t provide the mental need of romantic partnership (having sex with your gf/wife/etc). As for girls being with men for money, I’ll say this. If a young girl is GENUINELY physically and sexually attracted to you, she’s not going to care how much money you have, within reason. Obviously most girls in their late 20’s/30’s aren’t going to want to date a homeless guy, but the point I’m trying to make is that many men have to attract a GF by means of being a cash machine, basically a glorified and complicated form of pr0st1tut10n. I have close family who are divorce court lawyers & couples therapists - they say these relationships always end in dead bedrooms & the woman cheating. Having money will not make a girl attracted to you, it’ll only make her PRETEND to be attracted. That being said, if she’s half-way attracted to you, or finds you attractive but not by much, having wealth/status/etc can make the difference between getting a partner, or not getting one.

[@EchoRayX]

@@stoneylonesome4062 it’s my only option sadly. but I get what you mean about it won’t give physiological satisfaction. that’s what I felt first couple tries. but overtime im not kidding if the girl knows how to show love or act she is interested its gonna fool you like a little baby, same as girls who marry guys for money or financial stability. it depends from person to person ig but I really needed this my whole life. and you are right about it’s much better if the girl genuinely attracted to you. idk if the girl im meeting with every other week is attracted to me or she act like that. I mean after so many escortmaxxing I started to recognize which girls are loving it or not. The girl im meeting with lately always happy to see me and when we have sex she the one to pull me for kisses like she enjoy it and she orgasm a lot during sex not like some escorts u just smash and go no kisses no hand contact im not gonna go through details but I can tell if the girl is interested she doesn’t have to say it. and about money I don’t see it much different if a girl date u cuz of financial stability and money you will end up not getting what you want like u said dead bedrooms

[@EchoRayX]

@@stoneylonesome4062 just random thoughts sorry for not organizing it

[@kirbybulborbiscool2360]

I feel the same way, 0 motivation to do anything, 0 real interests, consume anime and manga but doesnt feel the same. Honestly when I see people sperging about their favorite anime, or give me recommendations, I dont seem to share the same enjoyment. I dont know what Im missing out on because I dont even feel that. I used to. Now Im going to live the rest of my life out as a schizoid recluse with 0 real hobbies or interests idling time watching youtube videos or anime, truly brutal but could be worse.

[@roderickcortez138]

I've lost interest in everything too man. Everything I used to love just seems like a chore now. I'm 46 and just waiting for the world to end.

[@spug9338]

The thunbnail on this video is beautiful

[@Darksky600]

No more joy, just passing time. Keeping this stupid consciousness busy. Having a pet helps with the empty feeling. You talking about this topic helps people not feel so alone, going through the same experience.

[@HuskerYT]

One thing that helped me cope was when I was religious. It was like being in an alternate reality where I had a purpose and a mission. But it also came with its set of problems. For example I did find out that there is not much historical or scientific evidence to back up the stories in the Bible. So I can't believe it is literally true, but perhaps it is allegorical. Also I am not sure if I'm losing it but I've had all kinds of coincidences happen recently. Like I saw two posts about self-deletion on an image board and thought to myself if there's a third one then God is real, and I switched to reddit and saw a third one. Then also when I was having a tooth removed the dentist had problems removing it due to it having curved roots. About an hour into the operation the anesthetics started wearing off and it began to hurt. I desperately prayed to God for help, and seconds later the dentist was able to remove the tooth.

[@PunishedKenny]

I've experienced anhedonia before. When you're in it, you think it's how you'll feel for the rest of your life, but that's wrong. Just know that these states of mind are temporary so don't give up on life, it can change tomorrow.

[@Francis_UD]

Life sucks then it gets better then it sucks again regurgitating 😂😂😂😂😢😢😢

[@Fightookaishii]

Ive just received a life boost of energy ever since I got back into my kickboxing gym, however I still feel like life is completely pointless. There's nothing to do, and if I wasn't keeping myself physically active I would be insane crashing out on ppl. Once I find no fun in playing games, then yh issa wrap for your boy.

[@Ronaldo-wg9hg]

So you either dwell in your misery or strive for more. I’d rather strive for more bro

[@split88]

In deed,you don't want be on your death bed wishing you could go back

[@leenbeen3269]

Nah you dont get it for us the "more" is pointless and feels unrewarding.

[@artorias-24]

Strive more for what? What is more? More money?

[@artorias-24]

@@split88 Go back and do what? Whats so important here? If I was on my deathbed I would be like well thank god its finally over.

[@split88]

@@artorias-24 you know sometimes I think that we are selected for different roles in life before birth

[@EmperorDionx]

Oh I've felt this way basically forever and it only gets worse. Not as bad now though

[@YeshuaLovesYou.]

Hebrews 4:12-13 LSB - For the word of God is living and active and sharper than any two-edged sword, and piercing as far as the division of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, and able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart. And there is no creature hidden from His sight, but all things are uncovered and laid bare to the eyes of Him to whom we have an account to give.

[@Francis_UD]

KJV only amen

[@mexdrago3009]

For me, it's because without money you can't really change or move forward.l when you want. Things aren't the same when time passes by. For example, I wanted a 64 impala so bad as a teenager, and now it's an impossible feat. Also, I changed and just don't care anymore like I once did. I grew out of lowriding, and it actually looks cringe to me. No experiencing certain things on time shouldn't be so hard, but it is now. I've been procrastinating on going to get my cdl because I honestly don't want to work anymore, and I have injuries. I am going to push for disability. I didn't want to end up like my brother and father, but I had too much stupid pride back then. I would feel some relief if a fing job with decent pay would call me back or get disability. Enjoying things in due time is essential to your mental health.😢

[@etheace1931]

I said the same thing to my wife this morning , only thing hat matters is the 11 year we put in all this outside stuff , friends , the club whatever is meaningless . Even the gym to build a body , most people only do it to be seen as a sex option

[@carlosahumadda5320]

you need to feel in love to start feeling alive having a cute gf is the cure for depression

[@Rome-wt5du]

Not really

[@Rome-wt5du]

If we got deep mental trauma and family issues living the blackpill

[@milkteaalliance1748]

@@carlosahumadda5320 ye cute implies young and i bet your gf is. Not young enough to qualify as cute.... So you arent doing great yourself dude.... Plus just one? Love? Cringe. Theyv been brainwashed to abuse us... Getting a gf isnt as regularly accessible now

[@Someoneoutthere__]

Lmao

[@FiendForever90]

yeah until she dumps your ass or cheats on you. Life is a joke.

[@Cynique_savant]

Anhedonia is the only thing i can relate to, don't see a point to any of this chore called existence

[@Jesuswalks7475]

Theres nothing worth living for in my life, i just want to die to know the truth that sets me free from this hard pointless life. If only God would bless me to enjoy life, but in the bible, God cursed humanity to have hard, difficult lives so we find meaning in suffering instead of enjoy life freely because life is suppose to be enjoyed.

[@brave_girl_youtube]

Such a good rant was nice listening thank you 🙏

[@paragonmind2198]

Yep you said it. Everything you just said. I tell people all the time. Facts and truth even about the anime. Buy an electric unicycle. And find different trails to ride the longer the better. And when that gets boring, travel to different states with it and sightsee. That's how I get by.

[@GnomeWagon]

Get busy living or get busy dying? I'm lucky. I found a way to enjoy the little stupid things in life. No afterlife, so enjoy what you can now.

[@noraashy9489]

If you aren't making money and making moves you start to feel like shit. It's as simple as that. So many people are wasting time scrolling or watching streamers. That shit is lame and it makes you depressed. You need to develop your consciousness. Read books, do things that will teach you respect, Integrity, responsibility, patience etc. society doesn't really teach us the value of these things so you end up spending time doing truly pointless shit

[@elliot6467]

Im 29 i have to endure another 2x what ive done. I cannot wait for it to be over

[@laughattack1204]

I think this is a much larger issue that is effecting all of us and is nobodies fault and we can't fix alone. We have treasured life, and we have struggled with it, but we've come to a point where every corner we run into is meaningless and provides no new insights. Because of this I believe Musk's neuralink will be essential in how humanity moves foward. Just for framing society and having harmony we will need to get serious about what we truly value. In a sense that is what life has always been, a game of choices and decisions. But this is a disease at this point. We have no basis for rigid function anymore, maybe that's not a bad thing. But a homogeneous species is usually good. It's curious too how this timeline is not at all random and this is a large milestone in human evolution. That's probably your best bet, make your choices and evolve the best you can. Like you said everyone is forgotten, so working too hard or putting too much pressure on yourself is only for the moment.

[@authentictalkpodcast]

it's real

[@XamarinPro]

Just live for yourself.

[@Xander27-k3d]

Suffering is just a category under thriving

[@Xander27-k3d]

Meaninglessness is just a category under meaningfulness Life is full of meaning

[@CR7GOATofFootball]

This is because you are not active, don't eat healthy, or didnt strive to achieve a goal.

[@javalsmith2594]

messi is the goat sorry

[@CR7GOATofFootball]

@javalsmith2594 We could argue about football, or you could take my advice. However I agree now, Messi is the goat.

[@CR7GOATofFootball]

@@javalsmith2594 I made this name a long time ago, I changed my mind since then.

[@misc7]

facts

[@YeshuaLovesYou.]

Romans 10:8-10 LSB - But what does it say? “THE WORD IS NEAR YOU, IN YOUR MOUTH AND IN YOUR HEART”-that is, the word of faith which we are preaching, that if you confess with your mouth Jesus as Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved; for with the heart a person believes, leading to righteousness, and with the mouth he confesses, leading to salvation.

[@stephenwilliams9628]

Life isn't boring, You're boring.

[@javalsmith2594]

@@stephenwilliams9628 🤷‍♂️

[@YeshuaLovesYou.]

John 3:16 LSB - “For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life.

[@StefIsCold]

1:35 friends are overrated

[@StefIsCold]

5:22 brutal af

[@Benzooo1k]

15:49 I cope by going to the gym4-5 days a week, since I’m not above average in height or looks I can atleast be/feel above average in something

[@isiahcalloway8407]

I thought I was the only one who felt this way. I always had a dream to want to be in the military when I was a kid. Now I’m in the Navy and repeat the same bullshit every day. Thank you Uncle Sam😂.