Life or Death? ~ Suicidal, Depression, PTSD, Real Life Veteran Mental Health Vlog

Join us in this emotional, raw episode as we hear about Bobby’s real life struggle with Suicide and Depression. Learn about the tools he uses to battle against PTSD, he got while serving in the U.S. Military. Watch as he shows it is okay to be vulnerable, hopefully to help other Veterans and First Responders to come forward and ask for Mental Health help.
Help us spread the word about Mental Health Awareness during this month of May. Plus, we announce that Grandma Gloria will be leaving us. Don't forget to hit subscribe for more real life vlogs.
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[@robinsnell7249]

You are no failure, Bobby. You are a brave and strong man, you fought for all of us and your family is proud of you. The fact that you are seeking mental health care speaks volumes. This community stands with you. Prayers for you and family.

[@kathygagner8484]

Prayers to you such a brave soul 💙🙏

[@marshalowman1611]

I’m so sorry you are struggling with this. You are so brave to share this with others. I’m praying the VA continues to support you and ask that the Lord keeps his healing hands on you. This video may save someone’s life!! I’m so glad you are still here with us Bobby!!❤❤

[@cambrieabobby4162]

I am hoping this video can help others, or at the very least help bring more awareness to mental health.

[@joycebevins6014]

Bobby you are so brave doing this video and I admire you for helping all of us understand your situation. I know it was not easy for you and Cambriea. Know I am praying for you and your family and Grandma. From Umatilla, Florida

[@nazarun5]

You bobby are already a brave winner. Because being aware and responsable like you need very huge courage + sharing with us is an amazing service for your community and humanity. Winner can honestly ask help and support. We love you, proud of you and your wife + kids + pets. Thank you for trying to solve the transformation of your grandma. Take care feel always our support and love and pray of us on your heart🙏🏻🤍

[@cambrieabobby4162]

I appreciate that!

[@CheriStarkey]

I am behind and just started watching this episode. I have so much to say but I want to finish watching. But, for now I will say, you are not alone! You are loved! You are so important and I see you! I have so many of the same feelings and I am so grateful that you are brave enough to share them. I’ll post more later. As far as Grandma, you have to do what is right for you and your family. I care for my Aunt and I have for the past 15 years, I love her but it’s hard. No one in my family helps and it creates such anger in me, it’s not right that it’s dumped on me. But, she is happy and well and still lives on her own . I’ll add more later but wanted to comment as I am 26 minutes into the video

[@Nandat3675]

I agree with you Bobby, Florida is the best state!! As an Army family, I totally understand what you are going through, but please do not give up. Jesus loves you so much, and so do we. You have been blessed with a gorgeous family that loves you and needs you.

[@christysolange]

So sorry you're going through this. I hope that life calms down enough to a manageable level. Take care of yourselves. 💜

[@teresahayden6990]

I have been watching both of your channels for a short time now. I fell in love with you both. You both are so likable and loving! I have depression and anxiety. Which is not easy to deal with at times. I hope that Bobby, you will be able to get the help you need and come back when you are ready. I haven’t been suicidal, I am so sorry you have to deal with this difficult time. Years ago I would say things like just shoot me and put me out of my misery. I used to wonder what it would feel like to drive off the road. I never tried but I couldn’t help the thoughts. At one time I tried a few therapist but they didn’t help me. I was having trouble with my mom and sister at one point and the therapist made out like I was the problem. I have had to pray a lot. I have one friend now I can tell anything to and it helps to have a friend like her. I hope you get better soon, so you will be there for your family and the new baby. Sending lots of love and prayers.

[@cambrieabobby4162]

🥰🤗🙏

[@teret6719]

So sorry you all are going through this. Praying for you all. Thanks for the video!

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Our pleasure!

[@caracook8943]

Bobbie you can do this. I know this is hard. You are doing such a good job. One day at a time. Take it one minute at a time. I believe in both you and Cambria. Your Grandma will be fine in Wisconsin. I am sending you a big hug.

[@caracook8943]

Also give yourself grace. You are one person. We are all sending you positive thoughts and prayers.

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you so much!

[@cambrieabobby4162]

🥰🙏

[@rebeccaschanlaub2863]

Thank you so very much for doing this video. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Glad it was helpful!

[@carriefranko123]

Sending prayers thank you for your service

[@AliciaBakerLeashy]

I am not military. But you are not alone Bobby. I have been suicidal most of my life. I will be 49 in Dec. This video made me angry at her for what she wrote to y'all but now im crying, too. I'm seriously fully triggered. I couldnt even watch this when i saw you first posted it. I hit the watch later button. Now is later... I guess. I have been through physical, mental, psychological and sexual abuses. I had to leave my beloved job with Hilton and go on disability. I am alone with no family support exceot my hubby. And our relationship has been rocky these last few years. We seem to be back on track now but... still some issues there. My siblings... my sis Pam died 41 days after my daddy and now its been 2 years and i still can't cope. My other siblings... no support really but my sis Cora msg's me from time to time. In February i went to the hospital... multiple reasons but the treatment was terrible and when my hubs left me to go home and sleep the hospital staff was terrible. I wanted to kill myself there. I called 911 becuz i was out of my mind and being ignored. They only made things WORSE after that. F*ing ER doc was a joke and has many complaints on file. I almost took a whole bottle of pills right there in that bed in that f*ing ER. sometimes i feel so alone like no one cares. Even right now. 😢 But im still here.... taking my meds and trying to hang on. You and your family make me laugh and smile. Y'all have saved me and dont even know it. So I love yall. Its okay for Gramma Gloria to go back to WI becuz she had a great mini vaca and can come back when you're ready. She knows she is loved. She will be okay. Trust that. She is a GOOD & STRONG woman. This I know. I can always tell the good ones. ❤ You don't have to feel bad anymore, so let it go. Just drop that brick Bobby. You don't have to carry that one. Ok? You got this. Not sugar coating. I know it. You GOT this. I believe in you. I believe in Cambreia. I believe in your kids and pups to support you. Allow them to. Please. They are a true blessing. 💜🙏🏻🛐✝️

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you for sharing and for the support🤗🥰. It is sad that some hospitals can be so bad and not help fix the problem but instead can make it worse. So far my doctors have been very helpful.

[@leekorten1791]

Bobby, know this, you have not failed your Grandma. You gave her precious time with her great grandchildren, and that special bond can never be removed from their hearts and their memories. I know you get some weird messages on KZbin, but family, that's just deranged and cruel. You are a very brave man Bobby, and my heart goes out to you. We are here for you, and i wish i could wrap you in my arms and make the pain go away. You are loved by so many of us. We only want what's best for you, Cambriea and the children, so take as much time as you need, we'll be here for you when you're ready. Keeping you all in my heart, thoughts and prayers 💞

[@cambrieabobby4162]

🥰🤗🙏

[@karenhoward8542]

Huge improvement in Grandma’s physical health has been very obvious since she arrived. Wonderful memories for all of you to look back on. This has been a wonderful time for her to share with you all. She loves you all. A nice transition from moving out of her house. xxoo

[@Nandat3675]

Beautiful comment 💖💖

[@maitedetorresvalenzuela6062]

Ánimo Bobby, no está solo, nos tienes a nosotros que te apreciamos mucho a todos vosotros, yá verás como todo mejorará con la ayuda de los profesionales y tu querida Cambriea, saludos y mucho ánimo desde Madrid España ❤

[@judybritton9391]

Any time you feel the need to vent you know your youtube community is here for you and your family. We watch because we feel like part of your family and enjoy your content. Take all the time you need. Praying for you all❤

[@cambrieabobby4162]

🙏🥰

[@DvLita]

It takes a lot of strenght to put your life out in the public and have everyone judge your actions, even more when talking about such topic. My heart goes out to you guys in those tough times. Keep breathing! One breath at a time.. better days will come

[@evelynsweeney7381]

Bobby - from New Hampshire - thank you for your service. You haven't told us the details but it is due to soldiers like you that we live in a free country today. God bless you. What it must have taken you Bobby to open up and tell us your story and your current struggles must have been enormously painful. You yelled at your dad and you reached out to Cambriea - two tough tasks and you said 'I need help'. You have to do what's best for you. Grandma knows how much you love her and she will be okay. To see the smiles on your face when you talk about the animals and the kids shows how much you care. Now's the time to take care of you. Bless you all.

[@cambrieabobby4162]

🙏thank you for your kind words and your support 🥰

[@debbiejansen555]

Please win Bobby!! Were pulling for you!! ❤❤

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you for your support.

[@felicia-read]

I feel terrible because on that laundry makeover video I made a joke about how you looked like you were going to call HR to report workers abuse because you looked wiped. To find out you were literally going through something like this behind the scenes makes my heart hurt for you. Thank you for your honesty and allowing us a glimpse into your mindset. It could save a life. And yes, Grandma leaving is sad.. BUT, you already know YOU come first. I know I speak for everyone here when I say we are all giving you the biggest virtual hug ever. WE LOVE YOU GUYS 💜

[@angelacimmino1102]

My husband served in the U S. Army and combat in Vietnam, earned his doctorate when he returned to the U.S., and helps fellow veterans suffering from PTSD. 🇺🇸

[@cambrieabobby4162]

A big thanks to your husband and all he does ❤️

[@angelacimmino1102]

@@cambrieabobby4162 Thank you.

[@angelabeatty6538]

I know someone who’s husband did the same thing❤ Thank you to you husband for his service🇺🇸 Proud Air Force mom here💙

[@staceyproctor132]

I know the decision to share was a giant leap of faith, thank you. I’m going to share your video with my husband, because not two days ago his friend called early in the morning on the brink of suicide. He spent hours on the phone, not letting him go until his head space was better. My heart goes out to all you veterans. And I have to recognize Cambria for being a wonderful military wife. Not everyone can handle it. Please know there many of us who are walking in your shoes right now. We live to support. 💚

[@suefaust947]

She or he, should be blocked from every social media source! They are hateful people!😡 Praying the Lord will keep you strong.

[@BudgetwithDragons]

I am a silent watcher. I don't comment because most of the time I use your videos to motivate cleaning with Living with Cambria or Cambria and Bobby. It's hard to comment with soapy hands or a living room full of laundry. Any who, watching this video, I want to first start by saying BOBBY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR SERVICE! Our military personnel do NOT get the card and credit they deserve after their time served. You all should be treated with HIGH regards for everything you put yourselves through for the sake of this country and the people in it. Second, no one can say that Cambria does not Love her man! It takes a STRONG, DEVOTE WIFE to not only see the signs but take the steps of preventative measures in cases like these. I applaud you two for being a real family! It's actually what attracted me to your channel. You all are raw! Bobby please know that your life on this planet at this time in life matters, not just to Cambria, your babies and your animals but for yourself as well. There is only 1 you and YOU MATTER! Cambria I have such a refound respect for you as a wife and mother. I am so proud of you and know that I understand that it is hard, especially being pregnant, but you are the Angel sent for this! Be proud that your awareness and guidance is what kept Bobby here to seek the help he needed. The love you have for each other is strong and you both have such a beautiful foundation between you. I am so glad I found your channel and am able to witness your accomplishments. My strength and heart is with you both at this time. Always your silent watcher.

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you for your kind words and support watching our channels. 🥰🤗

[@ruthmanor70]

I am so glad that you and Cambria realized that you needed help and reached out before anything devastating happened. My brother committed suicide in 1985 just before he turned 25. Then, my ex-husband committed suicide a couple of years later soon after he remarried. I've been on the other side hurting for a long time after they stopped their hurt and it is a pain that the ones left behind will never get over or forget. I'm keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Keep thinking of the good things in life you have to live for, Bobby.

[@cambrieabobby4162]

🙏thank you for sharing and for your support🥰

[@MoriahNord-wn4pq]

I absolutely cannot fathom saying those things about anyone and their family, but about your own family. The horror and poison that human is clearly made out of..disgusting. Love you guys.

[@teret6719]

It seems that family member has mental issues of their own. Unfathomable to treat family like this.

[@eleanorrkuntzi6422]

ditto

[@barbaramiller9660]

This happens in so many families

[@heidiann8743]

Bobby, The world will not be better without you in it. Please know you and your family are in my prayers.

[@Zombie-adventures]

Retired VA nurse here…Bobby you are so respected and appreciated for all you have done. I cared for many combat Veterans. You are incredibly brave to share this to help others. And you’re insightful to see the signs of trouble. Stick with good old Bailey; keep him around you when you can; he can really help you more than you think. Hug him a lot, he loves ya. Thank you for your service. ❤️ All the best to you and Cambriea. Darla

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Right on, retired VA nurse.

[@theresaterbrock3228]

Kudos to you both for sharing today. My heart is broken for your family. My family also has issues with mental health. I will keep you all in my prayers & the heck with the crummy family members & others that want to be evil. You know what is best for you. Love this family whom ive never met. Keep, keeping it real. ❤❤❤❤❤

[@rosearnold1220]

What an incredible video. Raw and Honest. I feel you have helped many people by doing this. I know you will see the sunshine again Bobby. I consider this a BIG WIN. Grand ma will be fine. Glad your Dad will care for her. You are NOT a failure. You are a hero. Facing the hardest things that most of us have not experienced. God Bless Our Vets. It took such courage to have such hard conversations with your Dad and Grand ma. Your immediate family needs you healthy and present. You and them are what matters right now❤❤❤ I will be here when you are back. Take all the time you need. Big hug Bobby and Cambria❤❤

[@justjaneller4409]

Happy Sunday Cambriea and Bobby, May the sun shine brightly on you today and everyday. I pray 🙏🏾 you come out stronger and lighter on the other side of this. I've been there. I've had depression since highschool but it hit me like a ton of bricks after my back surgery in the Fall of 2015. When I had to recover at home with no proper aftercare, no family support, no financial assistance from my job and staring at my walls in that silence, it got real. Life hit me hard (still at home on disability in 2024), pair that with being in an abusive relationship I didn't know how to get out of and I was still trying to "show up" for everyone around me and repair my body in this process physically and mentally. The medication for depression is just a band aid. You have to get to the root cause(s). That stuff just made me dizzy, nauseous, I wasn't high functioning at all, and dependent on it. Once I got off of it my results were better. Think of therapy as a lifelong relationship. In the beginning I was going weekly for a year then it got shifted to once a month. Even if it's periodical, you're still getting a "check in" with a professional. Think of it as you're dropping by to give a life update this month with the therapist and you can release for that session and feel lighter going home. (If you're going in person, I know nowadays online is an option). Ways to improve mood; working out helps to release stress, having hobbies, gathering with friends outside the home, creating a routine for yourself, learning something new (it doesn't have to be complicated it can be as simple as a new recipe), being involved with your kids. I don't have any so I spent a lot of time with my many nieces and nephews. The "Family" mouthing off and input on your life choices..... Sounds like jealousy, a few haters, projection, bitterness and nothing to do with you. Please don't feel bad about "no contact". You have to set boundaries for your household, you as an individual and you're teaching your children not to accept abuse from anyone including family members. I believe that I'm related because we share D.N.A but that doesn't make you my family there's a difference. My family is who I choose and whom I have a deep level of care, love, loyalty and respect for. Everyone doesn't get invited into that circle and it's an exclusive club. My relatives have preyed on me, betrayed me, physically assaulted me and verbally abused me to no end so I don't claim them. I've been "no contact" with my Father and his whole family for three years now and it's the best peace and gift I've ever given myself. Self love is very important. I live in Canada so I don't know the laws in Florida or your county but if you have a neurologist let them know about your nerve pains, back pains and complain to high ends. Get a medical Mary Jane card and get CBD oil to rub and edibles if you can. They can get you the prescription. The GP is not specialized so it'll take longer for approval especially with insurance. I hope I was helpful. Sorry it was so long. Just know I look forward to your videos every week it doesn't matter what you post. This channel is REAL LIFE, relatable and raw. That's rare in these KZbin streets. Bobby, please don't feel guilty about Grandma you, Cambriea and the children have a wonderful relationship with her and that's what's important. When you can visit, send something in the mail, Skype, FaceTime (whatever) you can and will. Right now the focus is you, getting back on track and in the right direction. We have a new baby on the way. Since I have no children I claim my bonus KZbin family like yours as mine so I have a new niece/nephew on the way and we all need you to be healthy/happy for that moment and every one after that. Get well soon 🙏🏾😊. ❤ Janelle 🇨🇦

[@cambrieabobby4162]

😥I don’t think I could have said it any better myself. You understand me and the pain and struggles. 🙏 Thank you for being strong and sharing, it means a lot to me. 🙏🙏🙏coming your way. Thank you so much for your support, it means more than you know.🥰

[@Sandra-ui1gp]

Dear Lord, my heart is breaking for what you guys are going through. I wish I had the right words for you Bobby, but all I can say is that I am so proud of you for reaching out, getting help and fighting that voice in your head. You are not a failure you are winner because you are fighting your demons and you have told that voice to F off which many have not been able to do. You are strong and you have now become an inspiration to others going through the same. Please, please remember that you are so loved by not just your family but this KZbin community. Take care of yourselves we are praying for you guys. Come back and talk to us soon Bobby. Take care Cambriea. ❤️

[@cambrieabobby4162]

🥰thank you for your support 🙏

[@mimig1900]

Amen❤🙏

[@Jamiesplace46]

Bobby sweetheart you need to take care of yourself first and foremost you do that and your family will take care of you that’s how a true family works. You work together and at least your father will be taking care of your grandma I know it hurts but it will all work out in the end and those 😊 family who support you will always have your back. Please keep your faith in God and pray for his help as well . I’ll will continue to pray for you all.❤️🙏

[@cambrieabobby4162]

🙏thank you for your support 🥰

[@timeatoth888]

I just love you guys so much!!!! I wish you a fast heeling you stronger than you know!!! Everything is going to be alright ❤

[@FrenCHiE_WorLD2829]

that's y they have the saying don't let the family u come from ruin the family U have created !!!! family can be the most toxic people because of jealousy, your doing better then they are in life and they feel obligated to have what u have, and they see u happy and they're not. Don't let it stress you block as much as you can.... 💚💚💚💚

[@cambrieabobby4162]

This is very very true

[@annparsons2112]

GOD BLESS YOU BOTH. My ex husband was a Vietnam vet who suffered flashbacks and no one had heard of PTSD. He never went to the VA for help. He left his family and we never heard from him again. My son's God father was also a Vietnam vet and eventually committed suicide in his fifties. But I'm so glad you're getting help. The relative who wrote the nasty emails has psychological problems and they are envious of your success. Keep strong and take your meds. Also stay as busy as you can. If you can't sleep at night make sure you take a nap during the day. Hopefully the VA can change your meds because the ones you are taking may be too strong. If you can enroll in a yoga class it will help you learn to relax and breath. Good luck.

[@terryhanna777]

Oh my gosh! I'm SO sorry you and Cambriea are going through this!! And to have a family member attacking you like this is just so heartbreaking!! My prayers are with your whole family. You will come through this and it will be better and you will be stronger on the other side. I promise you that, Bobby!! ❤🙏

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you so much!!🙏🥰

[@daliarodriguez960]

All I can say is as a viewer I enjoy watching your videos. God bless .

[@hookedbydonean]

Our parents come from a different generation that don’t understand mental health. It was suck it up buttercup. I hope everything gets better for you.❤🇨🇦

[@charprg7]

It takes a lot of strength to reach out for help. I admire you did do that. You are so right. You have to focus on your health first. I’m so sorry Bobby you’re hurting. We will all be here when you’re ready to come back to KZbin. I’m sending you prayers and positive vibes to you and your family. Take care. ❤🤙

[@carolann2020]

I am so sooooo sorry that you two have to go through this B.S. You do not deserve this at all. Please please stay strong, God will pull you all through this. 😢😢 Family can hurt you more than anything else on earth. I know this. It has been part of my daily life for the past 7 years. I can truly empathize with you Bobby. I have no one like you do but my Dr. and she's my saving grace. Stay strong and God will bless you all. Luv u guys ❤❤❤❤❤

[@CathyI2020]

Your family needs you! You need to do what you have to do in order to be there for them. Bless you ❤️❤️ take care.

[@cambrieabobby4162]

🥰

[@katyashein3816]

Бобби пожалуйста будь сильным! Ты сможешь побороть это! И когда всё нормализуется возможно вы и бабушка захотите снова жить вместе. Вы не подвели её это вынужденая мера. Я рада что Кембрия увидела что с тобой что то происходит и смогла направить тебя на правильную дорогу о просьбе о помощи. Я растоина тем что у вас такой тяжёлый период. И полна надежд что черная полоса закончится и у вас будет всё хорошо. С любовью от молчаливого зрителя

[@angelamorrison853]

Silent watcher here! I never comment. But, God has laid on my heart to comment today. My sister battles depression so I understand some of what you are going through. My prayer for you is that you get the meds and counseling that will help you. Bobby, you are a winner. Take care of yourself right now! And thank you so much for your service to our country! Prayers for you all!❤️

[@carolinecox6686]

Sorry to hear about your turmoil Bobby and to hear about your Grandma having to move back with your Dad, animals are so precious and in touch with our feelings and know just when to give you that paw or slobbering kiss to let you know they’ve got you, hoping you get to feel much better soon ❤

[@LucyGirl-61]

Blessings to you both. ❤ I’m praying things and people make a change.

[@northernlassie2755]

The only one who saved my life was my Lord and saviour. A very long path of years of darkness. No medication helped. No counseling helped. I give thanks every day that He loved me enough to save me. Only He truly loves me. The relationship must be daily, in prayer and trust 🙏

[@carolewatson5396]

Guys.. I also have severe mental health issues so I can understand most of this.. all I am going to say is look after yourself and each day is a day closer to getting back to normal (normal for people like us ).. thank you for sharing Bobby my heartfelt love to you all. Cambria keep being yourself lovely and look after yourself and baby .you will both get through this bad time .take care x

[@paigethompson4695]

Praying for you, Bobby. Also, praying for your family 🙏🏼✝️

[@cambrieabobby4162]

I appreciate that

[@debbiejansen555]

My husband is a Vietnam Navy vet. We totally understand! We also have a very dysfunctional family!! Makes life very difficult! Love you guys!!❤❤

[@kaydublin5164]

I’m so sorry America was so terrible to your husband, I have a great respect for any veteran ❤

[@debbiejansen555]

So do I! ❤

[@conniekelley5677]

Taking care of the elderly takes a lot out of you I was my moms caregiver for awhile fortunately she's doing good now

[@Azoreanislandgirl64]

I'm so sorry you're going through this difficult time in your life. I totally get it and have passed through it. I will pray for you and your family. Take it one moment at a time and take time for you to feel better. It's not easy, and those who never felt the way you feel right now don't understand and can't understand to no fault of their own. I truly believe that you will get through it, and I will support you and Cambriea in this chapter of your life. God bless you and keep you safe and healthy. 🙏❤

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you for your support 🙏🥰

[@christinemacleod2145]

I’m here to say… you are not alone Bobby... 27 years for me, thank goodness I have support from a few great people and good meds ( I’m still taking). I commend you Bobby with the strong awareness that the #1 thing is to speak to someone, as with you my spouse of 45 years this year has been my #1 from the first day. Helping me looking things up, helping me try and understand, assuring me, taking my hand to the bathroom to brush my teeth after days of laying on the couch. I too could not sleep, would lay there all night, eyes wide open and not sleep and feel nothing.. not even tired the next day. Our kids too did not understand but we tried as best we could to explain what was happening .. I have good and bad days, some still involve no motivation but I’m in a place where I know as long as I stay on my meds I’ll be fine again in a few days.. I read a lot of affirmations , still do, tried to work on my inner peace as someone once said “that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem…” and that stuck, and my kids and the thought of what I’d put the people through that REALLY mattered in my life. Over the years I have learned who they are and just how easy it is to let go when you put yourself first. I am sending you both strength and ((Hugs)) .. will look forward to updates over time. Grandma I know understands, just sorry Freda will miss her “walker rides”.. One day at a time Bobby.. ❤️ Cambriea … take care of you too.

[@melindaharris1882]

See Bobby you just helped yourself here, we need more people like you just to help people with these thoughts and troubles to know they're not alone! You are an amazing person - you and all of you have helped me in my depression - I know, I have tried several times, but God has always stopped me. I really love you guys, you're going to get better again❤❤❤

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you for sharing🥰 it is not easy asking for help. Keep on fighting and I will too.

[@purplepetunia8190]

I know someone that has gone through this. The need to keep busy to stop overthinking and need to feel like things are getting done is a normal sign. I strongly suggest a holistic healer. The meds that they have you on are taking a toll on you even though you just started back. They change your body’s natural ability to take care of itself. If y’all do not have a church family, please find one. Sending love to all of you.❤️

[@vanessasteen1749]

Hey Bobby, I get you. I have been where you are now. It feels as though you have fallen down a well. So far down that you can’t see any light and then as you get better you start to see a tiny bit of light and then a bit more and a bit more as you climb back up out of the well. Well done for asking for help. As for your Dad, someone who has never suffered with depression can’t even start to understand what you go through. We are here for you when you feel ready to come back. Sending you all my love and hope you start to see more light soon xx

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you🥰 My Dad understands now and has been very supportive in helping me get through this. Thank you for support.

[@debbiejansen555]

My heart hurts for you. I know its not easy to live with that. My husband still has nightmares and wakes up screaming. He has good days and bad days. Its very hard. I pray you get back to good days and can put this bad time away in the shadows. ❤❤❤🙏🙏

[@jennasmith8114]

Life is so hard as it is you don't need the negativity from family. Bobby there are so many people that have to take medication for depression it's frightening. Remember you can't just stop any meds, you must wean yourself off, which I'm sure you must have done.

[@RoseMaryBowen]

Praying for you Bobby and for your family. Putting yourself first when you need help is NOT selfish! Do what you need to do to get through this time. You're a strong, sensitive man. You CAN overcome these thoughts and feelings. God bless you. ❤🙏

[@cambrieabobby4162]

🙏🥰thank you for your support.

[@TrishaBobisha]

Hey Bobby. You didn’t fail at all. You stepped in to help family when they needed it because your grandma was no longer safe living on her own. Cleaning out her home and selling it was inevitable. Now it’s time for family to step in and help you because you need that right now. That’s what family does. No shame in that at all. Let any shame and negativity go and give yourself the same love and understanding that you would show to someone else in your position. Caretaking is no joke. Cambreia, take care of yourself as you take care of your family. Wishing you peace of mind and much love.

[@margyvanzyl8484]

Bless you all and be comforted in knowing that all will work out for you Bobby and your family.Praying for you all.

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thanks so much🙏🥰

[@kellieh1579]

You are so brave to share this private side of your life. You WILL save lives. Prayers for you and your family.

[@lisadelashmit267]

I can see the pain in your eyes. Being a grandmother myself, I know without a doubt that your grandma wants nothing more than your health and happiness! You’ve got to do what you know in your heart is best for yourself and your family including your grandmother! You are doing what you need to do for your own mental health. You are in my prayers!

[@michelleclark8098]

I speak from experience... I lost my brother May 21, 2011 from suicide. In his letter he thought that we would be better off without him. I can not tell you enough.... this is NOT true!!! Your loved ones will always wonder what they could have done to save you and a part of them will always blame themselves. Your family loves you and they would never be better off without you.

[@jenwrenredmcmoore880]

Thanks Bobby. My husband DID give in to that voice in his head. It DID mean that the struggle was over for him... but for me... I am still coming to terms with the loss (and I was angry with him for a long time). Grateful to you for talking about your struggles. And don't listen to ignorant people who think they know better.

[@annette2141]

My heart goes out to you and Cambriea. This is a very hard thing to go through. Grandma's always say the right things to make us feel better. God bless her heart and God bless you Bobby. This community is strong and we stand with and behind you. I'll be praying for you 🙏 You've got this 😊💪

[@sharonrichter5271]

Bobby you are smart, you are caring, you are important. Please never take your life, your family will feel like failures. May God help you through this difficult time.

[@mzunguhomestead]

Is 2:00 am here in Nairobi, Kenya. Just came across your video 'by chance'. You literally just saved my life! I was that one life you spoke of impacting. 😢 Retired L.E.O.

[@cambrieabobby4162]

I am glad to hear that the video helped. Hope all is well, feel better soon.

[@creativocartolina7485]

As a 44-year-old daughter of a father who committed suicide 13 years ago, I can only say that it is the very worst thing that can happen for those left behind. please bobby, stay strong and fight! I know how hard life can be and how evil thoughts can affect you. Get your strength from your wonderful family and don't worry about grandma... you have to take care of yourself, you can be so selfish in such a situation! God bless you and your family! Lovely greetings from Germany! Petra

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you for your support in this time of need 🥰

[@patriciahibbard7345]

So glad you and Cambria have each other. I'm only half way through the video but I'm certain your Grandmother and Everyone Else SHOULD understand. Thank you for sharing with us. Prayers for you all❤️

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you so much!

[@angiewatson8085]

Ask for help whenever you feel like you need it. You will be better soon i just know it. Grandma does understand and that is a great thing. Keep your chin up

[@Mzrenegade]

I lost my oldest sibling and nephew to depression. Thanks for sharing your insight. I'm sorry to hear about your Grandma and family discord. I hope things get better for you.

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Sorry to hear about your nephew and sibling. Thank you for sharing and thank you for your support 🥰

[@lindagoodwin7748]

Bobby and Cambria, thank you for sharing. PTSD is real. Depression is real. Give yourself Grace. Embrace your life story. I’m so proud to have had the pleasure of being part of your You Tube family. I’m a daughter, sister, wife, mother and Nana. Some seasons of my life have been better than others but they’ve helped me be who I am today. I’m sending you my best Nana hug. You’ve got this. May you feel Gods embrace and give you peace. Your Pacific NW Nana

[@leeannoneal4847]

My heart and prayers are with you, Bobby. Life is difficult, especially dealing with depression. you deserve every bit of peace and happiness. Continue to reach out and accept the support you need. I hope things level out for you soon.

[@shaswife4lyfe]

First let me say to you Bobby... thank you for your service. YOU ARE NOT a failure in any of our eyes. I am praying for you and the family. I hope that all these prayers and good vibes coming your way can help you heal and ease your inner pain. My thoughts & prayers to grandma; I know how excited she was to be there with you all. Bless her heart that she loves you so much and understands the pain you're going through and wants nothing but the best for you and for you to get better. You have nothing to feel bad about or feel guilty over. Take the time you need to heal and get better. We are all rooting for you. Miss Cambriea, thinking of you as well, sending so much love your way for you, the kiddos and the animals. THANK YOU both, for sharing your lives, giving us the continued motivations, encouragement and just your realness. YOU two are such a beautiful family, one of the few I follow and look forward to seeing new videos all the time. For whatever it's worth, your KZbin family got your back... from the front and the sides. Don't worry or let your "so-called" family get you down or make you sway from the path our Heavenly father has set you on. I know it can be a lot, but you both are such a blessing to so many, you give of yourselves so unselfishly to the world and I know your YT community family appreciates you to no end. May God continue to be a blessing in your lives, I ask for His strength & love cover and keep you protected. Always!!!!

[@cambrieabobby4162]

🙏Thank you so much for your kind words and support for our family. 🥰🤗

[@carladamasio8251]

Hello. I'm sorry that this his happening to you all. I'm sorry if i can't write the words properly (I'm portuguese and i don't practice a lot). I've been struggling with mental healt almost all my adult life, for diffent reazons. I'm now 45 and most off my dreams will not come true and with all the other daily struggles, i had really bad days and suicidal thoughts. Why didn't i do it? Because i know the dammage it does in a fammily. I stll feel gilty because my grabfather did it when i was a young girl. I always think that i coud have donne more, even knowing that i was still a child. I could not do that to my familly again. It's a daily project, but i'm winning it day by day. Know that you are not doing things wrong, you have value, you are loved e you will struggle but will win this battle. Heal takes time, patience and love. Love you self. The world willl always have bad people, we cant't put that bad feelngs in your heart. It's not your to take. Love your familly and you are in my prayers. And I will ask for healind to Nossa Senhora de Fátima. Stay strong!❤ You are

[@cambrieabobby4162]

You wrote it perfect! Thank you for your kinds words and your support. Mental Health is so hard to deal with but taking it one day at a time will get us through it.

[@jeanettejohnson4124]

Bobby..it took SO much strength to ASK for help..SO thankful Cambria was aware that something was off Anyone who has ever dealt with ANY form of PTSD or mental health issues UNDERSTANDS You are NOT a failure by any means..don't even think that!! Just KEEP being YOURSELVES!!❤❤❤ Believe me...I UNDERSTAND!! Send love, hugs & prayers for ALL of you

[@howsimpleisit56]

What I am hearing is uneducated people who do not understand complex medical problems. I have Complex PTSD and a severe back injury. I am 70 years of age and I cannot just sit down and care for my back. It does my head in - I need to keep active not only for mental health but also for exercise. So many people in the world today have absolutely no compassion/empathy. Instead of attempting to walk in a person's shoes they go for the juggler. They do not care if they hurt the ex military. Don't have anything to do with people like this. I have had to walk away from family/friends simply because they do not understand the complexity of CPTSD. The truth is there is a stigma around mental health. I hear it time and time again: crazy/lazy etc. Lazy people refuse to study and attempt to understand. You just do you and don't keep clear of people like this person. It is disgusting to think that he served his country and came home with medical issues. We need to thank him for his service and attempt to understand the issues war vets come home with. It is not pretty...

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you for sharing and for your support 🤗🥰

[@Dwd63]

Well chickyboomboom I think you need to seek out professional help. To say Cambria miscarriages due to being obese is the most vile thing I’ve read. Shame on you. You obviously know nothing about depression. You’re talking about a person who served for your country. Bobby and Cambriea, stay strong, you will get through this together and all of your follower’s send you love. Grandma will be ok, she sounds like a wonderful lady. ❤

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Well said. 🥰🙏 Thank you for the comment.

[@sarahrehman1206]

I’m so sorry for the experience you and your family are going through right now. I’m a therapist in private practice and I want you to know that I know there is plenty of room for improvement in my profession. I’m proud of you for reaching out for help. I’m curious about the trigger for your recent situation. I’m hearing parallel narrative that involves your family of origin. Dad being dismissive and invalidating *could* be a factor to explore more deeply in a therapy setting. I’m a childhood trauma therapist so obviously I’m inclined to want to know more about your childhood experience and how that might be affecting current functioning. You’re a good person to be open and honest about what you’re going through. Unfortunately this is more common than you might think. Being real makes this experience a conduit to make your audience feel comfortable being honest too ❤ personal disclosure: both my parents are from Wisconsin and I LOVE hearing the Wisconsin accent and relate to that as “home” despite also living in the south like you all do now. You WILL work through this, you are doing all the right things.

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you for your support. I am sure talking about growing up and my Dad is on the list of what we will be going over.

[@Chrenynkaya]

I’m am amazed at the fact that you faced those excruciating conversations with your grandma and your dad. My heart was racing as you talked about how hard it was! BUT YOU FACED IT!! I really, really hope you at least give yourself credit for having those conversations and facing it. You deserve a million pats on the back for that- and for working so hard on getting better. You rock.

[@rhondadeneen4287]

Bobby, l know what your talking about. Please just keep talking. You have people who love you.❤

[@cambrieabobby4162]

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[@lilygarcia6629]

Thank you for sharing your video! I am glad you have great support at home. I will keep you and your family in my prayers! 🙏

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you so much! 🙏🤗🥰

[@suecole7338]

This time will pass, take one day at a time. Caring is such a big responsibility and you did what you did for the right reasons and I am sure your Gran will in no way wish to get in the way of you getting better. Its a pity your Gran couldn't stay at a Retirement facility in Florida and enjoy the sun. Well done for talking about your Mental Health as you are not alone and I hope your counselling goes well for you. Well done Cambria for being his rock. x

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you for your support 🥰

[@MyLivingJournal]

Oh man Bobby. I could tell you were not feeling well mentally & physically during that laundry room makeover. You have been so busy these past few months & it was really a lot for 1 person to take on. The travel, the move, the work, etc..... And your back hurting. Time to take care of you. Your family loves you so much & I am so glad you spoke up & let Cambriea know. They would miss you so bad. I have dealt with depression off & on most of my life & did try to end it all in 2005. Now ever since I got back to my faith, I am good. I know all of us who watch you, feel much love for yall as a family. We will keep you in our thoughts & prayers. You are so right about animals knowing. I am so glad you have kids & animals. They do bring so much joy. PLEASE keep taking care of yourself & take it easy for awhile. The good thing is: there is now baby stuff that Cambriea can talk about here when you are away from the channel. We all understand. Much love and prayers. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 PLEASE take care. ❤🫂

[@VicShaughnassy]

My heart has just literally broke watching this the sadness in Bobby's eyes is just awful and being attacked by family is just so cruel Bobby and cambria you are both an inspiration speaking out on this and I pray that you will both get the help and support you both need right now it cannot of been easy sharing this aspect of your private life but Bobby you are no failure your so brave even if it doesn't feel like it now with medication councillors and the love of your family and pets and just knowing we are all behind you should give you hope knowing your not alone keep fighting Bobby you got this ❤

[@KristiBranstetter]

Bobby and Cambriea, so sorry that a family member attacking you. 😢 Bobby, caregiving is difficult at best. I was caregiver for my parents when they were diagnosed with cancer... It definitely changed me. You didn't fail Grandma Gloria. You recognized how difficult caregiving is. Take care of you, Bobby. You matter. ❤ Love ❤ and HUGS 🫂

[@jenniferific]

I suffered all winter with depression and anxiety this year. It can get soooo bad. I get it. I'm so sorry you have this problem. Was feeling great before my big drop over the winter too. Sometimes you just need the meds. I think you guys are amazing, and your channels bring me so much joy. Please know you are not alone and so many people love you. Most of all, your wife and kids.

[@marilynbrown2297]

I get what Bobby is going thru I to struggle with PTSD and depression and have most of my life!!!!!!! I have had suicidal thoughts many times!!!!!!! Thankfully I’m in a lot better head space and have been for along time and I take a lot of med to help me thru it!!!!!!!! I will pray for Bobby and his family and I am so very sorry for what your family is going thru and I pray everything will get better for all of you!!!!!!!!! XOXO

[@brendakelly6965]

You are not a failure Bobby. I'm just glad you recognized something was wrong and asked for help. Take care of yourself. ❤

[@lesleyhillman487]

Oh Bobby sweetheart, you are doing all the right things. Dont even think about videos, just concentrate on getting well! Please dont harm yourself we love you so much! Sending love, hugs and healing prayers to you, Cambria, the kids, Grandma and animals, be safe❤️🙏🤗❤

[@tracy8056]

Hi Bobby, i work in MH and have to give you credit for speaking up in this video. MH is an illness but you are taking the right steps and things will get better. One day at a time. You will laugh and smile again 🙏💚

[@nootjeb92]

You are so powerful how you talk about your feelings❤️🙏 I saw your face changed when you're talking about Fraya. Ceep that end your two boys end new born in mind. En Cambria I'm proud of you, your strength is incredible 🥰

[@cassielovesplants6409]

Bobby you are in my prayers. I was praying after I watched the laundry video as that was not your normal self. I am so thankful you are getting help. You are so brave and full of love to share your struggle. Please know that you are loved and appreciated by not only your family but your internet family as well. As someone who has had experience with losing more than 1 person to suicide, I am so heartbroken you are feeling this way. You are not a failure, you are human and it’s ok to need help. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story and bringing awareness to something a lot of people don’t understand. You are loved and appreciated. Prayers

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you so much for your kind words and support 🙏🥰🤗

[@kaylonimartin]

Bobby, I never understood how someone could want to unalive, how being gone would be better. Until it was me. Last year I was pregnant with my 4th baby and I was at the lowest mental point I’ve ever been. I felt like such a failure in every aspect and I felt everyone would be better without me around. The only thing that was keeping me from doing anything was my kids. I absolutely could never leave my kids without a mother. My husband was getting frustrated with me not doing things at home that really needed done. I told him while he was complaining that the dishes weren’t done, I was doing my best to just be alive. He had no idea I was feeling that way and immediately gave me his full support. You are so right that when you feel that way, you are selfish. I don’t know you personally, but from what I see from y’all’s pages, you are a wonderful husband and father. You must stay here to continue to teach the boys and Freya so future generations will have more men like you. Your KZbin family loves you! I’m praying for you and your family in this hard time. ❤

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you for sharing and for your support 🤗🥰

[@suredeydo]

Respectfully, you probably shouldn't keep having more kids if you're so mentally unwell...? Right?

[@colleenpomeroy3024]

Canadian fans support you! As a Veterans wife our family stands with you and Loves and supports you with our prayers ❤

[@nancywehrung3943]

Wow - you both are super vulnerable and I know you helped at least one person today. We need to keep the light shined on this and not let it be a shameful “hide in the dark” thing.

[@beckiegraham303]

This time you had with gramma was very valuable…for everyone!

[@amethystjourney6592]

I understand and am grateful you both are willing to share. My last episode of severe depression lasted over a year. With therapy and support from my now grown children, and lots of prayersI was able to pull through. Trust in God and the family you created. You got this, the depression does NOT get to win!! Many prayers and lots of love for you and yours.

[@cambrieabobby4162]

Thank you for your support 🙏🥰

[@blendadale6379]

Bobby and Cambria, you did the right thing. Don’t second guess yourself. There’s so much we don’t know about mental health. Keep doing what works.

[@eileenriker2262]

Thank you so much Bobby for your service. Praying for you and your family. God Bless you.

[@gloriaeren8717]

I’m so thankful that you were able to realize it and that your wife helped. my heart breaks for your grandmother but maybe one day she could come back maybe you were just overwhelmed but right now your health or mental health is really more important and your grandmother is a sweetheart to just gracefully go back there I’ll be praying for you both God is good all the time. I know the military is hard but I don’t know what you went through. I just pray for healing for your mind and heart and now that you’re aware of those things when they go on try to remember to ask for help, you are all loved. Bobby be strong you’ll get through it. There’s two shall pass.