LIFE UPDATE | I'm Sorry

[@Beauty101byLisa]

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[@miyalopez5925]

So happy to see you again❤ 🙏😇✝️

[@Beauty101byLisa]

@@miyalopez5925 Thank you! It’s great to be back❤

[@winning3329]

I want to warn you that this energy cleaning is witch craft and it can actually bring demonic spirits in to your life. I used to read horoscopes but then I realized that an unclean spirit was communicating with me and I immediately stopped. God bless you

[@Beauty101byLisa]

For everyone asking…❤ My healing journey is with God. Keeping an open mind and stepping out of the [fear box] allows me to continue my healing to a higher level. This has taught me to live as a kind and nonjudgmental person accepting everyone as they are. Sending love and light❤✨

[@dlh5001]

Honestly, I can't believe grown women would get mad at you. Unreal. You don't owe any of us anything. If you have to take a break, take a break. Don't stress over the people that got mad I wouldn't want them in my group anyway. I'm sure the ones here will watch your videos anytime you want to upload them.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much. I love the kind positive community we have here. XO

[@estellamunoz3125]

I figured you were dealing with some big things. If anything, you deserved prayers, not anger. Your life is more than KZbin. But, I’m so happy you’re here and that you’re safe. You look great.

[@pinkfluffybananaify]

I agree!!

[@pinkfluffybananaify]

I agree!

[@Ysally13]

Exactly!

[@briannegillette1185]

Nothing can heal you like Jesus Christ can. Great to see you back! I've missed your videos! You look beautiful as ever.❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you! My healing journey is with God. Keeping an open mind and stepping out of the [fear box] allows me to continue my healing to a higher level. This has taught me to live as a kind and nonjudgmental person accepting everyone as they are. Sending love and light❤✨

[@Ladybug-lz5un]

If you set your mind on the things of the Lord you will find peace 🕊️ Jesus Christ can set you free! All other things are just temporary.❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you. My journey is with God❤

[@Ladybug-lz5un]

@@Beauty101byLisa amen 🙏 you are beautiful inside out!

[@JanasSpace]

I understand you Lisa. Some of us are stuck with generational trauma, it goes so way back. It is such a complex issue. I have days when I have to cry and I am releasing it one day at the time. My ancestors used alcohol to deal with stuck emotions but I have never chosen that route. I have done a lots of self sabotaging over the years, blaming, doubting myself, I let emotions rule and even though I still do I am so much more aware of it and trying to start better routines. I am glad you posted this and I am with you on this grounding journey because only that works in mental health improvement. I wish you all the best. PS your sign on the gym wall.."body will do what mind tells it is so so true. Hug you! ❤Jana

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you 💕💕💕💕

[@rebeccayoung1833]

Lisa, It is also our age. We have to transition into the new season after menopause. Yes, things come to the surface during this phase of life. Years of burying things .I understand about the running, keeping busy. But it comes out sooner or later. God Bless you.

[@TheMichelex20]

Awww you’re such a sweet lady. People can be so mean. I just recently thought I hadn’t seen you post on here in a while. Glad to see you smiling and wish you the best in your continued healing. You owe us nothing. Take care of yourself. 🙏🏾

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much. XO

[@staynsaddle]

I felt the same exact way im 55 soon and it was 24 yrs ago. It will get better you are a beautiful woman and have a good heart.

[@wenzelaj]

Let Jesus help you through this, Lisa. Let him hold you and show you the way. You don’t have to go through it alone. He loves you beyond comprehension. He gave his life for you. xo

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much. My life is beautiful and wonderful. The healing and energy clearing I am going through right now is diving deeper into clearing out the stuck energy from this lifetime and generations ago. XOXO

[@josie4peace]

Amen. God formed us in our mother's womb, and knows us best 💕

[@PT-tw6kg]

Lisa, we're all broken at some level. Life is hard ; I have lost my son and husband and live alone in another state, no friends here. God first and everything at some point will fall into place. I'm 70 years old, don't waste anymore time. Life is short-lived like it's your last day on earth. My prayers are with you.❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much. I am so very sorry for the loss of your son and husband. If you are ready, join me this Saturday for a healing day live online here❤ 👉authenticliving.com/healingday/ ❤Sending you so much love and strength and healing. XO

[@josie4peace]

Amen. Jesus will never leave us. I'm 57 and alone too. Wish we could connect.

[@PT-tw6kg]

​@@Beauty101byLisa will try. God bless.

[@YourPainting1]

I hope you know that, for me, I’m just happy when you upload. I don’t ever expect anything from you and just want you to keep creating and growing. We’ve all seen you go through the ups and downs and you don’t deserve the negativity, at all. I’m just happy to see you and listen to you. You remind me a lot of my mom and I’m very comforted by you. You’re the best, Lisa!

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much for your beautiful comment. Sending so much love. XO

[@sashanoel167]

Hi Lisa🙋‍♀️❤ I for one don't expect you to always post because I know you have a life outside of social media. I'm always happy to see anything you post whenever you post. I often just look at old post because they have timeless advice and information. Trolls will always have something negative to say, so I'm glad you just block them and keep it moving. Love you Lisa💕

[@cambiumlayer1318]

Hi Lisa, I value how intentional, resourceful & tenacious you are. Do what makes you happy at your own pace and you will draw in people with like minds instead of trying to please everyone equally. We can never please everyone. Coming from someone that has been through hell, you are doing fantastic woman!. I am very happy for you!. That Sofa set with all the storage is all the rage! 😍

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so very much 🥰❤️

[@mkk1959]

This hits home so deeply with me. Accepting losses and grieving. Losing both parents within 16 months of each other. I hold a lot of it in to be strong for others. Scared to let go and just cry…because I don’t know if I could stop. I do break down once and awhile, when I’m by myself…but I quickly snap out of it…telling myself to be strong…feeling guilty because I have so much to be grateful for and so many blessings! I’m 65 and have been single, by choice, for over 20 years. Three committed relationships. Married and divorced, twice. Retired two years ago. I spend a couple nights a week with my beautiful daughter, son in law and two grandsons who are 9 & 13. I’m so very thankful that they live just a mile down the road, so that these weekly sleepovers are possible. I never thought I would be by myself in my retirement years. But, I’ve been by myself for so long, I’m not sure that anybody could put up with me or that I could put up with him either, lol! Life is such a trip! Holding onto the positive and riding through the bumps along the way. Sending you hugs from beautiful northwestern Michigan shoreline 🤗❤️

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much for sharing🥰 I’m so very sorry for your loss. After my dad passed and i held him as he crossed over i felt the same way you are describing. Please try to let yourself cry it out and fill yourself back up with love❤The pain and stuck energy needs to move out and through you, not stopped or buried. Sending so much love and healing❤❤❤

[@belindastocktin5288]

One of my favorite YTuber vanished for a year, and not a word from her, many felt slighted me included. After a year she came back and explained her husband of 40 years passed away. So when you disappeared I only hoped you were doing well. Thank you for the video.

[@stevokennedy2383]

I understand how you feel! So glad I found your channel Again. Getting older as a woman is not easy. I look forward to watching your videos they cheer me up. Thank you

[@gianinenelson4959]

I have been watching your videos since Covid started. I think you are a wonderful, strong woman. You have every right to take care of you. You do not owe any of us an apology. I hope your healing journey brings you the enlightment you need.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you for your support xo

[@belenmonteagudo9046]

I am so happy to see that you are going to be amazing. Hormones can make or break you. I've been there. You will come out of this on top by the Grace of God!!!!❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much💕

[@andreamuro8074]

Sounds like your the type of person that needs to go within to deal with life, I'm the same way and can't heal unless I do my alone and within thing. Some do not understand. Thanks for sharing your raw emotions. No one and nothing is perfect so don't be so hard on yourself. As I say, I can't be perfect all the time. We all deal with doubts and imposter syndrome. It's so real to us. When I feel this way I try not to overthink it, I reluctantly, keep trying, moving, etc even when I feel my feet are made of lead. I'm glad you're healing.Please please please be gentle to yourself, this is your unique journey.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you very much❤❤❤

[@tiffanicarpenter5772]

Missed you beautiful soul! So glad you're back because you're my soul sister and never apologize for self care. It's so necessary and important. Love you and thanks for sharing so much with us all and for coming back! Yeah!!

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much my soul sister❤

[@cumaylin]

It blows my mind that any of us would feel that you owe us an explanation. We are all human on this journey. Sending you virtual hugs! God bless! 🙏😘

[@Beauty101byLisa]

I thank you🦋💖

[@CoconutXoXo]

I will watch anything you post because your energy is what inspires me. I can see that you continue onwards through it all and that’s enough for me. I don’t need all the details to understand that you’re a strong woman, it’s right there in your aura no matter what you’re talking about

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you🥰 This is such a beautiful comment❤❤❤

[@Gracewins1974]

Oh beautiful Lisa I am going through this same journey at the moment, and for the past year. Jesus has been the only way to my peace and healing. New age did not work for me. Cry out to him and he will answer. He will heal your wounds and past hurts and has so much for you. He has a purpose and plan for your life. I have so enjoyed your channel for a long time. Thank you for sharing. I’m saying a prayer for you, for healing, restoration and that God would reveal to you his love, purpose and plan for your life. Big huge hugs! 🙏🏼✝️❤️ Sonia

[@Beauty101byLisa]

My healing journey is with God. Keeping an open mind and stepping out of the [fear box] allows me to continue my healing to a higher level. This has taught me to live as a kind and nonjudgmental person accepting everyone as they are. Sending love and light❤✨

[@nicoleaviles1245]

It was so good to see you and hear everything! I’m sorry about those comments, but I’m so glad you were able to push through it and not let it stop you from sharing. I’m very intrigued and inspired. I turned 50 this year and I’ve been battling many health issues and recently had more than one doctor tell me if I don’t deal with my childhood trauma I may not ever get better. I just relocated back home to be with my daughter & family who seem to make me feel safe. I lost 40 pounds in a month. I thought I was going to die. As soon as my daughter got to me I started eating. It was a miracle. Hard to explain. When you expressed how you’re crying I just busted out crying. I’m not use to crying. It’s uncomfortable. Don’t know now if I make any sense, but I’m glad you’re here for however much to share with us what you’re experiencing and learning. It makes me feel connected when most days I don’t have people around me who can relate so it can be a challenge for all. Sorry for the book. You look amazing as always and I’m glad you are doing well ❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so very much for sharing! Sending you so much love and you’re doing great with your healing! If you’re ready to get rid of that childhood trauma join me this Saturday at the live online one day healing event❤👉 authenticliving.com/healingday/?

[@angelecewilhelm2003]

I am so happy for you, that you are feeling better. I took a year and went to classes Friday nights and Mondays called Celebrate Recovery. I had to recover from a painful divorce and marriage. It also had us look at the root of our feelings. I learned I really liked myself and I was feeling more connected to God. I was enjoying life being single kayaking, riding my bike 25 miles with a group on Saturdays and ballroom dancing about 4 nights a week, all with my thyroid issues like you. I knew I wanted to live where I could see the ocean so I finally made that move to Laguna Beach, had my dream apartment and decided I was ready to date since I was where I always longed to be. I think when you are truly happy on your own you attract others. I met the guy I had always dreamed about in a Bible study class for singles. He walked in one night and he was just my type and I texted all my kids about him. Friends for 2 years and one night it became more than friends, we are married now, traveling all over and living my best life. Let me add he is younger, didn’t plan on that but the point is the right guy will love us. I am older, have vitiligo, many faults but accept myself and know true beauty comes from within. Wishing you continued peace and love and that you keep realizing your own beauty and what gifts you bring to the world.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you! Such a beautiful story! I am so incredibly happy for you. It’s never too late ❤️🥰❤️

[@tomroyse1540]

I hope you have found a good therapist .You need more help than you can take care of yourself.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you for your concern. The healing and growth I’m working on is beyond therapy. Been there done that and it served its purpose at that time. I am taking care of myself better than i ever have in my life 🙌✨

[@kimproffer9456]

Sending you the biggest hug Lisa and thank you for sharing this with all of us! We all have healing to do. It’s part of our journey in this life for sure 🙏💗

[@Beauty101byLisa]

You are so very welcome. XOXO

[@priscillac9171]

Literally NO ONE should be ANGRY for not receiving an explanation. Curious, yes.. but they have no right to be angry, that’s just silly. Sorry you have to deal with that! Just glad to see you back.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much. XO

[@BeautythruHeart]

I'll share some stuff that helped me was going to church developing a church family, and then. Also, when I was about to turn 13 I seeked God with all my heart, and there's an actually a verse in Jeremiah where it's as if you ask and seek with all your heart, it shall be given unto you and I ask God. If you loved me and he said, yes, and it just felt like an over brimming of love and joy. But I enjoy your lifestyle videos.Hope you have a great day. And the grammar may not be totally correct.It's cuz it's auto text

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you that’s wonderful. God is by my side on my healing journey as well❤✨

[@Alicesdream17]

You do not need to apologise or explain anything. You have a personal life off this channel, which is sacred and yours alone. You are a breath of fresh air. Your positivity, even when you're down, is so inspiring. Sending much love and thanks for sharing what you can, but you keep some of yourself just for you. Take care . ❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you very much. XO

[@melaniexoxo]

It’s super kind of you to be so understanding. Lots of people leave social media, never to be heard from again. Yes I worry about them, but I would never be angry. I just always hope they’re ok!

[@calexprenas]

Lisa, if I may respectfully offer an observation and an idea to consider. In most of your videos you try to offer answers to problems for your audience to help and inspire them, and while you have lots of interesting ideas and thoughts, most of the time they aren’t really a definitive answer, they’re a trial run of something or what you needed at that particular time - and that is just the best any human can do. Very few (if any) people have access to divine/special knowledge or insight about how best to get through life problems, that’s an impossible role to play, and I think you will ALWAYS struggle (and be off putting to some) if you feel you have to be an inspiration and role model in all things in order to be valuable and have purpose in life. Maybe in some things, like beauty and other domains in which you ARE actually an expert, but not life in general. I think you are having doubt because you’re setting yourself up for an impossible task. Sharing what you’re trying and what seems to be working for you at the current moment is wonderful, but you don’t actually have - or have to have - better answers than others do. To boot, if you keep trying to be that person, you end up being very guarded even when you’re trying to be vulnerable. You force yourself to end on a positive note with some sort of answer or solution or positive trajectory that will be inspiring and you limit yourself to present a one dimensional image. Wishing you all the best Editing to add: while you are doing healing work, it may help to dig into why you feel you need to be an inspiration or seen as one. ❤

[@stars_for_night_lights]

Thank you so very much for this message. Although it was meant for Lisa, it resonated so much for me that it was as if you wrote it to me. Everything you described, I've been doing my entire life (I'm 54). The resulting feelings you mentioned also resonate deeply within me. I know where these behaviours came from. Now it's time to heal! When the student is ready, the teacher appears. 🙌

[@edieh6792]

Good to see you are doing well; keep working on staying positive (it can be so hard in these crazy times today). Love your home and your hair looks great. You must keep that color! 😀😀

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you very much❤

[@artistforlife]

Glad to see you again, I've been wondering where and how you were : )

[@pepper1188]

I'm surprised how many people I followed for years just disappeared, initially I always worried that something happened to them I would hope just out of courtesy that if possible they or a family member would come back and say this person's fine or I'm fine and I'm just not doing the channel anymore but I would say about 50% of the people I watch just disappear after years and it is surprising

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Yes I can understand why that would happen but I promise to never do that on this channel again. I realized the connection that I have with all of you is so important and I love you all. XO

[@lovly2cu725]

Sometimes their channels are shut down by the plat. form

[@coreymayer6868]

You are so right! I "detoxed" a generational curse that just about felt like it was going to kill me. It was the most intense experience of my life!

[@CharN47]

I just wanted to take a moment to say thank you for being so open and vulnerable with us. It means a lot that you shared both your highs and lows-it really makes our connection feel that much deeper and more real. I truly appreciate your honesty. Sending you lots of love and support!

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so very much🥰🦋💕

[@thejinxlynx]

Honestly, sorry, there was drama with people being so upset that you were gone but as soon as I saw your video pop up, I was super excited and happy. You have a very healing energy. I’ve enjoyed your videos over the years especially the beauty ones and I’ve learned a lot not just about beauty but about self-awareness, self love boundaries ,how to deal with depression and eating healthier. So thank you ☺️ ❤❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much for your beautiful comment. And you are very welcome.❤❤❤

[@illuminata8097]

Dearest Lisa, as I watched you shed your tears, all I wanted to do was give you a Big Hug. You have a lot of kindred light spirits here that appreciate you and love you. Those moments of negative thoughts & self doubt are part of the Growth Journey. Healing is never a Destination. It is a life journey. It is bringing our light and dark together into our own authentic self. It is Feeling whole again.. And at peace with ourselves, not only for our strengths, but for our faults, flaws, and weaknesses toO. Healing can be deeply painful, but deeply transformative. It teaches us to walk alone in self acceptance, self respect. You become your own best friend. It’s called Solitude. SoO, whenever you have those low moments of negative thoughts & self doubt.. Allow them to go through you. They are like the clouds in the sky. Some are dark & heavy. Some are light and fluffy. However, the sky is not the clouds. You are not the clouds. You are the sky. I’m not going to sit here and be critical of you like some other commentators. On the contrary, I’ve learned a lot from you. I find You a highly evolved, awakened & enlightened kindred spirit. You radiate a lot of light! The brighter you shine, the more moths you will attract around you.. But the closer they get to dim your light, the faster they burn away & disappear into specs of dust & ashes. Be You! Keep believing in yourself. You have all the answers within yourself. You are Enough. You have enough. You are beautiful.🌺

[@ALICIAMARTINEZ-wk1oz]

You don’t need to have it all together. Or be completely healed to be WORTHY of love and respect. For us as your audience, it is enough to see you’re giving your best, trying to figure this beautiful thing that life is, where we as women can be and should be a sorority. Take ur time to heal. It is a raw journey! We’ll be just here waiting and sustaining your soul. 🙏

[@naturelover-f6h]

I 100% get what you are going through and are saying... I feel like so many of us are going through a sort of spiritual awakening/dark night of the soul in an effort to heal and to help others to heal. I've been going through one myself since 2021. So much suppressed trauma from decades and wounds that go back to childhood. It is good and healthy although kinda scary... and you do have to feel it to heal it. Some books I've read that have guided me through the process is 1. "Letting Go: the Pathway to Surrender" and 2. The holy Bible. My wish is you continue on your healing journey and know that you are worthy and loved.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you! I’m so glad you’re doing well ❤

[@GrannyCeestorytime]

You need Jesus, say Help me Jesus, I have peace and it's only because of him,

[@michellerivera932]

Wow. I'm so sorry Lisa. I missed your content but never for a second questioned why. You're entitled to your privacy and healing. You are not responsible for others' healing. It's a privilege not a right to get a little insight into your life. Lots of love sister.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much for your understanding, compassion and support. XO

[@fran0162]

Unfortunately, when you put yourself on social media, people are under the impression that you owe an explanation- this is false! I love your channel and you post when you want and how you want!

[@sebathi1]

Lisa, shall I be totally honest? I even love you soo much MORE, when showing the REAL LIsa ! I am at the same age as you are and I also went through my "darkest years" recently. Crying a lot and letting it all out is sooo important ! Every trauma and psychical pain is also stored in our BODY. Bodywork became a part of my healing journey. Trauma Release Exercises (TRE, David Berceli) and Somatic Exercises (The Workout Witch) does wonders for me ! You are SUCH an INSPIRATION ! Thank you sooo much for beeing REAL ! There is so much trash and fake around - I am sick of THAT - its boring me - doesnt bring me any further.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you! I am so very happy for you❤️🥰✨

[@alexandralydia4362]

You gotta heal yourself first before you can heal others. You deserve as much time as it takes. Those who are here for the right reason’s understand and will be here❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much! Healing never ends and we can definitely help others by sharing our experience as we continue our journey through life school XO

[@alisonl5127]

Hi Lisa. Thanks for the video. There are so many people changing in the same way you are now. It’s wonderful! Including myself.💛🙏🥰✨

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you! That’s wonderful ❤

[@AliceLexington]

You must ignore negative people. You are now on a golden path of enlightenment. Your home is surrounded by the beauty of nature. I love the sweet, gentle animals, just like you! Thank you for sharing beauty tips and home design tips throughout the years. I love your style of understated elegance. Continue your journey of self discovery and keep going! It’s all good. ❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much for your kindness and support 💕💕💕

[@Italia05]

Sending love and positive energy your way 😘🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

[@nherna51]

I’ve been watching and enjoying your videos for a few years now….Your honesty and your vulnerability is what means the most to me…I get and feel that what you share about your life is all about who you can help by telling your story….I love you and I’m so happy that you are on a continued journey to healing and loving yourself….Thank you for the house tour….Love your new home, the decor and how it reflects on where you are at today…I salute you on your 4 years of sobriety….Well done!…👏🙏🫶

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so very much. I love you too xoxo

[@sebathi1]

And the most important part of my journey is: Getting narcisstis out of my life ! Toxic people around can make you sooo weak and ill

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Absolutely ❤

[@carolinen5396]

Hi Lisa it's so nice to see you. Sorry that happened to you, you were missed. I love your videos and hope that in time you'll post like you always did. Take as much time as you need and take good care of yourself. 💞

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much for your support. XO

[@yamilachavez3316]

Si happy to see you’re back and feeling better ! You look great Lisa! Sending you many blessings 🩵

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you💞

[@gypsysoul7904]

As an Energy Worker, Reiki Practitioner, Medium … your waking up Sister … embrace the feelings good, and bad to release and allow your gifts to come thru … I love our grounding mats too !!

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much. It feels so good XO

[@marleneperez7105]

I’ve been checking KZbin since your instagram post the other day. You don’t owe anyone apologies. I’ve missed your content but your instagram posts gave me hope that you would come back when ready. I will be here when you are ready to start posting again, no pressure. Thank you for being real and brave, to open your book and read your pages out loud for all to hear. You are beautiful inside and out. Wishing you the best in your journey.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so very much for your beautiful comment and support. I knew that the people who genuinely cared would see me trying to keep a presence on Instagram. I'm so glad you let me know. XO

[@sunlovinglady8562]

I loved looking at your peaceful surroundings and connecting with nature. I totally understand why you are stepping back from being overly concerned with appearance. Of course you are still beautiful, but maybe not "caring so much" about the things that are more superficial. I've gone through similar changes. I grew out my silver hair, dialing back on make up and just trying to be my authentic self. I'm trying to be more self accepting. You may enjoy the documentary about Pamela Anderson. She has gotten away from Hollywood, goes make up free and is completely natural. Still beautiful. I have a whole new respect for her.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Yes absolutely!! I have followed he journey and she’s so inspiring❤❤❤

[@TNMountaingirl]

I am so glad you’re doing well. I pray for you and think about you a lot and when I don’t see your videos, I know something must be wrong because I know how you care about your audience. However, your videos are privileged. They are not right to anyone. And that was really nice of you to understand how people think a lot of us don’t. We just go about what we think. I’m glad you’re seeking hormones and for another day we can talk about the war on women’s hormones and trying to get replacement therapies. The costs are outrageous and I’m trying to get it to the point where pharmaceutical companies have to give us what we need they’re withholding certain hormones from us that are vital.happy happy for you. Awaiting your next inspirational video. Whatever that may be God bless.❤

[@suzannecampbell2260]

I love you Lisa. You are my friend. I've been through a lot with you as well as you with me. I'm so glad your ok. Sending you lots of love a d light. Xo. Suzanne. I am so happy this week after our 3 Hurricane I had some help from a wonderful group of ppl. Called Sumerians Purse. A good group of ppl. 💖🦋💕🦋

[@isolinaaustin1108]

Lisa you shouldn’t have to apologize for taking some time off for yourself. We all have hard times in our lives so people should be understanding that sometimes we need to take time for ourselves. I’m happy to hear you’re feeling better. What helps me is practicing gratitude. I thank God every morning for one good thing. I think as humans we take so many things for granted. Little things such as being able to walk,eat, our health. Clean water and so on. I looking forward to seeing more of you when you’re ready. ❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much. I love the gratitude reminder it's so important. XO

[@lillymorales6839]

Hi Lisa, first, welcome back and thank you for sharing your healing journey with us. Please don't let others negativity or anger affect you, I understand it's not easy (I've been there). Thank you for being real and caring about all of us, and sharing this part of your life with us. I can't speak for everyone, however, I know I'm not going (as many others aren't either) anywhere and will continue to watch and be here. 🩷❤️xo

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so very much for your beautiful comment and support. I hear you on the menopause girlfriend and I will definitely be posting a video of my experience to help you guys. XO

[@marthaworthington7860]

I have watched u occasionally for 6 yrs & admire your growth & personal development! You say you don't care how you look, so my dear Lisa, don't worry trying to look sexy as you're doing on this video! Your shoulder & skin exposure belies your don't care how you look statement. Be real, honest with yourself❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

No worries here, always 100% authentic. Looking and feeling sexy is a wonderful thing. It’s just not the focus of my life❤

[@suzannecampbell2260]

Tears are good for the soul. I also go without crying. So when they due pour out. You feel refreshed. I get yah gf. 🦋🦋🦋

[@suzannecampbell2260]

Love your beautiful home. I'm so proud of you. Sending big hugs. Love you. Suzanne from Florida. 🙏🙏🫶🦋

[@PS-qn4oz]

People who get angry about stuff like that have mental problems.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Like I said in the video, I feel they need the most love. XO

[@liljenna3298]

I was thinking of you yesterday and went searching for a video. Glad you're back. I've missed watching you but it's so good you took the time you needed. You have opened up your life to us and we can wait to see you until you feel healthy and ready to share. Don't let people get you down. We are all going through life together and you give me so many good ideas, video friendship 🙂 and hope. Love your hair Lisa!

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so very much. I love my KZbin family. XO

[@ambercooper1614]

I think that's part of our generation. We were taught to push it out, and then when we get older and wiser, we reflect and see how our trauma can help others. I've watched you off and on for years, and you and I are a lot alike. We put others first and our issues on the back burner because we are drawn to be helpers and healers. Some know, and some don't know how hard it is to truly be a constant in giving while not healing our past. We all have a purpose, and healers know that deep inside what we have to offer.

[@bronwynbehan5942]

You DON'T need to explain anything you're not ready for! We wish you the best always.Xo 💗

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you🦋

[@suzannecampbell2260]

Lisa you are beautiful inside as well as out. I'm loving your new atmosphere. Love the animals. They will get you Zen. 💖💖💖

[@jeanphilpot350]

So happy to see you are doing better. I have seen so many KZbinr creators take breaks for the same reasons as you. It’s too much sometimes and dealing with the negativity you guys get. I wish women would get inspiration from themselves and what they have lived through. I’m 70 now, and have gone through cancer, my husband’s massive stroke and now, a new vascular dementia diagnosis. I hope things get easier for you. It will get better.💕

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you for sharing and for your understanding. Sending you and your husband so much love, strength and healing ❤❤❤❤❤

[@christinegilbert5082]

You're fine! I totally understand. You're an amazing person Lisa. ❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you 🩷

[@psibs]

Hi Lisa so happy to see you. No need to apologize. It's your journey and no one should get angry that is just ridiculous. You are beautiful and wonderful and I pray you keep that bright light shining. I went through so much in my life too, and I am always a work in progress. Thanks for updating. ❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you❤

[@hollyj2925]

I love you and your videos! Sometimes people need a break and I fully understand! I just wait to see a video posted when you’re ready! Ignore the negativity! I’m happy to see you ! Sending much love to you! ❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much for your kind words and support💖

[@Demetra825]

11:11 has been meaningful to me since college for the last 40 years! ❤

[@cathyrobinson2987]

Videos on grounding! Love that! Be happy. You are special. 💕

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you!! Check out this video. This is what got me hooked on grounding xoxo GROUNDING MOVIE: www.amazon.com/gp/video/detail/B08R56YBN6/ref=atv_dp_share_cu_r

[@eileendom5858]

Oh it’s so great to see you again! I thought you decided to leave KZbin and would see you post on IG and would be happy to see you still smiling. I wasn’t really interested in the paint video, but it was good to see you. You helped me get through the beginning stages of a very bad break up and when I needed extra inspiration, I just replayed old videos. Hope to see you again soon. Be well.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much. I'm really glad that some of my videos have helped you. XO

[@anika5535]

I know which levels of healing you are talking about. Everytime I try to move a little bit "down there" from the surface, it feels like all the demons rising inside of me.. And yeah, sometimes it takes a lifetime or even more to heal on such a deep levels 😊 Thank you so much for sharing, you are a great inspiration ❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you! The healing I’m doing is so fast and deep! If you’re interested join me for the healing day live online this Saturday ❤ authenticliving.com/healingday/?

[@An.17768]

You’re going through dark night of your soul. facing and healing yourself properly. Keep going gf you will find yourself and your peace ❤🙏❤xxx

[@naturelover-f6h]

100% agree.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Yes i have been through this before. This time it was quick because I’m doing energy healing and it purges quickly❤

[@minchow8857]

I agree..

[@crystalseed.422.4]

Yea I’ve been checking her channel every week for 6 months I got really sad at first but then I thought I I don’t know what’s happening to her I hope she’s okay and then I thought maybe she’s never going to come back but anyways I am really really happy you are back ❤️

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Awww thank you so much for your support. I will show up for all of you the best I can. I will promise that I will never disappear again until it's time for me to go back to the spirit world XOXO

[@DebbiePerryman]

I'm so happy that you're feeling better Lisa! You look stunning, as usual ❤ I enjoyed your video. Thank you for the update. You're an amazing person ❤️

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you very much💖

[@helenmorgan1023]

I’ve been watching you on KZbin for a while now, before my daughter put KZbin on my phone. You were one of the first channels I subscribed to. I would never be upset, that you took a life healing break. We can’t rely on other people for happiness, we have to get our own. I’m very proud of you for doing this for yourself 💕 I will always be here for as long as I have KZbin and Facebook 🌸 many hugs and love your way Lisa🫶💕

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so very much for your support. I will be showing up for you guys to my full capacity. XO

[@vickidriscoll1940]

Was so happy to see you pop up this morning. I am so happy for you being on your healing journey. We can hold so many deep past hurts and just keep stuffing them down and unknowingly it eats at us….so enjoy your new found emotional freedom, keep going. I am truly happy for you❤️

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you💞💞💞

[@valelareinita]

Ladies, don’t waste your time here. She is always in some drama to get people's attention. Remember, KZbinrs are working, and they need our views. This is like a reality show. So you better go to a channel where you can learn something, read a book, or go to the gym. This lady needs to work on her mental health. Alcoholism, Chronic pain, break up over breakups, of course never her fault, I’m healing, then oh, I’m going to embrace my gray hair, new boyfriend, oh I’m healing, ops, no more gray hair. I guess I don’t want to embrace anything anymore, more crying. Find a channel that lifts you, not a drama queen.

[@sparkledonut4860]

Why do I think this is funny? We all go through ups and down. And charges in life.

[@jillianhernandez9076]

So happy you have found peace and healing!! You don’t owe anyone anything!! People who can’t understand that you are a person with a life outside of You Tube is ridiculous and good for you for blocking and not accepting the negative.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you❤

[@glorycalabrese9705]

Welcome back Lisa,I had this same experience when I surrender myself to Jesus Christ❤

[@Beauty101byLisa]

That is wonderful!! The healing I am doing is clearing out all the old stuck energy from any pain, trauma, generational or gestational trauma. xoxo

[@wandasanfiorenzoderodrigue4059]

Hi Lisa, I was wondering about how you are doing. This life has its twist and turns with ups and downs. Take it a day by day. May the Lord reset your mind he will be the only one to guide your steps for good. As we grow in age, we definitely start seeing where are the priorities and what other things can wait. Blessings.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you! I’m doing wonderful ❤❤❤

[@handsoffmycactus2958]

Stop going on about god. 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

[@jerseycgirl.e]

The not speaking for a few weeks or months is normal so for people to get upset about not posting an update first are a bit immature. Sorry to be blunt but if you love/care for someone wouldn't you be happy to just hear from them regardless? TMO Glad to see you back.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Yes that is how I see it too but not everyone does and I understand that. XO

[@josie4peace]

🍃 Praying for you, Lisa 💚 The couches are gorgeous 💛 Nature is so healing. I also live in a wooded area with many of the same critters. I had two cranes lying in the yard today. They all get birdseed, unsalted peanuts, and fresh water. 💦

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you! Love it❤

[@pattylatino548]

Nice to see you, Lisa. Glad you are feeling better and you look GREAT!!

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you 💞

[@kimbaker4352]

Totally forgiven, it’s nice to see you back. Everyone needs time to reflect on their life no need to apologize for anything.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much XO

[@sandrajones5349]

You are just an amazing and uplifting human! Thank you for this!

[@Beauty101byLisa]

You are so welcome ❤

[@ajm3821]

Your hair looks so much better than the silver grey. So youthful! You are beautiful. Thank you for the video.

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you I'm glad you like it. But don't get too used to it I'm sure I will let my silver crown shine again someday. XO

[@miyalopez5925]

I'm so happy to hear from you I missed you Lisa. Makes me happy you feeling better. And I understand what you're going through. I go through the emotions all the time . I'm 51 and I'm going through it too. Perimenopause , I can't sleep and I wake up it's crazy life . And then I get depressed emotional etc., I feel you girl! But I thank God you are doing well❤ hope to see you soon beautiful love you Lisa 🙏😇✝️

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much. Hang in there girlfriend! I am hearing a lot of women struggling through menopause and I will post a video for you guys of how I'm getting through it. XO

[@miyalopez5925]

@@Beauty101byLisa thank you Lisa 🙏

[@karireyes6710]

I just figured you were a little burnt out. It's ok to take a break. I feel the same way about relationships. Not every week talking to family or life long friends. Glad you are well!

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you💕

[@MercuryQueenCa]

I cannot for the life of me understand how anyone believes that they are owed an explanation. Lisa has a life and as we all do, she has the absolute right to take breaks with zero explanation to us. We should all be kind enough and have some empathy for others who are just living their damn lives. Lisa, girl, it is always great to see your videos. Keep moving forward and kicking booty!

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much💞💞💞

[@lauramares5650]

I have followed you for such a long time. Love watching your videos. So happy you are finding your peace 🕊️

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much. XO

[@Gita111]

Women bashing on a woman. That is going through her healing after alot of trauma. I missed her too, but to give her more shit . While she is clearly hurting. Just because she gives us a hand, dosent mean we have a right to her whole being. To be in a fragile state and be attacked from other women. Is the worst feeling ever. Talking from experience. It can truly break your spirit. Thank you for sharing your life with us. When you want to, and are ready❤ And the smartphone classy bullies. Sit down and eat a bun. You aint helping anyone!

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you❤

[@susancraigo8218]

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever your face trials many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance." Book of James V2-3. Looking to others that find joy on hard times is always a ways to help others thru hard times!

[@handsoffmycactus2958]

Going on about God all the time. So boring. So strange

[@IceyIcey2023]

Well I think we worry about you more than anything…I like how you put yourself in other’s shoes to understand their pov. Hugzz😊

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you💞

[@onelynn36]

I have been going through very similar circumstances but for 4 years now. I know I need to help people. It’s so nice to hear someone who is experiencing the same. ❤️

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Oh that's wonderful!! you would love the healing i'm doing!! I'll be at the healing day this Saturday live online. authenticliving.com/healingday/

[@laraista]

Hi Lisa, thank you for your work! I would like to know what did happen in Florida. What happened to that relationship? I hope you do not have any major financial repercussions out of that time. I do understand, if you do not want to share. All the best to you!

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you! I did post videos about what happened if you go back to my channel it’s when I had purple hair. Unfortunately I did lose a lot of money, however I’m now happier than ever and sooooo at peace. You can’t put a price tag on that ❤🥰

[@laraista]

​@@Beauty101byLisaThank you! Oh, I must have missed the explanation. I never really knew, understood what had happened in FL. The money loss-situation I experienced too, and nearly could not get over the anger.

[@faytheful10]

We've missed you! I've watched other influencers and your the most honest with products! Glad you are well and no need to apologize!

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much!!💕

[@lepeicious]

Always love and look forward to your videos, you do not owe any apologies. The people who expect so much from you tube content creator's need a reality-based check of their lives. Your place looks beautiful and many congratulations to you for enriching your own life by making healthy choices. We can always grow and learn to be better versions of ourselves. Life is a journey and I appreciate anyone gaining wisdom along the way. After all the years of living. life stories and experiences become important to share as they are proof we only get stronger! Many blessings to you Lisa! XO

[@JoAnnaGuam]

Hi Lisa ~ sending hugs 🤗 I appreciate your vulnerability and willingness to share with us that it’s not all “rainbows and sunshine” ~ keep moving forward with peace

[@Beauty101byLisa]

Thank you so much JoAnna. XO