Living Alone Diaries | I cried in therapy, new piercings, on a date with myself in the city

I started therapy for the first time and took myself out on a little date in the city!
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[@souljhaus]

As a therapist, the first session can be awkward, and sometimes, my patients leave feeling a little ashamed for crying. However, crying is normal and one should not feel embarrass about it. It’s part of healing. Also, it sounds like you had a good session, I’m glad you’re doing something for your mental health. 😄

[@purplepower212]

I have literally cried every single session that I've had and I've been going for like 2 years. i think just because having the ability to actually talk out emotions that you've been trying to keep hidden is cathartic and it's essentially releasing your emotions!

[@purplepower212]

@@Alice-bk4kt yes! therapy can be draining somedays but I feel like it's definitely helped to talk about things with a professional and make steps toward progress

[@zenobiatalpur2582]

due to my mental health I got sick really bad but I couldn't find good therapist for myself

[@zenobiatalpur2582]

@@Alice-bk4kt I agree with you. Not all families can support even my family dont support me

[@rushanzhang5169]

@@purplepower212 wo

[@adecentlook2895]

1:52 I'm so happy for u that as Freesia and Esther told u crying out doesn't mean anything bad at all. It's just you releasing your stress underneath yourself, releasing your bad feelings from the bottom. And I guess that's why I also cried like an hour last night lol. But, as I feel a bit better now, I hope u feel better and hope u live ur life more positive and happier Michelle 🖤 A huge love from Korea 🥰

[@elainelemon]

Crying is sadness leaving your body! ❤️

[@SamElle]

Ngl I cry almost in all my therapy sessions. There’s a lot I need to work on and I’ve gotten really good at suppressing my emotions my entire life. Now it’s like I’m a volcano waiting to erupt every time I go into therapy. ITS PROGRESS AND ITS GOOD!

[@sualee6450]

When dobby was next to u when u were crying 🥺 he’s such an angel

[@sofiaxx1364]

I cried in my first therapy too! It felt as if this person is understanding and is here to listen to my problems and idk why that was such a new feeling so i started crying and thanking him 😂❤️

[@NicoleBernadette]

College has me losing my mind but Michelle makes me feel like I can keep going :')❤

[@rainbowliann]

You are not alone!! I relate to you on that. Make sure to take breaks and slow down every so often ❤️

[@victorialing3111]

I’m a senior in high school and going thru the whole college application process and I’m unbelievably stressed rn 😫😫😔😵

[@MINDYWAAAA]

me too.

[@bikondo]

It's very true

[@seliyahsfairys]

Sameee

[@ebonir745]

There’s another drama on Netflix that is really good. It’s called Record of Youth, and Park Bo-gum is in it. IT’S SO GOOOOODDDDD

[@DecentGatsby]

Dude, THIS is why I love your channel. I can relate so much. I cried in therapy-after having a really amazing session, I felt so strong and matured but something inside me hurt. It all came out in the next therapy session-relationship and heartbreaks do be fucking everything up. Also, love how you treat Dobby. 😌❤️

[@jessicayim6139]

Sometimes you just gotta calm down and watch Michelle's vlogs and today's one of those days 👁👄👁💘 (And Dobbie is such a sweetie)

[@seliyahsfairys]

Right

[@shushu4951]

Love all the comments! So sweet and warm🧡

[@purplelife0104]

Michelle~ I love how you're with Dobby. I started watching your video these days. It's helped me to relax. Thank you and I hope you also relax.👍

[@MaryKim]

girl your handwriting is like its own font... so beautiful :) *also really love that your therapist didn't just give you space to be yourself, but also offered activities that can help process throughout the week! the gratitude journal is such a good practice :,)

[@phbbrv4416]

I love how she brings dobby with her all time🥺🤩

[@mandy-hv2fx]

미쉘! 브이로그 너무 기다렸어요🥰 ~!!!!!

[@alicelau4211]

so happy that you're starting therapy!! a gratitude journal is so helpful. the act of writing down thoughts is so calming. also loving the new camera :3

[@EllyChang]

hi michelle. ive watched your vlogs since those korea/make up vlogs, seen your transition & your low point and how you finally ended up in ny! I just wanted to tell you, you really look more comfortable in your vlogs these days. feel bad hearing you've cried during therapy but crying doesn't always mean a bad thing so I hope you take it as an opportunity to self reflect (; glad to see you have some me-time. I started vlogging recently and more and more, I find that its not easy to share a part of your life, so I just really want to send you a shout out for striving on for so long. 🙈❤️

[@milkbread5036]

Thank you for the Netflix recommendations! Your vlogs are so calm and inspiring. Thank you for making them ❤️✨

[@aninajjoy]

Thank you for this video! I've been working all day and I needed a time off of work. I didn't know that you posted another video and I just came across this just now and it's so relaxing, especially the walk in the brooklyn bridge and the trip to the bakery then eating right after you got home.

[@hyunseon.kim00]

Aw, I hope you get good healing through your therapy! I relate so much because i always have breakdowns around this time of the year- feeling under the weather is just so hard to balance out with work or school. I’m about to start therapy too, and let’s take care ourselves first!! 힘내요🥰

[@rajanpreetkaur8875]

watching living alone diaries always makes me feel like i can conquer the world. thank you for sharing your life with us!!

[@Aurelia2147]

It’s so good to hear when someone else is vulnerable! You got this girl!! It’s amazing, that you take care of yourself❣️I know it’s hard sometimes to talk about these things because some people won’t understand but most of us will and it will inspire more of us to take active steps towards wellness. All the best to you!

[@aaioann]

Thank you for being open about going to therapy! I recently scheduled my first appointment and will be having it next week

[@DuihooTV]

LOVE the Kwangsoo music and sound effects, hehe. Also, you're so relatable when you go on a date on your own 🥰

[@lujainm5357]

Watching your vlogs is a therapy for me. I wish you all the happiness 💖

[@majalives]

I've been watching you for years and love your channel in general, plus I love your at home moments, I'm a big homebody too! But these clips of you walking around and going to Magnolia and all that - as someone who's always wanted to visit NYC, these made me SO HAPPY!!!! thank you

[@fareebaahmadi4056]

Thank you Michelle for your videos. It’s honestly such a stress relief watching you. Literally such an inspiration. Thank you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@francinecartier9752]

Thank you, Michelle! Your video calmed me down❤️ i love your aesthetics

[@toniidowu6301]

really want to give you a hug! We love you Michelle and thank you for sharing such an intimate moment with us💛💞

[@nicolemanuguid2547]

I love your video... I always get so excited whenever I see a new vlog. They just feel very comforting and relaxing

[@amonei]

Love it when you cook and eat. that's one of the reasons I always watch. Love your smile

[@viviannnhoang]

ahhh i wait every week for your videos!!! your videos bring so much comfort to me and so many others as well. thank you for all you do!! also i cant wait for the new littlepuffy merch you are working on!!

[@whykid]

Dobby's interactions with you has got to be one of the best features in every one of your episodes, no lie.

[@shxna]

Thank you for showing us how you’re taking care of yourself. I’ve thought about therapy before but now I’ll consider it more.

[@chelsearojas7694]

I watch your videos for self-care. I love you Michelle 🥺 by the way, dobby is getting calmer. so cuteee

[@shairamartel1483]

I've been really planning to live by myself for the past few months and watching your videos really makes me more excited!!

[@yonnysohn_]

Hi Michelle, I love you.❤️ and I’m so happy to see you releasing your feelings through therapy, it really helps

[@lindatmpar]

Hi Yonny! I’m waiting for ur new videos too😝💖

[@jaegerkarina]

i feel like its been awhile since ive watched a full video of you just by yourself, just like your older videos~ i hope you had a healing time taking yourself out on a date and i wish you the best of luck on your self-development journey!

[@chealsearamirez]

Your videos is always my therapy, it’s so comforting and chill vibe. I love how positive you are meesh. Please be strong always dear. Love from Philippines

[@alicetran2264]

love you girl, sending love from Toronto! you're vibes inspire me so much for my channel

[@soravelora]

I just love your vlogs. So sad it’s a short one but at least that’s make me wanted more and excited for a new one every week. Thank you for taking us along. I know it must be hard to vlog and hold everything in your hands. 💞

[@animefreak1ism]

I can see how you are making an effort to step out of your comfort zone, and it seems to be paying off in a very positive way. you really do seem happier and surrounded by nice and kind people. so happy for you meesh!

[@itsjocex33]

this video felt soooo healing that I felt so calm just watching you actively take steps to do things for yourself good for you girl! also the banana bread pudding at magnolia is my fav, literally so delicious

[@AnnaElizaR]

I feel like this year I have lived vicariously through you and all of your NYC experiences.

[@fionatrxn6258]

Hey Michelle ! I am extremely happy that you are working on taking care of yourself. Last year I was extremely depressed and went to my counselor every day to let everything out and now I am happier than ever. I wish nothing but love and happiness for you and I can't wait to see your growth as an individual. I believe in you and much love x

[@colorfullightningtv]

Most relaxing vlog, thanks Michelle for your calming content! Always on point

[@jesculajara]

Loved this video!! Good job on taking time for yourself ❤️

[@soltolom9943]

I am crying as I’m watching u cry.. I’ve been going for a therapy for about two months now. And I made such a huge progress comparing to where I was in the beginning. It feels little easier to know that people who u look up to also sometimes have bad days. Thank you so much for sharing it with us. I hope that you and your loved ones will always be healthy. Sending a hug 🤗

[@charees8685]

You are and will always be an inspiration to many who are living with their downs

[@mili___]

i always love your vlogs michelle 🤍🤍

[@lilprince01]

To your "Thank you for watching!" at the end of your videos I wanna shout back a sincere "Thank you for YOU!" Sending you a big warm hug from across the screen. Thanks for your openness and willingness to share your journey--it's been holding a lot of meaning to me personally & professionally since I'm training & studying in the forensic mental health field. 댓글은 처음 달아보는데 ㅎㅎ 언니 영상 잘 보고 있어요~ 이제 점점 추워지는데 몸도 마음도 따뜻하게 감싸고 돌보면서 보내길! -같은 뉴욕에 사는 유학생 구독자 여동생-

[@marinatanimoto9957]

this is my favorite video of yours! soo much Dobby content. He loves you so much, it's so adorable

[@_n11v27]

record of youth is really good too!! i recommend watching that drama !

[@dayjina9923]

Having a bit of a rough time rn in terms of self confidence etc but I love seeing your vlogs (seeing you be you) and just unwind :)

[@caraparten]

Therapy is so helpful and it's totally normal to get emotional the first session. So proud of you! 💕

[@mszuali6681]

Reason why I love waking up on a Friday Morning! I hope you had a great week Michelle ❤️ love you from India 🇮🇳 😘

[@salomemarie3274]

I love your videos, it's such relaxation for me Love you

[@IrisPeng]

yess i love start-up i'm so happy to see that you're watching it!

[@rheaa5878]

Thanks for this video Miss Michelle!! It really cheered me up 💕☺

[@hidazzle]

I love your comfy but stylish clothing style 🥺 Looking good in anything GAH! Also so happy that you had your first therapy session! Hope it helps with healing from the inside out💕

[@Gladioli10]

Your vlogs have the best cozy feel good vibes

[@ritikaghosh375]

After seeing this video, I plan to start gratitude journaling. Also, I have been following u for over an year now. It feels like our family has grown so much.

[@victoriarubyxoxo]

Rewatching all of Michelle’s old videos, I’m just obsessed. I feel like you, Freesia and Esther are my people 🥺 to sit around with and chat and chill. Love your vibes and videos so so so much.

[@deborakoike3772]

I love the new camera 😍 and also your videos are so healing. I love it so much. Stay safe Michelle 💜

[@withamylee]

ur videos make us all so happy ^^, u and dobby are the sweetest

[@mgcncpcn]

I've been waiting for this!!!!!! 🥺🥰 keep smiling, Mich ✨

[@wing2yan]

So glad you’re going to therapy! The first session is always the hardest, it’s important to be kind to yourself because it’s a big first step to the ultimate self care~ I had a really tough time at the beginning too but your health is so worth it! And loving the vibe on these vlogs

[@Ohhiimbdw]

love how happy she is after the therapy, somehow i felt the happy vibe 💛

[@joedirt8691]

Your videos are so soothing! Honestly, even If im not in the best mood ur videos brighten up my day! Thank you for that 💕

[@Monii-ei2gp]

Thanks for the recommendations I’m hooked on start up 😊💖

[@kristinvinh820]

you're amazing michelle!

[@marieeff9518]

you are so gorgeous! your vlogs always help me to pull myself together and keep going after a stressful day. thank you so much for that! btw you look soooo stunning and the new cam is super lit.the vlog is edited sooo good and the atmosphere is DOPE! love yaaaa

[@lekzayn2425]

Sending you a virtual hug Michelle 🥺♥️✨

[@ryulord23]

Thankyou for sharing your life, I live half a world away and never been to USA, great to see city life in one of the worlds greatest cities.

[@giuliamarangon353]

Love your videos so much I feel like they are always too short!

[@leslieanleynes]

Meesh you are the cutest person everrr!! All the people surrounding you are so lucky!!! 😘❤️❤️ i love you so much. You’re my inspiration.

[@charlottelamin]

you got this michelle and we’re so proud of you 🥺 the steps you’re taking in order to be there for yourself are amazing

[@raffelyncory2857]

please upload a longer video 😢 seeing you make me feel so happy and bring so much joy ❤️ im so happy and excited for your therapy session 🥺 you did so good 🥺🥺

[@danara9]

This was my favorite Living Alone Diaries vlog!

[@cookwithdana]

ahhh. i look forward to your vlogs every week. they make me so happy!!

[@ancac6046]

I love you Michelle! Your videos are a weekly highlight for me! I might follow your example and try therapy. Have a great weekend!! **hug**

[@sarah-je3dg]

you’re videos give me so much comfort and make me feel less lonely when im just in my room, love you michelle!! 🥺🤍

[@sarah-je3dg]

*your LOL

[@karenkatequilat9881]

MAGNOLIA BAKERY IS THE BOMB!!! The banana pudding and their blueberry chesecake! OMFG. i want!!!

[@frhbbtx]

I love how you can bring Dobby everywhere in NY!! I wish I could do the same where I live

[@nicoledeasis6591]

I'm binge watching your videos because it makes me feel relaxed. 🥰🤗

[@heestoryworld]

저도 그 카메라 사고 싶었는데ㅠㅠ 단종된걸 찾으셨다니!!! 부러워요🙊🙊🙊

[@abigaillafleurr]

aah I'm so nervous to start therapy, but watching you go through it is giving me that little nudge!

[@kierstenyoon1495]

LITERALLY LOLed when I heard the kwangsoo music at 6:55 but I felt that so hard (stopping because tired + need to go to the bathroom) . . also glad that you were able to make time for yourself ❤️

[@aiyana2630]

Your videos are the best part of my week

[@j-cynsoon7088]

by far my favorite vlogs!! you should take yourself on a date more (': its super humbling to watch ❤️❤️

[@aneskee]

as soon as i got comfy to watch your vlog it's already over 😭 love your vlogs michelle ❤️

[@mahazelrosaryapostol3956]

Yessss I watch them both, Private Lives and Start-up! 💓💓💓

[@shakirasherzad6031]

watching both Private Lives and Start-up Right now - they're both so good!

[@IS-du4hn]

You should vlog more of yourself going out/doing stuff alone! Especially enjoyed this vlog :)

[@TenzinJangchukt2sp0cnrd]

Watching your vlogs kinda ease my days 😍😍

[@ujalarai8422]

U really inspire me. I can't afford to miss any episode🥰❣

[@guidapatricia7700]

always loving ur videos ❤️

[@user-bi8ym8wj7p]

meeshie~ how is it that I always miss you even tho you’ve been uploading regularly! Make these longer🥺💖 Crying during your first therapy is so normal!!! I’m so happy you took time for yourself~ been doing those longer walks as well, but I don’t have a certain destination. It’s good to see you grow and being able to be a part of it is such a precious thing!! Hope you get happier as days go by miss meesh~ p.s I’m watching the same Netflix shows since I just finished familiar wife. Big fan of 김선호 & 강하나 !!

[@sallygeem5964]

I love ur new updated edit style💕💕 so cute so lovavble❤️❤️

[@oliviakim1719]

ur videos legit make me so happy wow

[@Senamonbred]

Hope ur doin good michelle 💕