Living alone Documentary【in Japan】"Lonely and Retro"

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Hi eveyone! I am Saiko! welcome to my channnel!
I captured my everyday life in the unfashionable yet slightly retro streets of Osaka, Japan.
My personal highlights include the coin laundry and the delicious mixed soba noodles, hehe.
But this is my unfiltered reality.
Living, at least half the time, involves struggling with negative emotions and tough moments, and I tried to express that honestly as well. It might have turned out a bit dark...
Yeah, my biggest issue is work. I'm kind of disappointed in myself for not doing the fulfilling, enjoyable job I imagined when I was younger.
Even the painful experiences of the past appear embellished when looked back upon, and the pain has faded away. So, I am sure that even this seemingly miserable life in this 20-square-meter rundown apartment will become a funny page to laugh at later on.
That's why I've decided to capture.
Well, I'd be happy if you enjoyed it! Any comments are more than welcome!
Have a wonderful day!
0:00 Opening
0:45 Start
0:47 Things I bought at the supermarket
1:24 Late-night snack
1:50 Workday①
2:38 On the Way Home
3:51 Workday②
4:40 Having lunch out(Mixed Soba Noodles)
6:06 My struggles
7:33 Coin Laundry
8:10 Inexpensive Happiness
8:40 About Loneliness
10:08 Ending(Thanks for watching!)

[@whitebirdart1696]

I'm older than you and I also went through a period where I thought I was disappointing my parents. What I want tell you is, is that you're still very young, and you don't need to know what your life's purpose is just yet. Just because you haven't found the 'perfect' job now doesn't mean that you wasted your college degree- you still have it, and you will use it in the future. There'll come a time in your life when you feel like you're ready to find something else and take on more responsibilities. Perhaps people who watch your videos will give you the encouragement you need :) And anyway, you are doing other things that ARE increasing your skills such as your English practice through these videos! And one more thing! Having a romantic partner isn't important in my opinion, but having friends IS! So please don't give up on making and keeping friends~

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for the kind message that leads to learning! Reading this, I realized that I might be rushing to conclusions, as if it's a problem unique to me. including you,everyone is likely taking a long time to work through things. Thank you for making me aware of that. I'll keep pushing forward and doing what I can. And I also want to make meaningful friendships.

[@zaddy1809]

how old are you?

[@howardthompson4844]

​@@zaddy1809 She's just 24.

[@szhinkoszhinko5006]

i remember when i was 24 yrs old. i was living in the philippines and i don’t have a job and i can’t get a job due to bad habits. i was in and out of jail more than 10 times…i don’t have a house. i chose to live on the streets because i cause too much trouble at home. one day i was so sick and i thought i was gonna die. a pastor decided to take me off the streets and let me live at the church. while living at the church i learned how to play different musical instruments (guitar, drums and keyboard). i was able to make a living playing music at weddings, birthdays and big parties. i was able to travel different countries and play music at different bars and restaurants around the world. fast forward today i now live in america and living the american dream with my family. thanks to god…you’re 24 yrs old and have a job and a house to live. keep believing in yourself. Find your “ikigai”. your time will come. good luck and godbless.😊

[@scottianson5133]

Thank you for showing us all a little bit of your life. You're only 24, there's plenty of time to figure out what you want to do with your life, and your parents will always love you even if you make decisions they don't agree with. When it comes to romance, no one can predict the future. You may find someone without trying. A lot of us struggle with loneliness but don't give up! The internet is a strange and wild place, lol. You have all of our support! Ganbare!!

[@Diego81ESP]

Beyond appearances and smiles, if you look closely, there are actually many people in this world who are struggling. Knowing that you are not alone in this, can be helpful in coping. They say that "the things we take for granted, someone else is praying for". In any case you are still very young and I am sure you will find your way. I love your videos!😊

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching. I completely agree. Reading your comment, I realized how narrow-minded I've been lol. I want to stop being the tragic heroine and instead be grateful for the environment I'm in and move forward positively. Thank you for making me realize this!

[@ReaverSTHLM]

Did I just stumble across an honest video on KZbin? How refreshing. Life is rough for most of us at one point in our lives or another. Seeing and hearing others talk about their challenges with humility and without blame makes a lot of us feel less lonely. Thanks for sharing, both the good and the bad. Subscribed.

[@deebusoh9023]

Japan is so much fun .. endless amazing food and city and shoppings.. won’t feel lonely at all ..

[@user-gq4zg1ro3v]

For the First time i've seen youtube as a KZbin Where people can upload videos about their life instead of selling courses and doing promotions and fake lifestyle. It's like a felling that cannot be expressed . Thank you for providing a different prespective about KZbin.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! that might be true lol my channel isn't flashy or anything, just self-satisfaction. I'll strive to create valuable videos. Thank you once again!

[@valerieransom6900]

Saiko, I think you are on the right path. Only you know your heart. Follow your heart.👍

[@SaikoTakahashi]

thx😭

[@bloomingrose966]

You seem like a very nice person. I’ll be 30 in four months and I still don’t know what direction my life will go in. Remain optimistic towards your future. 👍

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😭🙏

[@TheDennyvu]

Hi, I just want to let you know you are not alone. Growing up in the United States with Asian parents, I understand the pressure that is put on you to succeed and do well. I did the opposite of you, have a good job and a big house to try to make everyone happy, but on the inside sometimes I feel trapped…and never good enough. In the US, they take pride in the individual, where people place themselves before society, growing up asian, I was raised the opposite. Visiting Japan for the first time last year is where for the first time ever I felt like I belonged and could be myself… Japan made me realize that yes while a good job and money is nice to have, life is better spent making experiences and memories.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! Your situation and comfort level in Japan were refreshing to me as they're the opposite of mine. Thank you for making me aware of my narrow perspective, and striving for excellence in your work for those around you is definitely admirable. Thanks again! Good luck to you!

[@navarro_gabrielle]

First of all, thank you for being real with things and showing how life really is. Second, I hope that you found your peace and I know is not easy since we've to work for it each day (still working on it in my end as well) but I know is something that everyone deserves. Feel free to reach out, when things get tought 😊.

[@javiermartinez3760]

I think you have talent for this. Your videos have something that catches you. Keep going!😄👏

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! I'm so glad to hear that. I'll do my best to create more good videos.Thank you again!

[@kenv2667]

24 is great age to be living alone. savor it. great video!

[@wolfykid2344]

You are so sweet! you deserve all the happiness in the world

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for the warm comment! I appreciate you!

[@junsibal898]

There is light at the end of the tunnel, Saito san. Never give up. Life is a roller coaster ride. Don't be hard on yourself. Soon you will find your own wonderful place under the sun! Think positive. You're still young. Ganbarimasu!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you so much 😭

[@junsibal898]

@@SaikoTakahashi As a 62 year-old man I have had my own share of ups and down. That's life, Saito chan. The important thing is, you keep pressing forward until you discover your own niche. Do not be pressured by society. Just follow your heart and do the things that will truly make you happy, and above all, make you feel like a human being indeed. I've visited Japan, including Osaka, a few times. Loosen up a bit. Don't be so uptight. Things will fall into place. I wish you a wonderful life! Thanks.

[@chrisp2843]

i was in japan last week and was staying there for 10 days, i would sum it up to say that it was an amazing experience for me having to travel and meet people along the way. I know japan has a rich history and culture and its people are very considerate as well as reserved. I went there alone, my first train broke down, i struggled talking in japanese and i got lost, but in all of it i found myself really happy and grateful because all the choices ive made in life has brought me to this wonderful country. The people that i have made friends with, when i come back to japan i'll definitely meet them at their prefecture and hopefully be able to talk properly. if anything osaka and kyoto was the best part of my trip. Perhaps one day i might meet Saiko along the way in the future and cheer you up ^^

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching. I'm glad your trip to Japan turned out to be wonderful. Your thought of "the choices I've made leading me here" is lovely!Please come back to Japan again! Thank you once again!

[@chrisp2843]

@@SaikoTakahashi if ever i do, i'll be sure to check out more stuff in the country side, see how the day to day life of simple japanese people and make more friends. Who knows i might come across you as well ^^

[@sazziestar202]

You are doing great and you should be very happy with yourself, I would love to be where you are right now xxx

[@IMortalNemesisI]

"When I wake up I often think where my life is heading." Same.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

You too? Best luck to you!

[@IMortalNemesisI]

@@SaikoTakahashi Thank you, Best of luck to you on your journey!

[@AiiiPine]

I think I relate a lot with these feelings, going through the exact same right now... Doesnt feel great, but I hope it gets better, rooting for you too!

[@gabrielkim2301]

Love this, thanks for sharing your struggles because it tells me we are not alone

[@LaidBackLens]

I love that your video is rooted in reality... I'm a fan 🍃

[@bjorn4703]

I started doing my laundry by hand at the sink. You save the money for a full meal. 🙏

[@TSPMikey]

You are a Human Being and i Salute your Earnest efforts to manage Daily Life the best you can! 🌹 i Live in Norway and also Feel Disconnected from many of the People i Love the most. i do my best to manage my Emotions, but sometimes it is simply Healthier to allow yourself to Cry. As long as you can remind yourself that you are growing stronger and will take new steps along your Journey. Try your best not to be afraid, or ashamed of where you are in Life. You don’t owe anyone Perfection. Honest, but optimistic Self-Talk is a good thing to Practice and you seem to have a Kind Heart - so Deserve to Respect yourself 🫶 Thanks for Sharing some of your Story with the World! 🗺️🤗😺

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you so much ;; I’ll try not to be pessimistic

[@kyle-gy5vw]

This is becoming my favorite youtube channel. It's such an honest and genuine look into your life, which is so refreshing. Keep doing your best and happiness will come!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you very much! your kind comment means a lot to me. I'll do my best to create valuable videos. Thanks again!

[@kayroe1831]

Keep moving forward and never give up. You might not know where you're going right now, but this KZbin channel looks like a great start. I visited Osaka in February and although I travelled alone, I enjoyed the city and its people. You are wonderful.

[@Damon915]

Sometimes life throw you a curve ball. Things doesn't goes as plan but you have to accept it and keep pushing forward. Pray to God and ask him for guidance. Do not give up. Be strong and keep fighting!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you:)))I’ll try

[@xiaox3932]

We all have seasons in life ~~ no matter where you are, what you're doing or how old it's possible to feel lost. 出来る事やって、好きな事を探して、頑張ってください!応援しています！

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thanks so much for your kindness! Yes exactly you are right. I will do my best! and you are good at English!ありがとう！

[@modernchair7692]

Great video. Thank you for sharing. It may not seem it a lot of the time to you but you have a great life. We get caught questioning ourselves constantly because we are not as happy as we think we should be. “Nothing very good or very bad lasts for very long” is one of my favourite song lyrics (Lloyd Cole). The rest of our life is just one breath after the other. Until it’s not. ご多幸をお祈り申し上げます。平和と愛。

[@AceBean__]

Saiko, first of all, this is an amazing vid, I'm glad you showed unfiltered and mundane yet realistic aspect of your life. Also, you're not alone, we all are like this only. I came across this vid and your channel and I'm glad I found it, Cause it's so wonderful in its simplicity, make more such vids. 🌻

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😽

[@yagurl1487]

I didn't expect getting emotional watching this

[@smbaskins]

Thanks for sharing a snippet of your life. There are a lot of people that are unhappy in their current situation but remember it's not permanent. There will be happiness in the future. Your English is improving and will provide opportunities for work and making friends. I'm not sure about Japan but here you can find groups on social media that have meetups to practice English.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! You're right even though difficult situations may feel like last forever, they won't. I'll try not to be too pessimistic. Thank you again! I'll make an effort to improve my English skills as well.

[@Khyllar]

Thank you for sharing your day with us. Your current environment might seem limiting but just learn and grow from the experience and you will look back on these times fondly. These are just steps on your journey.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching. you're right. I'll focus on what I can do with the resources I have right now. Thanks again!

[@idiinletholdus]

don't give up life will never give you more then what you can handle. Keep on going in life aim higher and higher with time and effort you will succeeded. I know i am a stranger to you but ill keep you in my mind and hope all the best for you

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for the very warm comment! I couldn't help but feel pessimistic about my own sense of powerlessness, but I'll do my best to keep moving forward. thanks again and I also wish you happiness.

[@AnkitYadav-vd4mu]

Just loved the fact that she is not trying to make her life look perfect. I mean this is the first video i've encountered that showcases the struggle and hardships of life and not make it look as if everything is perfect. Also loved the fact that even thought her accent is not so good still she is trying. Keep up the good work.❤

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Wow thank you 😽✨ I’m sure I need to improve my pronunciation;;

[@uyennguyenmaiphuong9310]

You’re beautiful and highly educated. You are and will keep doing well in life. 😊

[@NShomebase]

Hi Saiko. I also went through a period much like the one you're going through right now, at about the same age. My takeaways are that while you can live without a partner, you won't last long without friends. You're right that putting yourself out there opens yourself to hurt, but it's worth it, and very necessary. I befriended a kind person who was much more outgoing than me and that was pretty much how I have a circle of friends in this new city. My other takeaway is that while consuming media as a hobby is all well and good, that alone is not fulfilling in the long run. I'm 31 now, I wish I had spent much less of my twenties cooped up inside playing videogames, and more time exploring my surroundings and trying new things. It's never too late to start though, I've found a lot of fulfillment playing an instrument and visiting new places. Best of luck to you on your journey.

[@Zorba007]

Having a pet could help with the loneliness. My cat has been a very positive change to an emptiness I was feeling for some time. And my heart goes out to you not wanting to face your parents, but things get better eventually. Being an independent adult has those moments of getting knocked down, ALOT. Just remember: 七転び八起きい

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thanks for watching! I think you're right I will do my best without giving up. And I'm seriously considering getting a pet,thanks!

[@MovementElements]

You have quite an interesting life to show, and you get better with telling your story, your channel will grow and you will tell more stories. Hopefully with that you can feel better about yourself. Thank you for sharing your emotions and that vulnerable side of you. It comes to all of us at a certain moment in life, and sadly some people take it throughout their lives. I can only imagine the pressure of Japan society, but the good thing is that ''this too shall pass''- No matter what, nothing will last forever, so after you feeling down and sad, there's only how happy you can be. Don't forget that :) Having said that, looking forward to my trip to Japan, and Osaka! I love when you show the streets, I love the urbanism, the buildings and the roads. If you could, can I ask for some recommendations of restaurants or anything worth visiting that people normally don't go to? Keep making amazing videos!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for the very warm comment! Reading this, I've realized that everyone faces difficulties, and they're not permanent. I tend to have a narrow perspective at times, so thank you. And you're coming to Japan for a trip! I'll list some of my recommended eateries around Osaka. If you have any other questions, don't hesitate to ask! Wherever you go, it's bound to be an amazing journey! 【麺屋たけ井】maps.app.goo.gl/hE8eXF4yKCp5FdS77 【普通の食堂いわま】maps.app.goo.gl/ixu2NBgi88AwVkrz9 【たこつぼ】maps.app.goo.gl/E9hq37vXo87DmfQs6

[@MovementElements]

@@SaikoTakahashi we all have the feeling that what happens to us is long lasting, but most of them are actually temporary. One this that always helps is keeping positive, which is exactly what you’re doing. Plus you’re sharing this with the world. That’s very brave of you. Just keep doing it :) And thank you so much for the recommendations, i will add them to my list :) Thanks 😊

[@dre8033]

You are a beautiful woman and you have an amazing heart. Be strong and enjoy the gift of life!!!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for such a warm comment!(; ;)

[@rachelallen2532]

I too went through a season of my life where I felt very lonely. Even though I was constantly surrounded by people, it felt like there was no one that truly cared about me. It took a while to realize that God was trying to show himself to me in a way that I had never experienced before. I grew up in a Christian home, so I thought I knew all there was to know about God, but it turns out that there is so much more to him that I thought. He is my best friend, my father, my savior, and my redeemer. Once I realized this, I began to develop a true relationship with him and he even put other people in my life who I know care about me as an extra blessing. Because of God, I no longer feel lonely like I did before and he can do the same for you if you let him into your life. I hope my testimony is an encouragement to you.♥

[@VirtuousJ1]

I appreciate how you showcased your life and all your emotions. Life is really tough and I definitely can relate not knowing what my purpose is or my next future dreams are. Thanks again for showing a piece of your life and here's to more success and opportunities Saiko-chan! がんばって

[@YutakaNakayama]

Great video and editing! Well done. Life can make you feel down sometimes but don't be so hard on yourself... Just gotta hold your head high and keep on trucking! You can only go up from here! And also you have a bright future on KZbin to look forward to!

[@xMig27x]

So relatable. I'm 25 and living alone, graduated from a university, but my work is not in line with my degree. I always feel lonely and think that I'm not living up to my full potential and expectations from my parents. Hey life goes on! Cheers for us we've got this !

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Oh you too?yes do our best!thank you!

[@dlewis9760]

You don't see the confidence you have. It takes bravery to expose your inner self to strangers. As I type this, 5,200 have seen this. I certainly could not do it. I'm old and retired in the USA. It's been a long time since I was your age. It is still a shock when all of a sudden you are told "It's up to you. You have to figure it all out now. On your own". I know in Japan with the stagnant or declining population that everyone wants to live in the cities. If you are a "Loner" does your current location matter? Can your skills be done in a smaller city for someone else. Many times small cities are cheaper to live in. Your money may be able to be stretched further. While there is a saying "Money does not buy happiness", money does make many things easier.

[@MrAelin]

日本で一人暮らしをしている独身女性の多くは、人生が非常に似ていると思います。 私はスペイン出身で、日本人の彼女と一緒に日本に住んでいたとき、彼女はあなたとほぼ同じように暮らしていましたが、お酒はずっと飲んでいましたｗｗｗ

[@lumpigolum]

Love from Germany, stay strong and be yourself, you‘re awesome 😊 It really touched me seeing you with tears in your eyes and on your cheeks in the morning. I think you should be proud of yourself. Stay strong and stay true to yourself 😊

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you from Germany 😭 Your massage means a lot to me!

[@juliafraga5156]

keep going saiko 👍

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for the warm comment! I appreciate you!

[@sopor0]

Shes a strong women and I feel same at times :) But we go on and smile cause only way is up :) smile WE ENJOY YOUR TIME :))))

[@Wildlolcat]

I love your videos so much! As person who also lives on their own and struggles a lot, watching your videos makes me feel less alone. Thank you Saiko 🖤

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for giving me sympathy 💟

[@nickyschardt9922]

Hello Saiko-san, thank you for sharing the realness of your life 🙂 I think it makes sense that you feel disappointment, and I think it’s not your fault. And I admire that you speak English in your videos! Best wishes 🌈🤍

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😭 Your massage means a lot to me

[@Akutsuuu]

You're still young, you will be fine, life is a long road. You will learn through experience and time that many things that maybe aren't good now can become better. It's hard sometimes to see how it things will end, because no one can really know. I'm sure you're parents are proud of you in their own way, it's not easy starting off as a young person now a days. Maybe as you learn more and get more experience, you will be able to smile back one day and think about it and face your parents with a smile as well. Take your time, I felt the same you did when I was your age, it gets better I promise.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for a very valuable message(; ;)It was encouraging Yes I will do my best!

[@WorseIIWorst]

Hi. I've been living alone in Japan for 3 years now. You're very young, and life will change. I've even got rejected unfairly by a university and also got treated unfairly many times. Thank you for sharing that I'm not the only one who is struggling and feeling empty.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you so much! I hope good luck to you!

[@alexandredelavant7844]

I just want to tell you that you're not wasting anything. It's ok to feel bad, it's ok to take time. We are humans. Keep dreaming, I hope you can make good friends to enjoy life. I'm 24 right now and I know your feelings. I'm feeling lost in life but I'll continue to try to make friends to enjoy my life. では、さいこさん頑張ってください💪😁

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😭I’m sure I need to make meaningful friendships;

[@alexandredelavant7844]

To tell you the truth I'm in Japan for a 3 weeks vacation, I can only speak a bit of Japanese and it's sooo difficult to make Japanese friends 😭.

[@TubeDeviant]

I'm also going through major struggles with my mother, I'm older than you and I don't have a great job either.. But no matter what happens, just remember that a lot of people are struggling, ALL people have struggles and don't let your situation make you feel alone. Take it one day at a time. I think you'll realize that while we all want better things in life, we can be happy with a lot less.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thanks!

[@blakedmc1989DDRHD]

u seem like a lovely person, i hope all is well for ya goin' forward

[@A-bp9hq]

I'd love to see more of supermarket and pricing!

[@SeanMura]

hi saiko youtube recommended me your video, and i'm glad i clicked on it. thank you for sharing your life and reflections :) 3:09 💓 i too am living alone in a big city (i have roommates though), your room honestly looks comfy haha a lot of my friends who have gone to college are also struggling to pursue a career at this time (not sure how it is in japan, but it's very hard for young people to start their career these days in the west), so you're not alone. i'm sure things will start looking up fighting!!

[@kurikun66]

Thank you for sharing. I enjoyed your video. I'm sorry you are feeling sad but happy you can enjoy the small pleasures. I feel the same often.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😭

[@1shiro23]

Amazing video Saiko!

[@rainypath96]

it is a breath of fresh air to get this real and raw perspective. I can relate

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😭

[@eFatih]

Loved this bare and clean vlog. Gonna follow your channel! Keep on going. Greetings from Germany

[@thereviewboss]

I live in Osaka now from Australia. I learnt alot from being here for almost a year. I learnt alot about Japanese mindset and the dilemma they have here which makes them sad.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you!! Oh you came from Australia I hope you can enjoy the cultural differences!

[@antigravityinmotion]

I worked in IT "customer support" in the beginning of my career. It drained a lot of energy and was emotionally very intense 🥴 I really enjoyed your "real life" video 🫶 donˋt worry life has up and down cycles and some blue sky is waiting around the corner 🥰 warm greetings from Germany ❤

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you from Germany! I understand that it's hard work. As you say, I'll keep pushing through with a long-term perspective! Thank you

[@leechrec]

Let's work through our struggles Saiko-san. Many people can definitely relate. Let's keep faith and hope, and make the most out of our situations and circumstances. And when opportunities arise, hopefully we can recognize them and take advantage. Ganbatte!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Yesa!! Thank you!

[@RetroMacRyan]

Great video Saiko. I'm 25 and deal with similar struggles like yours with being single and disappointing my parents. It's nice to know others are going through similar things in life too. We all just need to keep going, don't give up, and think positive through our hard days. I look forward to seeing new videos of yours in the future. I love seeing the life and cultures of Japan. It's such a beautiful country. 😊♥

[@MarkPuke13]

306 subscriber here!!! i love the sights of japan!! thanks!! and please continue making videos!! ganbatte!

[@Moe.6770]

Hi Saiko you aren't alone, you have all 1.6k of us! A lot of people fill the void of loneliness with the wrong types of people/partners I would rather be alone and single then be with the wrong person! You are still young and I am sure you will have many opportunities for genuine friends and a good partner in your lifetime, whenever you feel alone just come read the comment section! haha Peace and love! :)

[@otterpoet]

Thank you for sharing your experiences and thoughts. You are very brave and well-spoken. It takes time to discover one's place in the world. Speaking from experience, it takes strength to learn how to be alone but not feel lonely. You obviously have that strength. I believe you are on your path to a fulfilling and successful life. Greatest successes and I look forward to seeing more of your videos.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Very kind comment 😭I appreciate you

[@Neonagi]

Many of us have been there at the same age, Saiko-san you're not alone.

[@jbro3032]

Hii Saiko, I just wanted to say I think your videos are awesome (: & I hope you continue to grow

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching and for your comment! Wow, I'm so happy. I'll do my best!

[@zenmushie]

Hang in there! Such a powerful video. Remember you don't have to have a perfect life to be happy, you can be happy in any environment! Love the video, and I am cheering you on!!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! And for your kind comment. You're right. I shouldn't complain about my environment. I'll do my best to move in a positive direction. Thanks again!

[@ribbonson]

I really feel you in this video, and I just began crying around 7:30. I'm not even sure why, I'm 25 in a similar position, and I feel so much shame. Stay strong

[@ribbonson]

I also know a video like this is really hard to even put together. You did a wonderful job putting this together visually, audibly, and emotionally.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thanks for watching! Also some very kind comments I'm glad to hear you say that. There's no need you to be shamed, so don't blame yourself!Good luck to you!

[@il_escriber]

💪💪💪 Always have a great day, Saiko-chan!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for the warm comment! You too!

[@roycrave2420]

I am subscribing for more of your videos! Please make more (at your own pace of course!), and remember, most people your age would've just ran crying back home. You're a tough young lady, stay strong!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you so much 😭

[@JTRinnovi]

Im from Scotland in the UK and ive just recently come across your videos! I absolutely love your videos as i think i can relate to you as a person and what your talking about in so many ways! Cant wait to see your videos to come and learn more about you and life in japan!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you very much for viewing! And warm comment from far away Scotland. Those words saved me! I will do my best to make more valuable videos. Good luck to you!

[@cassettte]

I love your sense of humor!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you so much! I will do my best to make more good content!

[@samyadeepdatta9043]

Beautiful content.. Subscribed!!

[@ExplorewithHAROLD]

Great vibes! Enjoyed watching the composition of the entire video!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you I’m glad to hear that

[@ExplorewithHAROLD]

@@SaikoTakahashi you’re welcome. Stay blessed!

[@CK-tx8mq]

Great video, was awesome to see your daily life! Wish you all the best :)

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! I'm very glad to hear that Good luck to you too!

[@achishaler9245]

You are an amazing person, and I appreciate you greatly! :) This documentary is fantastic!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you so much 😽

[@rcboatnut]

Thanks again for sharing your day, I will be in the Osaka area in early April to enjoy the Sakura Blossoms. Please keep uploading content, it is fun to have a peak into your life.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! Oh you will come during the best season!I hope you have a wonderful time. Take care! And I will keep uploading!

[@marcuslee7840]

Keep fighting. Will pray for you 🙏

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you!!

[@frijolesonly]

I am so glad I found your channel! Thank you for sharing your life with us! Life can be difficult some days but the important thing is to keep moving forward. There are many people who struggle at any age. I’m older and I still don’t feel like I am where I am “supposed to be” but as long as you try your best, you will always end up where you need to be. The difficult time will always show us how strong we are and what we are able to overcome! GANBATTE!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Oh that’s very grateful of you! I'll do my best. Best of luck to you too! Thank you!

[@mahdiyussuf9804]

That's a nice haul for 3000 yen! Congrats on being "sober" too 💪🏾💪🏾😁😁 Keep on keepin on, Saiko

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😂

[@Jay_O_Yeah]

Yo! You are strong! Keep fighting! Life will reward you eventually.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😭

[@_dearsharon]

KZbin recommended this to me! can relate to the hardships of life. it may not be what we expected, but we can keep hoping for the best. good luck! ❤

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you so much 😭Good luck to you too!

[@vincentgraffeo9030]

Great video. So refreshing, candid and interesting. Wishing you the best.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😭

[@wilwagoner9191]

Keep up the great open life flogs. you are not alone i am always with you. you are a sweet honest lady

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for the warm comment!　I appreciate you!

[@BiggieM31308]

Kia ora from New Zealand! Thank you for sharing your day with us, your video is very inspiring!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😽

[@littlecoffee]

Thank you for sharing this vlog about your life and being honest about your struggles. I recently moved abroad so I am very far away from my family and friends. From America to Japan! Just my boyfriend and I are living in a new country for the first time. I wonder if the job I am doing here it is worth it too. This video is very honest & real. Let's keep doing our best. It's important to be a person that you want to be, and to be happy with yourself, too. Each day is a new experience and new opportunity.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! I'm glad you enjoyed it! Moving from America to Japan must have been quite challenging. As you said, let's do our best in our current environment! Best of luck to you too! Thank you once again.

[@DC-xe9xw]

I enjoyed your video. I don't think you give yourself enough credit as being introspective as you are puts you in a good situation to know how to improve yourself. Life is always going to have ups and downs, personally I've had money and I've been broke and one thing I always regret is not appreciating the moment because there are different types of stress regardless of status and financial situation. For example, if I have more I feel like I have more to lose and less freedom to do what I really want to do. Maintenance of wealth is stressful and it's hard to enjoy it sometimes because you need to do certain things in order to keep it. Having less gives you the more to look forward to and freedom to make different decisions. It's all about how you look at it. I wish you well.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you so much. you are right!

[@Yozora_Jan]

It's not easy. I'm also 24. I've been struggling a lot with my passions, my dreams, my college life as well. I constantly worry that I'm disappointing my parents and not doing enough in my classes to make up for how much they've sacrificed to get me here. I know how it feels to wake up and feel lonely, confused and disappointing. But everyone in my life has always told me to keep moving forward. It's not easy but we can get through this rough patch and make something of ourselves. Take it one day at a time, one step at a time. I believe in you!!! 高橋さん, がんばってください！(I hope this is correct, I'm only a first year Japanese learner! But I will also work hard.)

[@vortexshift5146]

Thanks for sharing! What movies do you like most?

[@PPB_Army]

Sending you a big hug from USA ♥️♥️🫂 You are doing great Seasonal Affected Disorder is a real sickness when weather affects mood. Maybe wash your clothes by hand in the bathtub or sink. Saves money and feel great doing it.

[@OwlRabbitArt]

You are inspiring to me Saiko! sharing your life with others is important and you are important. A friend of mine once told me that during the times in which we feel alone we should remember that we are a part of a universal collective consciousness. we all strive to live and be happy and by being compassionate & empathetic, we can ascend to a greater state of mind. Arigato Gozaimasu 🙇‍♂🙏

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😭

[@yunaleenoelle]

i'm gonna follow your life starting today!! good luck saiko-chan! (+1 subscriber)

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you so much 😭

[@shayrow9480]

You're very cute and seem like a genuine and honest person. I hope you won't give up on finding someone. For me it's been worth it :D

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😽

[@hazimhalim7058]

Ganbarou! Saiko!

[@SaarN1337]

I really enjoyed watching this one. Good job with the captions and subtitles, these were helpful. Wishing you all the best going through this period - with the job, friends and what not, stay positive and keep grinding, many share the same struggles as you. Consider uploading more frequently as this will drive up your exposure (YT's algorithm). If you don't mind sharing more of your life and doing the extra work (like editing, adding subtitles, taking footage - it's all time consuming) - you'd get some change that would hopefully make some aspects a lil' easier.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching!I'm glad to hear that such a warm comment. I'll do my best to create valuable videos.

[@j.d.trenning883]

Hi Saiko, I'am really impressed by your video. Go girl, you're young and strong. Go chase your dreams you can do it. Greetings and a hug from the Netherlands.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you so much 😭

[@j.d.trenning883]

@@SaikoTakahashi You're welcome. I'am proud of you that you have the guts to share your real life. You' re doing well and I wish you all the luck of the world, a good health and that your dreams become reality. Big hug to you.