Living With Depression (and what's been helping)

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[@alicetromans3612]

I got to stage that I can't be bothered with most of "friends". I was always more loner a nd as child bullied. Since going through rough time and depression, I ended up mostly alone. I actually find a comfort to rely on myself only and no longer be disappointed by others 👍

[@BadIzzie]

I feel the same way although I debate with myself whether this is a good thing or not... for me.

[@biogirl1381]

sameee

[@jenalamp4125]

Same! I have parrots for friends! ❤

[@joannievh2071]

I so get you! The thing is, I used to never be able to count on anybody and am not getting heat from my boyfriend because I'm not letting him help. The medal always has two sides. But you know what's best for you. Always. ❤

[@GracielaDixon]

same... I sometimes wish I had the friendships other people have, but I do enjoy time by myself (especially now that I'm a mom).

[@mollee_llama]

It is refreshing to come across someone who knows there is a difference between depression and anxiety. My depression doesn’t make me sad, it makes me feel nothing. My anxiety causes me to be a flakey person though. I always want to be invited, but it takes a lot of mental preparation for me to actually get up and get out with others - especially a group - whether it is friends or family. I did, in fact, lose a friend once because I cancelled at the last minute for something that was more important to her than I realized. Now, I try not to commit to anything that I am not 100% sure I can follow through on. I am so glad to hear you are in a good place. It is important to celebrate the positives in life. Also, I’m loving today’s look so much!

[@GirlNextMeow]

It isn't fair how Angie is still absolutely stunning when just wearing under eye patches. As a side note, I don't have depression, but I have severe, crippling anxiety. I've been hospitalized, I think 5 or 6 times. 2 weeks each time I was hospitalized. Mental illnesses are terrible and I really wish jobs would understand that better. When I was 19 I was fired. My anxiety was so bad that I had completely stopped eating and I passed out at work. I was taken to the hospital where they first thought I had an eating disorder, but then discovered why I wasn't eating. I was admitted to a psychiatric hospital for 2 weeks and when I got out my job said my position had been "refilled" and I was no longer an employee. Thankfully I was still living with my parents, so it didn't really matter. But once I moved out on my own, it was always a fear of mine to end up hospitalized again, and lose my job when I really needed it. Thankfully now it's illegal to fire employees for being hospitalized due to a mental illness. But it still scares me. Mental health is literally just as important, if not more important, than physical health!!

[@mus1quenonst0p]

me sitting here crying because i can’t get out of bed im so burned out but i can’t stop because i don’t have time for interests or travel or anything w my job. i can’t find a home because investors are buying them all. im happy for you angelika, im glad someone else is doing ok. but man, what a day for me to click.

[@LYNNSTER1971]

Everyone needs to “get away” now and again, but not all of us can afford to…ever. I think you’re SO pretty.

[@melissadean6874]

I have multiple severe illnesses that I am on SSDI because I can't get out of bed most days. You said it is annoying when people say it will get better. I can't stand it when people say "just stay positive". If only it were that easy.

[@monicaglenn7878]

💯 percent understand your comment!!

[@angiebrown-3390]

Agree 💯 %

[@riven799]

Toxic positivity. I hate it. My mom does it constantly. "You have nothing to be sad about" well if "sad" was the cause, it'd be a whole lot easier to fix, wouldn't it. If we could "think" our way into making our brains transfer chemicals properly, we'd have done it already.

[@katia.luna213]

How do you not qualify for SSI if you can't get out of bed? I was looking into it recently and gave up

[@riven799]

@@katia.luna213 Yeeeeah, you'd think. But they'd rather not give benefits to ppl who need it than have one person receive benefits who doesn't need it. It's a crazy frustrating system.

[@BooksWithJudy]

As someone who has a bipolar disorder, I can relate to having depression and having ups and downs. You're not alone. And happy you are doing good lately :)

[@brittm1960]

You're not alone. Fellow person with bipolar here. It can be hard. Sending you love!

[@veronika__asmr_]

Me too 🖐🏻🙋🏻‍♀️

[@amiedeangelis8915]

Thank you for being open with us. A fellow Depression & Anxiety queen here lol I have been doing pretty good lately too. Sending love & support to you ❤

[@briannaobrien4419]

I live by "anything worth doing, is worth doing badly" need to shower but have no energy? Brush hair, wash face, brush teeth, deodorant. Can't maintain hair? Treat self to a salon visit to chop chop. Haven't left house but no energy to leave? Sit outside and be vegetable. It doesn't cure anything obviously, but damn does it help with that post episode guilt party.

[@Pur393]

I need to try to live by that. Got no energy. Miss life .

[@riven799]

I always appreciate you being open with your mental health. It helps a lot of people. It's amazing to hear you're doing well.

[@aprilrich807]

I was diagnosed with clinical depression back in ‘90-‘91, and it was a godsend. It strangely made me happy to know that I’m not psychiatrically or psychologically messed up, my brain just doesn’t work as well as others. I’ve had massive ups and downs since, but medications have helped a lot, and when my husband is able to be supportive, it’s a major bonus. Long story short, you’re certainly not alone, Anjelica.

[@phylliswiggins3438]

😊

[@katydidknits]

YES! The whole “why am I sad when I have no reason” guilt is so real. When you finally realize you DO have a reason and it’s screwy brain chemistry, it makes for a weird kind of relief.

[@killerfreckles1162]

I am the one who always cancels because of my anxiety. This only started happening in my mid 30’s. And has gotten worse as I have aged. The way I have made friends with the most lovely kind people and still feel this incredible angst the night before any plans I ever made with them. So now I have no friends. It’s not fair to other people to be my friend. I acknowledge this.

[@charlottebellas4166]

It makes me incredibly happy and relieved to hear you are doing well, Angie! After you shared your struggles with us last year, I would think of that often, and pray that the peace and fulfillment I was hearing from you in your videos was how you also felt off screen. May it ever continue, because I will always want you to want to breathe 💛 our colorful 🤡 👑

[@SteffsBeautyStash]

I haven’t commented in a while but I’m still here and watching!! Happy you are doing well! Your vlogs are always so fun!! You have worked so hard all these years, you deserve to do anything you want whenever you want! Take care! ❤❤❤

[@AngelicaNyqvist]

Thank you so much!!

[@Amelysian7]

You made a delightfully insightful comment about how traveling doesn’t let the mundane day-to-day get in the way. Traveling with friends really is wonderous fun because it is intentional. I love that

[@Niccis_Narrative]

I feel you about the flaky friend thing. I had a friend, really my only girl friend at the time and she had invited me out to this bar we usually go to. So I get there and she’s not there, eventually she says she’s not coming. And I cut her out of my life after that. I don’t have time for people who don’t mind wasting my personal time.

[@Wmr614]

Angie, I am so happy for you. I have been a follower for a while now and I completely understand mental health, but girl can I say YOU ARE LIVING! ❤❤❤❤❤

[@PamelaH_HappyVibes]

Living with depression and chronic pain is hard. But, it is like mind gymnastics for me to get started on something that makes me happy. But, I am doing it! I’m so glad that you have Heather to travel with. You two are just so easy going. I know you are going to have a wonderful time later this year with Sam.

[@califrey99]

Hi--I've suffered with depression for over a decade now. I had to check a calendar. Has it really been that long? I'm 24 now and I was diagnosed when I was 13. It's been a journey of other medical diagnoses (ADHD, autism, Ehlers-Danlos, delayed sleep phase syndrome, PTSD) and I guess I just wanted to share. Knowing that other people go through the same things I do is really comforting in a morbid sort of way--it makes me feel like I'm not alone. I don't know if I can watch this video in whole, I'm a few minutes in and it's making me feel a lot. But I thought I would share a bit of my journey and add my voice to the others in the comments. Maybe it'll help someone else feel not so alone, too. :)

[@BlingyBea]

🙏🏻

[@brendatorres1072]

When you said “sometimes we forget to talk about the good times and get so HOOKED on the bad times” 🙃 felt that in my core. Yes, I am trying so hard not to, somedays I struggle more than others. Thank you for talking about this 🙌🏻 For me reading everyday📖 helps a lot and going to the park with my dogs and hubby 🥰

[@Amelysian7]

I too felt frustrated and confused about not finding such amazing friends. I have one who has been with me through thick and thin the last 6 years. Not one other person has stuck around. I know I’m funny, attentive and caring to the point that all other friendships ending hurt deeply as I tend to take things too seriously and overthink every little thing. Honestly, I wish everyone was my friend, but really I want everyone to be like me and you and all the other genuinely fabulous people out there. Sadly it will never be so. I have come to accept that the truly rare gems will stick around. Not because I’ve done something for them or are something they’re missing, but because I am me and I refuse to put up a mask anymore to make them like (fake) me.

[@hillzhaveeyes_]

I grew up not having friends, more so acquaintances. I did have some friends but none that I really formed a bond with. It is really hard making friends as an adult. I’ve ended a couple friendships because of how fake, flaky, and toxic they were. Now I’ve been making better friends which is way better for my mental health. I used to always think something is wrong with me and I mess up the friendship somehow. This look is so beautiful! Hopefully I’ll get to try some of Simply Posh’s products.

[@Niccis_Narrative]

Do you think you’ll ever write a book about your business life? You’re so articulate and always have interesting things to say. I’m sure it would be a best seller.

[@mallorykreiger]

I did neuroscience research at university and I just want to share: depression is on a continuum. There is Major Depressive Disorder (MDD)/also referred to as ‘clinical depression;’ Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD); Persistent Depressive Disorder (PDD)/also referred to as ‘dysthymia;’ Bipolar Depression; Premenstrual & Post-partum depression. Most people who think they have MDD actually have dysthymia. We all are going to be sad in our lifetimes.. we are all going to deal with some level of anxiety too.. but what separates dysthymia from MDD is the severity. We have to ask ourselves, “At what point does our depression adversely impact our functioning?” If we can get out of bed, hold a job, and maintain structure in our life; we probably are not dealing with full-blown clinical depression. Sadly, a lot of people aren’t aware there is a less debilitating form of depression (PDD), and it better describes what most people are actually dealing with when they detail being depressed. I personally have dealt with this form of depression (PDD/dysthymia), and there are many ways to treat it beyond medication. If there is anyone with prolonged bouts of depressive moods and/or a trauma history like myself: look into ‘EMDR.’ It was a blessing!! ❤ Also, I am with you on the disappointment of cancellations/friends not showing up when they say they will. I have had to cut people off for this too because they did not respect my time. I was able to separate myself from these folks after learning more about attachment styles. I highly recommended everyone complete an assessment to better understand their attachment style because you’ll gain insight into red flag behaviors and manipulation tactics that are used to take advantage of you! Thank you for being so transparent and bringing an important topic to light Angie! Sending you so much love ❤❤

[@annie.belle.x4171]

Oh think you read my mind. My partners anniversary today, he took his life, ive dogs, cats, an okay job, I feel so lonely though, its been 4 years, im 48, feeling old and useless. But I try, I dress, do my makeup, try to be...I feel everyone hates me too..even family. I miss my dear parents. Loss sucks

[@heidirgreen]

Thank you for this reminder. This year I’ve physically felt the worst I’ve ever felt, but this video reminded me that mentally, I’ve never felt stronger. Living with depression is hard, but these seasons of light will always come back around.

[@nancyharb3243]

Me, watching this at the gym at 6 am after working until 10 pm the night before at my pretty intense law job and acting surprised when Angie says that having better work life balance helped her depression (it would probably help mine too but as a junior lawyer it feels.... impossible)

[@angelelliott4895]

I don’t like going on vacation with my friends. I love being on vacation with my husband. Because we both work and it is nice to relax together.

[@laurapulkkinen2835]

Lovinggggg this 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 You know how much you’ve been helping me with my mental health issues and I’m so grateful when I can find someone with the same battles and hearing how they’re surviving the same struggles that I’m going through. Priceless, thank you Angie for this 🥰🧡

[@asha.m]

I love how this palette can be broken down by the 3 shades rows for simple, quick looks.

[@lizam3008]

I think I mentioned this to you a while back ago but I have been watching you for years and I have noticed you so much happier and positive and upbeat since you have moved to the US. I am glad you have your home, your own business, your clique of great friends (I love all your KZbin friends), and an amazing husband. You are luckier than you think you are. Plus, you have an amazing KZbin channel. Your Friday videos are the start of my weekends.

[@liisabjork76]

The fact that you are filming means that you are doing better than your worse days. I have severe depression and lately all i do is cower to my couch because i also have the fear of leaving my house. Agoraphobia. But i am doing better after adding a new antipsychotic medication. I just have to push myself because i need to get back into the gym. Thats the place i really love and feel safe. I have a good understanding of the struggle. And i can really suck .

[@Haghenveien]

I love travelling but for me it's all but relaxing. I'm a perfectionist and I need to make sure that everything is under control. I'm not a go with the flow person. Last trip, I couldn't plan it like would have wanted because I was exhausted and I didn't have the energy. I didn't enjoy myself that much because of that.

[@EnvyBlu]

Oh I hope you are going to vlog the Italy trip! I can’t go, but maaan I really want to see the vlog. Will you be vlogging it? With me….I’ve found depression is directly linked to my hormones, ESPECIALLY when I was on birth control. Birth control pills made me a crying, basket case, then raging lunatic, for so many years. 😩 Until I finally put two and two together, and stopped taking them, then I felt so “normal”. Or, once I monitored my depression/moods, I found it always happened during pms, two weeks in between my periods. My anxiety is directly linked to my hormones too. After figuring all this out, I’ve been able to curb my depression and anxiety. It never fully goes away for me, but I can expect it, and I have an answer for mine. This may not be relevant to some women, but for others it may. I always suggest to people to really pay attention to depression/anxiety times, journal it, and maybe this might be true to someone else. We women carry a lot of responsibility on our minds and body. Our hormones are all over the place throughout our lives, with puberty, child bearing years, 20s, 30s, 40s, don’t even get me started with 50’s hormones 😂. our hormones are always fluctuating. 😳

[@kagitsune]

Angie thank you for being so open about this. I've had the most stressful two days that you can imagine, and I just reached a good resolution where I can land on my feet. So opening up KZbin to test my internet and finding you here is a wonderful treat.

[@AngelicaNyqvist]

I'm so glad!

[@bymiahs]

It can be really hard to be open with mental issues, so thank you Angie for being open with us and trust us so much that you can be vulnerable in front of your audiense ❤ I believe it helps many of us and offcourse you too 🌟 Sometimes it's more brave say "I'm having excellent day" than "I'm having a bad day". Why?

[@michalsimpson9988]

I’m so happy to hear how much better you’re feeling! I struggle with severe depression too and it’s nice to know I’m not alone in that.

[@bertiesark]

SO SO SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU TAKING TIME FOR YOU FOR ONCE we all need to finally need to learn that, I am in my fifties and had to learn that the hard way when I became disabled working, keep yourself happy and enjoy your life hun GOD BLESS

[@jennyklingstedt]

Living with mental illness is incredibly hard so I'm so glad you're feeling better and enjoying the success of your hard work ❤

[@lelukins]

This is so relatable. I've battled friend insecurities my whole life. I thought I had overcome it and then my ride-or-die (I thought) proved me right and it has really messed with my head. So it was nice to know that someone else my age feels this way sometimes. Definitely wish I had the funds to join you in Italy. It would be great to have people I can go on trips with. Maybe on the next one. 😊

[@Stephlovesbaking]

I've been out of my depression for four years (I was depressed from around maybe 13-23? I'm still not sure when it actually started) but May was really tough. My 17 year old cat became blind overnight (he has kidney disease, plus high blood pressure, got him on medicine and now his eye sight is back thank goodness), but it was really hard cause he was SO SCARED like trembling and crying and we basically decided that we didn't want him to suffer, but then he got better. I know the time will come soon enough when something does happen, but right now he's stable and can see again. My mom also got very ill mysteriously. She is immunocompromised due to having a kidney transplant 23 years ago, and shes been in the hospital three weeks yesterday. I still live at home at 28 to help out when I'm not working, but also cause I think it helps my dad and sister when these things occur. It's very mentally and physically exhausting, not only for my family but my mom. They finally figured out that she has a brain virus, and she's getting better now, but every time something happens and she gets hospitalized, it makes it that much harder for her to bounce back. Things that occur that are out of my control make me feel so much guilt because I can't do anything. I know the only thing I can do is cope with the stress the best I can, so I can help the fam

[@unarsinoe]

wow, this was, without a doubt, one of the best videos I've ever seen on KZbin. I understand your speech so much, I kind of live it every day: the ups and downs. I watched this video with a constant smile on my face. I think we would be good friends to talk and travel with. 🇧🇷🇧🇷

[@AngelicaNyqvist]

thank you! ❤

[@samanthavandusen]

Good morning Angie 💚☕️

[@AngelicaNyqvist]

Good Morning! :D

[@Finding.lifes.beauty]

You have no idea how much I NEEDED this video. Ive been trying to find a balance but I work a ridiculous amount of hours in the hospital...and that while trying to maintain my relationship and make new friendships and maintain those has been so hard. Ive officially reached burnout phase, but that means my depressive symptoms are back....when I thought I had been doing so well.... things have been really hard mentally...and to hear other people talk about similar things is so appreciated.

[@allesnixmitanne3738]

Sending you Lots of Love from a fellow Person with Chronic Depression

[@RebeccaZuliani]

I needed this today. Thank you

[@jessicaglass7503]

thank you for sharing and being so honest ❤

[@martinemissiaen4692]

enjoy the good times!!! i am so happy for you 👍🏻👍🏻

[@nicchogirl]

So glad to hear things are looking up... thanks for sharing 💕 💕

[@shhhperry9852]

I love this for you! ❤

[@alicepirola7077]

I am so happy to hear you talking about mental health. I am a mental health advocate and I am actually starting a KZbin channel about it... Congratulations to you for tapping into your inner struggle and being so transparent. ❤❤❤

[@MegEliWic]

💛💛💛 Needed to hear all of this

[@cyntheknitter9927]

So happy for you💛💛💛💛

[@Kpop0223]

I'm looking forward to this video and hearing what's been working for you. It's always frustrating when I don't want to do the things that I know deep down will make me feel better. I try to capitalize on scheduling things or integrating things into my life when I feel like it for when I know I won't.

[@magdajanuszewska37]

Thank you for being so open with us ❤

[@weirdgrama1038]

Bravo! Mental Health Awareness especially Depression is so important. Thank you.

[@margaretjeannemoore]

I have really severe panic attacks. It’s terrible. During the pandemic I felt depressed. A friend said put on a nice dress and all your makeup and just go out to a coffee shop with out door seating. It really helped.

[@faizanfareh4753]

Same here. You’re not alone in your condition. Simplest things can help, you never know. Hope it gets better for you.

[@beautybeatsbydre4380]

I lost my business during the pandemic and I really struggled with my depression and the one thing that helped was getting dressed and doing my makeup everyday even if it was just to take my dog for a walk

[@allisonbb716]

I’m so happy for you that you are taking good care of yourself! Keep it up!

[@michellelesko2674]

Cheers to blue skies!! 🌟💫🎊🎉

[@aaliyasayed5361]

Sending you lots of love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🤗🤗🤗🤗

[@TheArtBeauty]

Thank you Angelica for sharing and being open with us. You are wonderful. Just keep doing what you do ❤

[@staceyshiwak1659]

I think you are so awesome for sharing your story. There are things you spoke of that I can fully relate to. Thank you for being open and honest! 😊

[@Observette]

Good for you Angie! 🙌 You’ve earned the right to do some fun stuff and put yourself first! 🎉

[@AngelicaNyqvist]

Yes! Thank you!

[@maggie_sugarxo]

I am so happy to hear you are doing well, and celebrating the good times is deffo something we should be doing to have as a reminder ❤

[@Sukuchini]

I´m so glad to hear that you're doing well! I'm wishing you all the best, and that you enjoy this new encountered balance! ❤

[@lindseyl22]

Can’t wait to go to Italy with you! 💙

[@TechnoManiac101]

Go Angie! What a wonderful video to share❤

[@makeupdatewithjacki8959]

I love this video Angie....thank you so much for sharing!! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🩷

[@marniash9559]

Thank you for this, talking about feeling good as well, I really think this is helpful for so many❤❤❤

[@angelicaalcaraz8617]

I always love all your makeup looks 🤩💖

[@salomefrancis5332]

I really enjoyed this video. Thank you for being vulnerable. As someone who also struggles with depression and anxiety, its important to remind ourselves of the good moments. Your happiness and hope in this video was beautiful to witness. Adding to my fave videos ❤.

[@Silviaexcuchuflus]

Hi, Angie!!! You have no idea how happy I’m that you’re doing great and sharing it with us. You’re right, it’s unusual to listen to someone being positive and optimistic, idk, in my real life my family only calls me to give me the bad news 😂😂😂

[@susannefuerschuss]

you can be so proud of yourself😊 you are doing a great job and i appreciate that your talking about your mental health here on youtube too, it is such a strong way to tell others about your feelings! keep it going and congrats to your business too🎉

[@mistichristensen7088]

Stunning look! Wonderful conversation. 💛🌻

[@Epz503]

Love to hear and see you doing so well! Listening to you talk about it was also a good reminder to myself that I am also doing well ❤ also a big SJM fan over here!

[@melindamorarie1251]

I absolutely love this lip color on you! ❤️

[@nessa7431]

You are amazing. I love how you create a community.

[@slickjumpedoverthelazydog]

Thank you for being open love your videos as a anxitey sufer

[@Panda-us8eg]

Angie is absolutely fantastic that your doing way better!!! I am very glad for u to be so happy right now hopefully it lasts a lifetime. Nothing but GOOD VIBES to send your way!!!!🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@parvinarfa8677]

Thank you so much for sharing your mental health journey with us. You’re so brave and inspiring to do this 🧡💛🧡💛

[@MakeupandSims4]

Me sitting here at work in near tears because so much of this conversation hits home. I would love to join one of the group get togethers but i always feel like the odd person out. Thank you crippling social anxiety and rejection sensitivity dysphoria. I'm so honestly happy that you are doing better! Celebrate and ENJOY the fruits of your labor! They are well deserved 🎉🎉

[@emmanuellecossette3736]

I've travelled three times to Europe alone. I'm very lucky to have friends there in a few countries so i'm not so alone. I wish i could go with you in Italy and Greece but i prioritize my finances this year. If everything goes according to plan, i'll complete my psychology bachelor next year and then i'll apply for a doctorate. I want my finances to be solid when i start my doctorate. However, i want to treat myself with another trip to Europe after my bachelor. With all of that being said, i want you to know that i also suffer from depression and i will be for the rest of my life. I also suffer from anxiety and at the moment, both are under control. I'm so happy that you are in a good phase in your life, you deserve to be happy and enjoy the life you've built. You're glowing queen!

[@julianaaoki327]

Loveeee the look, you truly can make neutral looks special! 💛

[@Lisa-lz6ye]

So glad you've kept to the work less this year

[@gailjacobson7088]

Thank you for being so open and honest about these issues.

[@evabellconklin2989]

I’m so glad that you are doing well and having fun and being happy. The look you created here looks beautiful and I really enjoyed watching you create it.❤🙂

[@CowGirlKat8691]

I deal with Fibromyalgia, Raynaud's & some days, especially wintertime it's hard! I don't take change well & can take it out on myself when someone calls me out on something that isn't terrible but only bugs them! Like if I post a lot of memes on FB that are cute, funny or pertains to my life at that time. I'm trying to take better care of myself but it's hard to put myself first, as a single mother of 2 I always chose my children over myself & it's a hard habit to break. 🤠

[@ScrappinJenny7]

Love how your makeup turned out, super beautiful. Totally agree with finding friends as an adult, for me it's like work is the only place, but majority of them are not real friends, just co workers and flake out or stand you up when you plan events which becomes depressing. I had tried the KZbin with crafting videos back in the day to try and make friends since I was seeing all these other youtubers making friends, and it didn't happen for me. 😢 and making videos just started feeling like a chore. I understand the depression, I've been having a lot of bad days, where I just feel like a heavy brick on my chest and want to cry all the time but can't tell exactly why. I am going through a separation with my husband, whom I've been with for 20 years and it's making it hard, because he always thought I was just being dramatic or stupid for feeling sadness and not knowing why bc in his mind he thinks that their has to be a reason for feeling like that, that people don't just feel sad for no reason. And now, with being separated and also losing someone whom I thought/felt was a best friend, it's even worse as I always feel alone and that I have no one to talk to. I am happy to hear that things can get better from your experience and life experiences. Hopefully, one day, you guys will have a friends trip in the US that I would be able to attend, as I think that would be something I just need to get away from everything. Tfs hugs Jen

[@tWz4462]

I'm so glad you are well today.. it's a great day❤️.. I can totally understand where your coming from. I struggle with that.. and yes menopause.. girl the struggle is real. Question ❓❓ Earrings.. where.. plz😂

[@tamrasmith1744]

So happy you are feeling good right now. I can relate to your struggles. I have had clinical depression for as long as I can remember, although I was diagnosed in my early twenties. I hope your current “up” continues for a long time.

[@Linedhel]

Thank you so much for this update and just overall speaking up about mental health and how you deal with it. It took me so long to finally seek help. Also, 6 months wait time for therapy, but at least hooray for free German healthcare. 😅 I'm also doing a lot better and doing fun things and whatever I can or need to, to take care of myself. Your videos are always a fun part of my day and I love your life advice a lot and try to take some of that for me, when applicable. Thank you for being you!

[@Tagehano]

I’m looking forward for your vlogs when you travel to Italy to take notes I’m planning to go with my son on September and it’s not my first time but I want to see new places so I need inspiration 🥰

[@brittanyfeldhaus]

I just finished Crescent City. I can’t wait to hear your thoughts

[@fcanatto]

Angie, we have very similar stories and feelings. It's impressive that I found someone with such a similar story. ❤

[@chelsealomond9209]

I have recently decided im going to work less because I can and never have and its hard but im starting to enjoy it :)

[@sarahwebb2875]

Your not alone. I have emotional stress and a bit of depression because of being used as a kid and constantly getting bullied or ppl telling me I'm not good enough

[@joannievh2071]

I haven't been feeling the best lately and clicking on your video, I was expecting this to be in sync with my mood... But was delighted by the opposite. I am happy for you and am sure you deserve every bit of happiness you get. I am looking at this hoping it'll be me in the not-so-distant future. And yes! still looking for those SATC friends as well... 🤷‍♀️ Happy summer to you Angie! ❤

[@kathleenmoortel5449]

Thanks for your transparency about your mental health. I have struggled with depression before and what helped me was my Christian faith. I am grateful for my healing. I would love to join a travel group with you or Samantha one day and meet other travelers. I love traveling 😊 I think your eyeshadow and lipstick combo is beautiful! 😍

[@dgs788]

I am so happy that you are feeling better! It's so funny that what you don't like to hear or do in a depressive episode is exactly what I need to hear and do. I, for one, absolutely need to hear that it get better with time, that my depression will not last forever. I need to hear that it will pass and I need to remember that the feelings I am having are just temporary. I also need high productivity to help me through my depression. Being productive in my worst depressions has kept me alive, frankly. If I sit there and do nothing, I get down on myself and I just start to ideate. It just goes to show that there is no universal advice or approach for treating depression. Depression is such tricky business and everybody's journey and needs are so very different. We need to do anything we can to keep going, and I am so glad you have found what is working for you because honestly you are ONE of the reasons I kept on going through one of the darkest periods of my life. And I know it's probably crazy to hear that, but it's true. Thank you for continuing to stay on this Earth--what you are doing here 100% matters to many of us. I hope that life only has good things in store for you moving forward.

[@youngbreadyart]

I also am feeling a lot better. like for a month or two. i also have clinical depression. and while it’s not apparent, I discovered that I’m most probably ADHD and autistic. I’ve been thinking about this for a long long time, bur I thought maybe “oh it’s just depression, it’s just anxiety”. but I discussed it with my therapist and she booked me an appointment to start the proccess of diagnostics. and she said she’d go with me. 🥺