"Loser Geek Whatever" (Official Music Video)

[@BeMoreChillMusical]

Hey! Here's where else you can listen to the song: ghostlightrecords.lnk.to/bmc-losergeekwhatever

[@vanessab.2386]

I'm the first to like it, yeah! That's never happened and where was George? 😢 but, it was still a really good song

[@cxrlyxiv]

BeMoreChillMusical *heere’s

[@nowayitsmiku]

noice

[@ocean.g_]

Little Luna Studios!!! This song doesn’t have Michael in it though, why would it have George??

[@annam592]

Please make an delux album and put this on it!!

[@stillw4t3r]

reminder that this is will roland’s first solo recording.

[@jaimemonte2925]

wink wonk Oh my God... he’s so good, I can’t believe that’s true.

[@emmasanidad3623]

wHAt

[@raeosunshine24]

i'm crying thanks

[@alphabetsoup8628]

Rip Goin’ Viral

[@Hi-zw8fo]

I liked going viral. That's sad they recorded the other cut songs and not going viral. Will's voice is apperantly not good enough to get a recording apparently lmao but hey, bmc used him and legit gave him a very good, solo song, with not as much cursing XD

[@sannimate5253]

Mood: *joe iconis jumping up and down*

[@hopelessly.lavenderly]

I love him tbh

[@choccy9852]

*Joe Iconic*

[@avery6267]

It’s iconic

[@jaimemonte2925]

Sannimate Joe Iconic

[@sporthb1]

He is a mood

[@raiukii]

when he screamed "the problem has always been me," i felt that. God, i love this small bean so much.

[@ovo1252]

YES!Also the face it' Just-and the "If Christine likes me in the end,Will I be able to pretend I didn't failed my one real friend" ugh I'm crying again

[@petronellapiper3432]

Eunice the “please don’t speak” really did it for me.

[@krystilee]

I can't get past "...being lonely's stupid tough," without tearing up. Also, "...I deserve to not feel bad." This song is a series of gut punches to the feels.

[@Nico_2202]

Eunice when I first heard it I thought he’d say “the problem has always been Michael” which hurt me physically

[@landonr4370]

It's been a while since ive seen someone unironically say "i felt that-"

[@pengwing8641]

*ARE YOU READY FOR ANOTHER UPGRADE?* me: HELL YEAH!! wallet: no.

[@milanaracelis1940]

Rip

[@seven-cats-3]

Mood

[@BubbleLolli]

Same

[@dovefilms]

Big mood I wan. To see bmc on broadway. But im a poor ass who spent all their money on the off broadway showing in NYC. whoops.

[@oldaccountplsleave]

M O O D

[@highoninfinity]

IM SO HAPPY FINALLY WILL HAS GOTTEN JUSTICE AND HIS OWN SOLO TRACK TO SHOW HIS AMAZING VOICE

[@Abigail-eq4uu]

high on infinity nice profile picture ;)

[@personclavet7364]

YES. HE DIDNT GET GOIN VIRAL BUT HE GOT THIS

[@Shizzy5321]

He is amazing

[@screecherchild7184]

YAAAAASSSSS

[@Aromanidae]

This new song just brings so much more to this musical that I didnt know I needed. It gives Jeremy even more context for his actions and Will's portrayal of Jeremy's anger is done so well. Be More Chill is, and always will be, my favorite musical. It was the first one I ever listened to and it literally changed my life. It helped me find all sorts of other music I love and it helped me improve my drawings since I drew all the characters (especially Rich) so much. The story and characters have always stuck with me and got me through middle school and is still helping me in high school. I want to thank everyone involved in the making of this musical and the actors who make this all possible. Jeremy taught me to be myself. Michael taught me to always be there for your friends. Christine taught me how to have passion. Rich taught me that people arent always who they seem to be and that they can change. Jake, Brooke, and Chloe taught me that popularity should not matter. Jenna taught me that gossip gets you nowhere, and to focus on yourself. The Squip taught me that outside voices should not affect you and you must follow your own voice. Mr. Reyes taught me that I can take a 5 minute break so that I can eat a hot pocket. Finally, Mr. Heere taught me that if you love someone, you put your pants on for them... In all honesty... Thank you. Just... Thank you so much.

[@sationalsen]

This comment is gold

[@Aromanidae]

@@sationalsen thank you :)

[@xZexionIenzox]

after listening to it a few times, I like it a lot more than I did when they originally introduced it

[@joshuabaker6539]

I was thinking the same thing. It really makes Jeremy look like more than just a copout for little reason.

[@francisissleepy5300]

:)

[@Darkraifan2009]

This is basically Jeremy's version of "Man Up" from The Book of Mormon.

[@bishop4220]

Joey Foster Omfg yes

[@gremlinguts]

Joey Foster FUCK

[@madeemailwheniwasin3rdgrad596]

fucking yes

[@yaza_prod508]

Omg

[@BubbleLolli]

True

[@senniie3372]

This sounds like a villain or becoming villain song (which it basically is) and I love it.

[@dionabeck3317]

Especially at 5:14

[@BrassFeline]

That’s literally what it is! :D

[@slasherfilmz]

@@dionabeck3317 yeah you can really hear his descent into becoming kind of a bad guy

[@MAGGOT-INFESTED-6666]

True, I always thought this song was character development before I knew it was Be More Chill, well now I know it'd the opposet 😂

[@Gabriel-qq5zn]

I think I get that vibe but just a little less sinister. That definitely makes me see it in a new light though, so thanks!

[@agh7632]

*Jeremy making bad decisions, abandoning logic, and his one true friend: part two* the song Side note: This song is amazing and I love it so much.

[@dovefilms]

I MEAN BASICALLY YEA

[@mindlezzenigma311]

Its a two player game Jeremy

[@sarahrodrigues4936]

He did say his instincts suck

[@thenopeandneverking1722]

Is there a song where Jeremy gets to be okay with being a loser geek or whatever? I feel like it’s not addressed

[@pearlchains]

TheNopeAndNeverKing he had a tiny part in upgrade where he sang the first verse of loser geek whatever then it went back to upgrade. I think this song added a special touch that I didn’t know I needed

[@PidgeonStickers]

Be more Chill: Yeah it’s a kinda depressing story ya know? Joe Iconis: *hop hop hop hop hop hop hop-*

[@chickensoup1025]

"The please-don't-speak-..." that hit me hard.

[@msg829]

Charlotte TheUnicorn this is 5 months late but...I don't know you. But dude, your voice matters. So speak. And speak loud. Because you deserve to be heard.

[@symxttry623]

Matthew Sung This is 2 months late but, that was some really great words of motivation.

[@msg829]

Sammy Sketches speak loud and speak proud, my friend.

[@Caoimhegmusic_]

This line also makes me cry

[@mijaq278]

Joe Iconis just jumping there a little is honestly such a mood

[@alphabetsoup8628]

Mijaqq q Joe Iconic

[@underscoreophelia]

Mijaq I read this in Cletus Jones’s voice

[@ttranquil140]

Lyrics: I already know what it's like to be the loser I should find out what it's like to not be the loser, or the geek, or the whatever I think I felt inconsequential Since middle school began I knew I had no potential To be the leading man But based on how today's going I'm finally gaining ground I even got some blood flowing With no computer screen around Which was cool But what really felt good Was doing something that I never thought that I could It's not only school that's rough Being lonely's stupid tough Now I think I've had enough Of being the loser, the geek, or whatever Michael thinks that weird is rad But feeling weird just makes me sad And I deserve to not feel bad From being the loser, the geek, or whatever Sick of being the loser, the geek, or whatever, yeah! Woah, uh huh, uh huh, uh huh Woah, uh huh, uh huh Dad taught me "Follow your instincts! Trust your inner voice! Listen to your heart!" And such My whole life I've followed my instincts Well, guess what? My instincts suck so much! So now I'm taking direction From another voice If my instincts have an objection Then that means I'm making the right choice Behaving this way feels bizarre But if things keep up the way they are Then soon enough I'll get real far From being the loser, the geek, or whatever If Brooke can look me in the eye Like I'm some normal handsome guy I owe it to myself to try Not being the loser, the geek, or whatever Sick of being the loser, the geek, or whatever, yeah! Woah, uh huh, uh huh, uh huh Woah, uh huh, uh huh Prompt me, command me, and I'll obey I have the bandwidth to do as you say Especially now since I clearly see The problem has always been me Take a breath and get prepared But still, I'm just a little scared For who gets cut and who gets spared When I'm the cool dude, the hero, or whatever If Christine likes me in the end Will I be able to pretend I didn't fail my one real friend But that's the shit I normally would think Get over it, get priorities in sync Just mute the voice inside your head And connect to another source instead I've earned the right to selfishly Be all for one and one for me I've wasted all eternity Just being the loser, the geek, or whatever I'm steady as the games begun I'm ready set, I'm player one The future's now, I'm freaking done With being the weirdo, the wuss, the underdog Being the misfit, the old-school analog Being the oddball, the weakling, freak The failure, the sucker, the please-don't-speak Oh, I can hardly wait for the moment when I'm not the loser, the geek, or whatever Oh, I'm not the loser, the geek, no, never, no I'm not the loser, the geek, or whatever Ever again

[@richardpalmer7435]

Bless

[@nefritynnefrity1221]

thank you! ^^

[@chorpeds]

So far, I’ve looked at a bunch of lyrics websites, and none of them are as close to the correct words for “prompt me, command me, and I’ll obey”. Your words sound the most like the correct so I’ll be using those. Thank you so much!

[@Abigail-eq4uu]

TTranquil Thank you for the lyrics. I know them, but I want them anyways

[@emilymccaslin7067]

TTranquil e

[@keykiyoshi7443]

In the original musical, Jeremy seems sadder and more pathetic. He’s unsure and is desperate to do something more. This Jeremy is... bitter. He feels angry and bitter at the world for his situation. He’s still Jeremy he’s just... louder. He’s more sure of himself and angry it’s odd for me. The original made his sarcasm sound tired and wistful while the sarcasm here feels like barely suppressed rage.

[@JasonMuldowney]

This right here, you've cracked the code and I totally agree!

[@trobedbylers]

Yas

[@francisissleepy5300]

I agree, but I can't decided weather its a bad thing or not :/

[@clb734]

I actually like this Jeremy more than the off Broadway one. The bitterness and anger makes more sense based on his past, at least I relate personally to the anger at himself and the world for how he is.

[@phaser-er6512]

Chase Bullock for me his singing of the high notes and low notes (croaky sound) get on my nerves and for me if it’s a musical, I look at the singing first so if it’s annoying (Tracy in Original Hairspray) I cant listen to it. I can’t stand him singing More Than Survi(aye)ve

[@jamesbailey3185]

The geEk or whatever

[@kelly-bv9zq]

he a squeaky boy

[@ririchwn]

Jesse Bailey YEAH!

[@noscheisse2455]

I loved that. XD

[@ryanfaure3120]

WE NEED THE OBCR SO WE CAN HAVE THE NEW VERSION OF THE PITIFUL CHILDREN AND ALL THE OTHER SONGS WITH THE NEW CAST BECAUSE I LOVE TIFFANY AND JASON

[@glennichim2338]

YEA SAME TIFFANY IS AN ABSOLUTELY QUEEN AND JASON TAM IS AMAZING

[@richardpalmer7435]

YEAH!

[@kjdubs5877]

I like the new cast, just not used Jason's singing off key at times, and his beep boops….oh god

[@dovefilms]

@@richardpalmer7435 I FOUND YOU HECKER

[@dovefilms]

@@kjdubs5877 agree tbh

[@StrayCatAlley]

Something that I noticed, is that in the original cast recording, Jeremy never really had an I want song. Instead they spread it out through "Two player game" which was good but more of a fun buddy song, and "More than survive" which is my favorite song, but really is just an intro song that sets up the plot line for the story. This song really brings to life the reason Jeremy ignored his friends and own conscience, and it is also similar to the own self struggle that he had in the original novel. So although It is in my opinion not the best song on the album, it is the best thing for Jeremy's character, and Will Roland really made the song his.

[@RainbowDemon]

Anybody else get Dear evan hansen ben Platt vibes at the start?

[@TheMinecraftAvatar]

I mean Will Roland did act alongside Ben in Dear Evan Hansen for years white they were creating that show

[@SaibhDaSilva]

Except it’s Jared singing🤣

[@xZexionIenzox]

give us a BMC cast album w the new cast thx

[@TheLuckyGamer100]

m0thwings there’s probably gonna be one for broadway

[@angpoginiko]

It's so good it will rhyme. BMC OBC

[@theomelinn1657]

I would probably cry tears if joy if they did ahh

[@rowansimone]

They rlly need to do that. Like Rn plz thx

[@bishop4220]

m0thwings yes please

[@BellaKwong]

joe's dancing gives me life

[@letssavethepitifulchildren6601]

5:34

[@raisin589]

joe iconis? more like..... joe iconic

[@SqweakySqwizard]

I remember hearing this from the front row back in August and man, I could tell how damn personal Will got with this song, his performance was so strong and he looked at me with this look of sheer heartfelt hopelessness during this song. Such an amazing performance, and what a wonderfully written piece. So much love

[@SydneyJadyn]

“I knew I had no potential to be the leading man” It’s okay buddy now you’re the lead in a broadway musical ❤️❤️

[@leximiller7354]

This puts more Intel Into Jeremy’s feelings when he’s taking the upgrade. It’s not just a split second decision. You see that he doubts himself and his instincts, and ignores his emotions.

[@Justice237]

Ironically, Will Roland said in an interview that in real time, the thoughts and emotions of Loser Geek Whatever are only a few seconds in Jeremy’s head - it just takes a bit longer than a few seconds to get that across to an audience.

[@squishykitten5958]

✔I want to tell my friends and neighbors about it ✔I want to see it grow up healthy ✔I will protect it

[@ArabellaTurner]

Squishy Kitten I don’t know if you mean the song, Jeremy, or Will, but I agree on all accounts!

[@aaaaaaa-vm1oi]

TREAT IT LIKE UR CHILD!

[@umbriel7051]

You *Will* protect it! -pun-

[@_the_]

Sadly it didn't grow up that healthy with so many people hating on Will Roland for no good reason.

[@echfx9201]

@@_the_ what happened?

[@evan-lo6dw]

i literally can’t fuKCING WAIT FOR THE OBC RECORDING sksksksksksks

[@melanieraush]

I saw the show Off-Broadway back in August, and as soon as Act 1 ended, I wanted to listen to this song on repeat because I loved it so much!! Will's right - Joe Iconis is so incredible at writing songs that are specific yet relatable at the same time and this song is no exception. Seeing this song performed live was so awesome and I will never forget how silent the audience was when Will sang "the problem has always been me!" I'm so glad I can finally listen to this song on repeat and I can't wait to hear Will sing it again on Broadway in February : )

[@richardpalmer7435]

Same exact thing here, i was shaking the entire time bc i loved it all so much!

[@sportydemons7630]

Hey yo take me with you plz when you go to the Broadway preformance

[@thisbookwillpossiblydosome4920]

GOING VIRAL GOT AN UPGRADEHDJDJD

[@tubmeister]

Damn gotta get an upgrade

[@richtbh]

Omfg yes. I think this song is: *GOING VIRRRRRAAAAALLLLL*

[@hiyouriinu]

WATCH THIS FUCKER GROW GROW GROW

[@camerabs4524]

VA VA. A VA VA VIRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL

[@skrrten]

_khAKIS AND THOSE_ *_F U C K I N S H O E S_*

[@birdtutorialart]

yo i miss the show so damn much. i wanna see these cool kids again

[@rorymac4267]

I wanna see it once never mind agian

[@marsissuperswag9678]

@Charlie Andomen iTs gOnE NoW

[@n_mcg]

It is insane how good Will sounds in this song. This role is so perfect for him and you can tell how much he had developed the character in himself since the start of the off-Broadway run

[@dasty3314]

“the problem has always been me” ouch that hit home

[@peach5764]

I love will (Roland)’s version of Jeremy. I love that he is actually angry about the life and situation he’s in. I love how he portrays this as a last ditch attempt to be someone, apart from himself. I just love it. (If course I’m not saying I don’t like Will Connolly’s version of Jeremy too!)

[@RainbowDemon]

Does this mean there will be a full Broadway version of the soundtrack soon? I can only listen to the Two River one so many times dying to know what Roland sounds like in it.

[@carebear1531]

I really hope so because Will is amazing in the role

[@coricooper1043]

They just announced it!!

[@beckymackenzie1857]

5 months later.. It's literally an hour away!

[@goobiestgoob]

"Well guess what? My instincts suck so much." M e

[@Spooper_Kaitlin]

This song is amazing! As someone who hasn't seen the musical and has only listened to the original cast album, this song makes musical Jeremy more like book Jeremy. I gives him more of a background to want to take the upgrade, rather than just straight up agreeing and getting rid of Michael. This song just makes me so happy!! Thank you so much for uploading this!

[@gamerwithanxbox9448]

Wtf it's 9pm here and this got me pump af I don't think songs are legally allowed to be this much of a bop

[@bishop4220]

GamerGirlwithanXbox ikRR

[@sashacole1757]

3:25 *concerns me*

[@th3stripeddoll404]

Same

[@ovo1252]

Yup

[@fairyverse]

Same, like that hurts me.

[@georgep9157]

this makes up for going viral not being the DEH deluxe album

[@jellyfishyishy]

take a shot whenever will squeaks while saying geek

[@3y3sunc1oud3d]

loser geek whatever more like loser squeak whatever

[@vanessab.2386]

WEIRD IS RAD

[@komododn3315]

5:15 I love how this sounds so dramatic like a villain song because it's when Jeremy fully disconnects with himself to become "a better version of himself", leaving everything/everyone behind

[@bethaniie_]

I totally forgot how talented Will Roland is omfg

[@Videobot9000]

*approving looks and movements from Joe Iconis overload*

[@Dead-or-Alive1985]

Hi Will Roland needs more appreciation please and thank you

[@themoviecritic1092]

It's 2023... song still slaps, underrated for sure

[@tiallard605]

idk if it's just me, but i am _shooketh_ by how different will looks without his glasses

[@madeemailwheniwasin3rdgrad596]

joe iconis? more joe ICONIC

[@blueskyes_]

Mad props to Will for holding that last note for 8 FREAKING MEASURES(ish)!!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@toriitom]

5:15 That part where the time in his voice changes to a minor key really does give the song a little extra something. It kind of shows that he’s so desperate to be this popular kid that he’ll basically do anything. Even when the last note goes back to the normal key, it still leaves me thinking about that. I don’t know if that’s just be, but... 3:55

[@highoninfinity]

I JUST CAME FROM WILL'S LIVE RIP HIS PHONE BUT IM GONNA SOB THIS IS AMAZINF

[@mtrouy8919]

Lmao what happened to his phone??

[@highoninfinity]

My Celestial Experience he said his phone had 7% then the live paused and ended so his phone prolly died skskks

[@mtrouy8919]

@@highoninfinity haha rip

[@WillRoland1]

Ya my phone totally died.

[@highoninfinity]

Will Roland i- i really cant tell if this is the real will or not-

[@Zero-pu6df]

THE AGAIN AT THE END KIND OF REMINDS ME OF I WRITE SINS,,, ALSO THIS IS SO GOOD HIS VOICE IS GREAT

[@Aromanidae]

Omfg you're right! I cant unheard it now lol

[@hewwoava]

Blue AHHH WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME

[@mckenziemurphy421]

it’s the same note !! At the beginning they both hit the same note 😂 I thought that too

[@milena8913]

YEAH OMGGGG EVERY TIME I HEAR THE SONG I START SIGNING HAVENT YOU PEOPLE EVER HEARD OF.....,

[@milena8913]

i need a will rollands cover of this song immediately

[@bat5092]

This is really random, but I really love how Will says "geek". Honestly, I love it when Will Roland does anything.

[@smolfangurl405]

“The geEK.” That little voice crack/high note is awesome

[@threesugarssevensugars]

“I’m player one” Oof... and it’s single player now

[@kylebroflovski6096]

The other player went to the bathroom🥲

[@kylebroflovski6096]

Also this is random but you know how in smartphone hour Brooke says she was crying? Michael was crying as well so imagine them just comforting each other :,)

[@azariele]

@@kylebroflovski6096 LOL

[@pansyjess5223]

This enhances the storyline so much I’m obsessed

[@spencerwoahh]

i like how joe’s just there to do a lil dance

[@MaddieCollum]

Just discovered "Goin' Viral" the other day, and now this?? Let this boy sing more solos damnit!

[@lisapfeifer3588]

i absolutely love at the end when will is being such a will and is like waving his thumbs around... like.. yes

[@reaganmitchell7641]

Will: singing his heart out Joe: silently bopping around

[@hesitant1120]

i highkey have a crush on will

[@lauramoon7915]

Will finally got his solo Joe having the fun of his life in the background This is amazing and I love it! ❤️

[@-.ventchannel.-]

Every single lyric in this song is relatable, but the most relatable one is: “If Brooke can look me in the eye like I’m some normal handsome guy I’m a trans guy, and my name is ironically Jeremy. My ex best friend was called Brooke and she didn’t support me in the slightest. This line breaks my heart every time I hear it because I know she’s never gonna see me like a ‘normal handsome guy’. This singular line is why I headcanon Jeremy as trans. That one relatable line.

[@MAGGOT-INFESTED-6666]

I get it man. I'm also trans, although this is pretty much a villain song it helps me out.

[@stephanienunez6115]

I’m watching this and the premier at the same moment😂😂😂

[@itsyaboilogan642]

Stephanie Nunez ....how..?

[@sarahmanza3523]

Stephanie Nunez IM SO MAD I MISSED IT I THOUGHT IT WAS TONIGHT NOT LAST NIGHT cr

[@mymomtookmywii5333]

Stephanie Nunez holdup I thought the premiere wasn’t until February?

[@stephanienunez6115]

@@itsyaboilogan642 So at midnight they had the premier for this song and it was live and I was watching it in my computer and then I was watching this on my phone

[@shusai1846]

this is so funny because will plays the cool main character who gets super popular and almost forgets about his best friend but in dear evan hansen he plays the side friend who almost gets left behind lmao

[@emilywingate]

i see will roland, i click

[@galactic7458]

It’s that simple

[@catsuneniku]

God, I love how expressive Will is. I really feel the lyrics thanks to how well he emotes them

[@DreamyFlowerz]

Oh my god....Will's singing is getting better and better every time I hear him!

[@sejcai]

Even though this song cut out one of my favorite parts from the original musical, it’s still great because it gives context to why Jeremy is making the decision to “upgrade” and shit. And the fact he’s self aware that’s he’s abandoning his one true friend adds to it I guess IMO. One of the other things I like more about this than the tiny segment in the original, is Jeremy’s sarcasm that’s almost complete anger that’s just suppressed?? I don’t know I ain’t good with words. Joe iconic, am I right? *laugh track plays* o r I g I n a l

[@emilyfrank2739]

thE gEEek

[@hhkraze9445]

There’s a bunch of comments saying they don’t like Wills voice but I personally think it’s unique and really fits the role. You can fight me but just listen to the 8-bit big band 2 player game HE SOUNDS AMAZING IN IT😁

[@sylviamccranie7391]

Ikr I wasn’t a fan at first (like a year ago) and I finally came back and HES SO GOOD OH MY GOD

[@Mxyzptlksac]

He’s got a good voice, clear consonants. Many fans are just upset that he got the Broadway role instead of Will Connolly

[@xozucz4497]

I love watching Joe in the back jumping up and down lmao

[@viperv6768]

I'm really just here for 4:15 to the end. I love how angry he is and how he is openly accepting corruption .

[@zephaniahsiebler3524]

Gotta say, I love the part in this version where "prompt me, command me" is so much more intense... it makes the build up so much more suspenseful and the drop right after so much more satisfying!

[@mysterysunfurled]

I swear, I love Will Roland, I love the way he portrays Jeremy!!!!

[@_the_]

Me too!

[@cosmicslacker]

This, is one of the few additions I’m okay with, with the broadway version

[@dxtooru]

joe's little dances when listening to the songs makes me adore him even more :)

[@claddagh1826]

i cannot get enough of the way will roland delivers the please don't speak line. anyway, since the producer has established they are not going to release the show on film, and they clearly have this song in its entirety when performed onstage, i really really wish they would release it. i mean, what do they have to lose at this point?!?!

[@peyton1254]

KINKY!!!! Wait.......wrong musical

[@theanimeidiot8903]

My dear... why. xAziraphale

[@rosierine1176]

Ya like musicals Crowley ?

[@mysweetlithoniaa]

5:15 I don't know why, but that key change makes me feel emotional

[@smthnbatey]

Im sad... but Will Roland is too precious I LOVE HIM

[@elizabethdavis8264]

Can I just say I love what this song does for Jeremy's character. Listening to the pre-broadway soundtrack it just felt wrong that he would immediately follow the word of a guy who verbally abuses him and makes him feel horrible about himself. This song does a lot to explain his mindset and why he makes the decision he does. I also love that it makes him an active agent in his own life: like its it's clear that he's the one making the choice and he's not being forced to do it. He's delightful complex, making a deplorable decision and yet you can completely understand why he would want to make that decision.

[@ice_stand0604]

Me: *watchs Dear Evan Hansen and falls in love with Jared* Also, me: *watchs Be More Chill (2019) and falls in love with Jeremy* Also me: *starts to stalk Will*

[@hesitant1120]

I MEAN HES SO CUTE

[@rosebennett5990]

"The loser, geek or.... whatever..." *VERY SPECIFIC*

[@hopenight8645]

XD

[@ArabellaTurner]

Jared would be so disappointed!

[@xxrocketshark216xx4]

@@ArabellaTurner Underrated comment. Lowkey want someone to write a crossover fanfic where Jared and Jeremey meet, lol

[@heidibermudez2072]

Dangit I have to memorize _this_ now?!

[@djbubblegum3641]

No. You get to memorize this now

[@heidibermudez2072]

DJ Bubblegum true

[@hongherbac]

I love the way Will Roland sing this song. He feels so angry but vulnerable, being hurt so much. And it's so cute that Joe Iconis keeps jumping around back there lol

[@spicybiscuit5530]

"If Christine likes me in the end, will I be able to pretend I didn't fail my one true friend?" Okay Jeremy that hurt

[@jacegerard8343]

When he said “the problem has always been me” I felt that shit

[@amistrange100]

"I AM PLAYER ONE" that hurts so much

[@mcuobsession]

I love how there's so much emotion in his voice! :>

[@jaimemonte2925]

i feel like michael is the only one who didn’t get a costume change because his is very iconic and everyone is used to it and they love it.

[@Ozloz]

That key change always gets me jesus I’m on the ground

[@emilyluffman]

God. This musical meant so much to me when I was 17 or so. Especially this song, I related to Jeremy so much. I’ve always felt different from my peers. A few weeks ago I was finally diagnosed with autism. I finally have an explanation for why I was always the loser, geek, or whatever. And I’m so happy with it. I don’t want to change myself anymore.

[@BrassFeline]

4:50 those sound effects are just yes! Yes! YESSSS!

[@tealgalaxy1948]

Jeremy and Michael: We make it a two player game! Jeremy: I’m player one! Breaks my heart tho, it really shows the moment when Jeremy chooses to leave Michael behind him to be popular.

[@seignee]

4:40 ITS MY FAVORITE BUILD UP AHH

[@pannacottafUWUgo]

idk but the way he sings 'geek' is so will wood core

[@looser613]

sick of being the looser the gEEk or whatever

[@blikitwig]

I absolutely love the new cast. They fit the characters so well and are so passionate about this musical and project. I and a lot of us would love a revamped soundtrack with the new cast!

[@reganspinks1996]

WILL LOOKS SO DIFFERENT WITHOUT HIS GLASSES AND I DON’T KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT

[@imsotiredofthiscrap2341]

thank you, song for reminding us that all of this happened because of jeremys low self-esteem. it reminds us that there is no real villain to this story (well, besides the squip but he's just an overpriced tictac who worked in a shoe store)

[@BrassFeline]

Overpriced tictac 😂

[@amadhatter13]

It sounds so much like an inspirational, getting better song until you listen to the words and start hearing the lies he now believes about himself....the problem has always been me...