Loving Yourself Isn't Easy

[@brookshire726]

DUUUUDE, YOUR VOICE IS ALREDY GETTING DEEPER!!! IM SO HAPPY TO BE HERE TO WITNESS THE PROGRESS!

[@nightmeres2801]

I'm totes glad you are begging those steps towards loving you, you deserve ❤ 💖 cuz you are 💜 💛 💚

[@gwen5234]

Why does it say that you made this comment 2 days ago when this video came out less than an hour ago

[@sketchyghost_yt]

How did you comment two days ago??

[@nightmeres2801]

@@gwen5234 I'm a patreon subscriber to pax so I get to watch em early.

[@sketchyghost_yt]

@@nightmeres2801 ooooooh

[@alexrichardson2605]

I accidentally clicked on this video, and just let me say, that I'm glad I did. Not only is your art good, but this video is just reassuring that we can get through whatever we are going though. So thank you, and take whatever time you need to love yourself and get back into the swing of things ❤️

[@ohursoflirty-johnnysuh5475]

Today i just had a really bad day for my body image and ik this happens for almost everyone but for me I'm also trans so it's very hard to like my body. I really needed a video like this today thanks ^^ also congratulations on starting T!! Btw for people having a bad body image day take a nap it really helps lol

[@Precious_Beann]

This made me cry. You got this. Self-love is amazing and a tough thing to learn.

[@themachine354]

yea I'm young still, I did started my first relationship when I was 14.

[@nightly-ruse2925]

I haven’t felt comfortable in my body for years and have felt worse ever since school started. I was finally happy after I asked my mom if I could cut my hair a lot shorter. She never answered but I assumed it was a yes. I excitedly waited for the appointment and when it came.... my mom guilt tripped me for the second time into just slightly cutting my hair. I wanted to burst into tears as I watched my barber cut my hair a inch. I finally asked her today why she does this. Now my mother is just ignoring me. It hurts a lot. But i want to believe that some day I’ll be happy. I hope everyone who feels this way will be happy as well. Someone loves you, just know that.

[@beaniesquad7458]

Happiness isn't something that is easy for everyone even though people it is. And not all people will want to accept who you are. It's especially hard when it's your own mother... What I find helps me is going to the mirror and yelling myself I can do this and I will get over whatever probably insignificant problem I happen to be going through. Take time to enjoy yourself and be proud of who you are not who you could or should be.

[@nathandioza7821]

😣 Just.. I feel ya Rosssyyyy... I've had a...less than positive experience with a parent in the past... It was mainly when I felt i was a Transgender woman (Currently i now identify as non-binary for clarification), and lets just saaaaaay... If it were possible for humans to have burning hellfire in their eyes... that's what they would've had in their eyes that night🥺😣

[@Deme_Diora666]

How are you doing now?

[@azula292]

Love yourself . We love you. Love yourself. I want to tell you this so many times and if you need it I’ll say this over and over again. Love yourself the same way we love you. It will be hard it will probably never be easy. No one needs to see you or anyone to know that you or anyone are beautiful . You are talented, you are beautiful and we love you There’s a reason we love you radpax It’s for who you are and you don’t ever HAVE to do a face reveal or anything god bless you. We love you and we always will.

[@siintilla]

thank you azula

[@azula292]

@@siintilla No problem glad I could help.

[@azula292]

@Fortnite Minceraft Ofc lol Np

[@tappyokamaniok210]

Thank you for this video. This may be an unpopular opinion but I don't think you need to reveal your face to show that you love yourself. Protecting your privacy is also a way to love yourself. Do whatever is going to keep you safe. Love you man

[@meepmeep1988]

This is something I can't handle veiwing (mental shit) rn but I'mma comment for the algorithm. Thanks man, love your content.

[@lemoncardboard3270]

I’m so proud of you rn and I know this probably doesn’t mean too much because I’m just a stranger but I still think it’s important to say also once again, congrats on starting T!!!!

[@sketchyghost_yt]

Thank you. You made me smile with your kind words, and I appreciate that Edit: please apply your lessons to yourself as well^^ it's okay if you're not okay, if you don't love yourself. You're a work in progress, that's okay. I wish you the best of luck on your journey!

[@sussybaka119]

We miss you Pax, we really do

[@lcheems1453]

damn you made me cry, in a good way

[@Tikyougamer]

Hey your voice is getting deeper and honestly coming from a person who was abused I’ve struggled to love myself for a long time but finally I let myself love myself and this made me cry and you’ve got this.

[@ysaysaysaysa]

Your voice already seems deeper! So happy for you man! ❤️

[@thecathooman333]

Thank you so much Pax, this video has helped me understand that it’ll take some time to love myself. I’m glad you’re getting better yourself, you deserve it❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

[@rat-1567]

My boyyyyy come baaaack

[@jjaa_joyjoyartist]

Cardi B: WAP Pax: WIP Broke: Awknowelging you can like yourself to the tune of good or don't be from NGE Woke: Declaring you can like yourself to the tune of heart and soul because not everyone is a weeb For real though, thank you. Thus video was alot more precise than I thought it would be and I'm glad you're making the effort to improve your relationship with yourself. I'm still on the journey to self improvement, and what I see alot is people throwing themselves a pity party without constructively describing their feelings (ex. "I'm shit at this, that, or the other thing" or responding to a nice comment on a heavily filtered photo "omg nooo, I'm so ugly and I hate *insert beautiful feature"). It's not constructive in the slightest, and that specific type of complaining doesn't come off as venting either. This is off topic, but I think people are trying to get attention when they're self deprecating in this way/ fishing for compliments due to insecurities. There's also people who make jokes like that as a coping mechanism, but as you said as well if you say something long enough you'll believe it, especially if you already did. I sometimes fish for compliments too, and I appreciate people like you who make a conscious effort to not be so hard on themselves and build on their strength. I've also heard that focusing on others more than yourself (not in the way where you're really worrying about yourself) can give you more perspectives and help you see yourself better and not get stuck in a rut.

[@mhafandom6236]

i see big words

[@jjaa_joyjoyartist]

@@mhafandom6236 I like your pfp

[@spork1650]

Much respect

[@oblivion3139]

The sheer joy that hit me when I heard you were able to start T.... wow. I’m incredibly happy for you dude!! And i’m so happy that you were able to start trying to love yourself. :)

[@soggyeggos5093]

Your voice sounds so good

[@gh_milen1996]

Hi👋🏼 I started following your channel after i heared my little sister watching your video when you talked about your last relationship, your words touched my heart. I'm a girl in 25 and i have depression and when you talk about growing up & your mental health i feel relate to you.. love you hope you're doing good❤️❤️

[@gapefaygosoda]

I want to give you a hug. I am an artist who strugles with this too, but I like to express my self in my art, but I can't really do that these days because people are always looking at my art. They always ask "what dose it mean" and I always say that it is hard to explain. When you said that I am a work in progress, I think that is gonna stick with me for a long time because I am still young, thanks pax.❤🧡💛💚💙💜

[@lisettegrime4327]

I'm in a really dark place right now and this is just very encouraging. I don't feel I can trust people and whenever I do I'm "put into my place". Never able to express how I truly feel without being judged to some degree and while I tell myself that this is probably how life is and what I need to get used to, I want to not be that person to other people. I do fail, horribly beacause I'm unbeliably petty but it always pains me. I feel like I will eventually develop into whom I want to be/whom I'm meant to be and your kind words are helping me through this dire time. thank you. Stay strong everyone and never forget to honor your ideals.

[@Scribbly_Scribz]

Thanks for the inspirational video it really made my day.

[@Painhub_]

Your really one of the biggest people I look up to and you help me not fall in to the pit of an eating disorder so thank you you help me through a lot. Plus I just don’t know if I could ever come out to some of my family as a part of lbgtq+ but you make knowing that easer and soften the hurt . So thank you so so Much.

[@drewcard7436]

So interesting to hear you say all this. It's good to hear this kind of monologue coming from you. Be good.

[@beaniesquad7458]

Self love is tough-I find that people lgbtq+ have a harder time with it- I struggle with it myself. I know it doesn’t mean much but you are loved by everyone surrounding you. Your patrons your subscribers. I also want to say that you are an inspiration and a role model for me and I’m sure many others. I have no experience in making people feel better or even good about themselves and I’m a stranger but I’m here to try and see if I can’t make you feel a slight bit better. You deserve it and this has definitely been a long journey for you and we’re all proud! (^‿^✿)

[@_PrinceDionysus_]

This video was honestly hard to start, since I was scared you'd be right. Happy I've finally got around to it.

[@Akhhmorn]

Love this! I am learning to re-love myself every day. :3

[@Cube_2425]

Thank you for this video, I really needed. And thanks for featuring my fan art 🥺

[@lainefarris8762]

"Huh, I wonder if Pax made a new video and if his voice gotten deeper" *watvhes video* "omg, noice :0"

[@stormfischerr]

sir, respectfully, I LOVE YOU and you are SO strong for continuing to try ❤️💕💗💓

[@staches_]

I feel like this is such an important video for a lot of people to watch I really hope the algorithm is gonna give this a boost!

[@Seagull_House]

i love your vids, but gosh is it hard to get through them without crying

[@matsuspeaks]

i'm proud of you and and thankful for hearing about your relatable experiences. you deserve to be healthy and happy, and the effort that you're putting in is so worth it. i'm going to share this vid with some of my friends that i think also need to hear these words right now~ have a wonderful rest of your week, pax!

[@creative_chaos]

I love pax's voice it's so calming

[@jennifercline7571]

The algorithm sent me to your channel today. I love your videos, and I hope you're doing okay. Take care!

[@mars_starz420]

Thank you! Also Congrats on starting T! 🏳️‍🌈 I love your channel! We all look up to you!🧡🌈

[@_arinhk_naa]

Thank you.

[@EmotionalSupportChaosDemon]

I personally don't have a 'bad' self-image, I just kind of tolerate myself. But, this is honestly a great video for anyone who does have issues with themselves. And good on you for working on it! Seems like you're on the right track, you're figuring things out! I'm proud of you, Pax! Good job, my dude! :) You're doin' great.

[@pandacat8389]

Thank you, I really needed this right now.

[@nogadanon4108]

When I clicked this video I remembered that you started T and the moment I heard your voice I let out a screech of joy! I'm so happy for you man!

[@texgum833]

I just found your channel and I love your content and i'm excited about your journey dude I hope the rest of your transition goes really well. You are amazing

[@cereal17]

I’m new to your channel, but I’m seeing many leaps in progress, but taking a break for yourself is also important. Help yourself first before your fans, I’m new, but I care about you, take all the time you need 💚

[@elysian_919]

This video hit differently. In a good way!! Everyday Im slowly open my eyes more to this world thank you for helping me realise how good my life can be if you make choices and even ones that may hurt a little bit so thank you RadPax for everything

[@midnightichigo5805]

Heard you 2 years ago- you're doing wonderful honey

[@midnightichigo5805]

Omfg they liked my comment

[@ur_local_bisexual_witch1796]

loving yourself can be very hard, but I know you can do it! I have a lot of faith in you, my friend! ✨💖✨

[@an_autistic_pot_of_stew]

I want to be the person I want to be now..I look like a female and I sound like one, and it makes me feel like I'll never be the boy who I've always been, who I want and need to be. It's hard to even appreciate anything about myself when everytime I turn around, anything I'm proud of gets shot down by someone and it feels horrible.

[@conconcrete]

Bro, I promise you it will get better ❤️ and if you need a break, take one! We will all be here waiting for you because we love ya. You are incredibly brave to post this and as someone who has had my own struggles (and still has them) I can tell you that accepting yourself and loving yourself, while isn’t easy nor something I have fully done yet, is a journey you won’t regret. If you look in the mirror, please remember for me and for all of us who love ya: “Even though the sadness of the things you have been through might still be there, so does the courage of the warrior who fought through it. And so is the warrior himself.”

[@chickenizsad]

I am glad that you are working on loving yourself. It’s really important. I wish you good luck for the future!

[@nathandioza7821]

Ayo Rad, Listen, I'm SOOO proud of you for taking your 1st steps to luvin' yourself!🥺 I know you'll love yourself someday!🥰🥰🥰

[@snazzylizardz5041]

Stop making me cry! >:(

[@celiahale455]

Pax, you are strong, and an inspiration to many. We all sleep better at night knowing that you are doing better with your own self love. I wish I could have always be there to tell you how much you are appreciated, but late is better than never. You are appreciated! You are loved! I'll support you to the end of times for you are Ohana. "Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten."

[@savmembrila7949]

Thank you

[@Vruumix]

Hey, if people are still watching this video now and are struggling to love themselves. The thing that I did was literally convince myself that I am attractive. When you look at yourself, don’t think you’re ugly, tell yourself that you’re gorgeous and look great, wear clothes that make you feel good, accept compliments and act overly confident, nearly self obsessed. Tell people around you how smart, good looking and a great person you are. You can act like you’re saying it as a joke, but this actually does work. Just like if you tell yourself how ugly you are, you will start to believe that. Do the opposite, tell yourself how great you are. :) I hope this maybe helps? It does take time, but maybe some day you’ll love yourself.

[@_sashitheedreamangel24_]

I think I needed this video thank you

[@zachwright200]

Hey happy birthday :) idk if I’m early or late but happy birthday nonetheless. Stay strong, we love you bro 🤍

[@creativewater5220]

At least you're trying and for that you're strong. I'm happy for your progress so far. 😊👏

[@andreamcelligott299]

You are an amazing and valid man, please take your time, YOU come first

[@beanmiller5927]

I'm so proud of you. I love you so much. Working on yourself is really hard and I'm so proud that your trying so hard. You are amazing and thank you for being yourself, and showing yourself to us.

[@patchesuwu453]

Thank you papa pax

[@WinterBlizzards]

Hey man, it’s nice to hear your voice! I wish you luck on your journey to self love, and I hope I can join you on the path. Best of luck, lots of love, stay safe.

[@triciaivers2572]

i like you you're nice and honest and help people and you make cool art and your just cool

[@justtanartist2257]

You doing ok? You haven't posted in a long while

[@silvaroo]

We love you Pax!!!

[@mon0ghost]

wise dad pax you gave me the courage to come out :D thank you uwu

[@solarvoice9146]

I don’t know you very well, I’ve only watched one of your videos before. As a trans man, I feel extremely uncomfortable in my body. I can get self deprecating and absolutely break down. Thanks to this video, I actually sat myself down in the mirror, and listed the things myself and others like about me! It made me feel really good! This video gave me a boost of self confidence, so, what I’m saying is thank you! Your great & never forget that ♥

[@thewandererraven]

Christ, almost 7:00am...first tho

[@RadPaxOfficial]

how are you so fast

[@thewandererraven]

@@RadPaxOfficial I coincidentally woke up to feed the cat at that hour ;B

[@thewandererraven]

@pinky Would it surprise you if I tould you that I am a time traveler?

[@kitkattuu]

ik im late but im just here to say that ur voice is really relaxing. imma just fall asleep to this rn tyty gn

[@Ashiixz]

OMG BRUV YOUR VOICE IS SO DEEP ALSO WHERE HAVE U BEEN???

[@chamomilefairies]

its the hardest thing for me

[@niccalove23]

Take your time love there is no rush, I am glad you are slowly loving yourself, I pray that your days become as wonderful as you are, be blessed sweets, may God continue to guide you through your life, love you sweets.

[@InkInkly]

mood

[@bladefeather2293]

Take care rady :3 we hope you the best

[@avthendiarie9955]

Hugs

[@screwthedragon999]

Mood

[@phasmine_]

Sending love & support your way

[@valkyrieace5768]

Hope everything's going alright.❤

[@rat-1567]

Comeeeee baaaaack 😭

[@spidermom055]

i think your voice got deeper!

[@valkyrieace5768]

Hi pax... hi everyone...

[@kaleenalettich5899]

Feel better lot's of love your great 😃👍

[@Junipaws]

I want to thank you for being here, you helped me realize I was trans and for that I'm forever grateful. You're a wonderful person and I'm so proud of you

[@OldBrensBarns]

hi, my little brother is suffering right now, he was born as a girl, he's not eating now and hes in hospital. we love him unconditionally. hes 13, his name is Torin, if anyone has any positive message to help him through right now, please comment or reply, it will make a difference, thank you :)

[@seraphim108]

I hope he's feeling better now! Torin is such a handsome name.

[@LittleBeeHayden]

Torin you are a amazing boy I hope your feeling better

[@BreativityBideos]

I loved myself until puberty started now I'm ugly and in lots of pain

[@raincasthills5013]

hey hey you're not ugly, you're just not your type :) i hope the pain subsides soon.

[@BreativityBideos]

@@raincasthills5013 (sorry for VERY late responce but this video showed up in my recommended again today and I just need to say this) 1 I'm unhappy with my body because I'm a human. I want to be a cat. I have intence species dysphoria and the only reason I didn't have it asmuch when I was younger is bc I was short & didn't have breasts & I didn't think about my body 2 it's chronic knee pain sometimes it's not as bad but it's always there

[@eggwaffle4619]

hey dude you good lately?

[@maginpanic]

Wish u the best! have a good day! :)

[@FacelessCrowd]

you good?

[@patchwork_asylum]

I dont hate how i look i hate my personality

[@apropercat4922]

Uh, Goddess I am so in need of an actual therapist. But the state keeps giving me ABA, a controversial therapy with a large number of supporters, despite that it is basically from the same people who brought us Ex-Gay Therapy. I can't believe I can't just be allowed to autistic? Thank Goddess you have been allowed to finally been able to actually live your life.

[@chickenizsad]

Wow I am early! Nice.

[@leefox00]

omg im early yayyy

[@linapop4169]

Hello can you draw me please btw my mom has covid and I hope you stay safe

[@BeastyBitties]

I rarely ever comment on videos (bc I'm horrible at writing) but I want to send some serotonin >w

[@theleftydragon28]

Just wanted to hop on here and say that I genuinely hope everything is going okay. I mean, it's been a hot minute since this upload and I know you've been dealing with some stuff, so feel free to take off as much time as you need. You've got this, Pax, and we're all here for you :)