I Almost Died [Storytime]

[@KelseyAnimated]

so glad ur better than before ;-; and DONT FEEL SORRY FOR NOT POSTING!!1! DUDE!! ARE YOU KIDDING??! go back to bed and get ur rest bby >:( ily gn

[@mxspky1902]

Legends supporting legends 😔👊

[@idiot5183]

🌹 👖 boot 👢👢

[@sweetspooky7483]

Kelsey Animated im glad that you are so caring considering you had a stroke that makes me happy i wish i could motivat people like you! :D i also love you videos

[@sillybunny985]

Hi Kelsey! I've been a fan for years. I hope your doing good, I hope your happy, and okay. Love your vids.

[@alecsoul765]

I'm gonna say this rn if anyone dislikes this video then there is something truly wrong with society

[@valice_vecs7616]

Paige karma Riley there’s 2 dislikes To hell with society

[@CEOofTired]

Some people don't want to hear their favorite artists being in pain tho......

[@SmolFoxTrue]

Rhyan Rainbow then they don't need to listen.

[@UNTIORNAL]

They could've just disliked because the video was a bad topic

[@lambybunny7173]

Happy_Jam well then they should’ve just not clicked the video.

[@WhimsicalBunn]

I had a blockage in my intestines last year it was scary especially cuz no one could figure out what was wrong until it was critical

[@RadPaxOfficial]

its not easy to figure out. I got really lucky the hospital figured it out pretty quickly and were fast to get me in

[@WhimsicalBunn]

@@RadPaxOfficial I'll say, took me two months or so. The worst part was how they did mine was a tube down my nose

[@Derpylover28]

@@WhimsicalBunn Same here, the hardest was not pulling it out of my nose after I woke up from the procedure. I'm sorry you also had to go through that, I know how uncomfortable it is.

[@awkwardorangedrawz5914]

I'm glad you're feeling better! It's okay if you need to take a break - you don't need to strain yourself! Bye! ❤️❤️❤️

[@RadPaxOfficial]

i've been trying to pace myself :> since I got my switch its been nice to lay in bed when I feel sick and play animal crossing or pokemon. been doing pretty so-so lately but thats an improvement from a few months ago :>

[@awkwardorangedrawz5914]

@@RadPaxOfficial that's nice to hear! ❤️

[@SketchPaige]

I have a phobia of needles. Will I die watching this video? Yes. Do I need to know what happened to you? Yes. So do I care about my phobia? Hell no. Hope you’re okay Pax! Edit: OMG WHAT?! How did I get to be a featured fan art?! Tysm pax!

[@RadPaxOfficial]

cause your art is beautifulllll

[@SketchPaige]

@@RadPaxOfficial thank u so muchhhhhh ❤️❤️❤️

[@HadesTheBeloved]

Why do the comments say "1 day ago" and "2 days ago" when the video says "16 seconds ago"? XD KZbin is on something

[@inactivioli]

I think Patreon get videos days in advance? idk

[@RadPaxOfficial]

patreon gets videos first

[@HadesTheBeloved]

Oh welp I feel kinda dumb now

[@alexlikesdrawing6264]

@@HadesTheBeloved that's fine my dude, KZbin often gets like that so it's not your fault for thinking it did it again :3 (I call everybody 'my dude' if ur a girl pls don't kill me)

[@yubikyu]

@@alexlikesdrawing6264 LMAO same tho I've had girls get annoyed for calling them dude but like I'm also a girl I'm a femme vintage lesbian in fact, a girly girl of girls hmmm...

[@elijamjar._.717]

We love you Don’t forget that, we all love and care about you and we’ll support you no matter what x

[@thewandererraven]

I'm glad you're doing better, and thanks for sharing this, oddly enough I needed this video right now, I was feeling down, hearing your voice makes me feel better tbh. Anyways, first comment lol

[@idonttireeasily]

It’s really scary to know that you could have died, but I hope you know how strong and brave you are. I know you only did what you had to do, but what you had to do took a lot of courage. It’s hard to admit that you need medical attention if you’re not completely sure that something is very wrong with you. I am so glad that you got medical care. We’re all so happy that you’re okay.

[@Badlandswolf]

Oof, I have the same type of hernia, they discovered it while removing my gallbladder and fixing up a different hernia when I was like 18-19? Apparently it was up there high enough that they couldn’t get to it. Fun stuff. I get pretty bad acid reflux sometimes and I wonder if the hernia contributes to that.

[@gh02tdu2t]

yep, it basically comes with having a hiatal hernia

[@novemberraiinn]

Damn, im so sorry! I hope you feel better now

[@novemberraiinn]

HI RAD I- DUDE

[@novemberraiinn]

Ok, first of, Rad, you are a massive inspiration to me! I haven’t been watching you for that long, but everyday, I make some time to watch your stuff. Second, AAA I’m so happy WHAT. I hope you are doing better. Don’t forget, you are so amazing, kind and handsome. Ily (in an idolising way)

[@anisaagarza2075]

So glad you're ok. You spooked me for a minute there.

[@teo6384]

Glad you are better! 1am but i had to watch it. Ily and I really enjoy your work!

[@RadPaxOfficial]

You're the best!

[@teo6384]

@@RadPaxOfficial omg.

[@ScalyFox]

Well, good to hear your feeling better! I was having one of those times were my brain refuses to let me draw cause, I needed some inspiration. But after I saw you draw wonderfully, my brain rebooted and fixed everything. So thx! Also found this, when I was snooping in your playlist.

[@iamthebork8680]

I keep having problems with stomach pains (maybe intestinal pain if that's a thing?) And heart burn but I'm terrified of going to the doctors because I read that they put an entire camera attached to some kind of wire down your throat. That is honestly single handedly the most biggest fear I have

[@rosssrandomstuff9073]

It’s scary to experience being close to death. I feel the blood sugar part cause that mixed with my severe anxiety have caused me to black out twice which is terrifying. Well then I hope you feel better and are okay

[@minimarshmallow4697]

I have POTS too! I was so surprised to hear that you have it

[@RadPaxOfficial]

eyyy~!!!

[@nederlandsefrhd]

Hey, same

[@ecowo57]

I'm glad you followed your gut feeling. The positive side of this is that you've probably learned how to deal better with this situation. I hope you are feeling better, take care king

[@jackofspades7852]

I’m glad you’re doing ok! I love seeing your drawings and hearing your stories!

[@lyrablack8621]

Thank you so much for telling your story!! I'm a nursing major and I really appreciate you providing definitions etc. of what you're talking about :)

[@jesus4033]

LOVE the art, that sound scary! Stay safe and I’m very glad ur here

[@RadPaxOfficial]

Thank you! You too!

[@bauble2618]

I haven't watched the whole video yet but I sympathize with you 💛 ive had crohns disease since I was 7 years old and ive had plenty of shitty (no pun intended) experiences with gastroenterologists, bad stomach pains, hospital visits, etc. I know how painful and taxing, physically and mentally, stuff like this can be, and I hope you're feeling better now

[@its3amsleep]

You’re an amazing person, I hope you realize that! Your videos have really been helping me through a tough time with top dysphoria. Anyway that’s all, ily 🤟

[@tamtmf]

I'm glad you're feeling better, I'm so sorry you went through that.

[@sansydoodle1805]

wow, just listening to this makes me feel tense. it's very nerve-wracking hearing about this kind of stuff even if it's not happening to me personally.

[@sansydoodle1805]

lovely artwork btw. very nice.

[@mitarsu3927]

I remember all those tweets and IG stories from back then, i was really worried about you, i'm honestly so happy you're still alive, we're not close or whatever but you're important to me

[@covidsisters314]

I’m so sorry this happened to you. I had an allergy attack recently and I thought that was bad

[@cecilvessel]

Ohh no man don’t apologize for not posting! It’s perfectly ok! I’m so sorry you have to go through all that crap. Stay safe! 💖💖💖

[@lmoncorps_]

This video actually hit me more then I thought it would. My closest friend can't keep food down so she gets medication for it and it sucks :( I hope you're doing alright

[@alexvoid4022]

I was in the hospital twice in less than 2 months no matter the time it’s never fun. rest if you need to, your mental and physical health are always above everything else. 💕❤️

[@zoeyaldred20]

I'm happy your safe, you have my support 😁

[@RadPaxOfficial]

Thank you! 😊

[@soggyeggos5093]

I hope your feeling better

[@theRCenby]

so glad you're alive and well!! well, we'll enough I suppose. definitely keeping going to urgent care if you have to ♡ we need you

[@lemonbee9495]

Im so sorry you have to go through everything from what i have seen from your videos your life has been rough but you keep on living and drinking tea you amazing human. You are strong for living through all this and you deserve better. Have the best day possible, and may your flower always bloom😌

[@wintershock]

I had something similar happen to me where I had a really, really bad stomach ache for like 2 months. I tried to ignore it but after I realized I would only eat every couple of days and started to throw up, my dad rushed me to the hospital right before he had to leave work. Once I got into the hospital they gave me a room and one of the nurses gave me a heated blanket and a glass of water. Turns out my intestines were blocked so they just gave me these weird pills and told me to only eat food that was rich in fibres for the next week. I’m better now, this happened over a year ago but it was not fun.

[@aslan.c0m]

That sucks in what happened my guys. I hope you get better *HOWEVER* When you said “I don’t know about other countries but if you aren’t dying then they don’t let you in immediately” I laughed because in the uk they don’t let you in at all for about 7 hours -^-

[@BernicePanders]

I can relate! I have many of the same health probs, and am working on getting my own story vlogs out there, just zero motivation, physical & mental lately... In America, as I've experienced dozens of times, the ER takes people usually by order of coming in, unless they're really critical or bleeding or have a broken limb. I've only had to wait under 2hrs maybe 4 times, the vast majority of times it's 3-8hrs wait. Several times, even when I was screaming, vomiting & passing out from pain, they shut me in a room alone for hours, then having not been looked at by a Dr or given any treatment, I was sent home & told to stop wasting their time. Once when that happened, I was so done being treated like a disposable, burdensome medical lab rat, I actually wrote out a suicide letter, and a separate one for the bitch that did that to me at the ER, then I took my whole bottle of Norco (Vicodin double strength) & went to bed. Needless to say, it didn't work... 🙄🤦 I also have a hiatal hernia, which is SO FUN when I have severe 24/7 debilitating nausea, because I'm not able to puke, no matter how badly I need to, because it gets stuck up in the hernia, not going up my esophagus! 🤢 Then, it starts burning a hole thru the hernia & feels like I'm being skewered with a huge tree branch! 😣😱 Also, you're lucky to fit in a child gown, it's vastly more embarrassing to need a 3XL size at age 15 (when I started having my 1st of 8 back surgeries & at my heaviest from being bedridden for a year)!

[@viktorstrobovski8288]

Thank god you're alive. Take your time to recover if you need it. Stay healthy, stay safe. We love you, don't forget that :)

[@mika-wz4fu]

Stomach problems are always the worst, you can never really tell if it's something serious or not. I didn't go to the hospital when I should have because I was embarrassed and I figured I would just be told it's nothing. Turns out I had IBS, and I now have a stoma bag. Sending love and light, I hope you feel better soon 💕

[@RadPaxOfficial]

goddddd its the worst. like.. am I dying? or.. is it just a REALLY bad stomach bug? sometimes you gotta just go and if they say its nothing, at least you know now. vs nearly dying

[@ayasofiarassy640]

Jaiden and Radpax both upload ?! GOD IS REAL

[@CactusDee1286]

Oh wow, I literally refound your channel just this morning and came back after work to this, what a coincidence!! I'm glad to hear you're alive and well, as someone who also has dangerous medical conditions, I know the feeling- I hope things keep looking up for you!

[@zanoxys]

im glad youre okay!!

[@azula292]

Honestly when something like this happens you have to take a rest and a breather. You can't stress yourself or anything, we all understand the pain your going through and we hope you feel better soon. Take a rest for as long as you want because this is serious and it's a time where you need to take care of yourself. We love you! We're here for you! :D

[@jarlock2969]

I hope your not feeling too bad, chronic pain sucks and can be hard to treat. I hope you get better soon and I'm glad you didn't die.

[@sunpaya5468]

I wish you all the goods in the world, hope you get better! 💘

[@cloudedthoughts4604]

I am so happy you're better, don't feel bad about posting less, I think it's clear that your health is much, much more important than you posting videos. good luck with the whole healing process! I love you!

[@otterpuplover]

Can I just say I hope you start feeling better, but hearing this was so like....I've been having tummy troubles too and its been really embarrassing. So hearing you just be forward about it makes me feel comforted in a way. Not to make it about me. Super duper good luck with this!!

[@souleaterevans4589]

Wow, that's a lot. Another dozen boxes to tick off on medical forms, huh? I hope you get better and that whatever needs to be done to fix some of this goes over well. Chronic illness can be very difficult. No pressure on the uploads or updates, you're doing an amazing job!

[@abigailmaturana741]

i appreciate the definitions you have popped up- they helped a lot, i hope you get the results back soon; i had to do an upper endocsopy before

[@rat3905]

i should start listening to trigger warnings cuz im a hypochondriac, but i hope you recover fully soon!!

[@Mayday045]

Ive never had a nurse that was that nice! We are so happy that you're feelin better now!

[@Redboots]

hey pax I really hope you're feeling much better!! 💙💙

[@BlueMiaou]

Watching this at the hospital for myasthenia. Life is awesome I could've had respiratory issues if i waited any longer and needed to go to the ER and get misdiagnosed with the COVID-19 and gotten medication (hydroxy-chloroquine) that fucks myasthenia up even more Hope you get better soon

[@o0FlipnoteSparkle0o]

I HAD SOMETHING SIMILAR BUT IT WASNT AS SEVERE AND ONLY LASTED 2 DAYS IM GLAD UR ALIVE THO

[@ReroutedBeanDip]

Your outlook on pain, is very relatable. I feel like that about my migraines. P.s. I love the creatures you draw.

[@toost4382]

glad that you’re doing better, and hope that everything turns out okay. Also, your art is such an inspiration to me and i aspire to be able to draw as well as you haha

[@LilGobin]

i hope you get better! that is terrifying... best of luck!

[@GreviousIndustry]

stay safe Pax sorry all that happened to you I'm glad your okay

[@Boggythefroggy]

I can definitely relate with stomach probs, not too that degree though jeez I hope you’re doing okay still

[@call_me_yoshi931]

I hope that you feel better soon ! You deserve to be happy and healthy, stay strong my dude !! 💛💛

[@Herowebcomics]

I am glad that you are doing better! You may want to see if you are allergic to anything you are eating or any meds you are taking. You would be surprised how often it is something like that!

[@wafflekinggacha]

This video was upload while I was almost dieing... earlier today I was stuck in a bad situation

[@GreyMushrooms]

I'm glad to hear you are doing a bit better sweetheart. Hope you get even more better with both your physical health and mental health, sending lots of love. :)

[@kodakid2811]

Hey, I'm glad your ok pax! Take as much time as you need to recover🥺❤️💕

[@Ruckal]

Our poor baby boy…

[@camerons5144]

FEEL BETTER. I demand it uwu

[@heyitsmia0445]

I’m so so so glad you went to the hospital in time!!!I hope everything gets back to normal for you

[@coldcovoi5408]

Take time hun 💜 glad you’re doing better

[@niccalove23]

So glad you're ok now I was actually worried about you cause I didn't see you anywhere on social media, but I am really glad that you didn't wait

[@Myst_Eerie_Isle]

Im so sorry you're going through all this. There is a lot going on in my life that i am trying to learn to accept. Im glad you're feeling better. I hope you continue to get healthier, if you need someone to talk to, i have really big ears and a patient heart.

[@TheMan087]

Im so glad youre getting better

[@something_strange3086]

Omg pax ....;~; ....I want to give you all the hugs...but not to hard... gentle hugs ;-; .... In the last month or so I had a hospital scare...I didn't stay in the hospital..cause I was lucky...but I was so scared I was gonna have surgery...and I was in alot of pain ...I don't wanna say what happened cause it's kinda embarrassing and my own dumb fault ....but I have no idea how that kind of illness is like .....the only chronic sort of illness I have is mental and nerological.. But God that had to be so scary... You're strong dude..

[@wolfpawdrawsstudio4253]

Oh I hope your ok ❤️❤️❤️

[@yokocuddles4752]

I hope you continue to feel better! ❤️❤️

[@TheobaldLeonhart]

I, hopefully don't have... "Disease that shall not be named", but am stuck in quarantine. 'Cause my "landlord" (I live in assisted living) hasn't been feeling well, and might've been in contact with someone who has it And, it sucks

[@Poker2735]

I hope your doing okay. Hope you feel goodly. Hope you get through these dark times, and stay well, BOI!

[@Elkabyn]

Im sorry but the music made me not realize how serious this was at first,,,, but then I just sat there and was like. oh my god. one of my favourite youtubers could have died.... I'm so glad you're ok

[@melamoris6728]

Oh my gosh. I can't believe I found someone else who has POTS.

[@nederlandsefrhd]

Hey same. I once found a video and comment thread on tik tok where every comment was people talking about them standing up and fainting and coming to a while later on the floor, and it was the first time I actually found other people who knew exactly what I was going through

[@dotdedo]

About the priority thing, a little story my family can laugh about now. My brother cut his neck pretty bad due to a snowmobiling accident. We rushed him to er and they rushed him in right away. They soon found out he was dead lucky to have not cut below the skin level and didnt hit an artery so when they realized he wasn't dying they just left him in the room for like an hour.

[@RadPaxOfficial]

yeah that sounds about right. American hospitals are ridiculous

[@shy_is_strange]

I like to listen to your videos while I draw it makes me more focused

[@froggang_allert9370]

I hope you get well soon ❤️

[@tsukki9345]

I've been having stomach pains for months and I now have a fever so this is definitely making me want to get it checked out lmao

[@picturesstoburn]

T...this..now this is scary and makes me so incredibly nervous im like in a cold sweat rn c...cause I have stomach issues and this just scares me so god damn much

[@pureinsomnia4114]

I hope you get better soon. It's nice hearing from you😊. Hope you have a good day

[@avalaverty4866]

You're art is awesome and hope you feel better

[@tsumixi]

Back in late January- I was having random stomach pain and I thought I was having, yk, cramps but it was different. I couldn’t drink water or soda or anything when I did it hurt me really bad. My doctors said it might of been a urine infection but after a while my parents were like “this isn’t right” cause the medicine was NOT working. We went to sooooo many hospitals and they couldn’t find anything. I felt so sick I was throwing up, sleeping way to much and could barely stand.Then one day it just disappeared it was gone. My parents and me were like “what why I-“ but I was so scared it hurt so bad

[@insomniac_enby6679]

I'm really glad you're okay! ❤❤

[@red_haired.caquita]

I’m glad that you’re ok, my guy! You have helped me so much with my mental health and ilysm 💕🥺. Take care :)

[@ALLTHEDRUGSFORCREATIVITY]

Is it just me but now my stomach hurts? ;-; (Also hope you’re feeling better!!

[@hircenedaelen]

8:00, aww small boi

[@rocksrock7173]

We’re all behind you. Don’t feel obligated to make videos. Focus on your health. ❤️❤️❤️

[@16253SSosusj]

glad that you got help :> 💕

[@quasi8180]

Damn that really sucks

[@arthur.k3763]

I'm so glad you are here for us you are such an amazing person you inspired me SO MUCH more than you can imagine so thank you for being here for us I really appreciate it and I luv u~❤💕🐰

[@Angeldelinfierno8000]

Well, here in Chile the Medical system is... Is a garbage. Receptionists and nurses sometimes act like robots or like they are dead inside. Many employees are completely apathetic and indifferent to people's health problems. Also, making an appointment is complicated, because you request a medical appointment in January, and your appointment is scheduled for November. They make you wait many hours to attend to you. Once a woman died of a heart attack waiting to be attended by the receptionist to request a medical appointment. Argues between angry people and the indifferent employees are the daily bread And one of the things that bothers me the most ... Chile is the only country in the world that charges you the Covid-19 test. Why? Because here, health is a shameless business

[@noisypicturebox]

Get well soon!

[@mutedm0ss557]

THE SAME THING HAPPENED TO ME WHEN I WAS LIKE 10 AND 11! it happened 2 times. I couldn't keep food or water down and I was getting really thin to the point where none of my clothing fit me anymore. I didn't go to the hospital until a month later when there were visible rings under my eyes and I looked like a skeleton. at about that point my mom decided to take me to the hospital. so I have a TERRIBLE fear of needles so I was freaking out when they said that I needed an iv. my arms are in so much pain just thinking about it. I stayed overnight and I was allowed to leave when I could eat. ALL I WANTED WAS APPLE JUICE FROM THE START. I wanted to chug the apple juice sitting in front of me but I had to take baby sips to make sure that I wouldn't through it back up. I ended up being fine and was allowed to leave but I was still really thin. I think that the cause of it all was eating uncooked hard pasta but I still do that so it probably wasn't the case.

[@invaderbex6040]

Take a break until you feel better ok? I really want you to feel better. :c

[@Tetodash]

I was thinking “Yeah this sounds relatable. I wonder what illness Pax has.” Then he said he had POTS and I was like “Holy shit me too boi!”

[@gh02tdu2t]

i have pots too!

[@Tetodash]

@@gh02tdu2t You probably feel my pain then. It really sucks sometimes.

[@avthendiarie9955]

Hugs I am so sorry bugs I hope you doing great your a great person I hope you doing great your amazing person hugs