“I Hate That I Am Poisoned For Anyone Who Dares To Care About Me”
@goldeneclipse18845 жыл бұрын
I died when he said he hated himself 😪
@wickeddrew92783 жыл бұрын
i legit cried when i watched that part of the esp, because i relate so much..
@sophiarose58794 жыл бұрын
i cried so hard when he said he hated himself :(
@hamizanjan74014 жыл бұрын
What Lucifer said is the thing I'm feeling now... Yes I'm drowning in my own sea of thoughts.. I keep questioning why the f**k I'm still here, why I'm still alive, don't keep telling me that i have a purpose, I'm not dreaming right now.. a purpose is someone have a dream.. I don't have that, I've been fighting, struggling with myself to find "why" should i live.. I'm tired now, i just want this numb to go away, i want the old me back... Right now.. the feeling i have right now is just pure black hatred towards myself...
@latiel22074 жыл бұрын
Same.
@kirin36743 жыл бұрын
I should have been dead. My mom didn't let me and I went through 2 surgeries against my wishes. 21 now and I wish that I would have never done 'em. My life had meaning before and after the surgeries I lost all my friends, my goals (not able to do sports and play football anymore), been laughted at for this, even my crush back in school made fun of me and started bullying me. Life is misery and it sucks even more that I am genetically programmed to not end it.
@latiel22073 жыл бұрын
@@kirin3674 why did they bully you? I mean I can't see the reason behind it, bullying someone who had surgeries and almost lost a life.
@kirin36743 жыл бұрын
@@latiel2207 just mean kids. I couldn't defend myself and I also came from a small village for school
@Mel-dv5hk4 жыл бұрын
Lyrics that have always touched me: I'm drowning doctor, and I can't stop asking myself... WHY DO I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH
@meanberryy3 жыл бұрын
Everyone talking about the why do I hate my self line. But the line that hit me was. "there is something rotten in me and I can't drown out the voices in my head saying I AM EVIL!" And "I hate that I'm poisen for every one that cares for me".
@chronic_hatred2k22 Жыл бұрын
The build-up is oftentimes, what makes the punchline even better, so thanks for mentioning it
@TheDaltonCashShow3 жыл бұрын
When all you do is punish evil, it's hard to see good, even in yourself.
@tylerhalloran91584 жыл бұрын
this is legit me rn
@professoriron74754 жыл бұрын
what the fuck is with the people saying it's about me?
@colorado83823 жыл бұрын
@@professoriron7475 wtf dose it matter people have their own demons they’re fighting it’s ignorant hateful disrespectful people like you that make the world shit 🤷♂️. Do the rest of society a favor and Shut tf with your dumb bull shit and then the Channel we’re watching the sun he likes it, he’s just as guilty you both are clearly arrogant disrespectful piece of shit‘s how about you let people be it’s that simple people mind their own business how about you mind your fucking on 💯
@professoriron74753 жыл бұрын
@@colorado8382 you assuming that I make the world shit by only reading my comment is just an assumption you've made about me and it makes you sound like a naive person.
@aidentrant49392 жыл бұрын
You and me both
@proud2bpagan3 жыл бұрын
4:45 "When Angels fall, they also Rise"~Season 5B foreshadowed.
@Mr.StarsAndStripes17764 жыл бұрын
This destroyed me inside...
@showaker47554 жыл бұрын
think about the side of the story no one ever tells. the devil didn't "tempt" adam and eve. He gave them a choice. When God said: go here but not there. Do this but not that. Satan said: Go wherever you want. Do whatever you want. If religion is real, Satan gave us free will. This is one of many reasons I can't be religious. Most religious groups praise the one who oppressed them while shunning the one who gave them a choice.
@edithstark-ev5dy4 жыл бұрын
You know what? I couldn't have said it yourself. You're completely right.
@professoriron74754 жыл бұрын
do you really belive that?
@showaker47554 жыл бұрын
@@professoriron7475 believe what? the words that are written in a fictitious story? because that's just paraphrasing but it's the abridged version the story.
@professoriron74754 жыл бұрын
@@showaker4755 What the fuck is that supposed to mean?
@showaker47554 жыл бұрын
@@professoriron7475 Is simple English to hard to comprehend?
@123doctormanish4 жыл бұрын
I am devil , but I am not evil😥
@sadboidrip.mp32394 жыл бұрын
stupid but this is the single character i relate to the most
@ticktockkarens35924 жыл бұрын
Same
@meanberryy4 жыл бұрын
Well lucifer is literally the posterchild for borderline personality disorder. So if you relate to him you might want to se a therapist. Not saying it to be demeaning in any way but because there is help to get if you demand it. I know because I have
@B3lph3g0r4 жыл бұрын
That's not stupid I feel the same
@lena-sophieschmitz46333 жыл бұрын
Yeah, Lucifer and Maze are the characters I refer the most too
@buzzardinc.40745 жыл бұрын
Really good edit!
@edithstark-ev5dy5 жыл бұрын
Thank you ♥
@Andrej024 жыл бұрын
This made me cry..
@legalegu75094 жыл бұрын
Lose yourself Lose yourself, Lose yourself in this love. When you lose yourself in this love, you will find everything. Lose yourself, Lose yourself. Do not fear this loss, For you will rise from the earth and embrace the endless heavens. Lose yourself, Lose yourself. Escape from this earthly form, For this body is a chain and you are its prisoner. Smash through the prison wall and walk outside with the kings and princes. Lose yourself, Lose yourself at the foot of the glorious King. When you lose yourself before the King you will become the King. Lose yourself, Lose yourself. Escape from the black cloud that surrounds you. Then you will see your own light as radiant as the full moon. Now enter that silence. This is the surest way to lose yourself. . . . What is your life about, anyway?- Nothing but a struggle to be someone, Nothing but a running from your own silence.
@valerieboiteux27514 жыл бұрын
This is really good! Good job!
@Rostislavich04 жыл бұрын
That is incredible!
@morningstarofdarkness4 жыл бұрын
This is awesome🖤
@edithstark-ev5dy4 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@anthonymoreno47023 жыл бұрын
That is me because i dont trust no on and no matter how good i try to be i still hate myslef. And i know i could never have anyone truly love me.
@adamheald99634 жыл бұрын
Really good edit but it destroyed me
@irybel91824 жыл бұрын
1:27 episode
@edithstark-ev5dy3 жыл бұрын
4x06
@cillianranngarsson27623 жыл бұрын
Lucifer is a god
@josephraj97632 жыл бұрын
No no. He is not. Like every man satan is also trying to justify his deeds. That is it
@Aku6Soku1Zan Жыл бұрын
in Judaism?
@roscisawtv23035 жыл бұрын
Wonderful! In part, it is about me.
@jaderush41414 жыл бұрын
#relatable
@dodokkkkkkk4 жыл бұрын
😔🤧🤝🤝
@amber35744 жыл бұрын
Shit, am I the devil?
@deveilincartinate12793 жыл бұрын
🤣🤣🤣
@shahxad65334 жыл бұрын
He never said that before
@adandarrough10903 жыл бұрын
My parents told me I was useless today going to kill myself because I just needed to hear it from someone else I guess
@faizaaaa44014 жыл бұрын
I hate every inch of me. I Hate It. I Hate my personality. I Hate how I look. I hate it. It makes me so mad i want to scream.