LULLABY | Nightcore

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Sonadow Fazbear

Sonadow Fazbear

Күн бұрын

Original by Nickelback
--Just A Few Words--
If you are suffering from anything, please seek help. If you can't, tell me about it down in the comments section, or send me a message. I will reply to anybody who's going through anything, no matter how old this video becomes. If you need ongoing support, I am happy to be here as a friend. I won't ask any questions about your situation. I'm only here to listen. If you are not comfortable to tell me these things, there is no need. Or ask anybody in the comments section. This community is here for you and we all know what you're going through.
Your life is precious. You are loved.
--HELPLINES--
Samaritans (England): 116 123
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Please research helplines in your own country.
--LYRICS--
Well, I know the feeling
Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge
And there ain't no healing
From cutting yourself with the jagged edge
I'm telling you that, it's never that bad
Take it from someone who's been where you're at
Laid out on the floor
And you're not sure you can take this anymore
So just give it one more try to a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I'm reaching out
To let you know that you're not alone
And if you can't tell, I'm scared as hell
'Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Oh, honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
Please let me take you
Out of the darkness and into the light
'Cause I have faith in you
That you're gonna make it through another night
Stop thinking about the easy way out
There's no need to go and blow the candle out
Because you're not done
You're far too young
And the best is yet to come
So just give it one more try to a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I'm reaching out
To let you know that you're not alone
And if you can't tell, I'm scared as hell
'Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Oh, honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
Well, everybody's hit the bottom
Everybody's been forgotten
When everybody's tired of being alone
Yeah, everybody's been abandoned
And left a little empty handed
So if you're out there barely hanging on...
Just give it one more try to a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I'm reaching out
To let you know that you're not alone
And if you can't tell, I'm scared as hell
'Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Oh, honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
Oh, honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
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Пікірлер: 228
@gabrielamanea3349
@gabrielamanea3349 7 жыл бұрын
Hey, anyone who needs someone to talk about these things can message me as well My Kik username is KyoChanSenpai and I'll be glad to listen, so you can message me anytime
@Edmalma2
@Edmalma2 7 жыл бұрын
KyoChanSenpai I need help
@Edmalma2
@Edmalma2 7 жыл бұрын
KyoChanSenpai please
@gabrielamanea3349
@gabrielamanea3349 7 жыл бұрын
Danielle Bowser hey Danielle
@Edmalma2
@Edmalma2 7 жыл бұрын
thank u for noticing me it makes me feel better
@demonicbreakfast8510
@demonicbreakfast8510 7 жыл бұрын
you are such a kind and wonderful person. I hope everything in life goes perfect for you. 💛
@bethmarshall4661
@bethmarshall4661 6 жыл бұрын
"Suicide does not end the chances of life getting worse, suicide eliminates the possibility of it ever getting better." -Jacksepticeye, 2017
@elyforester9179
@elyforester9179 7 жыл бұрын
Sorry this is a late comment but this video made me realize that I'm not always alone. This year has been full of heartache and misery and I'm glad others are here to support us when we fall or just have a bad day. This song helped me realize that there are people put there. Thank you. I still can't get out of the dark, but at least I know I'm not alone.
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
Luna Elanora you're right, you're never alone. You can't get out of there now, no, but I promise you, and please, PLEASE believe me no matter how many times you've heard it, that you can and will get out. It will get better - maybe not soon, but eventually. And when you do get out, it will be worth it. I'm glad I helped you, it's the first step 😊
@toriel1169
@toriel1169 6 жыл бұрын
Luna Elanora tell me about it buddy
@the_holy_sausage5103
@the_holy_sausage5103 7 жыл бұрын
I am litteratly have this song full volume at 2:00 in the morning because i want to believe that someone cares, but it is so hard, the shit i have been through is just so damn hard, this song is helping but very slowly. Thank you so much 💜💙💜💙
@toriel1169
@toriel1169 6 жыл бұрын
xXJen plays videoganesXx even if you might not know us we are all supporting everyone and we help we care
@dagondreamer5763
@dagondreamer5763 5 жыл бұрын
is it bad that I only care for those with the same problems
@universe98F
@universe98F 7 жыл бұрын
Sounds so good! I also like the Markiplier fan art in the corner
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
It is gorgeous, isn't it?
@universe98F
@universe98F 7 жыл бұрын
Sonadow Fazbear It really is!
@jessieb1741
@jessieb1741 7 жыл бұрын
Universe98- I love it!! :D
@barrymcgimpsey1542
@barrymcgimpsey1542 6 жыл бұрын
Univerese98 what that's markiplier??
@for3stspirit
@for3stspirit 6 жыл бұрын
nicola the pup The “M”, glasses, facial hair, and build wasn’t obvious enough? 😂
@KoruBlueFlame
@KoruBlueFlame 7 жыл бұрын
3 of my favorite things! Markiplier, nightcore, and this song
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
Alisa Mareea it truly is a beautiful song 😊
@vanesserovando9417
@vanesserovando9417 6 жыл бұрын
Karma -San Me too!
@autumnash2114
@autumnash2114 7 жыл бұрын
The hair on Marks arm did look a little like cut marks. It took me a second to know it was just hair.
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
Autumn Sky I didn't notice that before, but I suppose it is kind of relevant 🙁
@speakerbox3602
@speakerbox3602 6 жыл бұрын
It does kinda look like cuts.
@kyarawillekens8817
@kyarawillekens8817 7 жыл бұрын
I just wanted to get this out here. I was bullied by the girls of my class two years ago (I was 14). They just bullied me because they were jealous. I never knew the reason so that is what I assume. After that I made up a wall to protect myself and I was scared to be myself. They stopped after that one year but I always felt a tension in the classroom. We were in the same class the next year and I became very shy and quiet. Since this schoolyear I am in another class because I decided to do something else. Now I feel happier than I have been in the past two years and I am being myself again. I never wanted to change schools because of the bullying. Keep fighting even if it is so hard. Just know that you are not alone! Be strong.
@jessieb1741
@jessieb1741 7 жыл бұрын
I clicked on this because it looked good. It was one of the best decision of my life.. I could only think if my friend Emilie and that she helped me when I was hurting and I couldn't go on.. you may not believe me- but thank you's sent out to my dearest friends. I love you X
@mysterioussadsickness7245
@mysterioussadsickness7245 7 жыл бұрын
Jessie B- aww
@autumnash2114
@autumnash2114 7 жыл бұрын
Heh.. I read the end, so here goes nothing. I was diagnosed with depression by my therapist. But my mom didn't accept it, and took me out before my therapist could tell me if it was major. I have anxiety and my friends think I'm fine. When I told my parents I was bisexual, they laughed and told me it was a phase. Nobody will ever listen when I say I'm depressed or suicidal. But, I was close to suicide a few times. Anyway. Ya.
@maisiejordan4640
@maisiejordan4640 7 жыл бұрын
Hey... can't really say I can help but i'll try? does your school have a therapist or something you can talk to secretively or something? i don't know, if you want someone to talk to that will listen I will, even if i have no idea who you are, so if you want to talk or something just say the word! hope i can help you somehow
@autumnash2114
@autumnash2114 7 жыл бұрын
Maisie Jordan I was going to my school therapist. But it cost money. I trusted my councilor with information, I've never spoke before. But she sold me out, lost my trust, and told my mom. I went to the therapist for a while, but my mom canceled about a month ago. Thanks for trying though.
@maisiejordan4640
@maisiejordan4640 7 жыл бұрын
Well i know i'm only a stranger that you dont trust, but i could try being your councilor/therapist if you want? i just really want to try and help
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
It's really good that you tried to get help at least. That really sucks. It must be really hard for you. I'll do my best to help if I can, and I'm here to talk to if you need it. Try calling a helpline? That way you can speak to a therapist without having to pay - or, if you live in England (you may not, but just in case you are) we have childline, where you can talk freely with a professional. If you're not English, there's probably an equivalent. All I can say is please do try to research these things - there will be options, and you don't have to do this alone :)
@paskelly_art
@paskelly_art 7 жыл бұрын
Autumn Sky it's ok your not the only one. I'm going through depression but no ones believes me cause they thought I was always like this and my parents won't do anything to help. So like I said, your not the only one.
@autumnash2114
@autumnash2114 7 жыл бұрын
. . . I love this so much.. Nickleback is my life.
@redrosedemon6665
@redrosedemon6665 7 жыл бұрын
Markle sparkle!!!
@zoey_lotus
@zoey_lotus 7 жыл бұрын
I'm not crazy I'm just having fun, that's a great name for him!
@LovelyJay05
@LovelyJay05 6 жыл бұрын
I love that name for him it’s so dang cuuutttere
@danthanh71
@danthanh71 7 жыл бұрын
Just what i need, thanks :) is been very bad this year. I'd been drepressed alots lately but nice to see that there still people that care. (also bad english) :3
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
It's fine, don't apologise! Of course people care, there are some bad eggs out there but the majority care about everybody a little, even if they haven't met them yet. I get what you mean, I went through a bad year a couple of years back. Sometimes I think it's just nice to be reminded that there is another side. I'm glad I helped :)
@pastpig867
@pastpig867 7 жыл бұрын
Everything will be ok eventually. I promise
@midnightdreamer8300
@midnightdreamer8300 7 жыл бұрын
I have anxiety preventing me from posting an actual comment but, this song made me feel something other than complete and utter fear. It felt good. Even if it was the saddness lurking behind the numb mask of my depression. I felt better knowing there was something that made me feel again. Even if I'm not smiling right now. Even if I'm sobbing quietly into a pillow so my parents don't hear me. I can feel. I can feel a genuine feeling. And I haven't felt that in a really, really long time. So, thank you. Thank you so Edit: 8 months later I came back and started looking through the comments. Found mine, oops! Anyway, just want to say, the positive mental attitude hashtag is out there for the people suffering like me. I might not be able to talk about it but, there are tons of people who can so uh, that’s all. #PositiveMentalAttitude
@artemishufflepuff3632
@artemishufflepuff3632 7 жыл бұрын
LyoTheLyon that's my story the mask and everything even got depression but trying to smile thx 😊
@pheonix7396
@pheonix7396 7 жыл бұрын
It makes me so happy to hear there are more and more people each year who are willing to listen and do their best to help those who need it :)
@kacciano3
@kacciano3 7 жыл бұрын
this song helps a lot. but i'm still depressed about what happened to my friend...
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
JGG 87 Spring Bonnie if you want to talk about it, we're here to talk. I'm glad I helped, at least a little, though 😊
@kacciano3
@kacciano3 7 жыл бұрын
Sonadow Fazbear well my friend. .. she committed suicide. ever since then, People bullied me a lot and it made things worse. then i started having suicidal thoughts
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
JGG 87 Spring Bonnie I'm really sorry. That's horrible. People who bully anybody are just assholes - I think the best thing you can do is rise above it. Remember that just them bullying you puts you above them in every aspect. I'm not a professional, and god knows I can't give you a solution, but you seem really nice and nothing I've heard so far has been dislikable. So, although I can't know the full circumstances, I just want you to know that you're not alone 😊
@kacciano3
@kacciano3 7 жыл бұрын
Sonadow Fazbear yeah... thank you
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
JGG 87 Spring Bonnie you're welcome 😊
@undeadenixrose4557
@undeadenixrose4557 7 жыл бұрын
heh....it nice to hear for one that someone that I look up to actually wants to listen to a wall flower like me.... it feels nice.... wanna hear my story? here goes... this year had been complete crap. I've caused 2 of my closed friend to try and commit suicide. isn't that a fun idea? it shook me so bad now I'm a completely callased person who now has a very difficult time showing any emotion other than pissed.... my friends call me distant. there not wrong... it's just hard to come home and lie to my parents all the time...still telling them I'm fine... that I'm strait.... all that jazz.... it hurts... but....knowing someone wants to talk feels good...thanks...
@vanesserovando9417
@vanesserovando9417 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for posting this video
@xyfin_
@xyfin_ 7 жыл бұрын
Amazing. I like the song a lot. That's part of why I'm subbed to Sonadow, I usually hear new songs or I'm reminded of old ones. :D
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
Unknown_ Names I'm glad you like it! It's a really pretty song - deserves more recognition 😊
@xyfin_
@xyfin_ 7 жыл бұрын
Yea
@markipilerfan4240
@markipilerfan4240 7 жыл бұрын
my friend is depress and I sang this to her and she loved it thx by the way I would never would find the right song for her
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
llama girl I'm glad she liked it 😊
@for3stspirit
@for3stspirit 6 жыл бұрын
Glad you're there for your friend
@natafire1236
@natafire1236 7 жыл бұрын
I read the end of it I'm happy how you like to help people it makes me feel super duper incredibly happy to know that there's somebody out there willing to help people who are in need thank you so much
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
Natafire 123 you're welcome, it's honestly the least I can do. It shouldn't be something impressive that somebody is willing to help - we've fallen pretty far as a race if that's the cut off point 😊
@natafire1236
@natafire1236 7 жыл бұрын
Sonadow Fazbear your right about that
@hipstertrash8889
@hipstertrash8889 7 жыл бұрын
This matches Mark in so many ways, it's almost making me emotional. I love this. 10/10
@graceannlong5341
@graceannlong5341 4 жыл бұрын
If you're reading this and going through a rough time just remember that you are loved. We may not know each other but I care. Keep your head up high. It may be storming now, but eventually there will be a rainbow.
@entrynumber000
@entrynumber000 7 жыл бұрын
Okay here I go, being a bit of a baby. I started to cry when I heard this. I've never felt truly "happy". There are moments where I think I am, but it fades way and back to who I am. Depressed, suicidal and wishing everything would stop torturing me. I feel so alone and I know I will be. A huge issue for me is relationships. I want to hear someone tell me they love me and mean it, but I don't have that. I don't get the love or support I need to keep me going. I recently got out of the hospital from overdosing, which was the first time I went through with anything. I don't really know what I'm supposed to do anymore. My parents have no idea how to help me anymore, I'm always upset or angry, we don't know what I have and it's all so tiring... I'm so tired.
@TheNortonRizz
@TheNortonRizz 7 жыл бұрын
Well, If someone in your town doesn't love you, know I will. I try to stay open and support anyone who needs some TLC. If you want to talk, feel free.
@for3stspirit
@for3stspirit 6 жыл бұрын
Sometimes I consider suicide. Not as in, “I’m going to go kill myself today.” but more like “What would it feel like? How would I feel? How would those around me feel? Would God accept me into heaven?” Those thoughts scare me. And I know what you mean by “I want someone to say they love me.” because I feel that way too. You aren’t alone, friend. Stay strong.
@elizabethpryor2568
@elizabethpryor2568 7 жыл бұрын
Wow its so nice to see people out there trying to help people like us...i have depression yet i have trouble talking to people for fear of being told to stop complaining.. thank you
@shinobisakura4366
@shinobisakura4366 7 жыл бұрын
dude I like your vids. I'm glad someone here is chasing away the darkness . This guy's right. life is to precious to throw away. The darkness may closing in, but trust in God, and he will see you through
@for3stspirit
@for3stspirit 6 жыл бұрын
Sonadow- Thank you. Thank you for telling the community that they are loved. Thank you for telling the community that, if they need someone to talk to, vent to, or just need to send a message and get a reply to know that they still exist, we are here for them. I myself have depression, and listening to this made me cry (alone. in my room. at night. where no one can see me XD), because I thought of the impact it would have on others. Thank you for that beautiful message at the end, and for putting help hotlines for America and England in the description. I hope dearly that the people who needed those used them. Once again, Thank you. ~For3st Spirit P.S. I want someone to sing this to me when I feel lonely :,) #ForeverAlone
@sherren01
@sherren01 5 жыл бұрын
Honestly have been going through your nightcore videos and I'm in love. First of all nickelback is a big plus to me. You have anime openings, you have youtubers.... Long story short. You are doing an amazing job! Thank you so much!
@normaverdiguel5074
@normaverdiguel5074 5 жыл бұрын
I had been suffering from a horrible depression, I don't want to tell my parents about it because they will probably say "you don't have anything to be depressed about, you have everything you want", and that is true. But everyday is another fight, more harsh words from my dad, and the next day "no, I didn't say anything". It is a miracle that I am writing this, and I am just thanking Mark, Jack, Felix and you with all of this amazing work. If someone reads this, can you make me the favor to talk to me? I really need it. And if not, just ignore me, I don't deserve attention anyways. Thanks for reading this bullshit :)
@123tflaig
@123tflaig 7 жыл бұрын
I think the picture is perfect for the song. Thanks for this, it actually helps a bit.
@sleepystorm1139
@sleepystorm1139 7 жыл бұрын
I was always left out and bullied. Im always in my room telling everyone to go away. That i was fine. I didnt eat for a while and i did cutting for a while. Im only 13 years into my life. I started to watch youtube and i looked up Jacksepticeye and Markiplier. They made me happy. Then i found your channel and i found this song today. Im glad someone actually says that were not alone.. I hate being alone. I have monophobia (fear of being alone), anxiety, and insomnia. I stay up all night and 7th grade has been a train wreck just like 6th grade. I dont like talking to therepists or teachers. I want someone who actually knows things and can like comfort and help me.
@adrianapena3971
@adrianapena3971 5 жыл бұрын
This is something that I really needed to hear because I learned that my best friend who I've known since we were kids just replaced me, so I was feeling really down lately. Thankyou for caring about others and their problems your doing a great job btw.
@callalombard4385
@callalombard4385 7 жыл бұрын
I have Depression, Bipolar disorder, Post-traumatic stress disorder, Spectrum Autism, I see and hear things telling me to do bad things to myself and others that bring me down everyday. I was sent to a mental hospital for cutting, depression, seeing and hearing things. All my friends stabbed me in the back and it hurts like hell. I have medication and a therapist neither of those things work.. I just need someone to talk to and who won't betray me like everyone else..
@dorotheabell9155
@dorotheabell9155 6 жыл бұрын
Hey, your message at the end meant a lot, I've been dealing with a ton lately. I just crashed my car earlier this week, I'm dealing with the possibility that I may have a serious tumor growing on one of my lungs, and my anxiety medication isn't helping like it's supposed to. So, to know someone, even if it's a total stranger, cares is really nice.
@Liz-di9yg
@Liz-di9yg 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for being there for people, my mom won’t take me to a doctor about depression so I’ve been struggling to know if I have it. I have the symptoms of anxiety and depression. Mom says it’s just a phase when I’m tired earlier then I should be but it’s not I realize this is something that’s gonna follow me everywhere for my life. Music has power to heal
@echofrisk5
@echofrisk5 7 жыл бұрын
im suffering from A.D.D. and im taking (going too) pills for it its in the long run but my parents dont live with me and i live with my sibs and my cousins its hard for me and my brothers but i live and i die and im going to live my life to the fullest till i dieand i try to stay positive through the toughest of times. if your also suffering from A.D.D. or A.D.H.D like this comment
@palomawolf6316
@palomawolf6316 5 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel. I am suffering from A.D.H.D too and a lot of people make fun of me because of it
@_space_cryptid_
@_space_cryptid_ 6 жыл бұрын
I used to be very lonely and I thought I would stay like that forever but while I was watching this video a bunch of memories came to my head of my family and really close friends, and that’s when I realized that I wasn’t alone I have my friends, my family and most importantly, God.
@theinsaneduckturtle4203
@theinsaneduckturtle4203 7 жыл бұрын
I know I'm a little late to say, but it ain't easy being me. Just to keep it short, I have had depression since 4th grade. I thought the world was over for me. I only lived to spread what happened, drew all this hate to myself. Then, things happened at home, and I found out after 4 months that the same stuff was happening to one of my friends. It hurt me so bad, but we walked through it together with other amazing friends of ours. I listen to this song, and it shows me that there is hope in this world. And, while I'm here, don't stop doing you. Thanks to you, and other youtubers, I started my own channel, which seems to be getting a little bit of hate. But this just tells me to keep going, and all of your other song videos and some amazing fans of mine. Please, don't ever stop making videos like these. They really help me and my friend. Thank you, so much!
@eternituslupus9956
@eternituslupus9956 6 жыл бұрын
The description and the supportive comments below are the reasons why I am so proud to be part of two of the most beautiful KZbin communities that I know. Jack and Mark seemed to have a talent for spreading support and hope across both the screen and into real-life. I went through a very dark period in life but it was their videos and the people in the community that helped me stay above water when I was betrayed by the people in my life that I thought I could trust. If anyone needs someone to talk to, the reply/comment button is always there and I'm willing to just be here and listen - even if that's the only thing that I can do.
@UndeadCriptid
@UndeadCriptid 6 жыл бұрын
Stressed out from school and afraid to grow up... this is nice to listen to befor bed... even if i get up in a couple hours anyway...
@dabitodoroki2617
@dabitodoroki2617 4 жыл бұрын
I LOVE NICKELBACK!!!
@Chaotic_Goth
@Chaotic_Goth 7 жыл бұрын
Well, since this is something I like to talk about, I guess so. My parents our divorced, my dad is an alchoholic who does nothing but yell at me and my brother for things we didn't do. My mom has a boyfriend who will blame me for things I don't even do, and I get sick of it. The only things I really have in my life is my few friends, my mom, my cats, and the internet. Sonadow Fazbear, JackSepticEye, Markiplier, and the occasional PewDiePie videos have helped me through this nightmare I call a life, and if I had no way to KZbin, I would most likely be going through serious depression right now, but I have fought my way through it thanks to all of you wonderful KZbinrs out there, and the communities that stick up for each other. You guys are da best.
@kariyaproctor2858
@kariyaproctor2858 6 жыл бұрын
This song fits me and mark and his fans perfectly because we are willing to help anyone for any reason and we really want to help because you believe or not are just like us and we love you no matter what just remember that we love you and Mark loves you too :)
@tobyandrews4641
@tobyandrews4641 7 жыл бұрын
I know I'm really late, but I just found our channel and your videos have help me so much, my mom recently moved away from me and she is mad at me and never talks to me because I didn't come with her a stayed with my dad and my brother, and it's been really hard on me. I feel depressed constantly and am have suicidal thoughts. But thanks to you Mark and jack it's getting better, so thank you :)
@indie8722
@indie8722 6 жыл бұрын
markimoo looks so supportive in did fanart
@UndeadCriptid
@UndeadCriptid 7 жыл бұрын
its one thing having some one who is compleatly "normal" tell you your broken. its another to have a fellow broken person help fix you. if youre broken sad hurt angry... it gets better. most of us are barely adults and for you just hold on till your on your own. if you are already an adult then find a friend who will listen to you. i cant promise to fix you but ill hand you some tape so you can hold together the peices a little longer.
@lunaliawinters4893
@lunaliawinters4893 7 жыл бұрын
I was diagnosed with severe depression at the age of 12 ,I have anxiety as well. My mom and dad got divorced when I was very little. My mom didn't have anyone to blame it on, so she blamed it on me. She would always tell me I was a mistake and things way worse. My mom married a man when I was 7. My step dad was an alcoholic and so my mom became one to. That is when my mom and step-dad became abusive. I would have bruises everywhere except where they would b seen by other people. During breaks such as Christmas breaks and such They would be sure to get everywhere, my face and etc... A few years after that my step-dad had raped me at the age of 11. And ever since then he does that every once in a while.
@alyblake2852
@alyblake2852 7 жыл бұрын
Amaya Dragneel I'm am mortified about this... you really should call 911! Try to go to Foster Care. it's not worth staying with them! Please don't let them do that. call the police. Tell them about your situation and they will help you! please do that. it's not worth living with them.
@bethanylosier6111
@bethanylosier6111 6 жыл бұрын
I know what your going through all of that has happened to but I'm the youngest of 9 kids and its not easy getting hit over the head with a beer bottle just know that someone out there loves and if you never find that person I will be that person I will love you I will protect you and never let anyone do anything like that to you ever again cause I've been raped and been hit over the head with a bottle and had my parents kick my out of my own home for 5 months just know someone out there loves you as much as I do.
@for3stspirit
@for3stspirit 6 жыл бұрын
Please tell me you've sought out help by now! I don't give a frick how much you might love your mom deep down- If she's abusing you, she isn't worth it. Call 9-1-1, stay with another family, try to find your real dad if he's behaving better and you KNOW it, just do SOMETHING to escape that hellish nightmare of a household!
@crazydinos1234
@crazydinos1234 6 жыл бұрын
I know I'm super late, but I just need to vent. Around a year ago, I was ready to give up and die, but I decided to log onto my favourite game one last time to try enjoy what little time I limited myself to. That's when I met her, little did I know she stopped me from ending everything. Soon 3/4 of a year went by, and we admitted we loved eachother, and carried on like normal. I want everyone to know, even if they're going through hell, just stop and do what you once loved, I did, and after I confessed about my depression, she accepted it and helps me through the pain. You'll find somebody who'll love you, I promise.
@kendyljae1938
@kendyljae1938 7 жыл бұрын
I've gone through chronic sleep deprivation and anxiety for most of my life and I have to take several pills just for 2 hours of sleep, but I still get by. I'm still fighting with everything I have and anyone who sees this comment should too. I suffer 3 to 5 anxiety attacks every week or so and I know how mentally destructive it is. I was once on the side of a blades business side. I was in the hospital 3 days recovering and had to take several weeks at a therapy class. Please don't do it. All of you are important and I know I'm just a stranger spilling my guts to the internet but, you all are so amazing and loved. So please don't feel lonely or unwanted. Someone out there will always want you. Approach the kid in the back that no one listens to and you might have a new friend! These things will never stop until you try. Bye and good morning/afternoon/night!
@alexnothing5172
@alexnothing5172 6 жыл бұрын
I have depression and I don't know how to cope with it. It's hard to cope with.
@Anti_Septiceye
@Anti_Septiceye 6 жыл бұрын
Alois Faustus Hey, I'm a little late to your comment but if you want to talk I'm here to listen to you. And yes, it's a very hard thing to cope with, I can talk from experience. But things will get better, mabye not today, mabye not tomorrow, but eventually. I promise, just stay strong💚
@clardiabeatty3109
@clardiabeatty3109 7 жыл бұрын
this song really helps
@senetihoshi2672
@senetihoshi2672 7 жыл бұрын
Well. I have anxiety, I'm depressed, have compulsive disorder and yeah. Sorry I don't want to annoy anybody, but here everybody is so friendly. And the video is really good ( sorry for my bad english)
@Singing_angel15
@Singing_angel15 6 жыл бұрын
Omg im crying because I have been feeling like this everyday 😢
@marcusmiller6051
@marcusmiller6051 7 жыл бұрын
This is the very best song for Mark....
@asheruu1351
@asheruu1351 5 жыл бұрын
I know this is very late, but I was recently diagnosed with Scoliosis and am in anywhere from scale 5-10 pain every day of my life, and because of it I'm constantly on the verge of tears, or even just having a breakdown right after I get home from school. Now because of this, my mother has said directly to my face that I am - and I quote - "Too depressed for a little girl" (I'm 15 by the way) My parents are unsupportive, are sick of me complaining about my constant pain, my brother is insensitive and says that I need to get over it (but its a permanent thing) and my sister is just too self-absorbed to listen. Every day I face judgement and ridicule from my family because of it. My uneven shoulders and constant limp cause people to stare at me in public. A few days ago I had a huge fight with my parents after I spoke up about how they've been treating me unfairly because of it, and they yelled at me. My dad hit me on the leg (and unfortunately not the leg I've lost most feeling in due to my nerves being messed up). It hurts deep down and I just need someone to talk to. I also want everyone to know that I am here for you, and am willing to do as much as I can to help.
@scottsommer9843
@scottsommer9843 6 жыл бұрын
The markiplier picture is so comforting
@77789star
@77789star 7 жыл бұрын
Wow, not that i want to announce this on the wed but just a few days ago (Sunday March 26, 2017) this song stopped me from actually wanting to end my life...i never told anyone about my attempt until 2 days ago, but ya....this song sends chills down my back every time i hear it. It was powerful to me :)
@harlequeenchannel
@harlequeenchannel 7 жыл бұрын
I need this song desperately...
@lolibunny9287
@lolibunny9287 6 жыл бұрын
Amazing.
@HamiltonFan-tl7jh
@HamiltonFan-tl7jh 6 жыл бұрын
I've been having a bad year at my school. People always get into fights or arguments including me, friendships are being broken by just a few words, and when something really bad happens to a kid or a teacher, everyone laughs it off like it's one of those old school cartoons. I try to help, but no one cares. And now, I don't know what to do. And also, did this song make anyone *except for me* cry?
@lillyheart752
@lillyheart752 6 жыл бұрын
Your song are very uplifting for me, thank you
@yourlocalmemedealer4856
@yourlocalmemedealer4856 5 жыл бұрын
I know this is late, but who knows who may be scrolling through here in a year or two. You are valuable, you are loved, and someone is going to miss you, you may not know who, but whether you like it or not, you’ve impacted somebody. You are worth it, you are worthy of love, respect, and care. Regardless of what others may tell you, or what you may tell yourself, you deserve so much good. Believe me, there is no better feeling than looking back in a few years, and being able to say “I fell apart, and I survived”. Please please reach out to someone if you need to. Life can be so beautiful, please stick around and live it ;
@y0url0ca1dumbass
@y0url0ca1dumbass 4 жыл бұрын
I have loved the song ever since I got cancer and I was 3
@MikkiMouse
@MikkiMouse 7 жыл бұрын
This is super late but I feel like I have to get this off of my chest. I've read through the comments and I know that there are so many people who are feeling way worse than me, so don't think I'm making it like I'm more important than others. Here it goes.. I hate myself. I really, really, hate myself. I hate the way I talk, the way I look, the way I smile, laugh, cry, sing... The list is endless. It's mostly my appearance though. I'm not beautiful. At all. I have a disgusting stomach that just hangs off of my body, I am extremely hairy EVERYWHERE, I'm just not nice to look at. I've also convinced myself that I will never find someone who will love me. Who will tell me I'm beautiful, who will hold my hand, cuddle with me, accept me for who I am despite my flaws. I see KZbinrs all the time with their girlfriends, and it just keeps reminding me... I will never know what that feels like. To have someone to talk to about anything, to have a shoulder to cry on when I'm sad. I will never get to experience what's it's like to fall in love with someone, and have them fall in love with me. I will be alone for the rest of my life. So yeah, that's it. Sorry if I annoyed anyone...
@dee002
@dee002 7 жыл бұрын
Please, don't hate yourself! And believe me, I'm hairy all over my body, too. I can feel with you, because sometimes I tell myself the same things, like I wil die alone, I won't have anybody to be with, and this year's gonna be my last with my classmates together, then I'll need to go to highschool, so it doesn't help. I don't want to talk about myself, because others like you are more important. Maybe you'll think that I'm just simply saying this without any feelings, but please, don't EVER think you're less than others. Everyone's different, both in the outside and inside. Maybe you think you're not beautiful, but there's people who sees you as the most beautiful person in the WHOLE word. There'll be many people you'll meet trough your life. There WILL be people who will love you! I don't know anything about you, but you're probably a great person, and don't forget about that! Probably tha half of this didn't make any sense, but I hope if this could help you, even a tiny bit.
@MikkiMouse
@MikkiMouse 7 жыл бұрын
You have no idea how happy you just made me! Thank you so much for your kind words, I feel a lot better about things after reading this. Thank you. It's great to know that there are lovely people like you in the world
@dee002
@dee002 7 жыл бұрын
Well, you can 't imagine how happy your reply made me! I'm glad that you're happy!
@MikkiMouse
@MikkiMouse 7 жыл бұрын
I'm glad you're happy too! :D I feel like I should introduce myself properly haha Hello! My name is mikayla, but you can call me Mikki if you like! It's nice to meet you! ^^
@dee002
@dee002 7 жыл бұрын
Well, then I'll need to talk about myself a little bit, too. My name is Dorina(what you could guees from my youtube name), but my friends call me Dori. Don't be suprised of the name, it's a hungarian name, and I'm sorry if I had/will have any incorrect sentences. And It's nice to meet you, too!
@nightcaller832
@nightcaller832 7 жыл бұрын
....I love it laf 1000/10
@endergaming4583
@endergaming4583 4 жыл бұрын
2020 still the best
@davidwolf173
@davidwolf173 7 жыл бұрын
this is great I love it
@pastpig867
@pastpig867 7 жыл бұрын
I'm not that old and I used to listen to this all the time when I was younger and I never understood what the words ment but now I'm older and it really sad.
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
fanpageawesomeness it is. I didn't realise when I first heard it, and I showed it to my mum because after all it is a gorgeous song. When I showed it to her and I listened to the words and suddenly I understood. It's actually really sad.
@andreivasiliu1646
@andreivasiliu1646 7 жыл бұрын
I am having problems with my family, but I can overcome that. What I cannot is the fact that I still didn't find a person who cares about me as much as I care about the others. Why is no one seeing that I am doing anything for the others to be happy. I just wish one person who would hold my hand, would hug me so tight, who would care. (I'm a boy, 17)
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
Vasiliu Andrei it's hard sometimes. But I'm sure there ARE people who care and love you, even if you don't realise it. Regardless of that, there's so many people you can talk to. Were here for you. Or, if it's physical companionship you crave, all I can say is you should try to get yourself out there. Sign up for clubs and the likes. Meet new people. It won't solve your problem immediately, but that way you could begin to find others who are willing to care about you. I promise, there are ways. Good luck to you 😊
@Rosscipher
@Rosscipher 7 жыл бұрын
Hey my name is rose I'm 13 years old and I'm diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder and I'm very understanding I've felt like I didn't matter to anyone
@l.g.9476
@l.g.9476 6 жыл бұрын
It's been 3 years now since my grandfather died and my best friend was on Florida when a hurricane (forgot which one it was) hit this year and I haven't seen or talked to her since she left and I didn't even get to say goodbye! A teacher of mine has cancer. Mostly everyone at school hates me and 1 friend doesn't support me (he thinks that I'm bisexual). My crush hates my guts. everyone says that I'm ugly. A student died this year. I have litigo (makes me more vulnerable that everyone to get type 2 diabetes or my thyroid to mess up) and I'm a geek.
@amyheege3746
@amyheege3746 7 жыл бұрын
thank you
@redangelofpreventingharm
@redangelofpreventingharm 4 жыл бұрын
It will be okay You will make it
@littlestpidge5873
@littlestpidge5873 6 жыл бұрын
I know I’m really late but here goes nothing, I’m clinically depressed and no one believes me.. I can’t tell anyone I’m Bisexual because I won’t hear the end of it. I have been close to mental suicide and I can’t stop thinking about it, and I’m fricken 13.. but I come home and watch Mark and he just makes me feel like he can help but I know he can’t from the distance he is away from me.
@Anti_Septiceye
@Anti_Septiceye 6 жыл бұрын
LittlestOfSepticLunas Hey I know this was a little while back but I hope things are going a little better for you, I believe you, and they should respect and love you for who you are. If you want to talk to anyone I'm here to listen to you
@giaostman5793
@giaostman5793 3 жыл бұрын
Recently I have been having paranoia due to very dark thoughts and for a long time I've had terrible visions of my loved ones dying or them getting killed by something or by my hand. And I would have what I believe is precognition of my friends getting hurt and it has left me crying and depressed and gave me a true fear of death and the future I haven't told my family because I know them too well and they would say I'm just being a drama queen and all that. I only find comfort in a few adults who understand my feelings and my friends and boyfriend are helping me. My boyfriend knows how to deal with paranoia since he deals with it a little bit so he is helping me with my fears. But I keep having the visions and one time it got bad when I had a dream where I was shot in the chest and woke up with the pain in the exact spot. I don't know what to do since I can't get professional help. I even think about giving up forever since nothing can stop what's happening. What should I do?
@elisabettarmzoda9819
@elisabettarmzoda9819 7 жыл бұрын
I don't think that you read this but i'm trying anyway. So...it's like 7 months that i feel "empty". I know that i have friends, i know that i have my family support, but...i'm not happy. When someone sees me (even sometimes im a bit shy) could describe me like a really cheerful person,but inside im not. At first i thought that could be nothing, just sadness, but it became something deeper..and i don't what to do.. (sorry for my bad English, This is not my first language)
@ironicmedic3912
@ironicmedic3912 6 жыл бұрын
This makes me feel like a dick. I wanted to start a youtube for gaming only at first (2014), but then i wanted to use to its full capacity to help others by following Markiplier's footsteps (2016), and now i haven't anything on it yet (2017) my god what am i fucking doing
@creepypastacrew4366
@creepypastacrew4366 7 жыл бұрын
When I first went to click this song I thought it was an actual lullaby lol I was depressed and wanting to kill myself at the time (still do) but hearing this helps a bit.. I find it funny how people think they can help.. When they cant.. no one can.. and god.. I hate how they say it'll get better only because you really don't know that. I still wish someone could help me tho..
@Cholbab
@Cholbab 7 жыл бұрын
is that markiplier! XD
@davestearn3623
@davestearn3623 7 жыл бұрын
Ametheyst _lucario NEW yeeeeeeeeees. but old markipliar before the blue pink red hair
@Cholbab
@Cholbab 7 жыл бұрын
Dave Stearn yass!!!! :D
@davestearn3623
@davestearn3623 7 жыл бұрын
Ametheyst _lucario NEW have I missed any out 😂🤣😂fave emoje😱
@aurorablonk2702
@aurorablonk2702 5 жыл бұрын
Here goes nothing. I believe I am not good enough for anything. I know I know, It's probably not true, but it feels like it is. I personally am not super attractive or anything, in fact, I am a naturally skinny girl. I have glasses, chubby cheeks and medium length brown hair. I have a very attractive best friend. Blonde, slim thicc, beautiful bone structure, funny, smart, caring, quirky etc. Everyone wants to be with her, and when they can't, they just go to me as a second option because I am available. It sucks. I am not good enough appearance-wise and personality wise. I just feel so incredibely lonely and unlovable. dang. This turned out edgier than I anticipated lol
@luluosana5589
@luluosana5589 6 жыл бұрын
Markimoo :)
@xTheStarExploderx
@xTheStarExploderx 7 жыл бұрын
I may be late to the comments, I don't really expect anyone to read this. But I just felt like I needed to put it out somewhere. I am lonely. I have depression and anxiety (kinda confirmed by a doctor). I have lost all my friends. I'm getting by with a casual job and trying to find my place in life. I have no one to talk to. No one who talks to me. No one who hangs out with me. No one who actively cares about how I am. (Except family who I can't talk to) I'm someone who's just keeping themselves busy to not let their mind think. Because I found out thinking is pretty dangerous... I am a lost girl with no personality nor friends to my name ... I am no one ...
@TheNortonRizz
@TheNortonRizz 7 жыл бұрын
“I see, you’re confused. You don’t know what you really want. Death, or life? Love, or hate? Light, or dark? All this things contradict one another. The real question is, which has more value to you?” -Quote from one of the random things I'm writing inspired by this song....
@Anti_Septiceye
@Anti_Septiceye 6 жыл бұрын
Hey if anyone wants to talk you can always message me, here on this comment, or mabye Hangouts if you don't want it to be 'public'. I'm here to listen to you, I care about you. Stay strong💚
@snowscatter4987
@snowscatter4987 5 жыл бұрын
I do need help but I'm scared of what others might thing and how they're going to react, so far my two closest friends and some good friends online knows the truth of how my mental health is
@mmmurmurrr9937
@mmmurmurrr9937 7 жыл бұрын
I cried so hard cuz i thought of mark singing this song, oh meh heart one like for Markiplier
@kaidalin2201
@kaidalin2201 7 жыл бұрын
Sorry its been months since you posted this, and you dont need to respond but I just wanna get this out somewhere. At the age of 10 I both had to moved to almost a new state and something traumatic happened that no one reallys now about excpet a very few close friends. I bascially become an adult because I had to be strong while these things were happening to me. Then I made friends at my new school and stuff and I got to be a child again. Im 13 now and I'm becoming an adult again and I cant tell my friends whats really happening. My mom was diagnosed with Breast Cancer and shes been on chemo for a month now. It's really affectng her now and our moneys becoming tight. After chemo she needs radiation therapy, then a surgery. Were only on chemo for right now though. It's really hard because I've had to do all the household things while my mom is in bed or laying on the couch. My friends have been trying to plan things in a group chat for a week but I only now responded vaguely saying I couldnt go. The truth of why i cant go is I need to go groccery shopping and clean the house and take care of four animals. Its hard cause I should be planning things with them and being a child/teen. Intsead I'm doing things normally only an adult would do and don't really have the time to hang out with them or have friends in general. I only got to hang out with a friend a couple days ago for the first time in a month because my dad was home.
@therealsky2587
@therealsky2587 7 жыл бұрын
These song really helps me through my darkest days and hours.. I'm always getting made fun of at school.. And people are really rude to me, even my teacher.. I lost all my friends on this thursday..and i'm so lost without them..I've been really close to ending it all.. sometimes i feel like picking up that one blade and slicing my skin apart..I'm made fun of for being Pansexual.. I really don't wanna talk to a therapist because all i feel like is they make fun of me.. and judge me for who i am.. My mother disciplines me to much.. And yells at me.. The only person who is helping me.. is my crush,.. without him i'd be lost.. and gone from this cruel world... i refuse to speak to anyone because i'm scared that i will be sent to a Mental Hospital.. I don't know what to do anymore..This song helps me, and lets me know i'm not alone.. and people are here for me when i need them..
@therealsky2587
@therealsky2587 7 жыл бұрын
Of course you wont reply.. No one replies.
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
ILuve no ILuve no that's not true, of course it's not. I promised in this video that I would reply to everybody who needed me to and I continue to maintain that promise. Life sounds shit for you right now, and I can't know all of the details of it but I can understand it on a very basic level. And you're hurting. You need to know that what you said about therapists isn't true to all. If you need to talk to a professional, and you can't to those you know, then go online. Contact a helpline. Say to the person that you're not looking for an answer, or that you ARE looking for an answer, and they'll help you. Or join some clubs outside of school, give yourself the opportunity to make new friends. Or try to do so at school. All of these things will be you having to step out of your comfort zone, and I know that's hard - I did it. And you can too, you've just got to remember what it could do for you. I'm not a medical professional, I'm not trained, but there are people there who are and can help you. And I beg you to seek help from them, because you deserve to be helped. Always remember that 😊
@therealsky2587
@therealsky2587 7 жыл бұрын
I'm not really good at making friends, people make fun of me to much. And i don't like hanging out with people. I get made fun of to much, another thing i get yelled at to much. The only person i can find fond with is my cat. My cat makes everything fun, to me. i don't really want to contact a therapist but, i know they can help but i'm just scared of what their going to say, i'm planning on contacting a hotline. But thank you so much. This message has given me hope to move on.. Theres more important things in life.. I gotta move on, but thank you so much. .
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
ILuve no you're welcome, and trust me, I know about the alone thing. You just need to choose the right activities, and you'll find people who understand that you don't always want to be doing things with them. That's what I did - I can only really speak from experience.
@therealsky2587
@therealsky2587 7 жыл бұрын
Thank you..
@stevebailey8285
@stevebailey8285 5 жыл бұрын
I read the description so...i guess ill explain😅 About 3 years ago i got depression i was 10 years old at the time. I managed to hide to from my mom until i turned 11 (i used makeup and wore long sleeves) then i got something wrong with me my joints started hurting all the time so it required many doctor appointments i wish i could say what it is but I'm yet to know a diagnosis but ever since I've lost a lot i can no longer run or play outside i used to dance but now it just hurts to bad and i go to the doctor 4 to 5 times a week. The doctors noticed my cuts and thats when my mom did...but I didn't get a therapist they just noted it and later i took a test for it thats when i got diagnosed with depression, anxiety and insomnia. I later attempted suicide with a knife it didn't work i just had another cut deeper than the rest i gave up eventually. We no longer have blades in the house because my parents feared i would use them to cut or kill myself. At this time i didn't have much to do so i watched KZbin i was occasionally watching Markiplier Jacksepticeye and Pewdiepie but i didn't really call myself a fan until they saved my life and i started watching them more. The community's were so nice i told them about my issues and they are always there to talk i was going to commit suicide i told some of the people i was close with in the community's they of course didn't want me to do it i knew it was coming so i just ignored it the night i was going to commit suicide came i hade a noose up. Thats when someone (from Mark's community) sent me a link i had never talked to them but they asked me to please watch it. It was a markiplier video and he was talking about suicide i sat there and thought for a while when i eventually took down the noose although i still have it hidden in my bedroom ever since then i still struggle but the youtubers have helped with my cutting and often really help when I'm out in public and have an anxiety attack. I still have depression, anxiety and insomnia though and lately have gotten really bad i think pretty soon here i might kill myself its getting to be to much for me to handle. I have more problems but this comment it already way to long. Sorry to waist your time if you made it here have a nice day.
@julietsnyder5087
@julietsnyder5087 7 жыл бұрын
I want someone just to understand me...for me...not what was said by other...
@katyaguryeva9529
@katyaguryeva9529 7 жыл бұрын
I've been listening to this song for 2 weeks straight. I read the messege at the end, so..here goes nothing. I'm sufforing though major depression and anxiety disorder. As fake as it may sound, i've tried to commit suicide 4 times, the last one was the closest.. I cut my arms, thighs and stomach, i feel like i haven't slept in 2 years. My closest friend left me after 10 years of friendship. When my parents found out i'm lesbian, they started to not take me seriously and act like i'm not even here. I have nowhere to go, no one would miss me if i just commited suicide one day... I don't know what's the point anymore..
@omegafoxxtrot7248
@omegafoxxtrot7248 7 жыл бұрын
Here we are again. Of course you have no idea what that's supposed to mean because you'll be reading the final product of this letter which I've been trying to write for nearly a week now. I want to say that I have some incredibly sad backstory, or that something happened tho warrant me being this way but really I'm just lonely and this is a cry for attention which I am intensely uncomfortable with but I have to do something so here goes nothing. I feel like I bother people just by being alive. Scratch that, I know I do. I can see it in their eyes when they lie to my face that they're happy to see me, or all the time they only talk to me because there's literally nothing else they could possibly do. I make people uncomfortable by being myself so I put on a mask of a friendly, happy, smiling person. In short I took on every trait in humanity that I hate just to accommodate them because I realized I was an active impediment to the effectiveness of everyone around me. This isn't one of those simple 'Be yourself' situations either. I am not a very pleasant person to be around. I'm bitterly cynical, sarcastic, dark, depressed/depressing, and also far more intelligent than the average person. This is obviously not a good combination to begin with, but on top of that I also have dyslexia, ADHD, and manic depression. Buggering beautiful. So over time I started pushing people out of my life for their own good. I don't want to be a problem and I thought life would be so much simpler without me being a constant distraction to everyone. Then yesterday rolled around. The second of August, 2017, I turned seventeen years old and no one called, no one came over to wish me a happy birthday, and I received only the obligatory "We live with you so here you go." cards and presents. Then I went to church and realized that nearly everyone in my youth group are in a relationship with someone and there I was sitting alone in the corner. I don't want to sound selfish at all but being alone on your birthday isn't a pleasant experience. Most people have someone they can text when they feel depressed but I don't even have a phone let alone friends. Instead I wrote a letter to someone I will never meet and cried myself to sleep out in the garage because I didn't have the guts to pull the trigger. This morning no one questioned why I came in from the garage or why i was covered in gravel marks from the ground, they just went about their day accepting it as one of my quirks. Two hours ago I again failed, this time I couldn't bring myself to kick the stool out from under me, but that old rope has been hanging around for weeks so no one will think it's strange. When most people describe depression it comes out as something like being sad, or feeling defeated, maybe lost and afraid, but to me it's something so far unique. Most of my treasured memories happened in an apartment I'll never see halfway around the world right next to a screaming Irishman, and the rest of them happened in a house in L.A. with a man who keeps saying he's there for me. A man whose family live less than an hour from me and he comes to visit them every year. I keep thinking I'm so close every Christmas but instead of possibly meeting him I'm sitting in the corner of my family Christmas party trying not to get in anyone's way. It's funny actually. I grew up hearing stories about those knights in shining armor and I always knew I would never be one of them. I guess I just never saw myself becoming the villain in my own story. I've given up on the hope of ever being happy, at this point being dead seems far more appealing. I mean seriously, when you use your mom's phone to talk to the suicide hotline so you can pretend someone cares about you for a few minutes you have to start wondering just how pathetic a human being can get.
@supersmiley6476
@supersmiley6476 6 жыл бұрын
OmegaFoxxtrot I know you probably won't read this but I wanted you to know that i know what you are going through kind of I have had depression ever since i can remember i just want you to know i am thinking of you and that you don't bother people just by being alive I hope you read this a know I am thinking of you I hope things get better for you
@magdragonmonsta9653
@magdragonmonsta9653 6 жыл бұрын
I showed this song to my sis an she listend to music not the lyrics. When you're happy you listen to the music not the lyrics
@speakerbox3602
@speakerbox3602 6 жыл бұрын
I finally built up enough courage to tell my friend I wanted to kill myself. And she said just get 20 corgis and I'll be fine. I almost cried because of how rude and disrespectful that was.
@_duchess_4877
@_duchess_4877 7 жыл бұрын
Huh... All I can think of is Daniel Kyre. I hope he really is in a better place. If anyone is thinking of suicide, please do get help. I have no way for you to contact me personally, but call a hotline, reach out to somebody, anything. People really will miss you if you're gone. You are loved, even though it feels like everyone hates you, or doesn't care. There's always a chance for you to save yourself by reaching out. Please do.
@markipilerfan4240
@markipilerfan4240 7 жыл бұрын
I want this to a friend at schoolmaster
@chickennoodlesoup8936
@chickennoodlesoup8936 7 жыл бұрын
I usually don't comment so...here we go I am depressed and I feel like I should talk about it...to anyone...
@-dear-dark-dilemma-47
@-dear-dark-dilemma-47 7 жыл бұрын
IM FAAAAAAAAAAAAABBBUUULLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, So are ya'll 0w0
@lemonberry_soda
@lemonberry_soda 7 жыл бұрын
My best friend told me he would be dead within a month twice before I couldn't deal with it anymore recently (after a year of this) and told the counselor and broke his trust. I'm numb, I can smile and cry but I don't really feel that emotion, just nothing. I constantly fight with (or hurt on accident) almost everyone but the friend above. I hole myself up in my room all day. I haven't been diagnosed yet because I'm too afraid. I'm afraid to join the swim team because I hurt myself on the tops of my feet so badly there's bruises that still haven't gone away after months. And it's a miracle if I post this because I delete almost everything I write because it's wrong. I won't go to a helpline because I'm too cowardly to commit suicide so why would I.
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic
@SonadowFazbearFnafAndSonic 7 жыл бұрын
Nyanny Cat helplines are not just for suicide. They're just for aid. If you need anything at all, there are trained professionals who will do that - you can get help. Being stuck in your room is fine, as long as you want me to be. If not, see if you can sign up to some activities. It might be a big step for you to take (trust me, I know) but you could find new friends, and that's a fresh start, a new way to introduce yourself. I'm not saying abandon your old friends, but if you're struggling with them at the moment this might build your confidence back up. I can't really help you with your friend I'm afraid. He's getting all the help he can get, I think, and we just have to pray it works. You could try to find out what's making his life how it is and remove the problem, but if you don't want to get involved I suppose you'll just have to be there. I'm here to talk to anytime 😊
@speakerbox3602
@speakerbox3602 6 жыл бұрын
I am going through bad depression.🙁
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