Mafumafu (まふまふ) - Hated By Life Itself (命に嫌われている。) | REACTION (I CRIED!)

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[@Ojhe]

This one hit really hard for me ❣️. Those lyrics are from the heart ‼️

[@myTERAexperience]

Hey, I first heard this song via a cover of this by Raon Lee. She does such a great job, highly recommend you watch it. I cry every time. Lyrics hit me too man...

[@milenymelendez9444]

I heard it first from mafu him self ive been a fan of him a while he can be very depressing if hes feeling like that but he can also be very positive like he makes a post and BOOM its magic that makes mafu fans (including me) happy again and most of the time he tries to be positive if u go on his channel there is some pretty depressing stuf but also happy and cheery stuff soooo ye さようなら！！！！！！！

[@meisakamaki2952]

This song stuck with me since it’s come out. Super harsh, intense, and you can relate to it. Mafumafu’s voice always brings it out the best ❤️

[@egaolovesmafumafu1977]

@@milenymelendez9444 I know right *^-^*)

[@athaya1253]

@ojhe i suggest you to react this song kzbin.info/www/bejne/o2bNi3hsish0r6M donor song

[@no_ou]

彼が何を言っているのかもっと詳しく知りたい方が結構いらっしゃるようなので、勝手ながら簡単にまとめてみました。 Hey Ojhe, thanks for your wonderful video!! Many people from Japan are curious about what you were talking about so I decided to translate some parts of it. I hope you dont mind. 2:02　うわ、やば…想像してたものと全然違う…言葉が出ない。歌詞を読みながら「ああ、自分が感じた想いと同じだ」って実感した。「死んでしまいたい」と思っていた時期が俺にもあった。個人的に日本の音楽の好きなところが一つあるんだ。特にこういう鬱病みたいなものをテーマにした歌を聴くときに思うんだけど、音と歌詞のコントラストがすごい。イントロを聴いたときはゆったりとした曲を想像してたのに、どんどん聴いていくうちに歌手が叫び出して…痛みが本当に伝わった。みんなも観ていてわかると思うけど、今本当に感情的になってる。笑 4:23　俺の人生についての歌詞を読んでいるみたいだ…。なにこれ…特にここ、「少年だった僕たちは～そんなSFを想像している」うまく言えないけど、この、「独りじゃないんだ」って思わせてくれるのがすごい。多分それがこのパートのメッセージなんだと思う。まだ半分しか聴いてないのに泣いてるよ…。 8:25　ここ…「幸福も～生きろ」すごい…。 10:28　今まで生きてきて何度も命を絶とうとした人にとって、この歌はなんだろう、自分が帰る場所みたいなものな気がする。ここで歌が終わって良かったと思う。最初は自分が心から共感できることについて歌っていた。死んでいくような感覚だった。でも最後は…。今俺が生きているのも、俺が居なくなったら悲しむ人が周りに居るって知っているから…。ああ、…声が枯れてるし、泣いてるし…笑　やっぱり音楽の力ってすごい。たった一つの歌が、しかも自分では理解できない言語で歌われている言葉が、これほどの辛い記憶と感情を蘇らせられるって…。俺と似たような経験をしている人たちは分かると思うけど、常に上り坂を走っているような感覚なんだ。決して振り払えない感覚。それでも人生は続くんだ。人生は変わる。前よりも良い状況に恵まれるだろう。色んなことについて、前よりもポジティブに考えられるようになるだろう。もしかしたらそうはいかないかもしれない。嘘はつきたくない。決して全てうまくいくとは限らない。でも、どんな形でもいいから、生きて。これが俺がこの曲に感謝している理由だよ。特に最後の歌詞。そして、まふまふの歌い方…言葉にできない。美しい。それだけ。共感しすぎて辛い。逆にこれと同じ経験をしたことがない人っているの？誰もが感じたことのある気持ちだと思う。誰もが居たことのある場所だと思う。もちろん個人差はあるだろうけど。分かんないけど。もう自分でも何を言っているのか分からないけどとりあえず生きて。…音楽は美しい。特に俺みたいな遠く離れたニューヨークに住んでるくそ野郎をこんな気持ちにさせられる音楽はね。この歌を教えてくれたあいつに感謝。 この世の中は色々狂っているけど、もし君たちが自分が愛されているか分からないと思っているのなら伝えたい。俺は君たちが存在していることを気にかけるよ。…よし、みんな元気でな。ありがとう。Ojheでした。みんな愛してる。みんなも自分のことを愛していて。 返信は全て読ませていただいてます。翻訳が思った以上に役に立っているみたいで嬉しい限りです。 ありがとうございます。

[@user-yf3kx4yr5v]

翻訳ありがとうございます！！🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️

[@user-ne4rb9ii8u]

ガチでありがとう

[@user-xv3sc1su4x]

とても読みやすく翻訳してくださってありがとうございます！助かりました

[@user-sf8gc5yn5x]

神よ・・_

[@user-xd5wc2fc4u]

泣きました

[@mishiyirou1612]

Usually most songs that talk about depression are like "I'm depressed and sad." But when it comes to Japanese music, it gives off the vibe of someone crying for help and asking if it's okay for them to live.

[@dhananjaykul7225]

and when u listen to this it feels like someone's translating ur feelings and putting it out there truly amazing

[@eggtart4740]

@@dhananjaykul7225 yess! Exactly!😭

[@aiaiai2424]

Theamae Tee someone tell mafumafu he’s got the most amazing voice in my opinion

[@LegnaPoltergeist]

Exactly, you can listen a little to the songs of PowaPowa-P (Rest in peace) who wrote his songs in the most difficult time of his life and who ended up losing the battle in the process

[@nhatthanh4070]

@@dhananjaykul7225 EXACTLYYYYYY

[@Kennix0116]

最後だけ「生きて」から「生きろ」に変わってるの泣けますよね。

[@4.lelyminhchau345]

Mafumafu said that in the past, he was bullied because of his voice (his voice sound like a girl) and another reasons he didn’t tell. There was a time someone go into his room and dragged him out of his house at midnight while he was wearing a pyjama. He said that he was thought about suicide but one day his friend: soraru changed his life. He began to create songs and try to sing, he almost said that at first everyone yelled at him, blame him because he sang wrong music note or there was a day he only ate almost out of date food or leftover at the convenience store. He even being stalked a lot that he had to move his house around 4 times. But, time was passed, he began to have friends and Nico Nico Douga company cooperated with him and now he’s become a very famous “utaite” with a million Japanese fans and on the world. From that he gave up thinking about suicide but the pain was still there.....in his heart and will be never gone. Sorry because I’m not very good at English much. I also was thought about suicide too but when I heard his music...I gave up and try to live on. With me, he like an angel, so pure yet so kind...from mafumafu with love

[@seven8962]

Oh my gawd I had no idea I'm crying rn--- He's really an inspiration for me , srsly

[@Takanosenpai]

Oh boy, and I found his voice so beauty and calming. Wow, I didn't thought he pass for all that :(

[@__NoThisIsPatrick__]

I'm pretty sure when he was bullied for his voice was when he was in school. So Soraru didn't help him at that time (they didn't know each other yet) Mafu was being stalked so many times back in his early years of being an utaite. Someone would follow him around and made him uncomfortable. They even sneaked into his house and stay in his closet to stalk him. Then, they'd come out at night and watch him. And there was this one time when the stalker pulled him by his legs when he was asleep and dragged him until to the street. :( This was the depressing time of Mafu as an utaite. I heard ppl said he even cut but I'm not sure if this is true. His friends did know what happened to him and always accompanied him at his home and listened to his story. They didn't take much action tho maybe bc Mafu didn't want to and they're respecting his decision. (Sadly,Mafu was like that back in the day. He could never bring himself to report somebody. It either he's scared or he's being pitiful.he's an angel afterall lol) Then, at this time Soraru came to help him. He didn't tell this in detail but Soraru 'did' sth to the stalker until the stalker came to Mafumafu and apologised. He also said he'll never come near him ever again. Mafu said Soraru is the light he's searching for (cute haha) Also,his song was stolen (twice)by one of their friend. I think a lot of people in this fandom already know who's the 'friend' I'm talking about. This person stole from a ton of different composers. Soraru and Mafumafu was trying to stop this guy but couldn't. However on 2015, this person finally told the fans that he never has original works done by him (basically turned himself in) and retired from being Vocaloid producer. Mafu was upset (ofc he was) when this so called friend of his stole his songs :( there're some songs that Mafu wrote that talk about this person (Berserk, GHOST etc) After all this mess, SoraMafu finally made a band together called After The Rain on 2015. After heavy rain there'll be rainbow. Just like what happened to them (well to Mafu especially) after getting into so much troubles he finally found his happiness. Well this depressing story ended with a happy ending :)

[@cassiopeiaaria]

@@__NoThisIsPatrick__ wow

[@yui711]

I find it sad to bully someone because of their voice or something else. I would have loved him because I think it sounds cute and stuff. I even thought of suicide. I still do it because of my depersions because I was bullied and I also have friends who want to change my mind, but yes. I love his songs so much. Ever since I heard his songs, I've been trying to stop thinking about it, but the inner pain is still there and will remain. I think we all love Mafumafu‘s and his Songs ^^

[@sophieasy6627]

One good thing about some japanese songs is, they might be talking about depressing stuffs, but at the end, they will end it with something like "just live" , or like in another mafumafu's song, There's No Reason For Me To Be Born (Umareta Imi Nado Nakatta), it ends with "I have to live on". Its as if these songs are trying to reach out and save others

[@Ojhe]

Yup! That's what I really appreciate about it

[@sophieasy6627]

@@Ojhe and now its been a year since japanese songs became a part of my life! ♡

[@akiraamamiya8483]

I feel like that's kinda like saying "look, you're not alone. There are others struggling with the same or similar problems...don't give up."

[@Akkarri]

@@Ojhe There is also one really cool song called The Reason I Wanted to Die (Boku Ga Shinou To Omotta No Wa) If you liked this song, feel free to check this one out, it's even more beautiful. I recommend version by Amazarashi, it has eng subs, too. kzbin.info/www/bejne/oKPZiWt3nqh_l9U

[@rRekko]

Kind of like Blooming in the Mud, such an amazing song. I recommend you check it out if you haven't, it's helped me out before when i was down and came across it. kzbin.info/www/bejne/amHHe4aVgahpiZo

[@user-ei7kg6pm1m]

動画に全く関係ないけど服に書いてあるOFFって文字めっちゃ輝いてんの草

[@empire.of.britannia]

メガネのレンズ汚れてる時ってこんな見え方するよね

[@user-ro3kp3lt4m]

僕もこの曲を初めて聴いた時衝撃を受けた。この曲以上に歌詞がストレートに心に響き、考えさせられる曲はないと思ってる。

[@usmc6550]

下手な哲学書を読むよりも、衝撃的です

[@user-kd6st8lz2b]

彼は歌の詩に自分と重ねてるのがあるんだろうね、グサグサっと心に響き伝わってるのが見て伝わってます😢

[@rumi7436]

この歌は意味をよく考えると、凄く深い意味があって圧倒されますよね...私がいじめられている時、死にたくて必死で。KZbinで死にたい時に聴きたい曲と調べたら、この曲が出てきたんです。私は命に嫌われているを聞いて、いつの間にか泣いていました。ずっとずっと泣いていました。自分は何を考えて生きていたのか、、。知らせてくれました。最後の生きて生きて生きて生きて"生きろ"に変換された時は鳥肌がとてもたって閉ざしていた心を扉から出してくれた感じがしました。

[@musicred4715]

ちょこちゃる 俺もちゃこさんと同じ過去があったんっすよ でも我慢してみるとその先にはすっげー最高な事あるんですぜ？ 頑張って生きてみようぜ それは神様からの試練ってことで考えようぜww それを乗り越えた先にはいい景色があると思うんです( ´ ▽ ` ) んまあ、がんばろうぜ！

[@rumi7436]

Red music 今は何もないので、いつも楽しく毎日を過ごしています(*^^*)たまに思い出して辛いなー、って思うだけで、今は前より全然楽です！これさえ耐えれば、また友達として受け入れてくれるんじゃないか。って思って、悪口を言われても反論せず怒りもせず、ずっと我慢して辛い日々を送っていました...。でも今はその我慢した分、とっても幸せです！我慢して良かった、自分は間違っていなかった、頑張って生きていきます！勇気ある言葉をありがとうございます！

[@rumi7436]

ひかり 勇気付けてくれる励ましをありがとうございます！

[@user-sf8gc5yn5x]

今、お二人が生きてここにいることが本当に嬉しいです。生きることって普通なようでもの凄く大変ですよね。辛いことを味わったあなた方はきっと他の人よりもずっと辛い人の気持ちに寄り添うことができると思うから、弱いことは、別の人の弱さを分かってあげることでもあるんです。悲しいことがあった時も、悪いことばかりじゃ無いって思ってくれると嬉しいです。お二人のこの先の人生の安寧を祈ります。生きていてくれてありがとう。

[@musicred4715]

ちょこちゃる あ、やっべ！返信遅れました💦 ていうかもう幸せでしたか(汗) 余計なお世話でしたねww すんません、すんません。 んまあそれなら良かったっす！ んじゃ楽しく頑張っていきましょーか！！

[@ushikudaibutsu]

原曲はどちらかと言うと永遠の命を持つボーカロイドが命の儚さを歌うっていう皮肉さがあるけど、こっちはこれからを生きてやるっていう力強い感じがする

[@Lord_ro666_sk1]

海外の方たち、まふまふを女だと思ってる人やっぱ多いw

[@kanaigarashi9860]

え！女じゃ無かったんですか！

[@user-mz7xv1gj8k]

Kana Igarashi はい。まふまふさんは男性歌い手ですよ(*^^*)

[@user-xn2cj4zv2z]

YES

[@user-hf6rg1wv9x]

She's a man…!?(錯乱)

[@user-vy9yk6ir1w]

37564 18782 ボイス編集している

[@radenaril1436]

still whenever i hear this song i will just cant stop crying.. coz this song 1 of the song that make me fight my cancer.. its been 6 year already and im still alive.. we should be glad that we still alive while struggle at everything.. #stay at home

[@seven8962]

Idk how to cheer people but don't give up , you'll see one day you'll win against this nasty cancer >:)

[@andiyusandi9013]

I hope you will be okay

[@tobioflyhigh666]

yay you're alive (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ i wish u happiness and good health, man

[@tharlinshwe3403]

tobio fly he will . . .

[@tumo-tumo.tu-mo]

よくオススメに出てくるので拝見していますが、この方が何を言っているのか本当に知りたい。 英語力が無いのが悔しい。 素晴らしいリアクションをありがとうございます。

[@soma_300cm]

ほんとそれなです...

[@Hollow_0701]

それな

[@user-sf8gc5yn5x]

全翻訳してくださってる方がいましたよ！

[@user-ii9mr2sp2z]

ひかり どなたですか！？

[@tumo-tumo.tu-mo]

@@user-sf8gc5yn5x マジですか！！！！ どなたか知りたいです✨✨

[@akiraamamiya8483]

At 7:08 you can really hear the pain in mafumafu's voice really clearly Edit: thanks for all the likes guys. This is actually the first time I got this many likes on a comment...

[@ririkamomobami3500]

Yup😢😢😢

[@user-xe2rc9yt1u]

めちゃくちゃいいリアクション

[@user-ji9fb1hs3k]

日本のアニメが外国の方から評価されることも凄く嬉しいけどこうやって歌が国や言語を超えて人の心に届くことにすごく感動した。この曲のメッセージがより多くの人に届くことを祈る。

[@yuki_www_03]

うまく説明できないんだけどこれを聞いて泣いてくれるのがめちゃくちゃ嬉しい Kanzaki Iori makes very emotional songs. I always cry when I hear Kanzaki Iori's songs. And Mafumafu's voice is also emotional. I think nobody can sing this song like him. I want to be able to understand what you said.

[@kiggerst]

They should do more collaberation. Mafu's voice is really perfect for iori's song

[@user-br6ft7ub5x]

まふまふさんの歌声はいろんな人を勇気づけたり生きる糧になるような歌声ですが本家もいいですよ( ¨̮ )︎︎

[@user-im6vk1hs5t]

ただ叫んでるだけでうるさいっていってる人もおるけど この人はまふまふさんの歌い方が美しいって言ってくれてるのか わかってるやん。

[@aria6236]

つきたゃん 実際にただ叫んでるだけの残念な歌い手も多いからそーゆー考えに行き着く気持ちは分かるんだけど、まふまふさんはちゃんと心に響く歌い方をしてる。喉から出る叫びって言うよりか魂から揺さぶられる叫び

[@emptymemory01]

@@user-ps7uh4nt1b その言い方はちょっとなぁ

[@user-hr4yx8zj8f]

まふまふさんの歌い方はめちゃめちゃ好きだし色んな曲聞くけど、この曲に関してはもっと静かでも良かったかなぁ…と(´･_･`) ラスサビだけ盛り上げるとかならめちゃめちゃありだと思ったけど…人それぞれってことっすね！

[@user-vx8rv3qo3z]

実際うるさいとこはあるからねぇ

[@user-ps7uh4nt1b]

@@emptymemory01 悪かった

[@ra1l389]

I’ve heard this song a million times, and never cried. But watching you connect to this song, and get emotional about it, actually brought tears to me eyes. Rather than just listening a nice beat, it became something bigger. I started really listening (or reading) what was being said and actually interpreting it. I think I’ll be listening to this song differently from now on. I’m gonna go try not to cry now.

[@Kuro-hh5nl]

If you like Mafumafu, you should really react to the song called Beserk, which is actually written and composed by him.

[@WW-ld3gp]

Yes !

[@felicianavargas5611]

My absolute favourite

[@user-ew8xj1lt6t]

Yess! And the fact that a lot of his songs (so far,ALL of his songs that i've seen) are composed,written,and sung by himself! Now,how cool is that!?

[@tesaa1820]

oh yes my favorite

[@supercorsairjp7200]

まふまふチャンネル

[@mirai.1001.loveskz]

命というか、自分の生き方というか、色々と考えさせられる曲ですよね… あなたのリアクションに、私も泣きそうになりました。😭

[@user-ui2pu9mw4g]

勘違いしている方が多いのですが、 まふまふさんは男性であり、 声帯の形が女性に近いそうです！

[@user-ge9hl6qh4m]

いろんな人がこの曲を聞いてリアクションupしてるけど、あなたが一番的確に歌詞を理解してると思う。 私は初めて聞いたとき言葉が出なかった。「一人で笑えよ」と最後の「生きろ」の部分は息が止まった。 あなたはちゃんと描かれてない部分の意味も理解してるってのがコメントでわかる。それを自分の言葉で表現できてるのがすごいと思うし、今までに苦しい事があったんだろうなと感じさせる。あなたが生きてこの曲に出会えたことが良かったと思っている。 今辛くてどうしようもない人、悲しくて苦しくてたまらない人、歌詞にも出てるけど、「殺して」「あがいて」「抱えて」「笑って」そして「生きろ」 私は今、生きてて良かったと思えてるから。

[@ogm8323]

この方が、海外の聞いてみたシリーズの中でこの曲(本家じゃないけど)いちばん理解してくれてる気がする。なんだか感動する。

[@KingPandeh]

I love Japanese songs, there’s a lot of them out there that has meaning and a background story, hits you in the feels everytime.

[@Ojhe]

Hey everybody! I added subtitles but I did it with a translator so it might not be that great.. BUT! I turned on community contributions so if you feel like you could provide a better translation then please go ahead! みなさん、こんにちは！ 字幕を付けましたが、通訳を使ってやったので、それほど良くないかもしれません。 私はコミュニティへの寄稿をオンにしたので、より良い翻訳を提供できると思われる場合は、先に進んでください！

[@user-sj6xp2qg1t]

I like Mafumafu (at first) cuz his dark (or should I said sad?) song. Then I started more and more fall into him ~~~ not only his darkside song and also those cute song~~~ He sing so GOOD~~~

[@naya4050]

uwu try listen to "kamatte choudai" or "i wanna be a girl" or "i wanna be a cat" they're cute song X3

[@user-sj6xp2qg1t]

@@naya4050 I've listen those song, it's really sweet and cute ~~~

[@naya4050]

@@user-sj6xp2qg1t ikr

[@TheHiroppi]

私は英語の洋楽好きの日本人ですが、本当に音楽っていいですよね。 人種とか宗教とか国民性とかいろいろ違いがあっても、心の底の部分は同じなんだなぁ～とこの動画を見て思い、なんだかもらい泣きしてしまいました。 娘がまふまふ好きだからたまたま見てみただけなのに。 お母ちゃん感動！

[@user-kl7bs7tp4t]

まふくんの訴えかけるような歌声と、この神曲と、この方の全てに感情移入してなんだろう...泣けてきた

[@fifiannisa9639]

My first reaction of this song is, for the first part I was really depressed, I remember all the depressing stuff and just agreeing with the lyric, I thought it was going to be just like the other "suicide/depression" song, like me hating the world. But then the second part of the song, I realize, this song isn't about that at all, it's about how the world is hating me, because I just gave up with the world and underestimate it. I suddenly cries there, when the "Live" part show up, I'm destroyed. "No matter what happen, as long as you live, then everything is going to be okay." Is what the song say to me. Well that's just my interpretation of the song.

[@raviqirvansyah1304]

Imagine hearing this song after playing OMORI...

[@ticktocktofu]

i had the opportunity to see this song performed live last fall (a different artist though, he performed it as a cover) and it hit me in a really similar way to how you react to it here. the artist i saw performed it acoustically, just him and piano. it really made me cry. but that's one of the things i love about this song, is how different artists can take it and sing it in different ways that capture different emotions and the individual way of dealing with these feelings. thank you for your video ! mafumafu is one of my favorite singers so it makes me really happy to see people appreciating his work. hope you are doing well

[@user-uh7zt1eb4s]

とりあえずまふくんは色々な方に愛されているんですね！！ こっちまで嬉しくなりました…✨ 英語は分からないから頑張って勉強しなきゃw I love his song too!

[@YURI-ze2wz]

I'm a Japanese Mafumafu's fan. I'm so happy that he listened to this song. Mafumafu is a very great singer expressing feelings, especially negative emotions like sadness and anger. Someone who likes this song, I recommend a song “あの夏が飽和する”(Ano natsu ga houwa suru)

[@yuuriurabe5906]

ききました😍

[@Dreand_S]

for someone who still getting back to track at life, this song hits me really hard, and the way mafu's sing it, the pain, ugh, great song, great cover

[@minamina-pf7pw]

1つ間違ってはいけないことがなんですけど、この曲はまふまふさんが本家ではありません。 ちゃんとカンザキイオリというボカロPが本家です。

[@user-ex3hb5su2d]

カンザキイオリさんですよ 打ち間違いでしたらごめんなさい🙏

[@user-px4uc7lx5y]

言いたいこと言ってくれた。ありがとう(カンザキイオリさんだけどw) 本家もまふくんも素晴らしいから批判とかしたくないけど。 間違った認識はして欲しくないですよね

[@minamina-pf7pw]

!!!( ﾟдﾟ)ﾊｯ!!!! 今気づきましたw 修正しときますね！！

[@omu_6334]

ここで言うのもあれなんですけど、、もし、アイコンが坂田さんであるならばアウトなような気がします、、、浦島坂田船のメンバーの写真をアイコンにするのダメなので、、、

[@minamina-pf7pw]

@@omu_6334 すみません… 今までやり方が分からなくて変えようにも変えれなかったんです…

[@user-ud5hz1be2q]

こういうリアクション動画は他の界隈に比べてこの界隈は浸透していなかったのでとても新鮮でした☺️小学生の頃から高校生の初めまでまふまふさんを推させていただいていたのですがいまでも自慢の推しでしたって胸を張って言えます。ニコ動の文化が私は好きです。ほんとに色んなことがあって死のうと思ったこともありましたが素晴らしいボカロPさんが作ったボカロ曲にまふまふさん達のようなアーティストさんが作った曲に支えられていた気がします。偏見が多く残っている日本でこの界隈の良さに気づくことが出来たことはとても幸せな事だと思っています。本当に日本の宝のような文化だと思っています。最近は海外の方の目にも多く止まるようになりコメント欄が海外の方で埋まっていて嬉しく思うと同時に誇らしく感じます。これからもリアクション動画をあげて海外に広めていただきたいです😢

[@serchmaabaatarchuluun5761]

This is really relatable song. This song really reaches out to us. Mafumafu also has a lot of songs which reaches to our heart such as Punishment game, Merry bad end, Handicap . . . He criticizes the life and at the same time trying help us. He really is great artist.

[@user-tr9cb6dq8s]

自分の身近にいる人は自分を気にかけてくれないという確信はあるのに、あなたが気にかけてくれるという言葉は素直に信じれそう。 ありがとう。 生きるのがつらいよ。

[@urban0443]

I am actually crying with him. It's just really hits so hard. 😭😭😭

[@arfelt1837]

You know what we maybe always get something bad on our live It's like *life itself hate us* But if we died now, we will never get anything good If we keep living they are maybe something good store for us in the future So for you who always get something bad in your life. Please lived and may happiness comes to you

[@user-ju8zn5xq2l]

まふさんとカンザキイオリさんに届くといいですね！！！！😆😆 　　　　　⇊ I hope it will reach Mafumafu and Kanzakiiori!!!😆😆 まふさんをすごく良く言ってくれて、まふさんのファンとしてめっちゃ嬉しいです✨ 　　　　　⇊ I'm glad as a fan for saying Mafumafu very well.✨ カンザキイオリさんの他の曲もぜひ聴いてみてください😉 良い曲ばかりですよ(๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧ 　　　　　⇊ Please listen to other songs by Kanzakiiori😉 All very good songs(๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧

[@YTdoesnt_allow_mandarin_name]

I was touched by not just this song but your reaction too I feel the same, really deep inside my heart It is real salvation that you know you are not alone

[@manooon]

日本人の私ですらストレートに共感できる歌詞を書いてくれるカンザキさんにも感謝だしそれを歌ってくれたまふまふさんにも感謝だしそれをしっかりわかった上で海外の人にも分かるように翻訳してくれてる人もほんとにすごいと思う

[@user-cc8kt3gz7t]

I want you to react "I want to be your god" (君の神様になりたい。).The composer is the same as this song.

[@Maramaranaa]

all stuff by Kanzaki Iori is super good to get a reaction imo "Bound by Freedom Itself" is such a nice song too ;u;

[@user-hg1rc1qx5u]

英語習いたてなのでもしかしたら全く違うふうに捉えてるかもしれないけど、君の神様になりたい良いよね。願わくばメ○テラさんがいい

[@Maramaranaa]

@@user-hg1rc1qx5u I don't understand Japanese well but I saw メ○テラさん and if that's Megater Zero then *YESSS* his voice would be nice to be reacted to

[@lucemiran4315]

Agree! That song needs to be heard by the whole world, along with HUG, especially the cover by Araki!

[@Maramaranaa]

@@lucemiran4315 oh man Hug sung by Araki just bring major feels. *basically any kanzaki iori song with super powerful voices = so many feels*

[@sakinaito3090]

Hi I’m Japanese thanks for listening one of my favorite songs. Your reaction got me real emotional... I sometimes feel that songs can tell what I really felt and wanted to say but couldn’t somehow. Yeah anw keep doin the best work and have a wonderful day 🙆‍♀️❤️

[@user-zg5ep1ne4d]

I can't believe that someone finally reacts to Mafumafu's song. Please react more, PLEASE!!!!

[@markomk9761]

damn this video is great i really like your genuine reaction to the song and the fact that is so relatable

[@wookiesnipa]

Listened to this song for a couple months very regulary (probably just before you made this reaction) cause i was going through an extremely rough time in my life (becoming homeless and much more), it hit home for every low point in my life. I really appretiate you making this and helping me sorta reconnect with myself n whats important

[@taitisaikooooo]

I am Japanese. Of course, there are some good things about Japan. However, there are many people who are suffering just like these lyrics. I was one of them. Like ojhe, there are many times when I wanted to die. However, I was lucky enough to realize that if I died now, I wouldn't be able to do the things. I could have done in the future. If you are reading this comment and are wondering if you will die, please try to find a purpose in life like I did. If you work hard and live your life, your dreams will come true someday. Please live.

[@toki745]

この曲、いつも教室の隅っこにいた子が聞いてたんだよね。気になって私も聞いてみたら、すごく心に響く曲で感動した。次の日には仲良くなれました！

[@user-gf8yk1cu9v]

すごい素敵… あなた…素敵…（語彙力）

[@justkei5531]

this song really hits us hard, through this song i found a new reason for me to live

[@subduedhues]

this just showed up in my recommended and i loved the video!!! please do more mafumafu reactions 🥺🥺

[@Ojhe]

I definitely will be! Just dealing with some pc issues atm.

[@D2PKZ]

bro don't worry i also cryed as a kid when i heard the song by 1st time this is the kind of song that touch everyone

[@user-bv9bz2fi2m]

わたしを救ってくれた日本の歌が、海外の方の心にも響いていると知ってとてもとても嬉しいです。 辛いとき「どうして私ばっかり」という気持ちになってしまうけれど、国籍も性別も年齢も関係なくみんな同じような生き苦しさや辛さを抱えて生きているのだとこの動画を見て改めて感じました。 命を必死に抱えて生きましょう、みなさん。

[@marineamazouz457]

i am a sensitive person .i have a hard time not taking emotions in full blast . sad japanese musics wether its inde or vocaloid inde can be the most beautifull , cry inducing and relatable or that i can fully empathise with. every subject be it loneliness , love , depression, longing etc.... because it doesn't have to sell ,do well nor be trendy it's just made to feel since i first started listening to them more than 10 years ago it still helps me to this days to sort my feelings even unknown ones. i swear it's some kind of free therapy for me anyone that liked this should make research on vocaloids ( warning there is as many cute happy ones than serious /creppy ones)

[@sanskirby6481]

This song is really sad , and it makes a contrast beetween the lyrics and the instrumental , personally i love this song so much , because all the things are so true , and it just gets me emotionnal every time .

[@inana_nana]

Kanzaki Iori's (the producer of the song) most notable work really hits home. And with Mafu-kun's cover, it plunges right through you, not just the lyrics, but also the emotion that he put on his voice for this song. I am really glad that there are more people reacting to Utaite, like Mafumafu, because most songs that they cover are really beautiful. Tbh, most vocaloid producers are talented on making really good music, like wowaka (rip :(() Giga-P, nekobolo, 40m-P, samfree (again, rip) and many more With that said, I really like on how you reacted this. And also the fact that after you finished listening to it the first time, you went back after the second chorus part. I always listen to this cover whenever I feel down, because not only it hits you, but also telling us that we were born to live, and let life do its part ((I also cry every tiem I hear this)) You got yourself a new subscriber mah dude. I don't really listen to k-pop, but I will watch your reactions on utaite and j-pop (I rarely listen to j-pop but eh wwww)

[@Jay-xh1iu]

Hahahaha somehow i started tearing when im listening to your reaction. It reminded me of the days when i was absolutely depressed and wanted to die. Im better now but knowing that there are people still feeling this way makes me so sad for them and my past self 😢

[@chihayaxx2922]

貴方の反応を見て涙が出ました。 過去にいろんな経験をしてるからこそネガティブな歌詞の意味が分かる優しい方なんだなと。 一つ言えるのは貴方はとても素敵な感性の持ち主です。

[@ravx6788]

One of my best mafumafu's covers also Sou covered this but mafumafu's cover really touched me OMG I just love his voice so much

[@-kana-3843]

Hello. I am Japanese and a fan of Mafumafu. Mafumafu had a lot of painful experiences. He cried and talked. I was sad to hear that. And he told another story that his friend Soraru helped him. He looked very happy when he talked about it. Mafumafu knows such feelings, so I think he can sing songs that impress many people. I'm a junior high school student, so I may have made a mistake, but I'm sorry. I think everyone will continue to have a sad experience. But I want everyone to cherish their lives. I want people far away who don't know their faces or names to live happily I love this movie. I love you

[@bluv1286]

Watching your reaction, I cried like I did when I first heard this song a long time ago. The impressed of someone impresses others. That's why I love videos like this. あなたのリアクションを見ていて、昔この曲を初めて聴いた時と同じような涙が出ました。 　 感動は感動を生む。 だから、私はこういう動画が大好きです。

[@miro5218]

最後の、「生きろ」で、涙が止まりません 素晴らしい曲ですね✨ Ojheさんと同じ気持ちになりながら、泣きました！

[@coco-zo8gv]

thank you My doctor told me that I have cancer and 50% of the time I have lived for 5 years. A painful sentence to me. This music has been in my heart since then. Maybe I was hated by my life.

[@yukuzudia3284]

I feel ya Ojhe. Every emotion and feelings you felt in this video, I had the same. I feel the emotion of Mafumafu, and just want to feel it with the song. Indeed, I am a Mafumafu fan. Keep supporting him then. ♦♦♦

[@wazzupolpy]

I just found your reaction on this song. Very good video tbh. Im really into it. Thanks for the reaction

[@Starry.Astraaa]

My interpretation of the lyrics: This song is talking about how people talk about something they’ve never experienced and get a lot of it wrong, some lyrics are corrections and some are what people think.

[@user-vm5hw5jv6r]

「命に嫌われている。」の曲に込められた深い意味を理解しているように見えました😌💭 主さんにも辛い時期があったのですね..😢 もっともっとこの曲を色んな方に知っていただいて 誰かの助けになれば良いと思っています👍💗

[@Tk_Sorainu_Atlas]

No idea if anyone reads comments late, but there's one mafumafu put out recently called "umareta imi nado nakatta" It's similar in the way he expresses the pain of life, and it seriously made me cry like this one did. If you want to give that one a go The video doesn't have captions sadly, but you can look the lyrics up

[@aislyn7171996]

For me personally, most of japanese songs i found have a really deep impact and meaning whether its a depressing, sad, happy, or romance songs. This song is one of my favorite and this song also saved me when i thought about ending my life before.

[@user-nc6nl9dj6w]

I love this song and your reaction

[@sagura408]

I been hear this song for 5 years and keep hearing it again it good but all the bad memories alway come back hit me right on the head Can't get them out my head But I glad I still survived to this day

[@user-vj9ls2rv9s]

I'm glad to see this video. I found that some people had similar feelings. thank you.

[@private4043]

I feel so happy, I wasn't expecting a reaction video of mafumafu's song

[@goofyglooper]

At first I saw this song not knowing the true meaning behind the lyrics bc I listened to a different cover of "hated by life itself" and at the time it didn't have English lyrics, but I knew by the aura, it definitely meant something deep. So now that I see this and actually read the lyrics, I found out that it had such a sad yet meaningful and inspirational story to it.

[@glassboy3832]

Listening To This Song Make Me Think We Shouldn't Waste Our Life Because We Have Only One Live We Should Enjoy It As Much As We Want And Don't Think Of Suicide Or Anything.....

[@ricoti2896]

Я так понимаю тебя. Удивительно то, как мы - люди, говорящие на разных языках, можем понять друг друга без слов. Просто ты человек и я - человек. Это нас связывает всех.

[@jadetigress9636]

It's like ur heartbeat is translating the song for ur mind to understand what is going on

[@ninemae]

Would you look at that, Mafu got himself a new fan.

[@user-lz5zc4eq2m]

すごくいい感性をお持ちですよ

[@ily_xyz]

こうやって、外国の方も日本の歌い手、まふまふを知ってくれていてこの歌を聴いて泣いていて、同じ気持ちなんだって思うと歌って本当にすごいと思う。言葉がわからない相手でも、人間だからこそ歌を通して分かり合える気がする。(*ˊᗜˋ) (*´˘`*)Thanks❣❣

[@egaolovesmafumafu1977]

the first time I read the English subtitles I cried too and mafu san's beautiful voice makes me cry more I've listened to this song so many time and every time I listen to his voice I get shivers and I just love Mafumafu San sooo damn much

[@edwindorenjr.1430]

This was also genuinely my reaction when listening to this song 2 years ago. Still listening to it and still cying

[@jungkook0710]

I love your reaction😢💛

[@leechongning4848]

The mafu mafu version is actually a cover, the original producer was Kanzaki iori and was sang by hatsume miku

[@returnmyblender7950]

When I saw this I thought "oh no, another fake reaction KZbinr" But your accually good, your commentary on the song was very well put together, you have a new sub, keep up the good work

[@bunnyrolll106]

I'm watching this in 2020 and with all the stuff happening right now this song hits your heart so so so hard,I cant even explain it...I hope you all are safe🙏

[@user-maaaaru00]

何回もこの歌を聞いてきたはずなのに つられて泣いちゃった…

[@denassiea4665]

I was shook this song just ttouch my soul so HARD THIS IS A BOP

[@jerujamir4405]

I love the lyrics♡! BTW I'm your 600th subscriber!

[@Ojhe]

Welcome and thank you!!

[@user-hp3lk9gm8n]

あなたのリアクションを見て、感動しました。

[@bristow4784]

If you'll have lived on then that's all I need Yeah... THAT'S ACTUALLY... ALL I WANNA SING ABOUT! I've almost killed myself working out to that part of the song. lol

[@user-cv8iz8ev3b]

心が綺麗なんだね。 素敵な人だと思ったよ。 たくさん幸せになってほしいな！

[@elgoog4264]

Thank you I love you Ojhe

[@nim6730]

I love this song and mafumafu :')

[@user-di7qc5wg9w]

鬱病から立ち直った身としては、この曲聴くのが辛すぎて無理だったけど、立ち直ったあとはずっと楽しい事を求めていたけど、改めて聴いて、そろそろ私も頑張らないとだめだなと思いました。

[@oct1761]

i love you from japan

[@nanase_ai9917]

Thanks for this reaction , mafumafu is so talented , he's song has deep of meaning..