Manchester Arena Attack: Survivor Stories | I Was There |

[@ladbiblestories]

"For anyone affected by issues raised in this film, please contact Greater Manchester Resilience Hub: www.penninecare.nhs.uk/mcrhub With thanks to Figen Murray, Lucy Jarvis, Amelia Tomlinson, Martin Hibbert, Joe O’Brien and Usman Ahmen for taking part and sharing their stories. Special thanks also to Nick Aldworth and Joel Goodman. You can donate to Martin’s Kilimanjaro climb here: www.justgiving.com/campaign/MartinsMountain (Or text £10 by texting SIA10 to 70085) Lucy would like to give her thanks to Salford Hospital for looking after her: www.srft.nhs.uk/ Visit www.actearly.uk to find out more about Prevent( www.gov.uk/government/publications/prevent-duty-guidance ), and how it works to protect people against extremists. Stop Hate UK is a leading organisation challenging hate crimes and discrimination: stophateuk.org/ Footage credited to: Manchester Arena Inquiry: kzbin.info/www/bejne/i6GuinqFp7l7osU kzbin.info/www/bejne/a3LLqmecjqeMj6M BBC: Usman and Sharon’s story: www.bbc.co.uk/iplayer/episode/m000qn90/manchester-arena-usman-and-sharons-story"

[@deoranjed8118]

Yeah, I'm effected by st.ged nonsense. I just love the cheese in these videos 😂 Funny how they did three of these ridiculous illogical events in a row and then just stopped. "Okay boys are work here is done"🤣

[@NotThisGuy12]

All these ads you put in the video are annoying

[@narcleptik]

@@deoranjed8118 so true it's annoying af

[@caprious454]

For anyone effected by sports washing and mansours celebrating 9/11 such a shame they picked the side and made it very clear

[@adolflenin4973]

@@narcleptik Rip Queen Elizabeth I

[@MVillan17]

RIP to all who lost their lives that night.

[@rilexlyes8758]

@Barry Davis yeah there might be two sides to a story but 22 people literally died like if they didn’t die then where the hell are they that is extremely disrespectful to the families of people who dead and the hundreds of mental health issues that were caused due to extreme ptsd- and you can’t even be respectful

[@moochingwithMatthew]

@Barry Davis what a full on bellend you are

[@moochingwithMatthew]

This is the reason the indigenous people need to regain their land and culture. Stop immigration Start Repatriation.

[@barblx_t7892]

@Barry Davis The thing is, it's not just the news reports, I've met people who were at the arena, and you have the audacity to call it a staged event? People died at the end of the day

[@barblx_t7892]

@Barry Davis Like while media may blow it out of proportion, at the end of the day it still happened

[@willwork4pizza]

Usman, if you aren’t getting help with your ptsd - please please PLEASE do.

[@tony_5156]

You don’t know if you have it until someone points it out It’s kinda scary

[@GhostvaperYT]

@@tony_5156 yeah i didnt know, it is only when a doc/nurse says i think u have ptsd even then u deny it

[@pinlight97]

Agreed…PTSD is awful, and worse that he feels guilty for what he couldn’t do anything about. I’ve been there and to this day almost 20+ years later I don’t let anybody tell me that I should be “over it”. I use it in my work with kids and with my family.

[@GhostvaperYT]

@@pinlight97 i have issues with fireworks, loud car exhausts any loud noise that would make a cat jump makes me jump it's horrible

[@ree3197]

We need More people like HIM on this planet.. we can't afford to lose him. We can't at all! Please do if you see this Usman! We *LOVE* you and we *LOVE YOU* here on earth with *US* 🤗❤️ *hugs*

[@Paul9]

Usman you ran towards the danger, you are a hero. Make sure you talk about how you are feeling and I know you will go on to make a difference to more people’s lives you don’t even know yet.

[@k9bosajasz582]

@Mistress Clara Imagine having the audacity to advertise on a video of this nature.... fucking disgracefull.

[@averywaite4440]

@Mistress Clara what the actual heck

[@putinvladimir6293]

Usman ur a beast

[@elizabethgrogan8553]

@@k9bosajasz582 I just reported them and they've all been taken down. Just today I saw similar scammers on the comments section of an article about the Florida high rise collapse. Had them removed. We can only report these disgusting individuals and frustrate their efforts.

[@k9bosajasz582]

@@elizabethgrogan8553 good shit, thank you

[@Selenielka]

"she snapchatted me...and then she went back to sleep and didn't snapchat me for two hours and i thought she died again" i'm chuckling through tears

[@youryooniverse3905]

That's literally what I did-

[@angiepangie2795]

Lol bless her

[@Harish-hi2bd]

Who?

[@heatherlynsey3092]

That was so cute but so sad at the same time :/

[@joeyturb0]

If you see this usman.. your a good man, head up brother. Rip to all who lost there innocent lifes. Hope the survivors all find there peace 🙏

[@shawtop]

💯

[@XxJaliuolaAftonxX]

😭😢😢😢

[@ianrobertson2276]

Well said mate.

[@rebekahpelletier9899]

I was crying when seeing this

[@pinkringo222]

i really hope he’s doing okay. that poor man couldn’t have done anything better but carries so much of the burden. he deserves a long, peaceful, and happy life.

[@itschelseakay]

The fact that the mother who’s son died is able to look passed the bomber and blame the “higher ups” instead is remarkable. To take the time to look at the bombers point of view while in her own grief is extremely moving.

[@epicwinguyz]

No, its not, you should hate both.

[@epicwinguyz]

@Zsuzsanna Varga actually it's not up to you to decide how someone deals with someone else dealing with loss and grief.

[@epicwinguyz]

What we're dealing with is a pathological commitment to forgiveness, understanding, scapegoating on behalf of our enemies, etc. She says she blames the higher ups lol like its ok to blame them and not the bomber. People blow our children up because we have lost the ability to identify an enemy. That's the point

[@swudi3460]

@@epicwinguyz the majority of suicide bombers in extremist terrorist groups only have two options, they either get executed for cowardice or they follow out one of these attacks in the name of their religion, when you join one of these terrorist groups you are manipulated into thinking that anyone in the west of the world is a threat to you and your country and that if someone over there pays taxes and votes they are no longer a civilian not to be killed, they are a threat to you and your people, the bomber most likely had no other choice and the mother sees that, a lot of these people in terrorist groups often didn’t have any other choice

[@arielsheskin9511]

hey are happy he will go to heaven after

[@victoriab637]

"For once as a mother I can say I was really happy that one of my children were drunk that night." 💔

[@NyanyiC]

Lots of love to Figen (the mum)

[@zoemunsell7602]

i was confused what she meant by that can you explain?

[@fanni24]

@@zoemunsell7602 As I interpreted, he got quite drunk before the concert and so when his mum was told that he died in a split second, even before his brain under the influence of alcohol could sense any pain, she was glad to know that her son didn't suffer. He probably died without knowing what happened right next to him.

[@ooogabooogaa]

@@zoemunsell7602 he was drunk and went somewhere instead of the concert

[@ataraxia870]

@@ooogabooogaa ??? The comment above you says he died and didn’t sense any pain from it, but your comment right after says he got drunk and went somewhere else from the concert.. what

[@theGoldjey]

Oh man Usman you've done everything you could that night. You have a true kind soul. I'm very sorry you feel this way there is so much you can give this world you are definitely a blessing❤️

[@tony_5156]

Not only if you’ve done enough but it’s also the lives you Could’ve saved too That part is what keeps people up at night

[@ree3197]

If he left the woman he was attending.. she probably would of died. He couldn't save them all. And I'm 1000% sure the woman he helped saved was so grateful of his quick work/thinking too! I'm sure the little girl was never going to survive one way or another. It's unfortunate.

[@_letstartariot]

He’s a good Muslim man. I hope he can move forward and feel proud of his actions in the future. Most people would run for their lives. They have every right to do so. But he went above and beyond. I’m glad that interviewed him. Good combated evil when it comes to him.

[@adolflenin4973]

@@_letstartariot rare lol

[@4321woodsy]

My wife was a nurse at Manchester children’s hospital during this. It was shocking and the worst day of her life. I remember driving her to work so she could get some sleep in the car journey as she had just finished a 12 hour shift and decided to go back in to work. I then decided to stay there and pass out water etc. and saw many people coming to help. True show of Manchester spirit!

[@alma-xj3sy]

You are asome really really asome and beautiful and manchester is wonderfull ❤️❤️

[@ellerose979]

wow, you are amazing. thank you to your wife and you for the service!

[@heatherlynsey3092]

❤️

[@user-zn6xk9bm7k]

This made me weep, I am so proud of everyone in this video. Usman, please stay with us - we need you here.

[@Z4ZR]

Bu

[@samanthajones4797]

Yes. The sadness in his eyes hurts to see. I hope he can find peace

[@shelbyrbx7145]

I feel so bad for Usman. He really thinks that it's his fault that that poor girl died. It's not. I really hope he got the help he needed. He looks seriously traumatised.

[@covfefe1787]

I think its time to acknowledge that Islam is a fundamental threat to Human civilization and we need to isolate the Middle East from the rest of the world so they blow themselves up and not us. horrible violent religion.

[@jademichelin3831]

@@covfefe1787 literally what😧

[@katmills3978]

@@covfefe1787 Only someone that knows NOTHING of Islam would say this bullshit. Islam is literally built on the foundation of peace and love. RELIGIOUS RACIALISM, is the real problem and it isn’t isolated to Islam. In truth, this should be the case for ALL RELIGION, if you feel that way. All of the world’s greatest wars, including the world wars are linked directly to religion and various forms or radicalism. The majority of which are credited to the CHRISTIAN RELIGION, just FYI. ;) Hell even the Salem witch trials in which numerous innocent women were brutally murdered, was a result of Christianity.

[@user-hi9yo1eo1e]

@@covfefe1787 read what you said again slowly, with comprehension. if you dont see something wrong, go finish elementary school

[@covfefe1787]

@@katmills3978 please tell me why all designated terrorist organizations are all connected to Islamic fundamentalism. Do Christians blow themselves up for Jesus Christ in Muslim countries? The Salem which trials aren’t tied to region but pagan pagan practices of witchcraft. The Protestant puritans which don’t exist anymore used to it to enforce Protestantism through legal oppression. That’s not terrorism because that’s done by third parties used to install fear in non believers or a outside group. The Salem which trials were done by Protestants against Protestants.

[@lanebreakerRBH]

you can really see how Usman was affected. Hes an absolute amazing human who ran towards damger not knowing if another bomb was going to go off and did what he could

[@iwillnotbeatthestoutofyoub9275]

it must be so hard for him to come to terms with that he did everything he could but that girl still didn’t make it. i can imagine being in his position and questioning whether i could’ve done something more. i hope he’s alright. :(

[@peakfall1748]

My next door neighbour and his step-daughter were both there and they sadly both died, it was really strange to think that not a week earlier I was chatting to him in a local subway. RIP to all of the victims who passed

[@Tesssasasasaaasa]

sending my love from Australia

[@peakfall1748]

@@Tesssasasasaaasa thanks 😊

[@radicola8251]

I’m so sorry, may they Rest In Peace.

[@harvysun4020]

May their souls rest in eternal peace 🙏🙏

[@iminjailforabusingsvtandwo4020]

wasnt there more than 19 people who died . but in comments im seeing more than 40 people . like ur lying ig

[@AnnaP-uh3mc]

I hope Usman reads these comments one day and feels all the love and support he has. I hope he is getting help for his PTSD. I just want to give him a hug

[@Azzi_0161]

It’s sad enough when someone loses their life but when it’s children it hits hard. They could’ve been anything they wanted to be in life, sadly that was taken away from them. RIP to all the victims lost in this horrendous attack 🙏❤️

[@garyablet3446]

My dear Aunt Fanny was there , lost her pearl necklace aswel . Family heirloom to boot . Gutted !

[@Gencturk92]

@@garyablet3446 you cant beat 9/11 though

[@garyablet3446]

@@Gencturk92 my GSX-R beats 911s

[@i.love.kingvon]

@@Gencturk92 is it a competition?

[@i.love.kingvon]

@@Gencturk92 yes but you shouldn't compare things like that

[@Parkerlee1000]

Usman brother please only stay positive my guy such a good man.

[@whatweather]

It’s impossible to imagine the guilt Ariana Grande carries for this and how strong she is to deal with it as she is.

[@whatweather]

@@patricktate4782 are you ignorant enough to think that something like that can affect someone whether they’re dirt poor or a millionaire? Robin Williams, Anthony Bourdain…metal health doesn’t discriminate. I can’t believe I just had to explain that.

[@LizzieAJ]

@@patricktate4782 those “millions” in the bank can’t take away her survivors guilt. it’s common sense to feel guilty since it was her concert. it’s very important to not invalidate others feelings and emotions.

[@sydney6759]

Right? She almost never wanted to tour again after the bombing. She's incredibly strong, as well as every other survivor.

[@Fengsuave_]

@@patricktate4782 Wow you are stupid, so you think mental health just stops once it realizes you have money💀dumbest comment I have read today. Patrick, get some help

[@uwu-owo666]

@@patricktate4782 i hope nothing ever serious like this happens to you. genuinely

[@olivia6496]

I really feel for Usman. It seems he carries a lot of this on his shoulders and I hope he knows he did an amazing and courageous job on that day. Everyone who survived this trauma is stronger than they know. Love to you all ❤️

[@firked]

This is brilliant journalism, sensitively approached and reported with respect. Well done Ladbible, well done. It is covers the tragic incident better than anything I have seen on the BBC, Channel 4 et al.

[@AstroEssexGirl]

Usman, you are such a brave and kind soul. You ran into a terrifying situation and put other people first. Getting past that kind of trauma won’t be easy but there is help out there. As you can see just by the comments, there are so many people sending you love.

[@FloralMedic]

A girl in my cheer team was at the arena that day, she is haunted everyday by the horrific attack. She wrote a newspaper article today talking about the attack. She is the most articulate and kind girl I will ever meet. Grace trippitt you inspire me everyday ❤️

[@gracetrippitt4050]

Alex, thank you. This means everything 🤍

[@aprilnewton_x]

@@gracetrippitt4050 hope your are alright! X

[@decfpv]

Its so horrible what these people had to go through my step sister was there that night and I can’t imagine the trauma her and others experienced

[@rimas5632]

You have a step sister that is cool is she ok

[@YouHadMeAtHalo]

@Barry Davis you’re saying this attack was fucking staged? Get the hell out of here

[@YouHadMeAtHalo]

@Barry Davis wait no I thought you meant it was like, idk. God ignore me I sent that at like 2 in the morning. I don’t hate Islamic people god, my family’s from there.

[@jasmineslaughter8419]

@Barry Davis Its was a SUICIDE BOOMING. Any can get boomed, its doesn't matter if there supper hated or supper loved. It wasn't stage, have a heart pls and dont be ignorant.

[@Kalani_Saiko]

@Barry Davis Not everyone is stupid and would hate all Islamic people for a situation one person caused.

[@yournamehere6000]

Dude Usman in particular looks so haunted by this event.

[@cmcc3721]

Yeah. Because the mothers and fathers of those that lost their lives and those left with life changing injuries in this clip seem pretty much over it.

[@txyyk]

i think it’s because he saw it all, the dismembered bodies, limbs, people dying all in front of him. that will stay with him for life.

[@mydogeatspuke]

@@cmcc3721 nobody's suggesting that the other people aren't also suffering or traumatised, but none of them discussed wanting to end their own lives because they couldn't do more to help people who were already dead. Hearing someone talk about themselves the way he did is really upsetting because he was a hero for the people he helped that night, surrounded by body parts and corpses, and all he can feel to do is blame himself for not being more brave when there's no way he could have possibly done more. The father who's now in a wheelchair is clearly also very traumatised from the way he very matter of factly says that his daughter was dying in front of him and he was powerless to help her, that so many others were already dead, so flat and emotionless. That's trauma too. Noting that one person is clearly haunted doesn't mean that nobody else is or can be. That would be absurd. Of course there's going to be others with lasting emotional damage from this terrible event, that shouldn't need to be said.

[@cmcc3721]

@@mydogeatspuke His emotional damage does not even register when compared to the parents in this clip that have lost children. You obviously don't have kids. Just rambling nonsense.

[@mydogeatspuke]

@@cmcc3721 pain isn't a competition. You obviously still are a kid. Being capable of impregnating someone isn't an achievement.

[@reds1013]

Martyn’s mother is astounding . She knows and recognises the true issue . I had the absolute honour of speaking to martyn several times on Facebook and he was a funny beautiful soul . Fly high all the 22 x you will never be forgotten love from Yorkshire x 🐝

[@lauraa2437]

Usman, your heart is so good and pure. Please do not leave this Earth, we desperately need people like you. The only thing can drive out hate, is love.

[@lauraa2437]

@David Rosenberg I’m sure you do think that. But how do you distinguish? I’m assuming you’d rather just deport everyone?

[@lauraa2437]

@David Rosenberg and the Catholic priests? And the white terrorist organisations? And the white grooming gangs? Sex trafficking gangs? I’ve been in a room with an ex-terrorist. And let me tell you, the things he’s done with this world, the attacks he’s stopped, because he was shown kindness and de-radicalised. Obviously I’m not advocating to hug the person who is about to murder you. My point was (that you have taken out of context), we need people like Usman, who has been deeply affected by an attack and has thoughts of suicide. It was a message of love to someone whom isn’t a terrorist and has been deeply affected by terrorism. You have taken my comment and seem to be under the impression that I am some fragile naive little girl, I am not.

[@FreedomofSpeech865]

@@lauraa2437 excellent comments. We need more people like you in the world.

[@hannahrackliffe7045]

Watching usman talk is devastating and heartbreaking. My heart goes out to all of you, and I hope you are doing much better by now. I am so sorry you had to experience this. Truly so sorry. I am so glad those of you that survived did. My heart breaks for those that lost their lives. No one should ever have to experience this. This should not be a thing.😢🙁

[@hannahrackliffe7045]

Usman you have ptsd and survivors guilt. It is okay to feel the way you feel. Allow yourself to feel those emotions, just don’t ever let them control you. You deserve a long beautiful fulfilling life. Those that lost their lives would agree. Everyone that survived that attack deserves to be able to go on and be happy and fulfilled. you are a doll, I’m so sorry for your pain.

[@adolflenin4973]

@@hannahrackliffe7045 Ariana grande fans will say that noisy singer is the strongest

[@JiminalPrime]

Well that was the hardest thing I've watched in a long while. My thoughts are with everyone that was cruely involved with that pointless attack on innocent people. The positivity from these people is awesome.

[@JoshNunnyt]

@James Brown Are you sick? Dude this is not the place for stuff like that?

[@residentelect]

@@JoshNunnyt It's a Bot post. The person doesn't exist. Spammers etc study what videos are trending on the KZbin algorithm and set a timed stream of coordinated posts from "shadow" accounts which a computer automatically sets up to look as real as possible inorder to bypass KZbin's spam account safeguarding. When the video generates a certain amount of traffic and comments the Bots start posting comments re products and services which the Spammers hope genuine users will see and respond to. This particular video is littered with them, and given the subject matter it is particularly distasteful. Take care mate (from a human, not a Bot)

[@JoshNunnyt]

@@residentelect Thanks man. His account looked a lot more real when I commented this.

[@lifestylingalyce3252]

I hate having anxiety but my anxiety panic attack that night saved my life and left early. I’m grateful I came away unscathed but feel guilty and so sad for those that didn’t make it

[@not_orla1234]

Omg I dont even know u but I'm soo happy u left early. No one should go through such a horrible tragedy.. God bless u

[@lyphol2184]

When he said he saw an arm and a leg and had to look at his limbs to make sure he still had them attached really made me scared even if I wasn't there I could feel the fear everyone at the concert had while listening to these point of views

[@GrimFemme]

I hope Usman is doing better. The world is in dire need of people like you, I hope you stick around.

[@ruby8496]

As a family member of a victim of 7/7 this video was so difficult to watch but it’s so important. I wasn’t there but I remember this day so clearly and my heart is still shattered for the family and friends who lost loved ones that night. The survivors who spoke in this video are absolutely incredible and my love goes out to them for what they saw that day.

[@benjustben7714]

@📌Pinned by BitBoy Crypto ☑️ you pillock

[@Kalani_Saiko]

@📌 Pinned by BitBoy Crypto ☑️ Rack off

[@mstp4024]

Usman was doing real God's work; helping people in need. Walking their short last path with them.

[@passmethesaltplease4175]

@David Rosenberg why did God even created you?

[@georgia76]

@@passmethesaltplease4175 chill out

[@passmethesaltplease4175]

@@georgia76 gimme the ice if u want me to cool down

[@passmethesaltplease4175]

@David Rosenberg oh, sorry, I'm not THAT religious

[@koresaliva]

@David Rosenberg You know the saying, if you have nothing nice or constructive to say, don't say it

[@matildageek8269]

The fact Lucy has been back to see a concert let alone of the same artist and more than once; that’s strength!!👏🏼 Kudos to Amelia to standing by her and each other!

[@koryngalen6228]

martin..what a lad, man absolutely deserves father of the year award

[@joedemmon7569]

Figen OMG you are one of the country's heroes. My heart goes out to you and you are a true inspiration to everyone. We need more people like you. Usman you saved a girl's life on that day. You are a hero too. Never doubt yourself and keep your head up, you are destined for so much more than you think. Martin you are one of the strongest men I've ever heard of. Putting your daughter before yourself shows what an incredible man you are and to be climbing Kilimanjaro in a wheelchair proves it. Wishing all the best for you and Eve

[@justtotallygorgeous]

Usman my man, I hope you’re in therapy and getting yourself help. You did a brave thing and you deserve happiness

[@callmecharlottex]

I wasn't even there, nor have I ever been to Manchester, but this day, and the 22 people who died, are on my mind every single day. I am currently participating in sponsored walks for each person who died, to raise money for the charities set up in some of their names. Rest in peace, Manchester 22. I wish I could be there to pay my respects.

[@John-me6qv]

Why do you care for people you dont know? Serious Question

[@callmecharlottex]

@@John-me6qv because I’m a caring person.

[@harryu4334]

@@John-me6qv to show respects and showing the terrorists that we are strong

[@leemichael2154]

You go girl! I'm behind you all the way keep up the good work!

[@leemichael2154]

@@John-me6qv you should only care for people who you know?

[@boudicaastorm4540]

With the rampant Islamophobia in our current culture, I think Usman's story here is so important- he's a Muslim himself expressing that he believes true Islamic values are to be helping people. And the mother is so right about blaming the organizations behind these attacks. I feel so much for all of these survivors, I used to go to lots of concerts and this kind of thing never crossed my mind back then. We need more direct, effective action against terrorism, and also for the people in power to work harder at mitigating the tensions that move people to become terrorists in the first place.

[@user-pixis967]

Even after 4 years I still cry a little when I see videos about this disaster. Just the thought of all these young people that died, that had a future and dreams ahead of them, it just crushes me.

[@getawayfromme44]

@David Rosenberg motivated by extremism. Quit spreading hate.

[@RobbieLee90]

Usman - you are an absolute hero. Running towards horror and near certain death. Unbelievable.

[@Fadingfader]

Figen's forgiveness is so powerful.

[@drummeruk4044]

When she describes how it's not the attacker to blame, it's the organization they belong to and how these kids are pretty much brainwashed into these ideologies sums it up for me! It's spot on and can be applied to most if not all extremist ideologies! Young minds are easily influenced!

[@bornwithoutconsentobviously]

I couldn't do that. I seriously couldn't do that.

[@liltinglullaby3282]

@@drummeruk4044 "It's not the attacker to blame." Ah yes. He is completely innocent. Let's declare him a Saint right away.

[@FreedomofSpeech865]

She is an in redoble human being.

[@Kalani_Saiko]

@@bornwithoutconsentobviously me neither

[@doddsy28]

Topman Usman, we need more people like you in this world. I hope good things come your way.

[@mrkipling2201]

Usman, mate, you did everything you could. If there were more people like you in the world, it would be a better place.

[@dgnz7628]

I hope Usman finds the peace he needs. What an incredible person ❤️

[@idkwhatimdoing8929]

Usman you are such a beautiful man and please do not blame yourself for those deaths. You RAN towards the danger and you did everything you could to save those people. You are a hero and a brave brave soul. Please talk to someone about your PTSD! We all appreciate you and love you!

[@roisinhayes5609]

Rest In Peace to the 22 people who's lives were taken from them

[@Nicki5645]

This is such an emotionally powerful video. Sending my thoughts and prayers to all of the victims, survivors, and anyone affected by this horrific tragedy on this four year anniversary.

[@Kalani_Saiko]

@📌 Pinned by BitBoy Crypto ☑️ Nobody cares

[@amelia8043]

This was my first ever concert, aged 17. Thank God I managed to get out safe. I remember how when the bomb went off, the parents were telling their kids it was nothing to worry about. I initially thought it was a balloon because giant pink balloons were released and after we heard the screams from the other side of the arena I thought it was a gun. Luckily my friend and I managed to get out quickly and safely. I remember the smell of fireworks and seeing a man look frozen whilst his head was bleeding thinking it was from falling from the stampede. I told my family to put on the news as they didn’t believe me when I got home and said an explosion happened. A few moment later they confirmed it was a terror attack 😣 it will haunt me forever but thank God everyday my friend and I was safe 🙏🏼 rip to the 22 who weren’t as lucky 🥺

[@chocolatetownforever7537]

The instinct to think that terrifying sounds couldnt possibly happen to you is a dangerous one. I remember watching video on here of that gunman who shot all those people from that casino in Las Vegas, and SO MANY people that heard gunfire, didnt really react, and ended up getting shot. While I understand panicking over every little sound is dangerous in itself, and the confusion of a situation like that is real, I think one positive thing that needs to come from events like these, as absurd as it sounds, is to have a plan whenever you go somewhere where theres a lot of people. Know your exits, and which direction they are in, and if you hear a boom, or anything that sounds like gunfire, get down and find cover. These things can happen to ANYONE. Thats the sad state that this world is in nowadays, and sadly, I think its only going to happen more frequently.

[@mharbert1016]

I hope Usman has a good, loving support system around him. A great man who ran into the face of danger to save complete strangers. You are a hero, and I hope you have many bright days ahead.

[@itsnaythtimesavage2786]

Usman, you mean a lot to everyone, keep going strong brother ❤️

[@williamhatton5198]

Usman, you are a hero. You didn't run, you stayed and did everything possible, and gave what little comfort anyone could give, to show fearless love and compassion to those poor souls. Stay strong dude

[@mikesweeney651]

I walked past the Arena at 7.30 that evening passing all the excited concert goers go in. And to hear 4 hours later on the news what happened was shocking and heartbreaking. Still puts a lump in my throat to hear these stories. RIP to all those who died and thinking of all the survivors ❤️❤️❤️

[@kciee6258]

Man, you can tell how bad that effected Usman…my heart goes out to all the people :( I was actually planning on going to the concert, but decided to cancel last minute. I’ll forever be thankful.

[@mikathetiger]

The fact that there is so much hatred and evil in the world is absolutely gut-wrenching. But, even in troubling times like this, there is so much strength and resilience. Heart goes out to everyone affected -- mentally, physically, and emotionally. ❤

[@fairy.mermaid3751]

Rest in peace to all the 22 angels ♥️ the survivors are so strong, my heart goes out to everyone ❤️

[@ippylad7835]

brave brave people, i wasn’t even there and this has scared me for so many years... Love to everyone ♥️

[@michelledavis8159]

This chilled me for months after I thought of how easily it could have happened at any numerous shows I had attended in the past and felt danger could be anywhere

[@carnatono]

All incredible & brave people! I can't begin to understand what each of you went through. And Usman, what a hero!

[@indiacampbell7512]

Seeing Usman explain his experience made me tear up, my heart hurts😢 Sending so much love to everybody♥️

[@riversideacademyrobloxblox9197]

I remember being at my aunts house and my cousin was watching the news. He calls me over, he shows me and I start balling. Knowing they’re still terrorist still Rome after 9/11 was just breaking my heart.

[@howard1852]

Boo hoo

[@benjustben7714]

@A_29 this is IS and their main motivation is to avenge their families against the war. If we stop fighting then attacks will be so much rarer.

[@Jordan-tb9hi]

Usman if you ever read this, you did absolutely everything you possible could on that day and were all very proud of you❤️what a human being you are💎

[@ellakeeping]

The fact Ariana offered and paid for funerals of people that died on that day

[@katmills3978]

In truth, the lawsuits filed against the arena and even her team that booked it would have been much higher. Covering the funeral could be used and likely was used in court to show that they had sympathy and a desire to care for the victims. Plus public outcry if it weren’t addressed would have been insane! I am happy and grateful she did, but it was likely an insurance claim opposed to personal money

[@aylmao210]

@@katmills3978 quit being so cynical you didn’t crack any code. Ariana is not affiliated with the arena she simple performed there. She paid for the funerals because she was also a SURVIVOR, and has empathy.

[@libbyscrapper720]

But she didn't, that was just an Internet rumour that spread, families of the victims have stated they received no money from her.

[@chillidude2]

Man this still cuts so deep. LDN loves you MCR 🐝

[@m21sniper]

I was holding back tears through a majority of this video. Incredibly heartbreaking to hear these first hand accounts.

[@agirlwhoeatscarrots2211]

this genuinely made me tear up i am sorry sorry and my hearts goes out to the families the survivors and the poor souls who lost their lives that night

[@getawayfromme44]

@David Rosenberg you keep commenting on a bunch of comments. You keep spreading hate. Just stop man.

[@TheresaK71]

Honestly the most powerful video I have ever watched on youtube, I remember this so well from the news but hearing the first hand accounts is something else. Fully sobbing listening to them. Good job, Ladbible.

[@dani-ol5xb]

So much respect, love and compassion for Usman. Thank you for your bravery and for standing up as a Muslim and showing what it really means. You’re a beautiful soul. Love and prayers to everyone affected.

[@Krazy6ix]

Having a family member whose friends cousin died in the attack sometimes reminds me how fragile life can be.

[@marsrose1976]

i remember this happening live on twitter and martyn's friends tweeting, asking about his whereabouts. it was truly heartbreaking when we found out. figen is a strong mother and every other victim etc is so strong and i hope the best for them all.

[@arianathearyan]

You probably support Muslims

[@dave93x]

My brother knew Martyn - I didn't - but you can see the strength and intelligence his mother has. I can honestly see her effectively fighting terrorism and being a huge thorn in its side. I look forward to seeing what Martyn's Law and Figen wil accomplish.

[@jackie.esqueda89]

I just watched this and my condolences to everyone who lost someone that day. My respect for the Mom, her son looked like he was a happy kid. Just like the rest they were unaware but Usman my heart goes out to you as well RESPECT! Lucy and Amelia Beautiful Friendship hold on to it.

[@elliebellieboo]

I wasn’t there, I didn’t know anyone who was. I was about 5-7. I cried for days, all these children a bit older than me and other people died that day. That was the day I realised that there are some awful people in this world. Rest in peace to all the people who passed away, you are missed.

[@ieatmice751]

So you’re saying you’re 12, you shouldn’t be on KZbin

[@elliebellieboo]

@@ieatmice751 I never said my age, I don’t remember the year or how old I was

[@emma-1639]

@@elliebellieboo LMAOO

[@drfanum]

@@elliebellieboo yes you did, you said you were 7, that means you’re 11-12 now. you shouldn’t be on here

[@elliebellieboo]

@@drfanum well 1: I said 5-7 2: as I have already stated, I do not remember my age or the year. Also I joined KZbin (on another account) when I was like 3. Nobody listens to KZbin guidelines, I am 10 by the way and I’m not watching kids KZbin 😐

[@franh6148]

Just want to say to all the survivors, it's incredible what you have achieved and your outlook on life given everything that has happened. Your strength is completely astonishing. ❤️

[@kiuii4077]

This is so sad. May the souls of everyone who died rest in peace, happiness and harmony. Forever in our hearts ♥️

[@tysonmadding8559]

After watching a few of these videos....I've got to say survivors guilt has got to be the worst ..if you die you are gone ...if you live you gotta live with the knowledge of all that death ....keep your head up Usman ...while everyone else was running out you ran in ....that is something to be proud of

[@124Clue]

This is truly Heartbreaking. RIP to all lives lost that night. So sad. Stay strong usman ❤️💪🏻

[@gormen7625]

My eyes are watering so much. RIP to everyone who lost their lives that night. 🕊

[@birdlynn417]

Young people crying out to their moms before they die, breaks my heart.

[@forgottenchannellmfao851]

It’s extremely sad that the people that are supposed to be having the best night of there life soon turned into the worst, my deepest condolences to all the families and friends.

[@reaganb6013]

I can not express how much admiration I have for Usam. I really, really hope he gets better.

[@mariahgunn7101]

I’m praying for all the families that have lost loved ones and all the beautiful brave souls willing to share their story.

[@xShankz96x]

The fact ive been exactly where the bomb exploded so many times growing up makes it even more heartbreaking. its a cruel world we live in now. RIP to those taken in such an unfair way.

[@KS-qm7vh]

We need you here Usman! You are a good man and I hope you find out and realise how valuable and special you are and that you absolutely belong here! I hope you find healing and peace soon x!

[@evechadderton8596]

I’m so proud to come from Manchester! Rip to all the beautiful souls that lost their life xxx

[@caketinfairy]

Usman, I'm so sorry you feel so lost. I want to give you a big hug. I want the world to support you in the ways that you need.

[@dale73056]

Martyn's Mum stating that she forgives the bomber...What an incredible woman with a big heart and I wish I was as kind-hearted as she is because if I was a parent and I lose my child over this heinous act, I would never ever forgive that person and everyone responsible for it. I would be restless and I am pretty sure many parents would be to. Big up Martyn's mum and may your son's soul rest in peace

[@morganbarfield108]

Usman, you are a true hero! Much love to you for the rest of your life!

[@staceydoodle429]

When Martyn's mom said she was actually glad one of her children was drunk that night...absolutely heartbreaking.

[@joshual1905]

Manchester will always remain standing ❤️ 🐝 🙏

[@asahi-san7971]

For all the people that died 22 may you will always be in our hearts yall was amazing people with a great heart rest in peace 🙏🏾

[@hothotheat3000]

Usman is a hero. He did everything he could.

[@MischievousVole]

I really hope Usman was able to get therapy or other help. It sounds like he had a really rough go of it but he was a genuine hero and absolutely did his religion and its values proud. I'm glad he at least seems to recognize that. That's the first step.

[@KKMfan60]

Usman, you are such a kind and brave person. You’re a hero. I want to be more like you.

[@ScottKelly58]

I used to work for showsec from dec 2018 to march 2020 at the Manchester arena over a year after this attack. I've seen Usman around. But I've never had a proper conversation with him. I've never gotten to know him, but after seeing this I have nothing but respect for him.

[@superhooch]

Usman if you read this you're a hero for running towards the danger and helping. Endless respect and thanks to you

[@jackpaulpennington7168]

Absolutely tragic events that happened here in Manchester but as said in the video nobody can destroy the strength we have in this City United 22 🐝

[@MattBooth]

Hold your head up high, Usman. You are a hero. You ran towards danger to help strangers. You can be proud.

[@ste9071]

Sending my love, thoughts and prayers to all those affected by the Manchester Arena bombing. You’re all heroes and will never be forgotten ♥️

[@saraspears2383]

Darling Usman, you did so much. No one could have saved everyone. It's ok to feel what you feel, just done let it keep you down. Thank you for what you did.

[@Channeler324]

My ♥️ aches for the victims & their families. & Usman, being there in that moment was not a coincidence. It doesn't alleviate the pain but people like you remind us that there are genuinely good people in this 🌏