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@Abu_ATC5 ай бұрын
Gosh it is so crazy that this was SEVEN years ago?? Can't wait to check out ur new stuff !!
@annearocho67077 жыл бұрын
WHY IS IT THAT THE PART THAT HURT ME MOST WAS WHEN EVAN SAID "No mom who just was there cuz mom was all that she had to be" AND SMILED DOWN AT HIS FOOD BUT THEN LOOKED UP TO SEE NO MOM ON THE OTHER END OF THE TABLE TO EAT WITH
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
yeaaah i did that on purpose to hurt people ;)
@annearocho67077 жыл бұрын
mangomomm idk if that makes you Satan or everything I want to be or both
@rubired009105 жыл бұрын
That broke me too xd
@layla37705 жыл бұрын
mangomomm why must you hurt me?
@losergeekwhatever92644 жыл бұрын
That hit me hard
@AbigailJoyyy7 жыл бұрын
"Step out, step out of the sun if you keep getting burned..." "So how do I step in, step into the sun....?" FRICK FRACK (violent sobbing ensues)
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
me crying in the distance
@leahraji32447 жыл бұрын
Abigail Cunningham The difference is now he's trying to again by asking what he needs to do
@dominoparty1107 жыл бұрын
Abigail Cunningham I really had to stop myself when he mentioned his dad and mom.😭
@avalasialove7 жыл бұрын
Abigail Cunningham Musicals and there amazing metaphors, my Lord!
@hazelnutmylk5687 жыл бұрын
BABY BOY IS TRYING TO CHANGE GIVE HIM A CHAAAANCE!!
@jubilevv7 жыл бұрын
*_"No one can really see"_* *_"Would they like what they saw?_* *_"Or would they hate it too._* *_This shows that Evan hates himself for who he is because he thinks that the family is broken because of him._* *_I am sobbing... So much._*
@isabelladambro58186 жыл бұрын
zea yro this made me sob
@milanaracelis19406 жыл бұрын
Well now thanks to your analysis, we can all sob together
@dominic85285 жыл бұрын
If it was me talking, they would hate it too.
@-Burch5 жыл бұрын
Im just,screaming I LOVE YOU SO MUCH EVAN I CAN BE YOUR FRIEND
@scribbler13165 жыл бұрын
zeayro so Evan is me?
@willdabeast._.79687 жыл бұрын
Everyone's saying stuff so emotional and I'm just like "heh. Those doors said door on them"
@melissamartin12186 жыл бұрын
willdabeast ._. Me too
@hihello2116 жыл бұрын
me
@barbaros37365 жыл бұрын
Thanks that made me laugh when I was sad
@lifeisalie52364 жыл бұрын
SaMe
@ExceptionalOneStandAlone4 жыл бұрын
I'm going to just make a reference- I guess I should just akwardly laugh about it then.. Hee... Hee... Heehee
@alexandrabrown0687 жыл бұрын
I love how you can hear the anxiety and emotion and self hatred and how overwhelmed he is in his voice so empathetically. This role was made for him. And your animatics are so beautiful, these bring me to tears.
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
ben platt did so well with conveying the emotion in this song. and also thank you
@cez_is_typing7 жыл бұрын
Alexandra Brown Ben really was amazing. It sound like he is crying but his singing is still amazing and clear. The "This mess that I am" part gives me shivers
@melanyhernandez22357 жыл бұрын
I also love that you can always see the tears on my that it even wipes his make up
@shadowolfyy7 жыл бұрын
Alexandra Brown I agree do much this.
@reganodam97787 жыл бұрын
very true!
@juliangines67647 жыл бұрын
Everyone goes crazy for "Waving through a Window," but, to me, this song exemplifies what the show is trying to convey. That, no matter how much you try and close yourself off, no matter how much you try to make something happen that's not there and doesn't exist in the first place, the only thing that's real is what you have; you're mom is there for you, even if she's always working. Don't close yourself off. Step into the sun and see what's true.
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
yesss! that's why it's my favorite song from the musical
@alexwilliams75445 жыл бұрын
Julian Gines i agree, this is my favorite part of the show
@OptimusPhillip5 жыл бұрын
I think what makes this work better than Waving Through a Window in terms of sadness is that Window is a bit more upbeat and energetic, with a bit more of Evan's anger at himself and the world. Words Fail is much more subdued, and is purely about grief and guilt.
@ValeskaTAdams5 жыл бұрын
@OptimusPhillip That’s sooo true!
@hugenerd974 жыл бұрын
Huh, I always thought that “You Will Be Found” was most popular.
@innocentlittlesinnamonroll67657 жыл бұрын
"Did you fall? Or did you let go?"
@karinapadilla50177 жыл бұрын
Innocent Little Sinnamon Roll WHY
@user-ni8ny9re3r7 жыл бұрын
Innocent Little Sinnamon Roll i knew it was coming why did i click it
@musical_jelly70976 жыл бұрын
musicalmemes I did too...but I love that line soooo much
@jaiden43866 жыл бұрын
Innocent Little Sinnamon Roll AHHH *WHY?*
@miathomas52056 жыл бұрын
HOW DID I NOT SEE THIS COMMING WHY
@Dingdong01307 жыл бұрын
"Cause all that it takes is a little reinvention." "This was just a sad invention that wasn't real, I know." : ((((
@mossy.frogs.5 жыл бұрын
"oh don't the tears JUST poor" yup
@h4lfal1ve4 жыл бұрын
I didn’t realize that till now-
@internalscreaming75664 жыл бұрын
Screw you, screw you all- *i am SOBBING*
@fungalhog7 жыл бұрын
If you listen closely in the beginning you can hear me sobbing
@lafayettethelancelotofther8677 жыл бұрын
Jade Briggs SAME
@spookyho59945 жыл бұрын
yup, same
@ashleyanderson77724 жыл бұрын
Hahah
@terumobos4 жыл бұрын
And if you listen closely in the end, you can hear me dying
@internalscreaming75664 жыл бұрын
If you listen VERY CLOSELY throughout the whole thing, you can hear my heart shattering into a bunch of different pieces
@spence46577 жыл бұрын
Cynthia (to Larry): When he threaghtened to kill himself the first time, do you remember what you said? Larry: Of for Christ's sake. Cynthia: "He just wants attention." Larry: I'm not going to sit here and defend myself. Cynthia: He was *getting better*. Ask Evan. Tell him, Evan. (Evan freezes, the unmistakable sensation of his hands clamming up.) Evan: I shouldn't, um... Cynthia: Evan did everything he could. Larry: Evan was in denial of what was happening / right in front of him. Zoe: / Don't put him in the middle of this. Cynthia (going to the computer): Read the note, Larry. Read what he said. "I wish everything was different." / He wanted to be different. He wanted to be better. Larry: / I did the best I could. I tried to help him the only way I knew how, and if that's not good enough . . . Evan (overlapping them): No . . . No . . . No . . . Cynthia: He was trying to be better. He was trying. Larry: And he was *failing*. Cynthia: We failed *him*. (Evan can bear it no longer) Evan: No you didn't. (They rutn to look at him." Evan: You didn't fail him. Cynthia: Look at what he wrote . . . Evan: He didn't write that. (Long pause) Evan: I wrote it. (Silence.) Cynthia ( A ludicrous notion): You didn't write Connor's suicide note, Evan. Evan: It wasn't a . . . it was an assignment from my therapist. Write a letter to yourself. A pep talk. "Dear Evan Hansen: Today is going to be an amazing day, and here's why." Larry (Unable to make sense of this): I don't think . . . Evan: I was supposed to bring it to my appointment. Connor took it from me and I guess he must have had it with him when you . . . found him. Zoe: What are you talking about? Evan: We weren't friends. Cynthia: No, no, no. **Words Fail begins to play**
@spence46577 жыл бұрын
I looked back and forth from the script a million times please be grateful this took a long time for me I didn't even get distracted please reward me with praise.
@barbaradanku9777 жыл бұрын
Thanks cause I'm way too lazy too do this myself
@naruto15jt7 жыл бұрын
I really appreciate the fact that you did this so thank you.
@leemartin27226 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU! I haven’t watched the play so I needed some help :)
@mossy.frogs.5 жыл бұрын
ITS THE SAME IN THE BOOK AAAAAAA I CRIED SO HARD READING IT
@Emrad167 жыл бұрын
"What if everyone saw? What if everyone knew? Would they like what they saw? Or would they hate it too?" The thought that kills me every time it enters my head, cracked up a little bit hearing it in the song
@grantmitchell67387 жыл бұрын
Emrad16 that's my favorite line
@LouisK3647 жыл бұрын
I just love the way his actor puts so much emotion into every word of the song
@emmascott22956 жыл бұрын
He nods after "or will they hate it too?" :''"(
@multiumbreon76 жыл бұрын
I think we've all been there. Most of us several times.
@Reonnex6 жыл бұрын
This is basically me everyday
@jamesragen9477 жыл бұрын
I LITERALLY STARTED SOBBING WHEN I SAW THE ANIMATION FOR THE UHAUL TRUCK AND HIM LOOKING UP AND THERE BEING NO MOM OH MY GOD
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
Emma Ragen IM soRRY I HURT U BUT THIS SONG HURTS
@ogdellg7 жыл бұрын
Emma Ragen SAME W RD HDJ
@dominoparty1107 жыл бұрын
Emma Ragen I know. For me the UHaul truck wasn't even there. It was a mess.
@icaruspeaches_4 жыл бұрын
“Your mom isn’t going anywhere, your mom is staying right here, mom isn’t going anywhere, mom is staying right here no matter what. I’ll be there”
@dangan_freakmiya89657 жыл бұрын
*when your just looking at it with a sad face with no tears while your crying on the inside so hard while everyone's grieving in front of you. Shame*
@miathomas52056 жыл бұрын
Smh
@phrog21255 жыл бұрын
Same
@lillywastesyourtime246013 жыл бұрын
im crying so hard.....my brothers judging me so much :(
@RockSpaghetti3 жыл бұрын
I'm not crying.. but I'm like.... shaking violently
@DreadPirateElla3 жыл бұрын
Ha meeeeeee
@paratrove43597 жыл бұрын
im blocking you for the bit where evan is eating dinner by himself thats illegal in at least 38 states of america (can you give the boy some love please,, somebody get him a blanket and a solid hug)
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
paratrove whoah whoops, couldn't help myself
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
paratrove also yes please give him hugs...he needs them
@imperfectperfectionist98537 жыл бұрын
So if I look up the laws of 13 states tonight one is guaranteed to show me that leaving your child in your private home unaccompanied for x amount of time is illegal? Challenge accepted.
@imperfectperfectionist98537 жыл бұрын
After quick analytics only 3 states have this minimum age requirement to be left alone at home
@imperfectperfectionist98537 жыл бұрын
These being Illinois, Maryland, and Oregon.
@mintywallflower6 жыл бұрын
You can hear his voice shaking... Ben is such a good actor
@ruzspruce99844 жыл бұрын
Vonny Enos , maybe that... or he can feel what Evan feels. And feels sorry for him. Not saying he’s bad. Just saying, Ben’s a good guy.
@lillilly84534 жыл бұрын
Maybe he's just crying bc it's words fail and we all cry. Together. Im not the only one. PLEASE TELL ME IM NOT THE ONLY ONE
@mintywallflower4 жыл бұрын
@@ruzspruce9984 LMAO this is late as hell, i still think ben was a wonderful actor because the fact that this scene probably triggered high emotions out of him and he managed to filter it out into just a performance astounds me. if i were singing this, and i am an actress, i would lose my shit and i wouldnt be able to sing. :)
@lillywastesyourtime246013 жыл бұрын
@Homie you need to talk or something?
@SaraGonzalez-jt8kp3 жыл бұрын
This comment aged like milk lol
@tanyslowry71977 жыл бұрын
I'd rather pretend I'm something better than these broken parts Pretend I'm something other than this MESS that I am Hearing his yearning when he says broken parts and his pain when he says "this MESS I am" broke me because I could relate on a visceral level.
@internalscreaming75664 жыл бұрын
Tanys Lowry GOSH IT HURTS IM IN PHYSICAL PAIN I’m not even kidding either
@Lucifermorningstar883 Жыл бұрын
Same .....
@anneliesem.1167 жыл бұрын
what killed me when i watched the musical is that cynthia was sobbing the entire time, and im glad you captured that here. i think i cried most when cynthia was losing it.
@laurenragbourne44117 жыл бұрын
the detail??? the style???? the sheer NUMBER of frames?!?!? this is so hecking cool
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
uh?????????omg???????///thank u. its only about 150 frames tho?? so yeah.
@R35-7 жыл бұрын
dizzeearts ur profile pic is hilarious
@kathrynrose5494 жыл бұрын
@@mangomomm what fps do you animate in? I can never find a good number.
@lillywastesyourtime246013 жыл бұрын
@@kathrynrose549 screenshots
@AbigailJoyyy7 жыл бұрын
AH!!!!!!!! Wow. So good. I read this article about Ben and how he portrayed Evan with so much emotion and there was this picture of him mid song (don't know which one) with the most pained expression on his face, with big puffy red eyes... and now I just want to see the show even more so I can SOB AT HIS SHEER TALENT AND THE SADNESS
@AbigailJoyyy7 жыл бұрын
This song is just beyond breathtaking.
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
this song hurts me too much
@HBickford967 жыл бұрын
Abigail Cunningham The show is phenomenal. I saw it last Sunday, second row. I had chills the entire show pretty much. I have the urge to see it again already.
@dominoparty1107 жыл бұрын
Abigail Cunningham SAME. I HAVE BEEN BEGGING SINCE I FIRST LEARNED ABOUT THIS PLAY!
@HBickford967 жыл бұрын
I'm U- Nique If you can gather up enough money at all, go see it. Seriously.
@frowny76615 жыл бұрын
“No one can really see, if they saw, would they hate it too?” *This hurts so much, it proves how much Evan hates himself, it just hits really close to home, I can relate so much it hurts. I’m sorry, I needed to vent*
@CrazyTrainEnjoyer2 жыл бұрын
Emo (/j)
@danielle93757 жыл бұрын
3:40 really hit me in the feels there
@internalscreaming75664 жыл бұрын
0:00 through about 5:53 really, uh, hurt me a lot
@YoshiMunchlaxLover7 жыл бұрын
Holy shit, I've never commented on anything before but this is so good, I didn't fully realize every meaning in this song until I saw this, so thank you.
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
well thank you a lot! i'm glad i helped you to understand it! :)
@savannahstewart38877 жыл бұрын
those five dislikes are the Murphys and Jared
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
omg
@symetricallygreen80167 жыл бұрын
Savannah Stewart there are 6 dislikes now
@nerdstablook13517 жыл бұрын
Dragon Power Fine, the Murphys, Jared and Alana
@kkw61707 жыл бұрын
there are 38 dislikes now
@rachelllj7 жыл бұрын
I don't even know anymore Connor made different KZbin accounts and disliked it several times
@lightrunner81697 жыл бұрын
DAMN IT ALL! I SHOULDN'T BE CRYING! I NEARLY CRIED AT THE POINT WHERE HE LOOKED UP AND SAW HIS MOM NOT THERE.
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
sorry its hURT ME TOO DOnt worry
@lightrunner81697 жыл бұрын
mangomomm No its good! I never feel that much on an average day.
@soomysoom14197 жыл бұрын
Looking back onto your seventeen animatic, I can tell that you've really improved at expressions and movement. heckin great job boi
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
aw thank you so much!! i will keep on trying to improve too :)
@troubleandtorture21787 жыл бұрын
sam memes I
@sophiav14477 жыл бұрын
I'm crying so hard rn. I've been there, admitting doing something and can't explain why you did it other then that your sorry and just wanted to be apart of something. This song brings be so many memories and the animation drove it home. Thank you for the beautiful piece but also my insides hurt now.
@atlas92447 жыл бұрын
Sophia V I can relate so much to your comment
@korrasamiiscanon56687 жыл бұрын
Sophia V I'm Also crying
@korrasamiiscanon56687 жыл бұрын
Sophia V and can deeply relate
@ashleyrose33617 жыл бұрын
My life in a paragraph 👏🏻
@artlover46575 жыл бұрын
*Hugs all of you tightly*
@tobi9364 жыл бұрын
My favorite part about evan is his hair is so well put to together all the time and that may sound weird but I have diagnosed social anxiety disorder and my hair is really important to me. I always have a comb with me because I physically cannot handle my hair being out of place and when I obsessively brush it nobody gets it. I've had teachers take it away. I've had to defend myself to the school because a kid gently combing their part back into place disturbs the kids and teachers around them. Without it I have to hold something large enough so my nails can't dig into my skin and leave me bleeding. A teacher came over and asked the table if it disturbed them and one kid said yes. I said "this is my only good way to help myself. It's this, I pick my scabs, or I dig my nails into my skin. Make your choice." She let me keep it. How neat his hair is during the musical seems like such small but well placed representation, especially compared to the other characters
@vitanymontgomery45413 жыл бұрын
oh dude...i hope you get better
@snicks-16177 жыл бұрын
this animatic gave me way too many feels. also this musical broke me
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
Snicks •-• yeahh im sorry for giving you the feels man. the musical is full of feels
@snicks-16177 жыл бұрын
mangomomm ITS NOT YOUR FAULT YOU DID WONDERFUL!! IT WAS THIS DANG MUSICAL!
@c.w.simpsonproductions12302 жыл бұрын
I will say this, I like how they had Evan admit what he did instead of someone else exposing him like we’ve seen in countless other liar revealed stories.
@miathomas52056 жыл бұрын
The emotion Ben put into this song, is honestly so moving. Mostly the line "Pretend im somthing other than this MESS that I am!" And "Cuz than I dont have to look at it, And NO ONE has to look at it!" Are just such powerful lines, you can tell he put his heart and soul into this song.
@ryanlin668411 ай бұрын
i like the part when evan says “These Broken parts” because during when he says These he sounds like that he’s glitching just like a robot would do if they have broken parts it’s just a nice add of detail the musical puts
@madisonmontoya1847 жыл бұрын
I love this so much. I love how you portrayed his emotions with the facial expressions and i don't know why I'm crying...
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
thanks!!! its okay this song hurts so cry out all the pain
@Bear-gy6sf4 жыл бұрын
“I’ve learned to slam on the break before I even turned the key!” Yeah no this is the part that gets me
@mochijr.44644 жыл бұрын
Anyone else have the type of anxiety that blanks your mind whenever you need to speak; even though you- to the point of obssession- ruminate on the right words to say, to sound lucid, eloquent, and just not stumble over your words or come off as insecure but then the moment you need to speak... you just get tongue tied anyways?
@shmoop64963 жыл бұрын
Yes, this is me. This is exactly me. Why are you me?
@coldandghostly7 жыл бұрын
You can almost hear the suicidal thoughts.
@mossy.frogs.5 жыл бұрын
*Connor:* There are moments that the words don't reach There is suffering too terrible to name You hold your child as tight as you can And push away the unimaginable The moments when you're in so deep It feels easier to just swim down Evan, it's quiet uptown... do you like it uptown? *(he is going through the unimaginable)* If you see him in the street, walking by himself, talking by himself *(he is going through the unimaginable)*
@nevaehhhhvlobos5 жыл бұрын
The Hamilton reference is killing me :(
@mostannoyingscaramain3 жыл бұрын
);
@ryukisamazing2 жыл бұрын
@@nevaehhhhvlobos A N D P E G G Y
@nova927 жыл бұрын
WAIT SO THE STEP INTO THE SUN THING MEANS EVAN WANTS TO DIE AGAIN BECAUSE THE SUN PART IN WAVING THROUGH A WINDOW AND AUGH ITS EVEN MORE SAD NOW GOD DANG IT WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELG
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
Nova #Ninder o uch
@BetteDavis197 жыл бұрын
wait really? I didn't think he meant that at all.
@racheldama76667 жыл бұрын
I think it means that he's willing to bear through the pain to try to make it up to the people he hurt. I also think it means he's ready to accept himself for who he is.
@Someone-jf8uw7 жыл бұрын
Nope, step into the sun means to be in the light, to be able to be seemed by other people and seemed by yourself, exposing and facing your true self, or something like that In Waving trought a window he wants to step out of the sun because he wants to run from face who he is, but in this song he wants to face himself, he wants to step in to the sun and face the truth overcoming his fears
@jessedrawsstuff14026 жыл бұрын
Fruits Punch Samurai seen, not seemed
@Father_of_Death Жыл бұрын
The book version of this scene is even darker. After Evan leaves the Murphy's he tries to commit suicide by trying to get hit by a car.
@kmccu6 жыл бұрын
I love this because this shows what's the truth but sad because Evan realizes what mistakes he's made. Evan really wants things to be different for him.
@jennajones43617 жыл бұрын
excuse me. as I go cry in the corner. like the hundredth time. well. I think this musical the reason why I have depression
@atlas92447 жыл бұрын
Jenna J I would say same if I wasn't depressed before lol To be honest this probably intensified my depression
@jelibeanie76617 жыл бұрын
Well, at least you don't hate everything about yourself
@milanaracelis19406 жыл бұрын
Paige Gregory Well the Conner beat you to it
@internalscreaming75664 жыл бұрын
I’d like to hire the person that hit Regina George after watching this animatic-
@twylavlahon77267 жыл бұрын
If you say you didn't shed at least one tear at this song, you are a liar and I will not talk to you.
@Caroline284837 жыл бұрын
I'm not gonna lie. As I am typing this I am curled up in a ball in the corner of my room crying
@atlas92447 жыл бұрын
Twyla Vlahon Well I didn't cry but my insides ache with sadness
@huffnpuffn83007 жыл бұрын
Twyla Vlahon I didn't cry cause it's hard for me to cry.
@GlitchyPix7 жыл бұрын
I didn't shed a tear. I agree that the song is heart-wrenching but I never shed a tear
@caitlyngarb71507 жыл бұрын
I read this just as I started to tear up.
@pandorachambers47717 жыл бұрын
this song will always remind me about how most kids feel. They feel alone and scared.
@samantha42987 жыл бұрын
Doctor: you have 5:53 min to live. Me: o, OK. W O R D S F A I L
@mostannoyingscaramain3 жыл бұрын
Ad: imma bout to ruin this man's whole career
@tearzah3 жыл бұрын
can we just appreciate and praise the vocal range, please
@totothesquid62397 жыл бұрын
Is it bad that this is relatable to me? I used to _really_ hate myself, and I thought that I didn't deserve the great family that I have. Perhaps I perceived the song wrong, but I saw this in the song.
@internalscreaming75664 жыл бұрын
Toto The Squid This song is more about Evan’s horrible self loathing, depression, and, buried within the lyrics are some suicidal thoughts It starts as an explanation to the Murphy’s and turns into a deep dive into his feelings about his life and his choices
@etsymichael15144 жыл бұрын
Exactly how I feel like why am I here just to disappoint everyone I love. Why am I such an embarrassment why is everyone better than I am. Why don’t I just fit in why can’t I ever feel normal without being insecure. Why am I crying about myself that’s just me being selfish. Most people have gone through worse things than I am feeling and I don’t deserve to cry. Everyone is working hard to keep me happy so why do I push everyone away. Why do I make people uncomfortable around me and why do people make me uncomfortable even when I want to get to know them. It’s just an ongoing cycle of hate and I’m done with it at this point. Something needs to change.
@manuelorozco77603 жыл бұрын
I can’t remember when I hated myself
@ninhster6 жыл бұрын
I never meant to make it such a mess I never thought that it would go this far So I just stand here sorry Searching for something to say Something to say Words fail, words fail There's nothing I can say I guess I thought I could be part of this I never had this kind of thing before I never had that perfect girl Who somehow could see the good part of me I never had the dad who stuck it out No corny jokes or baseball gloves No mom who just was there 'Cause mom was all that she had to be That's not a worthy explanation I know there is none Nothing can make sense of all these things I've done Words fail, words fail There's nothing I can say Except sometimes, you see everything you wanted And sometimes, you see everything you wish you had And it's right there, right there, right there In front of you And you want to believe it's true So you make it true And you think maybe everybody wants it And needs it, a little bit too This was just a sad invention It wasn't real, I know But we were happy I guess I couldn't let that go I guess I couldn't give that up I guess I wanted to believe 'Cause if I just believe Then I don't have to see what's really there No, I'd rather pretend I'm something better than these broken parts Pretend I'm something other than this mess that I am 'Cause then I don't have to look at it And no one gets to look at it No, no one can really see 'Cause I've learned to slam on the brake Before I even turn the key Before I make the mistake Before I lead with the worst of me I never let them see the worst of me 'Cause what if everyone saw? What if everyone knew? Would they like what they saw? Or would they hate it too? Will I just keep on running away from what's true? All I ever do is run So how do I step in Step into the sun? Step into the sun
@j.a.52604 жыл бұрын
Thanks bro :)
@lillywastesyourtime246013 жыл бұрын
wtf arent you pinned??????????????????????????
@greyr.43265 жыл бұрын
When he's singing about wanting what was right there in front of him, my heart wrenched. I've gone through almost the same exact senario as Evan Hanson. I saw so many people happy... So many people taking advantage of the fact they had a family, one who wanted them. This is a masterpiece, a work of art. Thank you.
@idk-tc4xy6 жыл бұрын
“No, I’d rather pretend I’m something better than these broken parts, pretend I’m something other than this mess that I am, cause then I don’t have to look at it, and no one gets to look at it.” This is my favorite part of the song. The emotion in it is so strong and I love it so much. This song in general, no this entire play, is AMAZING. Your art style is so pretty you are really good at expressing the emotions, keep up the great work!
@manuelorozco77603 жыл бұрын
It’s been two years since I saw the show. I was probably the only one who didn’t cry. Being sick with the common cold which is a rare thing that happens at the night at the theatre for me didn’t make enjoying DEH any easy. But I’m lucky to have got through it okay. And the more I see Evan being the Connor look alike, the more I like him better dressing in blue.
@DreadPirateElla3 жыл бұрын
Ugh as someone who’s just now getting into this fandom (fight me I like didn’t even know abt this musical until everyone started hating on the movie recently and I finally listened to the soundtrack and fell in love so yeah anyways-) this animatic is just like absolutely perfect tbh. This song hits so hard and I absolutely love it. Evan’s so sorry for his actions and u convey that emotion so well in his expressions! Jeez my heart can’t take this rn 😂😭
@weird0animationz577 жыл бұрын
Words Fail.... The song I sing in my head. The song that brought me back to life with happiness. The song sometimes make me cry about my sad past when I was at the age of 8... I have to agree with this songs words do fail. . .
@artlover46575 жыл бұрын
Need a hug?
@Max-ts2tb3 жыл бұрын
I see a lot of people talking about the parents part as the animatic...but just those lines really hit close to home to me AND the animatic... sobbing
@-_-33157 жыл бұрын
Your style is opening up the floodgates goddamnit
@FranxGamesLol7 жыл бұрын
i h a v e i s s u e s ya me mori
@Beemguh7 жыл бұрын
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@mocha8323 Жыл бұрын
*Evan is HELLA brave because if that was me after I said” he didn’t write them“ I would’ve just dash out the door with no questions asked-*
@arteministerokay59167 жыл бұрын
" I never had that dad that stuck it up. No corny jokes. No baseball gloves. " God that's fucking what hit me. Then the next part involving the mom made it a fucking waterfall of *relateing*
@spoons76493 жыл бұрын
I was listening to this song in the car (not driving, with headphones) and silently burst into tears. My mom started freaking out and tried to pry out if something was wrong. BAHDKAKND HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TELL HER THAT HER SON IS CRYING BECAUSE OF AN ANIMATIC Ahh I love my mom so much, bless her soul :')
@MaggotfilledFlesh Жыл бұрын
I gotta say, Word's Fail was one of the best falling action songs i've seen in a musical. But I like tour animation "Now mom who was just there, cause mom was all she has to be." I really think you caught the loneliness in the frame of Evan looking up only for his mom to likely be at work. Great job at your part, especially handling such a long song.
@AllyZuzue3 жыл бұрын
Nothing like purposefully making yourself cry when you're stressed as hell
@starrynight6693 жыл бұрын
Sometimes a good cry can let stress out. It's okay to cry. You're valid and you're stronger then you know
@lilab1517 жыл бұрын
wow thanks I feel like I was just stabbed in the gut
@mayaluzfilm7 жыл бұрын
Wow. Ben Platt has an AMAZING voice...and this animatic really makes this video a MILLION times better...
@artanimeandothershtuff9652 жыл бұрын
so, it's an amazing song, a beautiful animatic, and is so heartbreaking. but personally, I think that the most impressive thing is that you kept Evan's hair parted the same direction in every frame
@csmedley7 жыл бұрын
oh my gOd this is incredible. i haven't seen your other animatics but the expressions in this are wonderful. i almost started crying. hoooooooooo boy
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
Gwyneth Smedley hoooo budy tHanks
@rachelcoon68457 жыл бұрын
What really breaks me is when he says "will they hate it too" which is implying that he hates what he is. He hates himself, and that just breaks me how one word can change so much
@fishystickys7 жыл бұрын
This animatic brought out emotions I didn't even know I had
@totallynotgay2172 жыл бұрын
I've been searching for an animatic for this since I saw the musical in person and I have finally found one. and it's perfect.
@cookiekaspbrak18933 жыл бұрын
*talking about the beginning of the musical* HE *flips table* SAID *shoves bookshelf over* HE DIDNT KNOW *breaks window* CONNOR *throws chair at wall* AND THEY SAID *beats the wall with said chair* HE WAS IN *breaks chair* SHOCK AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENED *jumps out broken window*
@mangomomm4 жыл бұрын
lol guys why are you still watching this, go follow my twitch :) www.twitch.tv/mangomomm
@peri_snow4 жыл бұрын
I don't have Twitch ㅠㅠ
@fannyguzman47734 жыл бұрын
I would go, but i dont have twitch quq
@lokiorfern52743 жыл бұрын
No let me watch the sad
@Yams-Hams77343 жыл бұрын
We’re watching cause we enjoy the animatic, think of it as a compliment.
@bee_boy41103 жыл бұрын
It makes me feel things
@tiffanygreven43297 жыл бұрын
i thought it was a good idea to read a book about a kid m y age with a terminal illness while watching this . sorry for spelling mistakes i cant see thriugh my tears
@sethikus75367 жыл бұрын
SheSings what's the book
@TheOzziemozzie7 жыл бұрын
what book if i may ask
@jellyfish81646 жыл бұрын
You okay now? What's the book?
@jennyjen33783 жыл бұрын
When he said before I learned to slam on the breaks and before I leave with the worst of me , broke me
@lindsay46477 жыл бұрын
I was frickin crying so hard by the end of this. This is beautiful.
@violvtriot79277 жыл бұрын
This legit makes me cry.
@leahstewart17425 жыл бұрын
This is the closest to crying I’ve been in a long time. “I never let the see the worst of me! ‘Cause what if everyone saw? What if everyone knew? Would they like what they saw? Or would they hate it too?” That’s so deep. Jesus Christ.
@catmoon59362 жыл бұрын
I watched deh irl recently, and it hit so hard to hear evan hansen this sung irl
@koritheartist32347 жыл бұрын
This must have taken absolutely FOREVER to make. Good on you, mate.
@elizabethjolly29426 жыл бұрын
I love how you can hear that the singer is really into it. I love how you can see that the characters on the screen are into it. I love how you can feel that the artist is really into it. I love everything about this video!
@Scooblique7 жыл бұрын
This is a masterpiece omf..... your art style is beautiful and I love the way you draw hair w/ shapes??? It's really pretty ... especially the way u portray Evan's emotions!! I love the facial expressions and ears... I'm REALLY interested in your style it's amazing!!!!!!!! All the angles are perf I love this a lot 10/10 thank u a bunch💖💖💖
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
thank you sm ily!!!! i really wanted to capture his feelings in this one because this song man. its so emotiONAL
@lainiepicklesimer20675 жыл бұрын
This is honestly one of the best songs in the whole musical! Can’t wait to see it this summer!
@nevaehhhhvlobos5 жыл бұрын
Lucky I wish I could fly all the way to new York and watch it
@messilymoonlit7 жыл бұрын
I relate to the lyrics and emotions conveyed by this song so much and I just end up sobbing everytime I hear it because, 1)it's such an emotional song sung so well and it just makes you feel for the characters 2) it conveys so well how I myself feel. So, thank you, for making this animation so well. Just- thank you. It shows all the emotions so well- and just, I really don't know what to say but, thank you! I'm sorry I'm such a mess but, thank you!!!
@laughtress11366 жыл бұрын
And you think... Everybody wants it... Needs it... A little bit, too. I cried there, you got me good
@mowhomoyou7 жыл бұрын
I love this song but it makes me cry every time and I hate that, it's so sad
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
Katia Popova it hurts me every time man
@mowhomoyou7 жыл бұрын
This whole musical is so freaking sad
@maplefoxxo4 жыл бұрын
Same
@aniina517 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love how you captured his feelings with the expressions~ and the art style is beautiful~~~~~ keep up the good work my dude
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
thankssss my dude
@alexk11057 жыл бұрын
whoa there goes my heart
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
im sorry i shattered i, here's it back
@Hanniecrab7 жыл бұрын
im so happy someone finally made this; i love this song(my fav) and this animation was freaking fantastic and made me sob a lot. Great work!
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
haha i sobbed while making this. thanks!
@Hanniecrab7 жыл бұрын
no problem. this song always brings waterfalls to my face
@petrablack7 жыл бұрын
Wow, this is incredible. Enough said, my words are failing this is beautiful 😭💞💔
@coolguyshawn90535 жыл бұрын
This one hit me the most the mix of regret and sadness you can feel in his voice this hit way to close to home
@ChemiWhemi7 жыл бұрын
This is so devastatingly relevant to how I feel.. “What if everyone saw, what if everyone knew? Would they like what they saw? Or would they hate it too...?” My heart shattered. I haven’t stepped into the sun yet..but maybe someday I will.
@linabenz13667 жыл бұрын
Chemical Comatose I'm sure you will! I'm currently trying to step into the sun myself. So good luck to you (:
@lucysan1236 жыл бұрын
Ben Platt is so amazingly powerful with his voice. I've never cried listening to a song, but to his voice I shed a tear. Your drawings are amazing as well. They really convey all of the feelings and I love them. Keep up the amazing work!
@elletz7 жыл бұрын
I love this so much! The feeling behind the song is portrayed wholeheartedly behind the animatic, and you have done an amazing and inspiring job! Thank you!
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
thank you so much!!! :)
@willowa67517 жыл бұрын
This is insane. I'm literally about to cry, this is so beautiful. You can see how overwhelmed he is just in how you've drawn him and how it compliments his voice. Please continue to draw, you have so much talent.
@0lapislazuli0_107 жыл бұрын
This absolutely beautiful. This animation I feel perfectly captures the emotion in this song. It's so wonderfully done thank you for posting this. I'm totally not like crying super hard or anything pfftp no way. Great job my dude
@karmalapples59427 жыл бұрын
How can so many songs in a musical consistently bring me to tears EVERY TIME I listen to them? I was just thinking about one of the songs at work today and trying not to cry
@milanaracelis19406 жыл бұрын
This animatic makes me feel bad for poor Evan. But we all gotta be honest it was not cool to lie about a dead kid to their family and use your friends to help you build your throne of lies. Edit: but I can understand him
@leighabrummett74707 жыл бұрын
Your use of colors are so amazing. People overlook colors all the time but they honestly make a video. The way the blue faded as the song went on and the bright splashed of pale yellow in the phone to and doorway. Then the dark smudged blue of the people around him. It was perfect and absolutely beautiful
@Fruitpatch6 жыл бұрын
Words Fail to express how good this is.
@brendanmiron14445 жыл бұрын
It's impossible to not cry to this. I even prepared by watching vine compilations for an hour and listened to this and bam
@elle48737 жыл бұрын
I honestly just starting sobbing at less then a minute of this song playing because you can just feel the pain and relate to him and everything he sings about and honestly I love this musical and song and your animation is really beautiful
@lauriebarber90117 жыл бұрын
i aDORE YOUR ART STYLE. the characters are all so unique and distinct, and everything is so flowing and loose,, it's just so GORGEOUS??? this might be my favorite DEH animatic ive ever seen
@mangomomm7 жыл бұрын
awww thanks for making me smile
@lauriebarber90117 жыл бұрын
mangomomm you deserve it pal
@TheShalkMaster7 жыл бұрын
this song is the song I've been singing inside the one I've been crying about all my life this is how I exactly feel