I don't know if it's just a bad night or if I'm getting bad again....
@JaydaHeartTV5 жыл бұрын
How have you been doing?
@Mia-hm2pm4 жыл бұрын
Hey how are you?
@alextheking42233 жыл бұрын
same friend..
@sarahl51224 жыл бұрын
“Remember how I weighed 135?” is such a heartbreaking line because for someone 6’2”, that is extremely underweight
@mmmmmmmm58892 жыл бұрын
It also brings up how he lost more weight after that
@christinasaysrawrr5 жыл бұрын
This song genuinely helps me cope with my eating disorder:(
@HifiLittle3 жыл бұрын
Good luck beating it! It's a bitch
@wumpy01063 жыл бұрын
I hope you’re okay 🤍
@megisawesome5 ай бұрын
same this album, especially this song, and the song Skin & Bones is helping me it’s the only song that I relate to at the moment when I’m going through.
@awholenotherworld68568 жыл бұрын
Thank you, MT, for reminding me to take my meds 😂
@amandabutterfly1515 жыл бұрын
AWholeNotherWorld lol
@janaali58263 жыл бұрын
this remains one of the best marianas songs ever
@avamaria07152 жыл бұрын
so true and the ep version as well.
@cheyenneautumn12648 жыл бұрын
This song surely hits home for me.
@JRmcMGG12 жыл бұрын
the "you" isnt actually referring to a person, it is referring to his bulimia, an eating disorder.
@lisakakish165911 жыл бұрын
This song is beautiful! I'm so so so so glad josh has recovered
@alishagoss28427 жыл бұрын
Upset that I can't get this on Spotify :(
@saturnstellar3 жыл бұрын
You can add it by your music library
@giannarose7892 жыл бұрын
@@saturnstellar can u pls explain :0
@oliverfulayter55158 жыл бұрын
I don't think I have EVER heard this song... Whoa. A Trench song I've never heard... *skeptical* How did this happen?
@oliverfulayter55158 жыл бұрын
Omg... ;-; It's like the more... translated version of Skin and bones ;-;
@frostedshadows8 жыл бұрын
+Olivia Fulayter I mean, there's also a different version of the actual Skin and Bones (it's called Push Me Up, you'll find it on here) but this song is from the Marianas Trench EP that was released before Fix Me. All the songs that didn't make it onto Fix Me were on there, along with a couple others like Say Anything and Far From Here I believe? The song Fix Me is on it as well, along with Sicker Things and Primetime when it comes to songs that weren't released on official albums. Honestly I only heard this one because I own the Say Anything single release which has this song on it.
@oliverfulayter55158 жыл бұрын
+chaotic aristocrat Thank you for filling me in on that.
@frostedshadows8 жыл бұрын
Yeah no problem! I only found out about that EP recently and I've been a fan since Masterpiece Theatre came out so it's not uncommon to not have heard amazing songs like this :)
@codyssmith738 жыл бұрын
A different version of Decided to Break it & Sicker things were also on that EP.
@bengiethebeagle801411 жыл бұрын
Josh Ramsay is so amazing. I saw Mariana's Trench in concert a few nights ago and they were AWESOME
@Mamda0710 жыл бұрын
Really like this. Powerful song.
@Danielle818957 жыл бұрын
This song IS NOT on Spotify because their EP isn't on Spotify 😭😭 my favorite old trench song along with lover dearest and skin and bones
@BT1997LO11 жыл бұрын
i love all marianas trench but this song and Skin and Bones are my favorite songs by them of all time
@DittoAPokemon4 жыл бұрын
Trench put Feeling Small on Spotify challenge
@torikowalski38709 жыл бұрын
This song is so beautiful. I love it so much and it makes me cry every time I hear it :( it explains me so well
@oliviagibbs150110 жыл бұрын
Wow. Josh is amazing. This is just.wow
@angelscorner4087 жыл бұрын
you know those bands that as their music style changes you only prefer a certain era of their music? MTRENCH IS NOT ONE OF THOSE BANDS! their progression is beautiful and I love all but like... 2 of their songs. 💜💜💜💜
@ruth-anna94862 жыл бұрын
I agree! And I’m also curious which two songs lol
@daniellegode160110 жыл бұрын
This song makes me cry every time...some of my greatest inspiration.
@terrypilkey193110 жыл бұрын
I takes a lot to get me to cry but I always cry to this song
@kesmiley111 жыл бұрын
This song is so amazing. It reminds me of everything that Josh had to overcome to get to where he is now, and if he can do it, I can too. Thanks for uploading it, it's getting me through a ton right now.
@JRmcMGG12 жыл бұрын
The way I interpreted that line was like, even if you recover from an eating disorder or self-harm there is always a chance of relapse, like there is a chance of relapse with cancer, because as far as I know the songs isn't about cancer.
@kissmeatmoonlight11 жыл бұрын
im soooo happy hes recovered and hasnt relapsed yet
@amberconti503711 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy to see him doing better!c:
@meaghanstrong985212 жыл бұрын
When we did our poetry unit last year my student teacher put this song in one of our booklets and I was freaking out along with a couple of my other friends. Best student teacher ever, she was like the older version of me and my friends.
@vesperblack73915 жыл бұрын
Yessss! Why have I never heard this before? This song rules
@mc-mz1fm8 жыл бұрын
i can't stop crying rip
@SOULandMAKAevans10 жыл бұрын
WHY THE LAST 30 SECONDS?! NOOOOOOOOOO I just wanted the part with the song Feeling Small, not that AND the beginning of another! Dx
@NickJonasGirl5657 жыл бұрын
SAME
@Ace-pu3zr9 жыл бұрын
this song always make me cry my eyes out it is such a sad song
@louloubell21312 жыл бұрын
this song gives me chills down my spine everytime i hear it.. i always tear up when i hear it... i love it sooo much!! :')
@13nightclaw136 жыл бұрын
WHATTTTTTT?????? AFTER 6 YEARS OF LISTENING TO MARIANAS TRENCH IVE NEEEVVVVEERRR HEARD THIS BEFORE????? explllaaaiiinnn
@nancymedeiros62243 жыл бұрын
Marianas Trench Thank you for reminding me to take my medicine. I hope that you guys are not afraid anymore. Just remember that even when things aren't going your way. That you guys will keep on going and never give up on anything that you ever always wanted in your lives.
@wumpy01063 жыл бұрын
🤍
@kalleyMSP9 жыл бұрын
This song makes me cry,it's an amazing song but it's so sad.
@mikeylewis46379 жыл бұрын
Hi Kalley!
@kalleyMSP9 жыл бұрын
Meowgamez Catlover hey
@kalleyMSP9 жыл бұрын
Meowgamez Catlover I'm officially single
@mikeylewis46379 жыл бұрын
I know...
@ellietheanagirl49827 жыл бұрын
This is the song that got me into MT
@jessietherat16915 жыл бұрын
Ellie the Ana girl same here
@wumpy01063 жыл бұрын
I forgot this song existed. I wish they would release these and the songs from Ramsay Fiction’s EP 🥺
@codyssmith732 жыл бұрын
We’re closer to finding everything as of November 2021! Thanks to the findings of Shiny Like Dirt & Don’t Touch Me, we have two RF tracks (an early copy of Primetime & PMS) , the full early EP version of Fix Me & then Shotgun left to find!
@sarahdanaeee12 жыл бұрын
One of my favorites
@maddi980610 жыл бұрын
@sosokso12 жыл бұрын
i never new about this version, im glad i found it :)
@Djkitteykat11 жыл бұрын
I love josh Ramsay he's so talented with his songs that describe me so well
@Roku-Shi1211 жыл бұрын
How old was Josh when they made this song? Like 18? 19?
@mouse564111 жыл бұрын
i like this song alot ive been doing some of the things he did and i didnt know he did it untill one of my friends told me about it and their music has helped me alot it helps to know that their are other people out there that have gone threw this as well and im trying to stop but its really hard to.........
@100loveafterlove11 жыл бұрын
jst support her, just be there for her. Dont tell her she is doing wrong, she knows. Dont tell her how its hurting her, she knows. Just be the friend she desperately needs at a time like this. I know thats all i ever wanted. I got ppl, who tld me to stop, it didnt help, ppl who ignored me, it hurt, ppl who jst forgot about the whole thing, but i had ONE person who was THERE for me, they were my ONLY friend and helped me get better. So jst b her friend. Depression controls every part of ones life
@Mimmers1812 жыл бұрын
i dnt no wethr to love it or to cry to it I LOVE IT!
@Brokenheartedgirl20011 жыл бұрын
I know, the reason she and I are such great friends is because i went though the same thing, I'm over it now though, mostly, but she's starving herself and i'm worried, thank you for the advice, to everyone who has given it. Its really helped these past months, it really means a lot to me. =)
@greyfetti37324 жыл бұрын
*used to relate to his songs about eating disorder now I relate to not only that but the addiction*
@renesmaeskylar385712 жыл бұрын
this song always makes me cry
@Kegz4812 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of my friends dad. because he has cancer. he doesn't have long. maybe not even a day. He decided to go about 2 hours ago. I love you Peter
@bernesemountaindog112 жыл бұрын
i don't usually cry during songs but its like he wrote a song about my life... hearing it just set off tears
@15lovesmusic12 жыл бұрын
I've never heard of a band that relates so much to me. I will always be a Trencher
@alisondilaurentis642311 жыл бұрын
I've had this song on replay, For weeks! :( This song really relates to me, In more ways than one... But, It makes me feel better... :)
@paigexx1234512 жыл бұрын
i luv this song it has such a meaning to it x
@Derxe12311 жыл бұрын
In a sense she's lucky. To have a great friend like you must be awesome. It's better than going through cutting alone.
@awesomerox22312 жыл бұрын
First time I listened to the song and I can tell its got a "deep meaning" behind it :') WAAAAAH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! I love the "please don't sue me!:)" at the end! If I had suing in mind, that would change it lol
@XxRamsaysRawrxX8 жыл бұрын
this is different than the version I usually listen to.
@raphaelaslader69898 жыл бұрын
same here
@codyssmith732 жыл бұрын
The explanation: This is the later version of the song recorded for the Say Anything EP, which was a teaser for the Fix Me album & is rare. The other version is the 2002 EP rendition, and the lyrics have been slightly tweaked along with the production being sharper.
@ilTHfeaa12 жыл бұрын
We did poetry last year in school & from I can understand form this song, it's he's signing to his eating disorder.. Well for the most part, maybe the first little bit is about his older self or whatever, but it's mostly him singing to his eating disorder.
@PatrickBolter12 жыл бұрын
"between these spaces" is "all my faces" in the other version
@13wonderland1312 жыл бұрын
This one's of me; smiling because you can't know about the pain I am going through.
@Scotiaa245 жыл бұрын
Bingeing right now next thing you’ll now is that I’ll be purging
@harbimidiyosunkanka5 жыл бұрын
Girl, i know it's hard but please at least turn to restricting instead of purging. Starving is better than purging :///
@FoshizzleJulizzle11 жыл бұрын
I love this version.
@sarahramsay41799 жыл бұрын
IM CRYING ACTUALLY :(
@JRmcMGG12 жыл бұрын
yes, it is. go onto your iTunes. Click iTunes store. search 'feeling small marianas trench'. b-side version comes up. thats what i did, and i just found it again to make sure it hasnt been taken off or something.
@ilovezeus1912 жыл бұрын
Major chills.
@legzfalloffgirl51485 жыл бұрын
God this song hurts...
@sweetpie6712112 жыл бұрын
i cant express how much this song means to me
@suhanndee11 жыл бұрын
Remember how I was at a normal weight, and we'd collide? As in Ana and I would collide.
@Apricus15 жыл бұрын
Yup. Same here. Hope you're better now.
@navimidnafi11 жыл бұрын
I love all of their music, but Fix Me and the EP's especially because I can feel his feelings through his voice and lyrics.
@tajmahalfan1212 жыл бұрын
this version is a bit different, but still AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@mkfanatic8812 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU
@jorjasjokes12 жыл бұрын
Love this song, great video too. #Marianas Trench !
@Brokenheartedgirl20011 жыл бұрын
She's not being bullied anymore, theres a snide comment or two sometimes but not often, but she still does this to herself, purging cutting you know, she and i always hang out pritty much anywhere, park, school, my house, near the train station, wherever, theres even this huge car park and if you take the lift to the top no one knows your there, we spend a lot of time there just chillin.
@cheyannelecamp2264 жыл бұрын
i’m crying
@oliviaslusser2 жыл бұрын
I gained a lot of weight at 15, when I got to 135 that’s when I decided to purge and restrict, just for a bit to get control back. Seven years later I’m so fucking thin. I’m not healthy, I can lose 20 pounds but I’m still not happy. I’ve ruined my life and I’m not sure how to stop. Wish I could just turn back time. This song hits so deep for me
@jessyea12674 жыл бұрын
oh here i am
@alyssavasquez419512 жыл бұрын
Okay, thank you!
@oliviavoreas640611 жыл бұрын
wow you just explained what i always try to say
@terrypilkey193111 жыл бұрын
Lost my beat friend to cancer in gr4 she fought and won but got it again and kinda gave up. I lost may weight cause she was everything tat kept me alibe so i started to starve when she started lossing too. She was my best friend and she was the only one who cared. Jan 1 at 12:01 am i cry because thats when she died. This song reminds me that ever day was a strugle for her to keep smilling like she did every day. And now i dont have my bff there.
@crazyshailinraynie9512 жыл бұрын
He did. He's said it on twitter, when he was tweeting about how he didn't like being a role model. He said "Hi. I'm Josh Ramsay, I had Bulimia, I am a recovering Heroin addict, and I swear a lot. Have you met your parents?" He did have it, otherwise, Skin And Bones wouldn't be a true story, and neither would Alibis.. Or the majority of the songs on Fix Me for that matter. They're mostly about being an addict, and having an eating disorder.
@NotinlesdanamazinAM10 жыл бұрын
Love it
@fabiangallagher291910 жыл бұрын
This song explains me sooo well Im currently trying to perdect myself
@JRmcMGG12 жыл бұрын
@JustABrokenWing they play like, Havent Had Enough and a few others from Ever After on some canadian stations, and a while ago All To Myself and Cross My Heart were on the radio constantly like a 2 or 3 years ago.
@korinkohanson110412 жыл бұрын
thx:)
@mandms4212 жыл бұрын
This one is cool.. But I like the other one better xD
@lululemonfan10012 жыл бұрын
haha no problem :) I have though's moments too! :D but you were right, I was wrong :)
@JRmcMGG12 жыл бұрын
some of the lyrics are slightly different and his voice sounds different.
@codyssmith732 жыл бұрын
Not sure which version I like better. This one’s slightly more polished, but the “all my faces” lyric is stronger than the “between these spaces” one for me.
@LovelyKantelle12 жыл бұрын
Then you obviously don't know much about him. It's one of the things that made him stronger by pulling through. Not to mention it created some of the best songs I have ever heard.
@XxMissYouBabyXx11 жыл бұрын
This one is for you River. You don't know that I'm throwing up for you. I used to weigh 135 2 years ago. But now I'm 109. See what you've done?
@binklebonkle57674 жыл бұрын
Have you been doing okay?
@Dory13612 жыл бұрын
This song is soo sad...
@crazysonggirl11 жыл бұрын
wasn't this from when they were Ramsay Fiction?
@fallenangel695911 жыл бұрын
I didn't know there were two versions. No wonder I was so confused!
@sammyzombieekitten71210 жыл бұрын
Some people missed the like button:P Might want to fix that:)
@gh239012 жыл бұрын
this made me cry in class...
@avamaria07152 жыл бұрын
i’m still wondering why some of the lyrics were changed? i love this song so much, the ep version also
@codyssmith737 ай бұрын
I feel like this song is more about the recovery from the ED than the ED itself, so he opted to shift the faces idea into its own song where he was still hiding behind a mask before admitting he needed help (Alibis)… and instead went for “between these spaces” because he was in limbo here, unsure if he was truly past it or if he’d relapse. At least, that’s my interpretation.
@oliviavoreas640611 жыл бұрын
that comment was amazing
@vegiterianbooklover12 жыл бұрын
@JRmcMGG umm thanks. I knew that, but I'm glad you pointed it out? I made this username when I was ten, I'm not even a vegetarian anymore.
@janaali58265 жыл бұрын
This is about is struggle with anorexia and bulimia this is so powerful oh my goodness
@bertbertbert912 жыл бұрын
Jatt Forever
@mouse564111 жыл бұрын
thanx :)
@vegiterianbooklover12 жыл бұрын
This is a song of his current self singing to his older self, the one that had all this pain and insecurity inside. The one that caused his disorder. He's singing to his past, at least that's my interpretation