Marianas Trench || Feeling Small || Lyrics

(B-Side Version)

[@baguettebtch]

I don't know if it's just a bad night or if I'm getting bad again....

[@JaydaHeartTV]

How have you been doing?

[@Mia-hm2pm]

Hey how are you?

[@alextheking4223]

same friend..

[@sarahl5122]

“Remember how I weighed 135?” is such a heartbreaking line because for someone 6’2”, that is extremely underweight

[@mmmmmmmm5889]

It also brings up how he lost more weight after that

[@christinasaysrawrr]

This song genuinely helps me cope with my eating disorder:(

[@HifiLittle]

Good luck beating it! It's a bitch

[@wumpy0106]

I hope you’re okay 🤍

[@megisawesome]

same this album, especially this song, and the song Skin & Bones is helping me it’s the only song that I relate to at the moment when I’m going through.

[@awholenotherworld6856]

Thank you, MT, for reminding me to take my meds 😂

[@amandabutterfly151]

AWholeNotherWorld lol

[@janaali5826]

this remains one of the best marianas songs ever

[@avamaria0715]

so true and the ep version as well.

[@cheyenneautumn1264]

This song surely hits home for me.

[@JRmcMGG]

the "you" isnt actually referring to a person, it is referring to his bulimia, an eating disorder.

[@lisakakish1659]

This song is beautiful! I'm so so so so glad josh has recovered

[@alishagoss2842]

Upset that I can't get this on Spotify :(

[@saturnstellar]

You can add it by your music library

[@giannarose789]

@@saturnstellar can u pls explain :0

[@oliverfulayter5515]

I don't think I have EVER heard this song... Whoa. A Trench song I've never heard... *skeptical* How did this happen?

[@oliverfulayter5515]

Omg... ;-; It's like the more... translated version of Skin and bones ;-;

[@frostedshadows]

+Olivia Fulayter I mean, there's also a different version of the actual Skin and Bones (it's called Push Me Up, you'll find it on here) but this song is from the Marianas Trench EP that was released before Fix Me. All the songs that didn't make it onto Fix Me were on there, along with a couple others like Say Anything and Far From Here I believe? The song Fix Me is on it as well, along with Sicker Things and Primetime when it comes to songs that weren't released on official albums. Honestly I only heard this one because I own the Say Anything single release which has this song on it.

[@oliverfulayter5515]

+chaotic aristocrat Thank you for filling me in on that.

[@frostedshadows]

Yeah no problem! I only found out about that EP recently and I've been a fan since Masterpiece Theatre came out so it's not uncommon to not have heard amazing songs like this :)

[@codyssmith73]

A different version of Decided to Break it & Sicker things were also on that EP.

[@bengiethebeagle8014]

Josh Ramsay is so amazing. I saw Mariana's Trench in concert a few nights ago and they were AWESOME

[@Mamda07]

Really like this. Powerful song.

[@Danielle81895]

This song IS NOT on Spotify because their EP isn't on Spotify 😭😭 my favorite old trench song along with lover dearest and skin and bones

[@BT1997LO]

i love all marianas trench but this song and Skin and Bones are my favorite songs by them of all time

[@DittoAPokemon]

Trench put Feeling Small on Spotify challenge

[@torikowalski3870]

This song is so beautiful. I love it so much and it makes me cry every time I hear it :( it explains me so well

[@oliviagibbs1501]

Wow. Josh is amazing. This is just.wow

[@angelscorner408]

you know those bands that as their music style changes you only prefer a certain era of their music? MTRENCH IS NOT ONE OF THOSE BANDS! their progression is beautiful and I love all but like... 2 of their songs. 💜💜💜💜

[@ruth-anna9486]

I agree! And I’m also curious which two songs lol

[@daniellegode1601]

This song makes me cry every time...some of my greatest inspiration.

[@terrypilkey1931]

I takes a lot to get me to cry but I always cry to this song

[@kesmiley1]

This song is so amazing. It reminds me of everything that Josh had to overcome to get to where he is now, and if he can do it, I can too. Thanks for uploading it, it's getting me through a ton right now.

[@JRmcMGG]

The way I interpreted that line was like, even if you recover from an eating disorder or self-harm there is always a chance of relapse, like there is a chance of relapse with cancer, because as far as I know the songs isn't about cancer.

[@kissmeatmoonlight]

im soooo happy hes recovered and hasnt relapsed yet

[@amberconti5037]

I'm so happy to see him doing better!c:

[@meaghanstrong9852]

When we did our poetry unit last year my student teacher put this song in one of our booklets and I was freaking out along with a couple of my other friends. Best student teacher ever, she was like the older version of me and my friends.

[@vesperblack7391]

Yessss! Why have I never heard this before? This song rules

[@mc-mz1fm]

i can't stop crying rip

[@SOULandMAKAevans]

WHY THE LAST 30 SECONDS?! NOOOOOOOOOO I just wanted the part with the song Feeling Small, not that AND the beginning of another! Dx

[@NickJonasGirl565]

SAME

[@Ace-pu3zr]

this song always make me cry my eyes out it is such a sad song

[@louloubell213]

this song gives me chills down my spine everytime i hear it.. i always tear up when i hear it... i love it sooo much!! :')

[@13nightclaw13]

WHATTTTTTT?????? AFTER 6 YEARS OF LISTENING TO MARIANAS TRENCH IVE NEEEVVVVEERRR HEARD THIS BEFORE????? explllaaaiiinnn

[@nancymedeiros6224]

Marianas Trench Thank you for reminding me to take my medicine. I hope that you guys are not afraid anymore. Just remember that even when things aren't going your way. That you guys will keep on going and never give up on anything that you ever always wanted in your lives.

[@wumpy0106]

🤍

[@kalleyMSP]

This song makes me cry,it's an amazing song but it's so sad.

[@mikeylewis4637]

Hi Kalley!

[@kalleyMSP]

Meowgamez Catlover hey

[@kalleyMSP]

Meowgamez Catlover I'm officially single

[@mikeylewis4637]

I know...

[@ellietheanagirl4982]

This is the song that got me into MT

[@jessietherat1691]

Ellie the Ana girl same here

[@wumpy0106]

I forgot this song existed. I wish they would release these and the songs from Ramsay Fiction’s EP 🥺

[@codyssmith73]

We’re closer to finding everything as of November 2021! Thanks to the findings of Shiny Like Dirt & Don’t Touch Me, we have two RF tracks (an early copy of Primetime & PMS) , the full early EP version of Fix Me & then Shotgun left to find!

[@sarahdanaeee]

One of my favorites

[@maddi9806]

[@sosokso]

i never new about this version, im glad i found it :)

[@Djkitteykat]

I love josh Ramsay he's so talented with his songs that describe me so well

[@Roku-Shi12]

How old was Josh when they made this song? Like 18? 19?

[@mouse5641]

i like this song alot ive been doing some of the things he did and i didnt know he did it untill one of my friends told me about it and their music has helped me alot it helps to know that their are other people out there that have gone threw this as well and im trying to stop but its really hard to.........

[@100loveafterlove]

jst support her, just be there for her. Dont tell her she is doing wrong, she knows. Dont tell her how its hurting her, she knows. Just be the friend she desperately needs at a time like this. I know thats all i ever wanted. I got ppl, who tld me to stop, it didnt help, ppl who ignored me, it hurt, ppl who jst forgot about the whole thing, but i had ONE person who was THERE for me, they were my ONLY friend and helped me get better. So jst b her friend. Depression controls every part of ones life

[@Mimmers18]

i dnt no wethr to love it or to cry to it I LOVE IT!

[@Brokenheartedgirl200]

I know, the reason she and I are such great friends is because i went though the same thing, I'm over it now though, mostly, but she's starving herself and i'm worried, thank you for the advice, to everyone who has given it. Its really helped these past months, it really means a lot to me. =)

[@greyfetti3732]

*used to relate to his songs about eating disorder now I relate to not only that but the addiction*

[@renesmaeskylar3857]

this song always makes me cry

[@Kegz48]

This song reminds me of my friends dad. because he has cancer. he doesn't have long. maybe not even a day. He decided to go about 2 hours ago. I love you Peter

[@bernesemountaindog1]

i don't usually cry during songs but its like he wrote a song about my life... hearing it just set off tears

[@15lovesmusic]

I've never heard of a band that relates so much to me. I will always be a Trencher

[@alisondilaurentis6423]

I've had this song on replay, For weeks! :( This song really relates to me, In more ways than one... But, It makes me feel better... :)

[@paigexx12345]

i luv this song it has such a meaning to it x

[@Derxe123]

In a sense she's lucky. To have a great friend like you must be awesome. It's better than going through cutting alone.

[@awesomerox223]

First time I listened to the song and I can tell its got a "deep meaning" behind it :') WAAAAAH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! I love the "please don't sue me!:)" at the end! If I had suing in mind, that would change it lol

[@XxRamsaysRawrxX]

this is different than the version I usually listen to.

[@raphaelaslader6989]

same here

[@codyssmith73]

The explanation: This is the later version of the song recorded for the Say Anything EP, which was a teaser for the Fix Me album & is rare. The other version is the 2002 EP rendition, and the lyrics have been slightly tweaked along with the production being sharper.

[@ilTHfeaa]

We did poetry last year in school & from I can understand form this song, it's he's signing to his eating disorder.. Well for the most part, maybe the first little bit is about his older self or whatever, but it's mostly him singing to his eating disorder.

[@PatrickBolter]

"between these spaces" is "all my faces" in the other version

[@13wonderland13]

This one's of me; smiling because you can't know about the pain I am going through.

[@Scotiaa24]

Bingeing right now next thing you’ll now is that I’ll be purging

[@harbimidiyosunkanka]

Girl, i know it's hard but please at least turn to restricting instead of purging. Starving is better than purging :///

[@FoshizzleJulizzle]

I love this version.

[@sarahramsay4179]

IM CRYING ACTUALLY :(

[@JRmcMGG]

yes, it is. go onto your iTunes. Click iTunes store. search 'feeling small marianas trench'. b-side version comes up. thats what i did, and i just found it again to make sure it hasnt been taken off or something.

[@ilovezeus19]

Major chills.

[@legzfalloffgirl5148]

God this song hurts...

[@sweetpie67121]

i cant express how much this song means to me

[@suhanndee]

Remember how I was at a normal weight, and we'd collide? As in Ana and I would collide.

[@Apricus1]

Yup. Same here. Hope you're better now.

[@navimidnafi]

I love all of their music, but Fix Me and the EP's especially because I can feel his feelings through his voice and lyrics.

[@tajmahalfan12]

this version is a bit different, but still AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@mkfanatic88]

THANK YOU

[@jorjasjokes]

Love this song, great video too. #Marianas Trench !

[@Brokenheartedgirl200]

She's not being bullied anymore, theres a snide comment or two sometimes but not often, but she still does this to herself, purging cutting you know, she and i always hang out pritty much anywhere, park, school, my house, near the train station, wherever, theres even this huge car park and if you take the lift to the top no one knows your there, we spend a lot of time there just chillin.

[@cheyannelecamp226]

i’m crying

[@oliviaslusser]

I gained a lot of weight at 15, when I got to 135 that’s when I decided to purge and restrict, just for a bit to get control back. Seven years later I’m so fucking thin. I’m not healthy, I can lose 20 pounds but I’m still not happy. I’ve ruined my life and I’m not sure how to stop. Wish I could just turn back time. This song hits so deep for me

[@jessyea1267]

oh here i am

[@alyssavasquez4195]

Okay, thank you!

[@oliviavoreas6406]

wow you just explained what i always try to say

[@terrypilkey1931]

Lost my beat friend to cancer in gr4 she fought and won but got it again and kinda gave up. I lost may weight cause she was everything tat kept me alibe so i started to starve when she started lossing too. She was my best friend and she was the only one who cared. Jan 1 at 12:01 am i cry because thats when she died. This song reminds me that ever day was a strugle for her to keep smilling like she did every day. And now i dont have my bff there.

[@crazyshailinraynie95]

He did. He's said it on twitter, when he was tweeting about how he didn't like being a role model. He said "Hi. I'm Josh Ramsay, I had Bulimia, I am a recovering Heroin addict, and I swear a lot. Have you met your parents?" He did have it, otherwise, Skin And Bones wouldn't be a true story, and neither would Alibis.. Or the majority of the songs on Fix Me for that matter. They're mostly about being an addict, and having an eating disorder.

[@NotinlesdanamazinAM]

Love it

[@fabiangallagher2919]

This song explains me sooo well Im currently trying to perdect myself

[@JRmcMGG]

@JustABrokenWing they play like, Havent Had Enough and a few others from Ever After on some canadian stations, and a while ago All To Myself and Cross My Heart were on the radio constantly like a 2 or 3 years ago.

[@korinkohanson1104]

thx:)

[@mandms42]

This one is cool.. But I like the other one better xD

[@lululemonfan100]

haha no problem :) I have though's moments too! :D but you were right, I was wrong :)

[@JRmcMGG]

some of the lyrics are slightly different and his voice sounds different.

[@codyssmith73]

Not sure which version I like better. This one’s slightly more polished, but the “all my faces” lyric is stronger than the “between these spaces” one for me.

[@LovelyKantelle]

Then you obviously don't know much about him. It's one of the things that made him stronger by pulling through. Not to mention it created some of the best songs I have ever heard.

[@XxMissYouBabyXx]

This one is for you River. You don't know that I'm throwing up for you. I used to weigh 135 2 years ago. But now I'm 109. See what you've done?

[@binklebonkle5767]

Have you been doing okay?

[@Dory136]

This song is soo sad...

[@crazysonggirl]

wasn't this from when they were Ramsay Fiction?

[@fallenangel6959]

I didn't know there were two versions. No wonder I was so confused!

[@sammyzombieekitten712]

Some people missed the like button:P Might want to fix that:)

[@gh2390]

this made me cry in class...

[@avamaria0715]

i’m still wondering why some of the lyrics were changed? i love this song so much, the ep version also

[@codyssmith73]

I feel like this song is more about the recovery from the ED than the ED itself, so he opted to shift the faces idea into its own song where he was still hiding behind a mask before admitting he needed help (Alibis)… and instead went for “between these spaces” because he was in limbo here, unsure if he was truly past it or if he’d relapse. At least, that’s my interpretation.

[@oliviavoreas6406]

that comment was amazing

[@vegiterianbooklover]

@JRmcMGG umm thanks. I knew that, but I'm glad you pointed it out? I made this username when I was ten, I'm not even a vegetarian anymore.

[@janaali5826]

This is about is struggle with anorexia and bulimia this is so powerful oh my goodness

[@bertbertbert9]

Jatt Forever

[@mouse5641]

thanx :)

[@vegiterianbooklover]

This is a song of his current self singing to his older self, the one that had all this pain and insecurity inside. The one that caused his disorder. He's singing to his past, at least that's my interpretation

[@XxHeaLOxX]

I can relate to every word.