Massive LSD Doses - The Lore of Fingerprints and Puddles

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@nospoon17 11 ай бұрын

Very nice talk man. Please do more LSD lore it’s very interesting to me. I had very intense and life changing experiences on the substance and am kind of fascinated with it.

@Sharkofwatches 8 ай бұрын

I had millions of doses at my disposal in 1993...

@BillBondsHasAPosse 8 ай бұрын

Same.

@outtosea25 7 ай бұрын

That was a good time for L - Tour still moving around the country.

@NoPlatesLessDates 7 ай бұрын

How about now??? 😅

@KarenHeath-i1f 3 ай бұрын

Had listerine bottles full of that liquid

@whocares4464 2 ай бұрын

Dead tour summer of '94 and the Jesus doses that were busted out in Eugene Oregon Deadshow man that stuff was wild and so potent and was so different of a trip

@RhythmJunkie 10 ай бұрын

Thank you for sharing your experiences ✨♾️🙏🏼💖

@outtosea25 10 ай бұрын

No problem, thanks!

@Eric777-71 7 ай бұрын

I have experienced a puddle myself in Hampton 1987 great show that night 🎉

@greyhoodie1012 Ай бұрын

my mans lived a crazy life

@kevo8137 Ай бұрын

First time hearing the term puddle. I like it

@kernbern240 Ай бұрын

best of wishes with your recovery

@skunkbreath6031 Жыл бұрын

Great story

@outtosea25 Жыл бұрын

Hey thanks!

@Revolvor 2 ай бұрын

Someone dosing their mom like that is just straight-up evil.

@outtosea25 2 ай бұрын

It was unreal - I didn't feel quite as unique after seeing that. She did raise her son who dosed her on Dead Tour, as crazy and abnormal as that type of dosing is - it was normalized in that tight knit circle. Peace

@Revolvor 2 ай бұрын

@outtosea25 I appreciate the added context brother, the video made it sound much more sinister.

@outtosea25 2 ай бұрын

@@Revolvor I don't think she expected it to be that strong though... Her apartment walls were covered in framed, original print, Dead show flyers.

@outtosea25 2 ай бұрын

@The_errant_society She got him into it. He was fed a fingerprint and then given a dmt pipe when it started to hit as "initiation".

@johnhayes8520 3 ай бұрын

Stockholm '90- Got dosed at this show so hard, 30 rows out on floor Phil side, when band started first set I could hear nothing, what I heard was the roof of building opening up slowly, a crunching grating sound as the concrete peeled back from above the stage to the rear, blue skies and clouds even though I knew it was dark outside cuz it was nighttime, when the band started, golden rays of light beamed down onto each guitar player who were raising the necks of their guitars to the sky. The whole first set was this for me, I only heard the music about 6 times as a piece would float by me fast in an invisible bubble, me only hearing a note or a word as it flew past me, otherwise, silence, as thousands of people around me danced and grooved. I knew where I was, what I was supposed to be hearing, but I was being SHOWN that this was a God thing. I thought I was overdosing, I stood the entire time, very still, grippping the back of the chair in front of me thinking that if i let go and sat down or relaxed that i was going to die and float up to this heavenly vision above me. On cue as the first set was ending, the concrete roof slowly and loudly closed starting in the rear and sealing up at the front, the rays of light, blue sky and clouds dissapearing. When the lights came up for set break, I heard the girl next to me speak English, me, a six foot hippy who just stood stone cold next to her dancing self for the entire first set shakily said to her, "You speak English", she replied, "Yeah Honey, what's wrong?" " I got too high." She said, "Aww, you just need a hug.", and gave me one which I am tearfully remembering today. I had told two people b4 the show that I was eating so much acid that it wasn't doing anything for me, one of them gave me some "homebrew" as he called it, the other one was hanging out with Owsley Stanley in Amsterdam a few days later when I saw them next.

@outtosea25 3 ай бұрын

The "It's a God thing"... much love

@Eric777-71 7 ай бұрын

Bro... I'm pretty sure that the dose I got was probably less potent than what you are talking about ❤(in Hampton 87)

@matthewgradzewicz4830 Жыл бұрын

I met a dude named Frojay late 90s in Boston. Said he was from the west coast. Wonder if it’s the same guy. Never heard that name again until your vids.

@outtosea25 Жыл бұрын

He passed away this last year. Late 90's he was getting boxes of herb out to DC, etc - so wouldn't be surprised. Tall, skinny his mom was white and dad black - so he had lighter dark skin.

@matthewgradzewicz4830 Жыл бұрын

Yeah it was def him. Someone else following your stories knew him and described his appearance. Small world. Keep up the sobriety man. It’s worth the battle.

@outtosea25 Жыл бұрын

@@matthewgradzewicz4830 Small world indeed, what a trip. There was only one FroJ. Still working to get off the subs,but other than that keeping out of trouble. Peace

@cr-nd8qh Жыл бұрын

LSD is so intense man . I haven't done it in years

@outtosea25 Жыл бұрын

I also haven't done it in years, dont really have much desire to at this point - I'm afraid I just wouldn't come back, finally just fry me... I can't believe how much of that stuff I was consuming as a kid. Mid to late 90's was a whole different scene, people playing with huge doses - it was so cheap. Definitely some of the most intense, memorable experiences I've had.

@CryptoParalysis 7 ай бұрын

Badass story. The only negative with large psychedelic experiences is you need to integrate properly, they are spiritual transformations, clearly you are still integrating yours and are aware of the "mystery" as you put it. You would probably enjoy reading Carl Jung. 3000 a gram is crazy, though not too far off nowadays anymore its down to 5000 a gram for high quality stuff too.

@johnbrucchi 7 ай бұрын

I don't know about other people but Ive been integrating for the past thirty or so years. It's like the digestion process on the higher planes takes a much longer time than we thought. When they say "your communing with demons" just know Daemons means the Genius or higher self and only when the contracted saturnian brotherhood began pushing the EVIL agenda of FEAR did Daemons become Demons and rather than being higher forces that are under that of the Source but still teachers they were turned into tormenters and sadistic monsters. Don't let the dark builders spin their magic on you EVER! The world we live in is overlapped with the Magical realm and it's our choice whether we go "Right IN" or get "Left OFF!"

@outtosea25 7 ай бұрын

At this rate I kind of think the integration occurs at death... We're just helping along the infinite mutation of... whatever this is. I dont think there will be a "coming to Jesus" moment that occurs at some point once I'm "integrated". I'm just kind of floating on, trying to live with principles of general integrity. The battle between good and evil - demons and angels - I've kind of put the gloves down. I think these demons and angels are one and the same. When did the fantasy turn to nightmare? Just kind of bouncing off one another. The further I go the deeper the mystery. A little effort into gratitude and keep swimming upstream. For me, just eating some food is a spiritual moment. Peace and Much Love.

@CryptoParalysis 7 ай бұрын

@@outtosea25 The Circle of Life

@sepdawg33 9 ай бұрын

I was dosed twenty years ago in upstate new york. I committed some petty theft and i guess that was my punishment. They definitely weaponized it in my case. Did you have any problems with hppd and how many days were you awake.

@outtosea25 9 ай бұрын

Well, it has permanently affected me - which is the point I think. Walls still move a bit, birds leave trails in the sky, etc. It's subtle, but it's there. Kind of warped my view on life and death - whats the difference? Does anything matter? Hard to focus. I think all that acid contributed to me liking alcohol, benzos and opiates - to just calm it down and feel normal. Just about everyone I know who consumed those kinds of doses ended up strung out on narcotics. I figured out if I told psychiatrists about this, I get klonopin - one of 2 meds recommended for hppd - I don't suggest getting klonopin, I've nearly killed myself on it multiple times in various accidents. I tell myself it's not all bad - I'm hypersensitive - so it's good for art and compassion. But who knows what my life would have looked like without all of this. I guess I've learned to live with it and try to be grateful. Finally have gotten entirely sober just recently. Smoking weed brings it back - feels like I'm on a normal dose, fear and existential questions of my identity. Being totally sober does help. I've had a couple therapists tell me I must have a strong mind. I don't think I was up for much more than a couple days, but my good friend noticed that I'd repeat myself after that event - still catch myself doing it sometimes. I'm still alive and function pretty well, it definitely left a mark though. I kept taking it, handling it and spilling it on myself after that too. In the court transcripts regarding the murder of acid trafficker turned informant - Nick "Echo" Kaiser - one of the kids who testified talked about getting "spun out" after witnessing the murder - confirming that was a thing. Anyways, hope you're well and peace.

@sepdawg33 9 ай бұрын

Thanks for responding. I've managed to stay away from Klonopin and alcohol and opiates but developed a horrible addiction to cocaine for years. Much like yourself I was attempting to just feel normal after heavy psychedelic abuse before getting dosed and feeling imbalanced chemically after those experiences. Today I'm clean and sober. Only through my relationship with God and depending on him for the strength to get through it. I avoided twelve step programs. I'm too much of a recluse for meetings but know they help people so whatever works. Hope you continue to stay sober.

@outtosea25 9 ай бұрын

@@sepdawg33 Right on, thanks and take care.

@Sharkofwatches 8 ай бұрын

Bad people with EGOS?

@Roger-r7s 7 ай бұрын

Did this guy really get dosed this super heavy? I mean many people have never fully recovered from doing doses up and over 1000mics 4 or 5 times a normal dose. Even far less than that for people who are psychologically fragile and vulnerable or neuro chemically sensitive.

@outtosea25 7 ай бұрын

Unless you're around people moving raw, one does not generally grill their face off to this extent. And I would not consider myself "fully recovered". It's for life.

@skunkbreath6031 Жыл бұрын

Yoooo. I love acid but that is just nuts lol

@outtosea25 Жыл бұрын

Its still shocking to me that this is real.

@HuffnPuff123 2 ай бұрын

Everything is alive and always spinning

@outtosea25 2 ай бұрын

Easy to get snagged in life and forget that wisdom - probably the truest thing. Even decay is alive. Peace and thanks.

@tresyowell3955 7 ай бұрын

Makes me wanna do acid cuz. That's alot tho. Bet u did trip for 2 days solid

@outtosea25 7 ай бұрын

Well, by the morning I was functional - but manic. It never really wore off. Have learned to live with it. Sometimes the heightened sensitivity to the world is cool - other times horrific. Those big doses back in the day that came down from higher ups were meant to permanently affect you. Peace

@matthew3238 5 ай бұрын

This is one the best told stories of a puddle ive ever heard man. Good job at staying sane.

@outtosea25 5 ай бұрын

Thanks man. The managing to stay relatively sane is an important point.

@chunnaranong6499 Ай бұрын

Do you consider that ego death or something beyond that

@outtosea25 Ай бұрын

I really don't know.

@ccap5697 5 ай бұрын

R.I.P. Fro J ✨🙏✨

@BFJ7096 Ай бұрын

Dosage doesn't determine the length of a trip.

@outtosea25 Ай бұрын

I think I know what you mean. I think dosage affects the depth and strength. The couple times I got real blown out the acute "upside down" had an acute drop off at around hour 8ish. Back to reality - I guess. Whatever this is right now. Ha. Peace

@aza1479 7 ай бұрын

I remember getting lost in the woods when it was snowing took a ten strip and the snow filled our footprints and it was getting dark true panic set in. The definition of tripping out

@outtosea25 7 ай бұрын

That heart dropping fear of being lost is heavy.

@aza1479 7 ай бұрын

@@outtosea25 yeah it is

@Jonny-p7j 2 ай бұрын

Youre a good storyteller

@Odd_Combo 5 ай бұрын

What a great find. Excellent story and i see you also focus on Suboxone. Im down to 1mg right now and have documented some of my experience. Cant wakt ti check out more of your content. Hope youre well, brother.🙏

@outtosea25 5 ай бұрын

Hello. I've been off suboxone now for just over 6 months. Personally, I had to put myself into a rehab to safely get off of it, as I had a relapse on street drugs when I tried to home detox. I can say I'm doing well right now. Finally sleeping through the night, less stomach issues and general discomfort. I detoxed in December, so it was cold at this rehab. I was wearing layers of clothes - sweating and cold - and the clothes hurt. I still get that a little and have stopped wearing clothes at home for the most part. Other than a bump in the road with some pain pills from the oral surgeon a few months ago that led to a kratom run - which has ended - I haven't used anything. Some days the absurdity of life reminds me, "Oh yeah, this is why I like drugs". But I'm happier with what I see in the mirror now, over all. Anyways, I was just thinking about doing a suboxone update video. I'm grateful that suboxone is available and I'm also grateful to be off of it. Peace and take care.

@danm3195 6 ай бұрын

It seemed to not really be so popular as it was in early 90s,shifting behaviours,fashion,music who knows why..Anyway thats just my perspective of it in the u.k.

@outtosea25 6 ай бұрын

Yeah, I agree. When the MDMA really started ripping through in the 90's - along with all the gray area legality phenethylamines like 2-cb - that changed things. Then that Leonard Pickard missile silo acid bust in 2000 seemed to contribute to lsd drying up for awhile and when it came back the price went up quite a bit. It seems like LSD and it's new analogs have made a comeback - but nothing like the old Grateful Dead days. Peace

@whocares4464 2 ай бұрын

@@outtosea25the tours of 94 was a crazy amazing year

@jg-bordfronco2925 6 ай бұрын

Nothing will ever compare to Orange Sunshine... nothing.. =)

@outtosea25 6 ай бұрын

I saw an interview with Nick Sands I think it was, he said they were pressing 3000 Orange Sunshine pills out of one gram of L - so over 300mics per hit and it sounds like there was some kind of special mojo in those first Owsley batches. Peace

@danielwilliams1921 3 ай бұрын

@@outtosea25Google Nick Sand Opium Den to hear what many consider the best interview Nick ever gave.

@NuTTzO Ай бұрын

I only had paper back then. Sheets tho. Good times

@NoPlatesLessDates 7 ай бұрын

How can I get 7 grams of raw lsd crystal powder

@outtosea25 7 ай бұрын

You must resemble the stereotypical image of Jesus x Skater Bum and endure a dickprint.

@danielwilliams1921 3 ай бұрын

Set and setting, people. Set and setting…

@outtosea25 3 ай бұрын

Sure, never hurts. With substantial overdoses though and the circumstances one finds themselves in to have ingested that overdose - its all out the window... peace

@danielwilliams1921 3 ай бұрын

@@outtosea25 Maybe, but if they knowingly dosed themselves and didn’t adhere to set and setting - like going to a bar or other uncontrolled environments - I’ve little sympathy for bad outcomes. ❤️

@outtosea25 3 ай бұрын

@@danielwilliams1921 No sympathy requested. The people dealing with bulk L off Dead tour were not tidy, Reddit psychonauts adhering to rules - it was about stealing your face off with milligram doses. It's also sometimes initiatory such as a gang beat in.

@danielwilliams1921 3 ай бұрын

@@outtosea25 Irresponsible behavior is not to be championed or even excused.

@maklovin5253 4 ай бұрын

pioneer square? pdx oregon?

@outtosea25 4 ай бұрын

Seattle.

@Sharkofwatches 8 ай бұрын

Yeaaaah😂

@Eric777-71 7 ай бұрын

Please believe me when I tell you that there is a spirit realm and God is very real 💫

@fuckYouTubeBringBackDislikes 2 ай бұрын

😂😂

@HuffnPuff123 2 ай бұрын

100%

@eugenbraga-bk7np 4 ай бұрын

how old where you when this happened?

@outtosea25 4 ай бұрын

@Rmoney220 20 күн бұрын

LSD is the best substance created by mankind!❤

@outtosea25 20 күн бұрын

At one point, I would've agreed. It was created on accident during a precarious atomic time - definitely interesting. I'm not sure if it's done any true good for humanity. Possibly has mutated our mind to prepare for hard times and "evolution". I am not going to advocate for my child to take lsd - I've done and suffered enough for all of us. At this rate I'd consider heroin the "best substance" created by mankind. After all, myself and my peers who got whacked on puddles and prints all ended up strung out on heroin - trying to find peace and normalcy. May be dark - letting the vampire in who's incessantly scratching at the window - but true. Ease the pain - laugh now, cry later - esse. I'm grateful for humanity creating electric guitars, amps, bending circuits, etc. If I can give any advice from my misadventures and failures in this life - don't do drugs, m'kay? Seriously though. It's all a sad waste of life that does irreparable damage. Growing edible plants to feed ourselves, music, art, learning to endure pain of life. None of the drugs - including the mysterious L - do us any good. My drug use was a response to loneliness and the fact my Father wasn't capable of being present for me. Rest in Peace Dad. Peace, love, perseverance and take care.

@Rmoney220 20 күн бұрын

@@outtosea25 it’s a lot better than all of the other drugs man has created. It doesn’t kill people. It doesn’t make you develop an addiction where you are physically and chemically dependent on it. It’s helped A LOT of people with depression. And some people have been able to help kick opiates.

@outtosea25 20 күн бұрын

@@Rmoney220 Yeah... I'm aware of all the supposed, anecdotal "healing" it has facilitated. It certainly didn't help me or my peers addiction issues - it contributed. When I help people detox from dope, LSD is not part of the protocol - at all. The effects are unpredictable, at best. Whatever it does is a mystery. It provided a countercultural social structure for me - which did not help me in the long run - we all turned into junkies, social outcasts not capable of return, suicide, addiction and lifelong dea informants. Checking out of society and then having to check back in has not been easy, quite a struggle actually. All the people I know who fell down the rabbit hole have a deep sadness and desire for connection - thought we found it in non tangible drug experience. This is just my honest experience. I wasn't just taking a few hits, we were all the way live. I'm one of the few tattered souls remaining from the post Dead Tour L debacle I came into contact with. Jerry Garcia was a sad junkie - not happy Papa Bear as is projected. He died in rehab.

@jasondoyle2731 Жыл бұрын

😅😅😅

@whocares4464 2 ай бұрын

So many puddles i can't even remember but the thumb prints lol I'm out! I seen to many people vet spun for a year plus before they came back and were never the same man!!!