The Darkest Acid Trip Story on the Internet.

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[@silverflight01]

Losing your sense of reality must be one of the most terrifying things. It's like wandering an ever-changing maze built by Lovecraft that only you can see.

[@BucketHeadianHagg]

Believe me, the best part of frying on acid, is the Lovecraft idea! (Also, the worst part of frying,is also the Lovecraft thing!). I’m glad you don’t know what it’s like honey. Your perception of life isn’t altered. You’re better off living in reality. Maybe smoking a joint once in a while isn’t so bad, but all that other stuff is stupid.

[@supreme_leader_of_the_internet]

if you expect it like takin lsd its pretty good, if you dont then its the worst

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[@ezrastardust3124]

I shouldn’t be able to relate to that

[@adabsurdum5905]

You already have to be in susceptible to stuff like that. I've gone so hard that I was worthless and very dissociated, but I was still aware I was a person and where I was.

[@StabbedPerson]

This had all the red-flags: 1. New, unfamiliar environment 2. Alone when not used to it 3. "Double dipped" tab 4. He has no idea how much he's dosing himself, you can tell because he measures in number of Tabs, which is more useless than measuring someone's net worth by number of mattresses they own. On top of so many others.

[@Sumooo6]

yup most guys tell it white on white or double dipped and if don't have test as should you could be doing something you don't want too do. been there done that nbome fucking worst time not sure if was going to die or not. my friend was like don't feel anything its normal tab but numb and metal taste was bad sign never trip from that guy again tho and go test kit next day. same dumb friend wants to trip on datura told fuck no i know the darkness i have no way i want face it that way.

[@The_Copper_Element_Itself]

Now... how do you know this?🤨

[@rowan-priince1860]

Some people do drugs, my friend

[@Sumooo6]

@@rowan-priince1860 yeah and the smart ones try not listen to the person since the guys that have got gud stuff from just most time say be careful and be in right place and mindset.

[@gameproadvancesp148]

@@rowan-priince1860 and some people don’t. Should I take a guess at which side of the spectrum you fall into?

[@trulymegan3679]

Had an awful trip, never took a hallucinogenic again. Worst part was while all this was going on. I thought I was screaming for help, but my friends told me I hadn’t moved an inch in like an hour.

[@Hueghjean]

That's the things about psychedelics. If you don't show them respect, they will show you khaos. Sounds like you took a rather high dose?

[@Private_Account101]

jus stay off drugs bro @@Hueghjean

[@Michael-mv3kc]

Ive only tripped with one female that didn't have a bad trip. For some reason girls just don't handle it well

[@smorcrux426]

I once had a trip that felt just like this and I actually recorded a lot of it on video and I played it back sober and I definitely was asking for help and my friends were just kind of ignoring me. So you might not be as crazy if you think if you just tripped with assholes

[@bruxea6517]

@@Michael-mv3kcI’d say women hold it together better than men on psychedelics. My friend in college was talking out loud while rocking back and forth about wanting to “jump off the balcony” whereas I was in my head with The Beatles & Pink Floyd. To each their own I guess

[@An-bl8fm]

This is why if you are ever going to take a psychedelic, ALWAYS have a trip sitter. Imagine if there’d been someone there to just be like “hey you took acid earlier and blacked out” and prevented the freak out

[@BriteRory]

Yea, this is true. And if that doesn't work, at least they can physically restrain you and prevent you from doing something horrific. I've had to do this more than once when trying to share my passion with people who don't approach it with fear and respect, including my own younger brother who after being given a few drops of liquid diluted and not "feeling it" after 15 minutes or so, went and found my little jar and drowned the ENTIRE fucking thing. Can only thank God it was clean and I knew two people removed from the source and so could be as ascertained of this as possible. After trying everything I eventually had to ask a friend to sit on his legs while I sat on his back and held him down through fits of seizure-like shocks of incoherency and screaming at the tops of his lungs at before dawn in my old apartment, lol. The final straw was after he threw an open soda bottle as hard as he could against my windows then half ripped my ceiling fan out of the kitchen ceiling. He came out of it about 8 hours later and was fine but imagine if that had been some weirdo phenethylamine or something? Kid got so lucky and learned a very, very painful lesson. Also robbed me of what I planned on storing for at least a decade of occasional use but I didn't say anything, it was punishment enough.

[@weliveinasusciety1279]

Guess you can't do it if you have no friends then.

[@BriteRory]

@@weliveinasusciety1279 I've taken psychedelics alone, far more times than in the company of others. Obviously you can, it just needs to be understood the fully gravity of the situation you're putting yourself into, which without experience is utterly impossible unfortunately. I'm not an advocate of the medicinal or government sanctioned use of psychedelics in clinical monitored environments, but I will likely die with the conviction that psychedelics are among the most important phenomena humans have ever encountered. That being said it is my opinion that they are not for everybody, and far from the majority of the population, at least not those conditioned to acquiesce uncritically to the established norms of modern cultures. The mind is an extraordinarily fragile thing that is conditioned to "tune out" the unfathomable depths of darkness and chaos writhing beneath its surface, so for many people who have never explored inwardly the sudden eruption of these contents into waking consciousness can be awfully traumatizing and disorienting in perpetuity. There is a kind of fragmentation and depersonalization that is often overwhelming, and getting stuck in repetitive thought patterns of demented mania (what mushroom enthusiasts used to call "time loops") can lead to disastrous consequences, even in the most enthusiastic and seasoned veteran. Regardless of who you are, consuming significant quantities of any psychedelic is always a high risk activity that there is no turning back from once it takes hold, thus having a sober friend or at least sympathetic company is an invaluable means of mitigating any potential harm. I think pretty much our entire cultural attitudes towards these substances is wrong; they aren't recreational intoxicants, and they aren't necessarily "spiritual" tools in the sense many seem to think of them. They are utterly bizarre visionary chemicals that are not to be taken lightly, opening vistas of unexpected grotesquery and impossible geometric wonder both in the minds eye and out in the surroundings. Nobody knows what to make of them, opinions differ from culture to culture and person to person, and have throughout known history. For my part I can't even settle my opinion on particular aspects of which there are many, whether the state is of a spiritual or trans-dimensional or purely existential and psychological; somehow it seems equally plausible that it is both simultaneously. The visionary aspect especially is just totally confounding to me, almost painfully so. Having a friend to sit with you or at least be in proximity is a safety precaution with significant potential to reduce harm, but it itself is also no absolute guarantee of safety. If taking them in solitude, for instance if ordered online or bought through channels through which there is no way to ascertain exactly what you're taking and how much, I can only recommend starting with very low amounts and cautiously increasing after roughly an hour. Any other common sense precautions like doing your best to prevent unannounced visitors of any kinds, and turning off your phone and putting it away somewhere are also helpful. If it ends up overtaking you and becomes alarming, like you feel as if it keeps getting more and more intense and your sense of self is spiraling away from you, what has always helped me is to just lay down and ride it out as long as it takes. Shuddering back into and out of coherent reality can be an excruciating ordeal, but reacting to fear by moving about greatly increases the possibility of harm. When you're so deep into it that you can't even remember that you took drugs, or don't know your own name, or forget your native language, there is nothing you can do to reassure yourself and so you have to rely on animal preservation instinct; forcing yourself to stay in one place, "playing dead" in other words, has been what kept me out of the emergency room or police stations, or worse.

[@mikeyy2322]

Always have a trip killer aka a benzodiazepine

[@justinalias2279]

​@@mikeyy2322 benzodiazepines are far, FAR more dangerous than acid. I would not recommend that as a solution to anyone.

[@jonahsalazar5108]

I used to smoke weed a lot, and after about 2 years of smoking every day, I lost it. I got really anxious out of nowhere. And realized that I had not thought about my life in months. I had just been on autopilot. I had no idea who I was. I couldn’t think about my character traits, what made me me. I was convinced that the world was all a lie and that there was no truth and we all just made it up. I don’t know exactly how to explain it, but it took me months to get back in touch with reality. Drugs are crazy man

[@user-ik2yi4fm1u]

weed cause dissociative symptoms

[@luckyy3691]

Did watching DHIS have anything do with it?

[@Ryan07665]

I hope you're doing better now and that you've built back your life.

[@endgamesbeats]

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[@chief_mourner]

same thing happened to me as a teenager. barely remember 15-18. worst time of my life. triggered anxiety i never had before, and will probably have for the rest of my life. honestly though i wish i tried mushrooms when i had the chance and didnt give a fuck. cant imagine doing them now in my 20s without completely losing my marbles.

[@charlieflight6124]

Man actually turned into a sims character with a sadistic player. 😂😂😂

[@MIRR0RBALLLL]

he really did ☠

[@silasisaspicyboi7458]

Absolutely hilarious lol

[@moosesues8887]

Bro got that bad rng

[@givemegrape1688]

jerma was playing him for that time

[@grindFish]

In the pool no ladder 🙃

[@jsyvret472]

I had the most terrifying experiance of my life on mushrooms. Lost my grip on reality completely in a very scary way. Was disassociated for about 3 weeks after that. Had my mum and little sister visit me and i didnt even feel human, even 2 weeks later. Nothing scarier than thinking you have permanently lost your mind

[@TM66240]

I completely understand, i remember the night i took somewhere between 4-8 grams of some P.E. and while it started off nice, with dancing lights and fuzzy graphics. It soon turned into a hazy mess with me laying in my bed gripping to reality while i felt my dog melting into the bed. The morning after I felt as you described: completely dissociated and I had never felt more alienated from my body in my life. I felt my whole life was a cycle, and you get that sense of “is this actually reality?” Crazy stuff.

[@khalilsmedeye1346]

I guess what you are saying here it is called derealisation phenomenon check it and tell me that what you felt

[@jsyvret472]

@@khalilsmedeye1346 yeah man a bit of that for sure. I felt completely disconnected from myself and everything around me and had constant sense of panic. I have been unsure of reality in a less severe way ever since. If I start to question reality I can start to panic again so I try not to

[@squeezeteam610]

@@TM66240talking i had something similar i took like a 5 gram shroom right off the jump it was bad i didnt feel good at all and i was in a panic and for sum reason outta no where my vision would go black and come back and keep in mind it was 4:00 all of a sudden i remember is waking up and its like 8:30 till this day i dont know what happened in that time span that i couldn’t see but since i will never take nothing at all.

[@squeezeteam610]

when i remember getting my my consciousness back and it didnt feel real my friend was talking to me but i didnt say a word cuz of i stunned i was.

[@FranciscoVigil14]

This should be considered a type of horror genre. I felt so uneasy listening to this lol

[@peterchu88]

There’s a game called “LSD Dream Emulator” for the PlayStation, very uneasy trippy game, highly recommend

[@halimaelbaqqaliidrissi7034]

Same here, the story combined with the background sound and visuals really does immerse you fully in the experience, as if you were the one having a bad scary trip 😂 I enjoyed it 🤌🏻

[@lugubriouslegostepper]

Ever seen Midsommer? Lots of psychedelic themes. Probably the best Ive ever seen tripping portrayed in a film.

[@FranciscoVigil14]

@@lugubriouslegostepper no, but I'll have to watch it!

[@liammccoy8964]

it is have you ever played the game LSD on steam its free its a crazy ass gane

[@Spoondogg]

For me the worst part of my psych trips has always been other people that you weren't expecting to be around. The first time I did acid 3 buddies and I were watching JoJo's Bizarre Adventure when one guys parents come home early and sit in the living room with us. Went from vibing to trying to keep my shit together while his mom goes "You guys know this isnt in english right"

[@privateaccount1998]

This is hilarious 😂

[@jacklenetaylor6864]

I love jojo but I never watch on acid

[@Liteskinxo]

I’m dead😂😂😂😂

[@lynxox4855]

at least you watched jojo

[@xeneidis]

LOL WHAT

[@BearGirlSummer]

I’ve got one darker. When I had first started doing acid I decided one night I’d take a tab when my family was going to sleep, and I’d throw something dumb on Netflix to pass the time. 8 hours later I had spent all night watching Adam Sandler movies sober while the acid never hit. I think I was given a piece of paper and told it was acid, lol.

[@geldbohne8732]

nah dude adam sandler movies just block anything psychedelic out

[@BigBreakfast25]

That is truly horrifying

[@Yossarian921]

Isn't that from some bit on an Adam Sandler record? Something like making this guy think you gave them beer and it was non alcoholic, something that wasn't pot and then told him you gave him acid but it was just like pieces of paper. I can't remember how it all went I think this is like 25 years since I heard it.

[@wesKEVQJ]

that's the worst kind of trip

[@Nicole-fb6fr]

😂😂😂😂 Oh my god dead!

[@theblondeone7771]

First rule of psychedelics, NEVER trip alone. People around you don’t have to be tripping, but you need someone around who knows what you’re up to and a safe spot. Always.

[@neillynch_ecocidologist]

And how many people break that rule? I know I have. If it's something like magic mushrooms where you've a good idea of just how much you're taking and you've plenty of things to occupy your mind with it can be interesting / fun. Naturally, it's certainly not the best idea on your first trip. I'd say the first rule is always know that at some point you will come down.

[@DESTROFURITY89]

Nope. In the first trip I was alone, glad that nobody interrupted my almost religious experience. Ofc it's safer to do it at home, with close friends or loved ones, but sometimes you just need to trip with yourself, feels like a huge upgrade after you come back to earth

[@user-bq7zd5oh8p]

​@@DESTROFURITY89everytime ive done acid with mates never a bad trip but one time i did alone ive never had the urge to kill myself the visual just became to intense id do something

[@DESTROFURITY89]

@@user-bq7zd5oh8p I guess I know what you're talking about, even with my trippiest buddies there's a possibility of these overwhelming visuals. It can be frightening when you're not used to it, meditation is a helpful thing to control it

[@DhirC35]

Meh ive always done it alone I cant do that shit around others i need my personal "zen"

[@Jennifer-bw7ku]

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

[@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU]

Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!

[@elizabethwilliams6651]

Yes, dr.sporessss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

[@steceymorgan814]

I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

[@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU]

Is he on instagram?

[@elizabethwilliams6651]

Yes he is. dr.sporessss

[@Raptorman0205]

Drug-induced panic psychosis is literally the single most horrendous feeling I can imagine. The worst part is it never leaves you after the trip ends; even when completely sober, there's still that itch in the back of your mind wondering if and when you're going to be pulled back into the void.

[@S-6-6-6]

i've never been able to put that feeling into words but it's almost like you can never go back to who you we're or how you felt as a person afterwards and i don't mean like just my ego, i mean literally the way i perceive my senses and the way i construct thoughts. everything is forever changed except my yearning for people. "the void" is an emptiness which can only be described as if you knew the entire world was going to end but didn't know the exact time or if it would happen.

[@aed7114]

@@S-6-6-6 you're not alone there, mate. It's been years since my first 'bad' acid trip, and I don't think i'll ever be the same person I was before. I got all the Answers, and they were so terrifying and beyond articulation that I know I'll never touch LSD again. That stomach churning sense of 'dropping out of the Matrix' is not something I want to be reminded of.

[@paskaalisaapaskaa5354]

@@S-6-6-6 To me i had that feeling after a bad trip. I was certain that im never going to be back the way i used to be. I was convinced that something inside me broke, and there's no way of fixing it. It went away within time. I think the fact that i had a nice acid trip something like a year later somehow fixed it. But my dosage wasnt high. The bad trip wasnt due to the stuff, it was due to the fact that one crazy guy was about to chop me into the face with an axe after giving me a black eye because he thought i was making fun of him or something like that. While he told me that something is going to happen i thought he was just trying to mind fuck and wasnt serious so i laughed into his face. He was also tripping really hard and we were pretty much in good mood the whole night prior to that. I wouldnt have tripped with him if i knew he is batshit insane even without any drugs in his system. Propably would have been quite stressful situation even when sober, but that acid certainly amplified the effect since when you are tripping hard you are quite defenceless. Well, lesson learned. Make sure you have good set and settings and also make sure that you only trip with your good pals who you are familiar and close with.

[@sacc569]

​@@aed7114 What kind of answers? Sorry if this sounds insensible, is just that Im really into this topic, it has been interesting to me since 4 months or so. I remember watching a yt video talking about an almost universal experience people who use this have: Realizing you and the universe are one, that everything that's happening at the moment is just a little part of an inmense, infinite entity, which is made up of you, and the universe. Is that (at least kind-of) true? Have you ever experienced this?

[@alliseeiszombies4014]

@@sacc569 its really an indescribable feeling of anxiety mixed with thinking you know everything but at the same time feeling like you know nothing at all, you really have to try it yourself a trip can be different everytime

[@murky1862]

if someone posted a trip this bad in the internet, imagine the worst one in history

[@jayluvjames6584]

Oh I have an even worst acid story I wanna post about it

[@joseg1274]

@@jayluvjames6584go ahead bro , I’ll post about my k2 experience as well

[@diablodevil708]

some people have tripped and completely and permanently gone into a state of hypnosis and never returned to normal

[@Cozi44]

One time I ate 6 gram of Penis envy mushrooms 🍄 it was similar but not this dense

[@will6286]

Yea I’ve had worse and have friends that had worse, one of them got kidnapped while tripping balls

[@mirabelwatson7863]

I tried micro-dosing yesterday for the first time, and I had wonderful experience. I'm someone who suffers from chronic depression, and I was simply happy, not overly ecstatic, but genuinely happy and active with my friends and family. I was even excited to get out of bed this morning.

[@VictoriaReese-ch1xz]

Please does anyone know where I can get them? I put so much on my plate and it really affects my stress and anxiety levels, I would love to try shrooms

[@zarkos2313]

@@VictoriaReese-ch1xzYes, bergwilly11_

[@markaxel9799]

A lot of people have testified about this and I really want to give it a shot. I put so much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels

[@Elizabeth-gu8hx]

The Trips I've been having have really helped me a lot,I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have alot more empathy as well

[@JamesTaylor-ff4dp]

@@zarkos2313Is he on instagram?

[@suzizann5877]

I've never taken psychedelics, and I most likely never will, but it's so fascinating to me when I hear about what the human brain can do when affected. I might do some research because this type of stuff is really interesting.

[@BonevSpeedruns-mb5rd]

Not for everyone. During my first year in the Netherlands, me and my buddies used to do magic truffles which contain the same substance (Psilocybin) which is in mushrooms. I've had some of my best times on them, some were bad but nothing too fucked up. But one guy has a horrendous experience, he never recovered fully tbh, quite scary, i believe it has something to do with his subconscious.

[@np1294]

love this comment!

[@JustWhyFFS]

One time I was on acid at my house and had a few friends over. We were having a great time. All I can remember is everyone laughing at everything that was said. Like, someone would say something, then laughter would fill the room as if we were on stage at a comedy show. This went on for what felt like hours, while at the same time, feeling like only 10 minutes went by (hard to understand the feeling if you haven't tripped.) At one point I went into the bathroom to get a look at myself. When I shut the door, I realized it got really quiet in the living room. All the the talking and laughing my friends were doing, immediately stopped. I thought that was weird but figured it was the acid fucking with my senses. I finished up and when I came out, everyone was gone. The house was silent. I went and looked out the front and backdoors, assuming they all went out to smoke. No one was there. No cars in the driveway, everyone had left... I thought "wtf? Did they all just take off?... That's kind of rude, I thought we were having a good time." I managed to find my phone, then somehow managed to find and dial the number of one of the friends that had just left. When he picked up I said "Dude! What the fuck, where'd all you guys go?" After a pause he kinda laughs and says "Uuuh. What?" I said "dude, you (and I started naming all the people that were just at my place) were having great time and you all just leave without saying a word? Kinda messed up bro." I can hear a smile in his voice as he says "Oh, we were?" I think "oh shit, did I do something and piss someone off?" I said "Yea, I mean, I thought we were... weren't we?" He starts howling laughing. "Bro, I dropped you off at your place 6 hours ago...." Which means I'd been wandering around my living room, talking to myself, for hours. Still one of the best solo trips I ever had. If only for the pure mind fuck of it all afterwards.

[@Jake-qz8lb]

That would’ve freaked me tf out

[@rainy5517]

Brooooo that's my biggest fearr

[@natttheratt]

That sounds so creepy but i could see myself enjoying the hell out of that too haha

[@andrewashington3304]

Dang you time traveled

[@52198]

@@andrewashington3304😂

[@hotrodhunk7389]

My buddy took acid once. He completely changed after. Went from overweight and depressed to jacked and got married better job. He's just nicer overall. He said everything just clicked instantly. Everything he wanted was clear on how to get it during the trip.

[@The7thLove]

Lol, he took NZT-48 and turned into Bradley Cooper

[@nxlv_8362]

To be honest that’s a BIG W good for your homie

[@SOLIDSNAKE.]

Yes! This is what I want!

[@aristokriseas6034]

@@The7thLove 😂😂😂 I was gonna say same thing

[@BettysBubble]

@@SOLIDSNAKE. Be careful, not everyone will have the same experience.

[@danielbones9090]

In 2016 one of my childhood friends took acid. It was not his first time. I don’t know what he experienced during it but he attempted to shoot himself in the head and ended up blowing his jaw off. He then apparently ran around the house with the front of his face blown off bleeding everywhere and then went back and shot himself again killing himself.

[@maximalwest2797]

Did that Happen.....sorry to read that!

[@ARCPolus]

How do you know he blew his jaw off before shooting himself again? If there was someone watching I'd assume they'd attempt to intervene?

[@notreallylogical88]

@@ARCPolus I assume it would have been pretty obvious from the body missing a jaw and shit in multiple places?

[@Babarakrimbel4884]

Psychedelics are just an amazing discovery. It's quite fascinating how effective they are for depression and stress..saved my life.

[@Heisenberg-35]

I'm feeling the same way too. I put so much on my plate and it definitelv affects mv stress and anxietv levels

[@garypeters7261]

yeah mate... @ted_winston23

[@phillipXx]

Does Mr Winston ship?

[@ronalddavis9762]

Yes, he ships discreet and anonymous

[@JoelMathew-qk1qh]

Psychedelics should be done when you are in a right state of mind, but many abuse it…

[@alexking1129]

“I noticed a cross which had a festering pile of bloody guts and organs spread across it, staining the wood in crimson. The guts were smothered in wasps, stinging the ruined flesh causing venomous pestles. It was an image of impossible pain, and then the monologue returned, booming over the sirens, droning over the wasps: ‘this is Christ; he is still suffering for your sins, still paying the price.’” Holy shit.

[@DubbX767]

right out of a Beksiński painting

[@soggmeisterlasagnagarfield]

Make things right. Do it.

[@kagemarushun7378]

Potent shyt

[@JGT-yd2wx]

i love this qoute

[@nathalialorella3179]

And then he describes himself as being in an abyss of endless impossible pain,- full union with that Christ! That is a genuine religious cosmic experience!

[@dianalovesbagelss8029]

Okay but can we talk about how great of a writer this person is? They need to write a book

[@arsemyth8920]

Yes it did come across as a work of fiction. Not a bad effort

[@abraxasjinx5207]

Well read also.

[@itchiegames]

they need to try lsd so they can see how laughable this story is

[@taylorrobert9495]

I found it incredibly hard to listen to honestly

[@garjian0]

​​@@arsemyth8920There's no Park Lane Hotel in Norwich, the only Park Lane at all is nowhere near any cul de sacs or play areas, and frankly, Norwich is almost entirely flat, so the idea of any kind of embankment is a bit odd. The weirdly specific details there are don't really seem to add up, probably fiction.

[@natttheratt]

I remember once that i was just basically at the end of my trip when suddenly i felt a HUGE spike of hallucinations and not the good ones. Everytime i closed my eyes i saw fleshy and grotesque rashes and wounds everywhere covering my view. It got so bad to the point that i did not blink for as long as i was able to handle the burn in my eyes just so i did not see that again

[@Melvaz_1_1]

Have you also heard about people holding their breath bc they thought they were under water?

[@Mile-man]

I honestly couldn’t even imagine willingly putting myself in a position where my sense of reality can be altered completely out of my control to this degree and having to wait for the drug to course through my body until it completely wears off Personally I experience depersonalization episodes frequently enough and I’m incredibly prone to anxiety I had an overdose experience a while back because I attempted suicide and it was single-handedly the most terrifying experience of my life luckily my hallucinations were tame but I’ll never forget feeling out of control of my body and mind it’s awful I still have panic attacks over that experience even 2 years later

[@rachelkisner850]

It’s strange you said this because I’ve experienced the same. However, my psychedelic experiences have much different. They’ve also saved me from myself.

[@arvalb0]

well at low doses your in control, not of your thoutghs thats the fun part. Higher doses, god no. I did a big dose one time and spent what felt like days just trying to figure out what people do, while being able to lie down, other then some small things I couldnt walk and raise my arms without it feeling wierd and bizare.

[@spencerricketts8025]

I think psychedelics are great, but good god man, TREAT THEM WITH RESPECT. Know how much you're taking, don't take it in an uncomfortable environment, don't take it when you're in a terrible headspace, and never hold any serious expectations going into it. A "bad trip" can be among the worst, if not THE WORST thing a human can experience, because it's completely confined to YOU. Nobody can go in your head and save you...

[@Sergen191]

I'm reporting you to the FBI no joke, I'm tired of dumbasses like you promoting drugs like a fucking moron

[@_d2082]

fr. I took lsd and started freaking out and someone hit me. idk if I got knocked out or if I just can't remember any of it for what it really was but I was in a nightmare. everyone and everything I had ever known was ripped away from me and I thought I was dead. When I woke up, I thought it was the same because I wasn't aware that it had been a dream, and I still thought I was in hell. I begged my cousin to tell me how to die so I could have peace and broke his tv. I didn't find out what actually happened until a week later, I was just piecing together the parts of the trip that seemed most plausible to try to figure out what happened.

[@EhrenmannHenno7469]

Well said. Luckily never had a real bad trip, but just the possibility is reason enough to always consider twice before actually taking it. Its really not that hard to avoid them, if the basic respect is always there. Just be able to look after your safety,

[@jamesklark6562]

After the first time I took 7g of shrooms I made a rule to never exceed 4g and only do it once or twice every other season. Took it alone in the middle of the night and felt so horrified by my most prevelant fear of being abandoned as the white noise from my house overwhelmed my ears.

[@spencerricketts8025]

@@_d2082 jesus god man, I really feel for you. I've never gone insane to the point other people had to fight or restrain me, but I absolutely know what kind of nightmare you're talking about. It's all very real and visceral shit. I wish you the best in healing, that experience, like any other, is not a "whole" depiction of reality. Just take it easy brother☯

[@elementallobsterx]

12:32 This entire imagery paired with "this is Christ" was the scariest moment for me. The mind on drugs can be a horrifyingly genius artist.

[@elementallobsterx]

@@TrTriTrippin yep

[@totallynotjevii574]

And then immediately a wasp getting on him was the cherry on top

[@_d2082]

I was punched and maybe knocked out on it and it _was_ horrifying. I remember thinking about what hell was like before it and what the worst sort of hell could be like, and that's pretty much where I was, except with even more stuff that I didn't even think about to torment me.

[@_d2082]

@BanquetOfTheLeviathan you wouldn't want it if you got it

[@jambothejoyful2966]

Many people are artistic geniuses, the ones we know are the ones who can transpose the art into reality accurately

[@captainhook4258]

never done psychadelics, but i am schizophrenic and i do experience severe psychosis when unmedicated. honestly what he described was all too familiar . the unease, the not knowing where you are in familiar areas, the extremely bizarre hallucinations that you cannot escape from... if ever there was an inkling of interest in trying psychadelics for me, its gone lmao

[@Ivorytickler12341]

People with schizophrenia should not sure I Psychedelics based on our understanding as human being so far. It’s very dangerous for them as reasons you probably already understand. I actually have first-hand experience with a friend with schizophrenia. Got obsessed with DMT and acid and one day something went very wrong and he was never the same again.

[@maximalwest2797]

Quite Good Assumption! It isn’t necessary at All!

[@chang3227]

APEs scares me alot.. it's like you're high, but you are literally been transported somewhere, and are truly awake or something. Like... Read

[@Ericbrown-se3kx]

I tried pE yesterday while on trip I can't really move my body. I can't even see what's in front of me, all I see is bright colors and changing shapes.

[@coryflores4964]

I have done shrooms in small doses a few times, but a couple days ago I took almost 4 grams and had my first actual trip.l believe I truly experienced ego death..

[@muu1589]

after my trip yesterday, I did understand why mushrooms are praised... you can have some beautiful experiences on them..

[@jordanlewis5666]

Y'all all talk about the benefits but you don't say where one can grab from...

[@Ericbrown-se3kx]

dr.rinehartshrooms

[@im_taco7580]

People don't realize how much music helps during trips

[@MrCdog85]

For real though. Turn on something calm and pleasant, the positive energy will radiate into you. Just don't go listening to some real hard shit, obviously

[@armon2k2]

@@MrCdog85 music has literally saved me from a bunch of bad trips lmfao

[@blueazure9658]

sometimes i want to hear music but i get addicted to the bad trip feeling. I’m not a good person and have a lot of things i don’t talk about or heal from so when I take acid I go crazy lol

[@im_taco7580]

@@MrCdog85 i listen to some crazy trippy screamo rap tho, and I'm fine lol. That shit makes me wanna headbang forever

[@MrCdog85]

@@im_taco7580 hey man if that's how you like it then great, but I would never recommend that shit to someone just getting into it lol

[@momoshikadora]

Never tried hard drugs and these stories, as entertaining as they are, make me want to try that crap even less. Like an action or horror movie, you love it because it's fiction, but you'd never want to face a killer or get chased at high speed in a car. Truly that whole experience sounded like a horror movie. Hope that guy is clean now.

[@myco_kahlontelegramsells5926]

Look 🆙🆙 that handle he got DMT LSD psilocybin 🍄.💊.🍫.🔌

[@Volknsarr]

They just want farm exp points😂😂😂

[@averagezyzzenjoyer5630]

Lsd isnt a hard drug

[@averagezyzzenjoyer5630]

Bro you have no idea of psychedelics Fr😂.

[@momoshikadora]

@@averagezyzzenjoyer5630 Bet

[@STR202]

not only do i love how this was written, but i love the way you tell it with such energy. thank you for this content, subbed :)

[@bahamutschosen]

ngl, besides the trip and all that, u got some mad emotion in ur reading. kept me engaged the whole way thru

[@finharriss1007]

an old friend of mine once tried acid whilst he was in a heavily depressed state of his life. He described the trip as life-changing, even claiming he it was a key to helping him to cure his depression. lost contact of him ages ago

[@christiangottsacker6932]

Your pal probably lives with gnomes in the woods now.

[@abrahamdomingo8239]

Lmao, I've been trying to get my hands on a small amount of lsd and all the stories I've heard are completely split 50/50 on good and bad. Can't wait!

[@aaronsosa7736]

@@abrahamdomingo8239 it can be fun but in all honesty it's not worth the risk of it being a bad trip. A bad trip is truly one of the most awful things you can go through.

[@HowardHank]

Dang was about to ask how he's going now

[@meechie9z]

@@aaronsosa7736 agreed I’ve never had a bad trip, but only because I was able to straighten myself out before it got bad. A couple close calls

[@vincethompson3776]

Music is extremely powerful during trips, my first time truly tripping my friend and I took a decent dose and were both right on the edge of things getting scary. While gripping our seats we changed the music from some super hardcore psychedelic stuff to more light and relaxing, meditative music, like something you’d hear at a spa. I remember throughout the night noticing how much my entire mood and experience changed along with the mood of the music we listened to. Even the littlest things can completely alter your experience, so do yourself as many favors beforehand as you can

[@zachjennings5320]

Yeah that's what saved me from a bad trip one time when my friend I was dropping with thought it wasn't working and left early and I started hallucinating shadows dancing on my bedroom walls.

[@cenonpanganiban1265]

It's the vibration u get

[@veryvery2155]

Honestly I started tripping hard a few hours ago, but calm music helped so much

[@mastertrey4683]

Just listen to muzak

[@seanrrr]

Music is unreal on psychedelics. First time I did some, my friends had an absolute bangin playlist that would completely alter the mood and moved you to your core. When some light "vibe-y" jazz came on, I felt like I was walking down the street of 50's New York. Then intense rock music made me feel like an absolute superhero that could conquer the world. Then the Shire music from LoTR that made me cry with complete peace and tranquility. So yeah, with the right dose, friends, and atmosphere, it can be an amazing, life-changing experience.

[@Tina-hb7ec]

• DMT is a naturally occurring hallucinogenic drug with spiritual and cultural significance in indigenous cultures.

[@user-hv6xb4qp9d]

consumption can produce different intensities and durations of effects, as well as potential risks and side effects.

[@WooodTh]

​@@user-hv6xb4qp9dassociated with the world’s four most popular psychedelic drugs. Ayahuasca, DMT, MDMA and psilocybin mushrooms can all take users through a wild mind-bending ride that can open up your senses and deepen your connection to the spirit world. Not all trips are created equal, though - if you’re sipping ayahuasca, your high could last a couple of hours. But if you’re consuming DMT, that buzz will last under than 20 minutes.

[@BrieflyCarmel-vw1zn]

​@@WooodThDMT to be used as a therapy tool to treat depression, anxiety and other mental health conditions, as well as aid with self-improvement and discovery. But studies of DMT are actually scarce, so it’s hard to know the full extent of its therapeutic benefits.

[@Rubysylvia]

​@@WooodTh Can you help me with the reliable source A. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in France. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.

[@MilitaryBase-yk8vr]

​@@Rubysylviayeah , he's Dr jeffshrooom he got magic mushrooms , DMT , LSD and other psychs

[@zinzinpurin]

“each dot was the equivalent of someone’s lifetime” just hearing that already confirms for me that these psychedelic trips are keys to knowledge of the world and that we are all connected to each other. My trip made me feel like I was so small in comparison to the universe. It played out like a movie, jumping from different realities. I had died many times and lived many lives. Towards the end it felt like I wasn’t even anyone anymore just a soul looking through the eyes of thousands of people who were me but not me at the same time. I came out feeling way more empathetic and less judgmental of myself and others . And though I was super exhausted at the end I felt like I had come to terms with life and that we have the same thing in common, that every emotion I have ever felt was always shared regardless of how different each situation was, and it made me believe our connection to one another was based off something cosmic. We are connected by our struggles and triumphs, and connected by the earth. I am you, and you are me. How I feel is what you’ve felt before or will feel later, but it will always feel like no one understands because we are no one, we are everyone. 🤯🤯🤯 I really thought I was going to come out my trip mentally damaged (psychosis) but thankfully to my surprise it just left me mentally scarred in a good way. But that trip was more than enough for me to never want to trip again 😵‍💫

[@kevinbrooks9074]

Stop speaking for others.

[@maciejskibinski5536]

Facts bro you speaking straight fax, went into my first shroom trip in fact first trip ever (3gs) as a hateful person who was angry at the world because my circumstances were perhaps what you would call slightly below par, i was angry at life if i had it bas then y should everybody else have it nice its not fair, id inflict pain on the person closest to me just so i could have something or someone to feel how i feel with me, after my shroom trip i just understood, i just got life’s beauty there and then, i began to love people even strangers as we are all a part of something unexplainable yet beautiful, i realised we are all people one race one energy in this timeline and our energy lives on through memory, objects we owned etc, i realised were all unique and that how could i possibly judge somebody if theres no base to my judgement everybody is different so how could i possibly judge based off norm when there is no norm, honestly psylocybin really improved my mental state and there is no accident that it grows here on our wonderful Earth, were connected with nature spiritually and physically and i think were just gonna have to leave it to a higher level of understanding for the reason for it being here, god possibly? Interdimentional energies? Guess well find out when its our time

[@kevinbrooks9074]

@@maciejskibinski5536 🐢 The infamous Turtle Club scene in the film The Master Of Disguise was filmed during 911 ✈️

[@zinzinpurin]

@@kevinbrooks9074 so sorry if you assumed I was speaking for others, I was speaking on my behalf of what I got out of it! Never meant to make you feel like I was speaking for others

[@kevinbrooks9074]

@@zinzinpurin 😊

[@fabianmayrhuber9165]

This is my "bad trip" experience. Psychedelics are potentially the most dangerous drugs you can take. For some people it is good fun and for some it is the end of their "normal" life I experienced a drug enduced psychosis which lasted over 4 months. It all started when i smoked some alleged "weed" at about 10pm in my room. I remember starting to feel really bad and felt that i was not breathing. I couldn't feel or really hear anything. It felt like i totally lost all touch with reality. I went crazy that night and thought if this won't go away till the next morning i have to kill myself because it was so terrifying, i thought suicide was the only way out of this. I started shaking and having delusions. I woke up the next morning and it didn't stop... I found out that i was experiencing something that you call "derealisation and depersonalisation" Honestly it is the worst feeling you can experience because in fact you do not experience anything at all. You are not there, you are not real. At least that's what it feels like. After a few weeks of this i developed extreme symtoms like sleep disorders, i didn't eat for days and days, i lost contact with my friends and couldn't leave the house. I was having so many delusions and everytime i woke up i immediately started shaking. I just couldn't comprehend the fact that i exist. I was trapped in my own existence. Noone understood what i was talking about and i felt hopeless. Nevertheless, the situation got way worse than this, way worse... My delusions increased, i couldn't stop shaking and i could not sleep. I developed schizophrenia (hearing voices in form of loud and dominant thoughts of which you are not in control) and panic disorder. I was not able to calm down for days. I could not stop shaking, in fact it got worse with everyday. Some weeks had passed and i was already at home from work. (At some point i lost my job because there was no hope for me.) The feeling that you are going insane is not the worst. The worst thing is that you can do nothing about it and you are concious at all times, i remember everything. At the worst stage of the psychosis i started hallucinating when i tried to go to sleep. I remember walking up and down in the house, being around other people and just doing all kinds of stuff just to find myself in bed again realizing i just hallucinated. It all came to an end when i finally got help from a psychiatrist who gave me an antipsychotic pill which i took for about 6 weeks. It was terrible because it decreases your conciousness and you are tired all day, but at least it helps. All of this lasted about 4 months in total and i can with 100% certanly say, this is the worst thing i will ever have experienced in all my life. Psychosis is possibly and probably the worst thing a human being can experience. This was a few months ago and i look at existence itselft differently now, it changed my way of thinking but i found back to a normal and good life. All of the symptoms have disappeared. If you came this far i want to thank you for reading this, take care dear stranger!

[@fir-endflames]

i struggle with both derealization and depersonalization, to this day still. it’s interesting to see someone else’s pov of things :0 it’s terrifying, absolutely agree with you there

[@fabianmayrhuber9165]

@@fir-endflames If you want help we can talk about it, i would love to help someone out of this... I inow how to get rid of it. (from my own experience) But don't worry, i inow how hard it is but it won't stay forever :)

[@johnalden2431]

Sorry you had to experience this, congratulations on getting out of it

[@joshuaharbert581]

They say you explained it is crazy. I took a 1100 ug dose of LSD and was on the brink of going into psychosis. I had to take a bar to kill the trip or else it would’ve been bad

[@wtfimcrying]

ego death from psychedelics sound terrible.

[@olliestratton9960]

A friend of mine just passed away because he got hit by a car while on LSD and all his "sitters" were also under the influence of other substances. ALWAYS have someone FULLY SOBER with you when doing psychs

[@LordFindecano]

I’ve tripped over 40 times, mostly on mushrooms. Never have had a sitter. The problem is when you don’t respect the substance.

[@drowninglessonswithlee9986]

sitters can be tripping, but they need to be experienced. Ive tripped over 100 times, ive had 1 bad trip and that was within my first 3 months of doing mushrooms and i took 6g You should not allow yourself to leave, or have someone else that wont allow you

[@humanityn.m2794]

or don't do at all

[@arthurmcaryanmcnuggetsblackone]

Or drive Alone, in some backroads at night, where there is no harm, and no soul

[@Oliviaandtrina]

​@@arthurmcaryanmcnuggetsblackoneyes driving while hallucinating is much safer!

[@Hayden7789]

Kudos to the guy describing his entire trip. I could never put my trip memories into words 😂😂 too in depth

[@myleslong5584]

Right? Pieces of an evening or particular moments of hallucination,maybe. But,to describe the entire trip,especially being so lost in the moment,is rather amazing to me,as well.

[@zaddyy_valetwitch1029]

Finally someone spoke about the dots .. I took two tabs one time , and ever since then my trips have never been the same . I was tripping so hard that day I got to the point where it felt like I had to make a decision between the dots , it’s how u said you had to move them with your vision to get down to the last two dots , and I would feel the pressure intensified as I had to pick and if I looked off just by a glimpse they would disperse and I would have to start all over again with thousands of dots …. It felt like a battle of black and white and the fear of not picking the right dot … of the unknown to where I would ultimately change the course of the trip , I didn’t want to open the door and I kept the trip inside the apartment where me and my friend where and we just stayed in a Limbo , it was really weird I could see and hear her inner thoughts and vice versa .

[@SundanceMLD]

I think you should do a deep dive into Alzheimer’s. I think it could be an interesting topic to talk about. Edit: I should also mention William Utermohlen, Everywhere At The End Of Time (The Caretaker) and SAVE AS (PAHC).

[@aliemiratakk]

For my Bio AP project, I researched into Alzheimer's and it was scary about what it does, how it affects a person and how there is no cure.

[@_thisnameistaken]

He should listen to everywhere at the end of time

[@0taxz550]

Alzheimer's trip report

[@endgamesbeats]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/lX-QoZ6pi81nY5Y

[@MrCdog85]

I've heard Alzheimer's is like a bad acid trip that never ends. I'd rather die lmao

[@Daiacos]

I had only one bad acid trip. All I remember from it is nonstop thinking "it keeps going, it keeps going, it keeps going, it doesn't stop" fo what felt like several eternities.

[@aed7114]

"Everything everywhere keeps going forever and ever. You can't get off the ride and even if you could, you're too scared to."

[@lilgluestick7726]

i don’t care

[@luckythelucklesswolf1419]

@@lilgluestick7726 I don't care that you don't care

[@manhorse5084]

Same.

[@SirCatWaffel]

@@lilgluestick7726 le pol face lmao

[@CaptainLila]

This was a wonderfully written story and I just zoned out and relaxed peacefully listening. Thank you. The story itself is quite the trip.

[@fichgo2656]

Tripped a few times now. Utterly incredible, I love it. I love losing touch with everything I know and seeing the world from a whole new impossible perspective. It's truly an indescribable experience. Just had my most intense experience yet the other day. All the trees became ever spiralling bushes of skulls and huge demons came down from the sky.

[@VZ3W]

I remember buying acid one time from a homie of a homie that i used to skate with. Remember vaguely him telling me they were double dipped. I was around 18-19 and was at a very weird time in my life. My family was falling apart, i was living with my parents, contributing nothing while they were going through a divorce, and my paranoid and "prepare for the worst" state of mind was also telling me that so was my relationship with my girlfriend at the time. I was out of trade school but had recently lost my job so i was just existing, skateboarding and smoking blunts, drinking wasting money and time with homies. I took a tab of the acid one evening, totally disregarding that they were double the normal dose, got dressed up, popped in my earphones, and put on some Rick and Morty to pass the time until the come up. I started getting skeptical that they'd even work at all after 2 hours and barely feeling like i was coming down from smoking a joint. So what does an idiot do at this point? He pops the other tab, of course. By this time it was late at night and i was outside on my backyard porch sitting on the steps, listening to Gorillaz, looking at the night sky hanging out with my German Shepard, Warhol. Not ten minutes after i took the second tab i felt the first tab coming on stronger and stronger. I get up, walk out the back gate and go for a walk to 7-eleven a couple blocks away, it feels like i teleported there because next thing i remember is being at the cash register, looking down at this bag of airheads chews in my hands that I'm about to pay for. Next thing i remember is walking through the pep boys parking lot in order to get to the metro gold line Atlantic station platform to wait for a train . I was walking up to the ramp, didn't even have to wait for the light because it was passed midnight at this point. I encounter a homeless looking cholo on a bike that he probably stole. I was looking at him the entire time, paranoid he was about to confront me over nothing, which he promptly does as I'm about to walk past him at the ticket kiosk. He asks what I'm looking at and if i bang, i just keep looking at him, expressionless, barely making sense of the situation while feeling like at the same time I'm just dreaming the entire thing. He pulls out a screwdriver and asks where I'm from and i snapped into the situation so to say, and just said i don't bang and he just puts the screwdriver away slowly while glaring at me suspiciously "you look like you do, i think I've seen you before" he says as we continue walking past each other. I walk along to the middle of the platform and sit at a bench, opening up the bag of airheads to snack on, and felt like i waited an eternity. It occurs to me that Its Saturday and that the last train comes and goes around 12 am until about 5 am that same morning. It also occurs to me that I've been sitting here for what seemed to be hours. I look at my phone and I've only been there 8 minutes. After a while of just sitting there, slowly chewing on candy, staring into space listening to music, i get up and walk back home. I teleport back to where i was sitting at my backyard porch, looking around me as the second tab starts coming at me, i can only describe the visuals as walking through a dense jungle, but except i was just sitting there, my entire vision encompassed in never ending forest, and it's just coming at me. I realize from time to time that I'm just sitting there going through thought loops, notice Warhol studying my face and body language intently, i see a look of concern on his face, and can feel an emotion of deep worry come from him every time i look at his face. I continue sitting in the same spot until about 7 am, where I'm barely able to think very fleeting thoughts of logic. I know I'm freezing cold but feel like if i walk into my house everyone's going to know I'm high and just lay awake wondering about me for a while. I'm the problem child after all. I slowly and awkwardly open the loud back doors to my house in a dead silent home with my sleeping family and immediately hear snoring stop. I sheepishly walk and crawl into my bottom bunk while my little sister was sleeping on the top bunk. I remember feeling a sense of shame, feeling exhausted but so strung out and restless. I played out every single bad thing that my family had gone throughout the years that i know of, and realize I'm the problem at the root of most of them. I feel at that moment, wide awake, laying on my side, staring at the wall, trying not to breathe to loud, trying not to make my existence obvious, feeling like everyone in the room was now awake and just laying there, silently judging me. Like they're awake but don't want to interact with me first thing in the morning. I feel absolutely out of touch with everyone and everything, i feel like i am slowly losing my familys love and trust. I realize that I'm full of ego and pride, even though I'm the last that should be doing so . I don't know how to express my feelings properly, i don't know how to maintain relationships, i don't know anything about the world, I'm just this scrawny Mexican horny wishful thinking nerd who steals money from his parents to buy weed. I remember my dad and mom arguing about me once in the other room. My dad realized i was in the living room down the hall but i can hear from the tone of the argument that my mom didn't. I distinctly remember the only phrase from that argument between them about me, and it was my mom so angrily and insultingly say with a clenched has " he's nothing but a rat." I hear my dad's heart drop from just the sheer silence from that room after that, and i remember just sitting there on the couch just absolutely hitting rock bottom, i just felt numb. I felt unworthy of absolutely everything and everyone at that moment. I lay there wide awake and exhausted listening to everyone wake up, go about their morning routines, going to work, going to school until i was the last one in the house. I wandered around feeling soulless and strung out, still feeling like my degenerate brain trying to recover . I would go about that day just wasting time on my phone and barely communicating with my family or girlfriend. I'm doing a bit better for myself nowadays and am in a position where I'm financially stable and able to learn new skills if i wanted. I'm not rich by any means, but I'm doing good for my age. I'm still trying to figure things out with patience and motivation a lot of the time, but I'm doing well. My family is still in shambles but some of us still communicate. It just feels so weird and everything still kinda feels out of place. We're just surviving and trying to figure life out at this point mostly i guess. Thanks for listening.

[@Ademo.31]

bro wow...

[@man3rkaw]

I had a similar experience. I’m glad to have heard your story. I don’t think we’re alone in this.

[@michaelsmith5115]

Great story. Im glad you are doing well for yourself and thank you for sharing this.

[@dontliebeatz]

Damn. Teleporting sound super scary on acid. Why were you waiting for a train though?

[@NightsAndDays]

simply wow. Thank u for sharing bro!

[@TatsuMurasaki]

If one plans to take Psychedelics, you need to be very careful about your set, setting and dosage. There are new studies going on right now that are using them to treat treatment resistant mental illness; things like Depression and PTSD. (Note: Treatment resistant generally means that the other medications and/or psychology methods have not worked) These drugs are VERY powerful, and if used irresponsibly can cause incredible damage to a person's psyche.

[@oscarriley9265]

Yeah Ive heard of people who take too much LSD and get permanent hallucinations

[@TatsuMurasaki]

@Chris Pesce Oh yeah. Caution is everything. Yes, they can be fun and enlightening, but never underestimate them

[@kctrent7626]

@BanquetOfTheLeviathan "Too logical to fool myself" has got to be the funniest shit I've read all day lmao. Drugs don't work by logic nor do they care about your logic lol

[@sacc569]

@BanquetOfTheLeviathan Im not even in drugs, but I think you shouldn't be looking for a bad trip. It sounds genuinely terrifying.

[@sacc569]

@BanquetOfTheLeviathan "I'm built different one way or another" is the most cringe edgy guy thing I've ever heard ☠

[@retrogrind]

sounds like a different version of my experience. thanks for sharing

[@erikgumeringer155]

Moral of the story: Have a babysitter, and preferably something that can reverse the effects. This probably could have all been prevented, by saying "You took some acid. Everything is OK. Just lay back and relax, I'll get you some orange juice" before the trip got on top of him.

[@ijemand5672]

You mean tripsitter

[@_d2082]

ORANGE JUICE? doesn't that make the trip more intense??

[@erikgumeringer155]

@@_d2082 Common myth, but no. Citric acid helps the body process LSD faster. Faster doesn't neccesarily mean a more potent trip. As with most substances the intoxicating effects are caused by too much of it built up in your system. This can sometimes trigger parasympathetic nervous activity that causes the release of cortisol and norepinephrine. Which can cause "bad trips". Citric acid prevents this buildup from getting out of hand. Causing a more mellow trip with less chance of it turning on you.

[@_d2082]

@@erikgumeringer155 Ohhhhh, interesting. I had a very bad trip B4 and we all drank orange juice before it cause we heard itd make it more potent. I assumed it made it a lot more intense but I guess not. I wonder what it would have been like had I not drank any. I know you're not google lol but do you know if milk affects your trip at all?

[@erikgumeringer155]

@@_d2082 Oof. Sounds like you got in your head a bit. That's very common though. Taking OJ to make a more potant high is a pop cultural leftover. Though that's weird because they always accurately show people drinking OJ during the trip. This is because it's used as a method of titration. Sounds, by what you're saying, you probably had a little too much and panicked. Especially for first timers, they tend to also get excited to trip. Problem is, excitement shares a lot of endocrine and parasympathetic responses as fear. This is why "terrific" and "terrifying" are antonyms but share a common root.

[@hi_bored_im_dad]

Two words: *SET and SETTING* 1.) Be honest with yourself about your *mindset* going into a psychedelic experience. Do you have any stressors on your mind? Any negative core beliefs about yourself you haven’t been addressing? These subconscious thoughts WILL come to the forefront of your mind during a trip. Be sure you have psychological tools you can fall back on if the experience gets intense (i.e. a mantra or positive affirmation). 2.) Be mindful of your *environment.* Not just for safety reasons, but also to create a relaxing and comfortable space that doesn’t have any overwhelming stimuli (i.e. a music festival is always a gamble since it’s an unpredictable environment). 3.) *YOU NEED A SOBER BUDDY* (a.k.a. a “sitter”). This is obviously for your physical safety, but they also act as a grounding force if your trip starts going haywire. 4.) Set an *intention* going into the experience. This way, you get to choose which thoughts are at the forefront of your mind when you slip into an altered state of consciousness. Keep in mind, psychedelic medicine is ancient and many cultures have similar practices in place to guide the experience. 5.) *Test your drugs.* Some people who sell don’t even know what’s in their own batch, and some will even try to trick you intentionally. Especially with the current fetynal crisis, it’s SO important to know what you’re putting into your body. 6.) If you have *any* hesitation around the experience *at all*-don’t do it. Wait until you feel ready and confident that you’ve taken all necessary precautions to get the most out of your experience. *Hope this helps! Stay safe, friends.* Sincerely, an employee of a psychedelic mental wellness center

[@Zatchham]

If someone has both an anxiety disorder and C-PTSD, would you recommend they stay away from psychedelics/weed entirely?

[@hi_bored_im_dad]

@@Zatchham Great question! Psychedelics have been clinically proven to help with both anxiety and trauma. However, complex trauma could require additional support. I’d recommend connecting with a mental health professional who can help guide you through the experience and support you as you heal from your trauma. It’s always best practice to pair your psychedelic experiences with weekly therapy if you’re able. Hope this helps. 🙂

[@saxeisrap7846]

👏👏👏

[@michaelm4550]

@@Zatchham yes!

[@inamsaj]

All this to take the drug lmfaooo

[@alejodiazbroilo6920]

Came from the reel. Loved the narration.

[@SkizzyMarsss]

Never had a bad trip, only did several times, less than 10. I feel as if I’ve gotten everything I could in those times, I don’t plan on or intend to do them again, psychedelics can only give you so much. You have to put the rest of the pieces together in real life and just be content with where you’re at. But some people just like to trip.

[@rocketleague2143]

I dropped acid with my best friend and his girlfriend (also a good friend) We listened to music and watched fractals on KZbin and had a great time. Eventually at some point after peaking, for some reason I took some more acid. We all started discussing philosophy and ideas about spirituality. And when I say we were discussing, it was more like they were discussing and I was listening intently because I was a little too frazzled to talk coherently and add anything of value to the discussion. Anyway, at one point they were discussing where we all came from. Like how humanity came into existence. And then I started hearing a voice that wasn't from either of them. Or maybe it was from one or both of them. But it wasn't coming from their mouths and speaking out loud. It was definitely in my head. And I started thinking back to it and having a conversation. I wasn't sure if I was communicating with them telepathically, or if I was communicating with some sort of spiritual entity. I don't quite remember exactly what was said, but I very clearly remember it saying that, me, my best friend, his girlfriend, my mom, dad, ex girlfriend, everyone. They're all me. And I'm them, and everyone else, all along. And I believed it as fact instantly. It became my reality. And with that realization, I felt the most overwhelming sense of pure love for those around me that I'd ever felt in my entire life. It was like realizing that your first love, your childhood friends, everyone that's ever helped you along the way, have always been there for you all along. And that you were never struggling through life alone. Because they all subconsciously knew the deepest parts of you. They just didn't know that they knew you so well, because they didn't know that you and they were the same. I asked the voice who it was and it didn't give me a name, but it said that I could call it love. And it said that it was also me. And this is where it got a little spooky. It said that It's been waiting for a very very long time for me to wake up and realize what I was now understanding. I can only assume that long time would be the entire history of humanity. That trip changed my outlook on life and people for the better. Indefinitely. I've never had that happen before during any of my acid trips. It was more than just an ego death. It was a profound spiritual connection. I was already an empathetic person before then, but now, I see no difference between you and I anymore. Nothing other than the physical body and experiences. So I always try to help others whenever I have the opportunity.

[@jmorgan6817]

Yes ❣️🤞

[@joebradley6182]

thats the energy that you'll feel with everything soon. love is the new age brother

[@Luke-ih1oc]

"I was already an empathetic person before then, but now, I see no difference between you and I anymore. Nothing other than the physical body and experiences. So I always try to help others whenever I have the opportunity." I could've written this myself. It's something that I've tried to express to other people but many don't seem to get it. I don't know when exactly I started to feel this way. I haven't done psychedelics yet but the first time I tried weed I did *way* too much and experienced what other people have described as ego death. It felt like I lost all sense of myself and I remember thinking "this must be what it feels like to be dead" or something similar. It was a profound experience. I don't remember hearing any voices or having any specific epiphanies, though I do remember saying "this is a religious experience" as I reached out to grab my Xbox controller at one point lmao. Suffice to say that I've arrived at very similar conclusions - we are indeed all the same. Though we are differentiated by our physical bodies and unique experiences, yes, I think we are also differentiated by genetic factors that influence our psychology in different ways. But even so, we are still all cut from the same cloth.

[@anafcknstasia]

@@Luke-ih1oc Well worded. I haven't taken psychedelics either, but this one time I smoked weed I immediately felt like an alien for the next two weeks. It was definitely terrifying, but thank goodness I'm a spiritual person so I handled this kundalini awakening consciously so it didn't have any negative affects on me. With one's mental state the law of polarity will have them come out on the other side either psychotic or spiritually endowed

[@juliajones1818]

This is beautiful and i had a similar experience that also changed my life for the better entirely 🤍 after a horrible trip experience on a large amount of shrooms i finally let go and stopped fighting what i thought was my death and i was transformed out of my body and into the stars and beyond and i was light energy and i saw that everyone and everything in this universe every single piece of everything is all the very same thing it more than energy its all one energy and a loving energy.

[@barkbarkbarkwoofbark]

no way no in hell im ever taking lsd, my mental state is so fragile that i lose touch with reality and spiral completely sober. I feel like if it went bad there would be no coming back from it for me. It's so interesting hearing other people's experiences though and this guy wrote it beautifully, i could perfectly picture the scenery and emotions

[@thatpandaz6094]

There were some moments I had to pause and take a breather cause of how well I they wrote it, it genuinely felt like I was experiencing it, so much anxiety...

[@TheBigPussyBonpensiero]

@@thatpandaz6094nah u good bro, you have the power to change your reality

[@drankydrank1]

Same. It's strange to me how many people seem to have complete control of their mind. The idea he believes he would have been fine if he hadn't forgotten is insane - it implies he could have successfully just told himself to calm down. When I tell myself to calm down, usually the next thought is - but what if you can't...

[@thatpandaz6094]

@@drankydrank1It's not about having control of your mind, you don't. You just have to learn how to deal with it and make your mind to what you want. That's why psychidelics is a learnt experience. I never learnt to control it but I just now know what to do incase I spiral. It's all about understanding yourself

[@cmore8273]

Never take it.

[@tyryk7190]

I took a 200ug tab my first time and I felt completely disassociated with reality, the visuals were going crazy. Being a little overwhelmed I took a walk to the store, the patterns and geometric shapes I was seeing in the grass, trees and sky were breathtaking. I completely forgot how to function while inside the corner store and I think the clerk knew I was on something since I asked him “where are the mars bar”, he walked around the till and showed me it was right in front of my eyes. I don’t know how i missed it, it just appeared istg

[@konaononjepon1582]

Sounds like chill sunday trip

[@heret1k603]

I constantly tell myself “i bought this, this is what I wanted” whenever i feel uncomfy or It becomes to much for me. That usually helps a lot and gets me back to a good mood It’s crazy how just by changing the way you think about things changes your perspective when you are in that state of mind. Thats the only things that got me through eating a quarter of shrooms and downing it with vodka. Not my smartest moment tbh.

[@EhrenmannHenno7469]

xD yea i can imagine. These "savetynets" are really great to have, the more the better.

[@Oddville420]

Very true. I was dosed with 22 hits of blotter one night and for most of the trip I was lost in the woods in the middle of the night only able to see 2 dimensional kaleidoscope for most the trip while language sounded like jibberish. I repeated in my head. This is a drug I bought it and it will wear off

[@jahqwelin]

I had to fall asleep 😭😂

[@therealdirtydan2940]

In the past I would often atleast once or twice a trip think to myself " why would anyone pay money to feel like this" then laugh at myself and enjoy the rest of the trip. Nowadays i consider myself a Jedi having tripped 1000 times atleast, never having these thoughts as my use for it has changed. When your young you just wanna get fucked up Now I'm older and just occasionally wanna let pandora out and go on a adventure, of my mind evaluate some shit or escape to a beautiful place for a few. Like a mental vacation maybe

[@davidmb1595]

To me, the phrase that helps me is “this is temporary. You’ll be fine in a matter of hours”

[@cocodaboss2416]

Thanks for driving me even farther away from ever trying drugs

[@brtt1159]

comment section full of bots trying to get ppl addicted to drugs lmfao

[@barnacles1236]

Seriously though lol

[@fastestdeath]

Bruh it's not drugs, psichedelics are anti-drugs. You should watch Eternalised video on psichedelics

[@shoeofobama6091]

@@fastestdeath no, anti drugs dont exist, thats not a real thing. psychedelics are absolutely drugs in that they make you hallucinate

[@theproblemmustbeinyourpant5910]

You already do drugs, amigo.

[@H0rr0rSlvt]

My grandmother used to work as a nurse when she was younger. She told me a story about when she was just a med student. She said there was a call about a man and she had to be taken along to help with the situation. However, what she saw she never expected. There was a teenager who had taken some acid and believed monsters were after him. Seems funny at first, right? Right...? Nope, the only way he thought he could escape them was by hiding in the cement. So, my grandmother witnessed a teenage boy repeatedly slamming his head against the solid pavement. She told me it was so gruesome, one of the worst things she ever saw during her entire career, even though she wasn't even a nurse yet. She said his face was so disfigured and bloody, bruised and swollen that he wasn't even recognizable. Absolutely horrific, like something out of one of those super gory horror movies. Talk about a bad trip.

[@WeirdAM7]

Probably PCP 😮🤔

[@jusjosh4759]

I’ve always wanted to talk about my bad trip, but thought it was too deep to vent to my friends. But it’s insane how deep and corrupted your mind can get to turn on you during these trips. I am normally 90% happy with my life and have had zero depressive episodes, but during the trip I was scared, sad and confused, almost like I had instant dementia as reality and my memories was slowly erasing from me. It gotten so bad that for the first time ever I just wanted it to stop and end it, so I desperately tried to kill myself so it could just go away. If it weren't for my friends, who knows what would've happend that night :(

[@nuggetkindgudind3548]

Seem like ur afraid of ur mind erasing before ur eyes like deep down ur afraid of like u said dementia

[@ScootsLounge]

The way he described the sensations of his trip was fucking immaculate. I could clearly visualize every scene he wrote about, even when he became a writhing amalgamation of pain. Listening to these bad trip videos really makes me want to watch some type of horror movie about a bad trip, but I also realize that it would only really be horrifying if I were the one tripping.

[@immie8210]

watch climax! its much like this :) its in french tho, by gaspar noe

[@certhal86]

It sounds fake

[@DONOTELLO]

@@certhal86 they will shatter your understanding of your reality and your own thoughts if psychedelics aren’t something you’re savvy with.

[@DONOTELLO]

@@certhal86 i’ve watched people lose their minds on acid it’s not something to play with if you’re not in the right state of mind.

[@richardcondit7002]

@Mark Kyrie fed

[@Nalisification]

That sounds, scary. And it reminds me of some of my own experiences dealing with psychosis after a traumatic event. For a second I "glimpsed the infinite" and I understood everything in that moment. I remember looking at myself as I fell to the floor laughing. It was all a giant joke. Then I remember watching myself for months. But I don't remember really what happened during that time. Just that the funeral took place. My memory has been garbage ever since. It makes me wonder about the what self really is.

[@andriana5311]

So sorry to hear that, hope you’re doing better❤️

[@thegrandnil764]

That's not psycosis, that's derealization. Your memory is shit because you are minorly dissociated all of the time. You should see a CBT trauma therapist.

[@NyanGeneral]

yeah depersonalisation is really really awful, i never want to experience it again.

[@adi9530]

@@thegrandnil764 a WHAT therapist?

[@estidelossantos6271]

@@adi9530 In case you ain't joking, cognitive behavioral therapy. Fuckin acronyms lol

[@416sinkr8]

jesus that was wild thnx for posting it

[@abraxasjinx5207]

He has a very clear and vivid memory of the event, and no harm was done. Just a very intense trip, on the go. He's very lucky to have survived a police encounter without repercussions, which also happened to me the first time i broke through on acid (that is an entire other story). Acid is not a recreational drug. This reminds me of a dmt trip that just won't end, regarding the entire ego death and submission to the void. DMT is also not a recreational drug. Oh yeah, also, very good reading! Also also, what was on the note he wrote to himself before it kicked in?! I thought for sure that was a well placed cliffhanger! I also thought it was going to say "hey, you just took a lot more acid."

[@pietsteyn7900]

Chill dude, don't have to read it so well so i start having a bad trip while completely sober as well

[@JackPaul-rf7tx]

Isadoresekani1 Gotall psychedelics of interest 🍄🍫🔌

[@JackPaul-rf7tx]

@instagram**

[@airgoincrazy]

😂

[@gheek987]

Thought I was on acid too😂

[@yoshithepyrosaur9690]

Always wondered what doing drugs like this would feel like, even if I never ended up doing any. Now I know that I'm not even gonna take the risk.

[@thetarr2]

Same, I feel like most people do it thinking it's gonna be all sunshine and rainbows when it could turn for the worst. Also, what is with the bots? It's like those bots that find videos with a keyword and just spam. Really the wrong video to spam under though.

[@yoshithepyrosaur9690]

@@thetarr2 While it could be something incredible, something beyond my imagination etc, I don't want to run the risk of what this poor soul suffered. Also yeah, that bot is weird.

[@cats9994]

To be fair trip sitters exist for this reason. Also his first drop probably shouldn't have been a whole tab

[@tylerramos7633]

Honestly I’ve done acid a bunch of times and my first reaction to a story like this is that it’s complete bullshit. But I’ve seen first hand someone get their brain fucked up by drugs so idk what to think. Maybe I’m just lucky I never had a trip this bad or maybe this is bullshit who’s to say

[@samplastik13]

This stuff can be one of most wonderful things in life if done in right way

[@fossticles1618]

When I was in the army (years ago) me and my buddies were doing a bunch of acid between deployments. (Really dumb idea, I know that now). One of my buddies was the least mentally stable person I have met to date (about 6'0 and 215 lbs). We had done it with him a few times and he was always tolerable, even though he would constantly dissociate, we never let him get too out of control. One night we were all in my other buddy's barracks room and we were playing guitar watching my friend play Xbox when this massive figure launches from his chair and acts like he just regained consciousness. We tell him to knock it off (because he's a naturally violent deranged guy), and he repeats this about 5 times. After this, we turn the lights on, and we're all tripping balls, so the room just has an awful feeling to it. He is sweating profusely and is making a bunch of strange faces before bumbling nonsense and trying to break it for the door. We tackle him to the chair because we have no idea what he's capable of rn, and his whole body is unnaturally tense and sweaty. He is screaming at this point with a weird southern accent and a flamboyent drawl, "I'm gay!!! Casino hollow-body!!" It's funny but equally terrifying as his natural thought process is insane violence and he had no idea where he was. I have him pinned to the chair, and my other buddies are just looking on horrified, we gag him with a sock and tape him up on the ground while wrapping him up in pillows so he doesn't hurt himself and after 8 hours of wrestling this trained demented acid fueled killer to the ground, we get him calm enough to play battlefield on my buddy's Xbox. (He was still taped up for a few hours just in case) He's still one of my best friends, and when we all meet up, it's one of our favorite stories to tell, even if it scarred all of us.

[@yungyucci3877]

8 hours is insane

[@Drag0nmaster]

I remember one time i had surgery when i was like 10. I was always scared of needles so they used gas anesthetic before they put an iv in. Well, turns out, the gas anesthesia made me start tripping balls. I was in a white room, 3 black shapes spinning in front of me. A square within a square rotating, a star that was flashing, and a circle. People were screaming, my skin was stinging like hell, i heard ticking and sirens. Then after what felt like three minutes, i woke up screaming, and finally went out again no problem. Was crazy as hell.

[@myco_kahlontelegramsells5926]

Look 🆙🆙 that handle he got DMT LSD psilocybin 🍄.💊.🍫.🔌

[@zanemob1429]

I was about 10 too and I remember waking up to see my crotch cut open and a skin flap on my left hip with surgical tools laying on that flap on a little cloth. I just looked into my body then looked at my surgeons who looked at me and I said “So um what now” and they said something along the lines of put him back under and the mask went back on. I woke up having no concept of reality, self or memory at all. It was terrifying. I didn’t know who my mom was so I panicked screaming “I don’t want to go! I don’t know who she is!”. Edit: It was a hernia surgery next to my penis.

[@_d2082]

@@zanemob1429 Woah, you actually woke up?? That's crazy. I admit I'm completely ignorant on law or malpractice but dude, sounds like you probably could have sued them.

[@thomasrussell4674]

Look up this poor guy Sherman Sizemore (not a joke, just a weird name). His story was like waking up in surgery, but way worse.

[@CampingforCool41]

Yeah apparently most people don’t hallucinate from the gas stuff but I did. It wasn’t a traumatizing experience but I didn’t like it and it has made me afraid to have it again. I have a panic disorder so a bad trip could easily just break me.

[@dash_flixs2644]

Everyone who has experienced the acid loop can relate...also it always seems like the universe laughs at us when we are in that kind of state...it's like the worst moment of your life and something or someone is laughing at you....strange

[@04dram04]

I think this is because of the balance of Yin and Yang. Terror implies laughter the same as man implies woman, and black implies white. There is humor in bad experiences. After all we have all sat around with our friends and laughed sharing our worst experiences in life, from our past.

[@willtoler6917]

@@04dram04 I think it’s a demonic entity laughing at us for trying to gain access to gods knowledge

[@flowwithbo1441]

I just imagined myself in that state in the past while on lsd . And I see why the universe would laugh 🤣 it is pretty funny , how much we tend to go in circles

[@louiepooh1510]

It's me, I'm the one laughing. It's like one isn't really trapped, one just thinks one is, like a kitten tussling under a blanket.

[@thatpandaz6094]

Loops are always terrifying in the moment but when you think back to it it's always hilarious considering what was actually going on and how you were behaving

[@alienfreakazoid7193]

Bro it’s so weird but every time I listen to these stories all my trip experiences start coming back and it literally overwhelms me. I know it sounds crazy but does this happen to anyone else? That’s why I have a hard time watching these trip reports because it feels like I’m tripping again.

[@lacirose1484]

i feel this hard. i don’t think it’s hppd but trip experiences can be incredibly intense and psychologically stressful, your brain wants to keep you safe so that memory of the trip can get stuck in your head lol.

[@DayZJ]

I’ve only tripped once On shrooms. Me and my friend took 1.5 grams each and nothing happened for 2 hours. I then hit the bong because I thought they weren’t gonna work. After I smoked a little I then stood up and after about 2 seconds my whole body had this zap feeling my my body washed with numbness. We ended up laying in bed with the feeling of my face melting but I kept telling myself “I’m fine, I’m fine” which I was. I told my friend I was gonna go to sleep. We both ended up just tripping for 6 hours. When it settled down a little bit we both looked at each other at literally the same time and started talking because we both have just went through something that felt beautiful. There were times where the energy would change depending on if the door was open. It was actually very cool to feel that for a very first time. And I’m never doing it again

[@myleslong5584]

Somehow,marijuana always has a way of kickstarting or enhancing a tripping experience.

[@arvalb0]

that zap feeling is wierd, got it sometimes on shrooms, no idea what it is, feels like electricity in your toes making its way to your brain. Im pretty sure it seratonin related, lots of molly users talk about it. Wierdly i only get it when tired, often in the begining

[@BucketHeadianHagg]

Omg some of the acid trips I’ve had in my lifetime.. Orange Sunshine, Purple Microdot, Banana and tabs.. You can NOT go into it with a fucked up mind.. It all seems real when it’s happening. Same with mescaline and shrooms

[@starjumper]

Which is why I’ll never do psychedelics. Well, again. I tried shrooms once but it made me anxious so I accepted it wasn’t for me. I’m just happy in hindsight all I felt was anxiety for a day and nothing worse.

[@jambothejoyful2966]

If you’re a lucid dreamer does it make it easier to stay in control?

[@BucketHeadianHagg]

@@jambothejoyful2966 no!

[@BucketHeadianHagg]

@@jambothejoyful2966 sorry, I guess I could have expounded a little more.. It doesn’t matter your spiritual walk, or your ability to tune into esoteric things.. What matters is that you never do *any* kind of psychedelics when you have immediate problems in your life. I.e. relationship issues, anger at someone, any irrational fears of some kind, a bad home life, paranoia. Just think of it this way: Whatever is in your mind, or the back of your mind, is going to come out magnified by a thousand. When you’re tripping, you can’t just tell yourself it’s not real. You can’t even think those kind of thoughts because everything is so outrageous and weird. You can smell and taste color and sound. A bad childhood memory could come back up as if it were really happening again. You don’t dare look at your own face in the mirror (or at anyones else’s face for too long for that matter) ABOVE ALL, you DONT want to do it with immature asshole friends who won’t be there to help if you have a bad trip!! Make sure someone you really really trust is there with you. (You probably won’t want to,but just in case, don’t try to have sex either! It could literally ruin sex for th rest of your life if it goes bad or weird!! (Besides, if you have lucid dream and remote view, why would you even want to trip on LSD or any other hallucinogens?! ) Lucid dreaming is cool as fekk!! It takes a really tuned in person to be able to do that.. almost god status! Don’t ruin it with drugs! But if you must, I suggest chocolate mescaline or straight up magic mushrooms, but only take a small fraction of what you think you should, and don’t take anymore! Wait a full 12 hours till you know how it effects you, cuz a bad trip could mean murder or accidental death. Please honey, if you’re going to try it, choose a safe SOBER person to stay with you, and INSIST that you both read and watch vids about how to fry, and how to be a caregiver for someone who’s going to fry. Knowledge is power, if you want to have a good experience. Lastly.. just know that once you take it, you’re not going to come down for a minimum of at least 12 to 16 hours, but it could last for several days depending on what you eat, and how much you ingest. Sorry for the long response, but I really do care about you!

[@FernandoPerez-us1rp]

@@BucketHeadianHagg Listen to this person 😅

[@Bbhehe]

LSD saved my life in the weirdest way at 18. I was a stupid kid, popping pills and just living like a zombie. I couldn't see anything beyond myself. I had a bad trip at a rave. I took other pills that were crushed and snorted them earlier which were downers. Assuming these things collided with each other, it was as if life were a movie. Dada life was on stage and the lights were so intense. However, I could hear nothing but my inner monologue. I spoke to myself so loudly. I was making a list of all the people who who be disappointed in me if they knew what I was up to. I had intense fear. I could hear the people I love tell me vocally that they were upset with me. My friends around me were concerned as I was zoned out into the lights. It felt like hours of me in an "avatar" state, speaking in my head. I lost all my belongings including my glasses, cellphone and hat. The next day, I was such a depressed mess. I refused to get out of bed. When Monday came around and I went back to school, I went to my most trusted teacher and told the truth of my drug issues. The acid just...woke me up. I went to a center and got clean. My school was very supportive because I sought the help. I'm 28 now and I really think that was such a rock bottom, vulnerable moment in my life.

[@firstnameusagi9158]

im so glad for this

[@DomoIsMYDummy]

congrats to you for realizing the message, accepting your problem and getting the help you need. that's super brave and admirable

[@whatsittooya7268]

Acid do be showing you what you need to see and not what you wanna see lol

[@bapbirb]

I'm not the one to judge but I wouldn't say that the drug was your savior. You probably would've come to that realization if you fucked up with another thing. Life has a way of giving us a wake up call through mistakes and shame. Its all you not the drug.

[@robertomartinez8608]

Congratulations! I'm proud of you for experiencing that horrible trip but finding help afterwards. You really pulled yourself out when you asked for help and you should be proud of yourself.

[@jamesomara3361]

My bad trip happened coz I wasn't properly prepared and thought too highly of myself. I'd been doing mushrooms for over a year so thought I was able to handle a huge amount of acid for my first trip. The most difficult part was that I threw up early into it, and trying to clean my vomit off the floor and also deal with a malfunctioning toilet was so horrible. After I got through that ordeal, I ended up laying on my bed, tormented by the mechanical droning of my own air conditioner for about two hours. I can still hear that distorted noise if I think about it. After I made it through that, the trip mellowed out and I listened to some music. I think that trip was still super important to show me what I can and can't handle. Hearing stories like these though... they're so utterly fantastical that I really would like to see how I'd cope with stuff like this.

[@arvalb0]

reminds me of that one time i was too drunk and spewed, while the sink clogged. Not fun.

[@jamesomara3361]

@@arvalb0 trying to fix something like that while you can't access ur motor functions makes you feel entirely helpless

[@arvalb0]

@@jamesomara3361 yea, I could only imagine while tripping, being drunk I had some functions working, although either to fast or slow, the next day with a hangover wasn’t so fun, still smelling the smell. Although my sink was working perfectly

[@sandyposs2693]

I had an acid trip once that was great for the most part but took a detour into Hell at around the 1pm mark. It was just under an hour in real time but stretched to about four years in Hell time. It was just a recursive thought about 3 seconds long that kept repeating over and over on a loop, like a broken record that I was being forced to listen to. I don't even remember what the thought was, I just remember distinctly the feeling of losing my grip on sanity as time started to stretch out into oblivion like I had glitched out of time and space. The rest of my trip before and after was beautiful, profound and amazing, but goddamn that one hour was bad enough to give me pause about ever considering taking acid again.

[@GuroAmbassador]

I went to the er a few months back after "oding" on some freshly picked mushrooms. When the medics arrived I had been screaming at the top of my lungs for the past 10 minutes. I don't remember screaming. I didn't hear anything. I just remember being huddled in the corner of the room i was in, my attention fully on the shadowed figure opposite of me, that had been chasing me all around the house for the past minutes/hours/days. It wanted to hurt me. It was like my past trauma had come back and materialized. I don't know. The details are fuzzy, and that's a very brief version, but yeah. Don't fuck around with psychedelics unless you fully understand what you're getting into. Never do it alone. It doesn't matter how tough you think you are, your imagination is unspeakably terrifying when you remove its limits.

[@_d2082]

Are you ok now?

[@blimm8995]

@@_d2082 no, they died

[@GuroAmbassador]

@@blimm8995 lol

[@seiety1244]

ur story better than this whole video lmfao

[@NamelessAndAlone137]

I am so excited to hear about more stuff that motivates me to sleep with an aluminum bat next to my bed.

[@BucketHeadianHagg]

Lol! Speaking of aluminum.. did you have to have a sales associate come unlock the plexiglass case that it was safely kept behind? 😂

[@theinfjgoyim5508]

Better than having it injected into you that is for sure. Aluminum it can save you or kill you... The choice is yours.

[@anonomuse9094]

I have a lot of stuff to defend myself with. Like 1 wooden bat, a machete that has another knife in the handle, and I just realised I need more defensive measures.

[@Thewalliest]

@@anonomuse9094 eh, i think a bat and a machete cover's all the ground's, maybe next step up is a gun? I dunno

[@anonomuse9094]

@@Thewalliest yeah, but the people i live with can't have guns around them. i could build a kind of projectile launcher though. magnetic induction is fascinating in that sort of way, where if you use a magnetic force to pull something through a tube at multiple points in the tube, the speed on the object stacks creating a higher muzzle velocity. in firearms this is achieved by a higher amount of gunpowder and a smaller projectile, but in a coilgun or railgun like i described the mass of the projectile doesn't matter.

[@uncookedchicken8761]

with how this story was written its like i was experiencing this trip myself, its like my mind cant tell whether or not it actually happened to me or this poor dude who actually experienced it.

[@caiorezende1653]

Nice story man. I have had my share of bad trips, some as intense as this, but as we grew we take a more mature stance with psychedelics. Nowadays I think the secret it's all about the place, the friends and state of mind prior to the drop. Oh and of course, dosing. Never to take one full tab, unless you can guarantee yourself, but for me, it's something that I don't do for quite some time, only 1/4, and in 1 hour or more, if I think it's ok, I take another 1/4. But again, these are my standards. Nice trips to everyone and stay safe, always! Love and respect from Brazil, MG!!!

[@Jamiera475]

honestly that trip kinda sounds like a nightmare I would have

[@zanemob1429]

My nightmares are basically hyper realistic to my real life but the day is dark and monsters are everywhere and my family and all human life is gone or dead. Its absolutely terrifying. I think its real everytime. Seriously its on point to the last detail…

[@megamannyeah]

None of your nightmares could compare to my 2nd to last lsd trip back in '98. This trip story was nothing!

[@cosmicdot.]

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[@ungui56channel]

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[@anarup916]

@@megamannyeah make a video about it and post it

[@drascia]

As someone who deals with bouts of psychosis, even I can't imagine a trip like that. Granted, my episodes **usually** involve me completely dissociating and collapsing into myself rather than anything hallucinatory, but there's still a lot of, like... inability to distinguish what's real and what isn't. Though some of my psychotic episodes have manifested as night terrors. For those who don't know, a night terror isn't the same as a nightmare, but basically a sleep psychosis. Sometimes completely unconscious, sometimes semi-conscious. And boy howdy, let me tell you, thrashing and screaming bloody murder when your SO is - or was - asleep next to you, then trying to stop her from turning on the light because you don't know who she is and if she turns the light on she'll reveal herself as an evil, monstrous demon... not a good time. That wouldn't be the last time I refused to let her turn on the light, either, because during my terrors, I heard her voice, I recognized her saying who she was, but it wasn't really her. At least that's what I thought in those moments. I apparently had terrors fairly frequently as a child, but they weren't violent the way the one above was. I don't know if I still get them, but I would imagine so. I genuinely can't fathom why people take LSD. Don't get me wrong, I don't judge; to each their own. However, with the terrible places my mind has gone, the fact that people like to go there for fun absolutely perplexes me 😅

[@meechie9z]

this isn’t what normally happens, it’s usually peaceful and feels meaningful. I guess it’s the same way how I can only imagine what you go/went through. I’m sorry you gotta deal with that man it sounds horrible

[@seditt5146]

Been there man, especially the terrors. They appear if I have gone too long without sleep and then when I finally do I get woken by the greatest fear one has ever known. Its like all the horror movie characters came at you at once with Wolves, snakes spiders and any other trigger of terror all joining forces to push adrenaline through you. Pure terror but its like nothing was there, no dream or nothing just terror. Then there are the nightmare lucid dreams where I wake....and wake.... and wake into endless versions of reality, never knowing which is real only to have them interrupted by demons or like the other day repeatedly attacked by a witch biting and scratching me.

[@drascia]

@@seditt5146 ah yes, the waking up to giant spiders and spider webs everywhere... I'm sorry you've gone through it as well. For what it's worth, you're not alone ♡

[@drascia]

@@meechie9z yeah, I've heard that it's usually much more pleasant than this. Based on my own experience it wouldn't be worth it to risk a bad trip, but that's just me and knowing my own brain chemistry. I'm not sure if you were implying that you do the thing, but if so, may your trips always be good ones ♡

[@Rileyboi69]

I think it depends on the person and the mindset they have going in. Somethings can freak you out even more like looking into a mirror. Some people get extremely anxious when things start getting weird and work themselves up more. I always like to tell people what I was told before I tried it. Don’t go out in public, don’t do it alone (mostly if you’re not used to it), and remind yourself that this is all part of the trip and everything is fine. It’s definitely not for everyone but as an anxious person with these rules I had a wonderful time. The guys I did it with were very kind and we had so many meaningful and explorative conversations. Also touching different textures is extremely fun since your senses are maxed out lol.

[@lawrencehan5591]

Erowid is a fascinating archive of countless experiences going back decades... especially the datura, salvia, meth etc experiences

[@FlightX101]

Yup...........THIS is why you MUST do this with friends and people you trust. Doing it alone can open up all kinds of danger if you overdose

[@sborduelarchive6822]

I llove tripping alone because it makes me feel more free to be weird and literally forget all sense of self and just dissolve with the acid

[@albert.robles7]

Psychedelics are great. Funny story, LSD actually saved my life, I was going down the wrong path in my youth, alcohol, drugs, crime etc. One day a friend convinced me to try some acid, it was very potent, after getting over the giggles, I realized that my perception of everything completely changed, I saw life in a more logical sense, I literally looked into the mirror and I immediately saw the stupidity of my behavior, when I watched TV, I was able to see how extremely stupid it is, you actually see the subliminal messages in commercials, amazing! It changed my life for the better... Looking forward to tryout the magic mushrooms next just don't know where or how to get them, so rare in my area

[@sagittariusmoon9415]

I remember the first time I ever tried LSD. I had just turned 30 and I was in an experimental stage. I didn't know what I was doing and I took 13 hits. It took a long time to come back down. It was a trip!

[@userconspiracynut]

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[@ugmiles.]

@@userconspiracynut is he on IG or what?

[@lopeztwinjason]

when i tried shrooms i ate way more than i should of because i thought they wouldn’t work and then my face got numb and i threw up shrooms and my friend was laughing but trying to comfort me and the bathroom lights were flickering cuz they were old and i had to go home

[@userconspiracynut]

@@ugmiles. yeah, He has variety of stuffs like mushrooms, lsd, DMT even the chocolate bars

[@chain8847]

Diazepam is a trip killer. If you are going to take psychedelics it’s a wise idea to have some nearby just in case things go wrong. It will calm you down very quickly. Meditation is also very helpful. The ability to unidentify with your thoughts is wonderful.

[@juandavidcorzo3893]

i have done meditation for a long time at a constant pace meditating around 2 hrs per day, doing shrooms here and there, there is a moment where meditation gets you in a similar state that low dose of shrooms get you, its really awesome :D

[@urmumsbaps]

Diazepam is also really useful for steadying your aim when you're engaged in a sniper battle with a russian woman in an Alaskan military base

[@Oliviaandtrina]

It doesn't kill the trip, it more so just relaxes you. But you'll still be getting some visuals/hallucinations. Just less intense, and keeps you calm.

[@My_initials_are_O.G.cuz_I_am]

@@juandavidcorzo3893 Do you do breathing excercises when meditating? If so, it may just be a slightly too low or too high level of oxygen in the blood, messing with brain chemistry. After all, psychodelics are just things that mess with your brain chemistry, and causing it to go haywire.

[@esssss8415]

@@urmumsbapsI actually love you for this comment

[@lisa.66]

I just want to say, as someone who has had bad trips and even train wrecks (I'm talking ptsd for years afterwards level of bad), there is no such thing as 'insanity'. By medical and psychological definitions, 'psychosis' is a temporary experience that comes in episodes and is not 24/7...it is a symptom of mental disorders such as schizophrenia. Nobody just wakes up one day in a mental torture chamber that they never escape from...this literally does not exist. Even if you do suffer with schizophrenia you can live a normal life with medication and therapy...it is possible to even begin to notice and distinguish between what is a hallucination and what is real. Bad trips and panic attacks on the other hand, might lead someone to THINK they are experiencing psychosis or are going insane, but they're not. I've found that most people either have a root fear of dying or a root fear of this vague concept of 'going insane'. When you research the vast difference between the actual experience of psychosis from people who suffer with mental illnesses such as schizophrenia, and the FEELINGS of fear of 'losing your mind' during a bad trip, you will realise that it is only your thoughts falsely attributing the negative experience with your deepest fear of losing touch with reality. Nothing more. (Obviously unless you have an underlying condition where you ACTUALLY have psychotic symptoms. Psychedelics can bring those out). Hopefully that is comforting for people. Just know you're not going insane...the fact that you are even able to ruminate on that idea means that you are in touch with reality. People going through psychosis are usually not aware of it during the worst of it. Thats another thing, psychosis creeps up on you and with experience you will even begin to be able to predict when it comes. A bad trip is not psychosis. And it is not possible to 'break' or 'lose' or 'fry' your mind, from a scientific perspective.

[@matthewnguyen7]

Listened to this while falling asleep and almost had a heart attack at the part it was screaming “mad” which sounded like “matt”

[@TyronNash]

personally i have never taken acid and most likely never will but hearing other people's experiences with lsd is just so interesting to me, just trying to fathom what people go through on this trip is so trippy in its self

[@br00klynbby91]

Acid is crazy but if u ever do it make sure u do it w ppl u rlly trust and feel comfortable around cus I almost had a horrible trip bc I was w ppl I wasn't rlly close w

[@br00klynbby91]

It's Soo fun tho when u have a good trip

[@maciejskibinski5536]

No no no habib, you have no fuckin idea what this shit does😭😭😭 if you take it take a sensible amount and if you do take i wish you a wonderful and eye opening trip🙌

[@Idkyou]

The high puts you in another state of your world/mind. Your so trippy in yourself lmaoo .

[@mynameachef8614]

Its just as if you have a projector wheel right behind your eye, its some crazy stuff, can really heal you or can really fuck you up, act towards it as you do with electricity, respect and fear and you will be fine

[@musicmnw1982]

A childhood friend of mine was in a car accident and a vile in their pocket was smashed into their leg. They were changed fundamentally. Refusing to go by their name and creating a new identity/personality. I visited them some years later. What stuck out the most was how they read novels. They would tear out all the pages and scatter them everywhere. Over the next few weeks they would organically encounter the misplaced pages and read them in whatever order they encountered them. When asked about this they told me it made for a much better story.

[@thinkinyblinko6666]

I think your friend is a moron and naturally mentally ill. People have taken thumbprint doses of lsd and came out perfectly fine. A thumbprint is when you dip your thumb in crystal LSD and then lick it, typically ranging from 20,000-80,000 doses. A vial is typically 30 doses. Also the car accident must've given him brain damage or something, don't blame LSD as it's clearly not the culprit and it never has been.

[@Kittenheelxoxo]

That’s insane, but so interesting

[@georjiep4338]

Bros on a whole other level of reality (⁠‘⁠◉⁠⌓⁠◉⁠’⁠)

[@elijahgavin6706]

Fascinating! They sound fucking insane 💀

[@musicmnw1982]

@@elijahgavin6706 Maybe. They don't seem to look at reality the same way as they used to or the way we do for that matter. They were not painting the walls with squirrel blood or anything like that though. We were both guitar players before and after and their music had changed as well. I found it impossible to play together after the accident. Not that it was bad but because you couldn't predict what was coming next. It's like they just made it up as the went but you could ask them to play it again and they would. I think I recall that it wouldn't be the same and this made it hard for them to perform with others. I think this passed eventually and they can play cover versions of popular songs without get lost.

[@sandspar]

All depends on what makes up your ego in the first place, and how grounded one is in objectivity vs bias. It will blow bias into oblivion, and that's what people call a bad trip. Although it's been over 50 years since, I still remember gaining much from it. Moderate dosage is all one needs.

[@Ashley-uz2gw]

Did acid once, never again. It gave me a newfound appreciation of life, and I loved the world as it really is more. Genuinely believe it’s made me a more confident and outgoing person afterwards. However, it was the worst 14 hours of my life and has left me with visual snow that haunts me every day, 4 years after the incident, and probably the rest of my life

[@advil_muncher6453]

The one thing u don’t wanna do while on psychedelics is to go into a loop in ur head it’s very important to make sure you’re in a good mental state and to not think to much about what’s happening

[@ruhruhruhruhruheisjsij]

The mental loops are terrifying, especially when you pass out and wake up, completely forgetting you had taken LSD in the first place and have no idea what the hell is going on. Been there, done that. Never, ever again.

[@ellagonzalez5334]

@@ruhruhruhruhruheisjsijomg yes it’s the worst

[@WalrusQuake]

I actually love the loops. I get to the end of the loop, realize I'm in a loop, and start laughing my ass off because I know it's about to happen all over again. And you can't help but think that it's going to be this way forever.

[@marcianacee8968]

As a over thinker I totally agree with this!

[@ellagonzalez5334]

@@marcianacee8968 yes me too

[@n8mysk8]

I kinda like scaryish trips lol. Like you come out super refreshed

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[@bunbunnybunbunbunnybae9587]

I've felt myself collapse into myself in a dream, I had to consciously will myself to move on, or to acknowledge myself. I should probably decide who I am already before I lose myself forever.

[@bunbunnybunbunbunnybae9587]

@KateJim-lx5hv it was actually a normal dream. But if you do, better ask if they've taken it themselves before. if theres ANY taste on the tab then spit it out.

[@Milestones22]

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[@crbohanan4650]

I’ve tripped many times so I would say I’m a pretty experienced tripper gaining experience while helping people have a bad trip while tripping myself. But one day i took a triple dipped tab, i didn’t know this at the time but i went into complete darkness I had no feeling in my entire body, and I would close my eyes and open them and see the same thing. Luckily from my experience i handled it really well and my friends told me I just sat there in silence. But from the small vivid bits and pieces I remember being horrified knowing I was long gone from reality and nobody could help me

[@alexbeausejour8865]

Damn

[@MohamedMohamed-tr2rz]

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[@davidr3dda]

REAL

[@AmicusAdastra]

stop taking drug then idk

[@Nomadmandude]

The writing is so good I had no issue at all following along and visualizing.

[@JapanKilledChineseBabies]

I did acid a few times in my late teenage years. I remember laughing hysterically and having a food fight with friends the first time. Each time, I've never been able to sleep. I felt invincible too. When I got a little older, I realized how dangerous it was when seeing videos of people not returning from their trips. The furthest I'll ever go now is shrooms, but I haven't done those in a long time either. I've gone straight for the most part. A few occasions of getting drunk or stoned but that's about it. Don't do the harder drugs kids. It's always a risk. You're playing with your life everytime. Insanity is not worth a night of fun.

[@brandon33371]

It’s not even that bad lmao, mfs that get this are first timers that don’t know what they’re doing

[@tomhill8941]

100% agree did a tab recently as a teenager and had a terrifying time when i realised i dosed too late and i would be tripping potentially in front of my parents.. this caused a spiral of anxious thoughts.. then it got worse when I actually caught a cold and started getting other symptoms like tingling in the arms and legs… spend an entire day on the couch stroking my cat telling my self I’ll be fine.. realised if ur gonna take these substances theres no messing about

[@JapanKilledChineseBabies]

@@TaroTimes Are you fucking stupid? Look for it yourself you lazy langer. All these stories of people fearing the permahigh and you're here asking me for proof.

[@JapanKilledChineseBabies]

@@TaroTimes Not comments. But okay you lazy bitch. I'll look for you.

[@JapanKilledChineseBabies]

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[@user-pg6pq6pk3l]

The feelings you describe are very familiar, I’ve had plenty of brain melting experiences and as close as I’ve come to losing it and freaking out I haven’t yet. Can’t imagine the terror someone would feel during this

[@pendejo312]

Yea man the feeling of losing your mind while tripping is something genuinely horrifying. I did 22gs of mushys and that feeling of impending doom can seriously fuck with you for a while after. If you can control yourself through that that’s when the best trips happen though imo. Also have you lost joy in life because of acid or shrooms? Everything seems so dimmed down now to me. Cheers

[@rockstar-made]

the eel part had me shocked bro idk why that's so creepy and uncanny, it feels like some existential revelation shit

[@dfdfdfdf63]

Idk if this has been pointed out or not, but great choice for the thumbnail. For those who don't know, the drawing of the eyes was made by August Natterer and is titled "My eyes at the moment of the apparitions." Natterer was a German artist of the early 1900's known to have suffered from severe schizophrenia, reportedly experiencing florid delusions of other realms: " God himself occurred, the witch, who created the world - in between worldly visions: images of war, continents, memorials, castles, beautiful castles, just the glory of the world - but all of this to see in supernal images. " I think he really captured his madness in that drawing, and it relates so perfectly to the madness wrought by a bad trip on psychedelics. So again, bravo on the thumbnail.