Max Bidstrup Opens Up About Grief, PTSD & His Relationship

[@MaxandOccy]

Thank you so much for having me my beautiful Canadian fam! Somehow this one felt so heavy yet after it I felt a lot lighter. Please everyone continue to speak up 💛💛💛

[@Pamcreatesjournals]

❤

[@Mintzis]

It was amazing to hear more about your perspectives and thoughts, so inspiring! ❤

[@cathyhudson3448]

Loved listening to you speak so openly, Max 💜

[@sandrap3047]

@@MaxandOccy so happy that you found a new love Max! ❤️

[@Armageddon-r9x]

Great talk so open thank you guys x U.K.

[@katharine5606]

Max’s comment,”People that tend to live in fear of death the most, live the least,” is powerful.

[@brittanycarriere9423]

Agreed! It definitely makes you think!

[@morganwootten7293]

Loved this as well - such a great episode guys

[@agnesskibicka]

​@@morganwootten7293agreed 💯. Hello 👋 from Poland and my lifestyle and countryside channel 😊

[@agnesskibicka]

​@@morganwootten7293yes! Greetings from the Polish countryside channe😊

[@celinaquiros9381]

I thought, "Hmmm, the fear of death keeps them from living." It's such a sad but true thought, and I'm so glad he said it.

[@sinestra81]

I came across the video about Lee when I was going through a hard time with suicidal ideation in my life. I was diagnosed with MS and so many kept telling me how they knew someone who had MS that committed suicide. Seeing the impact that Lee's death had on all of you changed my mind. I used to get upset everytime I heard a train outside my house because it was a reminder of a dark time and instead I changed my mindset. Everytime I hear a train I think of Lee and remember to keep going that somewhere I have an Eamon and Bec rooting for me and would be sad without me. Lee saved at least one life that day. I am still here because your video got me into therapy and getting the help I need.

[@reikidreams9265]

Im sorry you have been diagnosed with MS. Carnivore Diet has healed a few people. Check out Dr. Ken Berry, Dr. Anthony Chaffee, Dr. Boz, Kelly Hogan. ❤

[@bernitajenkins7581]

TY for sharing. Very powerful and raw. I hope you have a strong support network. ❤️ Keep on keepin' on.

[@user-qb3kz4nf7s]

Love and blessings to you. May you be well.

[@margenn3889]

I just want to say you are valuable and best wishes to you from Melbourne, Australia

[@jordanlynn75]

there is something about Bec talking about Lee that is chemically altering. A girl fighting for her life able to LOVE deeply a girl who ran towards death and maybe not understand why Lee isn't here but not being mad anymore. their friendship is holy.

[@htuoramme]

This made me tear up.. wow

[@joni1]

@@htuorammeme too. 😢

[@zammyb4535]

Ditto. Hit me in the feels big time.

[@LosBorisOnTheRoad]

❤❤❤

[@taylahjane8486]

Damn that second sentence killed me. So true.

[@lauraC1082]

Max is that person you want as a friend, a true friend! I'm glad he is keeping his personal relationship private, we on the outside don't need to know everything! Great interview

[@MamaBaer54]

I agree. Max, Keep your private life private. I'm glad you have someone. You deserve that.

[@jmk1962]

Totally agree.

[@celestryalcelestryal6690]

Agreed. Knowing he is happy and has found his peace is enough.

[@deirdresomner8749]

I am from Australia and we call people like Max A True Blue Friend. Us Aussies are always helping each other out.

[@sandrap3047]

Warms my heart that Max has found a new love! So happy for him! I’m sure Occy loves her too! She’s a lucky girl!

[@taumygilbert9279]

Me too! I want joy for people like Max

[@blairebakerbb]

I don't know if y'all realize the impact you're making. I have tuned in for the last 8 years, never commented before because I didn't know if you'd read it or care. But gosh what y'all are doing and sharing is SO important and amazing. You are truly changing lives. I am so so thankful you continue to be honest and vulnerable. Thank you thank you thank you from the bottom of my heart for your content, and sharing these parts of your lives. Just know, I will always tune in. Much love, B.

[@BarbaraCorbett-ze3my]

I think Max is indicative of why people love Australians.

[@taumygilbert9279]

Riley and Elayna, Brody Moss, the Irwin's, Rachel Griffith.... What is it?! Also, I have Aussie friends🤍🤍🤍

[@nickislade5533]

@@taumygilbert9279Generally we we are usually just excepting of others, though there are some who think they are better than others

[@Ana_Lev]

As an Australian.... not many people are like Max. I think we should see people more as individuals and to see how special some people are

[@AmayusDexter]

I’m not sure personal character should be generalised as typical for a nationality. This can create a lot of prejudice, good and bad. Would refrain from generalisations like that. I know you meant it in a good way…

[@tamicox990]

I’m just an ole lady but Max is one of the best looking men I’ve ever seen- ❤. PS- don’t let Eamon cut your beautiful hair anymore.

[@KCallaAK]

HAHA. And sweet and kind through and through. He's a special one.

[@mariannedressler6784]

I agree! He’s the whole deal ❤

[@theodorapriska9860]

Max is a stunner. Yes, Eamon should stop cutting his hair ….thank God it’s not yellow any longer though!

[@stephsunh1370]

Oh ja😅!

[@l82theparty4]

Max don’t let Emon cut your hair!!

[@maryboggan8251]

I was a medic, then got my BSN in nursing. Started in Trauma and Burn ICU. Then did Trauma and medical ER. I was a travel nurse and worked the Shooting in Vegas at the trauma center. I developed severe PTSD and left nursing. I am now a recovering alcoholic addict which is very common in the medical field. I know the pain and toll it takes on you emotionally and physically. I pray for you Max and Emon and Beck. ❤🙏🕊️

[@smittball]

Oh Mary, no words 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽

[@Alcnwndrlnd25]

“Your birth right is love” was such a powerful statement. Thank you for that, Bec ❤

[@mariellejai11]

These words 🥹 If you’re born on this earth, you are deserving of love! It’s that simple!

[@terizumbusch8408]

God is love, Totally all the love we feel and have a birthright too is because of him and I have loved that I have learned that and experienced so deeply and i'm so grateful that the joy of the lord is my strength. Joy and freedom and love is an amazing thing, and it's a gift from him.That is Wonderful. God is love❤ 1:06:24

[@agnesskibicka]

​@@terizumbusch8408blessings from Poland and my channe😊

[@agnesskibicka]

​@@terizumbusch8408Amen. Blessings from eastern Europe and my channe!

[@margotbollero9310]

It felt so right for Max to be the 1st guest on Reroot. What a beautiful friendship and a special bond. Lee is such a gift to all. Love you guys. Love you Max ❤

[@aprilpolak1336]

My dearest Bec and Eamon, thank you! Easter Sunday of this year, my husband and I received a phone call from our youngest daughter that her sister, our oldest daughter had been murdered by her boyfriend! My world stopped! I didn’t think I would ever recover but I am,slowly. Watching you two with your beautiful wee Frankie warmed my heart and made me smile when I thought I would never smile again. I love your positive attitude towards life and how bravely you talk about the hard stuff. I have found an amazing therapist that is helping me to navigate this world without my daughter. My son in-law is from Australia and he and Max sound alike, very comforting. When my husband and I received word of our daughter, we had been travelling around Canada for 4 years in our motor home, we call Lucy. I wish you love, happiness and laughter as you navigate this uncertain world.

[@devinkelly399]

Sending you so much love. An unbelievable story. May your heart always be open to the beauty of this world ❤

[@Fringinto]

Sending lot of love from Canada 💫

[@helenemagus1969]

Thank you for this conversation. I loved every bit. It was so interesting to learn more from Max and hear his stories. Your friendship is so loving.

[@bethb7965]

Sending healing thoughts from Pennsylvania. May the memories of your daughter be a blessing to you ❤

[@MaryRoss-r4h]

❤ ❤❤

[@lins8753]

Lee's death hit me SO hard. I didn't even know her in real life but wow it really hit me. Her soul was so special. I can't even imagine the pain her friends and family had/have been feeling. Love to you all 💛

[@eimere]

Same here. I was shocked when I started crying... How special a person can be to make a stranger from other part of the world grief for her? Then few months later a friend of mine took her life too and I couldn't believe it. She was just like Lee, the light in every room.💛💚

[@paulas_lens]

Imagine the pain she was feeling. We all so need community and grace.

[@agnesskibicka]

​@@paulas_lensyes...hi to you from Poland and my channe!

[@sigridgariepy526]

It hit me so hard as well. 💔

[@MamaBaer54]

I agree. I barely knew her from earlier videos and was shocked to hear the news.

[@monicasgh68]

What a perfect 1st guest on Reroot. Max is an amazing person. Hugs to you all and Frankie, Occy and Oso

[@Amanda-et9xf]

Thank you for the immense vulnerability in this episode; am beginning to see your podcast is all about this, and to me, this is profoundly, profoundly appreciated. One of the things I wanted to say is that I want to deeply commend Max, not only for opening up so authentically and deeply, but for correcting himself when he was about to say "committed" suicide, and switching to the term, died by. I did a speech once on the language and terminology around suicide, and breaking the stigma, and greatly appreciate Max's awareness. Much love, props, and respect, to all of you.

[@paigehawkins7750]

Max served me and my boyfriend at Kenzington's in Barrie. He and Lee were building out their van at the time. We stumbled across their youtube a few months later. I think that's how I found Eamon and Bec. My boyfriend and I ended up converting a van and moved across the country. You are all so special!

[@betsybabf748]

I lost my husband of 23 years, the father to our 6 babies, to suicide. I found him that morning and have suffered severe PTSD and very severe grief since. There was no signs or warnings so I no longer trust anything or feel things are safe. Just 4 weeks after his death, my mother was diagnosed with terminal lung and brain cancer so I was a zombie in shock for a long time, caring for her and trying to get our children through their dad's sudden death. Some scars I don't think ever heal.

[@janelfrost4655]

Oh my! From someone who understands, as I have suffered through a similar experience, I'm sad you were given this road to go down. It's about a year for me since the last death and I finally feel a bit more like myself again. I pray you are able to move through the process of grief quickly. There are really no words to make things better, but I hope you are able to find more joy than sorrow in the days to come.

[@amberthe86]

Find the lords Word 🙏 I also lost my sister march 10, 2024 from suicide. I was mad, sad , crying every single day, wishing, just so angry with her.. now because of God I feel at peace with her passing. I miss her everyday I still cry and think about her everyday. She my forever best friend. And I'm not scared anymore of death when God calls me home I get to meet my love ones again and get to see the most loving Jesus ever. Prayers to everyone that is going thru a loss.

[@wendywilliams3098]

I pray you find peace. Your comment really hit a chord with me about not feeling safe. I lost someone who had been in my life since childhood who choose my safe place in the world to leave us and I was first on the scene. This place was where I went to recharge and was my favorite place in the world. Along with the grief I was rocked to my core and frightened to be in my normal world. I wouldn't go outside at night, be alone and I was terrified to visit my safe place even as I was drawn to it. I traveled for business and out of town I was fine but at home my security was broken and nothing felt safe. Its always hard to explain to people so your comment caught my attention. I hope you find safety and peace!

[@simplysyndilou6768]

Xo

[@betsybabf748]

Thank you for your kind words. As all suicide survivors know, there is an extra layer to that kind of grief in those circumstances. We can have anger and wonder why our loved one did that to us or didn't love us enough. The one thing that has helped me the most, and has definitely helped my children, is when it clicked that the brain is just a physical organ like the heart, lungs and kidneys. It sounds so silly and obvious, but when we looked at it as just a physical organ with a job, which can become ill and fail doing it's job of processing information and reaching decisions correctly, it changed how we thought about it. We've had people make comments like, "He's selfish. I would never do that." That is like going to a funeral and saying, "Well my healthy heart would never stop beating oxygenated blood like his did" to a heart attack victim's family. Separating the physical organ from the person and who they were just really helped, especially for grieving children trying to understand. He was an amazing man, husband and father his whole life. His brain just failed him that day.❤❤

[@awellbalancedwoman]

I love these talks, the honestly and vulnerability. Thank you for this space and allowing us in.

[@irishmcd1]

I was listening whilst driving, pulled over, and voice noted my brother that I love him. Thank you Eamon & Bec & Max

[@EmilyHeartsCookies]

One of your strongest episodes yet! Max has such an amazing sincerity about him.

[@hpettinger]

1:35:55 This part … it got to me; i started tearing up and then saw Max when Eamon suggested sending the voice note and started to tear up even more. Then Bec came in and said those just absolutely sweet things about Max and the tears just began to overflow. No stopping them. I didn’t expect them going into this episode. I expected the laughs that usually come when Max and Eamon are in the same room (which I did get). You all have such an amazing friendship! ❤

[@annseiler6071]

Grief lasts as long as it lasts. There is no timeline. My husband of 39 years was killed 13 years ago. You come through something like that learning how to cope along the way. I think you’ve done incredibly Max. What Bec said - you chose the love. ❤️. So glad you are loving again. You are worth it.

[@ddenice963]

This was such a beautiful podcast. I didn’t deal with death very well when I found my son dead at 32 in 2017. I just wanted to die and almost took my own life, I suffered for 4 years and just in the last couple year’s found peace. This was a beautiful podcast, and it shows how helping someone who is hurting is such a blessing. My own family left we to deal with the depression because they said if they talked to me I depressed them. Thank you guys for sharing and loving the way you do. ❤❤❤

[@RobertBallard-ek7zu]

1.36. I love how Bec realized Max needed a second, so she took the spotlight of him for a second to ask Eamon a question. shes great at paying attention to how people are feeling in the moment.

[@S.Kribbet]

It’s rare to listen to 3 individuals who at such a young age have experienced so much and chose to overcome & learn. This podcast is an example of what can be so positive about social media. I avoided social media until now, at an advanced age well beyond your “targeted” demographics for the reasons you have discussed. I’ll listen to anyone younger or older who has something worth listening to…I watch your channels and now this podcast. Thank you for sharing you are a gift!

[@thetootallgirl]

Thank you. I cried many times during this 1hour and 50 minutes, both due to joy and heartache. I really have to thank Max for talking about his relationship with his sister. It was so pure and real. I was already crying when he said he admired her but he had difficulties saying it to her because it is the same for my brother and I. And then when i learnt that his sister and I had the same name I took this as a sign and called my brother. Thank you all, your friendship is so intense and joyful. Enjoy 🌟

[@eamonandbec]

So so cool ❤

[@CieloVida-b3z]

Bec! PLEASE do a podcast entirely about your meditation practice, journey, resources that have supported you, etc....

[@nicoleedel946]

Yes!!! This would be so so valuable!!

[@sharonwolfe9442]

Agreed

[@gitajohnson3474]

Soo keen for this also!

[@beckykueng3017]

YES,YES,YES !!! I totally need to have someone give me some guidance on how to begin such a vital practice. This podcast was so inspirational for a number of reasons. I enjoyed getting to know Max a little better.

[@wendywilson4728]

Yes I would also be interested.

[@Inatjijohnson]

I discovered Max and Occy while living isolated on a cliff in a bus in the central Australian desert for nearly 12 months with my albino dingo Napurulla. I planned on leaving the northern Rivers of NSW and spending time in solitude. Max and Occy became a very exciting time in my week and then the videos weren't as frequent I'd get depressed lol. They became my inspiration to love myself and process grief. Thanks Max and Occy I love your channel. 🙏

[@kezzien56]

I was really thrilled when I saw Max was your first guest. I love the honesty, rawness and deep love that comes through every time and you can almost feel the love you guys have for each other. I am Australian and follow Max & Occy and love the way he is so genuine and down to earth. Every topic you touched on truely resonated with me and I was in tears but healing tears. I was suicidal about 17 years ago and a friend helped me through and I think when you have been to a place like that you don’t fear death (only speaking for myself). I live my life one day at a time and sometimes I’m sad and sometimes I’m great. Getting outside and going to the ocean is like my oxygen and I have an amazing support network. I want to thank you all for this podcast and I will watch & listen to it many times. I look forward to your next one. With so much Love and appreciation for you all ♥️☀️🙏 🌊🇦🇺

[@clm2417]

Just finished watching. First, i have always enjoyed watching both of your channels. This episode was much needed for a lot of reasons. I laughed, i cried, had moments of reflection good and bad. Whether you need to know it or not, all of you have given me something. As a 58 year old woman, i was brought up to always be strong, brush away any tears, there was no such thing as having a problem or ever anything regarding mental health or illness. You all have given me the permission to get help when i need it. Reach out when im drowning, and put myself first.(still working on that) So i just want to say, thank you. Thank you for not making me feel alone and crazy in my head. Thank you Eamon, Max, and especially Bec.❤

[@paulas_lens]

So love your comment. :)

[@hf3490]

How are we ever supposed to get through these podcasts without crying. Three genuine souls. Max was a wonderful guest. Love him. Stay well. ❤

[@jl33278]

So happy for Max that he has found someone and sad that people can’t just take joy in seeing how happy Max is and respect that they want to keep it private. They don’t need to make apologies for how they choose to live their life. God Bless all of you.

[@SuperMickeyr]

LOVED THIS & NEEDED THIS! We all loved Lee too! And, I will NEVER forget the morning I read/found out what happened. I needed to get to work (Oncology nurse) - I literally couldn’t move. And, to CARE/LOVE someone so much - who you never met… WHO DO YOU TALK TO ABOUT YOUR (mine) GRIEF? Who could possibly understand the magnitude! It was this - I am just bowled over… but, I don’t even know/met her. Not knowing what to do with this true grief I was feeling. I’m crying now - again! This conversation between you guys was something I really needed. Thank you all!

[@mariellejai11]

I feel and see Lee’s energy so much when watching Max, Eamon, and Bec all together 🌞✨ Beautiful conversation with beautiful people. I also loved hearing some Max lore 😂

[@elizabethcarpio3823]

Just saw this and I teared up! You are literally saving lives with this podcast. We are going through a vulnerability and connection crisis and this fights against it. You are the good side of social media. Thank you, thank you, thank you!

[@Jules52ut]

Omg…so much! My sweet hubby was a volunteer paramedic - he was a trauma junky with so much compassion for people, especially children. I used to go sit with him while he waited for the bell to ring to go on a run. The only thing he didn’t get to do that he really wanted to was being a paramedic on life flight (Houston, Tx area Medical Center). He passed away a few years ago so I resonated with your discussion on grief. I actually facilitated grief groups for a while, but had to step away for my mental health. So many sad stories and broken hearts. As an older person(71) I find it hard to have a really deep friendship these days. When I was younger, it was easier. I so miss that deep connection. I do have groups I am involved in, but often it takes quite a while to make those intimate connections in our busy world. I love art so I am creating a small studio in my smaller cozy home (downsized after my hubby passed-did live on wonderful 7 acres) and rehabilitated orphaned and injured wildlife. Enjoying your podcast….i realize how blessed I have been even in the immense challenges. May you be blessed every moment of every day.

[@Intentionally_jodie]

This is probably the best pod iv ever listened to , I found max through his video about Lee and my heart broke . It’s truly beautiful to see a man wear his heart on his sleeve in this way and open up truly for us to learn from what a guy max is

[@iancampbell168]

These collabs, these moments….friends raising friends up, supporting each other. This is beautiful. Thank you Max for being so open and always being authentically yourself. Sharing isn’t easy for anyone. Your channel, I love watching but I think my takeaway every video is to never give up and as you often say, “be kind”. All of you are making this world a better place, Max, Bec, Eamon, Craig, Aimee…many more…❤

[@eucebo]

As someone who suffers from depression with suicidal tendencies, I've loved hearing all of you talk about how you've felt over Lee's decision and what would be a good thing to do, like all being "on the same page", etc. I've pulled myself "back from the edge" at two separate times in my life: the first one was 12 years ago and nobody in my family or friends knew about what was happening to me. I was lucky that I was already in therapy and got the help I needed on time. After that, it took me years to talk about it, and it was difficult to explain to those who don't suffer from it. The second crisis was triggered by the pandemic (of course) and by then many of "my people" knew of my struggles, yet they didn't see it coming or didn't know what to do to help. After all those years, I was even able to understand the changes inside me early on when I started going down that path, and yet I didn't seek help immediately. Nothing could help, just me. I got out of it eventually, with therapy and medication, and now I speak more freely about it. I kind of feel like I want people to know what I've been through… And I think it is maybe because after that last time I just knew a third crisis would be the end of me. I want everyone around me to know because I don't think I will ask for help next time, so maybe I'm trying to educate them so they can see the signs... Anyway, I'm doing really great now. I went back to school after 15 years, I've met new people... I'm still alone a lot, even though I am a super extroverted and social person, but I guess I have learned to like my solitude... or something. Thank you all for being such strong advocates for mental health. It's helped me to be more open about it and not ashamed.

[@barbaraharrison6256]

Great that you allow your guests time to give their responses - the freedom to speak and to speak freely. Too many people ask a question and then don't listen to the answer or interrupt and move on to something else way too soon. Max was so good in the way he shared so much that wasn't always easy. Don't think I've ever seen Eamon sit so still for so long. I feel as though there was a lot going on inside his head and I hope that he is able to express it with the right person/people.

[@Joanne.Art.Jo11]

I lost 2 children unexpectedly 5 years apart and looking back their passings were so heart breaking and at the same time they changed so many peoples lives in such beautiful ways. I have changed my look on death and life so very much and could have grieved my whole life away but I know they are with us and want us to flourish, live our best lives and be happy! I love your podcasts they are so relatable and healing ❤ thank you!

[@christinecooke1535]

Thank you so much for these podcasts. You are guys are crushing this. I lost my mother 41 years ago from breast cancer. She was only 47 years old. I was newly married and only 26. Fortunately research has come so far and people can live a long and happy life after this diagnosis. I live by the mantra that she followed from the day she got the news "Live for today and let tomorrow take care of itself" I miss her everyday. She was a very wise woman.

[@melonydever]

Lee's passing shook me in an indescribable and inexplicable as a person who never met her in real life. She will forever be part of so many of our stories.

[@pilgrimpeace7763]

Ok. Whew. THIS is absolutely incredible. It is not possible to love this anymore. Thank you.

[@patriciabowe2817]

We need more folks like you in our world thank you !!! many blessings 🙏🌺

[@CarmenRaymond-t9i]

Thank Bec, Eamon, and Max for filling my early morning with so much wisdom, empathy, love, and insight on life. The observer method. Spirit realm and impact in our present lives. Friendships and community. All of it! Thank you and much love energy back to you 💗💗💗

[@robynburton1444]

As a fellow Australian I have been enjoying your podcast as well as Max and Occy. Thank you for keeping it real and creating space to make hard conversations just a part of everyday life. Be kind be beautiful be you. ❤

[@kristinlink2970]

The challenges aren't what makes us strong. It's how we choose to respond to them. None of us gets through this life without something. Congratulations to all of you for drawing on each other, on experts, and your own persistence to get where you are now.

[@CapricornGirl9]

The one thing I struggled with when I lost my dad to suicide was grieving his loss, but also trying to understand the reason why. It took a long time to come to terms with this and I respect his choice. He had Lew Body Dementia and seeing him after made me realized how much pain he was carrying. Sending you guys lots of love.

[@BonnieShu]

Thank you Max, Bec, Eamon for this episode. I was deeply impacted by Lee’s passing, more than expected. I never really got to talk about it or knew anyone else that watched your channels. This episode brings me closure I never had, thank you for your vulnerability. You’re really helping others ❤️

[@nualarosth8448]

I have been following you guys for years with all the ups and downs. I’m a 67 year old mom and grandmother . This was so touching and inspiring sending lots of hugs to you all ❤. I had to jump back in and talk about the mushroom thing, it does make me a little disappointed because I would be so sad and worried if my two children or their parents did any of that kind of thing, Sorry 😢

[@BethFarley-m8e]

Your podcast is so enlightening. Even though I could be your mom (age) I gravitate to your KZbin videos and now this podcast is part of my soul. Thank you. And ty for touching on mental health. No matter the age, we all need to be transparent about mental health. ❤

[@lizbarnes9078]

I’m pausing the podcast Eamon….. TY all for being a message to the world and individuals. I miss Lee very much. I can still see her vibes in everything you do. However, the minute I learned that she had left this place physically, I knew that all three of you would make a positive change towards being leaders in mental health awareness. How she passed is literally the thumbnail to the realization in life. 💛💛💛

[@Secular-Serenity]

This is a gift seeing inside Max. He’s so beautiful and has been through so much. Everyone loves him and wishes him the best. Thank you for having this interview.

[@violetflame88]

I loved every moment of this podcast. I found Max through you two after Lee's passing and have followed him since. I lived in Australia for 10 years during the 70's so I am taken back when I hear him talk. It's a beautiful country. I appreciate how strong all three of you are and how you all keep going through the difficulties you have been through. I love that you and he have beautiful properties to escape to and to thrive on. I share your love of dogs and enjoy watching both Occi and Oso. I also really love the friendship you have with Max. I think this is indicative of how we can communicate so easily and stay connected. The world is smaller now which makes it easier to feel how we are all one, we are all connected as you stated. We are in extraordinary times and all three of you are great teachers of how to moved forward through difficulties. I am really enjoying your Podcasts.

[@anaiszimmermann4830]

I'm honestly not that much into podcasts, as there are soooo many of them now... But this episode was amazing, such a beautiful, authentic, genuine conversation. It was great to watch, thank you for sharing this conversation with us!

[@Demirci-g9]

Thanks for everyone sharing their stories. magic mushrooms pulled me out of a deep depression over a couple years ago, and I'm now happier than ever before in my life.

[@Tylerze]

Mushrooms are packed full of an important antioxidant called glutathione.

[@Ottilie-r5z]

Most people take it for PTSD and trauma or a treatment resistant depression

[@JagoSma-s3u]

while some people take it as treatment against different mental health related issues. it works!

[@Shepherd-n3b]

y'all talk about the benefits of mushrooms, but no one talks about where to fetch from.

[@JagoSma-s3u]

medic_ario

[@sylviaslavinarps1021]

Very insightful interview, I lost my youngest son to suicide nearly 7 years ago and getting to grips with life afterwards has been so hard. So glad Max has found someone else. Thank you so much for this podcast. ❤️🌻🌻❤️

[@gillianm3333]

Max is such a beautiful person. I love how he is honest with his feelings and has a drive for living life to the fullest.

[@karicampbell8487]

I never comment on anything, but just wanted to say thank you for this episode and conversation with Max. The absolute best ❤

[@jacintam2586]

As an ICU nurse in Australia Maxs experience of PTSD and the emotional trauma of watching those people who have just retired become sick hits home! Thanks for sharing and look after yourself 🩵

[@carolinenewsam9336]

Honestly, I feel like listening to your podcasts is making me live my life differently. I am so grateful to you all for sharing. Love you both and love Max! Sending love and positivity to you all x

[@drivesurfcamp]

Pure gold… so good to see these beautiful people coming out the other side after such a tough time. You guys deserve so much happiness and joy in your lives!!! 🙏🏼

[@lquick6]

All week long I think of how much I want to share Becs exuberance and Eamons strength. I’m 60 and you guys are teaching me so much. Thank you. ❤

[@Tyh1222]

Loved this one! Bec's tip about giving specific "evidence" to a loved one who is struggling to see the truth of their worth is so helpful!

[@michellemarleau3035]

Bec and Eamon are killing this! Reroot! ❤

[@amydipiazza]

To hear Eamon say things like “if you choose to believe it” and “if you’re open to it” is a huge growth moment that deserves to be acknowledged! I remember in the last season of reroot you two discussed how Eamon tends to form a belief very strongly and then feels the need to almost evangelize. Huge step for him to understand that the truth for others may not exist exactly like your own truth. Way to go💛

[@lauraquigley6403]

I had no idea you were a paramedic Max! I give all of you in crisis so much Love! I can’t imagine. My Dad was a volunteer fireman (50yrs) in a town that had no real fire dept. He saw things no human should ever see! I can’t imagine what you’ve experienced! We Love you Max🙏🙏🙏Blessing’s

[@maryannscanlon8655]

OMG! This has been so impressive. I love everything about this interview/discussion. I’ve also experienced PTSD from working in healthcare, suffered from depression, found a new version of myself via meditation and really looking at my life too. I see so much growth over the years in all of you, but especially in Eamon. You have grown so much in just the last 4 years. I wish I had the courage to leave my job and travel earlier in my life. I’m getting ready to leave for a month with my husband and our trailer today while I’m listening. Love all of you kids! Keep this energy going.

[@deannarae7806]

I had a friend die by suicide few years back. the feelings of guilt definitely hit in waves .. I felt like I owed her as she was person that got me out of a abusive relashonship she spoke to my heart in a way that I seen my value through her eyes .. I always said I would bless her and I didn't because" there's always tomorrow " dang ... Thanks for being so open about your dear lee ❤

[@judytickner1497]

Thank you guys. I loved this and love the three of you. As someone who has struggled with treatment resistant depression and suicide ideation, this hit different. Thanks to my support team I am finally coming out on the other side, but it has been tough. My heart goes out to others struggling. I have learned that reaching out for help is a sign of strength.

[@mazaiah_]

I can’t believe I’ve been watching Max since 2018. This podcast was awesome it was nice getting to know him better

[@linf525]

Max is a gorgeous human! You three make an exceptional team. Your depth and sensitivity is really unusual, and you are a gift to all your followers. Thank you for sharing.❤️

[@sandy89107]

I understand when Max said romance can "go out the window" if you talk "shop" all the time. So true. I hope this next relationship is forever ❤❤

[@sandy89107]

Lee was a bright light unfortunately struggling with that. Rip Lee ❤

[@nicolenelson8651]

Where do I start.... unbelievably amazing! It's so relatable for so many people, including myself and you guys authenticity sharing the life knowledge you have and ways to not just cope but to thrive. It's so nice to know life stories from you guys, including the good and the bad. I'm so grateful to max and occy and eamon and bec and knowing you are all in such a positive great place in your lives truly makes me happy after watching both youtube channels for years. The best podcast out there, and I do love a good podcast. From the bottom of my heart to you all, thank you so much for just being you ❤❤❤

[@heatherhoward4289]

I was watching all of you , Max and Lee / eamon and Bec when this happened with Lee. My heart broke so much for you all and for anyone who she touched during her time here. Ya know........ people cry at the movies. .. you guys are all REAL people. Sharing what I believe to be YOUR real life stories and daily life. I , like many others , feel we KNOW you guys. And so.. I think many of us FELT this loss of such a beautiful real person who fought a terrible horrible REAL life battle. Thank you so much for sharing, being open and so sorry for the loss.

[@tazmaniac00]

Thank you for addressing grief. Great medicine. Thank you for this interview. You've inspired me to go out and find ppl like y'all.

[@helenbuttigieg7155]

This is one of the best podcasts I have ever listened to ❤

[@Cassheartsvolleyball]

Being the partner of someone who deals with depression I just wanted to say how helpful and “refreshing” almost it was to even hear you guys talk about that dynamic. Obviously the main focus is helping the person who has depression but it can be quite isolating and feel really helpless being the partner. There are a lot of emotions tied to not knowing what to do for them and a lot of time knowing that we don’t really have the power of helping the person we love most feel better. So thank you very much ❤️

[@РондаЛиПомогаева]

Such an exceptional program. Love Max so much and the episode was so special. I think the people you all are deep in your souls just radiates so much love, light and kindness. Thank you it was wonderful to watch.

[@danachapel7099]

I’m speechless after watching this! Your love of selves, friends and life really make you reassess what’s important and how to value it! Addicted to both channels, thank you for sharing insight, life and unintentional inspirations!

[@jenbarclay4679]

I really want to thank you for these conversations around losing Lee. When it happened, I was so rattled by your beautiful, sparkly, smart, and adored girl making the choice she did. Despite knowing how depression twists your thoughts and reality, i just couldn’t wrap my head around this happening to HER. Or to you, your pain was so palpable and unimaginable. So thank you for this, and for keeping her ✨💛still dancing and laughing. Love you all 😘🇨🇦

[@puravidavibez3051]

I’ll never forget the moment I was watching Max and Lee on KZbin in Costa Rica, is where I found them, being a person who is obsessed with CR. I was hooked straight away with them, but also being a lover of dogs, a dog groomer, Occy stole my heart ❤️ Then one day I was following along and they were all of a sudden in Barrie! 🙃Where I was born and still live😂, Then along came Eamon and Bec! Every once in a while I will re watch Max and Lee🥲♥️ She was truly one of a kind 💛💛💛💛💛 You all are so inspiring and a joy to follow!

[@susanfield]

We lost our 2 best best friends Paola Rascelli and Fabrizio Trabalasa in the Amatrice earthquake in August 2016 , They had only stopped for the night at Paola's brothers house in Amatrice as they lived in Rome and were killed , they were found embraced under the rubble. We were all to meet in Palermo the following week for our marriage vow renewal.. it nearly broke us for years This actually helped me today even after all this time ,, Thank you xx

[@jasgem76]

What a treat to have this insightful conversation pop up in my feed. The three of you really do put so much good into the world. We are so lucky to be privy to this conversation. Thank you ❤

[@rosanneforbes591]

Wow! I cried about max and his sister! I have a brother that has not spoken to me in almost 25 years, I have been ok with that, but max saying it, out loud, I cried and wow, talking about sweet Lee, I understand why she loved max and why she thought about going back to him and how she felt alone, even tho she was in a relationship again. He was not max, love to you all

[@aimeemoorton6029]

Completely raw and real. I'm so glad you are all in a happier place in life. Lee is so proud ❤of you

[@brendap7819]

I didn't know Lee in person, but her passing hurt me so much! I went to school in Santa Barbara, and so to me that was a days trip fpr me. I think to myself, if I could have been there, if she would have met me, if we would have been friends- could there been something I could have done for her? To feel this loss, guilt, and love for someone I didn't even know. That person Lee showed us was amazing, is amazing.

[@spiritflame]

this is such a good sit down, max and you guys have shown how great your relationship is

[@MamaBaer54]

Best hour and 50 minutes. Well worth the time and now I'm turning off the TV and going outside. Thanks Eamon, Bec and Max.

[@Cherie5353]

I worked the ER and Ambulance for 22 years and PTSD is real in this field. I retired as an RN with 39 as a nurse and I still have visions and events I will relive for the rest of my life. I feel for Max and other healthcare workers with the same struggles. ❤

[@gerryryan1372]

Omgosh if cried iv smiled and then to have such a powerful podcast. I have to listen. We are all one. Treat everyone with kindness ❤❤❤❤

[@warmbreeze43]

I live 24/7 with my adult son with SMI. Trying to get him to want to live each day has really made my life almost impossible to live. I’ll be 69 the end of this month. I have all the toys, cars, RV, yet I am unable to go and enjoy. I cried through your whole episode. Just beautiful the stories, of suicide, coming through the other side. Learning, grieving and most of all love. God bless you all and your family. Live Today for Today ❤

[@jmk1962]

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[@chrissiedcohen]

@warmbreeze43 I very much resonate with your statement about your life being almost impossible to live. Truthfully, I feel pathetic even typing that. My adult child is 21 & I’m 53. I often feel stuck, a realization that I’ve only come to in the past 6-12 months. How do we disconnect ourselves from the pain & struggles of our child, or someone we love?

[@warmbreeze43]

@@chrissiedcohen my son is going to be 37. I’ve not had a life. And I feel extremely sad writing this too. I have a daughter and 3 grandsons I’d love to be with and love on them. I have done those things only to be constantly bombarded with calls, txt etc about what he’s going to do. Everyone says let him go. I have. I’ve done it all. Love him, care for him, tough love etc. He doesn’t have his apartment anymore. He tried to burn it. That was over 2 yrs ago. He lives in my backyard. Driveway. Front of my house etc. I tried making him leave, he threatens. I finally say go ahead and do what you have to do. Makes no difference. I’m going to die on this hill and I know it as everyone else knows too but can’t/wont help. I will pray for you. My heart is breaking for you. I know your pain. I feel your pain. I pray the Lord brings you through the other side quickly and your son hears the message in this mess. Big hugs from one momma bear to another momma bear💪🏼♥️. Stay strong my friend

[@chrissiedcohen]

@@warmbreeze43 Thanks for the kind words of encouragement. I often wonder if helping my daughter has caused more problems. There is no one-size-fits-all solution. I think I’m going to try finding a support group (& therapy for myself). Hugs to you & your family.

[@warmbreeze43]

@@chrissiedcohen that would be wonderful joining in a support group that uplifts and not just enabling you♥️. Best of luck

[@windsongdesigns6655]

What an amazing podcast!! I have followed you guys for years and have also watched all the Max and Lee videos and now the Max and Occy videos. You are all SO empowering. I am an almost 60 year old woman who is about to go on her bucket list trip. Next Spring, I will be going on a 2 month trip without kids and spouse. I realized that I don't want to wait until the "perfect time". After having a major health issue the past 2 years, I am now well enough to travel and I am going for it. Big hugs to everyone.

[@vanomadcyclist3474]

I love this podcast and so happy you had Max on. Such a genuine guy. Tears of gratitude during this podcast!! 😊❤🙏🏼

[@janewolfe9137]

Hello from a Gram in MO. I’m enjoying your podcasts and this one with sweet Max is very special. I began following you as well as Max and Lee during your van days. The discussion of Lee, her passing and Max’s drive to a healthier life balance is so enlightening. We all become healthier with counseling. I spent a year in counseling before I made a big decision to leave a 3 year relationship. I’ve encouraged my grandkids to utilize counseling. Thank you so much for these open & honest conversations. I’m sure many listeners will benefit. ❤️

[@sherriwineland7247]

Oh, this hits. I retired from teaching after 30 years when COVID hit in 2020. Retirement turned out differently than expected. First, I was isolated from COVID, then I had two knee replacements, and now I have back issues. And money is much tighter than I expected (inflation is killing us). As a result, I'm going back to work as a substitute teacher. I am so thankful that I did a lot of traveling and recreational activities when I was younger. So, my message: Do it now, young'uns! Live your life as one great adventure. Don't wait until retirement because you can't necessarily count on making it to retirement, and if you do, you can't always count on good health and financial stability. BTW, I absolutely love these podcasts! Sending you all peace and serenity. 💜

[@cherylt-sun1528]

Subbing can be so fun and rewarding!❤ 59-yr-old part time teacher, here.

[@KathleenBerrio]

Love when you three are together, really enjoyed hearing the conversation and feeling the love between you all. Thanks for sharing ❤. Made me tear up quite a few times.

[@loriaversher5477]

It's great to have a place that fearlessly speaks about real life. I'm sure this will be a success! Thanks!