medicated ft. lexapro + room revamp

medicated ft. lexapro + room revamp
Hey besties! I tried something a lil different this weekend. thought I'd change it up with some raw, vulnerability & an insight into my life atm. I've just started taking lexapro for my anxiety and wanted to show you how that's been effecting me, how my anxiety effects my mood/everyday life. Sunday got a lil crazy and we decided to re-arrange my room completely so you also get a mini room tour in this one #luckyducks! I hope you all enjoy this Emma Chamby esque vlog! let me know your thoughts in the comments!
All my love, Dutchy xxx
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[@MsDickerz]

Would you like more vlogs like this? 💖

[@abismith7945]

YES!! this was so wholesome and real, i loved watching this one 🤍

[@MsDickerz]

@@abismith7945 awww thank you

[@doctorshnoot]

Hi dutchy, i hope that your anxiety gets manageable it’s tough having anxiety i just wanna say how proud i an watching your channel grow. (I was here at 23k)I’m not sure if you’ll remember me but i was taylors fam. I was the one that suggested a video with another lgbtq+ youtuber and you replied, ever since then i have been watching you grow so fast. I hope that your channel keeps on growing your doing so well Stay safe (Ps do you still remember me?)

[@JessicaChastainFan]

YES! It's always cool to see you in your natural habitat! Haha. Plus, omg, I have to say it...you're gorgeous. I cannot wait to see you sharing more about yourself beyond education and sound advice.

[@danielatumanidis4867]

Always beautiful 🥰👍

[@jessbeee4773]

Ahh you’re doing so well! These seemingly small things that you’re doing to help your mental health will really pay off in the long run, keep going, you’ve got this

[@MsDickerz]

Aww thank you Jess! Yeah I totally agree! Haha thank you :) very lucky!

[@m.k.9572]

It was kinda weird for me seeing you like this (less energetic and all) but I really appreciate it because it's relatable af. Lots of Love❤️

[@MsDickerz]

Just keeping it real ✌️💖

[@DanielleWhite]

I love that you shared this. I was on Lexapro for several years in the 2010s and it helped me to be able to deal with a situation that I needed to escape (divorcing someone who was abusing me.) Such medications, however long we need to take them, are critical tools to our lives and I am proud of you for getting there.

[@MsDickerz]

aw thanks Danielle! I'm glad Lexapro worked for you when you needed it. Yess I totally agree!

[@julianesimon7512]

Hi Dutchie, I love you tons. It‘s new to me to see you less energetic and all than before. Tbh it makes me a little sad rn, but I know you‘ll get through the hard times and will be fine eventually. You‘re a strong person, and such an inspiration to me and to so many others! Big hug from Germany🤗😘

[@MsDickerz]

Thanks lovely!! Means the world :)

[@oatmilkgirly]

little vloggy style vlogs are fun to watch, especially if they don’t go over 10 minutes. (I don’t have that much of an attention span to watch half an hour vlogs, haha)

[@MsDickerz]

Yesss I love them! :) haha I feel you!

[@justanotheremonotsatanic4541]

I can relate. I also find cleaning or organising stuff when I'm anxious and/or stressed is therapeutic. Also I'm definitely interested in watching more of these kinds of vlogs - but only if your comfortable doing them. Sending you my love 💕💕 from the UK.

[@MsDickerz]

Yeah I think it's great for the mnd. Yesss I'm so comfortable doing more of these vlogs. I found it really fun and different to create :)

[@frozenlillypad2070]

I'm proud of you dutchy for staying strong through all these changes. Also love the video! 💖

[@MsDickerz]

aww thank you so much lovely!!

[@ellaschnegelberger3466]

Hiii! I love you so much Dutch. I am so happy that you are still posting, and God Bless! :)

[@MsDickerz]

Love you too cutie! Aww thank you!

[@vampirebl4des]

this was so nice to watch, and love your room revamp

[@MsDickerz]

that means the world, thank you

[@amayahnewman2409]

Hi I'm so glad you made this video. It helps me feel like I'm not alone a couple of weeks ago, I got diagnosed with major depression and anxiety. I started taking Lexapro. You have helped through so much!💕

[@MsDickerz]

Aww I'm so glad to hear it and I'm glad it helped in some way, you're never alone

[@flutey8981]

awe im so proud of you AND I LOVE YOUR NEE ROOM LAYOUT! :D

[@MsDickerz]

aww thanks lovely!!! :D

[@fluidgodjaspey]

Hey gays and theys 🌈

[@MsDickerz]

Hiyaaa :)

[@judithchilcoat5852]

I like this you so much!! Keep up the hard work.

[@MsDickerz]

Thanks Judith! Means the world!

[@wren8423]

i love cleaning my room its really therapeutic for me especially when im feeling stressed/anxious

[@MsDickerz]

yesss it is!!

[@oliviersoable]

Take care Dutchy, I hope you feel better. 🌻

[@MsDickerz]

thank you so much!

[@caterrific09s8]

I hate when people do not feel good and especially my icons hope you feel better dutchy

[@MsDickerz]

Aww thanks lovely!

[@maggieo1683]

I love your vlogs, plus Frasier is an amazing boyfriend, but you already knew that lol. Room looks great!

[@frozenlillypad2070]

My emotional numbness was really bad one day and I tried many things to make me feel less numb, out of all things the thing that made me feel better was cleaning my room, like.... What the heck 😂

[@MsDickerz]

awww here for you always!! yes cleaning the room does wonders, who would have thought lel

[@anamikadixit1111]

Take care love

[@MsDickerz]

Thanks lovely!

[@raeee2610]

Yesterday I asked my crush to be my girlfriend and she said YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@MsDickerz]

THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPYYYY

[@MsDickerz]

congrats!! proud of you 💖💖

[@cathalreilly4314]

My studio where I do my painting is just certain the same as your your room door upside-down duchies should try a bit of art it might help your depression

[@airforce1328]

I like bread hair it looks good on you.

[@brettcarruthers8838]

The glamourous lives of influencers. What is life?

[@danielatumanidis4867]

Today for me is boring day....maybe because yesterday night I work and drive so much.

[@caterrific09s8]

Can you do another reacting to gay memes video dutchy

[@MsDickerz]

yeessss!!! :D

[@caterrific09s8]

So in acting class there is a kid named Christian after out first show I started to crush on him but I did not revise it and then I got his number then we started viedio chatting and I really started to crush on him and if it was not for rosea Diaz from broken 99 I would not khow waht bisexual is now I am crushing hard and I also am worrying because he might quit acting then I will never see him again so yeah I am dramatic because well acting

[@MsDickerz]

[@Sprinkle_sprankle98]

Can you do a cap collection,ilu xx

[@MsDickerz]

Hahaha I sure can!

[@meghansmith7884]

Nice set up crib Megular, i bet ur friend help more hahhhah. Next time get the Chinese cat(usually its gold kitty tht moves its hand back and forth) Or maybe side to side,can't really remember🤣Cute exercise 😳😍😍🏳️‍🌈....Meow

[@MsDickerz]

Thanks Meghan!

[@meghansmith7884]

@@MsDickerz Anytime gorgeous😘😘😘....Purrrrrrrr

[@cathalreilly4314]

Get a stick or something and go outside and beat the crap out of a old cushion or something and that all the tension out duchies just screamed roar at the top of your voice

[@caterrific09s8]

Dutchy I love you and who is your favorite youteber and you are mine

[@MsDickerz]

Aww thanks lovely!! My fave atm is probably Emma or the Mescia twins!

[@cathalreilly4314]

Get a tennis ball or something and under your foot and just take the tension out of your feet and your ankles and stretch out your legs and then go to a top of a hill on raw at the top of your voice and it all that anxiety both of you that is what I do do just scream at the people that cause that

[@Jess-wk5jo]

Is bisexual only fancying both boys and girls no else?

[@MsDickerz]

It doesn’t have to be :)