Meet Tracy

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Chosen Won

Chosen Won

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@kendrabingham9828
@kendrabingham9828 4 жыл бұрын
She’s the first woman you’ve interviewed that I can actually see just how tired she is from living this way...it’s written all over her face and heard in her words the defeat she feels. I know that feeling....to just be so tired and defeated that you can’t physically, emotionally, and mentally keep on going and fighting. Nobody truly understands what addiction fully does to a person unless you’ve been 100% fully addicted yourself. It literally chips away at you piece by piece in the most agonizing and torturous way until you actually feel completely empty...empty in a non existent type of way, like you are solely functioning on autopilot and going down a road that has no ending to make you come to a stop. I hope she can overcome this and find herself again. The world needs you here Tracy ❤️
@annem9195
@annem9195 4 жыл бұрын
Kendra King you put that beautifully & truthfully. Every day I’m thankful for my life. I was fortunate in that I never had to live as hard a life as poor Tracy, & I so hope she finds her way maybe not home, but to a place of comfort, love & peace. With me it’s the old “one day at a time” mantra & just being grateful for making it this far. Wishing the best, & stay safe.
@johnmeador498
@johnmeador498 4 жыл бұрын
She sounds like she has lost hope very sad
@adriannaglover2280
@adriannaglover2280 4 жыл бұрын
I was feeling that too.
@MissErikaHeart
@MissErikaHeart 4 жыл бұрын
I agree. Drugs effect the brain differently in everybody. Some can use recreationally but you could end up like this because using the drug is like a compulsion that you cant control. You know the drug is bad and even feel bad for being a drug addict. But your brain now has a mental disorder called addiction. It can be overcame but its a lifelong battle. If you think nobody in their right mind would live like them... You're right....nobody in their "right nind" would.
@vickicarnes6860
@vickicarnes6860 3 жыл бұрын
@@johnmeador498 it's horrible to lose hope. Once you truly lose hope there is no hanging on anymore. You eventually let go
@laciebranza3591
@laciebranza3591 4 жыл бұрын
I want to grab her and hug her so tight!! Her eyes are so sad😩😫-You’re beautiful, you matter, you are important, YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND. 🤗🤩🥰
@gypsyheart5573
@gypsyheart5573 4 жыл бұрын
ANYONE WHO OFFERS YOU DRUGS IS NOT YOUR FRIEND. ESPECIALLY IF THEY THEMSELVES ARE ADDICTED BECAUSE THEY ALREADY KNOW WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN.
@eis904
@eis904 4 жыл бұрын
Yes, introducing or reintroducing someone to drug use is not a loving act whatsoever.
@robinpellizzi1463
@robinpellizzi1463 4 жыл бұрын
Dear Tracy, you are so worthy of love. I know it sucks as I'm a recovering addict but you can surrender and get help. Love and prayers your way.
@ChosenWon
@ChosenWon 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks.
@adriannaglover2280
@adriannaglover2280 4 жыл бұрын
Chosen Won I would like to contact her or maybe even write. How can I do that? Love your videos. I’ve been clean for 3 yrs BTW. I love what your doing.
@bigchiefrocka1431
@bigchiefrocka1431 4 жыл бұрын
I see her as genuine and a big hearted young lady! She just needs support.
@screeech1
@screeech1 4 жыл бұрын
She is so sweet and yet so sad. It really broke her down when she mentioned her kids. I pray that she will soon be happy. Hugs to you Tracy.
@KatieJoMikell
@KatieJoMikell 4 жыл бұрын
She just wants someone that she can call and talk to. I would talk to her if she would call.
@kellyandersen3856
@kellyandersen3856 4 жыл бұрын
It is never too late. You are never too old. When you are sick and tired of being sick and tired, you can stop. You do not need rehab. It can happen in an instant. Nothing is as strong as a truly changed mind. You can change your mind on the street or off. I send you love and strength.
@henrylombardozzi8254
@henrylombardozzi8254 3 жыл бұрын
I walked away from a 20+year coke and crack habit I didn't do rehab 9 years later I'm married and own my own home I will never go back and I've known people in rehab they said it was easier to get drugs there than on the streets
@kellyandersen3856
@kellyandersen3856 3 жыл бұрын
@@henrylombardozzi8254 you are exactly right! Good point!! Wow! Congratulations! You changed your mind! Sick and tired of being sick and tired!! God bless you, you miracle!
@henrylombardozzi8254
@henrylombardozzi8254 3 жыл бұрын
@@kellyandersen3856 thank you it was hard but I just thought I've had enough living under a bridge was the last straw that and being 5 minutes away from dying if I kept that lifestyle up I wouldn't be alive today thank God I chose the right path some people I knew well they didn't make it I miss some of my old friends but I believe I'm better off 30 miles away in this town I don't know anybody which is good no influence no body to give or offer that stuff to me which I consider a god send that stuff is hard to resist if it's right there in your face
@joyrowell3171
@joyrowell3171 4 жыл бұрын
Her story is so 😢,breaks my ❤ watching her cry .Wishing her sobriety ,an a happy life with her children an granchidren .Praying that you stay safe an in the future you have everything in life you want 💝💝💝💝💝
@RetailRipper
@RetailRipper 4 жыл бұрын
No good childhood memory, damn. She had no chance from the beginning.
@marsharowaihy6725
@marsharowaihy6725 4 жыл бұрын
This lady captured me. She reminds me a lot of myself before I knew there was help out there. Rehab isn’t heating people stories; it helps you find out why you are hurting yourself and then helps you close those opens wounds, from most of the time some sort of trauma. I wish you the best honey😊
@shonaharris9328
@shonaharris9328 4 жыл бұрын
The interviewer seems so compassionate. I can hear the caring in his voice. Hope she gets help she needs. ❤️
@RommelJGuzman
@RommelJGuzman 3 жыл бұрын
This for woman truly means friend people who care about her to help her struggle with addiction.
@alisonhopper6724
@alisonhopper6724 4 жыл бұрын
Heartbreaking. She looks so young and full of sadness.
@jhopsi
@jhopsi 4 жыл бұрын
The first step is being willing to acknowledge what's wrong and be able to talk about it. There's no reason this girl can't get through with* the right people, love and support. You're beautiful and intelligent. You deserve to be free of the addiction. Take every opportunity that's given to you. I did and I've been sober for 6 years. Thanks for this channel and all you do.
@andrewcalean7992
@andrewcalean7992 4 жыл бұрын
I will pray for her
@tsv8081
@tsv8081 4 жыл бұрын
When she began to cry, it hurt me to hear her pain... im sorry Tracy... you will be in my thoughts and prayers...
@lauraestes9304
@lauraestes9304 4 жыл бұрын
She has a valid point. When I went to NA meetings everytime I went and listened to other people talk about their addiction it made me want to run out and get high; whereas when I just dealt with my heroin addiction myself and went by myself to my suboxone Dr and just took subs... I had no thoughts of going back to use the poison. But everytime I start listening to people at NA I felt that made me want to go back and experiment with shit on the street. I dont think group drug talk is always helpful ....moving on and talking about a new life is way more therapeutic....not dwelling on the past is the way that works for me....so her comment makes perfect sense.
@haileygrey5047
@haileygrey5047 4 жыл бұрын
Thank I agree 💯 % with that.
@jasminebelcourt8211
@jasminebelcourt8211 3 жыл бұрын
Ya , NA just made me feel like shit about myself and depressed .. which would lead to using again. I had much better luck quitting with a doctor using suboxone and therapy
@carlaw5682
@carlaw5682 2 жыл бұрын
I know what you mean Laura. I think ppl at NA with clean time glamourise and sensationalise their using days,which is no good for the "newcomer " when you hear one tales of how good it was in the beginning you just want to get back out there and use. It has its good points and it works if you work it. Lol.
@amandawalker6205
@amandawalker6205 3 жыл бұрын
I wish the best for all of you beautiful ladies and I'm hoping that I don't hear about anyone else getting hit by a car or anything of that sort I'm here for you girls. I have been there myself, I was hooked on heroin since I was 15 now I'm clean and living my life happily it was hell being hooked on heroin and I don't miss the chase or the degrading of myself in any way. My name's Amanda and I'm 36 years old. Lost both of my parents father to aids who use to cheat on my mother with black guys and was addicted to heroin my mom passed away about 15 years ago at age 39 from aids in which he contracted and gave to her she had found out when she was pregnant for me at her first check up is when she found out she had it , he never told her and she didn't know he had it either my father died when I was seven and never was around he was always off in Texas doing drugs and partying with his friends ..and always too high to care about my mom or me. I have three boys of my own and I'm just so greatful to be clean and not dead I've lost so many ppl to drugs and alcohol and I don't want to be that person I overdosed 14 times and should have been dead. So I'm living my life to the fullest and loving it . You can do it if u really want to get clean I'm happy to help with supporting you being here for you to talk to ❤️❤️ bless u all.
@loveliefortune5960
@loveliefortune5960 4 жыл бұрын
Jehovah God I pray for delivrance, pace! For this beautiful soul!!
@jessn7034
@jessn7034 3 жыл бұрын
Awe. I remember Tracy, sweet girl. Working girls being the loneliest is true. I'll tell you why, from experience.... we dont allow ourselves to emotionally connect to anyone. We use drugs to numb pain and feelings. To sleep with men for money you have to shut down emotionally and not allow yourself to feel.
@katelynmarklinsky2229
@katelynmarklinsky2229 4 жыл бұрын
Tracy needs a friend. A real friend. I wish I lived closer 😢
@carrienorris4285
@carrienorris4285 3 жыл бұрын
She is such a gentle person. I will pray that she is able to see her children and grandchildren. I will pray that she knows how much people truly think about her and that there is always hope.
@alissarobbins6885
@alissarobbins6885 10 ай бұрын
This is my mom… 💔 I try my best to let her be apart of my kids….. I can only do so much. Please pray for her. 😢
@ChosenWon
@ChosenWon 10 ай бұрын
Email me if you can tomreed1956@gmail.com
@juliefrank6484
@juliefrank6484 4 жыл бұрын
This poor lady is so sad, it breaks my heart
@veronicajohnson1409
@veronicajohnson1409 4 жыл бұрын
Words can not even describe this beautiful woman’s pain I can see the pain she feels I can tell you are a very strong woman Tracy and I pray that You find love and the peace and joy that you so very much deserve I pray that God will keep his mighty hand over you at all times.
@suzierodgers104
@suzierodgers104 4 жыл бұрын
Love your interviews Tom. Could I make a suggestion that you add 'what was your dream job/hope for the future when you were younger'. I would be really interested to hear the girls hopes and dreams. Maybe some of them are still achievable?
@shandahlibarra2736
@shandahlibarra2736 3 жыл бұрын
Good one.
@jesuscadena8236
@jesuscadena8236 4 жыл бұрын
It’s easy for people to judge these women and men that are homeless because addiction is their way of coping was living on the streets and it’s people like Tom that care to share their stories that can make a difference in peoples lives
@Jackmack365
@Jackmack365 4 жыл бұрын
It always seems to be the friends and ex- boyfriends, they are not true friends. I hope this beautiful broken lady makes it out of there.
@aprillove9318
@aprillove9318 4 жыл бұрын
This girl reminded me of myself wow we are the same age I felt the same way about rehab that she felt but in order to get clean you have to start somewhere I don't go to meetings or nothing because after you leave there you want to get high thank God I got on methadone I'm only on 45 mg February 26th has been two years that I've been clean I got to take homes at the clinic I go twice a week right now but starting next week I only go once a week yes I've been clean off of everything so I'm able to get take-home watch is awesome the only thing that sucks is that I still don't have my own apartment again I was living in a hotel for the last year-and-a-half paying 325 a week but I started doing girlscouts with my 6 year old can another lady that's on the girlscouts with her nieces let me move in with her this month I'm renting a room from her for 800 a month I'm on Social Security but I feel like I'm stuck in a circle where I can't save to get my own place and I thank God that I went and got help since I've been clean I lost my uncle I lost my aunt I lost my cousin's husband I lost my best friend I lost another friend all from drugs thank goodness I got clean cuz I would have been dead
@jamesmoir8274
@jamesmoir8274 4 жыл бұрын
Hi April, you are so strong, keep looking after yourself, you are a really special person.
@aprillove9318
@aprillove9318 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@J.A.7
@J.A.7 4 жыл бұрын
Congratulations so proud of you and for you... Keep on keeping on.💝🙏💝
@bryanallen8641
@bryanallen8641 4 жыл бұрын
If you would like to get a fresh start in Indianapolis Indiana, give me a call and we have a network that can get you job training and get you back in school. 3179860970. B.A.
@andreaboyer6898
@andreaboyer6898 4 жыл бұрын
@@bryanallen8641 So kind of you Bryan!
@gailsnyder210
@gailsnyder210 4 жыл бұрын
No favorite childhood memory is so heartbreaking to me 💔 Wow poor girl 😢
@Mohjoe62
@Mohjoe62 3 жыл бұрын
It is so difficult to stop with drugs. I come from Germany and was 15 years on heroin and cocaine. I have been in the methadone program for 26 years. I still have addiction pressure. The woman is very sad. I hope that she gets out of there
@KeshiaK39
@KeshiaK39 4 жыл бұрын
She's A 38 year old Grandmother?! Wow
@vickicarnes6860
@vickicarnes6860 4 жыл бұрын
I was 36
@bregjejabra25
@bregjejabra25 4 жыл бұрын
Her grandson turns 3 soon, so she was 35 or 36 when she became a grandmother...
@bregjejabra25
@bregjejabra25 4 жыл бұрын
@@avalondreaming1433 The world record is 17 for being a grandmother...Indian girl...
@bregjejabra25
@bregjejabra25 4 жыл бұрын
@@avalondreaming1433 Was long time ago.....decades ago......
@forevr_disturbd
@forevr_disturbd 4 жыл бұрын
If my son were to have a baby at 16, I would be a 35 yr old grandmother...its very possible
@jesuscadena8236
@jesuscadena8236 4 жыл бұрын
God will heal your pain Tracy and things will be better for you soon. You’re beautiful
@cadzz65
@cadzz65 4 жыл бұрын
Hi Tracy . God bless you girl . I hope you become recovered and will keep you in my prayers. You’ve got a lot to offer this world .
@jeffreyseahope7824
@jeffreyseahope7824 3 жыл бұрын
If you haven’t been there there aren’t enough words to describe it, if you have been there words are not necessary.😞
@AngelicasRecovery
@AngelicasRecovery 4 жыл бұрын
When you were 18 you started walking the streets. I hope to see more videos of her :( so sad. I have 3 kids too and I’m so happy that I stopped the drugs
@ChosenWon
@ChosenWon 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks.
@vickicarnes6860
@vickicarnes6860 4 жыл бұрын
I'm very happy for you and your family
@amandawalker6205
@amandawalker6205 3 жыл бұрын
You don't look like your almost 40 your beautiful and I wish the best for you girl.
@annblack3146
@annblack3146 4 жыл бұрын
I just want to give her a huge hug and let her know she is not alone.
@DClean
@DClean 3 жыл бұрын
Damn Tracy is lucid as hell, and super articulate, just a lost soul, but she has so much to offer. So much untapped potential its a tragedy that it has gone unrealized. All the best Tracy,
@kimberlymason8292
@kimberlymason8292 4 жыл бұрын
God I'm praying or you Tracy🙏🙏🙏..I've been clean ,it will be 14 years May 5th,and I thought I would die with a needle in my arm.Its possible!!! When I stopped I didn't want to,I just ran outta money.But thank God I did,cause not wanting to stop turned to wanting to stop n staying clean. There is still hope as long as you're breathing 💟🙏
@stephaniehastings6364
@stephaniehastings6364 3 жыл бұрын
I just want to hug this girl! And I'd listen to her, everyone needs someone to talk to, or have them listen at least!
@nessaguilar3759
@nessaguilar3759 4 жыл бұрын
She can call me, everyone needs a shoulder. Life is hard.
@mikewinkelman7015
@mikewinkelman7015 4 жыл бұрын
If this doesn't show someone the lifestyle of working on the street nothing will
@ChosenWon
@ChosenWon 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks, Mike.
@jt0mi
@jt0mi 4 жыл бұрын
@@ChosenWon she can call me, any time, day or night. I know how strong the bond is between an addict and their drug and how terrible the days can feel. I wish I had more to offer than my listening skills but I just don't right now. How do I get my number to you, Tom, so you can get it to her?
@steveng1624
@steveng1624 3 жыл бұрын
Bless you Tracy, you are going to step out of the life you are living at the time into a clean and sober life, I can tell that you are tired of the way you are living at the time. We love you girl so please don't pass up on your opportunity coming.
@fredlamberg
@fredlamberg 4 жыл бұрын
I've been following your channel for several months now Tom. You really make it difficult for anyone to not appreciate a guy like you. You're genuinely caring and understanding to a default. The world needs more people like you. Best wishes for you, sir.
@ChosenWon
@ChosenWon 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks.
@modernart7392
@modernart7392 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for the interview Tom. I hope and pray that one day soon she finds Joy and Peace in her life.
@kathyinwonderlandl.a.8934
@kathyinwonderlandl.a.8934 4 жыл бұрын
Oh this is making me so sad for the pain she is feeling is palpable. I hope some blessings come her way, I can’t think of a better candidate for a miracle 🌟🦋🌟
@morningmist6739
@morningmist6739 4 жыл бұрын
Just for today.These simple words have incredible results.
@jetcitygrljewels9719
@jetcitygrljewels9719 4 жыл бұрын
Tom, Tracy broke my heart. I know what it is like to grow-up with an alcoholic parent. My parents were not 15 when they had me, they were 21. I am the oldest child and the only female. We were latch key kids at times. I remember being young and needing to watch my little brothers during the summer while my parents were working. My middle brother was a hellion and did not listen to me at all. The youngest brother was an angel and there was no problem with him. It was my job to watch them, clean the house and start dinner. I think I was about 11 years old. My Dad was happy when he drank. However, when he was sober he was volatile I remember walking on eggshells afraid of what my Dad would do next. My Mom drank with my Dad and was very moody and unstable. I understand and know first hand how a person grows up can affect a person as an adult. It is not an excuse. If a person does get some help or guidance it does help them do better later. If they don't then the result can be as shown in the video. In addition, addiction can be hereditary. Tracy needs help, love, and understanding. Some counseling may be beneficial as well as rehab. She definitely needs support and needs to know that she is worth it and she is. I will contact you, Tracy can call me.
@shellywilkins2509
@shellywilkins2509 4 жыл бұрын
This poor girl she is so small and so little it's so cute she does not need to be on the street it's horrible
@johnerwin9024
@johnerwin9024 4 жыл бұрын
Yea,dude, man, she looks so vulnerable, definitely needs a booster or sponsor-
@juliawest3588
@juliawest3588 4 жыл бұрын
Sir, you confirm my belief that there really are angels walking among us😘
@crstranzio
@crstranzio 4 жыл бұрын
This girl has a very negative outlook. She needs time away from substances so she can have a chance to think clearly. When you are in the middle of all that misery it's all you can see.
@kristinafisher3801
@kristinafisher3801 4 жыл бұрын
Crs Tranzio probably really hard to think positive when your surroundings are all misery and negativity. She may not be as strong as some anymore she look very broken. I hope she see her worth one day.
@Lisa-pi3ve
@Lisa-pi3ve 4 жыл бұрын
Tracey I hope the right person reaches out to you, you are lost and don't even no it! Xx
@scarlettviolet5899
@scarlettviolet5899 4 жыл бұрын
Tracy you are a beautiful person....🥰 I will be praying for you....
@724deuce
@724deuce 4 жыл бұрын
she can call me and talk too I been †through it and I understand more then others lmk ask tracy. and ill send her stuff she needs, I have puppies too ill send her puppy photos to help her be happy
@rebelzx313
@rebelzx313 3 жыл бұрын
Poor baby... How can I help her? I know I'm late. But still.. Tom, if I send you money can you spend it on food for all these people you interview? Keep up the great work. This one broke my heart.
@ChosenWon
@ChosenWon 3 жыл бұрын
I haven't seen her in a long time and don't expect to soon. Thank you.
@rebelzx313
@rebelzx313 3 жыл бұрын
@@ChosenWon No, Thank You, Tom. You're doing effing great work.
@nickieckford4520
@nickieckford4520 3 жыл бұрын
She is so so so sad 😭 heart breaks for her 🥲🥲🥲 xxxxx
@lizacopeland2388
@lizacopeland2388 3 жыл бұрын
Wow! She’s look so young. 10 years going nowhere. When will she learn to get out. What does it take for her to quit that lifestyle. I thank God I had church in my life and motivated to do something honest with my life.
@rhondamcmillan5783
@rhondamcmillan5783 4 жыл бұрын
Awe - love you Tracy!
@bridgettroup7946
@bridgettroup7946 4 жыл бұрын
I am utterly heartbroken captivated by her transparency damn I was in tears keep it going Tom love you little Daisy
@brigittevourtos2512
@brigittevourtos2512 4 жыл бұрын
Tracy 💕🙏
@BrookeWrightisMadamMagnolia
@BrookeWrightisMadamMagnolia 3 жыл бұрын
So sad 😔 Tracy needs a sponsor that she can call day or night 🥺
@juliehysom1461
@juliehysom1461 4 жыл бұрын
This is the saddest interview that you have ever conducted.
@oliviaprewett6061
@oliviaprewett6061 4 жыл бұрын
I agree this one broke me. I lost my sister in 2013 to a drug overdose. I see the hurt and defeat in her eyes. I want to help her hug her and just be there for her. Tom how can I get a good of her. I really am serious I want to help her in any way possible.
@ivdddoxiemama7275
@ivdddoxiemama7275 4 жыл бұрын
This poor woman. I feel so bad for her. I hope she gets some help. She seems so sad and down. I want to encourage her things can get better. Hugs and Prayers for you Tracy!!
@xoxoKAYxoxoxo
@xoxoKAYxoxoxo 4 жыл бұрын
God bless u beautiful tracy
@mossy943
@mossy943 3 жыл бұрын
You can make it out the struggle as long as you don't fall into stress ?if you had help with bills whatever I believe she would stay straight, No game players,, God Bless you.. I know,, Be there and still fight today, 9 year's best, Need a pen pal,, I'm here, Mossy,,,
@LilyBlessed24
@LilyBlessed24 4 жыл бұрын
In my prayers. I’d gladly be a friend for her. Also, I’ve never in my life met anyone who says “Drop Dead Fred” is their favorite movie besides me! Love it! ❤️😆
@karablades
@karablades 2 жыл бұрын
Drop dead Fred is my favorite too as well as I love the boy called it
@shannonprice2325
@shannonprice2325 4 жыл бұрын
I’m so sad watching her wow she looks pitiful but honey ur stronger than I know do it for your kids and grandkids
@heatherwatts9554
@heatherwatts9554 4 жыл бұрын
Such a great interview with a wonderful girl I pray for her she seems extremely intelligent
@bellyfullofmusic
@bellyfullofmusic 4 жыл бұрын
Your thoughts conveyed via art are valid. As long as those thoughts are carried out in a non violent way. Writing, drawing, painting, or photography although camera gear can get pricey...
@grayskindablue
@grayskindablue 4 жыл бұрын
If she need someone to talk to, I’d like to get in touch.
@vickicarnes6860
@vickicarnes6860 4 жыл бұрын
Boy called it is one of my favorite books too.
@adacox
@adacox 3 жыл бұрын
Read Dave’s series
@vickicarnes6860
@vickicarnes6860 3 жыл бұрын
@@adacox yes. I've read all 3. So heartbreaking. I wonder if the "mother" was ever charged or just got off scott free?
@adacox
@adacox 3 жыл бұрын
@@vickicarnes6860 .... there’s at least 4 books. The mother drank herself to death if I remember correctly... don’t think she ever spent time for what she did to Dave. So glad he came out the other side a good and decent man
@vickicarnes6860
@vickicarnes6860 3 жыл бұрын
@@adacox amen, most children of addicts, alcoholics sadly growup going down the same/wrong path using drugs /alcohol to cover up the pain and sometimes doing the same to their children. Repesting history generation after generation. Sounds like Dave, broke the cycle. God bless his heart. The nightmares and ptsd he must go through for things like having to eat his baby brothers waste out of his diapers!! He's has to have the awfulest nightmares of his past and I just imagine his heart has to be crushed thinking how his own mother could do such barbaric things to him. I hope not but I know I would. I don't know the name of the story but did you read the story of a girl who's mom abused only her out of all the children and eventually shot her and left her to lay in the bathtub untreated until she developed a bad infection that she somehow managed to survived and eventually begged her mom to let her leave. Her mom. Her mom agreed to only allow her to leave if she agreed to allow mom to take the bullet out (so she had no proof she shot her) mom severely drugged her almost killing her trying to sedate her enough to remove the bullet?? Another heart breaking.snd true story. Idk how these kids survive with their minds intact. Sadly this shit happens all over everyday.
@ctap7767
@ctap7767 4 жыл бұрын
What a sweet person! Very nice to meet you Tracy.😎
@ChosenWon
@ChosenWon 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks.
@helenmcdonnell2585
@helenmcdonnell2585 4 жыл бұрын
Hi Tracy, just saw your interview with Tom, if you'd like a friend to talk to, I would be happy to help. Is there a way I can email my number to Tom? Thank you again Tom for giving a voice to the voiceless, appreciate all that you do to help. God bless you
@sandramorrison2215
@sandramorrison2215 4 жыл бұрын
I feel the same about. Drug rehabs. Talking about the same drug story's all day long gets very boring. Also most of us are feeling angsious and motivated and wondering what there going to do when they get back out. Meetings are not helping with the financial part of life. It would be more satisfying if rehabs offered more than 3 meals, bed, and meetings. Education, Education, Education. Some Art classes. inbetween meetings. I've been there I no Once I was Clean meetings were so boring How I wish they offered more.
@jamie-r2034
@jamie-r2034 4 жыл бұрын
I was once a drug addict, convicted felon & was headed either back to prison or was going to die from an OD. I went to rehab (unwilling. lol) but stayed & got so much out of it. I love living a sober life. The program I was in was 13 months long and completely changed my life. I then worked at the rehab as a counselor! I believe addicts make the best counselors because of their own experiences & they can relate to us addicts. I', now 38 and have since moved on to doing my true passion in advertising ( I do have a degree from Penn State for advertising/marketing) and also have a small advertising business. What I'm saying is that there's hope for anyone and plenty of jobs available if you WANT IT! Even if you don't want to be a counselor, rehabs hire anyone with records to be techs and other positions that you can help others. Plus being in a rehab working, it's going to help you stay clean. If anyone is struggling with addiction, seek help - reach out to anyone. Hell, send me a message and I'll do what I can to help you. Have a great day everyone and remember to stay 6 feet away from everyone. lol EDIT: Her "not normal thoughts" are actually quite common. I've had some nasty people in my life who I HATE and have also had these thoughts. I'd never follow through but it's normal & there are more people who think this way than most people realize. Those thoughts can be gone but you have to work through some steps. Again, feel free to reach out - I'm here for anyone who needs to talk.
@ChosenWon
@ChosenWon 4 жыл бұрын
Congratulations.
@juliemcalister2557
@juliemcalister2557 4 жыл бұрын
👍👍💕💕
@JeanieF
@JeanieF 4 жыл бұрын
Poor girl. I feel so bad !! I know this was her choice to begin with , but what a sad , lonely life !! I pray 🙏🏻 at one point in her life , she could turn around !!
@jasonchristian958
@jasonchristian958 4 жыл бұрын
Hey Tom... Hi Tracy... Hello everyone 🙋‍♂️ Keep up the good work man 👍
@vickicarnes6860
@vickicarnes6860 4 жыл бұрын
God bless her broken 💔 heart.
@cd6243
@cd6243 4 жыл бұрын
It's so hard to see her sadness 💔😢 she's got alot of years ahead of her I wish her happiness --praying for her to start a new chapter of her life 🙏🙏
@Caroline01234
@Caroline01234 4 жыл бұрын
I love her. Shes my favorite 💓
@asenathdagraca1401
@asenathdagraca1401 4 жыл бұрын
This makes me so sad 😞 she really has nobody
@demishathomas1072
@demishathomas1072 4 жыл бұрын
This is so sad!!! I pray that she get the strength to leave that situation.
@Del-yv1qy
@Del-yv1qy 4 жыл бұрын
What a sad girl,I feel so sorry for her,poor thing.
@Momma-angela
@Momma-angela 4 жыл бұрын
Dear Tracy, please know that you deserve so much better, I can see that you are broken, I truly understand and wish I could do something to help you, when you are ready there are people that will help you. Don’t think that your thoughts are so far out there, most likely with everything you’ve gone through in your life, who could blame you for wanting to put someone in a wood chipper and etc?? I’m sure you’ve been done wrong many, many times, I just hope things can change for you. If you haven’t found someone to talk to and still need someone, please have Tom message me or you can if you have YT and I will listen and/or talk to you. 💕 We all need someone that cares! You’re beautiful- please remember that!
@gingerellacookie5641
@gingerellacookie5641 4 жыл бұрын
she reminds me a little of a older Audrey Hepburn she's pretty
@jazz.smithsmith8441
@jazz.smithsmith8441 3 жыл бұрын
God is so good.
@hildaaybar9042
@hildaaybar9042 4 жыл бұрын
Wish her the best, God Bless 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️❤️
@aprilchiginsky7560
@aprilchiginsky7560 4 жыл бұрын
I wish I could hug you and tell you that you are beautiful, you are worth something and you deserve nothing but the best. You don't have to beat yourself down, you can ask for help. You don't have to feel ashamed by asking for help to try to take advantage of services so you don't have to rely on drugs or nasty people. Please break the cycle and become a role model for your kids and grandkids. I wish no one had to endure such sadness and pain but life isn't fair and only you can say enough is enough and change. It will be hard, it will be painful but it will be worth it to become party of your family again. I hope one day you find meaning and happiness.
@mikewinkelman7015
@mikewinkelman7015 4 жыл бұрын
Another heartbreaker best wishes for better future
@handsomescout2867
@handsomescout2867 4 жыл бұрын
So sad...it is possible to get clean and stay that way, I'm living proof...rehab made it worse for me too, that and psych meds..lol. Now I'm a successful farmer like grandpa
@marleynero2957
@marleynero2957 4 жыл бұрын
Hi sweetie i wish you the best.love&big hugs to you...
@cgedits1829
@cgedits1829 4 жыл бұрын
Tracy your in my prayers addiction is a hard disease to overcome.And these meds to get you off so you won't be sick are just a new addiction for another just a safer drug per say..Wish they could think of a new solution for that.
@kristinafisher3801
@kristinafisher3801 4 жыл бұрын
I have that exact book! I have the whole series! Is there any way I could send her that book?? Please let me know?!? I would love to send it to her!!
@erinl1729
@erinl1729 4 жыл бұрын
Get ahold of him through her he will give it to her and film it he said in past videos he seems to be very good at getten the letters and packages to these people
@thefutureofyesterday8136
@thefutureofyesterday8136 4 жыл бұрын
How does one get in touch with you or a address to send help for some of the people you interview?
@richaftanas9609
@richaftanas9609 4 жыл бұрын
So she spends $1,050/week. Wow, $53k/year. Food etc. She pulls in $75k/year. Can you imagine the sweet life she could have if she quit drugs at least.
@Sara_Raney
@Sara_Raney 4 жыл бұрын
If she was able to not be addicted to drugs then she couldn't do the things to get the money for the drugs therefore she could not live a certain lifestyle because the act that has to be done and the addiction go hand in hand.
@richaftanas9609
@richaftanas9609 4 жыл бұрын
@@Sara_Raney True. So sad. Can't imagine that life. With the virus now, she may have to retire. No guy is that desparate to be exposed.
@nancyrosta2388
@nancyrosta2388 4 жыл бұрын
sending prayers your way tracy💕
@twingirls3552
@twingirls3552 4 жыл бұрын
So much suffering in the world.. God please watch over her
@nise3052
@nise3052 4 жыл бұрын
Is there any way I could get ahold of her? I'd like to help her.
@ChosenWon
@ChosenWon 4 жыл бұрын
Send a letter and I'll deliver it.
@fiddleback4903
@fiddleback4903 4 жыл бұрын
@@ChosenWon How does one send a letter for you to deliver?
@bougiebabysmomma
@bougiebabysmomma 4 жыл бұрын
What a sweetheart. Tracy you can call me. I love you! Jesus loves you too 💖
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