Melancholy of the Literary Boy english ver. 【Oktavia】文学少年の憂鬱 【英語で歌ってみた】

[@outeremissary4438]

This is an incredible cover. It might be your best yet. This song dredged up a memory I hadn't thought about in quite a while- I had a coworker at a summer job once who was a kind of pedantic, well read older man who seemed really out of place washing dishes at a pizza place. He would talk to me a lot about books and classic movies because I was the honors student of the teenagers, and I guess he felt I was the person he had most in common with. Well, I remember once towards the end of the summer, he stopped me as I was heading back to the front and he said "You're a bright kid, but I hope you're careful. Creative types, writers and artists, they all carry a gloom inside of them. Watch out." It really startled me, especially because the year before I'd had a lot of trouble with just that sort of despair. I think about it sometimes when it's late and night and I'm drawing, or I've taken a break from writing. But I hadn't thought about it in a while.

[@averagechannelname9969]

I'm really glad you shared this because holy fuck it all makes sense now!

[@PK-uj8mp]

Holy shit

[@HeroAkii]

Holy fucking shit, you just uncovered the source of a lot of my issues. looking back it seems obvious since we see the world around us differently and express it through our chosen art.

[@give1ove]

There will never be a bad Oktavia cover.

[@mintycaramel7250]

I agree

[@feytales]

im speechless yet again god damn oktavia i can only be so gay

[@darwengwein3605]

Strap in boys and girls, we’re riding this Kinsey Scale all the way up to 10! ... Or, I guess, like, -3 for the boys or something.

[@Ikea_Shark990]

I love this comment and hope the years have treated yall well

[@opalwreck]

You are incredibly underrated! Your voice is like a goddess

[@CakesSakura]

Not anymore

[@yukishiro.5204]

@@CakesSakura nah still

[@CakesSakura]

@@yukishiro.5204 The comment was 10 months ago I thought she was but she isn’t.

[@yinyang-p9265]

I find it incredibly ironic that you upload a cover of this song literally a day after I'd finally managed to get over my most recent bout of depression... I swear, Oktavia, it's like you know which songs we need and when we need them. Your voice is honestly just the most wonderful balm for whenever I feel particularly down or depressed (which is probably why I listen to your covers 24/7 lol) and I am so thankful that you exist and that you've decided to grace us with your wonderful presence. I don't really know how to say this but getting a notification from you for a new cover always means so much to me??? Like wow I love you.

[@PancakemonsterFO4]

Yin Yang-P Don’t be depressed! There is so much worth living for we ofter just don’t see it because of our monotone live requiring us to always give the best. Visit your neighbor town at your weekends, go in the park, read a book and try to slow down a bit. Everyone deserves some You-Time ; ) (and avoid Tetris at all costs)

[@nanarana4646]

@@PancakemonsterFO4 wow, I can't believe you singlehandedly cured their depression

[@meowskit]

im sooo proud of you.

[@StereotypicalLife]

hey it's the song that got me to read "No Longer Human" in high school and then I got super attached to it like the person in the song did, also holy shit the original song is almost 9 years old. good cover btw, you have a lovely voice

[@fallenstar780]

Out of curiosity, what is "No Longer Human" and what kind of book is it? I'm looking for something new to read.

[@yohann4048]

Fallen Star Dude! Read it! It’s a work by Osamu Dazai, a famous writer who committed suicide sometime during his career. “No Longer Human”, from what I understand, seems to be some sort of indirect autobiography of his own life and feelings.

[@indigosstabby9596]

Wish I could remind

[@rustyfisher2081]

What do you mean?

[@aj5973]

Often I’ve fallen victim to a thought or two Screaming “Just leave, you’ve got nothing to lose.” Shedding my friends, my school and my job, the only cost If I agree, then does it mean that I’m the one lost? Passing the masses at Keio alone, aloud comes a shout Calling a wallet gone is a tearful girl tearing around The train arrives and her cries quickly die to the crowd They’d rather worry, better hurry to an open seat As for me, I see the meaning found in meaningless now I play my part and march onward with these heartless machines Somebody call my name, it’s all that I wish to share Why is it each day I turn the page only brings on tears?* Spinning twisting head, let visions build while I’ve still space to dream Dashing from the dark up to the stars as far as they may be Before my pouring tears betray me Ah, my favorite author- please read him as well, each work has a world to spell Even if I falter as I’m recounting how he killed himself “My life was one big mistake that I couldn’t take.” “So many faults, they’re all my fault, I lied and lie in shame.” “God, what a gloomy man!” I tried to laugh, but deep inside, I don’t know- I just can’t get his words to go from my mind Somebody let me listen to your distant voice here On this shaking train, if silence stays, I may disappear I just want to sail beyond the rails to the moon’s side unseen Never going back, I’m going back so I can try to keep** The time when you were still beside me Dear Mr. Author: Will I follow in your lead? Until the ink runs out, bleeding words for someone else to breathe? Your life was “one big mistake”- we don’t share that take I find it false, ‘cause faults aside, we all recall your life And even if it were true, I’d still prefer to be you Over the boy seeking comfort from your words left behind Somebody call my name, it’s all that I ask to hear Why is it each day I turn the page only brings on tears?* Soon I’ll say goodbye to earthly ties, escape from my restraints If you have the key to set me free, then please unlock the cage So I can fly away Ah, away

[@fanfiction_reader]

Thank you so much for making this! :)

[@BreadBoxVideo]

Man this is fantastic. The harmony work is great and naturally it plays into your strengths in the belty chorus. That said the best thing about this performance is definitely your acting and emotion in the line. The breathiness and vibrato at the end of phrases is just perfect. Good job~

[@osiasisacoolname5198]

Whatdiyaknow its David Toth aka KZbin tv dot com slash Bread Box

[@ray-chan5933]

Ok that song was more powerful than i expected and reminded me why I subscribed, vocaloids that are not that popular or have never got an English cover along with a powerful and beautiful voice Overall this has to be one of my favourite covers you have done, great job Oktavia

[@HelloAnon]

Well, thats a way to spell out my depression

[@diabonikae]

I'm so glad I subscribed to this channel, this is _amazing!_

[@marienverae]

A queen has blessed me with her voice and lyrics yet again. you never fail to capture the meaning in your lyrics and i'm astounded by the beauty of this cover

[@milkeygirl]

The author that the boy in this song was thinking about is Dazai Osamu 😭😭😭.I'm crying now.

[@you_gullible_fucc]

MaxNeet Roku_Yuki damn I thought of him too

[@you_gullible_fucc]

And powapowa p rest in peace

[@yohann4048]

Oh! This actually falls in line with what I've thinking. I personally thought that it was about Akutagawa and the boy singing was actually Dazai. I think Dazai looked up quite a lot to Akutagawa and he was extremely devastated when he learned that Akutagawa killed himself, causing him to fall into despair and be known as how he currently is. Or was.

[@thedreamendings]

Lt. Leeyo It’s such a shame the two of them committed suicide, they had a life ahead of them. It makes sense from either perspective, which it’s quite sad.

[@ginundr]

@@yohann4048 The lyrics where the singer says his favorite author commited suicide are followed by quotes are from Dazai Osamu's book 'No Longer Human' so I dont believe the song is from Dazai's perspective. Just to clairfy, the actual lyrics in this english version are not the actual quotes translated from Japanese (they were changed a bit so they would fit with the song)

[@popcornbunches]

I've liked this song for a very long time now, I've always kinda felt like it's a love letter to Osamu Dazai. Thanks for covering it your voice is beautiful!

[@OboroHime94]

I am astonished to find this song in your collection of covers. Mostly because this is one of the few songs I enjoy but don't see many who've done their take on it. Such a missed opportunity it was until now... When I first heard this song, it was during a torrential time in my life. When things feel impossible and there's no one to really tell them to. So instead I would numb myself with the act of reading and avoid this feeling altogether. It worked for a while but it didn't fix the badness. Even now after moving on from that past, it still haunts me to remember these trying times when in reality it's never really stopped. But I digress, we all have our ways to cope with the sorrow that daily life brings. Sorry to ramble but I'm really glad I found your channel now, this was worth finding and the breath of life you spun into the words of this song made it feel new again. Thank you Ms. Oktavia! (^.^)b

[@phaineinTV]

These lyrics flow so well huff huff

[@c4cezar_magz]

I sang this song with these lyrics for my school's show choir audition, and I got in. Great song and great vocals. Love you Oktavia!

[@ZALMusic]

so much power and emotion packaged into 6:00 minutes. it was so moving to listen to ;w;

[@Daphnisinhpad]

I love your voice so much Oktavia !!!! 👏🏻😭

[@lainiwakura8560]

Been waiting on this one for the longest time ever. It is so good, you never disappoint. Thank you so much for your hard work. Found this channel only recently, I enjoy your covers a lot, already listening to some on a daily basis. So glad you covered this song. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.

[@wingsly8406]

ohh my god this song is so beautiful already but your vocals! dang! made it even more amazing;;; beautifully written english lyrics and such a pretty voice, im amazedddd TuT such a sad yet true song too.. you really did an amazing job with this cover, really conveyed its feelings o(-( wooo

[@amydasilva100]

Hey y'all can we just not dislike this one just this one and I'll never ask for anything again

[@amydasilva100]

Thank you it's only been a day but I am just so proud of you guys

[@amydasilva100]

If you feel the overwhelming need to dislike this video then just dislike my comment

[@amydasilva100]

:(

[@d.c.40]

ONE OF MY FAVOURITE VOCALOID SONGS,, THIS IS SPECTACULAR!!!

[@tilki925]

You keep introducing me to new vocaloid songs that eventually become my favourites lolol Amazing cover as always! The art is so beautiful!!

[@nearlynight]

Aa, I found this song not long ago and I’m so happy to see you cover it ♡ this is the best notif I could’ve gotten right now aha, I’m in school and your covers always make me feel better. Good luck on your SoS cover, there’s absolutely no rush ^^

[@cinnabuunn]

I feel like I never know how to properly leave a comment;;; hhhhhh I really love how you song sofly during the more mellow verses, and got intense with the chorus. It really fits with the lyrics too. An amazing Oktavia cover? On MY youtube? It's more likely than you think.

[@fallenstar780]

Hold up. Where is that from? The line at the end, I know it. Can't put my finger on it...

[@howlt005]

Oh man I haven't heard this song in years, it's like being transported back in time (uh...but in english this time)

[@xSorarikufanx]

this is beautiful!! i love how you've adapted the lyrics, too- using a direct translation for the same intended feel is always impossible, especially for song, but you've absolutely given these lyrics the same tone/meaning, while keeping them unique at the same time (if that makes sense r i p) your voice is gorgeous!!

[@UsotheMarshmallow]

I love this song so so very much. The emotion is very powerful in a quieter way, and your vocals fit perfectly with the instrumentals, adding to the tone and beauty of the song. Thank you for creating this cover, I really enjoy it and listen to it a lot :)

[@loli_cvnt5622]

DIdn't notice there's no english cover of this lol Love it, great as always

[@loli_cvnt5622]

You're like the english Akiakane to me rn, this is amazing.

[@Sours56]

Took me multiple watches to realize the person in the PV was Oktavia and not VFlower. I kept wondering why they had a skirt. XD

[@PickledThyme1]

Here's a sad theory to make you feel even better: The author was the boy's father, hence the words "I'm going back so I can try to keep the time when you were still beside me." You're welcome.

[@ms.kingarts]

How dare you

[@SaleenSundria]

I feel like its more of a dynamic where you can feel an author through his/her writing, and like with many youtubers, the boy felt that he knew the author on a personal level and was greatly upset when he died.

[@atomato3830]

I mean, the author presented in the song is a real author and his novels have also been translated to English, though I unfortunately forgot his name.

[@yohann4048]

@@atomato3830 Ah. Is it Osamu Dazai?

[@atomato3830]

Lt. Leeyo His name was Yukio Mishima btw

[@catboy7395]

why why do you *have* to upload when i arrive at school where theres no service? *why do you do this to me?*

[@stararia9327]

use a vpn ;)

[@spirit9871]

Star Aria If she has no service then i doubt a VPN would do anything.

[@prophet3091]

spirit9871 If you can get access to the school wifi(just ask around, someone you know has the password) then a VPN lets you get unrestricted access to the internet at school.

[@stararia9327]

i personally recommend betternet

[@OktaviavonSeckendorff8]

IM SORRY i usually like stay up all night working on my covers so its always an early morning upload rest in peace my dumb butt

[@Hsecrpntr]

Sayaka on a train, what could go wrong XD But in all seriousness, amazing work.

[@ms.kingarts]

I thought of that to.

[@flawlesspiner1674]

*oh gosh oh fu-*

[@darwengwein3605]

How did I not see that sooner?? Stupid, so stupid...

[@faithbeck2126]

@@darwengwein3605 I see what you did there...

[@chillynight201]

I love the original song and I’m so glad you covered it because everything about this cover is beautiful, from your voice to the lyrics and the video’s art...

[@stararia9327]

this cover is something i never knew i always needed. you did a fantastic job!

[@Tannycatkimi]

Just discovered you today. Your covers are all absolutely gorgeous. You're probably already my favorite vocaloid cover artist.

[@simonbb2084]

great cover as always you never disappoint! it's always songs i've been excited to hear english covers of. god bless u oktavia

[@DontIntoMyHistory]

God somehow you just manage to make the BEST covers of all my favorite Vocaloid songs, you have such an amazing voice that I can't find in any other cover artists

[@Megafan96Owns]

A beautiful translation, a stunning performance, and the graceful flow. This is why I'm subscribed.

[@gracegrrl007]

whAt tHe hECK why is this song such a sad beautiful b o p it is always good to hear from you queen oktavia all hail and bless you for this beautiful gift this song is so gorgeous and your voice is so gorgeous and the art is so gorgeous and I will be crying over this for a while thank

[@graceforrest3024]

This song is incredible, the music itself and the lyrics are both very powerful, and you totally nailed this cover! It might be one of my favorites!

[@plague9818]

This is quite heavenly. Amazing job Oktavia!

[@isaacmcdade4420]

I keep listening to this song cause it’s so calming - thank you for picking this song

[@walnut_raisin2621]

I love how well your voice covers these songs. *Great at showing emotion*

[@princekat8915]

Shit, I love angsty songs like this. The art is wonderful too, it really adds to the atmosphere of the song. ovo

[@evraetal2493]

I keep coming back to this song. It's so beautifully sung, and it just pulls at my heartstrings. What a wonderful cover!

[@melontrend6722]

I want to marry your voice

[@fallenstar780]

Bakadere Share please? Lol There might be a line... **gets in line**

[@lemonle8038]

soo happy you did a cover this is my favorite song eveeeer

[@ladyofthesith1943]

Your covers continue to amaze me, and this one is already one of my favorites that you've done.

[@flashdelirivm]

WHY AM I CRYING IN THE CLUB

[@Zenon707]

I click on all of your covers because I'm thoroughly convinced you can never upload a bad one. All the hard work you put into this really shows and inspires me as I continue my own musical journey. I love your soft, lyrical, but powerful voice, and I can seriously listen to you all day every day. Just become my ringtone already lel But in all seriousness omigod you are so amazing and I look forward to everything you do

[@birdyluv0]

Osamu Dazai, one of my favorite authors.

[@fen4ri]

jfc your voice is like EXTRA beautiful when paired with this instrumental/// fuckin aced it this is so GOOD

[@backparker9264]

I finally found a great cover of this song in English 😍😍😍 Good job!😃👍

[@PhantomThiefXI]

Sometimes I just need to come back to this and dive in it These past few days haven't been easy

[@Evonne_Lee]

I'm sorry to hear that :( just discovered this song after reading No Longer Human, which I discovered after seeing it on a past syllabus for one of my classes. I'm still sad they changed it; it'd have been nice to discuss the book with other people... (this is my way of saying I recommend this book if you haven't read it already, hint hint. If you feel like diving again, that is.) Hope things get a bit easier for you soon :/

[@PhantomThiefXI]

Evonne Lee I was reading about Osamu dazai's life just the other day, reading someone talk about no longer human feels like an odd coincidence I'll see if I can find it, maybe I can find something in there

[@MichisDanglyAngly]

damn i havent heard this song in forever..... you did an amazing job !!!!

[@sognarhs2717]

I'm having a hardcore feeling of Deja Vu lol. Anyway I've just discovered your channel AND IM SO GLAD I DID your voice is amazing :3

[@feralfauna_]

Damnnnn Oktavia that belt!! :OOO Soft verses as well ah you never cease to amaze me

[@madkneeandthepethyn5186]

This song is so beautiful! I can't get enough of it! You just make the song even better with your amazing voice. Keep up the astonishing work ^^

[@thegoddessofstrange_8231]

Oml your voice is like a freaking angel! I'm so jealous how you can sing so great.

[@howlt005]

God I must have listened to this a thousand times by now

[@prawn3721]

CRIES I DIDNT GET A NOTIFICATION BUT IM HERE YOUR VOICE IS SO BEAUTIFUL AAAAAAAAAAAAA

[@CrowAloysius]

this is really awesome!! finally something good in my very bad Monday thank you Oktavia.

[@cerendelibal5200]

Eyy, a new video!

[@westie27]

I got to this a bit late, but I wanted to say that this sounds absolutely amazing. Your voice works really well for this song, the lyrics are great, and you managed to fit the flow of the English lyrics to the song really well.

[@SarcasticAsexualMegane]

I was just listening to some of your stuff last night wondering when there might be a new cover! This is just beautiful, like all your covers. I think I'll be listening to this on repeat for a good while now ❤

[@Kohaku_Ryuu]

Holy shit this is amazing I love this song too. Thanks so much for covering it and doing such an amazing job.

[@cryingtea9288]

Aaaaaah, this is amazing and you're a goddess!

[@LunarPriestessYT]

Beautiful

[@PhantomThiefXI]

i love it, thank you very much

[@dri6603]

I WAS SO EXCITED FOR THIS GOOD WORK AS ALWAAAYYYSS!!!! 💕💞💓💕💞💓💕

[@dri6603]

ah and such a GOOD song choice, smth i know old voca fans can remember from way back when!!

[@FlameThecCat4]

This is the first video I’ve seen from you, and your voice has created quite the beautiful feeling in me. Truly beautiful is what you have sung here, thank you.

[@stormoftara]

Aaaa, this is so beautiful, your voice is magical. I just love this so much thank you for covering this song!!

[@missy6649]

Obsessed with your voice! You're so good!

[@izayahemerald2070]

Oh my god you just made a cover of the first ever vocaloid song I listened to.... Bless 😭😭

[@soulofkalmah1769]

I love your songs Oktavia. Keep up the good work and good luck.

[@valo99yuki]

wow, it was so great, really great, love your voice

[@chairkun9139]

Wow this song is old, i used lo listen it a lot back in high school

[@DontIntoMyHistory]

I'VE BEEN WAITING MY ENTIRE LIFE FOR THIS

[@Jepysauce]

Im actually starting to really like your covers lately tbh #proud

[@lemonsouda]

I'm... I'm in love with this..

[@diosmiolacreatura]

Torn between this and Rinne as my favorite covers from you -- and your singing in this one even reminds me of akiakane's cover of the same song, and that's amazing. Great job ♥

[@hongli2631]

love this cover, great job!

[@eddbelmont8886]

It's beautiful, simply beautiful

[@insertacepunhere2334]

WHY DIDN’T I GET A NOTIFICATION FOR THIS WHEN IT WAS UPLOADED?!?! IT’S AMAZING!!!!!!!!

[@hauntingurmom]

I love your voice in this song so much 💙💙💙💙 I listened to it after a long time and fell more in love!

[@kaminarisan7397]

I've been hearing some of your covers and i'm really hoping you cover ビーストインザビュティ (Beast in the beauty) someday, i really believe your voice would suit that song perfectly

[@この世界の運営]

待ってました！！

[@jet2078]

This cover means the world to me. It’s a major comfort after recent events. Thank you so much

[@CrowAzathoth]

average Dazai Osamu fan fr fr just like me fr

[@ALongHandleForNoReasonAtAllLOL]

This song means a lot to me, and the cover you have done is absolutely incredible, it flows to well, it’s the reason I started to sing myself ❤

[@stellamahnke9497]

I don’t know if you’ll see this, but I’ve always really admired and loved how you sing and your sound. I’ve been studying music and I was wondering if I can ask what software you use to layer your voice with your harmonies and your instrumentals. I hope you have an incredible day!

[@flores6352]

I used to hear this cover on my way to high school, back in 2020. Something about your voice and choices through the song just... resonated with me. In a time when I wasn't able to put my feelings into words, hearing this was something akin to catharsis. This January I got out. I was living in depression, but I got out. As I now listen back, words can't suffice: thank you. Thank you.

[@mirai9669]

The fact that this has more views than the original is just sad, theres nothing wrong with the cover but i def think the original doesnt have the attention that it deserves

[@OktaviavonSeckendorff8]

I do agree the original doesn’t get the attention it deserves but a part of why the original doesn’t appear to have as many views as mine is because old Vocaloid songs became popular on NicoNico Douga first. Check the original out here which still has more views than my cover: www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm9340347

[@alltimeorphan]

still my favorite oktavia cover, thank you

[@galdeveer]

I keep coming back to this even now

[@galdeveer]

even now

[@insan8ty]

I will always love this song.

[@gk21wolf60]

Idk how many times I've listened to this song and never listened to the opening lines

[@shinigamik3027]

This song goes really well with Kim Dokja bruh- It’s also rlly relatable :< Bootiful song

[@pisidora1998]

Yeah, this song is so Kim Dokja coded