Melanie Martinez - EVIL (Lyrics)

[@ChillVibes6868]

This song has been stuck in my head all day, I can't get enough of it.

[@V01D....]

real

[@Urmomsbestfriendd]

FOR REAL SAME

[@Yo_girl_lorax]

Ik right

[@your_localwerido]

SAME

[@t3_gan-ysgc]

same 😍

[@Xx_FluffFries_xX]

This song is so relatable 😭 “i won’t defend you to all my friends, this time I refuse!” Hits hard. I wish I didn’t defend her and protect her. She was horrible, I will never feed her, she can call me evil. And she does. Do I care? No.

[@Milliebrownfansonly.]

Fr

[@YoUr_AvErAgE_dUmB_bLoNdE]

My friend was racist to one of my best friends and she said sorry and my best friend forgave her but I don’t bc she was lit so rude to me so 💀

[@AwwesomlyAwwwetumn]

I’m so sorry for you

[@qiwnie]

I'm really sorry fy

[@ogurocvaludka]

Perfect

[@L0st.p4ntom]

"No, I won't defend you to all my friends this time I refuse" - love that part, fucking reminds me of my last relationship where I defended him from my friends, even after he did something that will still have an affect on me...

[@Has-th5dk]

Glad you escaped it means you're stronger than you think sending my best wishes

[@samxplrcolby]

I've been through it too, and it sucks.

[@realcritical-kr2dd]

Ha! typical

[@L0st.p4ntom]

@@realcritical-kr2dd? 💀

[@realcritical-kr2dd]

@_tiny.mushroom.cosplays_ (late response) wow!.. Never knew you'd reply in a heartbeat after over a year your comment was last created, lol 😄

[@Tree_boyy]

This is 100% my favorite song in the whole album 💿

[@randomvideosbyA]

Samee

[@BriAntJ3]

Same, it reminds me of one of my friends

[@Notfound_inc]

Same

[@Letsc138]

​@@BriAntJ3same

[@crybaby_melanie-]

Same here

[@ashleigh7362]

I’m so glad my friend sent this song to me. I was with a narcissist who used coercive control on me. Used strategic forms of oppression and terror to instill fear into me. To make me fear ever leaving him. He isolated me from everyone. Abused me mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually but using my faith against me. Broke my finger and broke into my house. Tried to turn my friends and family against me. I’m so thankful I found the strength to leave him. It’s possible. Just do everything you can to erode the trauma bond you have between you and the narcissist. Educate yourself on narcissism/sociopathy.

[@Cora_on_pawz]

I feel so bad for you hope that narcissist never come back ever!

[@autumn_breeze103]

I’m still getting over a narcissist who did horrible things to me…

[@EatingCakeAlone]

This song hits HARD!

[@Zoh-ria]

I love this song because of the message, the sound and how versatile it is. This song could very easily be about a horrible romantic relationship, friendship or familial relationship where the other party failed you or treated you poorly. It's just such a good song i love it

[@DeletedCharacter]

I love it when songs describe exactly what I'm feeling and thinking in my head. I deal with an abusive mother and a father who is constantly trying to act like her actions are justified. I'm almost 15 now, and even if I'm still stuck living with them, I'm already trying to move on. I know they're shit and never going to change. They can try and manipulate me into trusting them again all they want, but it's not going to work. And then they try and act like I'm a bad kid for not liking my shitty mother. My father even tried forcing me to apologize once for simply calling out my mother. Well, guess what? No. It's over, I'm not going to just let myself be emotionally manipulated and abused anymore. I'd rather be a bad child than a sad one.

[@jamwamwa4899]

i wish you the absolute best. I know what you're going through and it does get better. Please believe in yourself. I love you for trying, you can do it.

[@genderdystopia019]

Stay strong. stay safe. I recommend watching coping strategies on how to deal with narcissistic parents. Really appreciate your courage.

[@YourAverageNonWeirdHamilfan]

Hello? Cps?

[@Themythicrat777]

I know exactly how you feel, and its admirable that you know your worth 💕 if anyone is hurting you, don’t be afraid to get help though

[@Adrianna123X]

Stay strong

[@accentillia8116]

Evil is the best song in the entire album. *CHANGE MY MIND*

[@claudiamazariego-ht3mo]

❤❤🎉🎉😊😊

[@tannfiercethedisneyfan]

I love that song too❤❤❤❤

[@tediumluvs]

One word: Nymphology

[@Enzo_editslol]

@@tediumluvswrong

[@FroggyBloxXx]

I don’t wanna change ur mind cause you’re flat out correct

[@marbunnz._]

this song reminds me of the person that groomed me when i was 13. i wont go into a lot of detail, but he included me in his fantasies and would get angry when i didnt have time to talk to him. i would explain why, and he would say he bent over backwards for me and i stepped on his face, that i should be thankful he did that. he got cold and distant when he found out i was in a relationship (after telling me he loved me, called me cute, etc). it took me way too long to figure out what he did was grooming, and i only have one thing left to say: you were 23, connor. talking to a child a decade younger than you. im 17 now, and im much stronger than you.

[@TheBigJayAgenda]

I know how you felt

[@ameilioracryptos5298]

I know how you feel, a much older man took advantage of me too. It's sick. They know how impressionable young girls are

[@moafaux]

That’s horrible, I hope you’re doing better now ❤

[@Magicalwolfgamer]

That’s so disgusting!! Are you ok?!

[@halalskahe]

reminds me when i was 11 i was groomed by one of my male teachers. i didnt understand what being groomed meant. i was just a kid and he kept going near me and patting my shoulder. i felt uncomfortable. i wish i'd listen to myself.

[@tayapaquette1833]

NO, I NEVER KNEW WHAT IT MEANT, WHAT IT MEANT TO BE CONTENT WITH YOU

[@rainbowkittensurprise56]

@@mechi..aid it’s all in my head, all in head, whenever I spoke my truth!

[@jessicqkes]

⁠@@rainbowkittensurprise56 NO, I WONT DEFEND YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS, THIS TIME I REFUSEEE

[@jessicqkes]

@mechi YOU CAN CALL ME EVILLLL

[@jessicqkes]

@@Lazychildonroblox TOOK ME WAY TOO LONG TO PUT THIS TO BEDD

[@niyplayz2134]

​@@jessicqkes LOVIN YOU WAS LETHAL GUESS THAT MAKES ME EVIL

[@CherrySheesh]

I just got out from my toxic friends last week and this song reminds me on what I've been through all those hell rides with them. I was always left out to them and they would just talk to me if they need something fr. Btw, thank you for this! 😭💖✨

[@emmawolfx7018]

I did the same last week. We got this

[@Xx_FluffFries_xX]

Y’all got this, keep pushing! I used to have a lot toxic friends, and I no longer talk to them. I dedicate this song to one of them, because most lyrics remind me of them. Especially “I won’t defend you to all my friends” and “every time you tell a lie I’m praying that you choke” I was so sweet to them, loving them was lethal, guess that makes me evil. I will never feed them, they can call me evil, and they do.

[@zak.editz.55]

embarrassingly, i used to be like that to my friend, but i apologized. we're cool now. this comment reminds me of how shitty i was to her.

[@littlerayhayrikugaming5006]

Same dude. And they had the audacity to call me and text me earlier after 8/1 months. Just to trash talk me I didn’t answer or reply. Honestly it was super unsettling. They Sent me a picture of myself. Um why tf do you have that still omg I’m deeply disturbed😭 she had 780 pictures of me. She was PROUD OF THAT ofc she wouldn’t delete them 😭 she obviously has issues 😭😭😭😭 I’m lowkey scared why do people have to be like this!!!!?? Omgg anyway put my shitty shit aside. I hope you are emotionally and mentally doing better even physically if it took a toll on your physical well being as well. Eat your veggies and uhhhh drink a lot of water it’s so hot now days. BUT DONT DRINK IT TO FAST 💗🦝 be safe and take care of yourself 🫵

[@oliviadena7830]

Tomorrow I would finally tell them how I feel and that I don't wanna be their friend anymore , seeing this type of comments helps a little with the guilt for those rare occassions where they were actual friends.

[@helenacecilia530]

I just got out from toxic realitionship and this song is very relatable. When i heard this song first time i first kinda wanted to ignore it because i realited to it very quick but i loved the guy too much at that time. Now i sing this song with my heart im free now and happier!!

[@darkdragonmedeus705]

This is probably my 2nd favorite song on the album besides Void; but every song on this Album is really great.

[@purelymikee]

This song has deep meanings🫣🫣

[@claudiamazariego-ht3mo]

FR😮😮

[@Val_luvley]

FR 💀

[@AlexaPlank-t8d]

i love how it sounds like shes trying to stay calm but still breaks out in these lil screams its like an arguement with that person yk? like trying to stay calm with them. idk how to explain it but this is so fire i love how she's like and it felt like **Bliss** also mice are awesome okay go away um yeah me dancing to this in my room at like 8:00 >>>

[@Pie_Penguins]

mice are awesome 😎

[@StrawberrySeedling-hb7zz]

Mel possessed me in the middle of class, and I started singing from this part: 0:39 I'm dying of embarrassment. 😭😭

[@xo.dxiitzy]

damn😭

[@Crybaby_In_portals]

Same😭

[@brendagonzalez1760]

Teacher tho:is the answer right? You:NO! I never knew what it meant Teacher:you don’t understand what we are doing?

[@StrawberrySeedling-hb7zz]

@@brendagonzalez1760 lol

[@brendagonzalez1760]

@@StrawberrySeedling-hb7zz XD

[@halalskahe]

The lyrics are so true. I dont know which one relates more, fake friends or being groomed, but its so relatable in some way.

[@shanec1200]

“Now the roles are reversed, I told you I’m a switch” ~ felt this line SO VERY hard fr fr Just ALL THE LYRICS of THIS SPECIFIC song. I’ve been a fan of you Melanie, since I was in hs over a decade ago, and your songs as we grow up alongside about the same age as eachother just keep hitting deeper and evoke MORE relativity NOW than they ever had. Another line “Everything i expressed, it never quite made it through. “Said it’s all in my head all in my head whenever I spoke my my truth.” Like WOAH LADY! Cut. It . Out. Gtfo of my head, you’re basically singing a song of my relationship CURRENTLY WITH my BABY’s father.like I love him, but dammit it if he don’t get me and he misses me and kisses great and cares about our son and me to a large extent, but gaslights me when he becomes short with my nature of over expressiveness in his observations, instead of calmly supporting my genuine insecurities about (being aware too) that I speak as my mind is and I’m an “overthinker” and as you can clearly see, it’s nearly how I write too, I have to shorten my raving thoughts for clarity… but(and I’m not boasting or bigheaded or overconfident by a LARGE stretch, but I’m very keen and rarely a mean person, I do hope for “better” and often work towards that in ANY(platonic,romantic or even familiar) relationship. However, not everyone lives up to their potential you clearly believe and Carey the faith for both of you they can achieve…perhaps, if your like me too… you think their more capable of their abilities than you even are in your own. Unfortunately I will carry a lot of our “coparenting” within my (trying for) partnership… but as soon as he drinks again, he goes from lucid and capable of coherent and compassionate albeit EVEN COMFORTING and attentive (CLEAR) communication with open arms, when HE BEGINS TO (having now claimed he is as he states “no different” when he drinks, VERY defensive? Quick to conclude I’m annoying him, sloppy about flirting reaching immediately than playing cool or composed to results of sex instead of the other Sober person I’d never really known but had admired more and even gotten used to and hoped would stay around(not only for me, because love and loyalty drives me, but mainly because I think our son deserves that type of attentiveness and direct connection form in parenting, the sensitivity to resolve and meet and respect his needs and accommodate them as they change… he’s two and may have Asperger’s-aka high functioning autism, if he’s on the spectrum, even if HE WAS NOT, he deserves the confidence form his parents ALWAYS and NOT the frustration I’ve seen his dad often times get short with me about, my instinct is to defend his desires and remind ppl of his autonomy, even in place and given space of his father, my most recent partner whom I’m not really sure about often enough to decide rn, I try but I’m not cemented and he knows this… I’m nothing else if but honest and he detests this when he drunk but admired it when he’s sober) in short courts made him take AA and now that he’s out of the program he’s began again but our caseworker favors him and doesn’t seem to note HIS history or record of it, but rather that I may be “emotionally unfit” as a mother but no one will advocate for my son like I will. And he think I’m paranoid or “looking into” something that is not there. TBT, I notice everything about everyone, I have such an attention to details of character or retain so much, even the little things no one even thinks of… I have to downplay it so I don’t freak ppl out. I suppose this song hits because I know I’m unusual but not bad, not “crazy” just a High IQ with PTSD and a kid that I was told I’d never have or had slim chances of conceiving right within the same two year time frame my dearest and supportive sister I made his god mother, died. And their bit Jesus are a day apart, and she died the day after hers and his is right before hers… so YEAH tf ofc I am going to therapy to handle that… but it’s help to not perceive myself as an alcoholic projects me to be “spiraling” “crazy” “depressed” when I’m healing through greif and got hit with news I’m more than willing to accommodate to because I’m so grateful to still have my boy, ya know? But it takes proactive to build back up confidence (through all THAT, no less) too. It’d be nice to be offered the same respect and not just seen as the “gf who does it for him, dad job” because his grandma and mom always did and in a big way until the day she too passed away(my sons great grandma and my coparent’s Mothers mother) she literally did pay his bills , and I just appeared to be nagging, but I’ve never asked him for a vent of child support, been told I’m AM a dimbass for that plus additionally I pay for our sons medical bill expenses that Arendt cheap, haven’t been working yet, lunch and save every dollar and he got not only his grandmas life insurance policy from American Airlines (nationwide coverage not just stage to state) after working for just under 20 years BUT HER LATE husbands as well) and STILL says HES THE ONE that needs help. So in short context, yeah, this is THE SONG I be jamming LOUD AF with him present in a room. Because I NOT ONLY feel it, but like LIVE IT. Day to day to day. ~cRc13 Thanks for liking my comments.

[@adoree.bliiss]

HOWD YOU WRITE SO MUCH

[@ScarlettWard-y4w]

Dam that’s a big comment….

[@n1ghttm4ree]

"I never meant what it meant to be content with you" I can relate so much.

[@genevievelingo3004]

1:31- 1:39 literally my favorite lyric

[@Lilly_24-m9i]

Same 😂❤

[@n_charry12]

I think this one is the most happy song of the album and it’s called evil xD It is catchy, upbeat synth beat

[@xxstrawberyblenderxx4345]

Melanie is an absolute godess

[@evangelinejenkins2249]

She is ❤😊😊😊

[@peanutsfinger]

goddess*

[@Lilybethhues]

She is, but she doesn't like to be called a goddess or queen because she doesn't like being put above her fans

[@SmileyCoyote13]

She is 100%

[@Uhmalr]

“I won’t defend you to all my friends this time I refuse” That hits hard.

[@thelittleetherealghost]

This is an incredible song- THANK YOU to Melanie for exposing narcissists and their never ending abuse. Edit: POWER to all survivors 🩵🔥

[@Artblock_1]

“ I hope you never cope I hope you slip on soap, crack your head like an egg, wanna see the yolk” dude I love that part so idfk why though

[@amandapark7786]

Throwback to old Melanie ❤

[@t3_gan-ysgc]

This song is stuck in my head 💀 i was still awake at night and singing it 😭😍 Edit: thx for 10 likes 😍 Edit 2: NO WAY 36 LIKES TY

[@Noobyayy]

omg same like- i'm obsessed with this song 😍😍

[@sunsetX1]

Fr melanie's music slays!!

[@YourAverageY2kRat]

My favorite song without a doubt over everything it has a hint of feeling betrayed and a hint of perseverance perfect song for someone who needs to get over an abusive relationship👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

[@joycebills2068]

1:01 my fav part

[@Samanthaumina]

Put this here so whenever its liked or replied to i can come back

[@JcJenson15]

COME LISTEN

[@motherofsamuel]

wsp bae

[@xxSweetbeansxx]

come back

[@n殺人ドローン銅9]

CATLASTOR

[@vickieroe5417]

Hi

[@Hunter_Hollo]

“I never what it meant to be content with you, everything I expressed to you never quite made it through” I felt that…

[@Proud_earthling_0]

This, powder and nymphology are my favs in the album❤

[@leafyoyle]

Really relatable, as a people pleaser i can feel guilty when i have my evil days but this song helps me deal with them :D

[@star_daph4]

Hi :)

[@leafyoyle]

@@star_daph4 Hii!!

[@Insertuser1]

Hi leafy!

[@leafyoyle]

@@Insertuser1 Omz hii!!

[@xmmayyxdivaxx]

LMAO I REQUESTED THIS SONG AT MY SCHOOL DANCE AND THEY PLAYED IT😭😭😭

[@Darknesschance]

😭😭😭😭😭

[@Mayy4uu]

DAMN

[@Maisie_editsss]

YOURE SO REAL FOR THAT

[@xmmayyxdivaxx]

@@Maisie_editsss nobody knew the song except for me and my other friend so we screamed the whole thing out loud💀

[@Shosai-cx2ob]

WTF😂WAIT WHAT HAPPEND

[@YourFavorite-x6w]

0:36-1:00 is the best in my opinion

[@tzy556]

The whole song is the best

[@kuromii_iscool]

@@tzy556 well like they said it’s their opinion

[@Luci-morningstar--]

Nahhh more like 0:00 - 4:09 in my opinion

[@yasmidmaldonado2549]

Im in the middle of a separation from a narcissist and its awful the things they will put you through. My daughter was listening to this song the other day and she tells me listen mom this is for Dad. Sad but true

[@aniwhapop7017]

"Remembered when you smiled right to my face? as all my little ear of oxalteee" my favorite partttttt this song is so gooodddd omg I love it

[@JustMe33230]

Omg, I love your profile pic

[@KyleIsMyPookie]

LOVIN YOU WAS LETHAL GUESS THAT MAKES ME EVIL BEST LINE EVER

[@Val_luvley]

I AGREE

[@caneca._.]

Exactly

[@n殺人ドローン銅9]

CRAIG PFP

[@darksideofmoon811]

Off topic but I love your Craig pfp

[@LynLysandra76]

i'm obsessed with this song like GODD PLS. WHY ARE ALL OF MELANIE'S SONGS SO GOOD! LIKE EVERY ARTIST I'VE LISTENED TOO I WILL AWASY HATE A FEW OF THEIR SONGS BUT I DON'T HAVE ANY SONGS THAT I'V HATE FROM MELANIE-

[@Rain_WCUE50]

This song hits hard because I escaped a few toxic friendships in the past

[@KyndraRubio]

This song gave me LITERAL CHILLS ❤

[@corruptedrings5786]

This song is so good 😭

[@That1Goober7]

The *”No!”* was absolutely perfect, I can’t stop rewinding it to that point😭👌 (0:40 and 2:06)

[@TheVoidIsEverywhere]

This is easily one of the best songs EVER

[@groundzero2088]

This song is relatable on so many levels.

[@r0sezz]

"see the horns on my head? there from goddesses on god" is always stuck in my head 24-7

[@belllinefowlfarm2408]

"Remember when you smiled right to my face as all my little tears of oxalate they made a shap revealed a snake" And "everytime you tell a lie im praying that you choke" but "hope you never cope, hope you slip on soap crack your head like a egg wana see the yoke" ahh they hit so hard and "left your shit on red four times today and it felt like bliss" omggg i just love this song ❤

[@zebraroll2037]

Such a good time to find this song! Into the playlist about the person it goes.

[@IOSALive]

Creative Chaos, This made me laugh so much! Thanks for sharing!

[@normagonzalez997]

omg I LOVE URVIDS

[@Therian_on_paws-yx7jx]

This song hits hard. My mom is currently kind of emotionally abusing me. My girlfriend saw it way b4 I did. I was talking to her bro and he kind of saw it too. I just realized that they were right. She kind of is. This song represents for me what I want to say to her. Especially “I won’t defend you to all my friends, this time I REFUSE!”

[@xxSweetbeansxx]

one of her best songs in my opinion

[@Chuuyanakahara701]

I love the ‘crack your head like an egg’ bit fsr-

[@IOSALive]

Creative Chaos, nice video you deserve more views

[@ahumanmess]

This song is so therapeutic I had a really abusive ex the type that slowly creeps in on you he took things from me I will never get back physically and emotionally most of my friends had been friends with him for longer so they didn't see the signs either till we broke up due to other reasons and I told them about the relationship and looking back it was so fucking bad he only talked to me when he wanted something from me other than that i was useless to him he didn't love me he talked bad about me behind my back I hate him but I hate myself more for letting myself get in that relationship. Thank you for reading.

[@plague_nursekiller]

It's going to be ok

[@ahumanmess]

@@plague_nursekiller thanks it means a lot

[@Insertuser1]

I’m sorry, I hope you’ll find the right person if you do find one.. people can be harsh

[@tulipglobe]

like the fact that her songs are so fucking relatable like its way too good😭

[@Idkreally..]

NO I NEVER KNEW WHAT IT MEANT TO BE CONTENT WHIT YOU EVERYTHING I EXPRESSED I PROFESSED IT NEVER QUITE MADE IT THROUGH

[@Z1P.THE_PIRATE]

SAID ITS IN MH HEAD, ALL IN MY HEAD WHENEVER I SPOKE THE TRUTH

[@Sayorithecinnamonbun]

I nearly cried from this because how relatable it is man. I barely cry, never cries because if a song either.

[@PuntaCanaForEver]

Portals is one of the best albums of melanie martinez ❤

[@sabrinadejesus8298]

I LOVE THIS AND ALL HER SONGS THEY ARE RELATABLE

[@MariaJoseOrtiz-uw8vn]

LOVIN YOU WAS LETHAL GUESS THAT MAKES ME EVIL ‼️‼️🗣️

[@worldtraveler134]

These are profound words and lemme say no matter the age a player will play! #EVIL

[@cabin_1_girly]

I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH

[@Amethyst.i]

Reminds me of my step dad “Never knew what it meant to be content with you” I’ve always lived scared to mess up and do anything wrong, I stay away from him as often as I can. “Everything I expressed …never quite made it through” He doesn’t listen to anyone else and believes anything he does or says is the gospel truth. “Said it’s all in my head whenever I spoke my truth” He constantly gaslights us especially my mom. Calling her hateful names and then saying he never said that at all. “I won’t defend you to all my friends this time I refuse” “Take it to the grave if you want to play pretend” My mom never wanted us to tell people how he acts because he will put up an act and act like he changes and I know he never does but he decides my mom constantly. She spent years suffering in silence and I’ve never said anything but recently I’ve stopped pretending. I’m tired of acting like he’s a good person.

[@realcritical-kr2dd]

@Amethyst.i why won't you just leave and go live another part of life without him? You can leave by joining the Army and do what's best for your life instead of just living with your step dad. Your suffrage could easily be avoided, but living in silence is another challenging event.

[@TnoRRoleplayer]

1:33 is the best part bc ik she maybe talking about oliver tree.

[@soomanylolas]

fr

[@Vivian2043]

No wtf

[@Vivian2043]

They literally broke up in good terms

[@TwoHatz0.o]

BRO EVERYONES TALKING ABT THE “NO I NEVER KNEW WHAT IT MRANT, WHAT TO MEANT TO BE CONTENT WITH YOU” PART BUT WHAT ABT THE PART AT 1:36 ITS BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR SO LONG!! :DD

[@Whostolemytoast94]

I love the tune!!! This is just perfection ‘chefs kiss’

[@nico-wr8zu]

After him: "I left your sh¡t on read four times today" "And it felt like Bliss used to miss your kiss" Before him: "No, I never knew what it meant, what it meant to be content with you. Everything I expressed , I proffesed, I never quite made it through "

[@Silver_moon_x1352]

You called the other day, I stayed away I left your shit on read four times today And it felt like bliss, used to miss your kiss Now I'm hop-skip jumpin' over narcissists Throwing all your stuff into the abyss Now the role is reversed and told you I'ma switch How you like my spit? That's for all the piss that you left me in See, the horns on my head, they're from goddesses Goddesses, on God No, I never knew what it meant What it meant to be content with you Everything I expressed, I professed It never quite made it through Said it's all in my head, all in my head Whenever I spoke my truth No, I won't defend you to all my friends This time, I refuse If you bite my hand again I will never feed you, you can call me evil Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited Took me way too long to put this to bed Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil, evil Evil, evil, evil Remember when you smiled right to my face? As all my little tears of oxalate They made a shape, revealed a snake Now I'm stop-drop rollin' over all your jokes Every time you tell a lie I'm prayin' that you choke Should've listened to the signs and the horoscopes Hope you never cope, hope you slip on soap Crack your head like an egg, wanna see the yolk You are such a hoax No, I never knew what it meant What it meant to be content with you Everything I expressed, I professed It never quite made it through Said it's all in my head, all in my head Whenever I spoke my truth No, I won't defend you to all my friends This time, I refuse If you bite my hand again I will never feed you, you can call me evil Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited Took me way too long to put this to bed Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil, evil If you bite my hand again I will never feed you, you can call me evil Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend I won't be mistreated, please call me conceited Took me way too long to put this to bed Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil, evil Evil, evil, evil, evil Evil, evil, evil, evil Lovin' you was lethal, guess that makes me evil

[@ellianapierce5986]

This song is so damn catchy😭

[@kaymccarthy8880]

oh my god i love this song so much

[@jaden_xlol]

2:06 the second "no, i never knew what it meant, what it meant to be content with you." is so satisfying

[@Eshayayayaya]

BRO IVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR THIS SONG FOR SO LONG FINALLY FOUND IT

[@RF-4C.95]

i can totally relate to this song, my Step dad can be a bit of a control freak and a just all around Jerk half the time and my mom almost always takes his side with everything, and she also had bin keeping secrets from me even thught she says we don't keep secrets in our family, i am getting so sick and tired of hearing there bullshit and i won't take it anymore.

[@alecesneed4262]

Give me the strength to leave my narcissist

[@oliolioliX]

Are things better now?

[@ashleigh7362]

Say “the narcissist” not “my narcissist” don’t claim that demon

[@HARUPLAYZROBLOX]

My boyfriend broke up with me two days before my birthday, today is my birthday and hearing this song feels so so relatable.

[@allyenfromthebottomofthesp8083]

NOW I AM HOP, SKIP, JUMPING OVER NARCISSISTS SAID ITS ALL IN MY HEAD, IN MY HEAD WHENEVER I SPOKE MY TRUTH TOOK ME WAY TOO LONG TO PUT THIS TO BED NO I NEVER KNEW WHAT IT MEANT WHAT IT MEANT TO BE CONTENT WITH YOU TAKE IT TO THE GRAVE IF YOU WANNA PLAY PRETEND I WONT BE MISTREATED PLEASE CALL ME CONCEIVED GUESS THAT MAKES ME EVIL, EVIL EVIL This song is so fucking freeing

[@mollyheartxo]

This has been stuck in my head all day!

[@Adrianna123X]

This song reminds me of how my dad makes me feel

[@therapypony]

Sending love to everyone who is or was in an abusive relationship and knows how warranted this song is 💗💗💗

[@staceylicher525]

“TAKE IT TO THE GRAVE IF YOU WANNA PLAY PRENTEND”

[@Lilly_24-m9i]

So true

[@kylahBartholomew]

LOVIN YOU WAS LETHAL GUESS THAT MAKES MAKES ME EVILL

[@lorenasotopreciado3108]

Bro I hear It 1 Time AND I GOT OBSESSED

[@zYun4_h3re]

"took me way too long to put this to bed" litterally

[@lilly_uwu9824]

THIS SONG IS PERFECT TO SING TO MY ENEMY ONE DAY BUT IT WOULD BE SO CRINGE IF I DO 😭

[@Random_Cat_Named_Cosmo]

No make it like one of those gacha videos and own that shit

[@beautiful_ferns]

@@Random_Cat_Named_Cosmo FRFR OWN ITTT

[@PrincessAcornHair]

It’s not , I already did - Well I made an edit and tagged them

[@Random_Cat_Named_Cosmo]

@@PrincessAcornHair as you should

[@PrincessAcornHair]

@@Random_Cat_Named_Cosmo slay

[@noxxilein]

I'm honest, I never had a (toxic) partner. But I grew up in such a family which made me develop several mental illnesses. At one time I was surrounded by a lot of toxic people who gave me the feeling of being proud of me (something I'd never hear from my biological family) just to contact my birth giver so turned each other against me (worse, it was when I already was in a mental hospital because I wanted to yk because of them) so I literally thought it's really just my fault and that I deserve it. Thankfully my therapist and all the staff from the hospital were on my side with this - they were disgusted by this people to say at least.

[@Fnafgameing]

Best song yet :)

[@carolinearaujobaccin4537]

Melhor música!!!!

[@Livelolly]

My cat looked at me on that “I will never feed you” line lol

[@MiaStowe192]

This song is perfect for me to sing whenever I'm mad at the person that used me for my body

[@aquillahonoh6298]

yeap this song definitey taking me through a second heartbreak ,love you melanie

[@mel.crybabyyy]

howd u do that

[@Midnight_Afton645]

This song literally played on my radio yesterday

[@FrootzKat]

not gonna lie this song helped motivate me to leave my abusive ex and break my codependency. it still makes me cry when i sing it and i always end up crying in the shower sobbing while i sing along if it pops up in my playlist

[@Kpop947]

Evil sounds like void at the intro- IM CRYINGGG❤

[@Jup1t3r_0n_p4ws]

“I never knew what it meant to be content with you!” “All the fear I expressed..” hits hard. i have a toxic friend irl and srill havent pushed ehr out of my life, because ive been with her for so long. so maybe if i just change myself for her she will be kinder

[@EmilyMolina-dg5ls]

Helping myself will be a privilege.

[@haneenumar7204]

i absolutely love this song it describes an old friend of mine perfectly she was narcissistic,would never admit her mistake and call me out for the littlest things i'm proud of myself that i broke things off with her, in all honesty i don't want to wish her bad i hope shes safe where ever she is right now and a better person

[@FroggyBloxXx]

lol like a toxic friend I don’t like, she doesn’t know I say this song is about her

[@haneenumar7204]

@@FroggyBloxXx hope things are okay now

[@FroggyBloxXx]

@@haneenumar7204 Nope, she’s just a narcissist. Don’t know how to tell her I think that though

[@haneenumar7204]

@@FroggyBloxXx as long as she doesn't mistreat you . . . .why do i sound like a mom?. . . .

[@Insertuser1]

@@haneenumar7204it’s ok to sound like a mom! Your just making sure this person is okay, and unlike most people wish bad for their ex friends or bf gf, you wish them the best! Your a very respectful person and protective of people even you don’t know 😊

[@TheAbsoluteCYNical]

They barely give her any airplay- (only heard VOID 2-3 times and that was it). They cut her off for only the chorus at recording of the concert TV.

[@Nikita-Leigh_Williams1]

I LOVE THIS SONG SM❤❤❤

[@PhoebeAndNox]

When i was a child whenever something bad happened to me my parents would always gaslight me into thinking it was my fault, like when i was crying instead of helping me my brother just laughed at me while my older sister just kept throwing stuff on me until a tumbler hit my head so i told my parents what happened and all they said was it was my fault since i was crying even though it was my sibling's fault since instead of helping me they just ignored me and threw stuff at me in hopes that i would shut up. Now im getting treated really shitty and i found its probably cuz im the youngest and the weakest in my family, they enjoy hitting ms telling me im useless because they know im weak and dont know how to fight back, it really sucks and sometimes i dont get why i still feel guilty of thinking that they deserve to die even though they don't treat me like their family.

[@rozinaparveen1329]

fr, that is really Unfamily-like of your parent to do. They should treat well for who you are.I hope everything is okay now. wish u well

[@cwispytortillas]

Female rage. I love it.

[@victoryjoe01]

1:49 my favorite part

[@jahrizgaming869]

aughhh this is therapy