mental health diaries 6 YEARS ON // did I tell the truth??? | MHM

[@elisatladixo]

Omg you even sound so different

[@marieroseeee]

LITERALLY!!

[@maddyboorman]

its the personal growth for me🥰🥰🥰

[@marieroseeee]

🥺🥺🥺🥺

[@enchanted_wildflower_]

eventhough i wish you could have finished school like normal, i'm so glad to see someone out there who didn't cause of their mental health, just like me. i'm 25 now and will do exams in a few weeks to finally get into uni hopefully. somehow people seem to forget that mental illness doesn't only make you poorly, it also affects your whole life path, which often times leads to ones mental health getting even worse. and especially when you live with it as a teenager, when you are supposed to lay the foundation for your future with school and stuff, it can influence your life so much. so thanks for the representation and happy birthday

[@jadehale4424]

I loved watching this, it was so interesting so see the difference in you then to now. Mad to think I’ve been watching you for 6 years. That blows my mind. Look at the women you have become. 💗💗

[@lilykd9432]

This is so sweet, almost like you're being an older sister to your younger self. You should be so proud of how far you've come, thank you for this x

[@osnapitzfx4]

Omg 3:17 where you literally said what "past you" said before it got to that part and you got weirded out HAHAH your face there is iconic!!! it's honestly so weird knowing there was a past self that existed and we can evolve and change so much as time goes. You sounded so different Marie!!! your voice was somewhat like 2 pitches higher? and idk if it's because you've been on KZbin since 2016 but your confidence in talking on camera has grown! So thankful that you've still been continuing to talk about mental health on KZbin and for how long you've shared your journey!! You're not someone who represents people with BPD but as a person who struggles with it and continues to speak about it openly on KZbin it's massive and you're like a voice for those who are scared to share about BPD like myself. Thank you

[@osnapitzfx4]

omg you were 17 in the video!! aha I feel like our teenage years were literally gone in a blur. but wow!! Baby Marie!! also, I wonder if at the time you knew of BPD?

[@Laura-xn2uh]

I had a similar situation with school. Took a few days off at the start of year 10, intended to go back but ended up taking 3-4 years off to get myself better! Now I’m at uni with the qualifications I need and doing what I love

[@lissi6973]

that made me so hopeful, needed that❤

[@kikiwang625]

Omg I relate to this so much about validation. I was so desperate to know what I am struggling with. I was diagnosed with BPD when I turned 18, which also turned out that it wasn't right. Now many years later I have been diagnosed with bipolar with psychotic features, and it later changed to schizoaffective. I am still struggling to get BPD off my charts even though it doesn't fit anymore. I was so different when I was younger to how I am now. It is possible BPD remits but I think it is also very likely that it is overdiagnosed in younger people before their personality is even stabilised.

[@rachelbreen6963]

This was super interesting Marie!! Younger you is also adorable I just want to give her a cuddle

[@aimeekosovich]

The growth, we love to see it!! That voice change oh my god! 😂💜

[@marieroseeee]

i knowww!!! 🥺💜

[@hopebashford2645]

Omg I remember watching this video years ago haha. Girl you’ve come so so far and I’m so damn proud of you :) Loved this video- I found it so interesting ❤️

[@hollyhigbee4378]

I remember watching that video back then and it’s great to see how much you’ve grown, this was so brave of you and thank you for sharing. I wish you nothing but the best❤️

[@graceclarke4780]

my birthday's the day before yours, we have VERY similar experiences and I am pretty sure we have been to the same hospital, at different times. I've been watching for two years now, and I appreciate your honesty more than anyone else on this platform (obviously Pip too ur both amazing). I hope you realise how much of a positive influence you are in this world

[@alexandralaudenbach7628]

WE LOVE THE ENERGY MARIE 💕💕

[@josiemarie3828]

Not boring AT ALL💕 something different but suits you well imo😜

[@sophiac5354]

awwww baby marie, what a cutie!! for your age, you were really well spoken! you must have been one of the first people to start speaking openly about mental health, fair play to you! 💗💗

[@almaziina1385]

Saving the video for when in have my first bath so I can not be bored

[@racheld6205]

YOU WERE/ARE SUCH A CUTIE!!! your voice has changed too!! I love seeing you react to old videos! Please do more!! Lots of love 😘😘😘😘😘

[@layniedodds7993]

I love you and your videos so so sooooo much. Please don’t ever stop being u. We all love you and support you through everything and anything xx

[@Beyonce1801]

I love this!!! seeing how much you've grown and developed

[@jasminec4636]

You sound so different! I loved this video. You should do more ❤️

[@bizarrebunny5579]

I remember this video so clearly omdssss. “I had a broken brain” I remember using that line for about a month 😂

[@AmyRebeccac]

I remember watching this Marie, can’t believe I’ve been watching your vids even before then love you loads xxx

[@ShaunHolden]

Hey Marie you sound totally different. Was really insightful to watch this knowing that we have spoken on a couple of occasions. It’s actually really nice to watch this as it helps understand your story a lot better. You made me out saying that you were 17 on an adult ward! You’ve got so much experience in this industry and it’s so great to see you using this to help others! P.s my mum is now your biggest fan after our live haha! Xx

[@beinguniquebeingmeeve]

Love how you've grown and accept your experience more truly now 🙌👏💖

[@ayybibi]

i just wish you could come back :(

[@saffronb5221]

Ur sooo amazing sis and I'm livin for the amazing growth ur so pretty 🤗❤️❤️❤️

[@LIZZYBANKSS]

Awww too cute! Deffo personal growth so lovely to see xx

[@katieconroy4449]

you look great marie! love the video ✨

[@vanessavazquez2597]

have depressed to I understand you Marie I been there was scared to but know I am fighting I cry all the time I am doing good then before

[@lisagelma1387]

The progresssss👏🏼👏🏼

[@LittleAsian_]

You’re amazing 🤩

[@user-wb8ny6tq6c]

You look ethereal marie✨

[@harryvoigt1848]

Love how the first thing said "is look how weird my boobs look in this top they look saggy af"such a Marie thing to say 😂💙!love your vidioes they've helped me alot with dealing with my mental health xx

[@lisagelma1387]

Looking stunnin as always hun♥️💕

[@sarahjo5570]

Baby Marie: I'm not Psycho Post psychosis Marie: but you ARE BITCH ME TOO😭😹😹😹😹😹😹

[@RebeccaA7773]

love u x

[@tessward2221]

You rolling your eyes or pulling 🥺 face at baby you is the most adorable thing. This video made me feel sick though 🥴🤔 hope you're doing ok xxx

[@marieroseeee]

hahaha!! and oh no why!! 🥺xxxx

[@Max-uu6rv]

i love these videos

[@elliexx2844]

I love these videos so much 🥺

[@hayleyvenus9736]

Love this video

[@rachaelharper3778]

Hi Marie Just recently came across ur channel and I love it I canrelate so much to you. Can you please make a video on how to make new friends. Thanks love you 😍

[@jadesmith6626]

Your voice has changed so much !

[@sigitadombrovska6596]

Sooo gorgeous 💖💖💖😀

[@tugceerten3556]

ahh i found this v interesting to watch. youve come so far ahh

[@noellebombardier7556]

Ok but this is such a cute video

[@DaughterOfChrist1997]

9:23 audio got louder ahh

[@matthewdenham7398]

You always tell the truth and there’s nothing wrong with that

[@andreawasiak983]

As I have BPD, I'm curious as to if depression and anxiety is different in people with BPD? Is it possible to do a video on KZbin about it?

[@bmxogreen961]

Honestly this was such a good video, but the glow up you went from 👸🏻 to 👸🏻

[@marieroseeee]

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤️

[@nathalielestrange500]

Really good video :)

[@LucyGem98]

I don't know how you can sit for this long and listen to your younger self talk. I would be cringing so hard I turn inside out😂

[@lornatw]

Oh my gosh your voice accent has changed quite a bit! 💗 wow, never knew you lost hair- was this stress induced alopecia? Also I always get confused because you have such Virgo energy but you're a Pisces right?!

[@Echo-yk1id]

She says in the vid it's an anorexia side effect.

[@user-ct3nt4bx7x]

❤️❤️

[@soundcode0246]

Marie, what A-Levels did you take?

[@readjon]

I want scars like you have, but every time I don’t get them which makes it worse

[@ashleebates5708]

What the heck to you mean

[@readjon]

@@ashleebates5708 I cut but don’t get very good scars and that upsets me

[@daydreams9790]

One day you'll be glad

[@readjon]

@@daydreams9790 Definately not it’s why o do it

[@daydreams9790]

@@readjon lol I have self harm scars and I'm not happy I have them now, I used to be but it can change. I know it's not going to change your opinion though, that's fine

[@vanessavazquez2597]

My favorite part is there a 17 year old I am 17 year old

[@vanessavazquez2597]

I think they should help you but not be 24 hours when your doing your own thing