EXPOSING MY DEPRESSED SECRET TUMBLR

[@dominique8230]

I love how you started out saying "repost" but then getting deeper into your posts, you switched to "reblog" in true 2015 tumblr style 😄

[@marieroseeee]

hhaha!!!! good notice 😂

[@hayleys4240]

your comment about ‘wanting to be the worst’ really resonated with me, maybe in a future video you could talk about how you got out of that mindset? love you xx

[@sherlockedxx5165]

It’s like manifestation- the more you emphasise and repeat and engage in an ideology the more present it becomes in your thoughts. If you’re also only engaging in negative and toxic posts it just becomes normalised to you and you forget that it’s actually not normal and you need help! I feel like some parts of Tiktok can be like this but I hope people have the awareness now that it doesn’t become 2014 tumblr lol x

[@jessicawalther9466]

Getting rid of my tumblr was one of the best things I ever did for my mental health. I’m glad you made this video because I really wish I skipped that high school tumblr phase. Just feeding myself sadness 👀

[@jadehale4424]

This is bringing back all the mems 😂 I seriously did think when I was 16 I was effy from skins. Why the foook did we reblog things like this. I used to spend all night scrolling through tumblr being a depressed bitch! Scary that back then we actually thought this was all real! Xx

[@lilyrose141]

ahhh i love this video, marie! like yeah it's not about mocking who we were back then, it's about recognising the dynamics of that depressed tumblr bubble back then and understanding how it shaped us and in turn how we can actually live with depression/depressive tendencies. (would rlly enjoy a part two btw hehe)

[@ftwrblue]

oh girl you couldn’t have uploaded this at a better time, needed some Marie content in my life - been poorly because of the vaccine this weekend so imma order myself a pizza and chill and watch this 💗

[@marieroseeee]

yesssss mollie!!! sending love. hope you feel better soon but yaaaaas for the vaccine xxxxx

[@indigo.98]

Omg I used to reblog stuff like this too and it’s so sad looking back.. it literally MANIFESTS more dark thoughts/experiences!! Stuff like this highlights how far I’ve come thank goodness

[@jadesmith6626]

This took me back a few years to when I did similar things, finding comfort in things like this is definitely something I used to do, cringe but sad at the same time.

[@faithmcevoy4218]

the MEMORIES ohmygoddddd my tumblr was exactly like this

[@bg-uw6zh]

We've all been there! Thank you of being brave enough to show us this. I'm so proud of how far you have come and this video and your advice has helped me so much xxx

[@LIZZYBANKSS]

I agree with what your saying about recovery, no matter what it is that you are recovering from... you do have to give it your all and stick to it otherwise it's just back to square one again. I am so glad that you are so much better than you used to be, it's refreshing to see how you are able to go back and review your headspace from then to now, you have done so well Marie

[@sbjade9812]

we all had a sad tumblr page as teens 😹😹

[@katelyn1433]

I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS. I’m currently In sh recovery but I keep telling myself I can recover from sh and keep my ed. But since I’ve read that book you recommended it has changed my perspective.

[@nathalielestrange500]

You gave some really good tips in this video which I needed today, so thank you 🤍

[@hannahmiall]

already watched on Patreon but you bet imma watch it again. Love this gal so nice to see how far you've come too! xx

[@tessward2221]

this is so funny 😂😂😂 I'm so sorry for howling at 14 year old Marie 😭😂 some of its sad though :( ❤️ I used to think I didn't need any more friends. And it's comforting what you're saying about not knowing what you want, because I too feel like unless I know my goal and what I want I'll never be successful. Is this an old video? Your nails are from Christmas 🥺🤩

[@lisamueller1512]

Would loooove a podcast from u Marie! 😍

[@Funkynutblast444]

“The picture of me is SO old” *is almost the same picture as her KZbin pfp*

[@marieroseeee]

it’s 5 years old

[@Funkynutblast444]

@@marieroseeee love it

[@sophiac5354]

Loved this video Marie, a great start to the week💗 definitely brought back some memories lol. I was howling at the readings with the dramatic music in the background😂😂 a part 2 would be so good!!

[@jasminec4636]

I used to have a Instagram to post depression quotes and on tumblr and in the last year I haven’t really used it and it’s helped me so much because I know it made me feel worse!

[@lanaroberts9929]

Yesssss sponsored video Marie! So proud

[@Multispeciesspace]

Thank you so so much for this video! Sending you lots of love ❤️

[@maddyalbright2531]

i could NOT find this video for the life of me. im confused to why it says it only has 129 views but its from three days ago... lol . it should have more veiws. also theres an ad! marie we need to be hyping you up more so youre making that money!!!! love u

[@kathrynlouise1372]

It says she only posted it 18 hours ago?

[@maddyalbright2531]

@@kathrynlouise1372 when i first saw it it said it was posted on the 11th lol

[@kathrynlouise1372]

@@maddyalbright2531 oh really? Wierd

[@Kee_Star_92]

Loving your videos. How do you feel so comfortable talking on camera your made for it go girl

[@rachaelharper3778]

Leave the bad people! Ooooh the suns coming out 😍😂 your so funny marie

[@chrisfilms8674]

Your so helpful! This video helps me feel more motivated to be the person I want to be 💖

[@Echo-yk1id]

I still have Tumblr, that I've had since 2011 *gasp*, my older stuff, and stuff during my relapse a few years ago are 🤮 as you put it, lol. I mostly just blog like... nature and cottages, funny things, some pro-feminist and political stuff, and then my personal posts interspersed when I need to vent. It inititally was this toxic shitty thing for me, but it now allows me to connect with other people with chronic illness, talk about difficulties or reflect, and I learned a lot from other user's that I never otherwise would have. You have to shape your own experience bc there's still a bunch of pro-ED and self harm related content.

[@Gee-dq7pn]

I found your podcast instagram and I've never been so excited in ma lyfeeeeeeeee

[@soundcode0246]

What is itttt??

[@socialside5332]

I hate the fact my friends pushed me to do tumblr so I would fall in her so called hole of depression. Thankfully I didnt but i was so negative anytime i was on it seeing my friend post depressive shit but then act like nothing in real life cause apparently that's just for tumblr. I had my issues with tumblr with explicit adult films but glad I got out that one. But still cant get my head round teens doing depressive shit when they are depressed and dragging their alright friends in it. Most didnt have no issues they stopped when they stopped just a phaze but then you have real depressed teens who are now adults and still depressed. We need to talk about the depressed phase more and emphasize how its normal and nothing serious but to educate other teens that are genuine mentally hurt to not fall in that path.

[@Raisingapokemon]

Ooooffff also thought Effy and I were soul sisters

[@lulu3344]

I really really love your new content Marie xxx

[@gemmi1]

When I click on the notification bell it says "request requires an invalid argument" lol what?

[@jazz2179]

I can totally relate to this video! Used to have a dark tumbr like this back in the day and the best thing I ever did was to delete it and stop using it lol

[@HannahVlogsMH]

what a mood hahahah, i was such a depressed tumblr teen although i still use it now 👀😚💗

[@camtheclam9289]

nooooo not “the sun will rise and we will try again”

[@lauradillon5410]

Yes to a part 2!

[@elsa6075]

This was a really great video!!! Love it, love u 😍

[@sarahbrown2571]

Yay sponsor!! go marie get that coin :))

[@EmilieSothman]

Yes, Part 2!

[@domy6827]

what a cool idea

[@anfaellis3717]

TikTok is the new tumblr tbh. So you ,if you see this, no going on TikTok looking at sad videos!!!

[@bg-uw6zh]

YES TO PART 2!!

[@xfreyawatson]

I honestly think for me, it was kinda synonymous with the law of attraction- u know? I engaged in these negative posts and then I just kept feeling worse, like you put bad energy out there and it comes back

[@domy6827]

wow i've found tumblr a much healthier community than twitter

[@mayaruhinda5918]

You should do a podcast with pip/ Fiona/ Ella !

[@BelleTisd]

Do a part two

[@curtisbemis6640]

some of this is so real though

[@brownlatinaa46]

Depression when u have enough to eat and a place to sleep, wow what a luxury

[@mimmi8255]

Guess tiktok is todays tumblr?

[@MrVlandus]

Is Tumblr good for writers?

[@domy6827]

yay skillshare

[@BeautyGlamx]

You’re flawless 😍

[@gajakuscer9349]

Love you queen ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@sigitadombrovska6596]

Love you girl miss you 💗💗💗💗👍🏻

[@hannahwallis1290]

What is tumblr? Sorry I have no idea 🙈

[@maddyalbright2531]

i meant sponsor not ad. congrats girl

[@marinarussell3909]

Basically came on to sponsor Skillshare same as Pip Rudge pretty feeble.