MENTAL HEALTH KILLED ME

[@JamieNyland]

Sorry to hear this man! So glad you spoke out about this and was strong to share this! As always you know where I am if you ever need someone to talk to no matter what time ❤

[@joebradfield6549]

Top man Jamie

[@Ịṃḅọṛẹr]

The 2 best UK youtubers

[@Ịṃḅọṛẹr]

The 2 best UK youtubers ever

[@ProtectiveDadPranks]

This is a very real and raw video. Thank you for making it!

[@DeadlyGame666]

Mental health is a struggle, ever since I got out of the military, I have been struggling with mental health everyday. To you Ben and anyone else within the world who suffers from it and feel all alone, always know that you are not alone. Love, Care, and Compassion to those who suffer and still fight the good fight.

[@jessicakarmasek9149]

I've suffered with depression and anxiety for more than 20 years. It's gotten worse over the past 10 years. Thank you for being brave enough to share this struggle with us. Not a lot of influential people talk about their mental health and so many struggle with it. We need more people like you who share the good parts and bad parts of themselves. You are not alone ❤❤

[@amberrees4326]

I feel so so bad for Ben and we all are there for him but is he still with Gee and I know how it feels to lost someone that you love so so much so I'm glad that he done the video and talk to us about it.

[@IKeCaribou]

Love you Ben! I’ve struggled myself with severe anxiety for over 15 years, since I was a kid. You’re not alone. We are not alone!💪🏻

[@incrediblegamer1025]

I lost my sister 2 years ago of Crohn’s disease. She went into cardiac arrest and never woke up. She was 24. She would’ve been 26 last February. I miss her every day and I hadn’t been happy ever since she died. I know what you’re going through Ben, I hadn’t watch any of your prank videos for a while because I had a rough 2 years but I’ve been watching you since day one and you’re one of my favorite KZbinrs and I’m sorry you’re going through this right now they say that time heals all wounds. Well, let me tell you something, my friend. That’s a lie and they probably will never heal because every day without my sister. Is horrible. And with you losing Marge and your grandmother it’s tough. I Watch everyone I loved and who was very close to die. I still got a good life though and the good Lord has always provided over me and my family but I still struggle every day with mental health issues but I try to stay strong for the family and stay strong for everyone and most importantly, stay strong for yourself. I hope things get better for you Ben. I’ll be praying for you. We all love you bro don’t ever forget that.

[@notjackcurrycrewofficial382]

I have crohn’s disease, stories like this always scare me, sending lots of love to you ❤️

[@incrediblegamer1025]

@@notjackcurrycrewofficial382 same goes to you too my friend and thank you for reading that long ass post lol 😂 I know Ben Phillips himself probably won’t read it but I just wanted to put it out there and let ben and everyone els know that he’s not alone

[@incrediblegamer1025]

@@notjackcurrycrewofficial382 one more thing if you want some good advice for your Crohn’s disease get a feeding tube as soon as you can if you have a good insurance and if you start to have seizures, go to the doctor immediately because that’s what happened to my sister and the only reason why she passed away for is because my insurance wouldn’t give her a feeding tube so fight for that as much as you can because life is way too short

[@RebeccaWright-xd7bl]

I have Crohn’s disease too, I have just turned 26 end of feb! And these stories scare me!

[@joshhealey9476]

These stories scare me im a carer to my wife who has recently been diagnosed with crohns disease and type 1 diabetes she use to walk 10 k with dog now she can't she will be lucky to walk 5 k then exhausted rest of day

[@KeganLahey132]

Stay strong, Ben. We're here for you man

[@olliejohncurry4447]

I think Ben Phillips is dying of terminal state from Esophageal cancer

[@keaganbond]

3:12 - 3:18 I myself have had panic attacks in the past. And I, too, suffer from anxiety due to my autism. Keep your chin up, Ben. I'm rooting for you, mate.

[@zxidy]

you've taken the right step by making this video. finding your path again is vital, learning that only you can get yourself out of that phase, I was once in that position. I still get anxious but I've identified how I got to where I was and it sort of went away. there still so much work needed on myself, but its about finding your thing and having a balance with all things in life. one step at a time is enough

[@zxidy]

it can get lonely but counting your blessings puts into perspective how it could be a lot worse, some of us don't have any kind of support system to go to when we feel down. and another thing is you CAN get your mind right. people did it before us and we can do it too. if its social media and technology consumption that's your main cause, utilise spending time outside and offline.

[@Evo8hp]

@@zxidyI agree 👍🏽 but it doesn’t justify the horrible treatment we get from others always laughed at hated for nothing name called. Judged for having a past. Judged for being different. Surrounded by people who don’t care drink and drug abusers those who lead others todo so to fit in which makes us worse. List of evil is endless and people delight in it. Why. It’s pathetic. Only we can make and break change.

[@zxidy]

@@Evo8hp I don't see how that related to my comment but the world is full of broken people, produced by broken people. its a cycle that won't end, as long as you can identify this then you won't be affected by peoples abuse, you will do your best to help yourself and them to whatever level you can. we can fix the world but we can try to fix whats around us even if its one person including yourself

[@johnduncan572]

Ben and Elliot I’m sorry for your loss and nana and grandad will be missed every single day and we all support you through the toughest times and keep your heads up and they are always going to be watching over y’all

[@mjbetts2017]

Hey. When I was 10, in 2016, my mother and two sisters died and even to this day I struggle with my mental health really really bad. When I think back to that time as an 11 year old really going through it, I swear to you the only good thing I remember is watching yours and Elliot's videos and it being literally my only source of happiness. Thank you for that and I know we will both get through what we're going through. Much love brother and keep fighting ❤❤

[@ESTOverEverythingXX]

I'm so sorry to hear about you struggling, Ben. It's absolutely the worst. And you feel like there is no way out. I really do hope you can find a way out of this ❤ I have been struggling almost 23 years now with anxiety and depression, I alao suffer from chronic fatigue syndome, low metabolism and fibromylagia. I have been so deep down the rabbit hole that I did try to end my life a couple of times, but somehow still ended up not dying. Your videos has helped me bring some light into the darkness and the prison of my own mind. KZbin videos, gaming and music is what helps me cope with this. I take medications for my depression for many years, but it barely keeps things in check. I just want to thank you for this rawness, vulnerability and emotions. I love you, Ben. ❤

[@mariahoride2435]

I suffer with anxiety and depression and ur videos bring me to a point where I can smile and forget about what’s going on in my head. Even when u have people around u still feel alone. In my head I feel like I’m in chains and locks and can’t escape it’s dule dark and cold and dangerous. Thank u for talking about metal health it’s not talked about enough ❤️❤️

[@raylenlovesiv]

I've struggled with my mental health and quite literally mental illnesses from I was about 6, I'm 15 now. I was groomed from I was 6 until I was 9, and sexually abused and kidnapped from I was 7-9. during that time your videos helped me SO much, your videos weren't necessarily something an 8 year old should be watching but they were and still are so funny so it definitely brought light to my life, I was hospitalised multiple times from I was about 8 until I was 10 and then when I was 12 I was hospitalised again but this time for an attempt where as the other times were due to sh, when I was 13 it got 10x worse and I genuinely almost died. now I'm 19 months attempt free and 2 months sh free, I still struggle with my ed but still your videos would make my life so much easier, I have a new psychiatrist now and I'm recieving the help I need. mental health is so hard to deal with, but just know you HAVE made other peoples lives way easier, including mine. stay safe Ben ❤

[@DannyPaul-c7s]

I'm not gonna tell my life story all I'm gonna say is Ben everyone struggles, your an inspiration and throughout many people all over the world you were their light in their childhood and you gave them something to smile about when they were going through that much shit they didn't think they would smile and then they watch your videos and pranks and they forget about the real world, your pranks are an escape for many with mental health, you've saved many, ik you know that. I aint the only one who this applies to.

[@Rosiegirl2007]

Aww Ben, i'm so sorry you are going through this. I also struggle with anxiety and panic attacks. I've struggled for 23 years and still do, even worse since i had cancer. We all need someone to help us and as you said in your video a problem shared is a problem halfed, you can even reach out to us. I'd happily be a listening ear. Take care of yourself.

[@jessicahales8746]

I think ever since covid people struggle more with mental health than before. I’ve been struggling with it since my grandmother passed in 2017. I was medicated and that helped me the most. I didn’t think I needed it but turns out I did. I took myself off the medication at the end of last year. I was only on it for like a year and a half but it made the biggest difference. Also surrounding myself with family and friends helped so much too. Praying for you to have the strength to carry on.

[@lenplays]

Ben, You're amazing. We as a community are here for you. No matter the hill or valley. We love you with all our hearts and we're here if you ever need to vent. You're awesome man.

[@jenf2146]

Prayers, I suffer from depression and anxiety. I have had dark thoughts myself. And I lost my only child a few years ago which didn't help. I'm hanging on because I am raising my granddaughter. I found your videos while searching for anything as a way to help me keep my mind off my depression. Your videos along with others have helped me greatly!! I hope you know how you have helped so many people. And those people, well we all care so much about you. Take care of yourself. Put yourself first!! If you need a break, take a break! God bless! ❤

[@hamzahkent]

Stay strong, Ben. I’ve been struggling with anxiety and mental health. Stress over life decisions. Hope I have a way out.

[@rayenaks]

This is powerful Ben well done for sharing always remember we love you no matter what we’re praying on your behalf keep going bro

[@martsharp6275]

Am crying whilst watching this because I can relate too every aspect of this video and so much more. Love you always my friend and remember it's okay not to be okay but please be as open as you can always

[@PoeticMind]

I'm drowning in a whirlpool of emotions, struggling to put into words the turmoil that's consuming me. Lately, my mind has been a storm of dark thoughts, each one more suffocating than the last. Dealing with the relentless pain of Crohn's disease is like fighting an invisible enemy that never rests, leaving me drained and defeated. On top of that, the weight of unpaid child support hangs over me like a guillotine, threatening to chop away what little stability I have left. Despite my best efforts, job opportunities slip through my fingers like sand, leaving me stranded in a desert of desperation. Once, I had a steady job at a law firm, but now that lifeline has been cut, and I'm left to navigate this maze of uncertainty alone. My debt is piling up faster than I can keep track, a constant reminder of my failures and shortcomings. And as if that weren't enough, my body seems determined to betray me at every turn, with my Crohn's symptoms worsening by the day. It's a vicious cycle of pain, fear, and frustration that I can't seem to escape. Living under my parents' roof at 27 feels like a punch to the gut, a constant reminder of how far I've fallen from the life I once imagined for myself. My broken-down car serves as a cruel metaphor for my shattered dreams, a constant reminder of everything I've lost. But what hurts the most is the judgment and misunderstanding from those around me. When I try to open up about my struggles, I'm met with skepticism and accusations of laziness. They don't see the nights spent tossing and turning, the tears shed in silence, or the battles fought behind closed doors. In my darkest moments, the temptation to give up and fade away is almost overwhelming. But somewhere deep inside me, a tiny spark of hope refuses to be extinguished. It's the belief that maybe, just maybe, there's a way out of this darkness, a glimmer of light waiting to lead me home. And so, I cling to that flicker of hope with everything I have, praying that it will be enough to see me through to the other side.

[@PoeticMind]

Sorry for the rant, just felt like venting and I have no one to talk to about this. I guess it's better to talk about darkness than to contemplate it to heavily.

[@AlexStafford11]

The realest person I have come across. Thank you for sharing your story and experiences from both sides of the mental health spectrum. I’m here for you and so are millions of others.

[@BoysInTheDoon]

well done ben, i went through a very rough breakup a while ago and still dont feel right personally, thank you for you time ben , and your words, your story is helping people and myself more than you can imagine.

[@AnnaMyles]

Can so relate to how you feel definitely got worse over the years ty for doing this I've watched you for years

[@ReflexOfficialx]

You Got Me Ben!! Were family for life my brother, im only that call away!! We all go through it just got to have all of your friends and family around you which will make you get through this Love you Bro!

[@jamesgavins4958]

Ben, Thank you for this post. I have been having issues feeling valid enough within my new job and place within my family. My 3 girls and wife are everything to me, but day-to-day is terrible, especially lately. I have watched you for the last 6+ years watching you and Elliot while laughing so hard, and sometimes not so much. I find that joy comes few and far between lately. I appreciate your words of encouragement as well as making yourself vulnerable by telling your story. It means more than you realize.

[@uknc]

Love you Ben! I’ve struggled myself with severe anxiety for over years, since I was a kid. You’re not alone. We are not alone!

[@mattendo-retrogaminguk3584]

It’s nice to hear you be honest! Well done you! ❤ Nice to hear I’m not alone too!

[@willsheets6080]

we are all with you man you have to selfish before you can be selfless. I used to be there, and still fall in and out of it. for the longest time I felt all that mattered was everyone in my life except me. I only focused on the selfless part of mental health and neglected the selfish love each person needs for them self. you have a big heart and one of the best people I’ve had the privilege to use as a crutch when i needed a laugh. for the longest time your videos were some of the few things that made me smile, I know that you will find someone or something to help you like you have done for all of us. Everyone here has your back as you have had all of ours man, Thank You! ❤

[@jorelmayhew8578]

I would just like to say that I have been watching your videos since I was in middle school and through high school and even afterwards I found your videos funny and uplifting. I was struggling with a verbally abusive household, and I couldn’t see a way out of it and your videos kept my spirits up all throughout middle school and high school and even a little while after right up until my mom passed away and I would rewatch some of your older videos to kind of get through that pain. I think it’s amazing that you are open to sharing where you’re at in life right now and I wanted to let you know that my prayers go out to you. I will pray for your mental health and I pray that if you don’t know Jesus already you will come to know him and you will get through this. God bless you and thank you for keeping my spirits high. And this video has just given me the courage to keep going a bit longer. God bless you, Ben Phillips.

[@KatherineTipton912]

I struggle as well just like you , I've struggled as long as I can remember, I'm 44 now and still have my ups and downs. Please take care of yourself .. I pray for you and anyone else with Mental health issues 🙏 ❤

[@jaycrafter3051]

Stay strong ben, mental health is hard but as long as u hold control over yourself and what u do with help from others you'll get through it.

[@adammartinez6756]

Thank you for putting up this video because mental health is real man I go through this every day

[@OMEGABOI2K]

Ben man ive watched your vids since i was 12 im 20 now you always make us fans laugh you take care bro we love ya :]

[@ZainHDHQ]

You helped with my mental health over the years with your content. We’re here for you bro❤️

[@thomasrudge4632]

Stay strong Ben. I'm going through it myself right now, so I know how you feel. Always supported and followed you, your videos help me so much. We're all with you.

[@bethwresx]

wow… I really needed this video, thank you so much❤ I genuinely have been struggling with my mental health for about a month now, obviously it’s been way longer but I haven’t been to college for a month, I haven’t been leaving the house & I’ve been losing interest in what I love most (music). This week I’ve almost done all my days in college which I’m rlly proud of myself for but today i kinda hit my breaking point, I’ve been in tears for half the afternoon. I cried in my mums arms and told her everything that was going on & what I was feeling. Keep going Ben, we love you so much and are all so proud of everything you’re achieved🫶🏻 thank you sm for everything you’ve helped me through over the years! I appreciate you more than you’ll ever know

[@soostamas9800]

Stay strong Ben, i know its hard but you can get through it. I was in the same place after finishing dental university straight into depression and pills. Thankful for my friends and family for helping me get over it little by little, it took me half a year to put those pills down. You have to know that your life worth so much more than this so be strong! Sharpen your mind and body…and talking about body, another key is SPORT! Go to the gym, buy a bike, do anything you can to stay in shape. It is life changing. Hope you’ll get better soon!

[@QueenTarleah]

Hey I'm so sorry to hear what you are going through ben I really am and I've been frozen tough times myself life isn't always easy

[@AbbyDunn-xd8gx]

we all love you ben!! just remember you are not alone either!! i hope you feel better, and get better soon. you helped us so much!! you are our hero. and we are all very proud of you.

[@KalvinSingh]

Stay strong Ben! 💪 Big fan of you from all the way in Canada ❤️🇨🇦

[@Ghostzy01]

Had very bad anxiety since 16, absolutely debilitating like yours at times, but yeah, had zero answers back then, nobody to relate to nothing. I wish me back then had a video like this to understand it’s not just me. Keep fighting, you will win, it might feel it at times, but it is not as strong as you are.

[@briannaspencer229]

Sending all the love and support for you. Anxiety sucks and I appreciate you talking about real life.

[@paulwilson3669]

Ben, came across your video. Top man for sharing your mental health challenges. I’m 56, sold my business in 2020 and met my business goals. I have a great family, great life but I had a complete breakdown in Jan 2023. I got through it, I’m out the other side, that said I’m consciously aware of how vulnerable we all are. Much respect Ben, the journey to getting better begins within you All the best

[@welshgirl9233]

Stay strong Ben I know how you feel it is so very hard same time you your a good man

[@karmenwildheart]

Stay strong! Remember, you are not alone!❤️ We're all here for you 💞 keep fighting, you can do it! We all believe in you 💞sending love and positive vibes ✨❤️

[@amirsafwan8491]

You are not alone Ben, it's a constant struggle. Especially when you don't know how to handle it, or how to find a solution to it.

[@sgxxxx8752]

Mental health is one of those things you can’t seem to get yourself out of no matter how hard you try, but, there is always good days. In the moment it doesn’t feel that way, but there is! I know you’re a strong strong guy and to come on here and have the strength to talk about it, shows that! Be proud of who you are Ben even struggling yourself you still make your time making everyone else happy. You’re an incredible guy no matter what that voice tells you inside your head! I’ve suffered for a very long time too, I’ve tried to end it a few times and now I see in hindsight that was never gonna resolve anything. All it would have done is cause my family to grieve and that’s exactly what I didn’t want, I hated making others feel the way we do, and that’s why I did what I did, not just because of how much everything was getting but I felt that I was letting my family down by having to deal with what I was dealing with, but in reality I was only making it worse for them! One day Ben you’ll find your way off ‘coping’ if that’s the word to use 🙈 you’ve done so much for this world, now it’s your time to help yourself! We all love you so much keep going ! ❤

[@lilaruden2214]

Stay strong Ben were all here for you and I understand how you feel and I struggle everyday with my mental health. I understand. I hope you stay strong Ben you're great person and I know we all can fight threw mental health.

[@thethirdfloorpodcast9392]

Your content has brought me so much joy over the years know that you are loved, I am here for you

[@anitraante1603]

Don't let the devil get to you. You are absolutely amazing and your videos are too. Keep up on the stuff you love doing .

[@aliciafaust5753]

I struggled with anxiety ever since I was really young. Felt like I was in a sauna and felt dizzy everytime I was anxious. Thank you for sharing your feelings.❤

[@amylouisekadir5102]

Aw man this has broken me.. thank you for being brave enough to tell your story, iv met you personally and you did nothing but make me smile. I am sufferer of mental health and depression so I relate to you on many different levels.. thank you for giving every one who suffers with mental health a voice. Stay strong ben you got this,your a beautiful human being and I adore you. Keep smiling and take each day as it comes. Love comes from within always remember that x

[@amylouisekadir5102]

Your not alone remember that, and in here if you ever need to half any problems❤

[@Dezzag24]

Mental health has fucked me right up been sectioned a few times depression and paranoid schizophrenia has totured me for years you can get all the help but its still there stay strong ben but i will never give up no matter how hard it gets

[@LawrenceeKao]

I’m just glad that people are opening up and spreading awareness, it makes me feel less alone, gives me the strength to keep on going as I deadass feel the same way, been struggling for so long

[@jackforrest2044]

Keep being strong Ben! You can do this mate keep fightin!!

[@firefighter200283]

Thank you so much for sharing. I have ptsd and I know what you’re going through. And it’s hard. My 11 year old son asked me one day why did I walk away to my room from him and his brother and sister. I finally had to tell him what I have because of what I went through from when I was a firefighter and sometimes I need sometime to clear my head and cry. And he told me daddy I’m head for you and if you need a hug you let me know and I’ll give you a hug and not let go. That made me cry and gave him a big hug. Your not a line man

[@katiegouldburn3974]

i suffer panic attacks and anxiety on a daily i have for 7 years and im now 29 and still suffer ano what ur going threw its not nice but believe me uv got this and it will get better. you have to have the bad to get the good i found seeing a councillor helped me alot to open up maybe try that and some cognivtive therapy uv got this ben ❤️

[@marympostupakakababa3016]

❤️‍🩹I totally know where your coming from Ben. I have been through the worst 3 yrs of my life battling a work accident, needing lawyers to win my lawsuits, and trying to get disability. Also losing my mother and me and my father being homeless. But I do see thr light at the end of the tunnel, and things are Turning around. But my depression has gotten worse and I really need to go to see someone to talk to. So I can be there for my older daughters, my grandbabies and my dad. My daughter introduced you to your videos when you 1st started out, and you made us laugh. It's hard being a rock for my family and making them feel happy etc. I am also the clown, but inside it's hard to make myself laugh too. I hope your going to see a professional to help you out. Me I'm trying to find the right dr for mental health. We will be a fan until the end and are so grateful that you are getting help 💜

[@Anthony-rp6yp]

You’re enough you matter and this world is a much better and brighter place with you In it never forget that 💯🙏🏻🤗 You are loved and greatly cared about man never give up

[@aimeesalter9521]

Sending lots of love I know how you feel mental health Is horrible mines up and down at the moment Your such amazing, caring,loving,funny,handsome and talented guy with a heart of gold I just want to give you a big hug Hope you feel better soon Love you so much 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[@emilymcgurkUK1997]

Im so proud of you for making this video! It’s not easy to speak out about mental health but you doing this is an excellent way to give strength to anyone going through this 😁

[@Jakebauer936]

Lots of love ben and fair play to you for talking #mensmentalhealthawareness

[@alliandalex7142]

grew up watching you ben, hate to see you in this sort of situation. my prayers are with you in these hard times and i hope you will get better and see the light at the end of the storm.

[@sashacockley3147]

Thank you for being so raw about your true feelings. I struggle with mental health too been diagnosed with PTSD thanks to an ex and it’s being dealt by the police. Having a low day today but watching this made me feel a bit better knowing I am not alone. Got my first trauma group therapy in a couple of weeks hoping that will help. I have a dog she’s a Miniature Pinscher called Marlene 😅she’s been my rock, knows when I’m done licks me to death when I’m crying and wakes me up if I didn’t have her in my life I would sleep all day. Dogs are the best and know when their owner is down they can sense it. I have a supportive boyfriend and feel sorry for him when I take it out on him but his stuck by me. I will get there I have up and down days. I hope you will get better in yourself too hang in there xx

[@nicolebuchanan7949]

Ben thank you for making this video. I know what you mean about mental health I have depression, anxiety, PTSD from childhood mental and physical abuse by my mother. I'm on medication but I don't think it's helping. I've tried so many also losing my dad in 2002 from cancer I carry guilt because of us having a fight and I left home and didn't talk to him. We didn't get to fix our relationship. I keep thinking he passed truly thinking I hated him which is not true. Ben I'm sending you hugs and I hope you see this. I've been watching you for many years and Elliot. Hugs and love 💕

[@mattieharris3747]

Ben dude it's all about keeping yourself happy and healthy an having a great support system with ppl to help you through it the door is always open never closed to talk about what is going on it takes weight off your shoulders. I've been through the same things as you man. Crippling depression and social anxiety and almost end it but if it wasn't for my sister and my partner and having a mental health nurse to help me be in the right place in my head and mind where I'm medicated for it an therapy sessions to help with also adding ADHD and autism and OCD an meltdowns it's hard work to get their but it's worth it getting to a better place to being some what myself being a complete goof ball enjoying life with my family. Having the medication for all of it helps just go out their an get the help needed.

[@backyardperhaps]

hey ben :) kinda refreshing to see this side of you ngl, and thank you for reaching out. it's not always easy navigating mental health but your words mean more than you'll ever know. as someone who has grown with you in a way since vine days, i'm so happy to see you!

[@bensweeney2336]

Stay strong man I'll keep you in my prayers

[@olliejohncurry4447]

all those years you’ve been through for what you’ve done in the past few years ❤

[@jennibett]

Hope you feel better soon Ben! I've struggled with my mental health so I know the struggle

[@King-K26]

I love u and el me and my dad have watched your videos since day one i lost my dad in 2020 to cancer i still watch your videos it make me feel so close to him again i have struggling a lot mentally ash w we’ll always never feeling good enough always being bullied for my disability my size Bec. I’m trans keep your head up Ben u got this i believe in u you guys are like my big brother ik it’s hard right now but I believe u will get threw this i love u guys stay strong bro ❤

[@Gethyn_god]

Much love Bro❤❤ You can do this never give up hope you get better 💚💙❤️💪🏻💪🏻

[@loureneejayne29]

Well done for speaking out it's a hard thing to do honestly suffer myself from mental health it's hard at times have good days and bad my dogs have been my saviour

[@josephroman3290]

Ben I know what you’re going through the last 2 years have been really hard for me but thankfully I had your videos to put a smile on my face I’ll be praying for you and don’t let this stop you from making others smile and laugh like me you’re a legend brfo for life ✌️🙏

[@tyronestock379]

hope Ben feeling better soon Because him is a amazing Person and Stay stronger out there

[@chadcohen6626]

You are an amazing human being. I can relate to everything you said. Thank you soooo much!!!! I hope you start to feel better soon.

[@TheFiles21]

sorry to hear you have been going trhough all that you have, but i want to say a massive thank you for sharing. i went through mental health years ago when no1 hardly spoke a word about it, i was on suicide watch in a mental health hospital. i got amazing help from proffessionals and support services as well and family and am in alot better place these days, i still have occasions where i have dark days but am better prepared to understand whats happening and thats it a bump in the road. but thank you for using your time to highlight issues and to make the most important thing you can do is to reach out and that theres people willing to listen and help.

[@martsharp6275]

Ben I have followed you from day one and I have chronic anxiety and panic attacks on a daily I'm petrified that these demons will get a hold of me one day. I've spent endless hours in my room crying wondering when the next anxiety attack will happen. If I could explain my own situation I get a rock in my throat we are stuck in a fight or flight mode contiously waiting for the next panic attack. I just wanted too tell you you are not alone in this situation as much as we think we are we truly aren't. I've opened upto everyone around me and still feel alone. You are a very good friend of mine even if you don't know who I am that's okay I just wanted too tell you your a great man who is inspiring me too change every aspect of my life. Please don't give up ever. I feel like I'm living but stuck I just wanted too be honest with you aswel. If I was gone tomorrow who would truly miss me anyway

[@Toumi_Bilel]

i hope you recover from that problem youre the best and your team too stay strong god bless you have faith fight those sick thoughts

[@benskinner1722]

@benphilips thank you for doing this video for all of us with mental health you might have your fans followers haters and people who care but your still human and we all should be kind especially now I have Borderline personality disorder and anxiety and depression for over 20 years now 31 this year it's tough but meds keep me sane and my 2 sons

[@seancoombes3446]

I’m sorry to hear this Ben. I hope you’re alright and we’ll all pull through together ☺️ I think it’s harder for men purely because of the perception of men having to be strong. It’s hard, but it is okay to reach out. I’ve struggled, been through really dark times where I haven’t even been able to pay attention to my parents speaking to me because I’m so lost, and I’ve thought about taking my life. The thing that stopped me was the thought of hurting my family. I hope you reach out to friends and family, and start getting more pleasure in life again ☺️❤️

[@Lunablueeyes]

Ben, I'm struggling too with Anxiety and stress, please don't take the easy way out, there is help and you deserve help. Please realize the people you would be leaving behind. ❤

[@Icecoldgaming-vlogs]

I can totally understand Ben, especially with your Nana and grandad RIP within a year space sending love

[@JonahRohrer-c5v]

I lost my best friend to mental health and I just wanted to let you know you realizing what is going on is a big step we believe in you and are always in your corner keep your head up bye taking one day at a time love you Ben!!!!

[@HereticalPreist]

You’re a good man Mr Phillips. Keep fighting the good fight and don’t give up

[@wendygalloway9174]

Ben that takes a lot of courage to come on here and tell us about your mental health, you are one amazing guy. You will get there as you have the strong support from your family, friends and all the people that follow you. Take care x

[@isaacclive4149]

Take care ben !! You always made me smile.. and today you are motivating to sort life.. proud of you brother!

[@Damag3d71]

As a person that has had a self harming and anxiety past. I thank you for making this video even though it is probably the hardest video you made, you may have sent someone in the right direction for help.

[@kaylajohnston4944]

We are all here for you! God bless you Ben x

[@Rogues-s8z]

Get well soon Ben , love from Taiwan ! ❤❤❤

[@tomedy_official]

I almost know the feeling bro. I away find a way to keep it positive

[@EvolvedGodzilla360]

Bro, I'm very sorry to hear about this, just know that you have all of us to support you man, hope you do well, you and your friends, but mostly you

[@emmalouise020982]

I think what you have done in this 20 minute video, is one of the best videos you've done. To put all fears, experience knowledge and thoughts out there to help others is completely amazing, I know this won't help but your never alone you have a committee here, even more so now. We grew up with you, and if you let us we'll be here to help you decide where to go from this point onwards, maybe do a live over the weekends so your not alone and we can support you that way. Go back to basics just you and a camera talking about you and what life xxxx

[@kvrif]

Stay strong, Ben. We truly love you and we will always support you! It can be hard and difficult pretending that everything is okay, but lately.. we always try our best to get everyone through this issue we have occurred. We truly love you and we will always be there for you no matter how hard that life is in right now. We always believe in you.

[@Bigttherapper]

I’m so sorry to hear that Ben keep your head up man thank you for speaking ps I’m a 21 year old man from Tasmania. My name is Tom. This speaks a lot to me because I’m struggling physically and mentally with mental health at the moment, I’ve been struggling with mental health for two years now going on free is the hardest thing I have to deal with some days I feel like crap another days I feel like good and some days. I just don’t want to be here but life is worth living there are people out there that you can talk to and there’s people out there that speak out about this on the Internet that you can turn to like you Ben thank you for spreading awareness. You’ve really helped me with a lot since 2019, I love your prankIng channel with Elliot if I didn’t have you guys to watch I don’t know where I would be. Keep your head up God loves you we all do. If anyone is struggling with mental health please go and speak to someone it is the best thing you can do. And it isn’t too late, and you’re never too weak to speak.❤

[@rtch3t386]

Thx Ben, it uh, actually helps to hear advice like this alot. Been struggling differently, but still struggling, and this helps to hear a bit from others and see them face it like this. I think I can be honest about some of mine too. Thank you again🫂

[@Loved_Ones_xx]

Sorry to hear this, keep fighting stay strong , I lost my parents when I was 9yrs old and now time flies .. keep fighting Ben 💖