Mid June ‘24 Knitting, Quilting, Cross Stitch, Reading

[@annmoore6562]

I'm pouring a lovely ochre balm on your bruised heart, Amy Beth. Thanks for being vulnerable. It's a good reminder for all of us that a messy, ridiculous, imperfect life is totally normal. Go gently.

[@gratefulknitters8899]

Never apologize for grieving, this is your channel! I’m so sorry for your loss, it’s so hard.

[@pamelamcculloch3667]

I knew something was wrong the minute you said hello - never shy away from sharing the harder parts of life, you are right that it helps us balance our expectations and journey through the ups and downs. I’m sending you a big hug!

[@belindagritter1572]

So did I. Not the usual cheery, "Helloooooo"!

[@stephaniekingman9349]

big virtual hug for you. losing your furry friend is the absolute hardest to do. They always leave their paw print forever on your heart

[@OneCatCrafting]

I am so very, truly sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing. I just want to give you a big hug. Last August our golden was accidentally let out of our house by a delivery person who opened the incorrect door. We live on a Main Street in my town. He was hit by a pickup truck. My husband got outside as he was sliding along the road and held him while he died. I got outside just after he passed and we carried him next door to the house where there happens to be a vet clinic. They were unstaffed that day. My husband laid him on the ground and I started doing CPR because I couldn’t do nothing. My hubby drove the car up across the lawns and we put our doggo into the back. I kept doing cpr on our way to the emerg clinic. He was my husbands best friend. It was a few minutes until someone came to get us and told us he was gone. I somehow didn’t expect it, I did CPR. I’m not medically ignorant I guess it was emotions. I was spinning the night before his death and I haven’t touched my wheel since. My husband hasn’t driven since because he’s afraid someone else’s dog will get out onto the street on top of his ptsd (he’s a retired first responder). I’ve barely knit since then. I went to visit family a few months ago and my grandfather suddenly fell ill and passed and I haven’t knit a stitch since then. I feel like my main coping mechanisms are too tied to trauma. All that to say I understand, I’m so sorry, there’s no “better” way to lose them and thank you for sharing.

[@terrismith4019]

Thank you, Amy Beth, for letting us sit with you for just a bit, and hear the story of your family’s loss of dear Annie. Those of us who understand the devastation that comes with the loss of a cherished pet also understand the need for support while we heal. It was not too much. We love who you are, and appreciate the courage you demonstrate in deciding to discuss challenging subjects. It takes strength to be a human who does that. 💔❤️

[@laurelbreckenridge6898]

You sharing your feelings helps me in ways I can't properly verbalize. Thank you for trusting us with your grief. I'm so glad that Annie had you, and that you had her.

[@Knittingangel67]

I am so sorry for your unexpected loss. Thank you for feeling you could share real life with us.

[@demiefraggle]

Oh I am so sorry for your loss. Definitely not too much..For those of us who have watched for a long time, we have gotten to know all the dogs...and care about them. Always glad to be a distraction.

[@plansandprocrastination]

You handled this perfectly. Both for your intimate family as well as your KZbin family. Thank you for sharing. Hugs.

[@atticusk8548]

Condolences on the loss of your beloved pup Annie. She sounded like a 'one in a billion' pup and companion and I'm glad you got to share your lives with her. Your love and affection for Annie came through so clearly and I am glad you chose to share your experience and the resulting grief with the folks in this community. Sending you, your family and of course Gus much peace and love during this difficult time.

[@marelevesque5045]

Just a note to say I’m here for the messy bits too, sending virtual hugs.

[@julielandy9162]

Amy, so sorry for the passing of your fur baby. They truly take a piece of our hearts when they leave. Grieve as you need. Then when you have space ,celebrate all the funny times, precious times and those moments that were the best. All the love and healing light going your way.

[@shelleyfry]

You started talking, and it wasn’t your usual greeting, I thought “oh”. Then you explained. Thank you for sharing - sharing grief can be so difficult, but you have kindly given us the chance to let you know that you are so loved. Annie sounds like a most excellent dog - carrying the toy to prevent any unwanted ‘grabbing’ was a great idea. And now, I will dry my eyes so I can keep watching. Love to you and your whole family.

[@smiley15646]

Amy Beth, feeling for you deep in my heart, as it is so hard to lose these wonderful 4-leggeds that enrich our lives. It’s good to talk about it and get the collective love we all feel for you. 💕

[@grammyangie4s993]

Thanks, Amy Beth. You allow us to empathize, and as fellow pet owners, we have all been there. May your heart hold Annie's memories.

[@lisad8731]

So sorry for your loss. There is nothing like the love of a special dog. Hugs

[@jacquecaldwell6792]

Dear friend, I cried today at our visit, as I too have lost my beloved dog Annie in the last year. Thank you for sharing your journey

[@donnakottmer-tyson5930]

Oh my gosh, please don’t apologize for the grief and loss you and your family have experienced. ❤️They are just our furry children. Grief is loves souvenir! Give Gus an extra pet from all us viewers.

[@susanrine9562]

Hugs my friend!! Annie was blessed to be so very treasured. Cherish your memories. 😘💞🐾🐾🐾

[@roniholm8878]

So sorry about Annie! She had 14 years of a good, loving life. If this is "triggering" to someone, they don't need to watch. I'm glad your daughter was home so you could all say goodbye. Losing a pet is very hard.

[@karenbudnick]

So sorry for the loss of your fur baby. I got teary for more than a year when we talked about our Sandy, who we lost when she was also about 14. It takes time.❤

[@lalaleelou1]

I’m so so sorry for your loss. She was such a lucky pup to have such deep love. Thank you for sharing with us. Sending you love.

[@lauriestrothman8330]

Oh, Amy Beth, my heart goes out to you. We lost our three precious senior dogs all in about 13 months… one after another. I think that the hardest thing about losing a senior pet is that they have been a part of your lives for so many years that it is so strange when they are gone. Oddlly enough, the younger dog that we adopted (after we lost the first two, had a friend who needed to rehome their puppy) and was left after my last guy passed, is named Gus too! He was okay after we lost his pal Pickles, but was much happier when we adopted another little guy who also helped Gus’ separation issues. When we leave the house, we now crate them together which made Gus completely fine with separation. He is too much an “agent of chaos” to trust out in the house alone- for his own safety- so crating is a must for him. Probably too much information, but again, sending you such a big hug of sympathy and understanding. Looking forward to seeing you and shopping your booth at SSK. - Laurie

[@celestegarcia486]

Sending love and gentle thoughts to you and your family for the loss of your dear Annie. Thank you for sharing your feelings today. From my heart to you, many many many condolences. Love and tears and memories.

[@MsOMakes]

Oh Amy Beth, my heart aches for you in your loss of Annie. Thank you for being brave enough to share your story with us. Your authenticity is a quality I cherish. Holding space for you all as you grieve.

[@nanstanton4085]

Dearest Amy, our pets are family. I fully believe and support you of sharing this difficult time. No apologies needed. I've lost a few dogs and cats over the years. May the Lord bless you and heal ,comfort you daily. 🙏 ❤️

[@purpledaisyification]

I lost my first pup as an adult about 6 months ago, his name was Clyde. We only found his cancer a few weeks before it got him. My heart goes out to you and I appreciate the courage it takes to be vulnerable. ❤

[@Christi78knits]

Sending you all so much love and peace. Thank you for sharing about Annie, what a cutie for grabbing a toy when she was overly excited! Please don’t apologize for sharing what you wanted too! We are so lucky to have pets in our lives that make them more full, and with that also comes the heartbreak when it is the time for them to leave. Much love to you all. ❤❤❤

[@perriaw]

Bless your heart…thank you for sharing this really difficult time with us. I’m praying for you and your family as you grieve the loss of your sweet fur baby. I know you cherish all of the sweet memories of her. ❤

[@suegaravet7223]

I’m so sorry you lost your sweet Annie. I’m glad you felt you could share your feelings with us. You gave her a wonderful life and I hope you get some comfort from that❤

[@kwirkykneedlekrafts344]

Losing a fur member of your family is so hard. Loved hearing the stories of Annie over the years. Thanks for sharing your heart with us “strangers” over the net.

[@charlotted9870]

Oh, Amy, it's not too much. We're friends even if only virtually, and sharing with friends should help you in your grief. The death of a pet touches (and breaks) our hearts in so many ways. Much love to you on these difficult days. >❤

[@cbkrug]

Thank you for sharing Annie‘s passing. I am so sorry for your loss, with was really unexpected. You did the right thing - for Annie, and for sharing this with us. We lost our last dog a year ago. Every time you loose a pet, it‘s hard, and it will hurt. They are family, and have shared a large part of your life. Cherish the memories you have of Annie!

[@judyedwards7597]

Hugs to you and yours. We lost our old guy this time last year. It’s super painful. Please don’t worry about over sharing. Clearly many of us are here because of the community you’ve developed through this channel. Xoxo

[@wendyanderson6665]

Oh, Amybeth, I am so sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose a beloved family member. I lost my little doxie Katie about 3 months ago. She was also 14, she had pancreas problem, then she had a bleeding mass on her spleen. She was my heart, and I'm still grieving, so your sharing wasn't too much. You do you. We love you.

[@fatsquirrelfibers]

Oh, I am so sorry about Katie….I’m not one to think much about a human afterlife, but I will confess to hoping all of our beloved pets are romping around somewhere with all the squeaky toys and treats they desire🧡

[@lesliesinger7652]

I so appreciate your honesty is sharing about Annie. Dogs become members of our families and losing them is so difficult. Allowing yourself to be vulnerable and genuine moves away from the presentation of so many on social media as seemingly perfect with everything together. Thank you for being real.

[@bennetdl]

I believe it’s absolutely appropriate to share about losing a beloved pet on your podcast. Many of us can relate to your sadness. Blessing to you and your family ❤️

[@crazyboutknitting]

I am sooo sorry for your loss. Losing a beloved pet is so hard. I am so sorry. Hugs for all of you

[@dobie4384]

We lost a really good dog this past winter. I share your sadness and think everyday how lucky to have had such a good dog. They bring so much joy. Best to Gus. ❤and thanks for your podcasts . I really enjoy them.

[@gailbaldwin9249]

Thank you for sharing your joy and your grief. You never need to apologize for sharing your real-ness.

[@thehouseonhadleyknits102]

My heart goes out to you and your family. As a life-long dog lover, I understand your grief and sorrow. I hope that time will bring you peace and that the sorrow of Annie’s passing will be replaced by your beautiful memories. You are among so many friends!

[@cindyweldon5647]

Part of the grieving process is sharing the story of your loss. And we are here to receive it. I too am grateful that your child was home to share the loss together as a family. Maybe Annie knew that and waited for the family to be together to say goodbye. Peace to you. 💕

[@pennykyle9370]

Much love. If viewers find the information too much, they have the opportunity to move ahead. For those of us that love our dogs, and have lost them, we understand deeply. Gus will grieve also. It is quite amazing to see their process. Take care of you. I'm glad you could share.

[@ellenapostolou690]

Dearest ❤ our pets are so precious to us. Thanks for thinking of us as family. We share in your grief.

[@kathyfoster6507]

I’m sorry to hear about Annie’s passing. She was lucky to have you guys as her humans. Thank you for openly sharing your grief… I feel privileged that you trust your viewers with heartache.

[@sharonnoonan4462]

Sending a loving hug…losing a pet is devastating….glad you shared…Annie was part of your podcast!❤❤❤

[@carolruhl1013]

So sorry for your loss- we lost our Sammy after 13 years- you will always remember the love you had for Annie❤ They are truly part of your family.

[@shawnamariestitches]

Amy Beth, I am sorry for the love of your beloved pet and understand how even though she was ill you still don’t expect her to die. Hugs for you and your family and thank you for sharing. It’s life and I want to share your hard times with you as well as your giggly good times. ❤

[@susiepaunan7190]

Much love to you and your family. Thank you for being real for all of us.

[@kristenj495]

Oh Amy Beth, I'm so very sorry for your loss. Sending you love, and wishing her a peaceful journey.

[@TheDaneYard]

I'm so very sorry for your loss. A pure heart giving pure love. Marie Pickard

[@melsmerk9262]

Sending you and your family so much love Amy Beth! Our companion animals are our family, so their loss is deeply felt. I am so very sorry on the loss of Annie. She was the very best dog and was loved so much. I wish that I was closer so that I could give you a real-life hug. Love you.

[@SusanHenry-z9w]

Awww, Amy Beth. I am so glad you were able to tell us about Annie’s hardest days and what a painful loss this has been. It was not too much information. It was real and heartfelt. Sending hugs and wishes for you to continue to share your memories of life with Annie and all the ways she enriched your days and brought you happiness for so many years. Hugs to you

[@SusanHenry-z9w]

I had a blackberry cocktail at a restaurant last night. Try muddling the blackberries with some fresh basil, strain, add something sparkling (wine, water, tonic) and a little gin if you’re so inclined.

[@kathybalcom5097]

So I'm crying for you and yours. Pet loss is never easy for those of us who have enjoyed them as family members, Never apologize for feeling the loss, life is messy and not always what is presented online. Thanks for keeping it authentic and sharing.

[@sallybiank5663]

I am extremely sorry for the loss of your sweet Annie! I send healing prayers for your heart! 🙏🙏🙏

[@maureenlehman139]

Sending a huge Hug Your Way, Amy Beth. I've watched a podcast for at least 12 years. Annie was definitely part of your family and your podcast family. Happy trail, sweet girl. I just love your Crosstitch projects. ❤

[@ellenhenrie4826]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your beloved family member. Thanks for telling us about her.

[@virginiasattler-reimer9554]

I'm so sorry for your loss. She was a good doggo, and I'm grateful to you for sharing your real experience. Thinking of you.

[@silkeplanert]

Sending lots of love and comfort. Thank you for sharing this part of your life. Lot of hugs to you and your family.

[@nanettekroupa1371]

Oh Amy Beth, I am so, so sorry for the loss of your Annie. Big hugs and love.😓❤️

[@maryannw5289]

I am so sorry for your loss. Our pets are family members, we grieve them as family members. ❤❤❤ Happy Birthday! Congrats on your new driver! Your sweater came out great! I believe the Wes Anderson movie The Fantastic Mr. Fox has cross sections of his underground home.

[@JTRCanada]

I am so sorry to hear about the loss of Annie. I cried along with you as I watched your podcast. I am a longtime viewer and I remember you mentioning Annie and your other dogs and seeing them too. Annie was a great dog and it is clear that she had a great life with you and your family. My thoughts are with you and your family. The cross stitch project and kits you bought are cool. I feel inspired to try cross stitch.

[@merylchesebrough2271]

Im so sorry Amy Beth. We are never ready to loose a dog, but I know how hard it is when there is no warning. Annie had a wonderful life with a family that loved her. I’m glad you shared you needed to talk about it. I’ll give my pups an extra kiss tonight after I have a little cry. Hugs

[@grwhryrpltd]

So sorry to hear about the loss of your sweet doggo Annie... may you find comfort in all the crafty goodness and outdoor things that bring you joy... sending love 💓💓💓

[@ronnacasement8235]

It’s so hard to say goodbye to beloved animals ❤ ❤ We were so lucky to have them.

[@susannegulde5725]

What a lovely tribute to Annie.😢 Wishing you well.

[@mary4893]

I'm so sorry to hear about Annie. My heart goes out to you and your family. Thank you for sharing the story of Annie's final days. 💖💖

[@dianam4778]

Oh Amy Beth, I'm so sorry about Annie. It's hard to lose any pet but losing a super good dog is extra hard. The detail about her always carrying a toy in her mouth so she didn't accidentally bite the kiddo really speaks volumes to her sweet doggy character. Big hug ❤

[@krisnugent1250]

It was lovely that you shared your journey with a really good dog. My cats and chickens are part of our family and we've now added a dog. Their lives touch us and enrich us so much and there is plenty of emotion to go with that. If there were a virtual hug...I would have sent it immediately. Let us know if Gus figures himself out. In his way, he misses Annie too.

[@pamelawilkinson177]

Thank you for sharing your loss of this sweet pet, Annie. Important to give us the details that you think we'd like to know about your life and trials and successes. So sad for you all. Sending love, Amy Beth!

[@kathleengay2539]

Oh love I. Truly sorry that you suffered such a loss however you gave the greatest gift to this dog for so many years the whole that this baby left empty I. Your heart you proved it with the puppy stories. Your heart is filled with memories you gave the dog its best loved life. I felt with this a year ago it was my so sons dog in my care I understand all that it intails. You did your dog and your family the best you could be it was in real time and real life. It was hard but not for not you did the best gave the best for the dogs whole life that’s the best even if the hard decisions had to be made you put the dog first thts what mattered. Much love and understanding. Thank you for sharing

[@ToadHollowNJ]

We’re so sorry to hear about you losing your Annie. Sending loads of love from The Hollow. Helen & Mary Beth

[@patsycoats4061]

I’m sorry for your loss. Remember that we’re your knitting friends and feel free to share your grief with us.

[@SuziQZ]

❤🤗Oh Amy Beth. My heart hurts for you. Annie had a loving home and the best life and family. I hope you find comfort in that. Our family has been through that and it is painful. Smile and keep those wonderful memories of Annie in your heart❤️

[@Lisa-vb3gn]

Thank you for sharing your experience with Annie. We lost a dog very quickly and unexpectedly to cancer many years ago and it felt similar to what you are describing. My heart goes out to you and your family and am glad you were able to be together. Sending you a hug! ❤🌻

[@taunya.razzle651]

I'm so sorry for your loss Amy. Sending you love, light and strength. Please don't feel you have to apologize for your grief.

[@mysteryglo]

I am so so sorry for the loss of your loving and precious fur baby! I know how hard it is when we lose one of our beloved pets. Warm hugs to you!!

[@fatsquirrelfibers]

Thank you🧡

[@bethdekoster2434]

I am so, so sorry to hear about Annie. And it’s totally appropriate to share - she was a big part of your life and you share life with us. That’s why we love you! ❤I am so happy the teen was home and that Annie didn’t go through lots of pain - she had a good life with you and your family. Hugs to you as you navigate her loss. Losing a family pet is really,really hard.

[@arianna_8967]

I am very sorry for your loss. That is heartbreaking. I am so sorry and life just sucks so much some times. I am so glad you had such a good connection with Annie while you did. Thank you for sharing with us.

[@crazyhawk59]

I love you, I'm so sorry to hear about Annie. We love them and take care of them. Do they know how much they take care of us? How much do I love those "I love you, Mom" looks. I could sit with him on the couch all day. Take care.

[@MsKarenMR]

So sorry for the loss of your pet ❤ Thank you for Sharing. Have a Healing Birthday month!! You are the Best 🥰

[@cathyhodge2799]

My thoughts and prayers are with you. Our pets are our family.❤

[@amysernyak6906]

I’m so sorry for your loss Amy Beth. Love to you and your family.

[@michelleharris1313]

So sorry for your loss. Please don’t apologise, our fur kids are such an important part of our lives and it so hard when we part company, I wish I could give you a big hug or just sit with you and remember. Sending you love from Sydney Australia.

[@anilovecreations]

We are your tribe. Of course you should tell us these things, if you want to. I'm so sorry for your loss. ❤

[@dawnpoulson600]

I'm so sorry. Annie was a family member, so her loss should be grieved. Big hugs across the web. ❤

[@melodyanderson3694]

WE all have loved ones, people and our pets etc. who leave us, I am so sorry for your loss of your lovely dog, she had wonderful people to live her life with, and that is a blessing. Grief is hard , no matter who it is for. I wish kindness for your heart. You are a wonderful person, kind heart and so interesting and intelligent.

[@kittypittman3623]

Thanks for sharing, it is all so very hard. Very hard and stays hard for a long time if not always.

[@kgillespie4463]

Deepest condolences for the loss of your dear Annie. Also this is absolutely not too much information. I feel it's so helpful that you are willing/able to share your grieving experience, and a great connection point for other people who are navigating this, as you say. Sending love!

[@jolineknitsalot]

Thank you for sharing so much of yourself. I am so sorry for your loss. Sending you and your family lots of love.

[@katharina_prg5552]

Oh Amy Beth, I’m so sorry about Annie! Crying with you and sending lots of hugs over the ocean ❤❤❤ K.

[@knitrinka9493]

I hope you can feel my hugs from Maryland. I love that you loved her so hard that it was hard to say goodbye. A love like that is something very special.

[@fionahobson8025]

So sorry to hear about your sad loss . I really appreciate you being able to share with us about Annie having watched your podcast for many years now . Thinking of you ❤

[@carolynkotlas2248]

My heart hurts to hear your sad news. It’s so hard to let your loved pet go. In return for all the love she gave you repay by taking away her suffering and let her go in peace. Not easy to do, but part of loving another being. Be comforted knowing you did your best for her. ❤

[@rmlrhonda]

So sorry about Annie, Amy Beth. 😢 Hugs to you all.

[@jennifercrandall5011]

Oh no! Annie! I am so sorry. It is so hard to lose our fuzzy friends. Big hugs to you all.

[@thecornerofknitandtea]

I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet Annie. Love to you and the fam.

[@Sue_RedThread]

Hi Amy- losing a family pet is sooo hard. I’m sorry for your loss. Ref. Hawk Run Hollow: there are DMC conversions out there. Also Hand Dyed Fibers- Vikki Clayton has her own conversion to her silks which are nice to work with a little bit cheaper than d’alger floss. Lots of SALs out in social media for all of the Hawk Runs. Cheers.

[@AimeeSaid]

I’m so sorry for your loss. It sounds like Annie had a lovely life with your family ❤

[@kariedwards1016]

I'm so sorry for your loss, and thank you for sharing all the details. It's healing to share our experiences. I always appreciate the vulnerability it requires for people to open up deeply.