🟣 Midnight Gospel - Original audio for episode 2 - Anne Lamott & Raghu Markus - Deer Dog

[@DARKFLAME293]

its crazy how they take bits and pieces and turn it into the show but theres so much in between yet it sounds so seamless in the show. it’s so well done in so many ways

[@DARKFLAME293]

thank you for uploading these btw

[@spiritlevelstudios]

@@DARKFLAME293 Yes I agree. It has been interesting to notice what was left out and also the new bits they added in, like the bathroom scene. Peace : )

[@DARKFLAME293]

Spirit Level Studios those scenes make me think about how the conversation went lol were they like “okay imagine you’re a huge deer dog and im impaled on your antlers but i have to shit and we gatta squeeze into a stall to do it. how do we make it work?”

[@sam1hg644]

How do they do it tho ??? She never said those specific things

[@el_guerra6336]

Shots crazy huh lol

[@gerardochavez2737]

Love Anne's voice, something about it is calming

[@spiritlevelstudios]

Same here. She's lovely to listen to.

[@SmutnyReptyl]

Strong Tree Trunks from Adventure Time vibes :D

[@TheLixan]

It's the exact opposite for me, it sounds like she's constantly out of oxygen and it makes me feel anxious. And the fact that she's speaking way too close to the mic certainly doesn't help. 😅 It's an amazing podcast regardless.

[@IMGO92]

I honestly thought it was Joan Cusack 😅

[@letopfrank3838]

​@@SmutnyReptylYes! Thank you I was trying to place it 😂

[@virginiaraine2207]

The idea near the end “only love has held him there - and the idea death is a labor , it’s a clench and contraction , constrict and release - breathe and you relax , similar with her talking about childbirth and connecting it to mother god and I just felt this calmness

[@Aquwu]

Im eating mashed potatos rn and its very calming listening to this while eating.

[@spiritlevelstudios]

Anne has such a lovely voice. Super chilled : )

[@Aquwu]

@@spiritlevelstudios hell yeah lol, i wish theirs gon be season 2 lol

[@cristianalessandropopocatr9344]

I use this podcats for learn english, thanks bro.

[@ganimedes_ok]

Me too!💪

[@ganimedes_ok]

Me too

[@justaloo]

I had no idea there was a complete version. Thank you so much.

[@_gravity_3973]

Thanks for getting audio for this. Listend to all of the ones you have put out its amazing

[@ramdut4305]

Annie's stories of Jesus brought me to Darshana of Christ. Tears flowing. Thank you for posting this! I needed to hear it after I saw the episode.

[@OfficialNo44]

for me and the show and everything this past year have a been interconnected from smoking weed (kinda opened my eyes to let in ideas that ive been pushing out and keeping out like any spiritual stuff to seeing clips of midnight gospel last year to starting meditation because of the book The Power of Now, and in this body, then to listening to trip report of people either doing shrooms, lsd, 5-meo-dmt, dmt, and some people reports from K cause to me when i think the time is right some day when im in my 30's i plane on trying shroom eve if i either has to grow them myself or go hunting for them, to then phasing into listening to Ram Dass as i work my job at the store i work at the stress it used to give me but other time of just listening to Ram Dass and doing mindful meditation kinda going into a trance like state were by body takes over and my mind if pure bliss, and being find with everything and any thing to then come back by watching some clips of midnight gospel that were recommended to me again by chance and just so happens to be the end and Ram Dass is on the bus, and with out him saying be here know or anything just seeing there idea of him, yeh it could have just been any old man but i could feel that it was him an i said out loud holy shit that guy ram dass to then here the audio and be in total shock cause it was like i said full circle. i can go out into the woods (forest) and feel the tree's breathing and living had my dog die in dec of 2020 she had bad back legs and cancer, and it was weird for me i couldn't when we went to put here to sleep, me and my family, my parent (was 21 that years old but we had her since i was 7) it felt like she pushed on to make it past my Birthday and after that she was ready to move on she let me cry and get my emotions out when she was still here with us, so when she past even tho i should have been there when they put her to sleep one real regret now i have is not staying in the room with her and my parents at the time i felt like i was half ok with death being there, i still feared it (i still some what do but thats ego talking part of me that wants to make in this world to help other people with there mental health) and i didnt want to see it happen but and the same time i was beating myself up cause i felt like i was meant to be crying and couldn't so i was literally punching brick or cement or metal hoping that pain from that would make cry so i could say i was a normal person cause normal people cry when some one close to them dies, looking back if i was in the mind set i find my self in now with the help of meditation and listening to Ram Dass and few others and the trip reports etc i feel like i would have stayed in the room and celebrate the final moment we shared in these bodies before she takes off her suit and goes to find to relax and reflect before zipping up a new suit some where else, i feel like know i would cry but id also be happy, and tell her thank you. one regret i have so far and i know one thing is that im never having another regret of something cause it one of the worst feeling to have and even harder to over come those feeling of regret, i feel like ive almost have but it me be few more year till i get over the feeling of regret. i hate the feeling of regret so fucking much but at the same time i also feel like its there to be a learning thing that never leave things to be come regrets always to either take the chance to be there for others when they need you or make your dreams come true, cause at least if you fail you can live your life that at least you tried instead of regretting your life that you didn't just try and do it

[@rdEyrapr]

Whoever made these podcast available is fcking amazing.

[@spiritlevelstudios]

Yes, that would be Duncan. I'm basically just building bridges for people to be able to find them.

[@rdEyrapr]

It would be you my friend thank you and thank you to Duncan for helping me for getting back in the boat and off the shore 🧘🏽‍♂️

[@spiritlevelstudios]

@@rdEyrapr Ah thanks brother, you're welcome. It's a real honour to be doing this. I'm uploading a channel update video to celebrate 500 subs and say thanks to you all.

[@SmutnyReptyl]

I love that you added credits song at the end

[@sarahstup7319]

Thank you so much for getting all of these audios for us! I want to support Duncans channel but the commercials are so frequent its excruciating. This kind of content cannot be interrupted so frequently

[@Wildmartini202]

"Just 2 friends in a truck"🙂🙂

[@selzbv917]

God I’ve been feeling this so much

[@garethbeaton8414]

Thank you love all you do man yes

[@garethbeaton8414]

Sume one like this needs to be ther for us we all have problems but not your folt life is strang why trips help face demonds inside of us all

[@SarinaSalazar]

I love the song at the end. I wish I could get the whole thing lol

[@CAT-2323]

I was three years old when my grandmother died. I was 13 when one of my uncles died. I was 16 when my cousin died. I remember others dying but I’m not sure when. There were so many funerals in my childhood, it was crazy. I was in a car accident at 17, not a scrape on me but I had accepted that I’m going to die, we’re all gonna die eventually. Honestly, this idea of not using the word death with kids is weird to me. I was told that my relative was dead at 3, 13, 16, yadda yadda. It’s actually more traumatic to avoid it head on, because you don’t allow yourself to process emotions properly. I feel bad for her.

[@winonafrog]

44:55 Simone Weil. (Anyone else totally annoyed everytime Raghu talks, here or on his Ram Dass intros? He’s been exposed to SO much spiritual teaching and absorbed none of it.)

[@spiritlevelstudios]

@@winonafrog aye, Raghu gets continuously trashed in the comments for gasbagging. And yet he has his own podcast, so people must exist who appreciate his voice.

[@winonafrog]

@@spiritlevelstudios He runs the podcast because he had a radio background and was a Ram Dass insider-so him running the audio archive of Alpert talks was a natural progression. Kind of a “tenured” role. Its very refreshing when they have someone else host. But yeah, Im on the commenters side.

[@jessebeegee]

what was the bit about testicular cancer and the radiation machine? 8:05

[@MrMitchjos000]

“I think it’s a little shaming…” who cares.

[@nickvv921]

She says she will cut a person out of her life if they say "let go and let God"? I think it's a stupid saying too sure but that reaction seems very irrational and closed minded. Makes it hard to take her seriously the rest of the episode, happens in like the twelvth minute.

[@gesudinazaret9259]

She might be exaggerating

[@amongstsus9201]

the way anne talks - yeah, she's probably on somehing

[@samdearsley9061]

I think it's just the way she speaks..you could be right though, who knows 😊

[@AnotherGameReview]

Her writing is filled with insight into her sobriety. Edit: Just looked it up, been sober for 37 years. That's incredible.