Monster - Eyemèr (Original Song)

Monster is a song I (Eyemèr) wrote during the past month. It felt right to share it with you :). Enjoy!
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LYRICS
fingertips cold to touch
protect me from a harmful love
but when I fall
I fall hard
these wounds will leave nasty scars
I hurt too much
feel all at once
feelings trapped inside
can always spill out
unannounced
spit on your blouse
then comes the guilt
why can't I keep it in
my heart it beats, works overtime
night shifts, weekends
occupied
when I'm alone, it's anxiety
when I'm with you, it beats for two
I hurt too much
feel all at once
feelings trapped inside
can always spill out
unannounced
spit on your blouse
then comes the guilt
why can't I keep it in
the butterflies
have no room to fly
they suffocate
what's love in a cage
I learnt to live
with the abyss
where cars race around
and traffic's too loud
I haven't been on my own
since I turned thirteen
the monsters surround me
I don't know what silence means
I haven't been on my own
since I turned thirteen
the monsters surround me
I don't know what silence means
I hurt too much
feel all at once
feelings trapped inside
can always spill out
unannounced
spit on your blouse
then comes the guilt
why can't I keep it in
fingertips cold to touch
protect me from a harmful love
#mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #sadsong #sadsongs #indiemusic #indiesinger #indiefolk #indiefolkmusic

[@eyemermusic]

Sharing this song that literally 'spilt out of me' :) hope it can mean something to you. x Reminder that if you like my music, you can support me financially by purchasing anything in my shop on eyemer.bandcamp.com ^.^

[@DatsDope]

Complex. I equal parts identify and differentiate with this song. I too feel over sensitive but seek silence. Interesting the ways humans act and react. Great song thank you.

[@RonryAsAlways]

Hauntingly beautiful. Phenomenal in a soul-reaching way

[@eyemermusic]

Wow, thank you! Thank you for listening ♡◇♡

[@shivadas1008]

What a song my friend! For me this came into myheart as maybe one of the lyrics you've written that moves me! Mixed with your singing timbre, the extra voices here and there....! Beautiful

[@eyemermusic]

Thank you Shiv, means a lot to me that you approve ♡☆

[@graycefullyE]

Beautiful. 😊

[@eyemermusic]

Glad you think so! Thank you so much ♡◇♡

[@graycefullyE]

@@eyemermusic the song felt comforting and nostalgic, like a rainy day in my youth, spent inside drinking tea and playing cards.

[@neeliwilson9771]

This unexpected arrival is absolutely gorgeous! My ears cant get enough. I really feel this song

[@SylviaRustyFae]

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[@SylviaRustyFae]

This is, and i say this havin connected a ton with many of your songs; this is def the one thats hit the closest to home ever I wasnt at all expectin how hard it wud hit, and this line at 1:35 in particular just felt so much like word given form to a feelin i cudnt encapsulate before "The butterflies have no room to fly, they suffocate; what's love in a cage?" - This describes my emotions in many a past relationship before the current one im in; where i feel truly safe and loved and safe to be able to love as well Whereas before in the past, my emotions all had to be kept in all the time thru my childhood; so even when i got with ppl who loved me, the butterflies cudnt fly... I cudnt risk feelin anythin for them, i cudnt risk bein seen, i cudnt risk livin And inevitably in many a past relationship of mine it ended bcuz i was either too detached for the person, or they saw my emotions get the best of me when allowed out; when i let the guard slip... When i became a monster, bcuz i had all those feelings trapped inside, and they just wanted to be felt Theres sm guilt. Over not bein able to push myself down, at the end result of tryin to push myself down. And it takes sm active effort to unlearn that demand to suffocate the butterflies... This is hands down your song that has most connected with me ever, and i say this again havin connected sm with sm of your songs; this ones just like its talkin to my hurt inner child, in a much more real way

[@eyemermusic]

Thank you for all your insights, i'm really glad it resonates with you ♡