I FELL of my Purity Journey so you don't have too | What I Learned

[@_ladyQ]

“No one could shame me for this because God has already forgiven me for it” WHEW! 🙌🏽 Thank you Morgan!

[@sistshwanelo]

I respect her so much for this, my friend and I were speaking about how Christian influencers are not honest about the truth of this journey which makes them seem idealistic yet unrelatable. This is so raw, honest and relatable... Rise up woman of God, thank you for showing so many girls that such happens to the best of us but what counts is repenting.

[@ziphezinhlecele855]

We miss you on KZbin Tshwanelo

[@froeverfefe6636]

This!!!!

[@carlaeugene5861]

Amennn to that!👏🏾👏🏾

[@PercciOnYt]

Some not all. some haven't had these experiences and the ones they share is what they went through. Some went through different experiences which are relatable to those that relate and an encouragement to those that think it's not possible. Yes some fake it, but let's not generalize. For example I've never taken alcohol in my life and I'm 30 years old. People tend to want to make me feel bad or unrelatable. So must I go drink so they can relate, instead I can be a help to another that feels like drinking just to please the majority. I'M NOT ATTACKING ❤️

[@andrella7748]

Definitely not easy .

[@leahluvvanderson3131]

I fell off my purify journey too this year too. I went almost 25 years without sleeping with anyone. I was also confused about my future , I got weary in waiting, and I was just upset that God hadn’t brought me a spouse yet, so I took matters in my own hands. I started seeing someone and quickly entered a sexual relationship. It was hard to stop and to get out off but God helped me leave that situation completely.

[@britneyhayes8725]

I feel this

[@genianthea6005]

Omd this was me! It can be so hardd 😢 but waiting is so worth it guys!! ❤️❤️ Don’t give up!!! ❤️

[@leahluvvanderson3131]

@ymarrero23 Well I’m 25 years old so I didn’t wait that long but still lol. You will have your own journey with God and it may be you’ll get married sooner or later than planned.

[@siggyS19]

Wow this is my story ,Also ended up taking matters into my own hands and felt awful about it. Still not sure if I have fully forgiven myself even though I know He has.

[@Twinman2dworld]

This over 6yrs i b abstaning n by the grace of God i overcame temptations n it's not easy but i'm waiting on my wife who God has for me when that time comes n she will be worth the wait n will get lots of loving . I will love her like Christ LOVES the Church.

[@AmandaGabriel876]

Those 7 years were not a waste, it shows your heart and passion to serve God. Thank you for sharing sis...we fall down but we get up

[@jessica1043]

Amennn🙏🏽

[@BriaBarrows]

Facts! That’s a long time

[@londymhocho421]

Amen😭💯💯💯💯🙌🏾

[@princesslynns]

Amen 🙏🏾🙌🏾

[@elsieatieno4421]

The greatest ministry happens when people share their true stories, which are very relatable and authentic. Thanks Morgan.

[@dinmambah]

Lessons from this Never feel like you’ve got it all. You always need the strength of the Holy Spirit to keep you from falling 2. Pride comes before a fall 3. Overconfidence will bring you down 4. FLEE lust. Desires and feelings will come but you do not let it hang around, run away from every appearance of sin 5. Do not compromise on the convictions and boundaries you set God will keep us all from falling🙏 and give us grace to play our own part🙏, Amen

[@Twinman2dworld]

True

[@ForMySoulSistas]

I’m 31, I went celibate in 2016, fell off in 2017. I cried so much, felt so bad (the intercourse wasn’t pleasant which I think helped me go back to God) but God told me "get right back up". I still struggle with urges like masturbation but I'm Still waiting till marriage. I can't wait to tell my hubby "I've waited for you". I salute your courage, telling it in front on the world and being held accountable is hard. Love the advices "You're not perfect but serve and believe in a perfect God"🙌🏾

[@kendragreene5953]

Girl!!! Im with you!!!🙏🏽💜💛 it's good to know we aren't alone!

[@ForMySoulSistas]

@@kendragreene5953 exactly sis 🙏🏾❣️

[@jenniferaugustin7544]

Give it to God 🙏 Talk to him about how you are feeling. Journaling helps me and worshipping him through the feelings. You are worthy of God's love.

[@ForMySoulSistas]

@@jenniferaugustin7544 thank you for the advice it's a hard journey

[@rahmaziyad5407]

Yes, I also struggle with masturbation, but am waiting for my husband. it's not talked about often enough in the Christian community

[@meekmeek8198]

I wished that this video was posted when I lost my virginity in 2018 because I felt great shame but thankfully, I know that GOD forgave me of my sins and began my purity journey in 2019 and have been good since. Yes, I have slipped up with pornography and masturbation but I had to forgive myself and remind myself who I AM in the LORD. I am waiting until marriage...LADIES WE CAN DO THIS and if you slip up, don't let the enemy condemn you. Like Jesus told that woman, "It is not I who cast the first stone. Turn away from your sin" And thank you for that transparency 💯💯💯💯💯🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️

[@kendragreene5953]

🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@Jesbluv]

Yass Queen!! Celebrating You🎉Purity is 🔥🔥🔥!

[@rachelkudzaivukomba538]

Pornography kills me. And it's one reason why I feel so dirty and Im afraid of praying afterwards. I managed to be celibate but when I slipped it was porn first then the actual deed

[@self-care6798]

Aww... Yes we got this sis 🙏🏽

[@meekmeek8198]

@Ecogirllovescinema AMEN SIS! 🙏 🙌

[@Thandekable]

This is beautiful ❤️ We need more talks like this. I'm 30 and still a virgin. Even if I hang around with my crush lol I literally never cross the line. It's really not easy but by the guidance of of the Holy Spirit, I just can't slip into losing my virginity. May my husband find me😭🙏In Jesus Name. Above all we serve a Mighty God. He loves us all nomatter what we feel.

[@sophiaumezinwa9655]

Amen o, may he find you, me too. I want to find love, I'm a virgin now for 28 years. It gave me self-control, and I think God make it possible for me to keep my virginity. I want to find a good man sent by God, and I will

[@SisterGee1]

May you both continue to keep being true to yourselves and not fall off the victorious virginity trail. Yahweh is with you🙏🏿❤️

[@sophiaumezinwa9655]

@@SisterGee1 Amen, thank you sis.

[@naomigapara6339]

Hey Guys let’s keep going.It is worth the wait I am 39 going 40 in December the pressure is real but God has kept me going

[@naomigapara6339]

Keep going sis we are in this together

[@lastasiapeacock8008]

Literally me! Wow I recently had a baby from me falling. A year and half ago I was so prideful thinking I was such a Holy Ghost filled Christian girl that was a virgin for 21 years and never kissed a boy. Then me and my boyfriend introduced kissing after 5 months of dating and that’s were we began to fall. God told me that I won’t get away with it and I DIDNT! I praise God for my baby girl but I pray whoever is struggling with those desires go to Jesus AND have community/friends for help.

[@thatgirltrev]

Morgan, it takes a lot of courage to (publicly) own up to your mistakes. You’re not on this journey alone. I’m proud of you! Learning and praying with you. Thank you for sharing! 💙

[@KatieAJ]

I also fell recently. I thought I had it all together, but then I fell into a same sex affair with my best friend, whom I love so much. It hurt so much to break it off. Both of us were hurting, both of us angry that God disappointed us in our lives. I was lonely she comforted me...but it was wrong. My heart changed and I became a different person in order to harden myself. Im still hurting lonely. Desiring love, marriage but not sure what God is doing or if its ever going to happen for me. Thank you, Morgan for being honest. I cant relate to a perfect person. I respect you for saying the truth. This is not easy. We will fall. But thank God for his mercy. Even though my body wants who it should not...May he strengthen us.

[@teddymugambi]

As a man who is 5 years into their celibacy journey, this is encouraging as I've recently been grappling with the spirit of bitterness: feeling like I'm entitled to some level of breakthrough, in the very least. It's been months of trying to refocus on the essence of it rather than the fruit of it; a fight of numbing this pride every single day. Really informative and enlightening video. Nothing like starting over, but picking yourself back up - if I may add. :) See it as 7 years of celibacy that has encountered a slip; cause that's exactly what it is. It's not about the time-frame but the mindset. It's about honoring God, not impressing Him. It's [physically] easier and [spiritually] healthier when celibacy is experienced that way. :)

[@rebirthed1274]

I didn't fall off, but I struggle with mastubation, here and then... I guess I fell off. Pray with me please... Thanks for sharing Morgan🙏

[@JE-wx9pw]

The Lord is with you

[@SisterGee1]

It's a spirit, just like depression and fear. You need to fast and pray about it🙏🏿

[@shirleylou6085]

Thank you for sharing and for being so transparent about this subject. I fell off after 10 years of purity, I repented and it is now 11 years since I returned to being the bride of Christ. I gave my sexuality over to God and I do not even feel lonely. The Holy Spirit has helped me indeed. Jesus has filled that emptiness in my heart and satisfies me to the fullest. All glory and honor to our Lord God and Saviour Jesus Christ. Thank You Jesus.💜

[@adorabellenamigadde6605]

Amen! What a testimony. Thanks be to God

[@therealjakande]

It's okay we're all human. I started my journey over 8 years ago and fell off 5 years in for literally a few minutes to someone I would never ever pick smh. It is a lonely journey, because sometimes you don't even know if it'll all be worth it in the end. What I've learned is that when you decide to close your legs for spiritual reasons, then you have to open your mind and your heart to work on the real issues that are deep inside you. It took me years to figure that out. I've been doing some serious inner work since then. So hopefully my husband is around the corner now lol. ❤😊

[@naomi4534]

Whoa! So good!

[@DollyWalt]

This journey of faith is NO JOKE!!!! What blessed gifts we have in repentence and forgiveness. Thank you for encouraging us with your transparency! May the Lord grant you continued stregnth in perseverance!!

[@christiangamer3669]

Yeah I fell off mine two sadly by the grace of God we had married and are still married after 6 years but I regret not waiting after the marriage...huh sinning against God is not all that it's cracked up to be....I definitely reaped what I've sown.... don't do it their is no man alive worth sinning against God

[@jyj2072]

I’m glad you didn’t let the enemy shame you into silence, that’s his greatest tactic and what a lesson we all learn. Thanks for being open

[@kmbn1967]

I’m married. 24 years. But I’m impressed with this because it’s our falling and getting back up that helps others the best. Thanks. I’ll pass it on to my unmarried Christian friends me I showed it to my 18 year old.

[@jennahope4353]

these videos are hitting differently. new guy, finessed his way into my everyday. fast forward 3/4 months... everything changed. so grateful i didn't fall for the fake. day 3, no contact... feeling better.

[@artforchrist5065]

You got this, Jenna! With the Holy Spirit by your side, you will make it through. I was almost in a similar situation not long ago, but we learn & grow from it. 💗

[@katherinekinard2561]

Finally!! Someone keeping it all the way 💯. It's really hard out here, even for us who are "mature" in Christ. Pride is so real. I've been there and played myself. Definitely wanted to put down ministry bc of it. I was in alignment with the Fall and knew it! But got tired of waiting, trusting, feeling lonely and in need of affection. But what you said was so profound, it starts with Day 1. God has forgiven us if we've repented . We are not perfect, but He is 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾. The journey is not easy, but we are not alone. Thank you so much for your vulnerability, truth and encouragement ❤️🙏🏾.

[@RuthLovesJesus]

This was so well needed. You got my attention when you said “loneliness.” That is what has been driving me to make the bad decisions I’ve been making lately. I pray for strength and alternatives for when I get lonely. I know that until I turn from my desires I will never reach the destiny God has for me. Please pray for me as well.

[@lifecoachmsstarr]

Praying for you sis🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 You God This😊

[@RuthLovesJesus]

@@lifecoachmsstarr Amen 🙏🏾 thank you sis

[@blessingecoma9233]

Funny thing is, loneliness also happens in marriage. And it seems 'worse' because you've already committed and there's a tendency to regret. Praying God helps all of us who struggle with loneliness.

[@blessingecoma9233]

Funny thing is, loneliness also happens in marriage. And it seems 'worse' because you've already committed and there's a tendency to regret. Praying God helps all of us who struggle with loneliness.

[@robina1147]

Hi Morgan 💕 This is so raw and honest which is what the church needs to be today. Too often, everyone lives in this facade like no one should ever struggle or fall so there's no safety net for those who do. They hide in shame because who can they talk to without being condemned? I went through a very similar experience as you did years ago. I totally get it. The loneliness and vulnerable moments and never thinking it would happen to be after so many years of purity. It was so hard. I thank God that He brought me my husband when I turned 41. We've been married for almost 11 years. This was after me crying out to God regarding this area in my life and being alone for so long. I truly relate to your journey. God bless you on your beautiful journey that encourages so many. 🙏🥰💕

[@naturallycandacemarie]

I feel you about the crying out part. I’ll be 44 in a couple of months but I’m holding on! I appreciate your comment. It gives me hope! ✨🙌🏾

[@robina1147]

@@naturallycandacemarie Yes, continue to have hope. God is so good and right on time! 🙏🥰

[@bigbaby5990]

@@naturallycandacemarie Praying for you Candace! God bless you and keep you!

[@naturallycandacemarie]

@@bigbaby5990 thank you 🙏🏾 ❤️

[@aleahlong6058]

I’m currently engaged and it’s been so hard to stay pure we continually fall but we’re both trying to set boundaries in order to stay pure 😣🙏🏾

[@LajoyceJourney]

I’ve been there you can make it through this.

[@TheArkOfPromise]

If you continue to fall you need to distance yourself until you’re married. I’ve been where you are before and it’s not good. It’s better to obey than sacrifice.

[@patriciaartley5155]

Don't be anywhere with him alone and fast and pray.🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@SisterGee1]

Just get married! Why keep delaying? 🤷🏿‍♀️

[@madisonmclendon7191]

he is worth the wait sister! please don’t give up now!

[@c.c6909]

I'm exactly at this point of my life - lonely, bored, no prospects. I'm scared and I don't know what future holds. Nothing seems to change for so long and I hate the idea of my life looking like this forever. It's easy to became disappointed and impatient so I definietly understand your struggle.

[@dinmambah]

God will give you grace to stand C.C. He will dear. Keep loving Jesus, grow in depth in Christ even more and the feelings will be under subjection

[@lifecoachmsstarr]

Praying for you sis 🙏🏼🙏🏼 God bless you

[@c.c6909]

Thank you! 🙏

[@Njokimurua]

That is so honest of you. Lesson learnt, Pride is a major contributor to falling off the journey of purity. 💪

[@victoriairias7703]

Amen sister ! I do believe that even in dating dont date the typical worldly way, dont kiss dont do anything because we know we can fall... have a friend who is checkinh on you and helping you too I am saying this to everyone reading this :)

[@jst6r]

Wow this is the exact video I needed! I failed after 15 years of abstinence and just can’t believe it

[@adventuresofxyz22]

One of the reasons I subscribed to you from day one was because of your transparency and vulnerability, a very rare gem in this Christian community space. Thank you for continuing to be you even in the moments when it's hard and for showing ladies that they don't have to allow the cycle of sin to trap them in ways that the enemy wants. This is it, the enemy wants us to fall, feel trapped, but then don't go to God because of feelings of unworthiness and then we drift even further away. The master plan is to steal our allegiance and to make us feel so loaded by our mistakes that we can't move forward. To you Morgan, and any other lady reading this, life has its ups and downs, twists and turns and no one is perfect. God's grace and sacrifice has already WON it for you and the battle is His. -Zhara

[@yahkeemisrael7278]

I have six years I fell off arguing with family.. I was living with my mom and she is of the world and kept letting family live with us that was hustling drugs.. and I didn't want that type of activity around me ... Instead of letting God remove them I took it in my own hands... And another thing I started watching slavery movie and seeing how our ancestors was getting treated and killed made me a lil angry at God ... But I repented and hoping he will accept me back

[@invadingminds]

He already did friend. Pick up your cross and keep going! It's so hard battling your flesh and letting God take control. Don't let the enemy take you off your square. 😇

[@yahkeemisrael7278]

@@invadingminds thank you and Amen 💖

[@ndiamartin7274]

Thank you so much Morgan for this video. It's crazy how I've been literally crying all day in shame because I just recently fell, too. I think this biggest takeaways from this video for me are 1) forgive yourself because God has already forgiven you. -- A lot of my shame came from the fact that I've been in close relationship with God, ingesting his word, how could I intentionally CHOOSE to betray him & he's been nothing but good to me? But I know that's the enemy in my head trying to torment me because he knows just as well as I do how good God is. But I have to forgive myself primarily due to the second biggest takeaway I got from this video, which is 2) Go to God for help! -- I'm so glad you shared the scripture about how pride comes before the fall. Because right before I fell, I was being very prideful without even realizing it. Listening to secular music, believing it wouldn't affect me because of how much of the word I knew. Not reading the bible as much because I'd been to bible study and had been helping others in their journey. But the second you try to lean on your own strength (also prideful), you become easy prey for the enemy. We have to constantly renew our minds daily in the word, constantly go to God for help, constantly do self checks to make sure we're acting in obedience, humility and consistency. It is not by our own power, but by his that we've encountered his spirit and have been able to be pure for as long as we have in the first place. Sorry for the long rant but I had to let it out lol. I'm going to try with all my might to pick back up where I left off because if I don't, the enemy will have won. This dark, depressive, distant state I've been in is exactly where he wants me. And I'm not going to give him the benefit of the doubt! Thank you for your transparency in this video girl. It really helped ya lil sis out. XOXO wishing you much love and continued success, growth and wisdom on your journey.

[@khanyisabaloyi651]

I relate sooooo much to this ! I recently fell and I feel soooo horrible because I fell as I was on fire for God and things were going good with God but literally it didn't even take me a second to betray Him. I don't get it. But I am also recognizing that it is the enemy trying to torment me and making it hard for me to go back to God but I am reminded always about how merciful God is.

[@Rampaigee]

Thank you for opening up about this sister. I fell after 3 years and felt a lot of shame. I realized I was wearing my purity time like a badge of honor. I repented and am praying for strength as I wait for marriage.

[@rachelkudzaivukomba538]

All the best sis. You can do this.

[@Rampaigee]

@@rachelkudzaivukomba538 thank you 🙏🏼

[@ayannabrinae5869]

My boyfriend are coming up on a year in our relationship and I am celibate. We have had multiple conversations about sex and I began to sway my way of thinking and think maybe being celibate wasn't a priority anymore. I've been celibate for 2 years since my first relationship and as a 23 year old marriage is something that I want. Thank you for this video, because I really thinking about just quitting my journey all together.

[@Twinman2dworld]

Don't give up sis God got u

[@trishaann6102]

We all fall short of the glory of God. We can make our purity journey an “idol” and it can create a sense of pride in us. We become proud in our sense of self-righteousness. I have also failed and when I broke my “record” of celibacy I was disappointed that my record was broken. I’m glad I messed up in the sense that it reminded me that God loved me either way. AND he was the one keeping me, not myself. So I’m leaning on him and knowing that I’m secure in Him. And he will keep me, not me keeping myself ❤️ Thank you for keeping it real and making this video.

[@jalenbradley8325]

We honor your honesty ❤️

[@SxyGrl44]

Amen. I sure appreciate it.

[@Thegracemade]

Morgan - this level of transparency is so needed! I know this was difficult for you to make this as a Christian leader especially with the enemy probably telling lies about how people will view you and condemning you, but it only makes you more relatable and will help so many women to to be alert to temptation and guard their hearts. Praying that as you continue on your purity journey that you will know how loved you are by God and how valuable you are regardless of past mistakes. This walk is not easy but May the Holy Spirit continue to strengthen you my sister. So proud of you and this amazing ministry you’ve built - May God continue to richly bless you 🤍

[@lateshachanel]

Going on 5 years in November and I just started a relationship with someone who I made clear to that I was waiting until marriage.. he said he understood, but whenever we're together, alone, he pushes my boundaries and basically sees how far he can get. And truthfully I haven't tried hard enough to stop him. Its very hard. But I know God has been telling me to leave this relationship before we even got together. Thank you so much for being transparent and sharing your experience. I'm definitely renewing my vow to stay pure for my husband.

[@SisterGee1]

Sis don't put yourself in situations where the two of you are alone. The enemy is busy!

[@dianatshabangu4764]

With God's mercy im at month 3 now after repenting of course. God always forgives and keeps no record of wrongs. Thank you Sis ❤

[@AyanaInChrist]

I recently have gotten a revelation of God's grace. It's literally the oil in my lamp when I have lost myself and it's the strength I didn't know I needed. His Grace is where we end and His Spirit takes over. Makes me lay down more of myself for Him to fill. Truth is, you did good. I couldn't be here today without Him. 🥛🍯🙏🏼💕

[@frosandfoliage]

Not me seeing this video days after I fell off my journey!!!!! Okay God, I'm listening!!!

[@TheWordwithWhit]

I really love this!! I'm over a year into my celibacy journey and this really helped me to remember why I started this and to also remember to keep asking God to help me stay pure bc I can't do this alone. Thanks so much for your boldness in sharing your experience. Blessings friend❤️🙏🏼

[@naturallycandacemarie]

Thank you for being transparent. I respect you for this and appreciate this. This Christian single journey is not easy. It’s hard for me being that I turn 44 in a couple of months. But God! Keep doing what you are doing Queen and inspiring us all! 🙌🏾✨ God knows your desires and I believe He will send you your husband.

[@karenhickey1131]

Great to see someone close to my age on the same journey, I’m 43…haha I thought I was the world’s oldest virgin, glad to see I’m not alone have 😂

[@zaedzaed1245]

wow,I am so happy you made that video.i remembered my worst fallen times cones after I got saved.I just remembered one time as I was getting intimate with a guy and literally while being under him ,I said God that's not where I want to be nor what I want for my life.At that moment I was just being raw and real to God and he heard me.I have been happily and I emphasize happily married for almost 9 years,we have a btfl son and in less than a week we will be moving to our second home which is over a million dollar when we couldn't make ends meet when we met.God is very good and we put him first in everything.even in our disagreement we put God first to guide us figure it out. I love you so much morgan.

[@defcity]

GIRL, thank you for this honesty. I’ve fallen too with my God-ordained, and I kept beating myself up like “how are all these women who are in their wait able to stay obedient and I’m over here stumbling.” God gathered me up, but what a breath of fresh air this was. I really thought “dag, these women are so faithful, what’s my problem?” But your candor has brought light to the reality that we stumble and fall, yet we ARE STILL God’s Daughters. You are not portraying to be perfect, you clearly love The Lord and have a relationship with Him, and even you have stumbled. We are here to help encourage one other, sharpen each other, and lift each other up. This was so needed and so appreciated. All respect to you for being real.

[@farirai.natalie]

“Worth built in purity and not in God” wow that was such an eye opening statement🔥 it’s so true it needs to be the other way around

[@shantagsha1637]

Sis, you just speaking TRUTH!! The Lord told me GUILT is from the enemy, but CONVICTION is from the Holy Spirit!

[@regularoleme]

YO. The Kingdom of Darkness is MADDDDD 💀 You better post and be transparent! I pray the Lord allows this to be a domino effect for sooo many other women to come forward and SHARE. THANK YOU MORGAN 💖

[@melissajefferson2726]

Thank for this sis! I’m on my journey back, but it’s been a rough one. I waited for almost 30 years and had sex with my ex whom I thought I was in love with too. I think back on the time prior to him and feel the same way. I felt so lonely and as much as I loved God, in this particular area it was hard to believe that he would provide that kingdom spouse within the timeline I had for myself. I’ve noticed a lot of well known Christian influencers struggling in this area too which is very affirming. But it also makes me think, if their boyfriend would’ve proposed or things worked out would they have admitted they fell off track? This isn’t directed at anyone in particular. But it’s easier to hide behind the fact that “we’re married now” to justify those actions and much harder to do when things don’t work out. Anyway, I’m thankful for your transparency. I’m still in the beginning stages of my break up so still working through a lot of hurt. Praying that the many other women here who can relate can share some words of encouragement. It’s nice to see I’m not the only one who’s going through it right now!

[@sadraolaedo4733]

Dear fellow Christian sisters, please in a situation of "trauma " or " abuse", do not ignore THERAPY. It is needed

[@Artishaxo]

So hard to admit our "falls". I'm glad you were honest. It gives hope for those who think "falls" are the end!🙌❤

[@ChasingReal]

Thank you for sharing Morgan! Even as you began to spoke, pride came up and I had the thought that falling could never happen to me in this area....then right as you said it, I was reminded that we can never get to a point of thinking it could never be us.

[@tc7605]

It’s also very hard to see another person I know who is getting married …… it’s very hard and makes you feel like you are forgotten about… to see others get married is extremely painful and makes you feel like something is wrong… your video is very truthful and powerful

[@BriaBarrows]

I respect this. Even if you haven’t been affected by trauma, it happens! I’m on the journey and I beg y’all, don’t even think of them sleepovers! Lmao 😩😩 like you be wanting to go on a vacation so bad with your man because Christian relationships can be boring at times because of the boundaries we have to keep. But I think lack of boundaries really can affect this. I appreciate your vulnerability cause some influencers might lie.

[@biriyaabigail3464]

Me too i fell off my purity journey of 4yrs😢😢..it was a terrible experience After that..but now am struggling to regained my purity back,.. truly God is holy and he expect us to be holy too..the excitement of being holy is different no one can explain.. more grace dear sister

[@MJ-dz8dp]

The Lord just dropped this in my spirit. The number 7 constantly appears in the Bible. God will use this ‘bad’ situation for your good!!! Keep going 💘

[@shadetonye6863]

Thank you sis. This is so timely. I almost fell too after my 7yrs purity walk with God. But one thing I always kept telling God was whenever I felt vulnerable and weak and can't help myself. And I find Him always helping me come out of such ungodly relationships. May God continue to help and strengthen us all on this journey in Jesus name. Amen 🙏

[@FalzF]

This is why I still follow and support you. You are honest and the struggles as a young Christian. You don’t pretend to be perfect. Thanks for sharing what you learnt and how you rose above it.

[@okmyia5669]

I fell off my purity because I was prideful but I know now I don’t have to wallow in my sin and be depressed about. Thank you for making this video and encouraging me💓love you long time Morgan! I have to remind myself everyday, that his mercies are new every morning.

[@celinaspeakslife]

No it’s seriously so hard after you fall and I’ve been there multiple times. Everything you said is spot on. Grateful that you had the courage to share it can be hard. ❤️

[@alexandriarichard7671]

I felt you when you said your pride was to big that it couldn’t happen to you. I literally was a virgin until I was 20 years old and I kept saying I was going to wait for marriage all of my worth was in my virginity as a Christian once I lost that I literally felt like I was a worthless Christian because I sinned against myself and there was no getting it back. I know sex before marriage is a sin but thank you for talking about it’s so hard finding encouragement when everyone around me is still waiting and I feel like the black sheep. Before when I was a virgin everyone around me I was the only virgin it’s crazy how the enemy isolated me and made me feel like there was no point in waiting. Fast forward two years later I am have a 10 month old I am thankful that the father is active and present my the relationship isn’t Christ centered I put myself in situation that could’ve been better if I waited and I love my fiancé but I know that God would’ve had a different path thank you for your honesty we are practicing celibacy until marriage

[@areadingcharm]

Girl, God bless your ministry! This was beautiful. I came to the same realization of pride and holding my value in my purity instead of God! Whew! Praying for you and every other woman on this journey. I related so much. Thanks for sharing! 💜💜💜 Stop carrying that thing that God has already forgiven you for! And forgive yourself 🙌🏾 We overcome by the blood of the lamb and the word of our testimony. Revelation 12:11 Let’s continue taking about the fail as well.

[@missCOCO619]

That’s real..this spoke to me because it’s very easy to be prideful about maintaining purity thinking that you’ve conquered the lusts of the flesh…I have to remember that the flesh will embarrass me if I get comfortable with it.

[@parisholiday1019]

It's hard to be in lonely for 7 to 20 years especially when your waiting on a promise waiting is a struggle to. Be encouraged Morgan in your waiting and loneliness. Try to be around your family.🙂❤️

[@avianalaureano8264]

I came back to this video because I recently fell off of my abstinence journey and I fell off because it was almost about 4 years of waiting until marriage recently I’ve been going through hard things with my heath finances and school I started to feel very lonely and bored I’ve never had a solid relationship that lasted my romantic life just sucked and I honestly wanted to have someone to love me I took matters into my own hands and ended up in a car accident the other day and I broke things off with the individual they got upset blocked me now I’m heartbroken and very sad about everything but it came at the expense of my purity and most importantly my relationship with God suffered I just did self deliverance broke this soul tie and I’m moving on

[@be5577]

7 years is a long time, I am so proud of you Morgan, we all make mistakes. Some people can’t make it 2 months. your God given prince is on the way. Be patient ❤

[@gail235]

You’re amazing!! Many people can’t wait 9 months. What you have done is incredible. Bless you. Let’s keep going ladies. We can do it.

[@akajazzy12300]

So true, 7 years is a long time. That is for sure worthy to be praised for being able to make it to 7 years 🙏🏽❤️💕

[@gyongyverdr.tamas-kovacs7164]

This is coming from someone who waited 18 years for her husband (he, too) (which makes him 37 and me 38, having our wedding last June). Had been so much addicted to relationships and codependent as hell... Even stayed in an emotionally/verbally abusive realationship for 1,5 years and put up with abuse in my inner circle for a decade or so. Thank God I didn't give up on my purity completely, but that doesn't make it lesser of a mistake and missing the mark.... When the Lord told me this was over for good now, I began to look deeper into how come I ended up here... Thank Heaven, Covid-19 came along so I got 4 long months after the break-up totally locked up and isolated from everything to think things through. Here's what was the game changer for me: I had to realise how much of a desperate and f-ed up person I was, what is more, how there is nothing apart from the love of Jesus that can fill any sort of void and need for love in me... I fell in love with myself, with my purpose and obeying God became the most important thing for me. I even said to God and everyone else that I would stay a happy old maid for ever worshipping Him. 3 weeks later my now husband came along. He wasn't my type - that's a whole another story itself ;). But he was and is God's best for me. He (God) only wanted me to make Him become my first love. Can only encourage You ladies, God will not disappoint You if You leave the choice and timing up to Him! - feeling like I'm married to my best friend, whom I am also madly attracted to is one thing, doing what has always mattered to us the most and people seeing our marriage as a covenant thought up by the Lord himself (even non-believers) are only 2 of my most defining experiences. ;) So stay encouraged, run the race, what You are doing is great! Love from Budapest Hungary: From Emily

[@MorganTracyJ]

Wow, this is beautiful! Thank you for the encouragement

[@ravensimone98]

This was so real and so uplifting. I’m still on my purity journey. 3 years strong but there have been times where I was close to slippin up. 💜 thank you and God bless you 🫶🏾

[@happyoverhate]

Yes Morgan 🙌🏾 this is living in your truth and please don’t feel ashamed. We need more honest conversations like this because we all have fallen at one point in time

[@SeasonswithSummer]

Transparency, realness, relatability, and so much love poured in this video. Your heart for God’s daughters is always so evident. God bless you for sharing this Morgan. 🤍

[@journeytotheunknown9525]

Hey Ladies, I just want to tell all of you that I'm proud of you!!! Reading the comments brought joy and comfort to my heart & soul. Please know most of the time were never alone in our journey to live right! God Bless & Be Great❤❤❤

[@iannabethel9834]

That pride will get you every time

[@koketsotshegofatso4151]

i have fell off from Purity for the past four years. Its been so hard getting back on that journey, i am so glad i came across this, thank you.

[@serenity3273]

She so encouraging. I waited a long time myself and I was 32 to when I fell into impurity .My solution was to marry the guy to over come my guilted .The best thing about that married was my daughter. We are now getting a divorce. I wish I had Morgan to tell me ,It's Ok back then .You can move on from it .A lesson learned the hard way. Ad lease I have Morgan now🙏🙂

[@livewithmymah]

This takes a lot of boldness to share... Thank you!! I'm looking forward to be able to also film about my life Journey and how much of God's help I've received... I'm learning... There's nothing I can do by myself except God helps me✍️✍️

[@FineNaturalHairandFaith]

I think as humans when we fall off it’s a reminder or a blaring slap in the face that no matter how much we think we have things in check, we really don’t. We are but flesh and blood. Thankfully God forgives and we can just move forward. I’m married so not on a purity journey at least not so far as sex is concerned. The purity I need he.p with us eating and gluttony 😭

[@bee67371]

Sis.i ALMOST lost it i was in the process but God gave me strength to leave and i didn't look back. My goodness Lust is powerful and deceitful.but God's mercies are new every morning.

[@jacklinekiryewala8325]

Oh I too fell off my purity walk but was blessed with a princess, I was sad and disappointed in my self but I repented and got back up, now raising my gal whole ,single and pure, 7yrs down the road waiting on the lord's beautiful plan for my life.

[@eyethumfazwe]

When I saw the thumbnail, I had to watch to hear what you've learned from this. It takes bravery to open up about something so private. It will definitely help others facing a similar situation. Beautiful dress btw.

[@oliviaehiwe]

I commend your boldness and bravery for sharing your journey. This journey of life is just that a journey. Like you said purity is more than not having sex. I suggest that you not focus on the days between your last failures and focus on the purity of the position of your heart. Focusing on the heart will address the loneliness, the pride, and the anxiousness in waiting to be married.

[@tc7605]

I totally understand. After seeing another person get married and I’m still waiting and wondering….It’s a hard walk at times

[@mizzmeliinspires]

I’m so proud of you sis for immediately pushing back to develop a heart of repentance! Lust can be so trapping but what a mighty promise that He is faithful to help us resist the temptation in the future, to help us with these desires, and to forgive us of our fall. Happy this has propelled you further into deeper dependence upon Him in this area!!

[@jamie9914]

Yes🙌🏾

[@biancaihua5841]

Morgan, I love you so much. No matter how the devil tries to steal, kill and destroy you, you will still rise, cos you are an overcomer. I've noticed something that the devil does. When he knows we preach against these things, he tries to push us to do them. No matter what happens, we will still rise and overcome the devil and his tactics. I still love you, Morgan💖💖🤩🤩🥰🥰. Shame on the devil, he certainly doesn't know who he's messing with 🔥.

[@TamarasTreasureTrove]

TRAUMA= the big one! Keep pushing, sis! You got this 🙏🏾❤️‍🩹✨

[@annetterandolph6109]

I am so glad I listened to this video because I can relate to feeling the shame when you failed in your purity.

[@TouchofPeace2k13]

Sister I fell after 3 years and had a beautiful baby girl now I have been so discouraged to even start the journey again. Thank you for sharing your Truth!!!

[@cspann33]

Wow! This video randomly came up in my feed. I haven’t been searching for this topic at all but I thank God for the recommendation from KZbin and for the encouragement . May He be our strength in our weakness. Amen.

[@akatsukix6847]

I fell back again then got covered in shame and guilt. I eas quick to repent. But the condemnation I felt and anxiety ate away at me. I was worried God is the prayers I prayed hitting the ceiling now? Was I close to the break through and now delayed it by 8 more years? Has the angels God sends to fight on behalf left? While your guardian Angel never leaves you, Gods host he sends will not stick around you if you're living in unholiness. Tho I don't know if a 1 time fall an immediate repent changes that. So many other things. Like God do I have to start ALL over in my walk? But God showed me there is no condemnation to those in Christ Jesus. That not by our works but by his Goodness and Grace. He washes us clean immediately when we repent. And makes it like it never happened. So all we have to do is get up dust our self off. Shake it off. And while it's one day at a time. We have fallen, we didn't trip and roll backwards 1 2 3 plus years back. Our prayers are still heard. The break through may be delayed but not denied. And delayed by how much depends on God. It may only be a short time it may be awhile. I think this depends on how quick to repent and turn. I was worried if my authority was deluted down too. But God is good and showed me this is the time TO use that authority. Pick up shield and sword. Arm yourself and look the devil in the eye and say get behind me! I thank God that we serve such an awesome loving God who both corrects, disciplines, and teaches us. Yet does it in truth, mercy, grace, and love. And not in his wrath. God wants us to turn from all evil and get off the fence. But he won't force us to. But by his Spirit he will convict us and by his goodness lead us to repentance. Another thing is. Also to those out there who aren't just falling but living in sin and really struggling. I would also suggest going to a deliverance service. Some times there are demonic oppressions and strongholds we just have to get broken off. I hope this encouraged someone and helps ♥. I love you, Jesus loves you. And you shall accomplish all that God has for you. In Jesus name. Amen an amen

[@brendaluchemo]

🎤We fall down and get up, for a saint is just a sinner, who fell down & got up🎤 Halleluyah I praise God for your journey & honesty. I have been in the same situation but with something else and it took so long to forgive myself yet God had forgiven me a long time ago. The lies Satan tells us when we fall keep us caged. But the Holy Spirit led me to the scripture that says something like a righteous man falls 7 times but still gets up. That's how I was set completely free. You are so right, this journey with God is a marathon not a sprint. When you fall, don't stay down, dust yourself up real fast and keep running. Our finish line is when He calls us home. Thank you for being vulnerable. I wish you nothing but God's best

[@AliciaSharel]

Appreciate this so much! So many of us fall off but never speak on it.

[@bluuhope7995]

This video was very true to me! however, in my story, I had to start a new race of becoming a mommy! I fell in love with God in my late teenage years and decided to “try” and wait for a husband. I knew that if I use the strength of God I could. However, as you said I felt a sense of pride in knowing I wouldn’t. I have a relationship with God where he often tells me no or he puts in my spirit this new guy is not yours. So from that, I gained trust in knowing that I wouldn’t fall but surely realized I started playing around with temptation and using my own strength. At this moment I was a virgin to simply put it I use to go on dates and then turn guys away left to right. Often time before my “moment in time” I would recognize when my body is feeling a sense of loneliness and would stay home to help me flee from the desire of wanting a man. My moment in time began not merely from falling but healing. After the fall I had to learn how to not be my own worst judge and God blessed me to forgive myself, in this I told the guy at this time I could no longer do what I did and decided to move forward. As I moved forward I and this guy at the time stopped talking as much. To avoid temptation I started to hang out with my faith-walking spiritual friend. A month later I was surprised with one of my greatest blessing of being pregnant! My emotions were on a roller coaster at this point. I stopped talking to this guy. I was moving on, I forgave myself, and I decided to do as I described “the right thing”. When I found out about the news I feel was great now “at the time” scary I didn’t know if I wanted to even tell this guy because I knew I could be tempted to fall back into temptation living a life without seeking God first. I prayed I prayed I cried and I prayed to God “for you know the plans that you have for me, plans to prosper me and to cause me no harm”. I went into a spiritual battle next I told the guy and ended up in a relationship “not marriage”. I kept asking questions in my head as I would talk to God. For a while, I thought why me…. “I was trying to do the right thing” To briefly speak my truth... God told me it was a blessing and protection not just for my beautiful baby girl but the journey I had to go through. All the crying nights were a blessing. As of now, my baby daughter is 4 months and me and her father didn’t last more than two weeks of being in a relationship in which I cried every night because I wanted to be a family however I didn’t want to have sex without being married or even him not having the thought of marriage being the bigger picture for the both of us. My story is still being written.! I wish I could leave every breakthrough and emotion however I believe I will then be writing a book lol.

[@nataliesizer6988]

Thank you for your transparency! After nearly 4 years, I fell off as well, and it took me about 3 years to get back to it. But GOD!!!! I'm back and have been forgiven. And I've forgiven myself. In that, God also taught me that just because I wasn't engaging in the act of sex at the time. doesn't mean I still wasn't sinning mentally, because as you stated, the pride was there, but so were the impure thoughts. God really had to humble me in that process also. Thank you!!

[@aveeyamac]

I started my journey in June 2022 and fell 2 weeks ago. I felt so ashamed and embarrassed. I’m starting over again. It’s been so hard.

[@Florenge777]

Don t give up

[@jamfamily1930]

Good morning!!! Your transparency is like a breath of fresh air! I needed this.

[@amy-leescott6061]

Thank you for sharing your story Morgan! I’ve gone through the same thing this year. I had to start over after two years and three months. I felt so ashamed and so guilty but I’ve gained so much clarity after watching this

[@MorganTracyJ]

Thanks for sharing your process as well! I'm glad we got back up girl!

[@dove9570]

First of all I love your dress😍 and thank you for being so open and honest God bless you🙏🏿👏🏿

[@Asia-mk3yn]

Purity is not just in the outer appearance and display but it’s about the inner part! The heart. It’s what flows from the inside. God desires the one with a broken spirit and contrite heart. This is exactly what your displaying when you started over which is so encouraging . 🤍yes, you fell and because you acknowledge it and came before him with a broken spirit and a repentant heart we see how he’s moved through it.a testimony for his glory.

[@kaylagailliard4945]

homegirl!!! this is literally everything I needed to hear right now! I've been walking through this same thing right now, but this video has encouraged me greatly. thank you for sharing and reminding us that we are not alone in our falls and that God does forgive!!

[@war4791]

God doesn’t want you to settle for less; He wants you settle for His best.