Ethel Cain - Housofpsychoticwomn (Official Visualizer)

[@neevaweeva]

i'm flattered 😳 i love you too

[@neevaweeva]

just listened to vacillator. sorry, i'll keep it to myself 😞

[@pardontheplay]

Awww, always We Were Wonder. Keep Watching

[@jupiter_424]

@@neevaweeva😭😭

[@jupiter_424]

@ 😭😭

[@EttieSpagheti]

stuck between wanting my volume up so I can hear everything and getting scared and turning it back down 😭

[@kiwikiwi9671]

I’m home alone rn and listening in bed and I’m freaking myself out 😭

[@entuvidavale3522]

Best comment from the whole album

[@annabellez8397]

who up etheling their 𝐜𝐚𝐢𝐧 rn

[@Shreks_freshbussy]

me!

[@Vividoesntevenknow]

I love etheling up my Cain.

[@kr4chdown600]

When the function is candlelit and schizophrenic 🔥

[@daniyellahs]

#LOVEIT

[@lauriniscool9508]

How many times have you heard the words “I love you” before someone has done the most painful things to you? That’s something that eats me up inside about hearing those words on repeat.

[@emilykeesee1863]

Or after, “I love you, so I have to do this.”

[@torimaritime6955]

This is totally out of left field, but my mother was incredibly abusive to me in the past. It was torturous until I was able to move out of the house. And every night, I'd *have* to hug her. And we'd say, "I love you". I can't tell my partners "I love you" anymore. It makes me sick.

[@lauriniscool9508]

@@torimaritime6955 Thank you for feeling comfortable enough to share that. It’s really sad to go through something so awful and relate it to those words that are supposed to be so special. Saying it without the feeling attached or with also negative feelings involved mixed into it is extremely damaging. I don’t wish that on anyone but I know this is an extremely common occurrence. My awful step dad would say it to me and I cringed every time I had to say it back.

[@randychavez1979]

Oh ur evil, but real

[@avery7431]

right in the middle of this i got a WEBTOON AD abt 2 men but they can’t date because one is an alien and one is a human 💔

[@b19wing_inslowmotion]

Omg doomed yaoi Ethel would love it

[@TheNovaSosa]

wait hold on. i need the name

[@avery7431]

@ Osora!!

[@a1d4nnn]

​@@avery7431 wait a sec thats not the plot of osora 😭

[@vamphobie]

WE ARE SOOOOO BACK

[@Fabstron]

To me, this piece is about the toxic and destructive side of love. I grew up in a household where love was conditional. You behave, you get love. When I turned 15 I fell for a man who was 27 at the time. He manipulated me the same way my parents would. Love was conditional. I was just a stepping stone for him to get things he needed - wanted. Be it money, praise or sex. It nearly drove me to suicide because his "I love you"s weren't filling the vacancy that was in my heart. And when I confessed to him how I felt, he simply tossed me aside. "I love you" had been a very scary thing for me to hear because I grew up learning that only people who hurt me say it. After countless hours of therapy (>11 years and counting) I broke free of this pattern.

[@Snaretrips]

Im so proud of you youre so strong

[@v1x4570]

That is horrific, I'm glad you were able to heal!

[@AdamGYodaWars]

I can’t wait for the Kidz Bop version of this

[@b19wing_inslowmotion]

HELP KIDZ BOP VERSION OF PULLDRONE WHEN

[@riansfilms]

@@b19wing_inslowmotion PULLDRONE IS SOOOO PEAK 🔥 kidz bop get on the track instantly

[@yourethelossofmy_life]

@@b19wing_inslowmotion "I will care for my mouth by drinking orange juice!"

[@b19wing_inslowmotion]

@@yourethelossofmy_life HELP

[@lewiswoodhall]

vacillator: i can make you smile 20 times a day :)

[@dylanwise9124]

I have no clue why anyone would be upset about the duration of these songs. They are so haunting and scary in such a beautiful and captivating way. I genuinely CANNOT STOP LISTENING! I LOVE YOU.

[@mangotea48]

THE MOANING AND GROANING AT THE END IS INSANE WHAT???

[@fionaappleintheblairwitchp3921]

this song feels like having flies inside of ur head all of the time in the best way possible

[@Mayte_824]

It’s so terrible how we’ve distorted love that we’ve all come to a twisted understanding of love but because of that we always want more and more and more. We think we’re so evil for wanting more, yearning for things we haven’t seen. It’s driving us all mad. We’re stuck looking for ways to fill these needs, but we’re unsuccessful. We killed this love but we look for it in everything. Soon this feeling will consume us all and we won’t fight it, either out of hope that love will show up or maybe the thought that love is already dead.

[@olie7161]

Who’s listening in the dark the way she intended?

[@starsimone]

I keep thinking I'm hearing something in my actual house and getting scared lmfao

[@cloudymoonliqht9629]

My room is literally pitch black and my airpods are at max. I feel uneasy but that’s expected 😭

[@lauriniscool9508]

I’m always in the dark with my black out curtains

[@losj3020]

in the broad daylight with no headphone and a lunch

[@lauriniscool9508]

@@starsimone Oh wow 🤯 me too! I thought I saw someone and I had to take a moment before starting the music again. It’s making me temporarily lose my mind a little.

[@mangotea48]

this song is wild it actually makes me ascend, the dying noises at the end actually give me chills 😭

[@emilykeesee1863]

The clock ticking, love is on their time. When the clock stops for them, the love stops. No matter how much we love them, if it’s not on their time… it’s not enough.

[@emilykeesee1863]

And when we say “we love them, they love us,” no matter how they treat us… it makes us look insane. For loving them, even though they do the most unspeakable things towards us.

[@Roseshavethorns]

Love you for this comment

[@Styx.]

Having hallucinations and wanting to go to sleep right after this might have been a lil mistake I’ll admit I love how haunting this album is

[@EdenHolder]

i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you.

[@hyf6845]

I love you too

[@clefaggy]

aw shucks i love you too

[@herrscherofshizun]

i love you

[@xospookie]

THE "I DO" BIT IS SO CREEPY I LOVE IT SO MUCH

[@axaadrosie]

Time stamp? I could only hear "i love you" lol

[@martyrshigh]

@@axaadrosie at about 5:14 she says "when you were young you said you wished that someone loved you... i do... i do... i do... i do..." and it kind of starts crawling inside your head

[@axaadrosie]

@@martyrshigh thanks :)

[@raincloud1313]

Ad breaks are so insane. Imagine having a self induced psychotic break in a cold dark room, your thought grow freeform and abstract, silhouettes form in the pitch dark corners of your room, you're dragging your fingertips over the cracks and crannies of your psyche, all the hurts you've felt, the masks you've worn, the betrayals, what it all meant to you. Then suddenly "I'm trying to buy a new house 🤓so I'm avoiding expensive medical bills 🤓"

[@Chris-pw7eh]

my newborn has already listened to this 10 times

[@caruelandlowlands]

Sibling of ptolemaea ❤

[@Dori6584]

That's what I was thinking!!

[@Esubs2]

Ethel, I am mesmerized you chose to make this project after hearing your previous works. I create often darker experimental electronic music and enjoy so many genres akin. To see you have success with more pop centric music then proceed with this route is very special and something I wish more successful artists did. It is a gorgeous, disturbing, and ultimately real body of work that I hope receives alot of recognition. Thanks for following your heart.

[@katsu7308]

this is the scariest thing I have ever heard in my life and I love it so much. we're so back

[@yayosummer4807]

THE FACT SHE DIDNT SCRAP THIS OH MEEMAW WE LOVE YOU SEEING IT ON SPOTIFY FEELS UNREAL

[@user-fe6qp4mf1m]

how many times will we bear the violence coming from our own blood, i love you

[@underworldly]

the shimmering of the bells happened tonight, in a field where i used to play as a child. the echoes of your love were felt alongside the warmest winter wind. i couldn’t shake the shame from my tears, my chest shuddered against my will, it really was a great disruption. i wish you could’ve witnessed the theatre this evening through my eyes, it is overwhelming to explain how it felt. but for a second i swore you were right there beside me. and i think just.. maybe i’m not nothing… if only for a moment.. 🎧

[@cloudymoonliqht9629]

The beautiful melody in the background is so hypnotizing.. im forever in awe of your art hayden

[@riiseingirl]

sounds exactly like a nightmare i had where me and hundreds of people were in a haunted factory and getting thrown around by ghosts. a voice saying “[my name] i love you” repeatedly is what woke me up. love this!!!!

[@moo1531]

This track is probably my favorite, woah. It could probably loop in my head for the rest of eternity and I still would have begged for more

[@sirthisisawendyss]

ALBUM IS OUT GUYS!!

[@user-fe6qp4mf1m]

those 3 days mother didnt open the door and didnt check on me, i know this was all you could hear inside my room as i was dying from intentional OD. im so heartbroken.

[@braydenmcnickle5541]

This is pure art. The agonized groaning in the background while I love you is on a loop in a monotone voice is captivating and haunting. Thank you for sharing this work

[@thehousofpsychoticwomn]

I clicked on this video so fast; I have a screenshot of me being the first like.. I am so excited for the Americans who will be streaming Perverts for the first time tonight. Truly a life-changing experience. ♡

[@edenp111]

three tracks in already crying. this is real art.

[@Juliiamn]

This is my favorite type of white noise

[@ziasquinn]

Ok the lyrics are way underestimating the amount of "I love you"s in this..... its like at least 80x... I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you

[@nowheregirl33]

i just got that feeling when i first listen to ptolamae

[@sophie-824]

this album is so unsettling my stomach hurts but I have to keep listening...

[@soffgrips]

i feel like this sound 2:03 that goes on and on and gets louder... is an ultrasound ( if you've ever had one done ) and the person is finding out they're pregnant by mistake so it keeps echoing and the " person " that made them pregnant is in the corner constantly saying they love them

[@mariapaulamacedo4858]

It's defenetely a baby heartbeat

[@dwohtss]

i have never heard or seen any art as amazing or real as this

[@Howtoeatrocks]

i struggle with being told i love you, and saying it in return cause as a kid those words were used to hurt me. next time someone doesnt get it im gonna play them this track

[@fionaappleintheblairwitchp3921]

this makes me feel what I felt when I first listened to the downward spiral

[@cupcakeangelkitty]

the 'i do' part genuinely gives me tingles i feel myself ascending. this is something special

[@amandarodriguez7315]

Hi guys my name is Mandy I'm from Cuba and I wake up from a coma rn bc of this song, ty Ethel for almost end with my life I apreciated sm and I love U please make more music 😭

[@kadenst.martin787]

this brings me back to a specific time in early summer of last year when i found the music video. i'll always love you

[@samuel_j_]

There is something insanely hypnotic about all of Hayden’s work, but especially this piece. Beyond musically genius, beyond artistry, this is just …other worldly. Deeply unsettling, disorienting and hypnotizing. It’s beyond what words I can use to describe and unlike any feeling an artist has ever made me feel. What a force to be reckoned with and what a privilege to live in the same era that this artist does. I am in love.

[@BrynPark-sb8hm]

Hello, void. Happy to be here.

[@8pointedsycthe]

instrumentals feel like speeding and swirving down a gravel road in a tornado on acid, before a wrong turn and head on collision.

[@lydibugs]

the death rattles

[@Heavensentfawn]

It’s happening to all of us

[@michaelryanwo0d]

Ethel this album is going to deeply impact the next few months of what I listen to. I’m falling in love with this atmosphere and need more. Excited to explore acts like Grouper and Skullcrusher more because of this project

[@user-jj9pi1wu4g]

WOOOP WOOP

[@D0gb4rk3r]

One of the best records I've heard in a long time. Creepy and inspiring.

[@carlymiller7655]

The dragging sound in the first half of the song, I hear something different every round. I am in love with this

[@maxlupin]

I love you ethel cain this album and this song specifically spoke to me on a personal level. Forever grateful that an artist like you exists.

[@joeallen2564]

Mother has given us a wonderful gift. Thank you for this collection of new art.

[@lunabylunas]

i love you too, hayden

[@Kazukiiee]

AND ON MY 32ND BIRTHDAY!!! THANK YOU MORE THEN I CAN EVER SAY.

[@kfdnejfbsjnskfe-r8b]

this feels like im stuck in a loop

[@Rainheart95]

Its like a scary movie. I wanna listen and cant stop listening, but its with me tense and creeped out in my seat, peeking between my fingers. 😅

[@stxrlightttzz]

daughters of cain are really just ethel

[@PhoenixJamesFilms]

Meemaw really said get the normies out of here and bring in the people who are here for the ✨experiences✨ this album is so beautifully haunting

[@mimidoggo7167]

Just stared at the wall and went cross eyed for 13 mins straight 👍

[@paigebeee]

This whole album reminds of the audio hallucinations I’d hear when I used to blast off on DMT a lot back in the day.

[@paigebeee]

Which is why it made me cry while in awe of the beauty ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

[@s4m11r]

I’ve waited for this for years omg🩶

[@rawrxdisateenqueenflo]

Reminds me of in ptolemaea when male voices repeating “i love you” and then the “I do” can also reference the husband also I’m falling asleep

[@chrisstoneee]

YESSSSSSS SHES BACK

[@infernusrex796]

I have this on loop while I watch Hereditary.

[@good4nothingz]

genius idea actually????

[@Savina2005mp4]

1:54 am before work tomorrow and i couldnt think of a better way to spend my time

[@SummoningVultures]

I cant even put into words how cool this song and album is... Just wow

[@Samhain23]

twin peaks core

[@Couldadonethatwithagermanshprd]

I can't explain what this album is doing to me. It's happening to everybody. 🖤

[@msgicbeans]

such a good visualizer the powerlines are soo cool

[@jessicaersomething]

Thank you Mother 🖤

[@narasimha7187]

Love the experimentation here and that it will expose fans to more difficult music. Reminds me of some of Richard Youngs work and a little of Grouper. Bravo!

[@0_ox]

Babe wake up!!! New Ethel Cain dropped!!

[@flirtgguk]

I HAVE SILENCED THE HILL BEFORE!!

[@PROD5VE]

i will work on a song with Ethel Cain one day, i’m speaking it into existence 🙏🏼

[@NewtShack5]

“House of Psychotic Women”. Great book.

[@s_libraaa]

Honestly my favorite song you've ever made. So hauntingly beautiful.

[@powerlinevalley]

IT'S HAPPENING TO MEEEEE

[@selbywall]

i love you too

[@__lexy]

i love you too

[@ACTIONMOV133]

thank you for comforting me in a way that i never knew i needed

[@eerbrev]

You can't fool me this is Stockhausen!!! In all seriousness, congratulations on an incredible album.

[@sinclair4626]

I need to crawl inside Hayden’s mind this is art

[@taylorlc]

I feel like someone played the silent hill games while writing this record.... It is excellent.

[@matthewm_.b3]

HELL YEAH 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@estrezzyy]

Listening to this while showering is an experience 😌

[@thejack502]

Get it girl

[@P3NJ0]

YAY ITS BACK

[@fionaappleintheblairwitchp3921]

thank you. watching you progress as an artist is like watching the painting of the mona lisa.

[@adriannamiller7550]

I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you There was a point where everything bent down And it took something from me Something i can’t quite explain And i always wondered if it would come back And love me the way it said it was supposed to But maybe it lied Maybe it was all a lie I’ve tried so hard to explain in words what it meant to me How it felt to me But maybe it’s not meant to be explainеd Maybe it’s not meant to be markеd down in words Or scrawled out on a piece of paper Until then, i guess i’ll just lie here and wait Wait for it to come back Wait for it to love me again Do you think you know how to give up Do you think you understand what it means to be loved You don’t, and you never will But i can tell you right now It’s beautiful It is such a precious thing to be loved Such a precious, magnificent thing to be loved Such a wondrous and painful thing to be loved When you were young, you said you wished that someone loved you I do I do I do I do I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you

[@Diddsalou]

Thank you so much for your music. You manage to capture feelings that are indescribable in every other way.

[@Moonsong_]

The ticking clock is just the cherry on top. Always loved this one

[@nabi_zzzs]

YESS I LOVE THE AMBIENCE

[@Moxyt0cyn]

THE TRANSITION-

[@averymembrane9833]

guys i think ethel loves us

[@berrrry_]

HERE WE AREEEE

[@ernestohernandez8858]

og’s remember listening to the demo in 2022 ♡