Mothica - Blackout (Official Music Video)

[@darcyyxx]

i can’t wait until mothica gets the recognition she deserves

[@beabrooks8402]

Same!!!

[@oscarthegrouch5486]

lol i’ll be one of the OG’s haha

[@baileythie3940]

Yesss!

[@KittenIsland]

Mothic be like: Me too.

[@colrathfuriae]

You mean the over 700 likes to your message? :) I agree!

[@mariaalessandragalati5018]

"I've always been my own worst enemy, blaming on my own anxiety" Sooo relatable.

[@ytbr3383]

Even if you don't think so you can change those things, keep trying until you nail it. I used to feel very bad(anxiety and depressions) and had to eat loads of different medicines just to barely live, but now I feel so much better and have tappered down every single medicine, I did change a lot of things in my life though. Cutting out fake friends, quitting bad habits, starting good and healthy new habits which are good for you in the long run etc. It took a while but its not impossible. Don't let the anxiety, depressions ruin your life :-)

[@habituallytiredsloth2287]

And thats on the most underated artist who deserves more recognition

[@user-bg8nv3vb6u]

Honestly

[@thatemerson8101]

So true

[@gentimperley8554]

I'm from the future and I can tell you now, she'll blow up soon 😌

[@gh0stfox]

agreed

[@ItsByzo]

@@gentimperley8554 haha we were hereeee

[@Sustaita.handmade]

Came here to simp the devil, stayed for the absolute banger this song is.

[@galacticlizard6555]

THIS COMMENT YES

[@rocket7986]

Simp Beelzebub. I know I do and I was straight.

[@EvangelineDeMuro]

*chefs kiss* a masterpiece 👻👻🖤🖤

[@thatemerson8101]

Omg hi Eva I love your videos

[@MAR00NR1TUAL]

eva i stg i love you so much

[@katieszabo5229]

Wow Eva, hi!

[@jacobswim270]

???

[@eijdjdjdasdfghjkl5583]

Are we going to ignore the fact that this is a work of art, all of the small details continue to amaze me I can’t stop watching this! All of the blue tones, the eyes when she saw herself turning into something she didn’t want to be. The lonely no more how awesome the shadow of beezlebub when he’s growing. How they dance is magnetic and an excellent representation of the feeling. Mothica really do be pulling through with amazing lyrics, sound, cinematography, dance everything you can think of also she’s so pretty 😩 also I love beezlebubs expressions! 💙

[@annam4660]

I know right! It's so blue 😂

[@onenonlysarahd5158]

Dance with the devil in the pale moonlight 🤔😎🤘

[@Dark33_Qc]

red lights symbolizing danger, the blue demon linked with her blue alcohol bottle, everything is perfect!

[@someone8220]

Found you via the duck, staying for the astounding freaking talent

[@Saga3]

Same😳

[@jasminegold2807]

Everything is blue 💙 Her flask Her earrings Her eyes And she’s dancing with a metiphorical demon in the middle of the night and he’s bluuuuuuue bluuuuuuue

[@delicateghoul]

Except for when things are red, and I think that's intentional. All of the blue imagery is the bad habits/vices/destructive choices we make, and the fleeting red is the promise of control/structure. The switching between blue and red shows the struggle of recovery and relapse. I think this is especially apparent in the devil's design: mostly blue with a small red bowtie. Since this song/video is specifically about alcoholism the devil represents the urge to drink and his bowtie is the thought "maybe things will be different this time. If I avoid hard liquor... If I only have four drinks... If I eat something before hand..." but it always ends up the same way: losing all control, caught in the clutches of her demon. The farther she spirals the more blue the world around her (and even herself) gets, until finally she's so swallowed in blue that she's drowning, no red to be seen, having absolutely no control anymore as her demon drags her into the deep

[@SecretEclair]

@@delicateghoul LOL they were making a Halsey reference.

[@conradboloks]

@@SecretEclair 😂😂😂 But the ✨ struggle ✨ to explain bruuhhhh

[@conradboloks]

Everything is grey Her hair Her window Her rings And she's covered in sadness But apart at what it seems And she's blueeeeeee, blueeeeeeeeee

[@drackmavanhelsing3504]

She had to one up Percy Jackson lol

[@monavalovicova9024]

One day, this artist. One day will be Mothica really famous. And we all will be able to say that we was here With her since her early beginings! 🖤💢🤍❤️💜💙🤎

[@monavalovicova9024]

I wish you luck in your music career! @mothica

[@Lux_vast]

yas

[@brandonwoon3560]

One year later welp she did become become famous

[@missmaryfabela98]

Yes!💖

[@world752]

Wow !

[@delicateghoul]

This is why it's so important to have a support system. Recovery is hard work, and doing it alone is almost impossible. We all need someone who can help intervene when our demons try to drag us into the deep end. I hope y'all stay safe, especially now that we're all isolated because of the pandemic. We're stronger together 💓

[@thayse7744]

So true, sometimes good friends can basically "save us"

[@irenashiloh8808]

We are stronger together! We can't do it alone. I recently lost both my sons to this terrible disease within 7 months from each other. They were only 20, identical twins, Alex & Andre. My song "Say No To Drugs" expresses my pain - it's a fast wild song based on music from the Swan Lake.

[@delicateghoul]

@@irenashiloh8808 damn that sucks, I'm so sorry for your loss :(

[@irenashiloh8808]

@@delicateghoul Thank you.

[@anjenigilliam-salman5844]

The way is this is literally a whole cinematic masterpiece that displays the authenticity and history of what Mothica had to go through. And in such a creative way too!! Now she is shining!! 💙 *edit: THE VIDEO IS ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE!! 🌟

[@gregkava1276]

DEADASS THIS VIDEO IS AMAZING!!!!!

[@MyAliasAndNoOneElses]

Came here from the duck and was not disappointed in the slightest

[@jelenastojanovic6582]

yes thank you! I wasn't sure if thats the same person because I was looking for the oblivion tattoo. but yeah I'll stay for the music too

[@laguria4536]

explain

[@caseysullivan4875]

THAT IS MY MOTH ART IN THE BATHROOM. I REPEAT. THAT IS MY MOTH ART IN THE BATHROOM.

[@abby5495]

YOOOOO

[@voltronfightforafuture]

This is the most underrated thing I've ever seen, it has a wonderful message, the art, contrasting colours and symbolism are so well executed and the song is so beautiful

[@justinengle8337]

MOTHICA THIS IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING. The colors, the production, your voice. Perfect

[@lauramessy]

Well, they tried their best to warn me (warn me) That you would only turn me blue (turn me blue) But nothing could have stopped me (nothing could stop me) From falling right into you (into you) Hold me down I'll do anything you tell me to Baby, when I blackout I'm not coming back down I've always been my own worst enemy Blame it on my own anxiety I can barely be around you (be around you) It's the hardest thing I'll ever do (ever do) Bound to live without you (live without you) 'Cause I've got better things to do (things to do) Let me out After everything you put me through Baby, when I blackout I'm not coming back down I've always been my own worst enemy Blame it on my own anxiety I'm losing my magic Not thinking, calm me down In love with my madness Until I drown Baby, when I blackout I'm not coming back down I've always been my own worst enemy Blame it on my own anxiety

[@nathanielluscombe5277]

Can people start realizing that this woman is a genius? She deserves so much more!

[@Winter-nr6gb]

''I can barely be around you'' while looking in the mirror, is my favorite detail

[@stephtheninja335]

this is beautifully done, so proud. we’re gonna make sure you don’t have to smash that duck. let’s get mothmom the views she deserves

[@barbmain8539]

I think this is my favorite song off of the album, mostly because of my battle with addiction, it really hits home for me. About to be 1 year 6 months sober though 🥳🥳

[@carterjuncal]

papa smurf looks different here

[@kaloma84]

Looks like Papi Smurf

[@kenma7730]

Daddy smurf

[@ava-cado_09]

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@tomasnovotny1595]

Michigan, Wisconsin, Georgia and Pennsylvania turning blue last minute:

[@paulg9019]

why was my only thoughts and the end "that poor poor suit" lol also amazing song and lovely amazing video

[@dasani012]

One of the most beautiful and symbolic videos I’ve ever seen!

[@MEJKO]

wow. the cinematography on this! ❤️

[@AHotCupOfTeag]

Just stayed listening to get music but I love it and I'm sorry pumped for more!

[@AHotCupOfTeag]

*started listening to her music

[@saravinas2393]

This am whole video touched me

[@lilyjames3906]

wow this is amazing!! please don’t hurt your duck:(

[@wasntLiza]

Omg all of her songs are so addicting WHY DOES IT NOT HAVE MILLIONS OF VIEWS???

[@cantsleep7912]

omg she NEEDS to create a song about dreams or nightmares like as tho u want to be in a better place so u go lucid dreaming and at the end wakes up. It would start with her walking and people judging and looking at her or violence or something and then she goes home and take a dream pill and goes to sleep kinda like a alice and wonderland thing but its mothica so like she goes through and battles the stuff then wakes up idk i am just throwing ideas out

[@Amiciss]

*• Lyrics •* Well they tried their best to warn me. That you will only turn me blue. But nothing could stop me. From falling right into you. *_Hold me down... I'll do anything you tell me too._* *_Baby when I blackout... I'm not coming back down_* *_I've always been my own worst enemy._* *_Blame it on my own anxiety._* I can barely be around you. It's the hardest thing I'll ever do. Bound to live without you. Cause I've got better things to do. *_Let me out... After everything you put me through._* *_Baby when I blackout... I'm not coming back down._* *_I've always been my own worst enemy._* *_Blame it on my own anxiety._* I'm losing... My magic... *Not thinking calm me down.* In love with... My madness... *Until I Jump.* *_Baby when I blackout... I'm not coming back down._* *_I've always been my own worst enemy._* *_Blame it on my own anxiety._* *• Credits to: Style pop •*

[@emiliemaillot305]

Thank you for all the lyrics 😁

[@Amiciss]

No problem ^^

[@enjolygutierrez2581]

I love your music so much it has so much honesty behind it. And i feel i can relate to it. Thank you for putting yourself out there like that to help other people

[@rachelvandusen4360]

I love the story telling in this video and production put into this. The make up, costumes, props, lighting-pairs so well with her song/performance. I feel like music video aren’t made like this as often lately. So lovely to see all the work and artists vision coming together.

[@cantsleep7912]

she’s like if brendan urie and billie eilish and taylor swift merged into this and i’m living for it

[@concernedsoloist6369]

URNIE

[@cantsleep7912]

@@concernedsoloist6369 yeah kinda like how she did the music vid it remind me of something from panic at the disco

[@bethanyg.7680]

@@cantsleep7912 it’s Urie lol that’s why she did that

[@cantsleep7912]

@@bethanyg.7680 oooooo ooops srry

[@sian.3987]

frrrr

[@spaceyduo]

WHEN WILL MOTHICA GET THE RECOGNITION SHE DESERVES??? yt algorithm pls pick this up

[@jaimiehignight1364]

Literally starts watching the countdown 😍

[@Victoria-pp5js]

god this woman is so talented,,,, I wish I had more role models like her growing up

[@dontbesav]

i love how visually intriguing it was. stunning in every way & you look so beautiful in red ❤️ i can’t wait to see other videos you release & thank you for letting us join you on your journey ✨

[@TheJunkFairy]

Go watch Hangover & all her other videos on here!

[@dontbesav]

@@TheJunkFairy i totally am, today i actually have time to binge watch them!!💙

[@kalinabozhkova5655]

Staaaaawp this is so good 😍

[@rhiannonlavigne2004]

THIS WAS AMAZING IM SO PROUD OF YOU

[@meishme]

💜💜💜💜things to look forward to in 2020: Mothica💜💜💜💜

[@caxolog]

I just got over a really toxic relationship involving substances and, thank you so much for making this! It means a lot and I’m happy that even if I’m not getting the actual meaning that I and other people found it inspiring. ILYSM!!!

[@kotarahmusic]

let's blow this up! the music video was even better than i expected tbh. the cinematography, the actors, the music.. brilliant. love the story and the metaphor for addiction.

[@cloudygames05]

okay, so no one is gonna talk about the fits? or the kinda scary blue devil man?

[@thatemerson8101]

I’m so glad I found Mothica early, I get to see her get famous! Because with this quality of music, she deserves to get big. Also she’s so pretty wtf

[@TheCrowFKAPS]

I thought this was going to be some big artist I've slept on for years and then I saw this had less than 40k views and I was like wtfff??

[@irenashiloh8808]

Since you liked the song Blackout about addiction, can you please tell me what you think of this song: "Say No To Drugs"? I recently lost both my sons to this terrible disease within 7 months from each other. They were only 20, identical twins, Alex & Andre. My song "Say No To Drugs" expresses my pain - it's a fast wild song based on music from the Swan Lake. kzbin.info/www/bejne/rYGllGODirKHf7c

[@eijdjdjdasdfghjkl5583]

I keep coming back to this, this is so good, and to think I was brought here by a duck kettle 😳

[@katlynharper6810]

This was a lot more powerful than I thought it’d be. Amazing ❤️

[@faithie599]

Instagram is such a wonderful place to finally find new artists!!!!! So good!

[@white_wolfyy5825]

I wouldn’t mind mail, it makes be look important, also this is a pretty bopin song. Keep it up

[@cynthiac4396]

Can’t have a car ride without blasting some MOTHICA!!

[@jessprime69]

I swear to god, I can't stop listening to this! At home, while riding to work, when I'm actually supposed to be listening to a zoom call....

[@yourimaginaryfriendElEighty]

When that bass hits. OMG!

[@megscx]

I'm still trying to get sober. This captures it perfectly.

[@rytheguy4674]

mothicas voice + a powerful, inspirational message about her past + a dash of halloween = a masterpiece

[@briantarbuk2750]

Never clicked so quickly

[@fahplayz686]

I Love this song so muchhh ❤️❤️

[@jessprime69]

I just saw her pop up again on instagram and Im so glad I did! this is an increadible music video and its such a shame that so many people who follow her on tiktok and insta will likely not come and watch this...its heartbreaking really, she deserves so much love you#ve gained a new subcriber on here today mothica! I can't wait to see what you create next ^^

[@malficientsand]

I've related to music videos before, but Ive never had an opening scene be so relatable that I actually felt it.

[@LeonMire]

Her expression at 2:10 is so relatable. It's one thing to be seduced by temptation when you're at a party with your friends on a Saturday night. But here, she's just going about her normal day all by herself, and it's like 10 a.m. on a Tuesday, but temptation rears its ugly head, and her expression says, "This is completely ridiculous, but sure, fine, I give in."

[@rachaellee2725]

Why am I obsessed with the underlying beat omg. Those are the best type of songs

[@elisebrito2402]

just know i’ve been here since day Duck Kettle got a goth gf

[@mna6379]

Everything was beautiful! Was not disappointed. Came for the free post card but staying for the MUSIC!

[@LittleTangerines]

Everyones simping over the demon, but ima simp for instead lmaoo

[@sophiafontana6856]

One of my favorites songs beautifully directed

[@deadtrosh5754]

OMG. It’s cool! Like from Russia 🇷🇺 👍

[@anubisunchained]

3 am dance vibes are my favourite thing ever

[@adrelougarou149]

facts : You randomly found this in your recommandation feed, decided to give it a go and now you can't listen to something else

[@irenashiloh8808]

Maybe you can listen to my song "Say No To Drugs." I recently lost both my sons to this terrible disease within 7 months from each other. They were only 20, identical twins, Alex & Andre. It's a wild fast song based on music from the Swan Lake.

[@meganconrad4361]

I have not stopped listening to this since. Amazing! I cant wait for tours to start.

[@hannahrobinson676]

McKenzie: “comment and i’ll give you a post card with inspirational messages on the back” also McKenzie: “only people that watched the premier can comment 😌”

[@chrismcintyre5668]

Bad...bad...lover! Down boy!

[@everydayvictorys]

How is this the Panic at the Disco mixed with Melanie Martinez I never knew I wanted?

[@micaylaoconnor3102]

i can never get over any song from this album

[@Raye127]

am i the only one worried how long they stayed down there at the end. like i’m sure it’s edited but.

[@cindysue2620]

I love you perceptions on life and how you interpret them to your music. I just vibe with it.

[@paperbag791]

She kinda looks like a young meryl streep

[@galacticlizard6555]

Aye, nice profile pic

[@paperbag791]

@@galacticlizard6555 ayyy, you got a nice profile pic too

[@sincerelypeach1476]

Yes yes yes

[@rxpt0rs]

Please watch this video a bunch of times so the duck kettle doesn't get it.

[@carlyschuyler7645]

ugh i’m in love so so much

[@christinasutton6360]

A WHOLE MOVIE? Yes ma’am 🥰🥰

[@sarahwinters6740]

So many chef kiss, absolutely gorgeous

[@AutumnHatfield]

i am telling myself now i will see u in concert one day,,, i love you QUEEN

[@zara7166]

I came here for mail but I'm never leaving??? I love this. Gives me Adventures of Sabrina feels❤❤

[@wizmo3751]

your eyes will forever shine

[@sadiehart8511]

The aesthetic in this video is what I WANT in life. The vibes are IMMACULATE!!!

[@aylabaker6149]

friggin goddess i’m crying

[@jessicamurphy5882]

I just discovered her about 15 minutes ago and I'm hooked. Every song I can relate to. I cant wait for a full album.

[@Amiciss]

It's out now ^^

[@haleymschr]

Mothica saving 2020! 🖤

[@ivanisdrevon2062]

Her voice is so addicting!!!

[@alexanderkinkade9420]

What. A. Queen!!! I absolutely LOVE YOUR MUSIC.

[@Ducksidious4]

I love your music, and your drive! Thank you for restoring my faith in music! ❤

[@gabyree8651]

The way I love this woman wow

[@lunebnny]

I legitimately can't stop playing this. I even played it at work cause it was so stuck in my head.

[@NathanPilandTries]

So well put together

[@Random._.Rebels]

I love the blue earrings and the blue flask.

[@abwiseman647]

A wonderful music video, amazing effects, and a beautiful song!!!

[@ClipOnBowtie]

I'm absolutely in love

[@aydingrace3841]

this- i- ... this is just incredible. you are so so beautiful and your voice is stunning

[@brutallywondering]

I’m lovin the red top in the beginning!

[@cjkeltner9405]

Mothica I’m genuinely proud of you!!! Its so good