We need to give props to Momica for how beautiful her daughter both was and is.
@TheJunkFairy3 жыл бұрын
Thank you! She’s an amazing daughter and person!
@KaylaKreative3 жыл бұрын
Momica! I love that!
@hailongtran28443 жыл бұрын
We're referring to Mothica's mother as nothing else from now on
@hunteralexander45963 жыл бұрын
I'm voting to officially refer to mom as momica. This made my day
@dandylion27753 жыл бұрын
@@TheJunkFairy 🙃 I'm actually related to MacKenzie too! Nice to meet you, fellow Ellis!
@aubryle72843 жыл бұрын
“You’re too young to be this sad” and “I thought no one would miss me” hit hard. I too am a survivor. This whole song hit close to home. I’ve had five attempts. Thank you for this song. We love you.
@Crystal-mg1oj3 жыл бұрын
Glad you’re still here, keep going!☺️
@matibarrera89823 жыл бұрын
i’m so happy ur still here! sending a lot of love hoping ur doing great
@lexikenney70933 жыл бұрын
Me too. I’m glad we made it.
@kaffeemusic46953 жыл бұрын
Sending love and hugs to you. You are beautiful and strong ❤️❤️❤️
@twiztidsteve63 жыл бұрын
same. stay strong!
@FIRXFLY3 жыл бұрын
I'm crying. Imagining what your kiddo self would think of you if you ever did something to yourself makes me so emotional
@bernk16423 жыл бұрын
This comment made me cry
@FIRXFLY3 жыл бұрын
@@bernk1642 Hey, I just wanna say I'm so proud of you for staying strong
@lem0nk3t3 жыл бұрын
I harmed myself when i was a kid myself because of family issues, i was trying to commit suicide because i felt like a burden since my mother said so but yeah as u can see I'm still here and I'm still in the same state. It's been 12 years. I'm just sharing my experience but i feel like im just attention seeking :/
@FIRXFLY3 жыл бұрын
@@lem0nk3t You're not attention seeking. I'm so proud of you for holding on and you're NOT a burden. Everyone has a place on this world and I hope you find yours. I hope you're doing better now. This world sucks but it's all we got, right
@skyel70493 жыл бұрын
Ey you, building others up, I see you. I'm proud of you. Thank you for being a kind soul and creating a small safe space for complete strangers. You're important.
@sknees3 жыл бұрын
it hurts knowing that there's so many of us out there that have attempted or done s/h but seeing all of those faces of those of us who survived through it makes me proud that we're all still here
@JudeNycoleAsh3 жыл бұрын
“You’re too young to be this sad” was THE MOST PAINFUL THING adults said to me when I was 11-16. I was hurting myself, starving myself, and all they would do is tell me I was “being dramatic - it’s not that serious.” 💔
@dandylion27753 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry, that's sounds awful. I've dealt with similar things (but this isn't about me) and what I've learned is that your pain? It's valid. No matter what your family, your friends, your teachers, strangers, ANYONE says, only you know your heart and your mind. You know that you're struggling. You know you're in pain. You know that you need help. And it takes a long time, but eventually, that will be enough. You'll learn to validate and love yourself. And then? You'll find friends, or maybe a partner, who loves and cares about you. Who appreciates your valuable thoughts and contributions. Who honors your wishes, respects you, reminds you that you're enough. Who will be there for you when you're down, and up, and will love you despite your flaws, and encourage you to improve yourself if at points you choose to. Life will keep going, and going, and time will pass. You'll feel awful sometimes. But in between those bouts of pain? You'll be *happy*. You'll enjoy all of the positive experiences, fulfilling relationships, and silly times that you deserve. Because it gets better. Take care ❤️
@psychoticrocker133 жыл бұрын
And then they wonder why they are so many messed up adults running around, we were ignored when we needed help.
@ccaroluna3 жыл бұрын
THR FACT THAT I AM IN THIS PICTURE MAKES ME EMOTIONAL
@MissPurpleDurple3 жыл бұрын
After watching this music video im in tears. Ever since I tried taking my life back when I was 9 years old, I always felt like I had that little girl by my side. The time where she never knew such pain and I have to hide her away from any pain I'm currently going through because I don't want her to lose that innocences. I feel like im fighting for my life just for her and feel that I can't disappoint her. It's also in a sense feel like backage for me because I'm still holding on to that pain and to that childhood innocent that I once had. I just want to be at the point where I can just let it all go and close that part of my life.
@dewpod3 жыл бұрын
I tried taking my life back when I was nine too. Only that, my father brought the weapon that I would try to off myself with.
@ILovHelloKitty133 жыл бұрын
You’re still that baby girl, just trying to feel okay & get her needs met. I feel the same about myself now that I’ve realized, wait a minute. That’s me. I’m still her and I want to protect & love her. She just wants to have fun and not hurt others, but help them. I hope one day you can fully cherish that part of yourself angel. You deserve the world. Sending all my love!!
@rcs0093 жыл бұрын
i tried at 9 too, i never actually went through with it though, i wasn't brave enough and im still not
@ILovHelloKitty133 жыл бұрын
@@rcs009 That’s a good thing. That’s you knowing you want to feel better, deep down inside. Don’t listen to the shitty voices in your head, they want to steal your joy. Even small joys like music & art & your friends. You’re so incredibly loved my dear.
@buggieslol3 жыл бұрын
MOTHICA IS UNDERRATED SHE NEED MORE🥺🌸✨
@lelawitherspoon98423 жыл бұрын
Just cried, for that sweet child, and for that strong woman.
@melamoli52443 жыл бұрын
i don’t know anyone who could watch this without crying
@leafgreene60143 жыл бұрын
@@melamoli5244 I did but it's because I already ran out of tears for today 😢
@aethernitie3 жыл бұрын
We lost some of us and some pieces of ourselves on our way here. But the thing is that we're here now. We made it till here and I'm so fucking proud of you no matter what :) No matter who, where or when i hope this comment attracts the positive things and calls out the power in you. Have an amazing day :)
@Ishat8times Жыл бұрын
Back when I was in a psychiatric hospital I asked a girl that I hanged out with there “whats the saddest song you know?” And she told me this song. I rly miss you karan
@Katniss2183 ай бұрын
*hug*
@heehoohomosexual7503 жыл бұрын
This song already helped me, today was the 2 year anniversary of my friend leaving us and this song reminded me of them Thank you for this and everything else you do your music is a comfort to me, not only has it helped me stay positive in this day it keeps me hopeful I’ll be able to make it 1 year without hurting (7 months so far), you give me hope and comfort and I am thankful for every bit of it
@jaceshaffer81042 жыл бұрын
I can't imagine that pain. My heart goes out to you and everyone effected. Keep on keeping on
@lemongacha17462 жыл бұрын
I hope you made it to that one year! I hope your doing better and stay safe
@Winnabee3 жыл бұрын
my family still makes a joke about my attempt because they thought i couldn’t ever go deep enough to actually leave. this song hits a lot of places and i’m glad you’re still here but also helping so many others by sharing your voice.
@patrickbeekmans85843 жыл бұрын
I hope you have someone else to talk to about your problems if your parents don't understand them. If you don't i'm sure a lot of people do want to talk even if you don't know them, like a lot of people in this comment section (including me but i get that it may be strange/uncomfortable).
@nevaehbinkley61582 жыл бұрын
I under stand how you feel I was 11 and my dad died I had depression and before he died my dad thought that I was just being dramatic and wanted attention but I almost did it the once and I'm so proud that I'm still here and I'm proud of the others to who stayed strong
@ezpeasylemonsqueezys3 жыл бұрын
Seeing myself makes me so proud to still be here
@blueindeed22263 жыл бұрын
We are also so proud of you, love. ❤️
@ezpeasylemonsqueezys3 жыл бұрын
@@blueindeed2226 thank you!
@blueindeed22263 жыл бұрын
@@ezpeasylemonsqueezys of course lovely
@jessiedeemz74363 жыл бұрын
@@ezpeasylemonsqueezys ♡
@LikeASkyScraper13133 жыл бұрын
My girlfriend and I are on Skype, watching this for the first time and sobbing. This is so important.
@jessicabanocy81103 жыл бұрын
@3ShotTGK2 жыл бұрын
Story time: I saw Mothica open for Coheed & Cambria a few months ago and the show was very important to me for a few reasons, but one that really stuck with me was because it was my cousins favorite band and I felt like I owed it to him to see them. I never knew much or listened to Mothica before the show, and during her set she talks about her battles with depression and her attempted suicide. Hearing this song live and the atmosphere, it brought me back to 2015 when I lost my cousin. He would be forever 30. How I didn't burst into tears at the show and just collapse was a personal miracle, but it was a message from Mothica that I needed to hear. I'm nearing the 7 year anniversary of his passing, and I gotta tell myself every time: Be strong for everyone around you. People WILL miss you when you're gone. To any moths that are still here, just know I'm proud of you and I hope you can continue to fight the fight. Forever 30, Andrew "AJ" Kirk. Rest in Peace.
@everydayvictorys3 жыл бұрын
Setting all the reminders so I'm right here when it premiers
@LopEaredRabbit193 жыл бұрын
The line 'you're too young to be this sad' hits me harder every time. It's almost verbatim what my parents said to me when they found out i was diagnosed with depression nearly three years ago now. Your music makes me feel validated, thank you mothica
@Hehe292 жыл бұрын
This is the exact same thing my parents said when I told them that I was suffering from depression.
@tabitagervers18913 жыл бұрын
There's nothing Try, try to look a little older So I can go Down to the bar, there's someone waiting To take me home I can't take it, all the damage done Wanna sink into oblivion Could be anything or anyone Anyone at al He said, "Love that you're 15" Ten shots of whiskey he brought to my bedside Said, "Now you'll be alright" When I was 15, I thought no one would miss me They're all just pretending, so I wrote the ending When they say that it's not that bad You're too young to be this sad Makes you wanna do something that you can't take back And be forever 15 Would you have missed me at all? Walk down the halls a little slower So nobody knows Oh, hold, hold my head a little lower Just want to let it go I can't take it, all the damage done Wanna sink into oblivion Could be anything or anyone Anyone at all He said, "Love that you're 15" Ten shots of whiskey he brought to my bedside Said, "Now you'll be alright" When I was 15, I thought no one would miss me They're all just pretending, so I wrote the ending When they say that it's not that bad You're too young to be this sad Makes you wanna do something that you can't take back And be forever 15 Would you have missed me at all? Ophelia, think I see ya underwater Ophelia, think I see ya underwater He said, "Love that you're 15" Ten shots of whiskey he brought to my bedside Said, "Now you'll be alright" When I was 15, I thought no one would miss me They're all just pretending, so I wrote the ending When they say that it's not that bad You're too young to be this sad Makes you wanna do something that you can't take back And be forever 15 Would you have missed me at all?
@s6euflnljpf6a593 жыл бұрын
I'm 15 and it's been 2 1/2 years since my last attempt. Thanks for showing me that living a good life despite the past is possible. I really love the song ❤
@olijovelmacdonald3 жыл бұрын
I'm so glad you're still here today to help people with your music
@katnissgayverdeen3 жыл бұрын
I'm sitting here crying just as much as I did the first time I listened to this song. Thank you Mothica, this song means so much.
@clementinavong59893 жыл бұрын
I haven’t had an experience like this myself, but I have a lot of friends who suffer from severe depression since a young age and this moved me so much. I’m glad that you’re here to share your story, to give others courage, and to also tell them that it’s alright. 💙
@TheGarlicGladiator Жыл бұрын
"Your too young to be this sad" is a sentence that should have never existed.
@saffiebtg85463 жыл бұрын
god this song makes me cryyyy,,, i am so very honoured to be featured in it. I'm in the rainbow jumper at 3:16. Makes me really warm to see other people who understand surrounding me. sending lots of love to everyone listening to this song and having to remember their worst moments. it gets better :)
@suraart67193 жыл бұрын
you're so pretty omg
@saffiebtg85463 жыл бұрын
@@suraart6719 oh my god thank you so much ;-; that is so sweet
@CupcakeMinecrafter3 жыл бұрын
i can’t imagine a world without you
@sammyjoymonte3 жыл бұрын
I was there for the 8 minute premiere chat and everyone here is just so loving and kind and I'm so happy me and all of them find your music. It's truly inspiring and as shown through this video, beautiful. Thank you 💙💙🦋💙💙
@loreleicruz93913 жыл бұрын
I broke down crying watching this, I am coming close to three years clean from self-harm.
@dandylion27753 жыл бұрын
Hey! I know I'm late, but I wanted to congratulate you. I myself am 9 months clean, and that's a lot for me. Three years? That's an *incredible* amount of dedication, and hard work to get there. That's an immense achievement, and you should feel very proud of yourself for coming this far. I'm so glad you're still here, and that you have learned healthier coping strategies. Take care ❤️
@rachaela.55673 жыл бұрын
I relate to this song so much. I was 15 when I hit my lowest point. I had attempted suicide and was in the hospital for 4 months. I survived but now I live with the scars as a daily reminder. It's been 5 years but I'm still struggling.
@dakshita3 жыл бұрын
I'm happy that you're alive :) love you xo
@afifa19693 жыл бұрын
Hang on! It'll be okay
@joeycastro40603 жыл бұрын
I shouldn't be alive. I was a black sheep. And I'm a survivor. I went thru alot as a child. Never spoke. And lost my life several times. No matter what ending my life will not resolve anything. Thank you Mothica for this song. I'm ok now. It's not easy life. But each step is a journey closer to healing. Ur awesome!
@snehapradhan55913 жыл бұрын
This song honestly is such a comfort place for me, even though the lyrics are heartbreaking the fact that I can hear these words and music today is because of the fact that Mothica is still here. Fighting. And it gives me so much hope because that means I can do it too. So, I love this song so much and thank you for sharing this story with us! ❤️❤️
@LaurieSykora11 күн бұрын
The first time I heard this song I cried. It still makes me cry. This song has helped me with what has happened to me…and you have helped so many others with this song and all of your music. I discovered you when you made Blue Hour and I’m so proud of you. And all you’ve accomplished. You are such a beautiful, strong, young woman. Don’t ever be anyone but yourself. Too many people let others destroy them…it’s hard not to allow it to consume you, I know firsthand, but fighting and winning for yourself, healing, feels so much better 🖤🌙❤️🩹
@VeryIntellijent Жыл бұрын
The thing about thinking nobody will miss us is that we aren't considering the lost future. Maybe nobody actually would miss us when we're at our worst. But who knows what the future holds?
@julia-xu7rk4 ай бұрын
this song came out when i was 15 years old. it was in the middle of covid and i struggled with mental health and suicidal thoughts throughout high school. I'm 18 and in college now, and i like to listen to this song to remind myself of how far I've come :-)
@Acethecornnugg3 жыл бұрын
I’ve been listening to thing song since it came out and I’m still so damn obsessed. One day Mothica is gonna be huge but I’m so glad to have found her before that so I can say I’m so damn glad you’re alive. Your music has inspired me deeply.
@ILovHelloKitty133 жыл бұрын
THIS!! I can’t wait until more people who need her art discover this magnificent human. We can all heal and sob together 🥲😂
@Iuvs3 жыл бұрын
you're not alone you're one of my most fav singers
@basak73193 жыл бұрын
this song is so important to me i cant waitt
@RudelrockerRene Жыл бұрын
thank god that girl survived the earth would have missed the best musician girl ever and such a great person. i cant describe how much i love Mothica music *virtual hugs for Monica* ❣
@badgermacleod20372 жыл бұрын
I can't say how many have been there ? If you survived, you know morre than you ever thought possible.
@bat89293 жыл бұрын
I’ve been falling back into that really dark place I was when I made my first attempt at 14 and I just want to say thank you for sharing your story and helping so many people cope in a way
@jazminkiss45543 жыл бұрын
If you would have died I have never heard this amazing song. Thank you that you are still alive and create musics!!!❤
@thebluepikachu33 жыл бұрын
Im so excited about this, I love the song and have listened to it a lot ever since it came out on Spotify and KZbin.
@AmbyMT3 жыл бұрын
“they’re all just pretending, so i wrote the ending” gave me chills. i thought no one felt the same pain i did when i was young, that no one actually cared and i was just an annoyance in their eyes. this was and is a lie that my depression and anxiety told me. i was and am worthy of love, respect, kindness, space, and life itself. this is a beautiful song. thank you for sharing your story.
@alyssajackson94783 жыл бұрын
Sobbing watching this. I see myself. Feels so nice to be seen
@CupcakeMinecrafter3 жыл бұрын
you’ve created such a beautiful thing
@k_vengeance38593 жыл бұрын
Important message you have in this song thank you!!! Just want everyone reading these comments to know you aren't alone and you are loved
@catboywantstoknowyourlocat79603 жыл бұрын
Nothing made me more emotional than seeing child mothica, then watching her put up the picture of mothica with everyone else. Got me choked up out here
@Aubreanna-ec6mw Жыл бұрын
Hi Makenzie, My name is Aubrey. I am 31 (32 June 28th, 2023) I've listened to and resonated with your music so much over the years. As in I've been able to understand your struggle with addiction and escapism. I thought I had all the answers and that I was self-aware enough to rationalize my own bad decisions that happen to be my newest excuses. This song allows me to be real and honest with myself while also working through the anger that so often holds me back. Thank you for putting into words what so many of us couldn't.
@robynrunestone25332 жыл бұрын
Oh gee, this hit close to home. High school was a nightmare for me social-wise. I couldn’t relate to anyone, I had no close friends, and my depression was only getting worse. I thought nobody cared about me and that everyone would eventually forget me if I died. Every single kind deed directed towards me was just misconstrued as pity by my insecure mind. I heard this song come across my Spotify in the middle of my 12th year, and I found it really comforting that someone felt the same way I did and still survived after all that suffering. Nowadays, my depression is nowhere near as bad as it used to be, but I still sometimes come back to this song because not only is it low-key a banger, but it gives me hope for the future. It reminds me that I’m here and I’m okay. Thank you for sharing your story with us, Mothica.
@gsmccal111 ай бұрын
Thank you for such an awesome song. Too many people, including myself, have been so terrified to speak up. Because our abusors are part of the family and we have been tasked to keep the secret.
@roline.c11 ай бұрын
I feel you, keep going!
@lightdarkness2573 жыл бұрын
Stan this girl✋
@halenjulianna3653 жыл бұрын
I'm so proud of you, and I'm so glad you and everyone else is still here. This song is incredible and necessary.
@cheezewizz2 жыл бұрын
if I could go back and give my younger self a hug and tell them I see how much they’re hurting, I would do it a thousand times over. I’m still not sure how to feel - I still don’t quite feel like people would miss me if I were gone, but I’m trying to make the best of every day. It’s hard to be optimistic when you’re numb to everything. If thirteen year old me is somewhere in there, i feel like I should learn to love myself again and take care of myself for them. If I don’t, who will? Who will tell them it’s okay?
@heathen84 Жыл бұрын
I've tried before but I'm actually happy I'm here.
@lune30603 жыл бұрын
this song is so important to me, i can’t wait to watch the mv!!
@hamzaheni43732 жыл бұрын
we are so lucky that she is still here.
@pattiokai72233 жыл бұрын
I would have loved her music when I was younger. Still do!
@mistynightlight9951 Жыл бұрын
As a survivor of attempts and as someone who was s/h-ing for years this resonates with me on a different level
@sealsake3 жыл бұрын
seeing all those survivors makes me so grateful and happy. Love you guys.
@MesozoicZac2 жыл бұрын
When I was 14 my best friend died in front of me. It was an accidental gunshot done by our other idiot friend who broke into his dad’s gun cabinet. The next year someone I was budding friends with attempted suicide. I was so, so angry at them. I didn’t understand the fact that they wanted to take their own life. I thought it was so selfish and fucked up, when my best friend died so young without a choice. I had never felt this type of anger before. Years later I developed terrible depression. Only after my own trials did I realize the true mental struggles others go through. I will never understand anyone’s personal struggles, but I will understand that everyone has them. Thank you for telling your story.
@thejuiciestguy753 жыл бұрын
I put my pic and although I don’t see it. Lately I’ve had thoughts again. Seeing this helps. Saying my story to someone else helped. Thank you
@nevaehbinkley61582 жыл бұрын
I look back to when I wanted to and I cant even imagin what would have happened if I did . Sometimes I think still that maybe I should have and I wouldn't have to feel pain but seeing all these people who feel the same helps me know I can get through this and that it will get better
@sammollee53743 жыл бұрын
I really appreciate this video!! It’s such a beautiful song❤️ I hope a lot of people who are struggling will see this, and will see that they are not alone! You are such a beautiful person! Thank you all for sharing your story, Thank you for being you and Keep fighting💓
@briarc42352 жыл бұрын
“And they say that it’s not that bad, you’re too young to be this sad, makes you wanna do something that you can’t take back” I love this lyric
@smarttiiess3 жыл бұрын
this is amazing. ily so much, i’m so glad you’re here and thank you for this song :( ♡
@mercipromise3 жыл бұрын
You have...outdone yourself. The raw vulnerability here has brought me to tears. I am so honored to be featured on that wall. Thank you. Im so glad you're here. The impact you've had on me personally can't be captured in words.
@bernvlogs73913 жыл бұрын
This song is everything... I was literally in all the same life places right down to the lyric. After years of grooming and abuse in church I went way off the rails knowing I wouldn't survive it, now I'm 32, want to live, 2 years clean and have found myself with lawyers addressing my abuse and this just really brings back alot, but in a good way. Just to see how far out of that hole I've crawled and how much I've been able to get off my chest without crawling back.
@evangeliaOfficial3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story with us.
@atlas_end37912 жыл бұрын
This song hits close to home. I had my first attempt last year at 15 years old. Family was out of town by luck I woke up to my bestfriend holding my head above a toliet to get me to throw up trying to save my life and she succeeded I am now 16 still reminiscing of that night and how this girl who I never thought would mean so much saved my life
@gauravexists2 жыл бұрын
Hey dude I hope you are doing fine now i swear it gets better please don’t try anything dangerous again remember you are not alone ✊✊✊
@logicxmagic3 жыл бұрын
I'm not a person that cries much when listening to music, unless I'm actually in a very depressed mood, I'm just feeling touched and sad. I'm actually doing quite okay right now, but watching this made me started crying so hard. I love this song and I love you so much for creating it. Thank you for being here.
@dayoffinkyoto3 жыл бұрын
Yayyyy so proud
@blueindeed22263 жыл бұрын
I'm so proud of you and know that you're loved as much as you deserve by all of us. Stay strong, love. ❤️
@thegrinningreaper80163 жыл бұрын
Oh man I’m crying so much rn, this is truly beautiful. I may have wrote my story knowing I’m still dealing with those thoughts but I think we all can agree it never can be a perfect recovery that each day can be a battle but if we still get up everyday and are still here I’d consider that a victory worth celebrating for.
@gracespets9424 Жыл бұрын
Oh my god I am so grateful for a song like this. It has been 3 weeks since I last cut myself and just hearing this song has hit hard in all sorts of emotional ways. I love you mothica for opening up about your past and helping thousands of others.
@eyeyomusik3 жыл бұрын
So Good !!! I love it !! Thank you for being you. Such a great video. I really enjoyed it.
@cmhenriquez2 жыл бұрын
Your music is a gift to the world. Thank you.
@cass.cassandra16853 жыл бұрын
I’m so proud of you and everything you’ve accomplished! This song and the music video are beautiful! And to everyone else, you can get through this I love you🥰
@ingridms60563 жыл бұрын
Beautiful. I’m so glad you are here.
@ILovHelloKitty133 жыл бұрын
Wow. Oh my god. I can’t wait until you get the full recognition you deserve, this helped me & so many others. I love you and I’m so thankful you’re still here.
@tennyo1203 жыл бұрын
this song showed up on my spotify discover and it hit me hard. i relate to the lyrics way too much. something very traumatic happened to me when i was 15 by someone i thought i could trust and attempted suicide. i'm 23 now and doing better. i'm glad this song came up on my spotify and allowed me to discover mothica.
@cleon50753 жыл бұрын
I can't remember the last time a song made me cry but this one broke whatever streak I had. "I wrote the ending" and "makes you wanna do something that you can't take back" are lyrics that hit so hard. Knowing there are almost 3000 people who are feeling the same way I do helps me feel a little less alone.
@JacksonPierce8 ай бұрын
Glad you're still here to share your story and talent with the world.
@ncc74656m2 жыл бұрын
That video was rough, yo. Been there a lot. So glad all of you are here with us. So glad I got to see her open for Coheed in Queens, too.
@lindsmckenna87593 жыл бұрын
This had me in tears by the end of it.I have goosebumps.
@paradisegaming6443 жыл бұрын
I’m here from your suicide attempt story, decided to watch someone’s story rather than create my own, and it helped me make smart decisions in my time of pain. This is the first song I’ve heard of yours and honestly it’s amazing. You are so insanely talented and I’m so glad you’re alive.
@bannafishman87313 жыл бұрын
Love you queen you deserve so much because you have given people so much you are so important to me that...your my idol...keep doing what your doing and ...always know you have people with you
@lune30603 жыл бұрын
honestly I’ve cried so much to this song, it.. feels like home
@gorduindarton5415 Жыл бұрын
I am glad that you were with us in Hungary! ~ 2023.11.20! BVB ~ I was in tears all the way through this song and you moved me, also with the way you talked about yourself during the breaks. I'm glad to have met you. I hope you come here again!
@blueaxolotl66693 жыл бұрын
This was beautiful, thank you for making this song, it helps me so much when the big sad happens, so thank you ♥️
@jacobbeinke7682 жыл бұрын
Incredibly emotive song. Sadly, very relateable for someone close to me who also, thakfully, survived. I'm glad you're still here. Stay strong; you're not alone.
@scifigeekgirl30033 жыл бұрын
You deserve all the success you're going to get. You take your personal experiences and turn them into art that speaks for so many of us. It's so beautiful. I can wait to see the places you go.
@Hehe292 жыл бұрын
As a 15 year old and someone who has gone through the same kinds of sh*ts hearing this hits real hard. I wish people could understand us a little better. Thank you, Mothica Because of you and the people in the comments made me realise once again that I am not the only one suffering.
@jiribean24493 жыл бұрын
As a survivor from an attempt taken almost 5 months ago..this hit hard. I graduated class of 2020, I moved two hours away for college only for everything to be pushed to online classes. I lived in an apartment alone, I hated my job. Classes became a struggle. Housework..became a struggle. Soon I was making excuses to call into work, and email my professors saying I wouldn't be in class just because I didn't feel strong enough to get out of bed. October 13, 2020 will always be stuck with me forever, but I'm so happy that I made that call to my mom, two hours away. If I hadn't, I might have died there, alone. Thank you for sharing your story with us, this is such a beautiful song. ❤
@DucksUpDogsDownCatsSlide3 жыл бұрын
I hope you're no longer having those dark thoughts. This song made me cry. I found this song somewhat relatable , in regards to my own mental health.
@yumi.celeste3 жыл бұрын
So glad to see you getting the recognition and love you deserve. Never stop doing what you do queen Moth.
@kohatl_kohatl5142 Жыл бұрын
Why is all of this so underrated?
@paigehurst33453 жыл бұрын
I have honestly never heard a song or seen a music video that makes me tear up, until this. This is incredible. I have a past that i dont talk about but somehow this song is helping me deal with it so thank you 🙂
@ILovHelloKitty133 жыл бұрын
1:55 Got me. I was already crying (in a good way, this is very cathartic) but it reminded me how important healing your younger self is. I want to protect younger me, because I’m still her.
@kenziejones68983 жыл бұрын
Mothica you did it again. I’m in tears 😭💜 this was beautiful
@indiananova3 жыл бұрын
This is so incredible I was already obsessed with forever fifteen but this makes it even more amazing