Motionless In White - Holding On To Smoke (Official Audio)

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[@matthewkilpatrick73]

Basically it's about the inner struggle of being alive but not feeling like you are living , you are not wanting to commit but you are poisoned with depression. Even though you are depressed you try your best to stay positive but in reality you are barely holding on tired just always feeling like you are missing something. Hoping to find that thing you are missing but it's uncertain "holding on to smoke". Through it all fighting to tell yourself this isn't you.

[@simonbishop54]

I felt this

[@emileecaz3992]

That hit deep

[@odin-gamingandwrestling7141]

Not gonna lie... I've been at that kind of place for a while. Still haven't found what is missing yet to make me finally get back on track.

[@85mustangjenn]

Damn this sums up every single dream I dream every single day

[@tylerwilmoth8000]

Exactly why this song hits so hard for me. Been going through a lot lately and feels like you never get a break. Your day starts out great and just collapses out of nowhere. Greatly appreciate lyrics like this as it reinforces so many other people go through these exact same feelings

[@sandramic2817]

anyone 2024?

[@quentindiaz9418]

Too scared to live but I'm afraid to die So am I living or am I just alive? Damn, that one hit me

[@TheDeathOfLucifer]

Unrelated, are you 13?

[@quentindiaz9418]

@@TheDeathOfLucifer 23.

[@nepe.6736]

I guess you have never listened to Breaking Benjamin because this shit sounds like every Benjamin song.

[@quentindiaz9418]

@@nepe.6736 so? I listen to them too....

[@Erin-bc8ic]

30s here. Love this shit.

[@suicidebaby7851]

THIS WHOLE ALBUM IS A GOD DAMN MASTERPIECE (Edit: how this got 1k likes, idk)

[@reaperandrew2488]

🖤🖤🖤💜💜💜🖤🖤🖤

[@jamesmiranda1449]

Agreed!!

[@jddamn5750]

I couldnt agree more

[@lizmaryhernandez3240]

Motionless in white Disguise la mejor canciones Love Teamo Mucho Chris Brown 🔊🎶🎵🎸🎸❤❤🎃🎤👨🔥😈

[@ashlyncollins4861]

Swear ♥️

[@andykelsay7621]

33 years old and i can’t remember the last time I cried listening to a song. Powerful stuff guys.

[@Wofulrumble4893]

Same the lyrics hit me hard.

[@hiimzdeny__2878]

@@Wofulrumble4893 Same here. Sitting here and listening to Disguise, Headache, Thoughts and Prayers and Holding on to Smoke over and over again. My feelings relate to these songs for over a month.

[@trentoniusmaximus1701]

You aint alone bro

[@richardl7460]

Shit I'll B 55 soon and cry my ass off. Um I'm positive the brave /hero's ? Yeah if human they 😢

[@franco9442]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/Zn-4iWeqjJqjptU >>>>>>>>>>

[@onyiturner5345]

MIW is OFFICIALLY it’s OWN genre and OFFICIALLY my FAVORITE GENRE

[@noahbrewer6920]

You’re completely right ^_^

[@maggotsxcl7403]

Uhhhhhhhh this sounds a lot like other bands already nothing new here

[@drkstrnd]

@Onyi Turner come on, they are good in what they are doing but it's nothing new, that ain't a genre only they play

[@TheBowlCombo]

I honestly think this song sounds more like breaking Benjamin than any song they've ever done.

[@onyiturner5345]

The Bowl Combo I never got into Breaking Benjamin, but if they make songs like this, I should change that! Any suggestions?

[@GeorgiaSunsets_RedAngel]

"I'm Tired Of Being Human Tired Of Being Numb, Waiting For The Holy Ghost To Come." I'm Getting that Tattood.

[@Jasperizded]

did you get it tattooed?

[@redloops306]

​@@Jasperizded doubt it

[@Ridgegetsreal777]

@@redloops306 why

[@rouge1224]

Nobody: MIW: drops a song, never failing us

[@mcaskillthebrightdestroyer385]

Facts

[@talcharlotte8502]

@@nickcoleman5649 tf?

[@goawayplease6456]

...your profile picture.... It scares me

[@bn353]

you know what's pathetic? they're scared of your profile pic but listen to hard core rock or metal rock...... nice

[@LostHope...]

B N idk who shit in your bowl of cheerios buddy but no one asked

[@andreasstephen2479]

I'm tired of feeling comatose I've lost the me that I loved most I'm barely holding onto smoke I'm barely holding on to smoke! I'm not addicted but I'm not clean Why do I do this to myself on repeat So disconnected from my own reality Am I man or machine If I give, will you take? As I lie for the taste I just fuck it up As you lap it up (Go!) Through flesh and bone I walk alone (Go!) If I run will I fade away 'Cause I don't wanna leave it behind In all my pride, all my shame I find strength enough to show you I may bend but I won't break 'Cause I define who I Define who I become I miss the me that I have not met Choking in silence on the words left unsaid I feel a sickness for a home I've never been And I exist in black and white but now I'm seeing red I built a shelter in complacency Locked myself in and set fire And threw away the key Too scared to live but I'm afraid to die So am I living or am I just alive? In all my pride, all my shame I find strength enough to show you I may bend but I won't break I define who I who I become 'Cause I'm tired of feeling comatose I've lost the me that I loved most I'm barely holding on to smoke But I'm holding on, I'm holding on Broken! I'm holding on Driven! To right the wrong Silent! Connected yet I feel so separated Fallen! Through flesh and bone Frozen! I stand alone Deafened! In silence the voice remains Behind my eyes, beneath my rage I was struggling to get through Out of time and out of faith I define who I become! In all my pride, all my shame I find strength enough to show you I may bend but I won't break 'Cause I define who I Define who I become 'Cause I'm tired of feeling comatose I've lost the me that I loved most I'm barely holding on to smoke But I'm holding on, I'm holding on I'm tired of being human, tired of being numb I'm waiting for the holy ghost to come So save me from the webs that I have spun I'm holding on, holding on I'm holding on Holding on to smoke!

[@bn353]

it's waiting* and there's in the 35 line *who I who I it's only one "who I"*

[@tammyeames9014]

Thank u for doing everyone in the world a favor!

[@vinnycaruso1166]

Thank!

[@franco9442]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/Zn-4iWeqjJqjptU these lyrics >>>>>>

[@michael_7165]

Andreas Stephen why tho? They have lyric videos for a reason lol

[@christophergarcia5565]

God this whole album is everything I thought itd be and more!

[@neverstopthebeatlastresort7962]

Same

[@jamesmiranda1449]

Same!

[@kristamoody5011]

Oh yess

[@christophergarcia5565]

Relistening to it all today on repeat in prep for the new one lmao

[@ericperry9330]

Chris is the younger Corey Taylor, such great vocalist, now we need a Slipknot and MIW collab

[@MeowMeow-pg5nt]

Thst would be bad ass

[@Zvontracy]

i always thought miw would do such a good cover of unsainted

[@Darko6066]

Agreed!

[@johnnymetcalf5613]

I'm sure you can find a motionless in white and slipknot mashup

[@imthecrazyone23]

@@johnnymetcalf5613 for sure, but it just isn't the same as an actual song

[@landmine217]

Never related so much to a song in my life. I'm crying

[@creisteqeraunsubperoerayod6557]

I'm tired of feeling comatose I've lost the me that I loved most I'm barely holding on to smoke I'm barely holding on to smoke I'm not addicted but I'm not clean Why do I do this to myself on repeat? So disconnected from my own reality Am I man or machine? If I give, will you take? As I lie for the taste I just fuck it up And you lap it up (Go) Through flesh and bone I walk alone (Go) If I run, will I fade away? 'Cause I don't wanna leave it behind In all my pride, all my shame I find strength enough to show you I may bend but I won't break Because I define who I Define who I become I'm just the me that I have not met Choking in silence on the words left unsaid I feel a sickness for a home I've never been And I exist in black and white but now I'm seeing red I built a shelter in complacency Locked myself in and set fire and threw away the key So scared to live and I'm afraid to die So am I living or am I just alive? All my pride, all my shame I find strength enough to show you I may bend but I won't break I define who I become 'Cause I'm tired of feeling comatose I lost the me that I loved most I'm barely holding on to smoke But I'm holding on, I'm holding on Broken, I'm holding on Chosen to right the wrong Silence, connected yet I feel so separated Falling through flesh and bone Frozen, I stand alone Chosen to silence, the voice remains In my eyes beneath my rage I was struggling to get through Out of time and out of faith I define who I become In all my pride, all my shame I find strength enough to show you I may bend but I won't break 'Cause I define who I Define who I become I'm tired of feeling comatose I've lost the me that I loved most I'm barely holding on to smoke But I'm holding on, I'm holding on I'm tired of being human, tired of being numb I'm waiting for the holy ghost to come So save me from the webs that I have spun I'm holding on, holding on I'm holding on, holding on to smoke

[@angsmft6929]

due to lyrics i holding smoking why i so broke another nothing reason .if i have money something to i can holding but now my situation for unvalue smoke was good for me

[@moren876]

"In all my pride, All my shame I find strength enough to show you, I may bend but I won't break Cause I define who I become" I feel that

[@dylonbyrd7593]

“Im tired of being human, I’m tired of being numb” Damn

[@bradhaines3142]

i wish i could stop feeling

[@metalrules6193]

METAL IS ALIVE

[@crylx2138]

like if motionless in white is underrated

[@Human-pw9yv]

Simple killz they’re getting bigger each album cycle they make👍

[@vinnycaruso1166]

Ice nine kills is way more underrated

[@zachrizzo6525]

Simple killz 2010s metalcore are all underrated except BMTH

[@wind_sword]

Silent Planet and Norma Jean are more underrated than this.

[@whyile4854]

Let's make them our secret

[@nic22123]

I'm so hyped for this album. MIW never fails to impress.

[@katzuto441]

Because his perfect :V

[@Erin-bc8ic]

It's amazing

[@hannahmotionless1206]

"I may bend, but I won't break cuz I define who I become." When I hear those lyrics, they are just another reminder that no matter how hard life is, you gotta keep moving forward. Seize every opportunity and face every trial and tribulation cuz in the end, you will be strong enough to break through the chains. YOU define who YOU become. 💪💪

[@vinnycaruso1166]

🤘

[@Silent-sm3lq]

Filthy furry

[@KL_HAWK]

2:21 , the Breaking Benjamin influence is at its stand alone strongest. Chris makes this shit sound so beautiful.

[@codytrimble2618]

I hear breaking Benjamin all over it but DAMN ITS GREAT!!!

[@parasitenothuman]

Didn't even notice just how much this song sounds like Breaking Benjamin until I saw this

[@onlydarkwillremain]

The cadence of the first two lines of the chorus is almost exactly the same as “I will not bow, I will not break.”

[@kadenlemon495]

Yeah. The vocals sound almost exactly like Ben here, too.

[@Pandafluff]

I've never wanted to be someone's friend so badly 🥺 Every song hits me in the heartstrings and brings back things I've never finished working through. A big thank you to the whole band for the cathartic, screaming therapy 😌🥰

[@bradhaines3142]

thats what this kind of music is, the cheapest therapy you'll ever find. (good headphones are seriously worth the investment if this is your preference)

[@vaelofhearts2418]

"Connected Yet I Feel So Separated" I felt that.

[@chrisfox3001]

Of all of MIW song, this one really hits me most. It describes my life perfectly. Depression, anxiety, self doubt. I basically live by going through the motions.

[@yung_doood]

i feel you brother

[@xHeroForgottenx]

The way Chris sings "I just fuck it up" gets me every time ❤ Absolutely amazing song

[@bloodthirstyghoul6313]

I was in need for slower metal songs and MIW delivered 👌

[@layawake8168]

2:20 Sounds like the chorus for hopeless by breaking benjamin😍😍😍

[@danielseale9636]

My first listen I listened to hopeless right after

[@everychoicewemakeechoseter4218]

@@danielseale9636 Lol. Same here. I NEVER heard B.B Hopless song and the chorus is reminiscent of eachother.

[@JustMich17]

it's still the same

[@carlosmoran7778]

I would say in this song those vocals sound better.. in my opinion

[@elijahechicagobearsboyd5734]

One of my favorites from BB, so I most definitely appreciate the homage payed to Hopeless!

[@F4346]

2:22 Reminds me of Hopeless by Breaking benjamin

[@mamosixx878]

THANK YOU! fucking sick songs the both of them!

[@ridgenappier2255]

@@mamosixx878motionless in white is probably the best comparison to breaking benjamin out their. they would be the band I would tell a breaking benjamin fan who wants another band like them to listen to! well post infamous anyway

[@m.c-l4395]

Those lyrics are so powerful...I think this is the first song I feel like I can relate to.

[@TheRyanhegerty]

It’s like Breaking Benjamin & MIW had a baby. Classic BB vibes on this one. 2 great bands and I cannot get enough of this one 2 years later

[@muhammadeisa1459]

Glad I'm not the only one who caught the Breaking Benjamin influence

[@pylikadeath38]

Motionless in benjamin...its insane!!

[@conradmonson30]

Pylikadeath Breaking White?

[@pylikadeath38]

Conrad Monson why not haha?

[@conradmonson30]

Is there another singer? He didnt sound like Chris, but I didnt see any feat. .... in the description.

[@MrSilentkiller673]

@@conradmonson30 maybe its not like him. But trust me, its chris 🤪

[@conradmonson30]

@@MrSilentkiller673 Cool! If it was not obvious, I am pretty new to this band, so I am not used to his range of singing yet.

[@rad4end]

"I just f*cked it up" just hit me like a lightning! So much emotion in it, I just can't! 😭

[@daghost0586]

As a terminal stage 4 colon cancer patient I needed this song so badly!!! Thanks guys for this one and I’m from the 570 area as well!

[@Connection-Lost]

Yikes. Hows it going?... if I dare ask...

[@lIlIlIlIlIlIlIlIlI]

@@Connection-Lost he's dead lmfao rip

[@user-tr4bh7sn5z]

@@Connection-Lost No reply... rip

[@jpweidemoyer8544]

You guys have matured so beautifully through the years. You’re basically MILF’s of music at this point \m/

[@sarah1397]

"I'm tired of being human I'm tired of being numb I'm waiting for the holy ghost to come"

[@1Dantrn]

I didn't think Graveyard Shift could be outdone. 🤯

[@soulspark22]

Dan Trueblood graveyard shift sucked

[@1Dantrn]

Inferno Gaze you're entitled to your opinion. Even if it's the wrong opinion. Debuting #1 on billboard hard rock albums chart is nothing to sneeze at. Though overall it still didn't perform as well as Reincarnate. Voices, eternally yours, and soft are some of the best songs I've seen them perform live.

[@robertlakatos8758]

Graveyard Shit I'm just kidding i love that album

[@SamAtScareworks]

I thought Graveyard Shift was their worst album and I think this is their best, under the same record company interestingly enough

[@khai4685]

Right?!

[@allanlozada1779]

Shit hits like a ton of bricks. Fighting for your life while your empty inside is truly something else. Our will to live is fascinating

[@sermilion_audio]

Man, I love the new album. SO beautiful choruses, I just can't stop listening. Thank you so much for this masterpeace MIW!!

[@horrorqueen1238]

They've really grown so much in the music industry. Trully amazing. MIW never let's us down as fans.

[@danitytrotter2789]

I’m not addicted but I’m not clean!!! Relate to that!!!! I love you guys!!! I would love to see y’all at a Concert!!! I’ve never been to a actually concert an I’m almost 30 lol. But I love you Chris motionless!!! I relate to you and your lyrics. Biggest fan!!!! MTW!!!! Thank you for keeping me sane

[@tessaweber2856]

I'm feeling a poke of old Motionless, as well as some Breaking Benjamin. Nice to hear

[@addraemyr]

Definitely some breaking Benjamin. Listen to Hopeless and then 2 minutes on of this song, it's great

[@batmanbeyondrules6888]

Tessa Weber not really

[@aaronmellor2811]

There’s a few parts that sound similar to I will not bow

[@Indy_Film]

Yeah I'm hearing a bit of Benjamin in this.

[@GloopSoup]

I’m glad I’m not the only one who heard some BB influence in this song. Sounds amazing honestly and I hate how I just now found this album.

[@amadeusnaho7758]

Love this album so much so far it's awesome.

[@jasumin8117]

OH MY GOD!!!!! I'm so in love with this songgg😭😭😭💜

[@xsorrowxkingx5051]

This album hits hard. They've outdone themselves with Disguise, and I love them even more for this. There is already a whole tattoo sleeve planned, dedicated to the lyrics out of the songs of MIW that mean the most. The centerpiece will be this song.

[@dearly1243]

I'm so proud of this band because they come so far like really 💜🖤💜🖤 Love the album!!!

[@lokiokvltys8363]

They definitely took time with the lyrics first Loving this 🤘🏻

[@wednesdaygeckok.7899]

This song hit me really fucking hard, struggling to stay sober and not relapse is something I'm dealing with and this song is just... mood as fuck

[@co-bruh1423]

A song quite literally about our own personal decadence. That we indulge in to hold onto some morsel of a good reality we can live with. Smoke we barely hold onto.

[@tristananvilcaster]

The whole album is perfection 🔥

[@kamilgodlewski1249]

I bet it's the same guy who gives a thumb down on every of these awesome songs. It's always this 1 thumb down

[@talcharlotte8502]

I thought that XD

[@liammccoy5604]

Makes sense for Thoughts and Prayers, liking the rest of this album so far though.

[@mrkilljoy2228]

Well fuck that guy then

[@Water_is_good23]

He’s from Australia he is trying to like the song

[@kelliekahmar]

This song is really hitting me right now. Exactly how I'm feeling right now

[@adamcharpentier18]

I love Chris's voice. He has an ability to write my life lol. I love these guys!!!

[@shawnbridges4421]

This song give me goosebumps and make me want to cry happy tears

[@mayflowerwolves5444]

"I will not bow! I will not break! -BB

[@mosesdelacruz99]

MIW always has sticked to it’s sound, and they’re continuing to impress!

[@nepe.6736]

Uhm what do you mean sticked to its sound? They literally change genres and style every album?

[@TrouxaIludido]

In the world exists rock, metalcore, nu metal, heavy metal and motionless in white.

[@LiViD.21]

I'm getting some breaking benjamin vibes on this track and i love it!!! If y'all didn't know that's one of chris's favorite vocalist

[@ghostswitches305]

This is why I love electro -rock, it gives you some abstract feeling that you cant fully recognize and you just vibe with it

[@TripledOverFishing]

Nobody: Still nobody: STILL NOBODY: Miw: comatose

[@jeremrx7968]

Skillet too

[@johnathanwilson1363]

I don’t get it

[@ahsokatano4908]

Skillet: that’s my line

[@smokeyquinn6093]

I believe it officially belongs to skillet legend song killer cd/album go listen to it

[@truetape666]

Honestly I think of 9tails when I see comatose.

[@JackiBVB]

Had my three year old niece head banging so that’s a thumbs up from her lol. A thumbs up from me too! This is awesome, guys. 🖤 Always are achieving above my expectations. 😍 Never disappointed.

[@reaperandrew2488]

🖤🖤🖤💜💜💜🖤🖤🖤

[@kakashyuchiha9687]

Una auténtica obra de arte Arriba Motionless In White 💀👌

[@thecoolskeleton95]

Br aqui mds scrr que maravilha

[@lizmaryhernandez3240]

@@thecoolskeleton95 motionless in white Disguise la mejor canciones

[@hectorcortes9619]

Lo se

[@Gabriel-uj9ex]

mdss br aqui

[@vitorpagliuca5358]

their best album for sure!

[@mr.noname359]

One of the best songs I've heard in my life

[@wintahillvillen6174]

I no ive said this! This is the CULMINATION of MIW!!! Hitting so many "genre's" on This amazing album!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💚💜💚💜 #miwarmy #creature

[@gergoistvanolah4006]

This is so beautiful. It always gets tears to my eyes and I don't why. But this is amazing. You know a song is awesome when it effects you physically.

[@vibrus91]

My goodness this album has been so much more than i thought it would be and damn I'm loving it so much!!!

[@jeffcrabby6426]

Motionless in white is an unstoppable band! This song is proof of their talent. MIW fan forever

[@philman400]

End is a huge throw back to the first two albums. Amazing

[@kyleplayz834]

I’ll keep saying this, but Ben Burnley’s voice and Chris’ voice sound a lot a like when the choruses hit.

[@locomurat6480]

Me and ma friends we always say that sounds like beautiful Breaking Benjamin 😍😂

[@kimjungun7946]

"I'm not addicted but I'm not clean" shit hit

[@wilsone100021]

Well. This is officially their best album. They finally did it. They finally found their sound.

[@wilsone100021]

RazorEdgeFrisbee YES! Unfortunately, it’s the same kids that think screaming means heavy. This album has something for everyone, all while maintaining their gothic, industrial signature sound. I personally believe that this album has the best instrumentation, lyrics, and production of any album. Each track encompasses a different sound which is so fucking impressive. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE Creatures...but every song doesn’t differ much from the other. Chugs, screams, clean chorus, breakdowns, repeat. Bands need to evolve to stay relevant...and metalcore as a whole is a stale saturated genre. I feel like they’ve struggled to find their “sound” and they nailed it with this one...all while staying true to their roots unlike bands like Asking Alexandria. This album will propel them to the next level and long time fans should be so proud of these guys.

[@tonnythedrummer]

wilsone100021 I agree. This is their best album to date by far.

[@catalinasauer2632]

It’s got the vibe of breaking bens new album and I love it a lot. Never let us down motionless 🖤

[@joshblack4291]

they are from around the same area.

[@Malemurderer]

Y’all play in my hometown weeks after I ship off for Army bootcamp 😭 Yall’s music has kept me sane these last few years and I can’t thank you enough for staying true to yourselves and expanding your music. ❤️❤️

[@maad5439]

Thank u god, this year is totally the comeback of the G(old) rock n' roll. DIG!!!

[@jmsBoBo64]

What an Album! Masterpiece from start to finish. #MIW #Disguise 🖤👌🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻

[@slingshotskull4586]

Can't wait for tomorrow.

[@jamieortiz7481]

I'm getting Breaking Benjamin vibes here and I'm loving it. This whole album smacks

[@amemasteel]

Can we apriciate so much how under so simple title there is such a deep song?! Chris is awsome in whriting lyrics. Real talent and poetry. If He was not a singer i would just pay for his book of poems! I would sleep with it and cry)

[@asdfghjkl7064]

I'm honestly shocked by the beauty of this song.

[@robert.r.g]

This is a heavier version of Breaking Benjamin's I Will Not Bow. And it's wild!

[@ghostiegalaxi]

Love listening to this on my last day of school so I can enjoy the album all summer long!!! 🖤🖤🖤

[@GradyIsEpic]

Every line had me hanging on, waiting to be able to breathe again. Now I can't breathe without this song.

[@Shaggyman-yx1ou]

I absolutely love this album and this band. This song and Disguise are the two songs that really hit me right now.

[@dev0tedanna]

This song is absolutely my favorite. I love you guys.

[@gabyagui6398]

This have spoke to me in many levels and I'm thankful for this lyrics.

[@limptriscuit3199]

To anyone who doesn't think that Justin's backup screams don't sound just like Ben, please pass me whatever you're smoking.

[@thewarskids7367]

MIW did well on this song. i love chris voice

[@Angel_EU34]

My favourite of the new album :D

[@rekai6209]

I got I Will Not Bow from Breaking Benjamin vibes on the chorus.

[@ryantaylor62]

This song has pulled me from a very dark place

[@kta0702]

definitely getting Breaking Benjamin vibes ❤️

[@lindseycannon5742]

In love with this song! 💙

[@elsapancho9827]

Woah dis would be my song for a week nonstop

[@ericshepherd7786]

Elsa Pancho facts

[@sarasanchez711]

This album is literally describing my life... I'm crying

[@Irene-eq4px]

You speak straight to my heart.

[@anavashti4004]

I really don't get all the bad reviews this album is getting. I love it guys! Amazing!!

[@thatkidfromidkwhere1220]

I absolutely focking love it

[@j4mnt]

The best welding/driving music ever!

[@bradc3929]

Tired of feeling comatose I've lost the me that I loved most. Damn that line gets me. This song is in fact about me. Thank you MIW. Great song. My new so g

[@polinadobreva7793]

shrek is life !!!!!!!

[@darlababydoll1997]

💀💜💀💜I'm truly thankful