MY ALTER DOES MY MAKEUP: Kya, Maeri & Mike | Tutorial & Understanding Dissociative Identity Disorder

[@beanrosem]

I’d love to see Mike try and do a whole makeup look by himself like Kyle did ages ago 😂

[@ArchersFieldInMyMind]

Yasssssss -Zoomer and Shiggy

[@amiiiu]

Remember when he grabbed the eyeliner like he would stab himself? 😂❤

[@bovanamerongen7531]

​@@amiiiuthe best moment 😂😂

[@christinakohl6111]

Haha that would be awesome!!😊

[@kiwi_rainbows]

Would Mike want to do that?? A makeup look I mean, not the eye stabbing! We'd love to see!

[@Oltrya]

Maeri seems like such a sweetheart, even their voice is really comforting

[@cathrinebase9442]

Mara in the beginning is like "okay wtf is going on" I still remember her make up, it was fantastic...

[@mikeym1121]

Hey guys! I find that as a woman, my deep set eyes make me look more masculine, and carry a more masculine energy with them, so if you want that more masc look, shade your eyes to look deeper set.

[@DissociaDID]

That's really interesting, thank you!

[@mikeym1121]

Yeah! I also find that it makes me feel more tough and rugged, on days where I don’t want to present as fem (gentle and soft), which is nice

[@ArchersFieldInMyMind]

Been depresso expresso today and this video helped so much! Thank you all, we are sending love your guys' way -Zoomer

[@DissociaDID]

Ugh I'm so sorry but I'm glad this helped!!

[@ArchersFieldInMyMind]

​@DissociaDID Eeeek you all responding really made our day! Can't wait to see more YT and clock app videos! Y'all are such an inspiration for us and we appreciate you all for your interactions as well! Lots of love everybody (we may or may not have been saying this to all of our friends since we started following y'all a few years ago lols)!! -Zoomer and Ambition

[@solitairerivera1626]

"depresso expresso" never heard this one before, it made me laugh - I have also been depresso expresso so that was nice

[@ArchersFieldInMyMind]

@@solitairerivera1626 so so so soooo glad we could help you to laugh! You deserve so much laughter, happiness, and love! -Zoomer and Shiggy

[@glossysparkles]

@@ArchersFieldInMyMind never heard the name shiggy before. Cute!

[@thelittlestpika]

Maeri has such a cute voice! I always forget what different alters sound like.

[@L_Aster]

Advice from a trans man painter: other ways to make your makeup masculine are a darker shadow around the jaw, forehead contour, extending nose contour to the under eye to make a more sunken look, and thickening your eyebrows definitely helps. You can also use some mascara to pick out the fuzz on your face- I’ve seen people use it above the lip, between the eyebrows, and around the jaw with a very cool effect. It doesn’t look like facial hair, just subtly masculinizes.

[@merchantarthurn]

Definitely takes a lot of practice to get the mascara on without hitting the face ahah - to add to your tip re: shadow under the jaw, it's also key to diffuse that out into the neck (ideally whilst still underneath the jaw) or you end up with a dirty looking smudge if your head's at the wrong angle. Personally I've found darkening the area around the angle of the mandible to make that area look like it "stands out" and is squarer does much more than too much shadow under the jaw. One thing I tried once which I've not tried again cos my skin hates too much foundation is using "colour correction" primers in reverse - i.e. using it where you don't need to correct colour & wanna make it slightly blue where there'd be a five o clock shadow. It's a bit of a delicate balance but it's a neat, subtle look. Could possibly do the same with eyebags.

[@L_Aster]

@@merchantarthurn absolutely, I’ve never gotten the mascara trick to work on myself lol Good idea with the color correctors, depending on the look you’re going for that could be a nice subtle trick! I personally love makeup that accentuates eyebags. It’s so funny how much work masc artists will do to look unkempt

[@LilSulfite]

I LOVE it when Kya says: 'if that is what you want to do, do it.' (or some variation of that) They say it a lot and it makes me happy😊

[@lablab657]

Maery and Kya co-fronting sound like two friends/ sisters preparing for a girl's night, but Kya is the one who remember to explain and Maery is the lovely buterfly that love color and shiny 😊

[@Amelias_Edits]

You could do a whole separate makeup channel ! You’re very talented

[@Pindolene]

Agreed!

[@lilibillypickle]

i clicked so fast it’s actually humorous

[@ArchersFieldInMyMind]

Literally same -Zoomer

[@gogoscorner1111]

I swear 😂

[@Ferabird84]

While I know we're still getting to know you Maeri, I love seeing the cheery little wiggles and fun faces. You feel (to me) like you're just the most loving cheerleader for the system. It's like you're there with them just to keep the experience fun by being the energetic bestie and boosting them the whole time! Such a sweetheart. Also, since you joined in Mara, hello to you too! It's lovely to see you taking a moment to peek in and goof off with the others

[@calenduladigest]

everytime i see people do makeup i am left in such awe. there's so much effort & time that goes into these looks!! (i do makeup too, sometimes, but it's all really simple and quick lol. i could never do this kind of stuff with how unsteady/shaky my hands are)

[@TazariaGaming]

Don't have DID but do have autism and the comment on how this warm weather makes you guys blendy and switchy resonated with me a lot. My autistic tendencies have been way stronger and as a result I have a lot less energy thanks to the heatwave. Interesting to see how things like that can affect different neurodivergent disorders in similar ways! People (me included) sometimes forget just how much of an effect physical stimuli like the weather can have. It's the worst but also kinda cool from a research perspective

[@reniecoffey]

You actually have some really excellent tips in this tutorial, you're quite talented. If you made this a mini series, or even a tutorial once every couple months I'd absolutely watch it. The way you explain things such as putting makeup on your hand first to warm it up, layering and colour choices, and blending techniques are useful tips I will definitely use.

[@DIDSystem77]

One of my alters is going to love this! I also wanted to come on here and say thank you for everything we do. Thanks to you we were we able to recognize we have DID and get our diagnosis! We're trying to get in therapy now and already working on communication. You're channel is helpful to so many people and made us feel less crazy. Thank you. ❤

[@vibetribe23]

Our Karla will for sure, she loves makeup and being all girly and she loves to watch makeup tutorials especially kya and their alters.

[@vojtaondracek8571]

Hey there, learned about yours channel (and DID as whole) just today and I must admit it hit me (in a best way possible). I've just binged watched quite a few videos of yours and was so energized and inspired from them, that I have to leave a comment and share some of that energy with the community and you back. Seeing someone with this much sh*t on their back who didn't gave up and is still going and spreading the message of hope amongs the others is just so INSPIRING, I can't even express it with words enough. Although I'm an atheist, I'm praying for you to continue getting better and I'm sending back to you, as well as to anyone else reading this, all the positive vibes and energy. Take care of yourselves, Peace ✌️, Vojta

[@DissociaDID]

Thank you so much Vojita!

[@Velveteen7]

Hiii, I've been following since the start and still can't believe you guys are back! I was just busy watching one of your old lives when I got this notification so I'm very happy, hope you guys have a great day!

[@DissociaDID]

Awww! Which live were you watching? Thank you for still being here! ❤️❤️❤️

[@Velveteen7]

@@DissociaDID the reality of DID unboxing :D its one of my comfort videos fsr just because it is quite calm

[@sundaisyS2]

can we just take a moment to appreciate that skin?? it looks so beautiful and flawless and it also seems so soft :))) we'll surely need a skincare tutorial next! lol S2

[@Sayori23]

Agreed!

[@SimplySara55]

Glad that you got the laptop back working! =) Gorgeous look, by the way, as always 💞

[@DissociaDID]

Thank you, and we're glad too! 😅❤️

[@gibbysun123]

Really grateful for someone who is so dedicated to destigmatizing mental health.

[@iamkatastrophic]

Mara terrifies me in the best possible way. I wanna get dolled up to visit a rage room with them haha

[@Bo_kiki]

We have been having problems lately in our System, but watching your guys videos has help us try and understand each other. We want to thank you guys for everything. (Our littles love you especially)

[@sillystorm28]

one of my most distinctive memories as a kid was when I was in class, I think grade 2? there was one teacher who was really sweet to all the kids but was different to all the other teachers (not that we cared, we loved her). At the time I didn't realise it but this memory is from when she was teaching, only she seemed to zone out and her 'other self' said hello, complimented me on my 'fountain hair' (curly hair + short fringe + headband = curls over the headband) and we were all really happy to say hi as her genuine happiness made us all happy ... now I know that she likely had DID, and when you mentioned people with DID in the workforce I wanted to share this memory :D

[@graysonschliebe13]

Kya or whoever is reading this, I doubt you will but it’s worth a shot, the soap brows are amazing it makes them so FLUFFY I wish my eyebrows could look like his!

[@martinamondelfe8272]

I am so amazed how skilled you all are. I "just" have ADHD and depression, but never managed to use any kind of product for a blush and also own just one concealer which I use about once a year. And using more than 2-3 colours on my eyes and I'll look like a clown. I will do makeup like 5 times a year and it gets me overwhelmedeverytime and takes literally hours. You are such pros at this and I bow to your skills to still be able to do makeup while being blendy/switchy.

[@katiepeterson2306]

Maeri's voice is so calming. I could listen to her talk about makeup all day.

[@kytry7060]

I just found your channel today. I am well aware that one develops this disease after going througn severe trauma, but i love the way of how open you are about this condition of yours. Its lovingly that you all are embracing yourself and collaborating to spread awareness. Never feel depressed because there are over a million people who love you all❤

[@kytry7060]

The notification won my ❤

[@PowerlineIsGod]

DID is a disorder, not a disease! /nm

[@sheinakinn2936]

This is actually the first smokey eye tutorial that I think I can complete without looking like a panda after a night out. Thanks guys!! 🖤❤

[@seraphic_system]

always excited to see a notification from you all! this tutorial was absolutely wonderful and you look incredible! it's so hard to find a good tutorial and these tips made it wonderfully easy to follow! thank you so much for answering these kinds of questions about did as well, it's been great help to send your videos to our friends and family to help explain things we can't word well. so so so much love from the seraphic system, you're all incredible!!

[@johnjohnson798]

I always wanted to see how Mara did her signature smokey eye look and asked for it awhile back, thanks for making the awesome video!!

[@lasau4284]

I love you and your co-conscious family. I am almost 40 and have a little girl and husband but went through a bought of extreme anxiety. I worked through it and I am now great and have a bad day here and there. I feel dysregulated quite often and hearing other people talk about it makes it feel a little better. I have to step away from things when I feel this way. Its just part of my process. My daughter sings to me which helps. Thank you Kya and Co for the videos.

[@HopeLeyana]

Having your content to watch while going trough my own journey with DID, for a lack of a better term, has saved me. Hearing you guys simply say that someone is glad that we exist means so much. Lots of love, everybody

[@kaitlyn7043]

I love the different looks everyone in the system comes up with when it comes to makeup. I'm not sure if you all have done it before, but a series of different alters doing makeup would be fun! (only those who are comfortable in front of the camera and interested in that topic of course)

[@aTiredDude]

The Arther from RDR2 made me so happy. Amazing makeup as always, definitely gonna use this to help me out!

[@connieteng4154]

I love how you can do your eyebrows evenly on first try

[@ismaeldescoings]

I've read this fascinating *french comic* called "Those vanishing days (roughly translated)", where a young man suddenly *discovers his alter* as he starts only living every second day of his life (for some reason they only switch during night so that's one inaccuracy). At first all goes well with some attempts at cooperation between the two; but then the main character alter starts fronting less and less often, days then weeks then months pass each time he goes to bed and his own life literally slips away from him. Meanwhile the other alter finishes his studies and becomes a successful corporate businessman. As disappearing months turn to years, the main character discovers that his other alter has been actively trying to suppress him and prevent him from fronting with hypnosis therapy. Obviously because all successful businessmen are inherently evil (duh). The end is actually quite bittersweet. So the comic may have one or two inaccuracies about DID but overall it truly is a poignant masterpiece, totally worth it! For anyone who is interested here's the original french title: "Ces jours qui disparaissent".

[@Mimisenpai]

I love these types of videos so much!! Would love to see more of the system just relaxing & doing their makeup. 😇 Your looks are so incredibly beautiful!!!

[@Yue_yunn]

You look so happy in this video!! Make up is definitely something a lot of you enjoy, I'm so happy for you

[@thegreenwoodsystem]

We are waiting for our psych eval results after finally being able to see a psychologist. Your content has always been so amazing and super helpful. We even showed our psychology class in high school your videos when we got to research a topic that interested us! Little did we know at the time that we related a little bit more to the content that the “average” person. Thank you Kya and Co. for everything! 💚 -Sal

[@meowmoris]

so glad that you guys are finally back. thank u for educating us about DID and other stuffs. i've learned a lot. thank u sm! pls, i love watching your vids. 😭💗

[@CallMeKes]

Woooow you can really tell Maeri from Kya. She's so sweet and gentle. Almost like Sally. It's nice to hear from Maeri, we so rare do. (I love to hear from the rarer fronting alters)

[@sumdewd]

Facial hair & a collection of scars on my brow n chin kinda prevented me from ever really messing around with makeup to much but I definitely think its an art unto itself. I really enjoy learning about the subtleties involved in the process since I’ve spent so much time waiting for people to finish theirs & will likely never experience process myself.

[@braingutz_]

I love Maeri's voice so much, it's so light and sweet.

[@error...40]

I've been feeling super weird the past few days (like half de-realized idrk) and stressed because of my anxiety disorder and just life and your videos are so educational and interesting that they are a good distraction and make my day so much better. Thank you all so much!!

[@athena3016]

When you were talking about how “no one wants to be in the front because it’s so uncomfortable” because of the heat wave, I felt that. I’m an American studying in the UK, and I really don’t know how y’all live without AC. My room is small with one tiny window that perfectly catches the blaring sun in the afternoon, so I’ve basically been slow-baking in an oven for a week now. 🥵 Hopefully, you don’t just end up sweating this beautiful look off. Good luck staying cool!

[@Alilunaa]

I find it funny because I watched your last video and I looked at the comments and what you replied “ha ha maybe next video? 👀”. Or something of that regard. I just love how you do listen to the comments while also doing what you’re comfortable with.

[@sunflowerkisses6304]

Honestly speaking, I love this more chilling-lay back videos, it shows a more calm and funny side of y’all that i LIVE for it

[@YvonneHansonPhotography]

omg very impressed by how you put that darkish brown eyeshadow on with absolutely no fall-out or clean up after- that was skill in action.

[@bibiankka885]

0:35 Loving the eyebrows! It’s a very natural look whilst still highlighting them as a key facial feature.

[@RemoKnightUK]

U really have got this down to a fine art.....the deep dark brown you've chosen for yr eyes totally matches the tone of yr hair. So so beautiful.

[@sashazephiria3869]

Interesting how Maeri's voice is very recognizable :D it's so soft and calm !

[@cynanee]

Your skin is so clear! You look gorgeous with and without makeup, and your makeup skills are insanely good

[@Nebelkehlchen]

OMG! you guys are back!!! After the first break and your return, and the 2nd break I did not ever think to see videos uploaded here again. I have learned so much from you, been so inspired and motivated to learn and I am almost in shock to see you back. I am literally so happy to see you back that I am almost tearing up, whilst being scared if bad news are to come. My name is one in a million on this channel, but even tho you 'did not help me' and I am not relying on 'support' this channel has given me more then real life friends could have done at times. Thank you!

[@jjfitz9849]

I love your new editing style by the way- it just has a cosy and safe vibe 💕(also good luck getting your camera fixed haha)

[@peyback]

I didn't realize how much joy and happiness y'all's videos brought me until you started posting again after your brief hiatus. I understand why you all took a break, but I am so happy to see you guys back

[@deannapope9062]

Also in addition this being a great video can i just say how much i appreciate the editing and hard work that goes into the visual definitions and the titles and tje font size etc. It's perfect, clear, organised, and the pacing soothes my ADHD brain and feels very much like Jade's influence. Thanks for always making your systems' videos so learning-friendly

[@DissociaDID]

Thank you so much! It's all me (Kya) who does the editing that way though

[@katvena2096]

Omg the Red Dead Redemption clip caught me so off guard! Loved the video, very informative about DID and makeup! I love your techniques, I may have to try them myself sometime. I hope you all have a wonderful day today, sending much love ❤

[@emymania777]

Watching the videos on this channel has helped me relax a lot. Im not sure why but it helps. Ive been binge watching all the videos since I broke up from school lol.

[@graymonk5972]

i love seeing how different alters do the body’s makeup. like i’m much better at eyeliner and have better knowledge of color theory than Gray. i also like much brighter colors for our experience on whether DID makes it difficult or impossible to work: we are college and have worked retail and are currently a pharmacy technician. DID is usually fairly helpful for us in the work/school environment since multiple alters having work/school knowledge means that we can split up the workload. (of course this is dependent on us being able to share info which we usually can do) -silver

[@cate.savinda]

Glad to see the computer is working again! I love this look so much! We’ve been super stressed and switchy, but it’s nice to just relax watching your video. I fronted with our makeup on, so no clue who did it. It’s cute though not as amazing as yours since it’s just liner lol. Could really hear Maeri in Kya’s voice, it was nice to see her as well as Kya. Glad to see Mike is ok with the makeup too. :) love y’all! -Solar from the Storm Collective

[@nickkig6071]

Ive loved seeing you (all of you) get more confident within your body as the years have gone by 🥺 seeing the confidence grow in your hairflips, jokes, and smiles has been such an amazing thing ❤️

[@looloolilly]

I just wanted to say you all are beautiful, pretty, and handsome with or without makeup!!! And two thank you for teaching me about DID and how to do simple makeup with a simple explanation! I’ve never really learned how to do makeup so thank you ❤️

[@minixmousy]

your brows look so amazing, imo! i didn't even realize you'd done anything until you said it, they look so natural on you!

[@OhNyxie]

I've been recently coming to terms with realizing that I'm part of a system, as well as slowly beginning to learn how to live with this. your videos really help me and they have for a long time! I remember watching this channel back in middle school and going: "woah, that's an interesting condition. but I could never have that though, absolutely not." which now looking back was most likely the denial lmao. even the parts in these videos where it isnt completely DID facts/info centered still helps so much. it's so comforting to see a system live out what would be considered "normal" moments to those without DID, and it helps me be less fearful of me and my system's future. thank you all for deciding to use your platform to help and beat the stigma surrounding DID. it means so much to me (and probably every single one of your subscribers) that you still want to assist others even though you all have already gone through so much🫶❤️ - onyx the host

[@RialVestro]

Regarding that part about work... I was actually in theater professionally for 7 years, something I never thought I would ever be able to do at all because of my memory issues being a symptom of having DID. I had already been diagnosed in high school before I started working and when I was filling out the paperwork for my contract there was a question that basically asked "Do you have any physical or mental health issues we should know about that could potentially prevent you from working?" I intentionally didn't inform them of my diagnosis being afraid I'd lose the job before it even started. Figured I'd prove I could do the job first and then later tell them about my mental health issues. It wasn't really much of an issue and rarely came up. I don't really switch that much, especially at work because I was doing something I loved I rarely ever got triggered to switch. That said I really wanted to do more as an actor on stage and I wasn't getting a lot of respect as an actor. I was also still having issues at home cause I couldn't afford my own place and the theater I worked for happened to be connected to a hotel. The hotel part at the time was abandoned, no one was using it, but my key doesn't even work to that part of the building. I remember one day seeing the joining door was open some how when that door was never open and I went to check to see if someone had broken in. I don't remember anything after that for a while until I was suddenly faced with a park ranger telling me I was trespassing there. I nearly lost my job over that when I don't even remember what happened. Still no idea how that door originally got opened in the first place. Considering it was abandoned and I needed a place to live and was working in the joining theater it would have been great if I could have just moved into the hotel. For all I know one of my alters did break in and I just don't remember doing it cause as far as I know I was the only person in the building at the time, I never saw anyone else. But I remember finding the door already open and not knowing who opened it cause no one ever went in there.

[@Deus589]

im into the fluffy brows! they look really good!

[@ilovecatss0116]

I’m glad y’all were able to get your laptop running❣️ I was so relieved when I saw the notification for this vid 😅

[@Misscircle753]

Everytime the end comes in a video I just go back to when Kyle acted like like kay or Chloe I can’t remember. But did the outro exactly the way it was done by the host at that time.😂😂😂 I just love that kya is healing and I hope they know that I’m so glad they are alive and share their journey with us! Lots of love!

[@RockismyAir]

This was so incredibly light video. I was smiling while watching. I am very glad you got your laptop to work.

[@alyxleaf]

I feel like since I've been following you for a bit now, I could immediately hear when Maeri's voice came into the voiceover and a voice that sounded a bit like Kyle's, but I'm assuming was a Kya/Mike blend or just Mike

[@prixca6146]

Love the makeup is simple/natural theme i can totally see me doing it.btw the eyebrows looks great on you guys and there's actually a tread of big eyebrows,I want more tutorials like this in the future!positive vibes for everyone in the system.

[@lordvraska]

Let’s goooo, the laptop managed to upload!!! The face is a slay, as always, you guys kill it every time💜. I’m actually considering doing drag myself, so I’d love to maybe see y’all try a drag look in the future, if that’s something you’d enjoy

[@Sayori23]

Gosh, you look so gorgeous, even without makeup! Had some Lara Croft-vibes coming in at around 2:43, with the braid too 😁💜

[@toriluv2194]

You have really good makeup skills with your skin tone. I mean not to sound creepy but your skin looks so smooth and flawless ❤

[@m.thompson3919]

I think it would be fun to see a makeup tutorial by Maeri and one by Mara. 🤔 That's actually what I thought was going to happen based on the title.

[@Pr1nceofdarkness]

The difference in your guys voices is so apparent in this one it’s so interesting. Also such a great make up look

[@jordangregoire2822]

We're a DID system and live in Canada, we are on long-term permanent disability, not allowed to drive etc. It really does vary from person to person. We have been on ODSP for 3 years now.

[@malfoy_shxtxp]

I found this channel one day and i have been watching! An honestly one of my comfort channels

[@Fey_Aelin_Elentiya]

Its a yes to the fluffy eyebrows. Yall look amazing! I may try this out soon! ❤❤ Sending all the love and hugs and stay safe and hydrated! Especially during this heat wave for yall

[@belladonnablack8486]

Hi, Kya, Maeri, and Mike! Thank you for making this makeup video for us and answering these questions! It was a fun cute video to watch and made my rough day a lot better❤ A lot of love to you all, always, Kya & Co❤

[@idowhatiwantimpunkrock]

Happy to see that your computer isn't fully dead ! Gorgeous makeup like always !!

[@liddonburns8195]

I enjoyed this video so much, thank you for making it! I'm so glad you guys seem to be doing a little better and I hope you're staying cool in the heatwave1 The video itself is super well done--I'm impressed by your editing and the choice of subtle calming music was great. The room is also coming together really nice, I love the flowery wall you guys bought the other month from that garden shop, it's SO pretty :) This video was the perfect balance between entertainment, education and beauty. It was also super nostalgic and comforting in a way because I remember Chloe and Nadia doing makeup videos like this a few years ago. Thank you guys again, so much love and support from me for teaching us and helping us

[@calliea9064]

Your hair is so gorgeous. Honestly this natural brown is my favorite look on the body so far

[@marianasalgado9288]

Loved to hear Maerie. You do have a total difference cadence of tone

[@bethanydjay]

I love this look!!! And y’all are SO great at breaking down the steps of the process and giving advice about each product! Thank you for everything y’all have been creating recently, it’s all been amazing 🫶🏻 much love

[@JainaSolo26]

I would love to see mara do her look once I think it would be fun, but only if shes comfortable with it.

[@hideinsidetheflames]

Thanks for doing videos! I don’t have DID (pretty sure), but your videos did make me realize I have a form of dissociation (dissociative amnesia). Wild how I went years not knowing I was missing so much of my memory!

[@MiyuDelicious]

I really enjoyed this make up tutorial. I'm not super into make up but, everyone who was fronting in this video made it fun. I feel like I actually learned new things and how to apply make up better and some new brands of make up to try as well. Thank you all for sharing!

[@c.hlorine]

love your fluffy eyebrows, they look good on you!!! amazing how just making them a bit darker can help with making someone look more masc!

[@kawajiri_ao]

Wow this is great, can't wait to watch the video! ❤

[@unoriginaltitle4050]

Haven’t watched this video yet but just wanted to say thank you for uploading. Genuinely brings me so much happiness and comfort

[@maddy8996]

I personally love using the Anastasia Beverley Hills brown brow gel when I want fluffier/fuller brows on when I'm feeling more masculine.

[@emmareisenberg8107]

Hi Mara! Good to see you there for a second! I would love to see you here again if you and the system feel comfortable enough, but if you don't want to, I respect your boundary. All the ❤

[@Rose-np7md]

Love this tutorial! I'm always blown away by your makeup in videos so it was great to take some tips away for my own looks.

[@lilys_creations]

I don't think I've clicked on a video quicker... Love your videos, amazing as always. I'm newly diagnosed and a newer fan

[@travisSimon365]

Here's what I think I have discovered watching your videos. As an older viewer, I grew up in the 'multiple personality disorder' days, and the thing I had in my head was and is probably nonsense. Dissociative Identity Disorder makes more sense, though; I have different aspects of my own personality. Sometimes I'm very serious, and sometimes silly and sometimes childlike and sometimes very sexual, etc. However, I still imagine all these 'personalities' to be 'me'. With DiD, I suspect (and what I have learned from your videos) is that your system is probably the same thing, except with more rigid barriers between the different aspects of your/my personality. So, rather than 'multiple' personalities, it's more like you have several rigidly defined aspects of a single personality (as we would typically think about it). I guess my point is that yeah - our experiences are very different and I don't want to diminish that, but, on the other hand, we're not really all that different.

[@alysmarcus7747]

so grateful you put that note up on FB - was looking for your video earlier and it's nice to see things okay. You have a fabulous canvas for makeup art - - -i've always wondered what to do with my colouring -

[@Dyzrae]

I have just learnt more about how to highlight than I have yet been able to find. Thankyou. Also, thankyou for what you said in closing. I needed to hear that. ❤

[@sashazephiria3869]

I'm truly amazed at how smooth your skin looks