My aunt made me lick my urine| What made me plan my Funeral is the worst| I've Been through the most

[@modestaavula295]

She’s still very traumatised. You can hear the shiver in her voice.

[@pearl3035]

The pain I felt listening to this story, as a parent its painful because you can pass away and leave your kids to be raised by monsters

[@krisjoh1465]

Yea but then we can't always cheat death..sometims trusting a stranger is better

[@cheletshabangu8473]

Thinking the same right now😢

[@AllthingsHealth_]

@@krisjoh1465What stranger are you trusting while you are dead?

[@Rumbie_Mamoyo_Omuhle]

This hurt me so bad.I am so angry at the aunt,the neighbors and anyone who saw this girl suffer but took no action😢 Keep your head up baby,you are a conqueror ❤

[@zamabungane8027]

I’m asking myself that where were the neighbors and the community at large

[@AllthingsHealth_]

Even the grandmother, like she told you and you ignored her 😢

[@sheronsnethembancube2693]

The reason why I pray to God to give me enough time to see my kids grow and be independent 🙏🏿

[@nemungadifhumulani9231]

That's my everyday prayer

[@molymocumi5510]

My prayer as well 🙏❤

[@jeremiahk92]

This story got interesting when she started talking about the sangoma and the power of prayer but was cut short😩please invite her again and do a part 2. Really important.

[@dinahpole7699]

Powerful and she was a child, imagine,thank you Lord Jesus

[@moekadishirley9741]

Yes we are requesting for part 2 please, may u allow her to go deeper please

[@MusaKotane]

So painful. I can relate to the story. My daily prayer is that may God extend my days for my kids.

[@renejune7779]

We love you Hlulani Khosa❤️❤️. Thank you for sharing your story. You bring hope to many 🙏🏼❤️

[@dinahpole7699]

True ❤

[@xoliswazweni6593]

Shuuu....your story has brought back so much memories of my childhood upbringing😢 i can relate so much to it, im so happy you made it through and found Christ in the midst of it all, all blessings to you hun❤

[@monicaolwagen9426]

I always prayed to GOD to keep me alive until my daughter finishes her studies. She started her Masters and a job today. I thank GOD! Off course now I want to see my grandchildren! Goalpost move……

[@NaturallyEssence]

I'm so glad to hear that you found hope in God and gave your life to Christ🎉🙏🏾

[@mathapelongwenya864]

It always shocks me for some one with kids to mistreat another child, when they themselves can die any time 😭 God bless you abundantly and give you double for your trouble

[@hlelokubheka]

Ppl are evil

[@margaretkisau2416]

I think some people have a covenant with death,they can die

[@kelebogileapril1864]

Oh God Hlulani when you explained how you poured detergents in the bottles and drank them all if not bought, when you said to your cousin sister you will not wakeup the morning. Oh I couldn't stop my tears. Oh I Love U!

[@hlulanikhoza3679]

Love you too ❤

[@patiancetshepo1946]

You have a gift that no one will take away from u Stay blessed continue praying ❤

[@saunlocked]

My Aunt was the same and I have never completely healed from the things she used to say and do to me even to this day I never go to her house I never want my kids to be with someone else but me and my Husband, I am happy Hlulani you are doing well for yourself.

[@mulaloratsiku6533]

I pray that God will touch your life in amazing way and heal you from all of that 🙏 ❤️

[@masentletshinakahomphohoni9469]

Same here dear went through the same

[@priscillasabi8325]

Thanks!

[@princessconny1358]

May the Good lord bless your pocket sis 😘😘

[@princessconny1358]

May the Good lord bless your pocket sis 😘😘

[@boitumahloko6165]

There is so much in her voice, this really made me sad. May God bless you and I pray that you get to a point of total peace. God is with you my love.

[@phumimfene5414]

May God give you strength to overcome your passed. I fully relate to your story. Losing both parents at a young age is a horror. Only few survive. But this God is able to do exceedingly and abundantly above all things that we can imagine. Stay strong in the Lord.❤

[@kutlo_m]

Hey sis. Im so sorry about all these adverse experiences. Sorry Hlulani. God is your refuge

[@ndzalomathebula4031]

Hlulani's story is very touchy, I can't hold my tears. I love you girl. We need her back for part 2

[@simamahlangu1632]

Her sadness is her voice my goodness matched with that innocent face has just shattered me😢💔. Praying for your healing and restoration. May God put you back together again Babygirl❤You're strong and loved!

[@EminahRamphisa]

This is very painful😢. I m 67 and bcoz of grace nd mercy I still live my last born is 34. Thank God everyday for your life🎉.

[@tarironheyera4778]

Oh God l know and understand your feeling l experienced abuse when l was growing up. The tone of your voice is hiding so much pain may God heal your heart. I have learnt not to judge people but to always understand beyond what l see. 2)when we are at church let’s just love people just a hug and a smile will make someone better or even asking them how they’re doing with genuine intentions. Thank you centtwinz

[@kebam_]

😢😢😢😢 Can this aunt be brought to law and justice prevail. I cannot even fathom how this girl and her brother lived through this. My heart is so torn💔💔💔😢😢😢

[@kutlo_m]

We need a part 2

[@DzunyB]

I had never had any issues with dying until I had my daughter 3 years ago, now I pray everyday for God to preserve my life just for my daughter's sake. People are cruel out there. So sorry that you had to go thru such sesi but look at God showing off thru you now❤

[@mashadimokgata871]

😢😢i pray that my kids never had thr stigma of opharn. I suffered so much under my mom sis yet in my old age

[@reenahlahla6614]

Your name is definitely following you❤Hlulani

[@MatimuCedrick]

Lord please allow us to live long for our kids sake 😢

[@tabethchangachirere]

Amen 🙏

[@refilwe2664]

I thank God for the season you're currently in right now#greener pastures.May you continue to experience the love of God.

[@margaretkisau2416]

What about the scars

[@refilwe2664]

@@margaretkisau2416 The love of God will heal the scars

[@ThandekaButhelezi-e6l]

Sad thing about the abusers they can pretend and act infront of people

[@zamabungane8027]

Hlulani your story really touched me But God has done great things in your life,look at where you are now and how much you’ve accomplished

[@lebosihlangu]

Did I not shed a tear😓shuuuu some family members🙌

[@sunrise7640]

I wonder if the producers would allow some people to speak in their venercular language and have subtitles for English because English is not everyone's strong point.

[@MatodziMash]

Hlulani your name says it all, you've been through the most n you conquered... May the Almighty God continue to bless you more and more my dear ❤❤❤

[@evezazzle5974]

Abusers just anger me now child abusers who are family or strangers 😡😤😤😤 God hold them accountable for their wickedness. May justice prevail!!!!! You and your brother are far too precious for the undeserving unwarranted abuse you endured ❤️🫂🥺😢😢May God give you bith a kind and blessed life 💐🙏🎁🎁🙌

[@palesakabi996]

I pray God lifts this lady up❤️ I wish her nothing but the best, I truly hope life is kind to her and May the Good Lord open all doors for her.

[@nomusamkhize9233]

I'm sorry that u had to go through soo much from such a young age. May God bless u cc ❤ ur story is hurt breaking . How can a woman do this while she has kids of her own.

[@khomotsolegodi6927]

OhBaby girl😢..I'm sorry . AND you are beautiful and very smart.. what a heartbreaking 💔 story

[@FezileLaNkambule]

I'm glad you gave u life to Christ, I wish you were here to give you a looong hug such an anointed and gorgeous woman of God❤, but a lot was left behind e.g the book and the business etc. May she also find it in her heart to forgive her aunt she can be more liberated

[@leshbalows9479]

Yoooohhh What a life she had😢, but thank God she survived it all

[@snenhlanhlamashile6398]

My heart was heavy the entire episode nina yho ha.a ❤😢

[@SamuelLetswalo-v2u]

Touching story ladies.Let's all unite against abuse!

[@johnnhlapo5532]

Where is this evil aunt. We are proud of you Hlulani. Keep on going up the ladder.

[@phelarephelemusicacademy8330]

I can relate... Living with a relative can be a traumatic experience at times. Her aunt was extremely cruel, jealous, and suspicious to be treating her brother's children in that manner... The dad was gonna get them back home, then he passed away. Furthermore, she told the teacher, and she also passed away. The aunt's personality was quite dodgy.

[@simangalisoncubemoyo3291]

l am so sorry for what you went through sisi. What was meant for the bad God has turned it around for the good. For you to experience total healing please consider forgiving your auntie as she was also acting in ignorance. There is a reason why God allows someone to go through things and out of all this He protected you. He hand was upon your life from day one. it wont be easy for you to forgive but the bible speaks about forgiveness and it will free you completely. Ask God to help you forgive her. The fact that you can feel other people's emotions is because no one felt yours but that turned around as a gift. Nature that gift and God is using is going to use you even greatly. Continue to shine gal, you are destined for great things. Don't allow unforgiveness be a hindrances and don't avoid her. possible facing her now might help you to get closure you will be surprised maybe she went through the same growing up (not that its an excuse). All the best dear woman of God!

[@hlulanikhoza3679]

Thank you ❤

[@hlulanikhoza3679]

❤

[@tintswalomukansi6378]

I pray for complete divine healing for you sesi Hlulani (Conquered) living up to your name baby girl you conquered. Your story is soooooo touching

[@nomathembasithole369]

To God be the glory,may she get completely through with the trauma in Christ.... thanks my twins...twin mom ❤❤❤❤

[@favouredandsaved]

My mom passed away when I was 12 years old,her sister, my aunt...stepped up,I've never ever felt any less loved,or taken care of. She treats me like her own daughter,I'm so blessed. I'm 35 and I pray for my mom(aunt) than I pray for myself. This story is so painful to hear,I hope she finds healing ❤❤❤

[@yolisamrso9827]

I'm really sorry Hlulani that you had to go through what you went through under the hands of a human being.

[@sikelelwaapleni2253]

Ohhh god I just found out about this channel yesterday evening I watched most episodes until the next day couldn’t get to sleep whole nights it reminded me of things that I’ve been going through the most 😢

[@sibusisoswartbooi6430]

I think these episodes are too short, it seems like it’s just guests telling their stories and that’s it... Would have loved to hear this one’s full journey, her lessons and where she is emotionally now and if she’s getting emotional help 🥺

[@hlelokubheka]

True

[@elizabethsilas3191]

You’re right

[@nonofotsedi4305]

Very true, they are too short it's like just getting a summary😢

[@ramaitemasipa6551]

I second this

[@zethembempanza4420]

True

[@karabotsimamma7858]

this really touched me, a whole lot guys, eish i felt this young ladys pain and i almost cried bt i ws touched hnestly...and you know wat Hlulani, God is going to bless u so much my gal, so so much. i see a bright future ahead of u. pple who have gone thru the most alwys cum out strng n powerful and blessd beyond. keep on moving with your life and do u, God will sort out those who hv hurt u, dnt wish them bad or anythn bt God wil tke care of ur past pain n if kipin away frm ur aunts brings u peace, kip away n cncentrate on ur life bbe gal. hang in thre!!

[@suehaig-smith3853]

May God continue to bless her! Thank you for sharing

[@LydiaNzala-xb5sw]

Yhooo Kodwa What kind of a person she will answer to God But God is good look at you u muhle girl what didn't kill makes you strong my dear

[@Johannah-M97]

I shed tears throughout this episodes 😢

[@nsovograce-c2o]

I am so sorry that this happened to you Hlulani. I hope one day you will heal from all of this.🙏❤️

[@PearlMercedes]

I’m so sorry Hlulani. This is so heartbreaking 😢😢😢. May god heal you and show you that he’s Alfa and omega. You will be successful and help a lot of people ❤❤❤. You are beautiful and strong woman. I love you ❤ stay safe and blessed Sesi ❤

[@sibongilechakela4468]

This is painful... May the Lord bless you my girl ❤

[@ketsyaful]

Wow the fact that everyone who tries to help her dies, that is spiritual

[@constancemmabathomoruwe76]

I agree ,that actually made me wonder if there was a spirit following her enduring that her life remains a misery but we thank God she broke through

[@User06709]

Why do I believe that the aunt was the one behind the mother's and everyone else's passing. She is the narcissist in the home.

[@sylviashivambu1384]

I can relate with Hlulani. I've been through most of the things she has been through. But with me, it was my own mother, who, at some point, I questioned if really she was my mother. I still have scars on my body. My family and the whole village was aware of the abuse, but I think they just thought it was none of their business, or they didn't know how to intervene intervene. The emotional scars last forever.

[@MissLinks99]

I can relate so much to Hlulani❤ till today I still haven’t healed

[@nokwandadimba9736]

Sending love and hugs 🫂 😢

[@User06709]

I sometimes wish it was a stranger, but it was my own mother.

[@mantelekhitsane8935]

Im so sorry Hlulane 😢my daughter went through that abuse for my own mother bt i manage to take her away from her ,may God protect you and bless you 🫂❤️🙏

[@nomzamomoloi1085]

God loves you Hlulani 😢😢😢 this is so heart breaking, keep on praying Sisi, I love you ❤️ I'm glad that you made a relationship with God

[@pearl3035]

I also feel that this episode needed to go deeper and be more thorough, it was too short, alot of questions were left out. Has she forgiven her aunt, whats their relationship like now, wheres her brother, whats her relationship with her aunts kids. How did she move out of her aunts house etc

[@nomsaedom9828]

My eyes are teary. I am shaking

[@nyeletintimbani2971]

Guys I'm in tears no i can't finish watching this episode 😢😢😢😢...

[@sharonthulisilemabaso555]

😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

[@florencephale6120]

Oh poor girl,, i just saw this episode now and i am very touched, she was not wetting the bed because of the condition she think it was, she was always scared and still a child hence the bed wet.

[@zanelejantjie1377]

This is why im so affraid to leave my son with other people besides my mother

[@StarDaughterOfZionDube]

I suffered one of the worst abuse stories in the hands of my mums mum , so no one is to be trusted with your child

[@petronellajacobs5044]

​@@StarDaughterOfZionDubedon't worry baby me too

[@kaylak.t.672]

I just want to hug you my baby. God is so good, may He keep you and give you strength.

[@t.g8441]

I pray to God to heal and bless her in her journey of life

[@siliankadimeng5472]

I've never been so hurt like this 😢God is good all the times

[@yolisamrso9827]

What she went through are some of the things me and my late sister went through under the hand of my stepmother.

[@gjkjvchjfhjjjgffry490]

same here l even have scars from nails being dung deep into my skin,knife cuts,scars from beatings using knobkerries,cuts from being banged against walls,at one time she broke my arm,made to eat your own vomit....l don't know why God would let children go through so much 💔

[@sharonthulisilemabaso555]

Sorry dear 😢

[@tracywebb1061]

Sad😢😢😢 thanks for sharing 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿

[@monicaolwagen9426]

They say family will treat your children when you dead the same way they treat you when you broke! Think about that!!!

[@mrstk2672]

Very true

[@gaorobalemogatle3590]

Where is tis aunt now. I have few questions for her

[@mulaloratsiku6533]

This child has been through a lot maam. I'm very traumatized. I wish I were closer to her just to give her a hug and tell her that it shall be well with her 😢😢😢 Love you baby girl ❤❤❤

[@nomathamsanqamatai7549]

😢😢😢😢😢 I don't know what to say. Sorry Sisi, may the Lord keep you strong and heal you❤❤❤❤

[@KanyaneMohlahlo]

😂 what a cruel auntie keep on praying nana May God protect, bless and bring more peace to your life . God is great.

[@stephaniethotobolo5877]

I think it is all God's plan that all people who suffered during their up bringing makes it to the Top. So proud of you sister for not giving up even during all those challenges. May God continues to elevate you and heal all those wounds and your brother too. ❤❤❤❤❤

[@NatashaNyanyiwa]

Tjoo my sister, God loves you and he has plans for you...

[@-lindiwe.n]

Yohh God is good guys, look where she is now❤😢

[@Ziphozonke]

😢ah anti bekathakatha, why abanti befa ,i'm sorry you had to go through this,may the Lord heal you guys

[@snenhlanhlamashile6398]

Also, haibo umakazi surely knows why people who were your hope kept dying right before they could help you kodwa angazi nam, I'm so sorry all this happened to you ❤ God bless you sthandwa sam

[@ThabileSithole-wm9sy]

Exactly my thought 🤔

[@pulengphatedi8153]

Whe she said, ' I got saved'🙌🙌🙌

[@leratomonegi3337]

All the best Hlulani❤ God Bless

[@Lizzie_Nghitu]

Mmmmh 😢😢 sending you love and blessings from Namibia 🇳🇦

[@matshepolettemashile8991]

I can relate ...one day I will share my story ..still gathering some strength 😢

[@User06709]

I'm 40, I haven't had the courage yet, I pray for strength.

[@rethabilemotshwane397]

My prayer is that God keeps me and my husband so that our children never have to suffer at the hands of other people. Yho please God.

[@lorrainem6982]

Really heartbreaking

[@noenakatz5437]

I'm so so sorry for your experience,💔much huggs

[@spiritualhouse_tv]

May God shower you with the spirit of Grace and Honour upon your life. Forgive your aunt ok, Jesus really love you ok

[@LeeMandleia]

This podcast is for only adults cause also teens go through a lot I feel like it should be available for everyone

[@themphasanes]

Mara some people are cruel tlhe😩

[@dinahpole7699]

Hi beautiful twins i love what you guys are doing but o don't understand why some episodes take like 45 minutes and some 30 minutes, this girl's story it is so interesting and touching but you cut it short please consider, and I hope you learning a lot hearing all this kind of things people go through be blessed

[@lorrainelemohangfetogang3139]

This hurt me so much😢😢, I want to what to known what happened to the brother, this needs part 2.

[@daphnem2986]

This remind me of my childhood,still have anxiety to date.. 😢😢😢 wish i can find peace

[@thabisomm9350]

Some aunty are evil may God punish that evil aunty 😢Hlulani I see u going far May God open all doors

[@sindiswapalisompangele8937]

I'm Crying 😢, this girl is still in pain

[@Luba-vq5ip]

Qina Sisi, situations like these are there to prepare us for the future, what God has planned for you is scaring the devil so much that he wanted to break you before you could realise it.

[@jabuisaac1203]

Im sorry for what you have been through. Your story made me cry. But i have a question: Does the program owner offer counciling to the people you interview in this program? Coz while busy with interview, they get reminded of what happened to them, and some, till to date, havent received any counseling 😪😥

[@maggiemuyambo9387]

Faithful God who took you this far will always be with you. He's faithful indeed. All the best in your endeavors. I love you and God loves you more ❤️