My Chemical Romance: This Is How I Disappear [Live 4K] (Eden Project, England - May 16, 2022)

Front row video I took of My Chemical Romance performing “This Is How I Disappear” at the Eden Project in Cornwall, United Kingdom. I own no rights to this song. All rights to this song belong to My Chemical Romance.
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[@TheDerpsKast]

We've come a long way from 240p videos on myspace pages and early youtube, huh

[@ryanshinermusic]

They’re even re-uploading higher quality versions of old music videos. “The Black Parade” is in HD. I can actually see what’s going on in Escape The Fate’s “Not Good Enough For Truth In Cliche” video.

[@JamesYusof]

Oh hell yes we have. Shoutout to everyone who grew up during the videopimp and mtv days

[@DEFALT_HORROR]

Back when that was 4k quality. Able to see every feature. Now it seems like we are blind under 720

[@MsDezsoe]

Oh those days when we didn't even have a clue about what we are seeing but we loved it anyway 😂

[@JamesYusof]

@@MsDezsoe and we’d try to copy the dance moves in Helena.

[@warmachineroxlol]

G's voice has defo changed with age but I think his technique has actually improved after the years long hiatus. Excited to see them in two weeks

[@icecube7685]

i agree. i actually think he sounds closer to the recordings here than at a lot of the old shows.

[@kornelparoczai1763]

Also, he's in a transition period, he hasn't done this in a long time. He's getting thinner, his voice will get better aswell. Give him some time. I for one welcome the new G Daddy.

[@michaelkleinman9654]

@@kornelparoczai1763 very true, he looks much skinnier now compared to the show they did 2 years ago

[@JuanBiersackWay90]

@@icecube7685 That’s because he’s sobber now hahaha

[@kornelparoczai1763]

@@michaelkleinman9654 Right? And he's starting to bust those Marie Antoinette moves again. Love to see it

[@leincin]

the way he did the scream at 2:48 definitely sounds better than how he does it live back then because of his proper screaming technique now. NOT TO MENTION HE LOOKS WAY YOUNGER AGAIN like he never aged for the past decade.

[@KhoaNguyen-yk4qi]

bro you should check the song called "Ronin" by Ibaraki feat Gerard Way, he did all the sceams in this song with black metal techniques ! That's fking insane bro

[@leincin]

@@KhoaNguyen-yk4qi that song is exactly why I know he uses proper technique now, it's sick!

[@linablues6881]

Yes, it's incredible. Although his appearance of recent years looked sloppy and fat, he had the advantage that his face/skin still looked pretty, there were no wrinkles, only that he had left himself. What a surprise to see what rejuvenated. How is this possible?! I thought he no longer intended to return to his former beauty. This man still has that. Oh! His screams!! Now they are so good!

[@partypoison8476]

​​@@leincin Kinda curious, how can u tell if a scream is healthy? and how were gerard's screams back then not?

[@leincin]

@@partypoison8476 screams have a lot of type and requires difference technique, and the way we can say it's on the "proper" technique side has something to do with the stability and control of it (also "healthy" because we know Gerard wouldn't do those screams excessively, because that's usually the issue why some vocalists lost their ability to sing clean because of excessive screaming, even they used proper technique). Main answer is he wasn't stable with it before (those were his unhealthy living days anyway) unlike here. Really kinda hard to explain but it just sounded better in general.

[@MsDezsoe]

Me and my best friend loved this band and listened to their songs while going through the hardest times. My best friend was terminally ill and died. We've always planned to go to a MCR concert but he died and MCR announced their breakup soon after. I'm carrying the pain of this for over 10 years now and in 3 weeks I'll see them live for us, for me, to heal that wound in my heart and open a new chapter. I'll be so lonely but I'll have Gerard by my side just like I did for so many years.

[@Lagrangeify]

I hope you don't mind I just wanted to say....we gain some hard-earned insights over the course of living our lives. One of those is that our most beloved never entirely leave us, what they were, what they said and did - I guess we could call that their essence - gets so deeply integrated within us that they inevitably become an indivisible aspect of who we ourselves become . And thus we carry them within, and they continue to have tangible and valuable input. One doesn't need to be beholden to any kind of religion or group to gain this knowledge, it just is what it is. Your friend will be with you on that day, there's no doubt about it. I'm so glad you're getting the opportunity, but it was obviously meant to be.

[@t0xiic968]

IM CRYING BC OF THIS 😭😭😭

[@ErynnHalvorson]

❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏

[@jahnavi.sh24]

Sending all the love❤️❤️

[@killer_boss01]

@@Lagrangeify nice comment

[@MusicJunkie37]

2:44 THE MAN STILL GOT IT, THAT WAS SICK

[@jacksone2275]

gerard’s screams are insane, his voice sounds so good and it’s honestly improved tenfold as well

[@johncuellar117]

if u liked his screams here then definitely check out Ronin by Ibaraki, his screams are killer ;)

[@vibecheck6622]

i think he's using some pedal for the screams just to add a bit of punch

[@johncuellar117]

@@vibecheck6622 well for Ibaraki, he did some natural black metal type screams

[@modifidious]

Crazy how 2 years ago gerard looked like he was not a vampire anymore and looked like he was actually getting older but now he still looks the same as back then

[@zstanford1591]

It goes to show how important this comeback is to him that he got physically and mentally ready for this . He looks so good and I am so freaking grateful 😭😭👏👏

[@tkraid2575]

Honestly, all that Gerard had to do was shave off his beard and he's young again 😆

[@imaginethat_neathuh1993]

Maybe he's a fame vampire? The more well known he is presently, the more he looks young. /j

[@arnoldstallonereeves7469]

now he looks like he didn't age at all damn

[@supermidgetninjarockturtles]

Im surprised he lost all the weight He turned fat now his fine again 😂

[@juanmanuelpintosuarez763]

The scream at 2:44 is the real proof that he was the guy who recorded that insane vocals on ibaraki´s Single "ronin"

[@fearvo]

Ray is the man. He's like a human version of Slash. Love his stage presence and mannerisms.

[@KC-nq1rl]

This is the only live performance (that I could find on KZbin) where G actually screams the “fuck” part. He normally has the audience do it. It just makes this live performance so good! His screams are perfection.

[@lauraslade5308]

i think he's actually saying 'GO'.

[@KC-nq1rl]

The bridge of song, the original lyrics are “let me go- Fuck!” But prior to this, the videos I’ve seen he always has the audience say that part. This time, he said it too... and continued throughout this tour.

[@brillo_tv]

It feels like they haven't skipped a beat. They're all killing it and sound AMAZING! Can't wait to see them in Australia next year

[@blakerattenbury1343]

I’ll be going to the second Sydney show 🙌🏼

[@Misery_Of_One]

Lucky ass mofu’s, them tickets for Houston are way to expensive for me and my parents wouldn’t let me go anyway cuz that’s a “sad month” in their religion

[@punkgardener]

oh they coming next year?? Info please...im in brissy

[@brillo_tv]

@@punkgardener I’m seeing them at the Entertainment Centre in Brissy! Should be right if you look up Australia MCR tour or along those lines!

[@punkgardener]

@@brillo_tv awesome... Tks for the tip

[@barb9224]

I feel like I went back in time, like sure they've grown up and whatnot...but to me they just look and sound like they always have, I don't know how to explain it, but they just seem to be so...themselves. Like this is exactly the MyChem that I love and that I've waited forever for and I can't believe this is all happening. Can you tell I'm low key crying or

[@breannavickers7456]

He can still scream. Holy shit. Goosebumps.😱

[@masterkilluaofficial]

Omg Gerard looks SO HOT! He looks similar to the Revenge/Bullets era with that hair and outfit and great scream! Thank you for uploading this video!

[@nathaliablasi1497]

i am so in love with this band, i'm so grateful they're back.

[@windahpewpedrosahujan8329]

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[@Leannbby]

Frank’s huge smile the ENTIRE show was just 🥰🥰🥰

[@LongDeathBlueNeck]

gerard is looking good as hell in this. proud of him.

[@Jideku]

Hearing G utilizing his screams is absolute perfection

[@SpookyBoi37]

Whoa I was at the 2019 show, and Gerard looks COMPLETELY different

[@neondeer3396]

he shaved, cut/dyed his hair and lost a significant amount of weight for the tour!

[@aaronreynolds94]

Gerard sounds and looks so good! As with the rest of the lads :)

[@francescogutierrez3221]

This is so unreal, I`m really really excited!! Hope they can come to Peru soon

[@jacky6207]

Same

[@ronaldblanco1650]

SAMEEEE

[@MsKrystalFeather]

sameeee

[@mcraul]

Dedos cruzados man 🤞🏼

[@bluflavouredpudding]

We out here waiting for the Latin American part of the tour, I have faith :)

[@Nafebutuoy39]

2:49 was fucking brutal, he's been practicing his screams

[@I_Wrestled_A_Jedi]

Gerard looks to be in much better shape and sounds fantastic. Happy for him and the rest of MCR.

[@hubster316]

He def lost the weight.....not that it matters, as long as the music is still rocking!

[@arturofernandez4058]

@@hubster316 He lost some in comparison to his Umbrella Academy interviews but he's still bigger than in his original MCR days. And it looks healthier

[@VenomKpp]

He lost a ton of weight for the tour. Also with him shaving he looks younger as well. Glad the concerts look fun. Hopefully you got to record more but enjoyed both of the videos if this was all.

[@jjstegall8462]

It was probably harder for him to perform out of shape and it gave him a reason to get in better shape.

[@BlizzardWind99]

@@jjstegall8462 I feel 2019 concert def hit him that he knows he needs to be in shape

[@jahnavi.sh24]

Ikrrrrrr

[@macaulayradcliffe9122]

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[@boydfam4436]

Eek...got chills with ray's vocals.

[@moozzie712]

I love Ray 💘

[@nayelypaniagua9362]

Omg omg I can't believe this, am I dreaming? This concert hasn't happened since 2019 before covid hit, Gerard way changed like if he was back to his young version and he looks so amazing 😭😭😭🤯🤯🤯

[@mailenpalomeque8053]

i was thinking the same thing 😭❤️‍🔥

[@VaWv7]

I can't even explain how much I love Gerard!

[@mars-the-ethereal9609]

i can hear mikey 😭😭 finally i can hear the rhythm of the bass in the bridge

[@juliethbthry]

I loove how everybody is singing along! Wish i was there!

[@macaulayradcliffe9122]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nqOtY6Skoqygr68

[@BulbousBits]

I was there, it was amazing!

[@nicke862]

This hasn't been played live since 2010, what a treat 🖤

[@ChrisBrownIsHot69]

ITS ALMOST LIKE THEY WERE NEVER EVEN GONE!!! So good :D

[@marshp1999]

I’m sorry if anyone gets offended by this but my god Gee looks like a combination of 3 Cheers & Danger Days he’s so 😍

[@grantvarner8019]

How would that offend anyone

[@_rogertaylors_car]

how would that offend people lol, i see it

[@marshp1999]

Well I’m just worried Bc some ppl might think I only find this Gee handsome not the past but I say no matter what era Gerard is cute :]

[@macaulayradcliffe9122]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nqOtY6Skoqygr68

[@haleIrwinG]

I am not saying mental problem is not a big issues but trust me, I've been through that shit hard. This type of music helped and still get me through my bad times even today. They think they're just making music? They're saving lives.

[@Watchmefail.]

I can’t wait to see them in September thank you so much for uploading this!!

[@killjoy1839]

Where are you seeing them I’m seeing them in sept on 27th

[@lauravaleria]

I'll see them in NJ 🖤

[@majathomas4748]

I literally teared up watching this. They look and sound like I remember them, and I can’t wait to see them in June

[@sebastianarnold948]

I’m soooo happy this made it to the set. It’s been my favorite song since 7th grade. Has been my ringtone since then too. (About to be 29 this week)

[@BNumbersStation]

The boys are back together, they released a banger of a new song, and Gerard looks to have lost some weight. Good for them, glad to see them living their best lives.

[@als_pals]

This is the first time they've played disappear since 2010 😭🤩

[@ourIadyofsorrows]

THAT SCREAM WAS SO COOL!!!

[@melynn_0355]

this decides it im def getting tickets to see gerard my beloved

[@vampedtone]

Wow their sound has improved so much! They sound so fucking great especially Gerard's screammss ..holy!! So pumped to see them live!!

[@matthewkuechler8342]

They played my top 5 favorite Black Parade songs tonight I REALLY hope they play them at my show in September

[@m0nsterenergy059]

I’m pretty sure they keep the same set list until the next tour I think

[@matthewkuechler8342]

@@m0nsterenergy059 I really hope so!!!!

[@Cocky69]

you listen to both muse and mcr? you sure have a great taste

[@macaulayradcliffe9122]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nqOtY6Skoqygr68

[@PseudoWounds]

Absolutely love this song!

[@FredrickTheMoose2007]

Absolutely love your name

[@Seri_OMC]

2:44 now thats a scream

[@odessa6166]

Dear Lord, they sound just as great as ever 🖤

[@user-wt6fv5bx8f]

Makes me happy to see them like this

[@someguy1661]

Will never forget warped tour at the gorge (forget what year). Gerard comes out on stage and his nose begins bleeding. And he just says in an eerie voice "I've got a nose bleed" and just continues the show.

[@jxomxo]

Oh my god the mic swing!! MCR are back with a vengeance 🖤

[@sovietcartoonhero]

The best rock song ever!

[@FluffyThieves]

It's been 17 years since the last time I saw them in concert, that's fucking wild.

[@amiblue5707]

Literally CRYING.

[@JessiexWhite]

cant believe this is happening omg

[@J.Skyler]

after all these years gerard way is still just so fine🖤

[@rainecolubio]

They all look and sound so good! I wish they would turn G's mic a little louder, buttt dang am I excited to see them someday soon.

[@helloashwee7871]

I have never been so happy to see that leg jiggle and foot tapping from gerard. ♡ they look so happy.

[@rany303]

My gee is back...my true gerard, the sassiest diva in the whole world. Thanks for sharing this. My tears are rolling.. i love youuuu

[@inkscar]

I’m So stoked to see them in September! It has been 17 long years since I saw them! Will be my 4th time!!

[@user-fh5ov4tu2j]

They've done 7 or 8 shows so far and all this still feels so unreal

[@DonutMaple]

He looks so goddamn good in shirt and jeans fuck

[@cellinoina9555]

My fav song 😭

[@GhostzGoBoo]

Thanks for uploading this!!! Especially in 4K OMG!!!

[@pigeondance687]

it's crazy how much they sound like themselves. i mean i know it should be obvious, but it really feels like those 9 years didn't happen

[@brianwagner7357]

Freak8ng the fuck out rn i love this song so much

[@y5867]

IMMA SEE THEM IN 3 WEEKS HERE IN ITALY I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT

[@adhityadarmawan4267]

can't believe that can still be this energetic after all these years :)

[@EliAs-ub6yf]

He can still scream!!!! Lets GOOO!!!

[@RadioactiveKetchup]

The scream oh my god

[@Alan-yr6hj]

thank you so much for this!

[@Diijkstra]

thank you for uploading this!

[@yochillfelix]

Thank you so much for uploading this!!!!!!!

[@myxxstorie]

Thank you so much for sharing this!! 🤩🤩

[@claraclara9135]

We need more upload!! Thank you so much ❤

[@John-tb3ug]

I WAS 13 WHEN I MEMORIZED THIS SONG I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M SINGING THE LYRICS PERFECTLY IN MY HEAD I STILL REMEMBER EVERY WORD. SO GLAD THEY'RE BACK.

[@imafckngstarr]

Thank you sm!

[@fajarwanengpinto6015]

G looks healthier and sounds better than the reunion show

[@killjoy1839]

Thank you so much!!!

[@eneswk]

Thanks 4 uploading these

[@bobbrossify]

Gerard looks fantastic. He’s lost a good bit of weight

[@santiagodenisse1]

Thank you for posting😭!!! This is one of my favs♥️

[@saddudinsyahmi]

Please keep uploading. Thankyou and much love from Malaysia ❤️

[@mardidit8872]

I'm happy to see you guys together on one stage again

[@ngc2005]

Thanks for your videos! 🖤

[@gizmocat7757]

This video is great quality..thanks for sharing.. I have missed them so much

[@notm39019]

Thank u so much again

[@aran8969]

Thank youuu for uploading this, may god bless you ❤

[@nila_bcn]

THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!🥰🥰🥰

[@bethmedina9796]

This is just so amazing. I can’t wait to see them in Sept

[@multikody6481]

So glad they're touring again!!!

[@hikkipedia]

Thank you so much

[@scraplord3176]

feel goosebumps and the tears slowly fall, so happy to see them again

[@Leanne99991]

Great performance! Thank you for sharing your video!

[@kuroyowo139]

gracias por subirlo, esto es sublimeee

[@isrianie]

Thank youuuu

[@alannahstulois5065]

This is incredible 🖤

[@j.suaste1483]

Thank you so much!! I'm am so thankful the boys are back!!!!

[@isabelalarson7018]

Thank you

[@stardown6271]

I’m so excited!!! I’m seeing them in October, I hope you had fun :)

[@charlottemaclean6365]

we see them Saturday!! we're soo excited!!! x

[@macaulayradcliffe9122]

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[@keithnewton2602]

Thank you so much for uploading ! You're the real MVP!!

[@moozzie712]

They sound awesome. You had a great view