My Coming Out Story! The Beginning

Hey everyone. This is my first of many video's about being gay and coming out. I'm here to show my story in the hopes of it helping other people. I also hope to just start Vloging regularly about just anything, so that's exciting. If anyone has any question, feel free to ask. Leave them in the comment's or send me a PM. If you enjoyed this video, please hit the subscribe button up top and follow me on my coming out experience. I also would like to say that I've got my motivation to start making videos from all the other gay KZbinr's out there, so thanks guys!
Music in the beginning is No Tomorrow by Orson

[@andrewjackson5805]

Came out this year 2019 I'm 63 years old I lied to myself and others for 50 years. I buried the feelings so deep. I developed food addiction. Whenever I was in pain or those feelings that I didn't want to.think about came up I ate. A.lot. And did so for all this time. I've been coming out for a month now and just told my sister 2days ago. Today I might not be out and proud but today I am gay and OK. Andy

[@redhood8141]

I'm proud of you for finally being yourself 😄

[@philipzanoni]

I'm 52, and still trying to come out...it wasn't that easy back when we were young...harder now because most of us have wives, kids, and all that...doesnt seam fair..these young guys have it made nowadays...hope they realize and appreciate that.. Hope you can loose the weight so you can live longer and find true love...

[@Oculoustuos]

So sweet

[@Oculoustuos]

Andrew, I’m 77 - came out to mom, dad, 2 sisters at 16. No real reaction, so into the closet for 61 years and counting. Came out to my 4 children (yes I married a woman) and a godson. But still faking it, leaving bits of cookies on the path like Hansel and Greta.

[@andrewjackson5805]

Hope you embrace your coming out

[@TheBoyWonderGuy]

If they except gays outside your family, I would think they would be excepting of you. One of the first things my mom said after I came out was "What about kids?". I told her, there is always adoption. I want to have kids in the future, I always have and she knows that, and being gay wont stop me. And it shouldn't stop anyone else. Not all religious people are against gays, and from what it sounds like, I think your parent's may be okay with it. I wish you the best of luck! :D

[@rcheliboy]

Hi Kevin, I'm 19 years old and your cute! :D

[@philipzanoni]

Is it his camera, or does he have some really nice broad shoulders? Wish I would have come out at his age..my life would have been spoo different..

[@opuscat999]

I wish these guys that have posted coming out stories would come back and give everyone an update on their lives.

[@bernardobertamini856]

I wish that too! I wish he posted again so much

[@marioavila1559]

It makes me wonder if they got married with a female and forgot and thought it was a stage they were going through. Only one bud and no follow up. He’s cute too, wouldn’t have an issue getting a decent attractive guy or girl.

[@kensington25]

I have just seen this video. Thank you for making it and as you say if it helps one person then you have done really well. Thanks again :)

[@headlights4395]

Knowledge is power! If family, religion, or culture makes coming out difficult for anyone that you know, the following blog post about homosexuality may provide valuable help: “Homophobia: To the Community” homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2014/04/to-community.html If anyone needs support against religious, social, or cultural abuses, this can help them: “On Human Suffering and the Concept of God” - the psychological nature of religions. neomodernistpoetry.blogspot.com/2018/11/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html or homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2018/06/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html

[@billbradley3122]

You are the BEST. This is the best coming out video I have seen, I just watched it and I would like to thank you for sharing. I hope you are doing well.

[@redhood8141]

Yeah, I hope he is too but I also hope you are happy and doing well

[@CraigMcArthur]

Oh Crap! Brilliant video. Thank you so much!. I am older, it is amazing to see stuff like this' When I was your age, it was illegal, it was just wrong. Thanks, I love it,

[@redhood8141]

I'm sorry you had to deal with that. Hope you are doing amazing now 😅

[@philipzanoni]

Same here! ..these lovely men have it made...52 and only partly out...it sucks

[@redhood8141]

@@philipzanoni Well I'm proud of you for even admitting it to yourself and us 😊 No matter what, You are amazing

[@philipzanoni]

@@redhood8141 Awe...thank you so much

[@beyourownperson92]

I knew I was gay when I was 7

[@redhood8141]

That's awesome lol

[@Benzyl_Penoxide]

Same, at 8 years old

[@Oculoustuos]

@beyourownpetson92 me too 7 years old

[@92jar]

God your cute

[@rjbob50]

Gees, Kevin, why can't you live next door? Best times I had between high school and college and growing up in the suburbs/country was starting to having feelings with guys in the 7th and 8th grade (12 & 13) was going out camping in the woods nearby, eyes connect, and an atomic bomb went off. You know the rest. During the day, working at McDonalds manager noticed & was gay. We went to our first gay bars and clubs. You know the rest, Kevin. Wish u were there! Damn your cute! "BJ" in Cincy, OH.

[@Mcfreddo]

But Bob, he's early young. He wants his on the same level.

[@donaldedward4951]

I was extremely upset a few years ago when somebody wrote about a young boy who killed himself because he was teased over being gay. That man wrote it was a good thing that the boy had killed himself and it had made the world a better place. I am amazed how many boys and young men are gay. I am not gay but I love seeing videos like this because I am a Quaker and I believe in the brotherhood of man and there must be an equal number of women and girls who remain in the shadows.

[@headlights4395]

Knowledge is power! If family, religion, or culture makes coming out difficult for anyone that you know, the following blog post about homosexuality may provide valuable help: “Homophobia: To the Community” homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2014/04/to-community.html If anyone needs support against religious, social, or cultural abuses, this can help them: “On Human Suffering and the Concept of God” - the psychological nature of religions. neomodernistpoetry.blogspot.com/2018/11/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html or homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2018/06/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html

[@dubon9999]

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[@SocioSelective]

I think I have a gay crush on you

[@redhood8141]

Hehe I totally understand

[@TheBoyWonderGuy]

Your welcome! If I can help one person then I'm happy and I've done my job. I too have noticed that we all go through similar situations, and I love how we can all learn from each other's experiences. It makes the whole process much easier.

[@headlights4395]

Knowledge is power! If family, religion, or culture makes coming out difficult for anyone that you know, the following blog post about homosexuality may provide valuable help: “Homophobia: To the Community” homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2014/04/to-community.html If anyone needs support against religious, social, or cultural abuses, this can help them: “On Human Suffering and the Concept of God” - the psychological nature of religions. neomodernistpoetry.blogspot.com/2018/11/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html or homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2018/06/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html

[@lilblackfish2009]

it went well keep in mind that never told anyone in my life and iam 21 the first person i came out to was my DAD and it went well but ive been polting this day all my life , that why it went so well i decide to come out in the summer cuz that when i was not going to school therefore it would have been a calm time. but yeah its a long story lol your story was very smiler to mine in highschool , thats why when i watched your video i saw my self

[@headlights4395]

Knowledge is power! If family, religion, or culture makes coming out difficult for anyone that you know, the following blog post about homosexuality may provide valuable help: “Homophobia: To the Community” homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2014/04/to-community.html If anyone needs support against religious, social, or cultural abuses, this can help them: “On Human Suffering and the Concept of God” - the psychological nature of religions. neomodernistpoetry.blogspot.com/2018/11/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html or homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2018/06/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html

[@TheBoyWonderGuy]

And thank you very much! It's greatly appreciated, I hope you enjoy all the videos to come. :D

[@MrHill518]

The hardest person to come out to is yourself, then the second hardest your family.i give you credit for putting this video out there. It took me about a month to tell my mother, but unlike your mother mine didn't talk to me for a week. Good luck with the rest of this journey.

[@headlights4395]

Knowledge is power! If family, religion, or culture makes coming out difficult for anyone that you know, the following blog post about homosexuality may provide valuable help: “Homophobia: To the Community” homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2014/04/to-community.html If anyone needs support against religious, social, or cultural abuses, this can help them: “On Human Suffering and the Concept of God” - the psychological nature of religions. neomodernistpoetry.blogspot.com/2018/11/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html or homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2018/06/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html

[@jakupaldrich1749]

I wish I could relate but I definitely feel for you. Not that it would help a whole lot.. I had four brother in which, I am the youngest with many nieces and nephews already. However, my parents were very religious and I knew I was gay at a young age. But my parents told me that they are my parents and would love me no matter what the circumstance. I would like to think you parents would say nothing less yet.. nothing more. I hope it goes well and I only recommend telling when you are ready. :)

[@joeseeking3572]

Look, it's a young Joey Tribbiani 6 years before season 1 of Friends - Just turned out different - and he hasn't become a horn dog - yet, lol. As for the parents: 'No you're not' may be as much surprise as anything else. I can certainly see a parental reaction of 'are you sure' - especially if you haven't been throwing off signals. They don't know all the thought you've given it, and most (or at least the best) of them really truly want you to be happy, they don't know if you've actually thought it through. Now of course if you're already sleeping with Jimmy who stays over sometimes, well, that's another story - you've certainly thought that through :)

[@pvampire]

I'm very proud of you!

[@Donde_Lieta]

awwwwww your so adorable :)

[@isaiasmjohnson]

I think most of us can relate. Especially with struggling with actually saying "I'm gay" when trying to come out to loved ones. My mother also told me "ok. Be careful who you tell because you can't take it back once you tell them" I told her that I thought I was Bi. (Between bi and gay. Not bi or straight)

[@TheDarkmagic94]

Sorry for the spelling errors. My auto correct and predictions are sometimes a bit over eager and get everything wrong.

[@larryjohns5516]

Such a cute neat young guy. I wonder how things turned out for him……..

[@bernardobertamini856]

Me too! I'm afraid we'll never know.

[@brylane2009]

I was wondering why you stopped doing videos. I enjoyed the way you speak and express your ideas.

[@MichaelAndersxq28guy]

I only see your "Chick-fil-a What The Cluck" video. Is that it at your channel? I was hoping to follow your journey. There seems to be nothing for the last several years.

[@oscarraulhidalgoleal6526]

cute guy

[@trisshandy]

XLNT vid! That was the quickest 19 min. vid I've ever watched. My experience was different. I kinda knew I liked guys since I was 7 or 8, but I fought against it tooth and nail. When I got to 9th grade, I went to a new school and got a huge crush on a straight guy in my class. When he walked in the room or smiled at me, the whole world lit up. We were best friends until 11th grade when my family moved. Props on your courage, and good luck on your coming out journey. Hope you find a great BF!

[@73malaki]

I didn't have to tell anyone ... I was lucky ... Very supportive! Family ... Lol They told me ! Lol

[@ersonthemesa]

Im all for your joureny...loved your vid....Boy.

[@TheDarkmagic94]

You are so damn cute! You are so nice, so open, so real and pure. It's hard finding someone like you I'm such a vicious gay climate. I love your faith in those around you. Even o can't believe I lasted the full 19 min when I wasn't planning on finishing this video to begin with.

[@headlights4395]

Knowledge is power! If family, religion, or culture makes coming out difficult for anyone that you know, the following blog post about homosexuality may provide valuable help: “Homophobia: To the Community” homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2014/04/to-community.html If anyone needs support against religious, social, or cultural abuses, this can help them: “On Human Suffering and the Concept of God” - the psychological nature of religions. neomodernistpoetry.blogspot.com/2018/11/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html or homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2018/06/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html

[@eaglecoporation]

Good Job for coming out!! :) I like how in the beginning when you said your name and you were gay you sounded so PROUD!! :))

[@redhood8141]

Lol that he was. Hope you are happy and doing well too

[@Pup_Pleiades]

I’m already out , just bored.

[@redhood8141]

Lol been there 😄

[@beethovengonzalez8155]

Hey Kevin! This was a great coming out video! One of the best! Hope you upload new videos soon!

[@TheBoyWonderGuy]

Congrats. How did it go for you? Well I hope. :)

[@73malaki]

It's hard ! Coming out ! To admit it Not only to your friends & family But to yourself! We all "elton john" Lol

[@markstar6056]

Love your video...you seem like a nice person, i hope you find happiness in your life.

[@krazigurl92696]

Grow up dude. The kid just told his struggle with coming out. If you don't have anything nice to say then leave his page, he's pouring his heart out. Yet you say this and I bet you watched the whole video. You should honestly be ashamed of yourself, get out.

[@tinakoko9661]

You look handsome man 👍👍👍👍🌈🌈🌈🌈👍👍❤️❤️❤️❤️👍👍👍👍🌈🌈🌈🌈

[@were-all-human9427]

How are you in 2020 - update or IG link please

[@paulmiller6647]

Thanks very much for the upload.

[@222Randomness222]

okay, the background is warping, it's just a big picture isn't it.

[@cutcarbon12]

I was under the impression that all gay people pretty much know they're gay once they're old enough. Now I know that it can take a while for some to realize it. But I guess I'm biased, because I've always known. I felt woozy watching this, because the background looks like flowing liquid the whole time O.o But can't wait for more!

[@bernardobertamini856]

I wish soo much he will post another video. I have watched this video a thousand times. I know that's not going to happen though.

[@tristenlovespenguins]

This was the first coming out video i've ever seen.It was amazin, and It helped me gather the courage to tell one of my friends. Thank you for your videos...You seriously need to make more because i've seen the two that you already posted like 20 times lol

[@headlights4395]

Knowledge is power! If family, religion, or culture makes coming out difficult for anyone that you know, the following blog post about homosexuality may provide valuable help: “Homophobia: To the Community” homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2014/04/to-community.html If anyone needs support against religious, social, or cultural abuses, this can help them: “On Human Suffering and the Concept of God” - the psychological nature of religions. neomodernistpoetry.blogspot.com/2018/11/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html or homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2018/06/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html

[@cutcarbon12]

This ANTIHOMOSPRIDE guy is posting the same biblical hate comment on every new gay video. Ignore him.

[@Vapor_Man650]

what did you major in College?

[@HesaDudes]

damn you cute back then! Had many bf since then?

[@ronszera9749]

indeed, but still in same sex relationship there some restrictions.

[@PTulini]

Great video, Kevin! Keep up the good work. I had a similar experience with my Mom a few years ago. Then, she tells me, "I love you, but I won't accept your choice." And as we were driving home she told me to ask God for forgiveness. I said, "For what? I haven't done anything wrong. I am who I am and that won't change!" She's still in denial to this day. :-/

[@redhood8141]

Hey bud, hope you and your mom are getting along better. Stay positive and know that you are loved

[@headlights4395]

Knowledge is power! If family, religion, or culture makes coming out difficult for anyone that you know, the following blog post about homosexuality may provide valuable help: “Homophobia: To the Community” homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2014/04/to-community.html If anyone needs support against religious, social, or cultural abuses, this can help them: “On Human Suffering and the Concept of God” - the psychological nature of religions. neomodernistpoetry.blogspot.com/2018/11/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html or homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2018/06/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html

[@mattygumd]

I came out to my mom over ice cream too haha. Must be somethin about it.

[@justingaskay9604]

haha that applies to straight people as well your argument is invalid

[@troytoy63]

Nice video...good luck....BTW.... I think your celebrity double is Seth MacFarlane creator of family guy, both looks and mannerism.

[@jamesknight3738]

I'm gay too and I come out in the 1990's it was so challenging back then. You got it I wish you the very best

[@redhood8141]

Proud of you 😄 Coming out in the 90's I bet was hard

[@dimentia4204]

@@redhood8141 I came out in the 70s; in central Kansas, no less.

[@redhood8141]

@@dimentia4204 Damn! I'm assuming that couldn't have been easy. But just proves how strong you are

[@redhood8141]

@@dimentia4204 I'm 25 btw lol I came out to my close family and some Classmates when I was 15, so in 09/10

[@dimentia4204]

@@redhood8141, I was 23 when I came out, so, I'm sure it was easier for me than it would have been as a teen, but, even then, it was a pretty hostile environment. One of my most notable achievements, for the cause, was producing and acting in the play 'Bent' at the local community theater in '84, with absolutely no blowback.

[@kentobeans100]

hey boywonderguy, it's fun watching all these coming out stories on YT. i came out in 7th grade. 1971. talk about having a hard time...but i survived. u and all the others have it easy compared to way back when. enjoy what others before u have done. just saying.

[@larryjohns8097]

Intelligent nice guy. Thank you !

[@bernardobertamini856]

Minute 18:58 yes, but it's hasn't happened

[@gotabme196]

Great video Kevin ! Scott MB, SC

[@jonasalden29201]

Ever wonder if the girl knew?

[@cowboy7526]

Hey Kevin, just saw your video, great video by the way. So are you back at school yet? and if so, how did it go with your friend?

[@nunurs1212]

You are funny! You would get so tired of it, you'd turn str8.

[@Bliss1067]

Crap ur cute

[@Nomade857]

I Understand Trust me so message me if u want Mate :) x

[@zacharysmith8902]

You are extremely cute boy

[@walterwhite7554]

Of course you know what educated people know, right? That for almost 30 years ago when major studies PROVED that straight males who keep tuning in to what gays are doing, and putting them down are those who have subconcious gay feelings themselves. Not saying your gay but it's probably there since you focus on gays a lot. Males with stronger straight feelings are not bothered by gays since that's just more guys out of the competeition for what they want. Don't be afraid to keep watching gays!

[@justingaskay9604]

you being so discriminating should be going to hell instead of us. What we do is simply loving someone, I don't see how sinful that is.

[@headlights4395]

Knowledge is power! If family, religion, or culture makes coming out difficult for anyone that you know, the following blog post about homosexuality may provide valuable help: “Homophobia: To the Community” homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2014/04/to-community.html If anyone needs support against religious, social, or cultural abuses, this can help them: “On Human Suffering and the Concept of God” - the psychological nature of religions. neomodernistpoetry.blogspot.com/2018/11/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html or homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2018/06/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html

[@edriclee93]

he made me drunk... the background is swaying....

[@craiglaforest]

Really wonderful video mate. Congratulations.

[@Bliss1067]

Don't let people get u down (if they are) u are who u r and if they can't accept it then fuck them

[@rayrothermel4861]

Kevin - your camera lens widens the image and distorts it. Do you know?

[@williamtourot5601]

Thank You

[@Leatherkid01]

Great vid.....new sub here .,hi from 🇨🇦🏳️‍🌈

[@syobsyotsec2919]

5:26: CORRECTION: SEAT IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER AND WATCHED *PORN* (NOT TV, LIKE HE SAID). ;) ;) ;)

[@MarioSanchez-wc9nq]

Hi sweeeetypie

[@Oculoustuos]

So sweet

[@tomasmundo3367]

gracis

[@keithczerkas720]

I was in a fraternity when I was in college. It was before I came out. Loved the close male experience. Had my first love there. Was glad I wasnt out then. Very conservative school.Hope College. I have to say that I am a man that happens to be gay. My main desire is to keep company, and be intimate sexually and emotionally with men. hope this makes sense. Enjoyed your video. Sharing is good. Keith

[@headlights4395]

Knowledge is power! If family, religion, or culture makes coming out difficult for anyone that you know, the following blog post about homosexuality may provide valuable help: “Homophobia: To the Community” homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2014/04/to-community.html If anyone needs support against religious, social, or cultural abuses, this can help them: “On Human Suffering and the Concept of God” - the psychological nature of religions. neomodernistpoetry.blogspot.com/2018/11/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html or homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2018/06/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html

[@1ojorojo]

Thanks for sharing your story, it's really nice... but, why is your room moving?

[@Oculoustuos]

Hugs

[@Benjib19]

Idc

[@jslasher1]

I like the honesty of your video, which puts a positive perspective on coming out as a gay person.

[@strafrag1]

way to go, kiddo! best of luck in life to you!

[@lilblackfish2009]

hahha i came out 2 weeks ago

[@jamiedavids1]

when are u posting another vid

[@norika2929]

You're really cute and it was a great vid, but I think the camera's on LSD

[@tom8020]

God bless and I look forward to you next video.....take care

[@dawgeral333]

Awwwwww. Really nice dude. Cute-as-shit doesn't hurt! :) You'll be fine. All the best!

[@CharlesCooper97]

I felt the exact way and still do sometimes...

[@MDVPhoenix]

Yes

[@TracksuitDev]

Look an adorable gay guy with batman and robin action figures! awesome : )

[@pwalt404]

Great video and story!! Keep the videos coming. Good luck as you move forward.

[@thomasreynolds5994]

this guys rocks

[@myelite100]

i feel the same way. i only had 1 girlfriend. i school i am 22 now you no i get ask. you. don't. have a girlfriend. are you gay. i say no. but. inside i feel like i am gay. because. i like at a guy. in inside i feel. he`s. cute. i don't. feel that if i see a girl .

[@headlights4395]

Knowledge is power! If family, religion, or culture makes coming out difficult for anyone that you know, the following blog post about homosexuality may provide valuable help: “Homophobia: To the Community” homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2014/04/to-community.html If anyone needs support against religious, social, or cultural abuses, this can help them: “On Human Suffering and the Concept of God” - the psychological nature of religions. neomodernistpoetry.blogspot.com/2018/11/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html or homoeroticpoems.blogspot.com/2018/06/on-human-suffering-and-concept-of-god.html

[@lowcal011]

one of ya first subscribers 4th :)

[@randoomstudioz]

xD

[@mp3holder94]

you and I are like the same person! :O

[@Vapor_Man650]

What fraternity did you join?

[@tlane3115]

you look so much like Seth MacFarlane

[@vincentrangel2021]

that was awsome so inspiaring your awsome keep being boss