my dad was a creep | PART 2

[@dorkbait]

SURPRISE, its a FRIDAY at 3 (and 38 minutes) I hope you guys like this one and that those who can relate don't feel so alone. It was kind of weird to talk about publically for the first time but I am not really afraid to do so. Its not like my dad can get mad or anything LOL Please follow my other socials, if you want to of course. Instagram: DorkDorkGoose Tiktok: Dorkbait

[@snoooooooooot]

Nice

[@MAX_XD-66612]

Cool

[@The_Labyrinth88]

Can we get a room tour??(if your still comfortable with it)

[@thepianoplayerkid4726]

I would love to see a room tour video. ❤️

[@OTZI_BOI]

JESSE WHATS YOUR FAVORITE BAND

[@teardrop3152]

"I'm my own hero." -Jesse Dean

[@SingleIsFreedom..ilyLuka]

reminds me of when I asked my friend Arabella if she was still gonna call me daddy this year and she said no because “I’m the only daddy I need” zesty ahh friend

[@PicassosSister-rj5zp]

Even if you're never sexually assaulted by your parent, it's still really freaky to understand what they might be thinking about you. Emotional incest is no joke. Edit: Yes, he did get sa'd, I'm giving an example of why emotional incest is harmful.

[@lisah5750]

For real

[@ARandomEliatrope]

The issue is that he was SA'd, his dad literally groped his rear end, that is SA.

[@PicassosSister-rj5zp]

@@ARandomEliatrope I'm giving an example. Yes, he did. I'm sorry it came out that way, I'm just trying to make a point about emotional incest.

[@carmenlynn5441]

I went through this with my mom. Wasnt touched but the things she said and did to make me feel how i felt; when i got older and had some bad encounters with men, the feelings were almost the same. It was a horrifying realization

[@PicassosSister-rj5zp]

@@carmenlynn5441 I'm so sorry. I have the exact same experience with my dad, and it's really painful remembering that they did something bad to you, even if you could just feel it. I truly hope you're healing.

[@LimitlessAlchemy808]

At 39 years old, I had to tell my dad earlier this year to stop body checking me. He got really offended and I told him, too bad. Our family is full of incest and while he never physically did anything to me, he has made me uncomfortable many times by telling me how much weight I’ve lost and how “gooood” I look. Boundaries ✨

[@ShimmerBodyCream]

Just because someone doesn't do something physically doesn't mean it wasn't sexual abuse. Sorry your dad looks at you like that. No one should ever worry about their parents being sexually attracted to them.

[@Sal_deadplate]

Hear your voice shake made me tear up knowing how much it hurts,l hope your ok dude, ty for telling us and everything you do

[@BlossomBeads12]

Same i was tearing up he's so brave for telling us this

[@_-Princess-Pistachio-_]

I was searching for this comment because same 😭

[@lunasquibbler235]

Jesse’s videos are for the people who constantly got hit with the “I’m sorry you went through that” message

[@Drunk_Ranpo]

Fr 😭

[@Jammakesjunk]

HE CAN HANG OUT YES OF COURSE HE CAN AHHH?!?!? DOG!!!!

[@Pipz_on_pawz]

14:27 you could hear the pain in his voice I feel like because it sounded like he was holding back tears ngl 😕

[@youraveragetaurus2638]

Best thing after getting off school is family drama

[@Clem_Baby3]

real actually

[@Ana.Ng143]

SAME

[@silly_jay]

Real

[@K3rb3r0s_88]

Real

[@luckyducky1129]

damn im not back in school for another month

[@eeveequeen15]

Jesse, the moment you realized that your dad should have never been your hero, I could hear part of your soul break. I know that exact feeling when you realize how bad of a person your parents are. Our parents are supposed to be good people who give their lives for us and do amazing things and we try to tell ourselves that. So the realization that all of that isn't true is like a brick wall falling on us. We feel empty. My story is very similar to yours. We're a couple of broken adults trying to save ourselves by helping others.

[@moonbeam0099]

You are a really good story-teller. Not implying that you're making things up, just that you're incredibly engaging and charismatic on camera! You're well-spoken and I can tell you're clever as hell.

[@Ariyah-z6u]

The one on your dad commenting on girls sexually, my dad would do the same except he would bash them and talk about “how inappropriate they are” there could be like a girl with just a crop top and short shorts and he would say “I would never let you wear that”, “look at that girl, that is so inappropriate”, “thats not age appropriate.” It was so disgusting and annoying how he was commenting on middle school girls. I was felt icky and uncomfortable when he comments and awkwardly agree even though I never agreed I just didn’t want to start an argument. I’m so happy he has stopped now omg

[@mellessin1191]

thats how my dad was

[@Nicholasmartinez0511]

I am currently still a minor and when I’m laying on my stomach on the bed or something every chance my dad gets he will quite literally smack my ass In front of my mom to…. And um… he will also just talk abt sexual things in front of me especially if it’s to do with him and my mom and then when I say I’m uncomfortable and that I don’t like that and it’s gross he’ll get mad at me and yell at me and say “just bc you don’t like what I’m saying doesn’t mean that I have to fucking stop” and then he continues to do the exact thing.. or when I tell him to stop smacking me in the area that he is he says I’ll do whatever the f**k I want, I own you until you’re 18 I’ve always thought that this is really weird and uncomfortable but he’s never went further than what I js said but I’ve always been very very uncomfortable with it……

[@rainbowoflight]

💞

[@Luchaeos]

holy fuck thats awful, im so sorry u have to go through that i hope you can leave these people soon

[@moonbeam0099]

Call CPS omg

[@Blabou]

Omg that's so bad... seems like you don't get to have boundaries in your family I'm so sorry stay strong ❤

[@cocochill1464]

If your still going through this I’d tell a teacher about this or a school councilor!!!

[@Local-MSI-Fan]

I heard your poor voice breaking down after that second story. I’m so sorry. I really hope you’re better now, and remember, we love and support you. I can relate to your troubles with, I guess we can say SA. I’m really sorry 💖

[@The_Art_Nerd22]

The scariest my dad did was raise his voice to get me and my brother to stop arguing, and my mom convinced the court that it was "abusive" when my mom was the actual abuser

[@MarbledMoonstone]

Hearing about what your father did to you is so nasty I'm so sorry. Yikes. I'm so glad you're out of that situation now and much happier. You're a good man

[@LeilaOvi141]

Jesse is actually a really brave lad and it’s so sad to hear the hurt in his voice bro

[@dorkbait]

no you’re brave

[@Lunestica]

you dropped this: 👑 Dude it is INSANE that you've gone through all of this and become such an amazing person.

[@LauraBeans420]

Oof.. very cathartic watch. I’m so sorry you were put through any of that. “Is that just mine?- Please tell me that I’m not alone and there’s other people with weird dads” absolutely BODIED me.. Thank you for your vulnerability, you aren’t alone.

[@Douma-Donoooo]

My dad has done something similar to me, which was him looking at my chest and saying “You’re developing well” and sometimes he’ll touch my stomach while I’m making food and tell me “Be careful with how much you eat”, I’m underweight and now dislike eating. He likes staring at my chest randomly during conversations(btw I’m also trans male, haven’t got the surgeries yet)

[@Steponspike]

That's so uncomfy to just hear I hope that ends real soon and you get a apology cuz that's not alright:(

[@annalorraine2089]

Normalize speaking up and being your own hero!! Your videos really help me on such a deep level. Thank you

[@bubbles9287]

JESSE=EPIC BRAVERY!!!!! SHASTA=EPIC GOOD BOY!!! TOUR, TOUR, TOUR!!! Geez, PET OF THE WEEK?!?! You just gave us so much to look forward to! You handled this topic like a boss. I’ll speak for all of us, WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU!!! 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[@_TheGalaxyGaming]

12:15 you can tell he’s actually extremely sad here and maybe holding back tears and it just makes me cry

[@Lazarus_G]

Honestly, don't be so hard on yourself. There are a lot of families out there with generational trauma. When my father died I couldn't think about any of the bad stuff. All anyone talked about was the good stuff and it really messed with me. It took a couple years before I started remembering the bad stuff and how bad it got. You don't have to love him for the good and the bad. Accept that there was some good and some bad and you don't have to dwell on the bad. Stay strong, brother.

[@Funny_in_blue]

3:18 this is a whole ass mood

[@Theskibidirizler2000]

Fr tho

[@teardrop3152]

Frfr

[@D3ATH_BY_P0IS0N]

I’m bi with a secret girlfriend and my parents don’t know :) (update, we have been dating for 2 months, parents still don't know)

[@ugh-abby313]

Same

[@charliedeegan1598]

Ah my young gay children. It'll be ok. You'll move out of your parents home and you will thrive! You can do this! The community will welcome you with open arms! ❤

[@sameoldtunes7110]

Ditto xD

[@emilyyyyyyyyyyyyys]

Oooooo

[@Elodie-xi3pp]

I’m pan with a secret girlfriend and my parents don’t know either. This is weird I’ve found someone like me

[@angelwesterman6980]

Its is in fact, Friday at 3 ❤ Just finished this video, Im so sorry you've been through so much, and so many people see you as their hero now. You've an amazing person who deserved so much better 🍓

[@Raven_on_pawz00]

These stories keep me on the edge of my seat

[@dari8759]

Caught this at the 14 minute mark bc WHO TF DOES A MATH COURSE DURING SUMMER LITTERALLY FREE ME PLEASE

[@Sillysocks_onmypaws]

WHY ARE YOU DOING MATHS IN SUMMER

[@wolfella5793]

Summer school is my best guest

[@-Kait-]

ik this doesn’t relate to the comment but one time like a random kid at a water park came behind me and smacked my behind and ran back to his mom and his mom just mouthed ‘sorry’. btw i was 10-11 and thought a creep came up and smacked me but no it was a small child around 4-6

[@qirnene]

I can somewhat relate to the last part, not with my dad but my older brother. I was like 11-12, and had very bad back/neck pain, so my brother would offer to give a back massage and when doing this he got extremely touchy. He would give me a normal back massage then start going lower (my thighs.) Obviously im laying on my stomach and so he's rubbing the back of my thighs, and he then starts to rub my hips/waist. he did this alot and got extremely touchy with me around my thighs and butt. I used to make excuses for him and thought i was being weird for thinking he was doing that to me but he knew exactly what he was doing, its hard to admit your family is weirdos so it was nice to see someone else have a similar experience. Also we should dwfinitly get a rook tour!!

[@theylorlr6677]

That rumination at the end. Even then. The knowing, admitting- out loud- still trying to make it seem okay; like it was just an accident... That hit close. I'm glad that you're in a better place now. To be able to still have those ruminations but /know/. To let it hurt. Let it hurt, grieve. It helps. To let yourself not feel ashamed of the emotions you felt then. Those feelings are so familar. And it hurts.

[@areallyshortbrontothere]

0:34 THE CRITTER

[@ashley.lynnnn1]

Merch quote: “that’s a story for another time”

[@asarishepard8171]

awwwww jesss...wish i could give you a hug. neither of my parents ever did that weird rubbing thing, but i DID have that happen at a local coffee shop when i was 18. the owner started rubbing my back. and then reached and grabbed my front. i freaked out and ran home and then never went back!

[@r1nnea444]

I admire your strength and how you can understand that your parents weren't good people. But also appreciate some of the good moments you've had with them. And please do a room tour!! Because it looks super dope! (Back to lurking lol.)

[@JEY-xs2jq]

"He's going to hang out and be moral support :)" Best quote

[@open8180]

We love when Shasta comes to hang out. Hes such a good boy helping you get through the things you had to go through

[@TheAshenwolff]

Jesse if it wasn't for you I wouldn't of admit to myself that my dad was an abuser so I wanna thank you so much. You are amazing and it is so great that you openly talk about your trauma coz that stuff is a toichy topic. You inspire me to do what I love despite the abuse I have endured and I can't wait to see more content from u. Also I love Shasta he is adorable ❤

[@TomNookIsnotevil]

What a lovely fluffy baby to be the comfort along the way of this gutterally relatable video- yay puppy!! But I hope you’re doing well nowadays, shit like this shouldn’t happen to anyone or anything

[@lizblehh]

Watching your videos have been insanely helpful to me. I'm dealing with flashes of repressed memories of someone hurting me, and have finally been talking to the victims of generational in*st in my family. Hearing that I'm not alone is an amazing feeling. I hope things get better/easier for you and I'm proud of you for being able to speak out like this.

[@The_Labyrinth88]

Jesse I have to say your videos make my day so much better and remind me that I’m not alone in what I’m dealing with, thank you so much for always making these videos and I wish you the best

[@kittyblack1538]

Dude, I really appreciate you sharing your stories. So many things happened between my mum and I, and so much of it was like this. It's just in the boundaries to make it seem kinda normal to a kid, but it's really sexually off behaviour. It's hard to call what happened to me hard molestation, but it was a violation of my boundaries and it made me insanely uncomfortable and upset. I don't hear many other share stories like mine or yours, and I think it's because within them they worry that it's not "violating" enough to share or feel sick about. Thank you, and I share the feeling of grief over losing your hero, it frikin sucks ❤

[@Elliot-g6z6s]

I'm so sorry you experienced that nobody should have to feel that way.

[@drsprite_official]

dude NEVER apologize for Shasta, amazing dog

[@Genesis_Blue5]

this story hits pretty deep for me, as I had similar experiences with my mom's boyfriend for years. I understand the pain, and I'm glad you managed to get to a better place, with the room of your childhood dreams. also, room tour please!

[@montriataylor5169]

Yes please do a tour of your room I think it would be amazing! I am so happy that you finally get to have your childhood room.

[@nanumi14]

You know what you should do? A room tour. That'd be pretty awesome. Also, I love Shasta coming to hang out with us as you tell your stories. Honestly, he's just too adorable. You are so strong, and I'm really proud of you for being you.

[@axolotlchaos2318]

This video brought up some memories I had deeply suppressed. I'm sickened and upset that it happened, but strangely glad I know now. It's really hard talking abt trauma, I know. Thank you for sharing tho. You really are helping people start their own healing process as well.

[@undersupervition]

You went through so much you didn't deserve all that. Im so glad you survived all that.

[@kylieearl1880]

When I was 9 I had an uncle who’s house i went to almost everyday. I hated my house because i had a really bad home life and my uncle decided to molest me and I still make excuses for it trying to process what happened. I’m sorry Jess I’m not gonna say I know what your going through but I understand the pain

[@TaliPolk]

It wasn't your fault. Your uncle most likely knew how bad it was at home and lured you over and established trust so he could hurt ou because he is a predator. You were failed by the aduls around you and that isn't your fault. anyone who hears your story and has a modicum of decency abd sense knows you didn't do anything wrong. I had a cousin do the same thing to me and I've had my doubts too. Adults are supposed to make better and more mature decisions and your parents should have been paying attention and your uncle should have gotten help for his predatory fantasies.

[@kylieearl1880]

@@TaliPolk thank you

[@dana-pagame-la-terapia]

I want a room tour so baaaad! And I also want to know what books are on your shelf!!! But also, I'm so sorry for everything that has happened to you and your brother, I know this words won't really help and they often feel empty, but I think you are so strong and you are very right when you say you are your own hero, I sincerely wish you the best.

[@fred8391]

this video was so real to me, i was too sa by my dad and could never really find a story like mine, but yours, its the closest, i feel seen, and when you're talking about how the feelings are mixed and everything it just felt so real and at home for me, you're brave asl to talk abt this

[@LemonLimeSpline]

Just know that I (platonically) love you dude. Nobody deserves to go through this, especially not when it comes to a parent that they idolize so much for the sake of their own sanity. Just know that while I can’t relate to any of this, there are people out there who can. You’ll never be alone, remember that ❤️

[@ariellejoy8705]

(1) Shasta is best boi (2) I'd absolutely love a tour (3) Thank you so much for sharing, your videos make me feel less alone

[@Kris-Missme]

Ok 1. We love Shasta 2. I’m so glad you’re strong and able to be yourself. There are several people hundreds of people that will fight for you. 3. I will stand with you. 4. I’m so sorry for what you have gone through. 5. Love you lots and you look amazing( not in like a weird way just your transition) 6. I’m proud that you are still going through life. 7. PLEASE DO A ROOM TOUR!!!!. 8. The cone don’t remember the name, he’s amazing! Love that story. 9. Lots of love from many people and I can’t wait to hear more stories!!!!!!!💜🫶🏻❤️❤️❤️

[@circuseyescitrus]

13:24 do a toar(aside from that, im glad that ur doing better i think, im glad that ur away from your mom, im sorry you had to go threw that terrible BS, you should have never had to gone threw that..)

[@stOIas.kinnyy]

none of these things should happen to ANYONE. My dad (who is now in jail for other reasons) was also kind of like this, he would do semi sexual things with me and i was only 10. I was a mature 10 year old and understood that this was wrong, but made excuses for it. I didn’t want my dad to be a bad person, so i thought if i made excuses for it it’d be better. My mom came to me a few days ago and opened up to me about him being abusive, he really was a sick man and i only knew half of the stuff he did. Hes actually in and out of jail, and i watch the news for him still.

[@zara-1273]

I'm so sorry about your dad... I don't talk to my daddy more cause he was kind of abusive but he would always comment on how I was friends with fat people, and if I was only friends with them, because they made me look better, he also said, if he ever got a girlfriend, he wanted someone who looked just like me (i'm sorry, I was late, I was doing stuff yesterday)

[@kaylynnirvinesthetics]

I love seeing your pets Jesse and I would love to see the space you have created for yourself. You absolutely should be your own hero. You are an amazing human, who is so extremely strong and resilient. You have been through so much and you are here sharing with everyone and helping so many every week. Every week when I read the comments, the healing that is happening for you and for so many others is astounding and amazing. It is a wonderful community you have created. You are a hero.

[@DestinyHope-jz9fw]

I have so much compassion for this man. He went through so many horrible things that should never have happened to anyone. On top of that He sits in front of a camera and is vulnerable every week and recounts and i imagine somewhat relives it, which is a very hard thing to do, and you can tell. We stand with you Jesse.

[@WAWAWAEASNSJ]

I’m so sorry that happened to you. It really sucks when someone you look up too does something like that. I love your videos so much and you give me confidence to maybe one day talk about my own experiences. And you should do a room tour it would be really cool! :D

[@Boogieoogieoogieoogieoogie]

This video brought me to tears because I know what it's like to finally come to terms with SA. I was never SA'D by a parent but I have by a family member, family friends, and ex-partners. It's been going on since I was 4-16, but I've never fully came to terms with this until I was 15. Before that I represented it and tried to forget or make excuses for the assaulters behavior. Because I look up too some of them and they were my friends/family, friends/family wouldn't do that, right? I had this thought in my head for so long until I finally said to myself: " Yes, they wouldn't and shouldn't be doing that to a child or their family members because it's wrong. And I shouldn't have deserved that, I was a child and I didn't know better. "

[@Forgettable_Sp0on]

Dude, I swear you need a podcast. Your stories are crazy and Im so sorry you had to experience this stuff but I absolutely love your stories ❤😅

[@Luna_17946]

I’m so sorry to hear what you went through as a child, it can be tough to have negative memories of your guardian

[@Ogenneji]

I need Jesse's closet. I don't know where he shops, but I NEED to go there

[@GuyAnimate]

I think his tank tops are from Teen Hearts.

[@dacoolestzzz]

hearing what your dad did is making me feel physically ill oh my god. Im so so sorry Jesse no one, NO ONE, especially family, especially your DAD, should ever touch you or talk about you or any of these things. Even a partner should have permission because it could make you uncomfortable. Your father clearly looked at you and other children as not kids, but a body with a hole. I hope you are getting the help you need and can someday not respect him at all because there is nothing to respect. Him telling your mom to back off was just basic human shit, not something heroic. He IS a creep and probably still is in another life lets be frl. Last thing, thank you for letting all of this out. I hope it is therapeutic in a way

[@shellysme1753]

i truly feel so sorry for you no one should ever experience this and the fact you where able to grow and realize all of this is amazing and when you said "im my own hero" i felt so proud even tho i dont personally know you.

[@tigerkitten8352]

You do not deserve what your dad did to you. My dad was incredibly abusive. And he was a child pred. He was a misogynist who also felt his daughter's should do well and achieve a lot and be educated. It is really hard to separate the good parent from the bad person. I have said for many years, if not for all the abuse, my dad really was a good dad.

[@kykytiger8425]

Thank you for the vulnerability and spreading awareness about topics that people try to avoid. Also, we’d love a room tour

[@Farahdolce]

Thank you for sharing your story. I know it's not easy being vulnerable on the internet. Hopefully, with time you can properly heal.

[@raczrekanoemi4957]

You are so strong! You are a great storyteller. I'm happy that you are in a better space now

[@Koffee_stain48]

11:51 back when I was around 10 I had a similar experience with my dad. Me, my mum, and the rest of my sibling just came home from a week trip at Melbourne and it was around 1am. My dad couldn’t go since he had to go to a different town for work for atleast half of our trip. Anyways my mum persifacly told me **NOT** to give my dad a hug and kiss goodnight like I did every night since he had passed out on the couch. I found that a bit strange but remembered my dad probably went to the pub that night and was drunk but that didn’t stop me because I was determined for that hug and kiss. I shook him awake so he was atleast half awake gave him a hug and said goodnight dad before I felt his hands slip down my pants and the same thing happened. I immediately jumped back just being confused. My mum who saw it told me to go to bed and said she was gonna talk with my dad. I know she said it isn’t great to say excuses but in my opinion I believe he had a valid excuse. When I was 10 I was pretty close to my mums height having most of my dad’s jeans, so my dad ended up mistaking me for my mum. Also because of it being dark, 1am, he was still being affected by the achole. I’ve always known he didn’t mean it and it’s seems to be something everybody’s forgotten. That memory still randomly comes back randomly I’ve only ever told one close friend bout it but that’s it. Don’t get me wrong I love my dad he’s awesome but even though he mistaken me for my mum it still shouldn’t have happened❤

[@MEGaagv]

I'm so sorry you have parents like that. You deserve to have better parents than them. I hope you can heal.❤❤

[@rhinomoxie]

I hope you're okay. I have a 'sensitive' mom, as she likes to say. Seeing that there's an end with my mom is great. You've helped me, but I feel bad that anyone has to go though this. I hope you get better. I personally would love a room tour, and your dog is always welcome.

[@Spaceless420]

Yes!! Do a tour of your room!! Your videos help me feel less alone and I’m happy you’re in a better place.

[@L.H.A406]

We love seeing your adorable emotional support doggo!! Also I truly admire your bravery, it takes a lot to come to ppl and talk ab things that have hurt you so deeply and I’m so glad you’ve found support here after going through so much

[@LittleBrainBigDumby]

I 100% want a tour! I hope you are recovering well from your trauma, and Im just sending all love

[@Syndropss]

I really appreciate you making these videos. You talking about your mother has really helped me stop making excuses for mine. Talking about this stuff is extremely hard and you're very brave and strong for doing so, especially so publicly. I just want to say thank you and that you are making a difference! ( Also YES to more Shasta and other animal babies~))

[@DexterousCongenailty]

My best friend is my reason for living, I'm a female gone non-binary. My best friend's father is 60 something, he has a catchphrase "I'm a creep, not a percent" he would constantly make comments on my body, and say he wanted to meet my older sister, and watch me do things if I ever got a girlfriend. He got drunk one day and I was in my friend's living room watching anime, Inuyasha I think. And he sat beside me. I always thought of him as the dad I never got until he began touching me. He touched my breast and played with my nips, and never said sorry. I got high at a party on accident a few weeks ago (4th of July party), he was there. I was so stressed out thinking he'd get drunk and touch me again. I was 15, I'm a junior in high school now. I can't report him or say anything because he's a very powerful person, wrong in the government and is maybe 6'3 and 300 pounds. So If I say anything, I'm risking my friendship, not being believed, and getting possibly hurt.

[@13CrystalHeart]

We're all proud of you, Jesse! It takes a lot to come out and talk about this stuff, and I hope you can find some measure of peace and support from it.

[@Sillysocks_onmypaws]

4:30 My parents (mostly my mum) would always put her hands down my pants and still does with my younger brother, she touches our asses and sqeazes them. I grew up with this and I absolutely hated it- I hated it so much. It disgusts me that me brothers allready been normalised to this- I love my mum a lot but this is somthing she needs to fix asap. It’s awful and makes me so uncomfortable and sad

[@ghostkids_haunting]

Hey boo! I'm so sorry that this happened to you. But I'm so glad you became your own hero in the end. You are on the right track to recovering! Please don't ever give up and end your life. I know it could be hard, but you are comforting so many people with your videos. And honestly you are so strong and brave for being able to tell us this. Thank you so much for trusting us. Love you

[@Blabou]

I'm so sorry he did that to you, It's really hard to listen to, I hope you are able to take time and heal, you've been through so much ❤

[@nothing23681]

I would love a tour!! Ur room looks fun.

[@W0nderhoy_melod1eZ]

I’m sorry you went through all this, this is truly disgusting by a parent

[@Nicholasmartinez0511]

Also aside from all the weird stuff abt my dad I love you so much and I love you’re videos and I rlly look up to you and you’ve made me I guess understand that it’s okay to be me, I love you sm thank you💗

[@victoriousbooks]

Hugs. I know it's hard. It does seem he loved you a lot and did the best he could with his baggage even though he sometimes crossed a line with his words and deeds. That's not ok and you didn't deserve it There is a place of peace to be found where you can love him for the good things and be let down and angry at bad You're such an awesome young man. Keep working through it and growing.

[@Elodie-xi3pp]

I’m sorry Jess, I’m also proud of you too. You are so strong, to got through what you have and still be standing, I’m younger than you and I am breaking under small stresses. I do want a tour of your room, and I love pet of the week.

[@biteyboistudio]

SHASTA IS ALWAYS WELCOME. He's such a good emotional support buddy.

[@kbostick1560]

Can we get a room tour? Genuinely curious about your room!! In seriousness though, I'm super proud of you for getting through all of that. Hearing your stories makes me feel both disgusted by your parents and proud of you for being so brave. Cant imagine what you went through. ❤️‍🩹

[@Sillysocks_onmypaws]

3:20 I FRIGGING LOVE WARRIOR CATS

[@9.27am_x]

I'm really proud of you man, it takes a lot of courage to speak up about this kind of abuse and trauma, love you❤️ (Also yes, we would love a room tour, sending lots of hugs🫂)

[@Loopy-ragdoll]

Dude, the fact that there was a code word for the massages is such a red flag. Im really sorry you went through that

[@jenna739]

I hope you're doing okay. Processing stuff is tough. You deserved better, and however you feel about it is okay

[@FREAKAZOID_ROXY]

I’m sure you hear this a lot, but our situation is quite similar except I’m still in it I find your videos, really helpful and relatable and I watch them a lot to cope to get through this so thank you❤

[@plasmacrow5806]

"That's a story for another time" -Jesse

[@shay7821]

So proud of you Jess. Thank you for being here and being so brave. I’d love a room tour. ♥️

[@heyitsevie]

I'm not emotionally okay enough to talk about what happened with my dad when I was a kid but I understand and sympathize with the feelings you have! My dad was also very inappropriate with me and I think it would have been worse if I didn't leave when I did at 12 (that's not to say it wasn't bad. It was a lot of touching; hands, mouth, lower parts too. I'm just saying it definitely could have been much worse). Thankfully, I have a really amazing mum who won full custody but I was still forced to see him 2-3 times a year (Christmas and birthday) until I was old enough for him to lose interest that way. I didn't know at the time that I could have said no. I cried a lot back then. The worst 6 years of my life, for real. But you aren't alone, Jesse ❤

[@blissful_productions_16]

I'm so sorry you went through that. That must be so hard 💔

[@fatemaaburashid2780]

The way my jaw just kept dropping throughout the video