my dad was a creep | PART 1

[@susanmclaughlin7130]

Dude, I was sexually abused by a family member when I was eight, and another family member said it was my fault because "you wanted it". No! It's NEVER THE KID'S FAULT!!! And screw anyone who says it is. I'm sorry these things happened to you. You deserved and deserve better! Good luck with everything in your life.

[@infinitewonders299]

Yeah, wtf??? You were a kid, all you wanted was a bowl of ice cream (I assume). Not _THAT._

[@jnharton]

The issue is abusing a child, not how they (the child) felt about it...

[@mizixy9624]

Yeah something similar happened to me, but I’m just not realizing I don’t remember all the details. I just have a memory of being a teen in a psych ward on a pay phone talking to a relative and them warning me it better not have been my fault … or something like that. Just remembering gives me hints of shame, shock/surprise and guilt and it’s kinda making me tear up.

[@Leah-j7j]

I hope you are ok new

[@susanmclaughlin7130]

​@@Leah-j7jyes, I am, thank you. Or I was. But my soulmate just passed away recently...so I'm lonely. But I am a survivor. There's no other choice.

[@pr3tty.n.p1nk]

Its not a Jesse story time until he says “that’s a story for another time”

[@Bugg...0_o]

I'm new to the channel. I just wanted to check, Jesse's pronouns are he/him? Jesse has an androgynous look (which is rad!), so I wasn't sure. I love their stories. Reminds me of my life. And just dealing with trauma with humor in the ways I've seen, very relatable. Me: * *Tells a horrifying story* * Friend: "Oh my god that's so terrible. I'm so sorry..." Me: "No, no, wait. I'm trying to get to the funny part. I just had to give you some background info." Friend: 😲 Edit: Nevermind, I'm An idiot. I just needed to watch the rest of the video for pronouns. I didn't expect them because I have watched a few and he hadn't mentioned them. Also I hope if he reads this he isn't offended. I think he's rad as heII. (Also I'm NB, if that matters at all to this situation of me putting my foot in my mouth, lol.)

[@Anarchist_Action]

His majesty has posted, time to put everything aside for familial trauma 😄😄😄

[@k.mcdaniel8378]

I thought it was a girl

[@XxWh1tneyxX]

@@k.mcdaniel8378they identify as he/him/his i think

[@scarydiscounthorrorstorys2859]

@@k.mcdaniel8378 u did

[@pipi-caca]

He uses he/him pronouns ​@@k.mcdaniel8378

[@usernameisusernam]

@@k.mcdaniel8378nah they’re a guy

[@bce9371]

“It’s Friday at 3, or Saturday at noon!” Jokes on you, it’s Saturday at 3!

[@dorkbait]

it was definitely saturday at noon my time when i posted lol

[@D_0_S]

I didn't know my dad until I was 24. And he's told me himself with a smile on his face how he'd committed assault, openly would place cameras with mics everywhere, and had a habit of "sleep driving" to a hotel for paid services. I'm pretty sure I have full on PTSD forcefully keeping memories in my head

[@coriroo9323]

Watching these give me chills because SO much of this happened to me. Im nonbinary and my father was both the insane, violent, and pverted one, but the parallels are just intense. I ran track for years. I got beat for all types of stuff, like dropping my fork or not doing well when I was competing. Mt dad was weirdly and wildly inappropriate. It makes me feel weirdly validated, but also so very sad for little (and big) you. I'm glad you're doing better.

[@coriroo9323]

@SuperCoolPersonCalledLillith I am, thank you. This type of stuff leaves a mark for life, but I've had a lot of therapy, gone non-contact, healed my other family relationships, and have a wonderful, happy, weird, and loving family of my own where we all love each other and feel safe. I feel very lucky to have made it to where I am because not everybody that deals with this level of abuse does. It seems like Jesse is on the right track as well, and I hope he is healing and gets to a place that makes him happy. He freaking deserves it.

[@littlemrs.fabulous9432]

Literally the inappropriate jokes and comments! It bewilders me how the adult in my life got away with stuff like he would pull his pockets out and say kiss the bunny between the ears...I was like 10! Other things like when I first got my glasses and I was saying that when I take them off it still feels like they are still on my face sometimes and he chuckles and says to a friend of his and says we know how that feels don't we...referring to still having the feeling of being inside a woman. So many more things like that... It's bizarre to me!

[@coriroo9323]

@littlemrs.fabulous9432 Ewww! And you're right! If somebody said that around a kid in front of me, I might deck them. Mine liked to try to force himself into the room while I was showering or dressing. But I was overreacting, of course.

[@aziraphaleangel-22]

My dad was a bit of a creep too, he would watch porn like all the time and not even care if I were over visiting, when I started going through puberty, he asked how much hair I had, y'know? And just downright perverted things. And once when I was 15, I kid you not, he asked to see me nude! And I was so disgusted by that, I slapped him right across the face. I haven't told my mom that because I'm extremely ashamed that it happened. I'd much rather take it to my grave. I didn't live with him, thankfully, I would go over and stay on weekends. He wasn't nearly as bad as your dad, Jess, but he was pretty bad. He finally stopped after he had prostrate cancer.

[@e.o752]

Damn idk how you deserve cancer but that man definitely did sorry

[@jnharton]

Those are pretty disturbing things for him to say, especially to his own child. Serious lack of any kind of "filter" too, from the sound of it.

[@aziraphaleangel-22]

​@@jnhartonYeah, that's not the only things he did. I don't remember everything in full detail, but I definitely remember some uncomfortable things.

[@Katherine-yq3hy]

I’m being so serious my dad would say that he would date me if he wasn’t married to my mom and one day I was downstairs making cookies and my dad came behind me and grab my chest and squeezed them too! Safe to say I cut off all contact with him and he’s in prison for r-word so yeah

[@impulseclown]

BRO I HOPE UR OK

[@Katherine-yq3hy]

@@impulseclown thanks I am now

[@Silencer796]

That is messed up!

[@esbenm6544]

Just like the real Trump

[@MarbledMoonstone]

God. I am so sorry you had to go through that shit. That last story really made me cringe dude, yikes. I'm so glad you're out of that situation now and have the confidence to talk about it. Good on you man

[@andysixxstalkerangeloftrag5833]

Bro, my parents were the same. My mom would sit on top of us, and hurt us , then spend the rest of the day on the phone with our daddy, screaming about all the little tiny minor things we did, he's working in the heat, in a shop, hearing her, and all day long we had to heard about how mad he was. And he didn't hold back either, the sessions never seemed to stop, at one point he made a metal paddle and he would hit ANYWHERE. And it was over the most ridiculous things, like we left a dish unwashed or didn't hear her when she was calling demanding us to do sh My mom would run off, put her fingers in her ears and laugh too, while we were getting hurt

[@Jaygayy]

I swear to god how are you actually sane enough to be a content creator you have literally all of the trauma 😭😭

[@dorkbait]

honestly… the truth is i don’t have many (or any) friends / family to talk to. so this is a great form of social outlet for me. i don’t know how to relate to people but my stories from my childhood always seemed to break the ice… i just started telling them online to anyone who felt like listening. 💛

[@HannahRose19960]

Wait aww i would be your friend!! ​@@dorkbait

[@novalikeshorror664]

Its funny how people dont understand how whipping their kids only teachs their kids to be afraid of them. I rarely remember the reasons i got whipped as kid, but I definitely remember how upset and scared it made me.

[@cocochill1464]

Yup plus our brains aren’t even fully devopeloped when we’re kiddos either, it’s so sad people do this when I have kiddos when I’m older if they do something wrong they get timeouts not spankes or beaten

[@jnharton]

It's crazy how people think being spanked once or twice for acting out, doing something, etc as a child must inevitably lead to lifelong trauma. No one's forcing you to discipline your child in that fashion, ya know. Whipping or beating your kids is a completely different story.

[@novalikeshorror664]

@@jnharton i was litteraly relaying personal experience?

[@jigglypuff2cute]

@@novalikeshorror664 I think they know you were saying by experience but I’ve seen a lot of people think that even a rare spanking is “abuse”. So he may have assumed that by you saying how it’s sad that parents spank and that you’ll never spank then you’re stating that all spankings are wrong. I’ve been spanked as well but unlike the rare spankings I was spanked for about anything that makes my mom upset. I went to grab the mail but accidentally lost her keys and now she’s late for work? Spanking. She’s asleep because she’s working nights but I was playing too loudly? I should have known better so spank. I had a hard time focusing on cleaning a dirty home? Spank. I was cleaning too slowly? Spank. And I remember my mom stating multiple times too that she didn’t want to do this but that was the “only” way we “listened”. Did it ever help us stop what she didn’t like? Nope. We needed therapy (including her) but we never got that. Sorry I vented for a bit. Anyways I was spanked more times than I should have and when I have kids I don’t want to start spanking only because I’m afraid that if I do I’ll start using it out of anger/habit instead of a form of punishment when all else fails or when a child’s action was extreme.

[@novalikeshorror664]

@@jigglypuff2cute I don't think all spanking constitute abuse, but yeah I do think that spanking isn't a good way to raise your kids. The spankings I got were rare, but that didn't really make a difference. When your kid does something wrong, if you spank them, you aren't really addressing what your kid did wrong. Kids need to be talked to, there needs to be discussions, and yes consequences, but spanking isn't a proper consequence because it isn't teaching your kid anything, other than dont get caught next time. That makes your kids way less likely to come to you if they make a mistake, because they don't want to get spanked. There's no benefits to spanking that actual proper communication and balanced appropriate punishments, such as loss of privileges, can't do. Spanking is just a self justified way to take your anger out on your kids.

[@PicassosSister-rj5zp]

Jesse, I don't think you realize how much these videos help my sanity. I used to think I was being dramatic, and then I watched your videos and realized my dad was as emotionally incestuous as I think he is.

[@dorkbait]

im glad you enjoy my content but im sorry you relate. hope you get out of there soon, queen~

[@PicassosSister-rj5zp]

@@dorkbait Not the about symbol next to queen But thank you.

[@Strawberyycandy]

Watching your story times brings me a lot of comfort because it’s nice to see people agree with things like this- What I mean is that if ANY relative did anything close to this? “He/she’s just being nice!” No joke, they’ve said the exact same thing when my DOCTOR was FLIRTING with 9 YEAR OLD ME

[@YourFavSc0rp1oooo]

These Stories are getting more and more interesting-

[@Pinkiebowkittie]

Dads can say the most diabolical, racist, sexist, ableist thing and get away with it, like it BAFFLES me when they say I don't care, WHAT DO YOU MEAN??

[@KarmaForsythe]

Your videos make me feel comfortable sharing things about the creepy things my dad DID so here we go 1) One time in about 6th grade I was on a walk with my dad and I saw a girl I did not really like so I told him things she has done and he straight up looked her up and down and said "She is way too big to be wearing that shirt." what the hell dad. 2) I was on a walk with him once again and he was talking bad about my mom and he mentioned how she is 5,4 and I corrected him saying she is actually 5,3 and he said "damn no wonder why she was so good in bed." I was probably 10 or 11 3) He used too rate women he found attractive when we were at the store all throughout my childhood and talk about how he wanted to date them. 4) He used to tell me how he thought my bestfriends mom was attractive and said if he wanted my bestfriend to be my stepsister he wouldn't mind it. He was still with my mom while he flirted with her. In front of my mom. 5) One time I did a dance in front of my dad I thought was funny (It was the humping motion) and instead of telling me to stop he said "That's what your stepdad is doing to your mom." I figured out what the motion meant right after. I was probably 7 or 8. 6) He used to say that once I fully developed all the guys would obsessive over my b00bs and he would have the chase them all of with sticks. I was 11.

[@Thunderclouwd]

I am so sorry you had to live with that man

[@Roxannethedarkstar4824]

You have had a wild life man I hope you’re doing better now 😊

[@xRaffItUpx]

Thanks for sharing your story Jesse. My stepdad was a huge freak and power abuser too. He came into my life at around maybe 15-16 and this went sour pretty quickly a year or two in. My mom and him would fight relentlessly, thankfully never violent, but loud enough the neighbors often came over to check on me sometimes. He would give me these 'massages' which I thought were completely innocent. He never touched anything incredibly private except my butt, but again, I thought it was all innocent. He'd also come into my room and rub my shoulders, get *very* close to my boobs and it made me so uncomfortable I would roll my shoulders and squirm around until he would leave. When I barely turned 18, there was an incident when he laid on my bed and masturbated in front of me. I was beyond shocked, scared and felt so disgusted I had to hide in my bathroom for at least 45 minutes until my mom could rush home to call the police. He admitted to having a crush on me and wanted a sexual encounter with me to the police and went to jail for 10 days. I still struggle everyday because of it all. I feel used and betrayed. It's one of the ugliest feelings. I'm doing better now that I'm medicated for a lot of my mental health issues but how could anyone think of a child like that is beyond me.

[@danielwatson9252]

Wtf

[@DreamWorld-1960]

Bro I knew I wasn't the only who dealt with not having family coming over to my house. My mom was CRAZY when I was younger. She was aggressive towards me, my siblings, and other people. It got to the point my dad told my family members not to come to my house because of my mom. Because of that, I couldn't have a proper family event.

[@Zo3girl]

Sometimes, i wish certain parents weren't so awful we are young growing children, and you decide to do this stuff. I am so glad you are able to talk about it after the fact i watch your content because i have similar trauma, and i can't speak out on it.

[@_Atomic-Potato_]

Here for the llama, the drama, and the trauma 😎

[@_Kai-is-in-the-walls_]

What about Obama?

[@sonyafaulhaber7671]

You forgot the comma

[@otkucorner8274]

My dad would suplex me and lay on me till I passed out as punishment. He choked me once. He only used the belt once to whoop me. But the worst abuse he's given me, is mental and emotional abuse.

[@Ace_saturn.star.]

adhd, autism. it takes over. this is why i could watch you for hours

[@dorkbait]

ay i have both of those too! maybe thats why you like the delivery of my stories so much? i love how that works haha

[@HannahRose19960]

Im currently trying to get re diagnosed but im pretty sure i have a type of autism but i guess I'll see you're pretty cool 😎 ​@@dorkbait

[@Ace_saturn.star.]

@@dorkbait i just re opend youtube and was so confused for a sec cause i dont remember commenting that lol. your cool, very hugable

[@Cygnusart0843]

0:05 Saturday at noon for me. I was at the dentist at the time so I couldn’t watch it when it posted 😂

[@PotatoQueen1989]

My dad was pretty much absent when i was a younger kid, but i too was terrified of him coming home because he was the one who would hit me and his moods changed so quickly, my mum also used the wait till your dad gets home line when i messed up, i was a clumsy kid, undiagnosed adhd and autism, only diagnosed in the past few years

[@kaylynnirvinesthetics]

I am so extremely sorry for Jess and everyone in the comments who have experienced this horrendous abuse. None of you deserved that and it IS NEVER THE CHILDS FAULT, it is ALWAYS THE ADULTS. I am sorry you guys had awful people "caring" for you and raising you. I hope and pray you are all doing better now and have truly good people around you.

[@victoriousbooks]

Sending all the love. Please know as awful as some of these memories are you aren't alone. Others like me feel ya so deeply because we have similar deep rooted traumas. Grandma hugs anytime you need them because this granny has been there too ❤❤❤ I'm so proud of you for speaking your truth and sharing so others know they aren't alone in this

[@JohnathanDavisstoothpaste]

I want this guy to go on the "we're all insane" podcast istg that'd be my favorite episode evrr

[@Mayo_Nayoo]

i am for the most part afraid of my mother, because she controls the household and has threatened to kick me out and what not.... but one time i remember most vividly is that i was having a breakdown (i don't remember why) and she said that i was lucky that she loved me or that she would hurt me like she's thought about...and that scared me into crying harder (mind you i have Cerebral palsy and is extremely sensitive and i was 16) my sister ends up coming in and holding me and defending me, because she loves me and understands that i can't control my emotions proberly

[@hazzycloudz4546]

i hope i can stand for myself like u learned- ive had shitty friends that would mak fun of me and say that i was easy to make fun of- i hope everything will be okay with u and ur moms situation !!

[@YourAlterEgox]

Man, stay safe. Some people are wack, for real.

[@carebear5343]

All I can say is I'm sorry that this is the childhood you had. I wish I was the type of person that could hug someone I didn't know. I wish I could hug you and take away some of your pain in the way a parent should have done for you while you were growing up.

[@rockmusicisperfection2791]

Linda *actually* having the sense to not let you pose on Dave’s car? 🤯 Win for Linda 😂

[@noodleswamp2060]

ewww yikes. we sort of have similar lives, but im glad my dad never did any of that shit. thats so gross, im sorry you had to go through that with someone you were supposed to trust

[@Ohnosophia503]

i just love the way you open this by explaining your mothers childhood trauma and how it shaped her to be an awful person, and then add how you were able to overcome the hateful things taught to you and end the cycle.

[@daylenediaz3108]

i’m new to the channel but i wanted to say that regardless of how sensitive this topic is, you stay true to yourself. don’t change, your personality is a beam of light! i seen the video where you explained the relationship with your mother. i have a very similar one with mine, i can sympathize with u deeply. society needs to hear about this and the struggles of the people we sometimes idolize. it’s real. it’s human!

[@mikeybennett1904]

I'm packing stuff to go back to my dorm, I appreciate your providing storytime for it:)

[@silhou00]

the way you tell your stories are very compelling and i miraculously never lose focus while watching. youre so cool

[@kazoo.0821]

Bro wtf.. Jesse literally going through hell, and he still manages to be this silly lighthearted guy

[@thedangmullet]

Oh my gosh.. my dad was toxic too but the worst thing he ever did was kiss me on the lips, which i think is normal when it's a parent with their toddler, which i was. I cant imagine going through THIS. Im sorry my dude 😭💔

[@samfuju101]

"yk when you hear a word, and it just doesnt sound good? like chlamydia" i was listening to this with a straight face all thru until you said that and i had to let out a giggle it caught me so off guard

[@ram0889]

Friday's or Saturday's! Thanks for sharing and I love the way you do your outros!

[@adamgreen825]

"YAH DAD YOU OWN IT YOUR A PERVERT"..... "wait....PERVEvert...mhmmm".."that sounds bad...😢😅"

[@floralandfading337]

Thank you for existing your content is a little to relatable. Also giving trauma dumping with da bois

[@The_Labyrinth88]

OML IM FINALLY EARLY

[@SaturnHasGoneInsane]

FINALLY!

[@Jamiesinkpens]

SAME

[@Chloeisthefarest]

Sameeeeeee

[@bunnirr]

Hi eary Just joking I know you mean early

[@EllaHarmer]

Same

[@kitsuncreations2]

the most relatable has posted! Put everything aside! Huzzah!

[@ashleymarie6585]

My son laughs every time I wash his butt / front … he thinks butts and private’s are funny cause he’s a 4 year old boy so he laughs when I have to touch his butt ….. your dad is whacked

[@wolfc5712]

Oh Jess im so sorry your experience is like that, my step dad was kinda like this too. Thanks for sharing

[@teadrinkerfication9160]

Aw man this one hits different, I’m so sorry you went through this and everything you speak about on your channel 🫂

[@haha-fd5bb]

Friday at 3 because I've got school and when you post, I can watch your vids every week on the bus.

[@Shadow_0n_paws920]

Wake up everyone the king has posted!

[@Batcat1144-je]

The best person ever posted I need to set everything aside and I have a party to go to who cares this is better then seeing people ❤

[@Eclipse986-n9r]

Our king! Has posted!

[@VeryDistubingLife7352]

YAYAYAYAYA I CAN WATCH THIS WHILE I DRAW THANK YOU!! ❤❤❤❤

[@-_cat_-_paws-_]

SAMEEE

[@Mamis.Brutality]

real

[@Lunestica]

You dropped this: 👑 I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS

[@reyannecopus6624]

😂😂😂 the daddy part killed me I love you man ❤

[@Theskibidirizler2000]

Omg thinks so much for the video bro and also I like Saturday but whatever you like do that since it’s your channel lol and hopefully if you are comfortable you can tell pt.2 next time thanks bye

[@carolynntucker9884]

I remember when I found your channel and it was weird because I relate to some of the arguments you describe with you and your mom. My sister and I get yelled at a lot. My mom threatened to gouge put my eyes because I glared at her. I was playing Sims and shewas bossing me around and we got into a bit of and argument. I was bounsing my leg like I always do and she noticed and thought that I had an attitude so she said to stop it. I looked at her because she wouldn't stop glaring at me and I was waiting to see if she was going to say anything else. Well, she threatened to gouge my eyes out when my dad and sister left for work if I didn't quit. When I told dad about it, he said that her threatening to gouge my eyes out is better than being slapped. My mom rarely hits me and she does, she does it hard enough to hurt me and satisfy herself but light enough that she doesn't leave any mark. Her favorite thing to say is "It's not abuse if it's not physical".

[@youraveragetaurus2638]

I love getting notifications abt family drama on the internet

[@ashley.lynnnn1]

You need a memoir. I’d definitely like to hear about the racism.

[@Bloodmoon1212]

Just got back from marching band, great video to listen to! Edit: 19 likes? That's the most I've got ever! Edit 2: Omg mom!! I got 22 like for the first time!! 😁😁😁

[@dorkbait]

i used to be a percussionist back in my day

[@Bloodmoon1212]

@@dorkbait I am one!

[@Not.izuku.allmight]

I fell up the stairs as soon as i woke up to find that he posted!!!!

[@stan_lucas_4e__0.o_]

8:39 girl I'm genuinely so sorry :( that literally makes me cry I'm so sorry 💔💔

[@GemGames3]

My Dad has had four marriages and one relationship, the creepiest thing he did when I was nine-ten when he was in the relationship (that didn't result in marriage) was when he came into my room, leant over me while I was sleeping in bed at night (he didn't touch me) and whispered/talked right next to my ear about how much he loved his girlfriend, how he loved her so much and how he was sad that I didn't like her (I sensed even as a kid something was off about her and I never liked coming to her place) and he wouldn't let me go to sleep until I 'affirmed' that I would be better. He left her months later after she pulled a k*ife on him and I was so fcking happy.

[@marar17]

YAY HE POST

[@gooberV2]

i prefer saturday at noon, im not as busy on saturdays and when i go back to school it ends at 305 and i wanna be here as soon as it drops

[@Cream_puff12]

Wow under 15! Minutes finally I am early! Oh and also you should get a sign that says ‘That is a story for a nether time’

[@burrit01]

getting distracted by the books in the background. You have the book Legend and that is one of my favorite series. Also Divergent and ACOTAR :]

[@moldy_orange.peel7]

u should do saturday at nooon during summer, and fridays at 3 during like school time bc most ppl in school get off at around 3 so it owuld be nice to get home from school and be greeted by a jesse video!

[@Goofygoober10188]

These video’s helped me realize a lot about my childhood and even right now and they helped me cope with a lot of trauma and realizing that I’m transgender myself, thanks Jesse! 🏳️‍⚧️🫶

[@teardrop3152]

This is so sick, no one deserves this ! ! !

[@ezra-jacksimas9613]

Trigger warning: mentions of physical and emotional and physical abuse My dad would beat me with a leather belt. Like he'd force me to strip down to bare assed so he could whip me with the belt. Well it got to the point I'd cry and beg him not to hurt me and that I would be better and promise to do better. And one day I straight up started crawling away from him because I just wanted to get away from him and he swung anyways and hit me clean across the thigh. He left a massive bruise and made me promise not to say anything about it at the doctors office and that he'd take me to get ice cream and burger king if I was good. This was a regular thing for me. I recently got back into contact with my mother because she's clean and sober (doesn't even smoke or drink anymore) and told her "He stopped hitting me when I got big enough to hit back" because I'd thrown him across my bedroom at 11 for slapping me and I watched her heart fucking break. She was out of my life for 19 years, and hearing what I went through after she abandoned me for the second time ishekping with keeping her sober because it was because of her drug use that I was in that position to begin with and she doesn't ever want to be that person again. She and I are very slowly working things out but she at least had the balls to admit to her shit when my own father pretends I'm over exaggerating shit and that none of it actually happened. Idk my life is weird as fuck right now.

[@LeeEisPrettyStrange]

Love and peace and healing❤❤❤

[@flintsooothecool1]

yay I love learning about you and your history

[@mystoxxiide9043]

looks like this is back in the house - i don't want to pry but are you back to living with your friend again? did the mom situation get handled? either way happy to see you releasing stuff again 💖 hope you're well man!

[@Litterally_zeppo]

Wake up babe jesse posted

[@QuietGirl26]

I left my last video the second i saw this! My step-dad raised me since i was two and he had done really inappropriate sh** to me as a kid.

[@Anime_loveeeeer]

My family trauma ended with me in a grippy socks hospital and I dont think was to bad compared to you yours ur very strong hope ur doing better now🖤

[@rainbowoflight]

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 This made me think of things I forgot Thanks for sharing please share more

[@420Xing]

I feel you about being scared of your dad coming home from traveling. My dad travels a lot for work and hasn’t really lived with us in years. My parents weren’t totally shit, they weren’t always bad. But that’s not to say that they weren’t abusive, both of them have really bad traumas they never faced at all. So they carried those into their family. They started to get really really aggressive and mad easily, my mom would yell and throw shit if she wasn’t happy (ex. Me not tying the sled right to our snow machine causing us to lose said sled in middle of the road) and whenever I didn’t listen or didn’t do good she’d threaten to call my dad and have him pick me up to go live with him. She said almost every time ‘if you can’t do anything right here I’ll send you to your dads to work the whole summer so he can beat some sense into you with work’ Like you I got terrified hearing that he’ll come home cause that means he’s either just visiting or I did something wrong. To this day I’m still scared of him even with him getting a little bit better with his emotions. I’m terrified of messing up in front of him cause that’s all I did as a kid, and all he’d do is get upset and angry with me.

[@AllyEmenaker]

Time to put everything aside to watch this video

[@sodacanimations]

Realest

[@HarmonyTheKit]

I prefer Fridays at three bc it’s right at the end of the school week

[@Nico124-j7m]

Fr

[@Shaderdiceblock]

I’m watching this because I saw part 2 came out a couple minutes ago I didn’t watch it because I was in Florida LOL 😂 (I love the videos)

[@Thedarkhood9]

This is my 10 time listening to this.

[@Kuromi_1-1]

Frrrrr

[@GingerEl43]

11:48 why did he say magazines like that 😭 im cackling bro

[@LILLYPOOS]

ive been waiting for this story, i don;t support what he did to you but I've been waiting for the story since you said you'd tell us last time

[@LILLYPOOS]

also do you have a nose ring?

[@UNW1ND_D0RK]

My dads kinda like this too, he likes to grab my thighs in the car, make sexual jokes around me, show inappropriate things(he showed me a dolphin humping a woman recently) and agreed I was hot before. It’s weird because I’m super close with him but I know this is wrong, he didn’t use to do this but I remember I was 5, and I was used to walking around shirtless, because my parents didn’t care, I didn’t have anything. When I was maybe 9, my mom and dad said I couldn’t do it anymore because I was “developing”. I was flat and still am. They sexualized a 9 yr old. Wowzers. I’m sorry this is what you’ve experienced, I hope things get better

[@0rca975]

Love ur channel!!

[@MmmmBroogln]

Under 2730286403374672 hour squad!!!!🎉

[@Mamis.Brutality]

real

[@SilentMoonDrops-kg4lm]

SLAY MY KING

[@CRITICALINSANESTUNTER]

Saturday morning at 10 a.m. in the morning

[@dorkbait]

like morning cartoons~

[@CRITICALINSANESTUNTER]

@@dorkbait agreed

[@Catrocket0]

I’ve never clicked faster in my life lmao 😂

[@Szmelc]

We missed youu❤

[@Supporterofall]

You’ve lived enough trauma in a childhood that some never feel in a life time , I hope you experience no more

[@-Kait-]

yay story time!!

[@rott1ng_corpse]

It’s always a good day when you post :D

[@zippyzippad]

As interesting as these stories are, it makes me absolutely sick all the bullshit you had been put through. Wishing you the best

[@EmBuds]

finaly i have been waiting for thease videos

[@SarahMaddox-e4o]

Only 2hrs late, better than a month late