My daily schizophrenic life

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[@danieladorsey]

I absolutely adore your smile, you're an amazing human being :)

[@Coffeeisnecessarynowpepper]

Is he?

[@Ihaveschizophrenia1]

Thank you, and yes I sleep during the day. Uh I think it has a negative effect because I never get to see my parents.

[@staceyshpaner4189]

OMG you're so adorable and smart and I love your quotes!

[@Coffeeisnecessarynowpepper]

I know

[@michellechantal8944]

You could still do modelling?

[@TheDKstackers19]

Don't worry about your hair your beautiful.

[@jobeydley973]

TheDKstackers19 you're

[@DocBerends]

Thank you for reaching out and sharing your story. That takes courage. I hope you know how much it helps.

[@Coffeeisnecessarynowpepper]

How much does it help

[@jessg5792]

I can tell so many thoughts run through your head.. You pause a lot, & change subjects

[@lance11zenithoftheparamoun80]

Jessica Galvan Thanks for your in put, I need a date, I'm schizophrenic and I'm really good looking also. If you give me a good message you can be my temporary friend. Thank you.

[@jessg5792]

Lance Perry what in the world lmao

[@CaptchaNeon]

If smoking helps you, have at it. I hate it when people become overly judgmental over what people do especially when it makes them feel comfortable.

[@r4h4al]

What reason does smoking help?

[@CaptchaNeon]

Michael Brock Some people are soothed by it physically and mentally.

[@r4h4al]

@@CaptchaNeon I know but it's poison which I think outweighs the pro.

[@thefuzzygh0ster652]

Yea... don’t encourage smoking. It’s something that slowly kills you basically. It’s addicting so yea it’s hard to stop but just because it’s hard doesn’t mean it’s a good thing

[@sabrinalow6057]

People should stop putting him down it's not fair. If u have Neva lived or known a schiz back of

[@benturner4045]

I have suffered from schizophrenia for fourteen years your life sounds just like mine i stopped hearing and seeing things after a while and i really appreciate your struggle with going outside trust me things will eventually get better for you and you will be able to start going outside again i cant believe how coherent you are and your hair isnt fucked you aint seen mine

[@ilovetech4594]

Me too I'm exactly like him I stay awake for a long time and stay on my iPad until I go to sleep .i can't go outside my house . I freak out

[@youtubecommentposter5704]

You're very inspirational. I love your videos.

[@madisonstark2378]

I know I commented on your other video, but I really hate the rude comments on here saying that you're faking it. Anyways, you said you wanted to help people, and I need some. I'm severely depressed, I've attempted suicide 3 times, and I'm still debating on whether or not to try again. I just need someone who wants to help, and wants to be there for me.

[@keaginschroeder6310]

You doing okay now?

[@Michaelschizophernic]

Still thinking about it?

[@Ihaveschizophrenia1]

I started smoking because I was dumb and all the people I hungout with at the time smoked, so I picked it up.

[@two341]

You are so smart. I love what you're saying! Thank you for sharing

[@flowerpott26]

I love your videos so much they make me cry. please don't stop you help me and a lot of other I know it

[@desotapop]

“It’s really hard to come up with stuff because I don’t remember a lot of it.” Ugh, tell me about it. Half the time I don’t think I’m even paying attention.

[@Butterflyyyify]

I really like how you can talk about stuff so openly and how you stay positive about life despite your ilness.You come up with really good topics for your videos so please keep on posting.And I don't think it's offensive that you smoke in your videos,I mean the people who watch them aren't those type of people that would be bothered by that.

[@r4h4al]

I am schizophrenic as well it's so hard to run a day to day life, it gets so much worse in winter, I think in winter I can't even go out it's that bad, and because of the Schiz I get anxious a lot of the time and I have autism to deal with too.

[@powerstation0872]

I noticed you light up a cigarette at the beginning of almost every video. I like it.

[@lance11zenithoftheparamoun80]

DrizzlyEarth Cool, I agree.

[@Shesoaggy]

Voice like Cyr.

[@serenaally]

this fucks me up on an emotional level

[@francisw8465]

Joseph Stalin he looks like him a bit as well

[@mcarlo8663]

All the best to you!

[@NadineMarie76]

You are brave for sharing your story.. thank you

[@RaquelMedinaZapata]

This is my second video of watching your videos and ever since the first one I can't stop crying, mostly tears joy for you and tears of sadness for me because you are brave enough to post these and get out of your comfort zone. And it helps me to kind of get to how my father thinks as a schizophrenic. I know this may seem out of the norm but, may I have permission to draw you? I'm so inspired by you right now I just have an over flow of emotions. :)

[@Coffeeisnecessarynowpepper]

Are you still crying

[@jessicashaw863]

Honestly wish I could talk like you I can't even form a sentence w/ out sounding like an idiot

[@leewhite344]

Jessica Shaw I'm the same. I have a literature degree and should be a writer or whatever, but 99% of the time I can't even comment on things I like on KZbin because I feel like the words are never good enough, they contradict something I've already said, or just seem plain rude or pathetic. It sucks. These videos inspire so much hope though. He must be overcoming some awful emotions even just making this video. For me, I'd just end up getting too frustrated after 5 mins trying to explain or would be too busy criticizing my teeth or whatever. Ah we humans can be such fragile creatures

[@jessieclarie773]

Thanks for sharing these video's. The reason why I started searching for information about this illness is because a relative of mine (close to me- has it in a very severe way.I wanted to know about it and try to understand those people, your video's help me lots with it. Thanks so much, I'm very interested in the stories those people have.

[@Coffeeisnecessarynowpepper]

Does your relatives till have

[@ymcaking8518]

He cutie but ya I know how it feel brother cause I got schizophrenia

[@Michaelschizophernic]

You're my favorite KZbin creator. I started making videos because of you.

[@greenpants304]

youre really amazing...

[@TheShaaTing]

Im trying to come to grips if I have it or not, I'm a bit scared to go and get diagnosed, one thing do them voices speak to you?

[@Bl00dBl055um]

I really enjoy watching your videos. :-)

[@sabrinalow6057]

Btw he helps people how many people do u know who r like that

[@Ihaveschizophrenia1]

Thank you!

[@MrSpacerocks]

this kids alright.

[@underthelemontree03]

Hey I have schizophrenia too same as u no hallucinations though just here and there I do see spirits,dark figures, well idk if that is hallucinations or not they probably are I will be uploading a video in a day or two explaining my illness to the world u really inspired me to do so just to see back of how bad I was or how I'm approving idk I hope the best for u I also don't have a job and have a bad sleeping habits too oh yeah I'm on disability so that helps hope u respond have an awesome day

[@shygirlnow2011]

***** well, I am not into your thing but I do know the original LSD testing was done on Harvard students, u know with Timothy Leary and they all went permanently psychotic. One of them is still at St. Elizabeths hospital in Washington, DC.

[@daniellemillhollen3766]

You have a nice smile. And your videos are really good lol (: 🎥🎥

[@spellgalen808]

I think that the dark figures and insanity we experience is the dark realm of reality. It is a verry scary place. Just don't be afraid. That is what I learned. Still, I do get some seriouse energetic kicks though. Also, my sleap cycel is to shit XD. Same here btw. Video games are my passion. Also been thinking about starting to skateboard as well.

[@ASMR-XI-ZUI]

u r a night owl! im a late sleeper. Usually go sleep around 2am and then wake up about 11am.

[@linapratt930]

thank you sir!

[@Buggsy-sy2of]

do you only hear voices or do you hear sounds as well. i hear alot of sounds but not to many voices and the voices only say one or two words

[@hri3599]

12 to 15 hours of gaming omg😱

[@emmaduprey3475]

Hi I'm doing a report on Schizophrenia. I was wondering if I could ask you a few questions. Thank you for posting videos like this so I can get first hand facts.

[@shygirlnow2011]

Read Peter Bregin's book TOXIC PSYCHIATRY. Read Susanna Kayzen's book GIRL INTERRUPTED.

[@XTINASXi]

you re handsome

[@minaabraxas3964]

I missed this :) ♡

[@robertkelly9254]

I have a schizophrenic brother and he is estranged. I gave him the Tupac cd All eyes on me. I regret giving him that CD as it was a bad choice of CDs to give him. He asked for it.

[@Laughing-Carly]

Are you a vampire? Going to bed at 10am 😂😂😂

[@khaustor45]

whats your summoner name:D

[@TiasAhlgreN]

Hey dude, i've subscribed to your channel. I really like that you're reaching out to people, and trying to help out with your life experiences here on KZbin. I study psychiatry and socialanthropology as a layman, and I always love it when I can listen to personal experiences from people with various psychological diagnoses. If you ever want to play some League of Legends games with me, let me know. Just hit me up here on KZbin, and i'll give you my LoL account name and whenever you're up for it we can play some games maybe? Cheers from Sweden! Keep fighting the good fight.

[@virra98]

haha, i've seen that episode of according to jim xp

[@ilovetech4594]

Me too

[@katherinemorrison1601]

thank you for vids...

[@mattagor2460]

Thank you

[@doncarlo9345]

u look like keanu reeve

[@sabrinalow6057]

Ur awesome

[@arator93]

When you was describing your day, I thought that there are a lot of "normal" people who have the same life as you)

[@pahvilaatikko2335]

Glad you like the Beatles And john lennon :)

[@Ozzyyyyyy95]

IhaveSchizophrenia1 when you watch tv or play video games do you feel like your whole life or conscious state is IN the tv? like youre no longer a part of your body or the physical world. that youre IN your computer, tv, game, cell phone etc etc? or when youre talking to someone you feel like what they are thinking affects your thoughts on a whole nother level? lol idk these are part of my delusions

[@RoninAvenger]

I always notice how fake everything on tv and movies look. It's like i'm watching it on the studio set, and it all just looks really fake..

[@RoninAvenger]

***** Probably realization of how bullshit it is and how unnatural it all is for a human

[@rakesh3136]

Germany here, love your videos (2nd so far lol ).

[@dickmcsneezms3137]

You're stupid!

[@dickmcsneezms3137]

Stupid Jeez all I did was say your name

[@dickmcsneezms3137]

Stupid

[@sandracorazon7280]

Rakesh are you saying this is his second video? cause this is his first one. appearantly he got his first one removed

[@elangelang9742]

Do you cut your own hair?

[@hollyburns1519]

Jean Dequila thanks for reading my comment he is so adorable isn't he...

[@davineharding7108]

I have schizophrenic to

[@iceshardz1]

Fuck I have a really big question to ask but I noticed this video is from 2013 if you read this for any reason I am a person who's struggled my entire life with coming to terms with myself and learning to move on in life because I'm constantly held back by voices and fears that don't exist, like how loud are these voices for you as a diagnosed scitso? For me personally it's not like holy shot I hear someone talking but it's more so the voices in my conscious either bash me down or detour me from simple tasks by making them feel heavier or not worth doing and then later I regret it and feel lazy and stupid and it's a constant cycle, also as a kid I used to always picture a girl that would watch me or feel like I was being targeted by something that wasn't human and could almost put a face to the feeling of what I felt was watching me, as I got older the visuals of her went away though and now I only feel as I am being watched or targeted when I am alone, at night or very depressed/anxious, it's just very unnerving and hard to feel comfortable in certain situations, would you know if these are any kinds of signs of scitsophrenia Because I am desperate at this point in my life I am 20 years old and very confused as to why I struggle so hard with thing others have no problems with I've been tested too and I'm not retarded in any way (I'm using the word scientifically not offensively) so it must be something mentally, I've looked into it and untreated scitsophrenia can make it very hard for a person to do things because they don't properly understand themselves and I've wanted to take my life because I don't know how to live it properly anymore my minds kicking my ass please respond or someone respond on what actions I should maybe take because I can't take not knowing how to function properly much longer every day feels like a im running from something while wasting time but while I am running I feel safe. Fuck please help this isn't a joke.

[@fayeblue7945]

iceshardz1 everything will be okay but knowing that something is wrong is a start. Maybe you can talk to someone you trust and go in for a mental health screening . Good luck

[@ASMR-XI-ZUI]

this is a cool life

[@5150Rockstar]

Don’t let this define your life

[@mrhappytroll]

LEAGUE OF LEGENDS LIFE

[@uzumakikamikaze1654]

What about Paul? :3

[@larisalawhead]

keep on posting please.

[@AnabelPena15]

Hi. What medications do you take? If any

[@Elorfanatomusic]

i take invega paliperidone

[@AnabelPena15]

+Ramon Rivera vazquez how are they helping? Are they better than anything you took in the past?

[@Elorfanatomusic]

+Anabel Pena yes it the injection last a moth i feel normal whit the medication

[@AnabelPena15]

+Ramon Rivera vazquez okay thank you cause my little brother was diagnosed so I'm doing my research regarding medications cause I know many antipsychotics can have terrible side effects

[@Elorfanatomusic]

+Anabel Pena yes for the one i am taking you can gain weight

[@cludiaaraseli8972]

You should be a gamer

[@georgejohnson3355]

You must have been having a really good day? You didn't seem to be having any hallucinations, you were completing most of your thoughts, and you were actually following stuff on TV (which on one of your other videos you said you never watch TV because you can't follow it).

[@jean2479]

+George Johnson No two schizophrenics are alike and just because he isn't climbing the walls and pulling his hair out does not mean he isn't Sz. Maybe you should do some research. Some schizophrenics do not hallucinate. That's actually a fact. And he said he has disorganized sz also which is probably why he said he never watches TV because he can't follow it, but then there he is, appears to be watching TV. This is a very cruel and heartbreaking disease for the afflicted person and maybe even more so for the parents because they see their son or daughter disappearing right in front of them!

[@uzumakikamikaze1654]

Paul Mccartney I mean :3

[@ASMR-XI-ZUI]

what game do you play. i play a lot of poker. so u r a night owl.

[@ehsteve7]

Why are you nocturnal?

[@mary-rd9zj]

lol hes cute

[@NadineMarie76]

I always wanted to do a video diary but I am chicken shit

[@hollyburns1519]

Hi my name is Holly and I have watch a couple of ur videos and I just want to start off with FUCK ALL THE HATERS 😂!!! I say keep on doing what your doing if that's what u want. I am a 32 year old mother of a 13yr old that is friends with a guy with this mental illness and I was with a man for 10 years with several mental health issues and I am not going to lie it was very difficult to deal with it but I did because I love him still and always will. We split up a year ago but still have a great friendship. I do worry about my daughter though cause anything could happen and her friend could hurt her and not even know it or mean to. He just had his first episode about a year ago and he is so sweet but I don't know if he even know how bad his can get yet... But I wanted to tell u that u are helping alot of people and ur self as well by being able to vent and I am going to b keeping up with all ur videos.. Do u gave a Facebook account?

[@jean2479]

+Holly Burns Hi, I just love this kid! I'm 58 and have a paranoid Sz son, which is just devastating for me! I've just recently started watching these videos and trying to read as many of the comments as I can. Who's hating on him?? And who says he's faking? They're ass holes! This illness, this disease is not a joke! Grrrr!!!!

[@larisalawhead]

I tried making a video under a different name, it was 17 minutes long, and youtube rejected it because of the length. I'll try again later.

[@Elorfanatomusic]

do you work???

[@NailLoverNr1]

Can i add you on League of Legends? Are you on EUW? It would be fun. I am a girl with aspergers syndrome. And i know what its like to hallucinate. And yes, i will change my youtube name, its terrible :P my name is Josefine and im from sweden.

[@roberthughes6919]

You are an interesting person

[@garnyan]

There is no such thing as Normal,,,,,,,,,,,,, MI can happen to anyone

[@marianaprzs]

i play league of legens too

[@saily99]

i love league of legends too :D

[@NPC-fb7xh]

Oh do you now

[@javierjulian5869]

that shirts tight

[@c.e.brenkman9384]

I don't believe the so called fact that hearing voices are hallucinations. I think more about intergalactic telepathy. What's your opinion about this?

[@nnsmith8927]

yes psychosis dos not exzits

[@nnsmith8927]

+El “ChicoSopa” Sopa Cartoons no i do not troll pschiciatrist wanna give me anti psycotics cause i believe in god and hear voices and speak with angels and demons cause i see past lives other dimensions and have visions all my life i worry about those brain washed kids ans people telling them there is something wrong with them have you ever see a normal sha man or with or wizard mental illnesses are invented by humans with the devils help to disconnect us from god and the truth there is something out there aliens and gods

[@nnsmith8927]

yeah cosmic calls from the heaven but now the some how are capeble to mak noises and voices in youre head and from cell phones and umts my voices were dark and horror like when i quited with drugs it stated to get positif and seeeing energie and wat i call divine smoke or heavenly fapor like mist at night i see more energie and lots of light distortions i think that some energies i see are souls the blue firey energie thingies seeen angels and demons but thats just us being good or bad its all energie love life and the horrors of the fles sin fear and distruction or love life and light and thats what the psychiatrist wanna cut of the connection with cosmos and god

[@midnight_6373]

Voices are auditory hallucinations.

[@ninarenton5000]

@@midnight_6373 exactly what i was going to say lmao you are right, I suffer from them , it's debilitating . Anyway they are hallucinations

[@ArtsChannel487]

you are really handsome

[@sergiosanchez-fe7eg]

u know smokes give u temp depression

[@Ihaveschizophrenia1]

I am :)

[@mekonggiantcatfish202]

He's 16 here

[@hmmneghhhunacceptable1077]

Mekong Giant catfish He's like 20 here.

[@tummasmohr7160]

League of Legends keeps you sane? Interesting considering the community.

[@SJ23982398]

maybe schizophrenia means you got another conscious entity in your head, and it is pissed that you are taking up all that space!

[@midnight_6373]

Schizophrenia is a mental illness that make you have hallucinations and hear voices in your head until you don't know what is real anymore.

[@powerstation0872]

You're both right and wrong. Schizophrenia, put simply, is an illness which makes the sufferer lose touch with reality.

[@midnight_6373]

DrizzlyEarth Yeah basically. :3

[@Psychotic_Kitty]

no one can be sure that what schizophrenics hear and see isn't actually there. Maybe they have more advanced minds that can see and hear things that us "normal" people can't.

[@midnight_6373]

***** I see demons in my room and hear a voice that tells me to hurt people.

[@westonbloom6391]

You are cute

[@jessicashaw863]

You barely have any word salad.

[@soundvector1]

Jessica come visit my channel it's about that culture, and i can give you real self improvement for speaking in the future i'm moving a structured channel of the lifestyle we all audibles live by. :)

[@Senseislaughterhouse]

If you ever need someone to play league of legends with my user name is Squirtlesquadrnt :) hang in there buddy i know it can be hard at times.

[@dajuanfanning4591]

wtf

[@lookitspablo]

Hey man Ive been watching your vids and stay strong man. Add me on league of legends my names Lookitspablo

[@2m7b5]

Don't watch it.