Going into detail with my schizophrenia

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[@Ihaveschizophrenia1]

Basically I was pretty mad to be honest because I was bullied all my life and then I get diagnosed with a really really bad illness that I have to deal with all my life. But it's okay. :D

[@senemozakin]

Im not studying psychology but i have a big interest in mental disorders. I love watching your videos and they are very usefull.. Thank you for sharing your experiences :)

[@saracobain4902]

omg me too , I was thinking I'm the only one watching these videos, n was wondering what am I doing haha I'm reading Freud ''psychanalyse'' in french and I enjoy it , I think it's pretty interesting :)

[@deaconblues_]

You seem like a cool guy. Talking openly about this probably helps a lot man, keep making videos and stay strong! (Also your ears are fine)

[@timhallas4275]

Elitist Trash: You are the only reason he is doing this.. "I have always depended on the kindness of strangers." His real illness is his addiction to sympathy.

[@Pricelessjourneys]

I was bullied a lot too and in high school I did have some symptoms of schizophrenia but not enough. I have asperger's and now have a son with nonverbal autism. I homeschool for this reason.

[@ninarenton5000]

Such a handsome man !

[@aaliyahetc.6687]

Not the point....smh

[@ninarenton5000]

@@aaliyahetc.6687 no shit LMAO!!! Am I not allowed to give a compliment, I have schizophrenia so I know all about it , and I like to listen to other people stories.... So I know that's not the point

[@akfunnyguy]

quite the difference from 10 views to almost 30,000! Keep making your videos

[@hannahpham4531]

I'm schizoaffective and your videos make me gratious that you exist and it made me feel better. Thanks.

[@emilyschwarz393]

omg i love you ! its so amazing how you try so much to remember things and how you fight schizophrenia and everything .. ♥

[@laneyisakoolkow]

You are the most amazing person I have ever seen :) your story is amazing and how you deal with this :D you're perfect

[@Beautycomesfromwithin]

I know how it was like to be bullied. I was bullied by teachers and the children. Also, the teacher didn't do anything about it. There is nothing wrong about your appearance. You are a strong person and I don't know how it's like to have schizophrenia but I have come across people who have the condition. Thank you for the video and i'm glad that your not experiencing any hallucinations. Take care :)

[@sienagyure539]

love your hair & your videos! they're very interesting.

[@stevebolt2093]

For a person with Schizophrenia you appear to be doing very well to others I've seen. Keep moving forward and be well!

[@timhallas4275]

Steve Bolt: It seems that way for a reason. He's faking.

[@jolantainese2]

Tim Hallas you are an absolute idiot, fucking shame on you

[@therisataylor7149]

@@jolantainese2 he's just jealous.

[@Paper88Moon]

you're videos are really interesting, thanks for sharing!

[@psychogerry6267]

Thanks for sharing this! Really interesting and useful, also brave!

[@shelbymiller1769]

idk man id say your pretty gangster. your dealing with it great man. love you

[@tiffann6489]

Kids are always mean in elementary school and 6th-8th grade I think girls are worse...I hope my son will love me at your age,he is almostt 11 and my husband left me and took him because he had money, thats why I am in college and almost done. I want him back and as of now he wants me back but Im sucking at other things in life,Im doing well in college,thats it.

[@lilolalalillithalux]

did your family treat you like overprotecting you? how did they treat you (I mean like their demeanor towards you) back then when you were diagnosed, and how do they treat you now?

[@LivingDead53]

They tortured me growing up. The worst part was when my older relatives told me it was going to get better, so I should have faith. Well, it didn't get better. I should have stood up for myself. I was stalked and destroyed by the usual tricks, as I was stuck in a rat cage.

[@azereth28]

Your ears are gorgeous!

[@marisela4919]

yea keep making videos!!! one question how did u feel when they said u were schizophrenic?? how did u come to accept that?? i mean wat did it all really mean to u??

[@Laughing-Carly]

I had four great uncles and two great grandparents with schizophrenia,I never got to meet them though but I heard stories about them

[@mr.wigster8326]

How you feel about the chick from the ring is the same for me but with the chick from the exorcist, I saw that movie from a young age.. Maybe 8 years old, I'm 18 now and I still get extremely nervous at night if I go down stairs for a smoke or to get a drink, I still rush upstairs because I get overwhelmed with fear and paranoia that she is lurking about.

[@sjay9398]

I hope his paranoia delusions and agoraphobia chills a little bit because it stinks to think about this beautiful creature is cooped up in a house all the time. He has so much potential and is incredibly smart.

[@mikepowell9266]

There was one film I've seen from which my current audio hallucinations came from and that was "Wolf Creek". I won't tell you about the film other than it showed graphic scenes of torture. It scared the s*** out of me at the time and up to this current day the voices still threaten me with torture. They seem to thrive on fear, I don't know if you have noticed that with your delusions and hallucinations?

[@buddyparrish4356]

Man I have schziophrenia/ptsd symptoms from bullying aswell. I wonder why parents dont get there kids ready for how to deal with it.

[@1936sandy]

I have a question, I think i might have early symptoms of schizophrenia, I wanna know what I'm preparing for lol because I'm scared. Both my bio mom and dad are schizophrenic. My dad is schizophrenic n my bio mom is schizo effective, so I feel I may be getting it because I have been Trippin n not feelin right n I know all about schizophrenia n I have a lot of the symptoms n even with bad hygiene too, I will take a shower then all of a sudden like 5 days have past n I forget n I think about it again n say oh shit I forgot to take a shower or brush my teeth, so I wanted to know what you see?

[@kaylanicole8747]

You're adorable :3 Don't let anyone treat you badly

[@JaeMonroeVocalist]

Hi, your videos have been very helpful for me to understand this younger man I'm madly in love with. He's 31 and has Schizophrenia. We message every day, talk on the phone, and skype. One night recently he seemed fine then suddenly he said he heard people yelling at him and he got so scared he hid in the bathroom in the dark. He kept messaging me while he was going through this and I just tried to be there for him and to talk him down y'know? You actually look a lot like him, and the things you say are very similar to what he says from time to time. He also is a victim of traumatic childhood abuse. I want to be with him regardless of his Schizophrenia but I just want to know what more I can do to understand him & his pain so I can help him through it. He tells me he loves me and wants to be with me but he's afraid of leaving his ex girlfriend who doesn't even know he has a mental illness. I have anxiety, ptsd, and panic attacks. I've been in therapy for over 15 years. He doesn't want to go, thinks he can handle it himself. Any advice you could give me will be greatly appreciated because I really love this man and don't wanna lose him. If I understood more what it's like for people like you to be in a serious relationship that would be great. Thanks so much!!!!

[@KrissyMeow]

...he's living and is scared of getting away from his ex? Red flag girl. Just saying. A pretty big red flag at that.

[@JaeMonroeVocalist]

Krissy Tokyo Thanks Krissy. Yes a very big red flag that's for sure but I've been pushing him to break out on his own. Not necessarily to live with me although I would like that but more for him to feel more independent and it's working. He's been saving money and is looking to get his own apartment. Still....his illness does impede him from taking chances as his paranoia is pretty bad. I have hope that he will be able to cut the "umbilical" and get out on his own. If he doesn't I really have nothing to lose....except him. And I can live with that. Thanks again.

[@bradymchugh9318]

Cool videos bro

[@Ihaveschizophrenia1]

Thanks :)

[@geoffshred]

I'm helping a close friend who has (strongly) schizophrenic symptoms - its PTSD based. Dude, I know from her it can be damn hard at times. I think the bully thing is one of several strong causations - I listened to Dr. Peter Breggins on youtube - #4 of 5 - he thinks 'tear in family fabric' - and I extend - that the cure for this can be had in cultivating strong interpersonal bonds - as a baseline healing - from which deep transformation can spring. I'm deeply interested.

[@2m7b5]

When you hallucinate are you ever aware that they're hallucinations, or do they seem real at the time?

[@robertorenteria9914]

Do you have any sleeping problems or have strange dreams that involve death on a regular basis?

[@Ihaveschizophrenia1]

I don't feel like an outcast anymore. They treat me with medicine.

[@christinad112510]

hey(: ive been watching your videos and find you very interesting. id like to see more videos.

[@Buggsy-sy2of]

did your schizophrenia start out bad or did get worse and worse over a period of time?

[@aliyahsfaith]

You're amazing

[@pinkmoon831]

your hair looks awesome in this one lol cute XD

[@jemalynn]

Can u have conversations with the voices?

[@kylemichaelreaves]

I also was bullied because of my physical appearance. You are a handsome young man.

[@ilovetech4594]

Me too .it fucked me up really bad like him. People still make fun of me because I have vitiligo .i love talking to Jacob he is a really cool person

[@lolbears123]

Keep making videos, man

[@candicehughes4233]

I have schizophrenia too ..I've seen some weird things I can't explain lol one time I had sleep paralysis I saw a grey man, he was holding me down reciting a poem I kept praying to God to wake me up I knew I was asleep somehow ... He looked like he was made of static and he didn't have a face it lasted probably 2-3 minutes exactly which is a long time if you're in a realistic nightmare

[@akfunnyguy]

wow, now you are up to almost 10,000 views on this video! Way Cool Jacob.

[@ammymone]

It supposed to be about hygiene! (i have just started from the beginning - this story in videos is very interesting)

[@ASMR-XI-ZUI]

Any help on negative symptoms. No motivation and no drive. Just wanting to sleep. Wellbutrin any help or anything else.

[@thesmithjungle]

I'm on Wellbutrin and so far I can say that it does help to get by but nothing spactacular

[@aprilturner6375]

Autism can develop later on in life and there's no set intensity of autism, there's a spectrum which you could be high or low on. Schizophrenia could be associated with autism due to the withdrawn nature of the person. They won't really feel much emotion toward other people and have very withdrawn personalities.

[@r4h4al]

I've never heard of that before I'm autistic myself & always assumed you were born with the condition.

[@JP-vs9yq]

I see the girl from the ring at least 5 times every week & she will run towards me & it's super terrifying

[@chadgoertzen8862]

My long lost twin.

[@butterkupbrown4562]

A friend of mines little boy had to get his shots all at once and he received autism from that ...

[@mandygorjusstm4584]

Whete can we message you??

[@MetalicSlayer666]

im pretty sure if i had schizo that id see the grudge woman cause i used to be shit scared of her since i first watched the movie when i was like 10.I actualy still get some japanese styled nightmares with her on them XD.Fun times

[@shalacymanderson3042]

I like how you smoke in all your videos.. lol

[@shalacymanderson3042]

Yea.. That does suck.. I didn't mean it like that

[@soundvector1]

You would be defined as an Oral personality, on my channel. Might want to improve your standing.

[@shannonlacey5720]

+Sound Vector Freud?

[@davidmaldonado6988]

You should try electronic cigarettes. They're really not bad at all.

[@marisela4919]

i personally cant really come to fully accept that i have schizoaffective bipolar type i dont know why it just pisses me off too but i mean i do have a lot of ur similar symptoms so....yea haha..i fukin hate it!!!..anyway i love ur videos so far and im lookin forward to more ..oh yea did ur family seemed to outkast u because of ur illness??how did they treat u??

[@glambee07]

Stay strong :)

[@ember-brandt]

That hair, the eyes, the paranoid schizophrenia diagnosis -- _is this young Doug Rattmann in the '80's?_ Portal fandom, where you at?

[@PaypalBank]

I think your a good guy, just have bad luck I guess. Hope for the best!

[@Laughing-Carly]

I have autism and I was bullied as well

[@bradymchugh9318]

It all depends on you and what you wanna do in life

[@ChessCoachTrainer]

You are cool, yet wise, smart. We choose to see good or bad Hope or hopelessness, by the thoughts, from the heart we feel this. See the best life has, if but in your mind, a vision of a better life, better world; a choice is happiness. Stay strong, true friends will always stick around even if it seems they are not, or you think they abandon you. My motto= true friends, but never shut them out regardless of what happens life is too short to be bitter and petty. Enjoy this comedy "healthy-diet"

[@mihaelahatch831]

you should journal the episodes you have

[@sonnggify]

Holy fuck your phone vibration at somwhere 5:30 scared me - it rang while you were talking about fucking ghosts in a dark room...

[@FM-st4yn]

You are so cute ! Glad I found your channel

[@josephbraswell372]

Usually teachers don't do shit about it. Very rare if so. That's why I had a mouth towards teachers because certain students get bullied right in front of them and I just get pissy. I've also been into fights during middle and high school because I get tired of kids bullying the EC students mostly. Teachers always treated EC students like they're troublemakers. In high school, I got bullied once myself because I came out as gay and a guy got into my face yelling and I mugged his head to the school bus window and beat his ass. So I hate bullying even now but try not to be violent but it's difficult.

[@markdman579]

hang in there kid, people u don't know care about u doing well, my 16yr old son just had psych break and paranoid schizo now, on risperdol still not talkin much

[@foivoskaterina]

There is currently no physical or lab test that can absolutely diagnose schizophrenia

[@mezzometal]

Have you ever had a shizophrenic episode in front of a lot of people? Like in class or some place like that

[@scoutclapscheeks2203]

How do you make it fucking stop. What do I fucking do help me please please help

[@TheHaloreachjunkie]

Oh hell no /b/ i aint doin this.

[@Ihaveschizophrenia1]

Most of the time I think they're real.

[@nosaizekor8389]

IhaveSchizophrenia I sometimes have the same issue I do sometimes hear voices it is like I am bad sometimes I feel I am going into a pit I lose sleep

[@kelsiejohnson1450]

How old are you?

[@nickandreou7544]

You need to be careful with some of the feedback you're getting.. Some of it is positive, but you're getting some negative feedbacks that can manifest in your thoughts and occasionally it can be brought forward into your concious mind. No one can tell you what to do, or how to overcome these thought, but what's good is you have the ability to realise when your mind playing is playing with you. I think speaking about it, and making video of yourself when you're in a bad place could help you, you also have to look back on these videos and see how you can work with your problems. Just make sure you don't get any bad vibes from others, don't allow people in just because you're feeling alone, or looking for attention. I hope the voices get less and find your inner peace. Nick

[@dpettidendel23]

Hey man. Ive got psychosis. im not sure if thats the same. But if i could i would love to skype with you and talk to you about what i see and hear compared to you. Please and thank you. I have a lot of respect for you.

[@4TEiight48]

Ngl your ears look fine 👍

[@lordgold1]

ghosts to me are real but i have no schizophrenia but i can tell what you saw was no ghost though because its different and you would not see them though

[@Ozzyyyyyy95]

the only reason i think im god at times is because i see no disconnection between everything and anything. thoughts feelings physical objects dimensions. so when there is no seperation, why wouldnt ANY of us not be god? catch my drift?

[@Ozzyyyyyy95]

***** DMT usually does the trick for me

[@jibiji123]

break on through to the other side

[@jaroslavprucha9198]

This is due to lack of entropy in your mediocre, damaged brain... The thing is your lack of proper perception, not anything else.

[@jibiji123]

Jaroslav Nevim or, more likely, the DMT...

[@jaroslavprucha9198]

jibiji123 Which effectively decreases the entropy furthemore...

[@T3hTroll]

dat hair doh!

[@arminbrezovszky5118]

when is your birth day?

[@marlborored100s]

You're so good looking. Have you ever thought of being an actor?

[@Johnphilips1234]

Your earlobes are slightly on the larger side but there's certainly nothing laughable about them! They're perfectly fine!

[@Cherisagirl]

Sorry about my typing.

[@markmunro2290]

I have a Question do u laugh a lot?

[@RebelliousAngel29]

you are sooo handsome

[@kolbyfenn1370]

I'm in-love with you. *-*

[@pharaoh092]

Bullying is good for you it makes you a stronger person 👌 But your a cool kid 🙌🚀🚀💰💞🔭🚀😎🚀😜😜👈💰👈😍✌️😍✌️😂👌😍💃👾🎻🎼🎨🐽🐽🐯🐯🐼❓‼️❕‼️❕‼️🔜‼️❕🍛🍷🍻🍴🍻🍻🍻🍴🏄🍻🍻🍻🍻🍤🍺🏆🏆⚽️🎱⚽️⚽️⚽️⚽️

[@foivoskaterina]

Our hands have healing powers, this is why you did that with the plants and your hands....check on pranic healing...

[@timothycurnock9162]

You have normal ears. Kids can be naughty and I guess they had nothing to tease you about. Thanks for posting, I have schizophrenia too.

[@trazyliu]

LMAO I thought he didn't shower for weeks and got a really greasy hair haha

[@christyrenebich]

When do you realize they're hallucinations?

[@user-dr1ny4iz8j]

Im sorry i know this is off subject but ur cute ^^

[@tasostasoulis9683]

you give much attention to your halucinations and your thgouts just ignore it make like you dont care and dont give attention also don nt fear them also try to say from inside the jesus prayer lord jesus christ have mercy on me trhis is constant prayer and you can say it continiously within you and things will be better its like you tempted that time you see hallucinations just ignore them and things willl be better i did that and i am in better condition

[@JCTheKraut]

That guy asks really confusing and shitty questions. i know whats shizophrenia's like from smoking spice.. and sometimes after smoking alot of weed

[@Johnphilips1234]

Your hallucinations sound like what alcoholics go through when they're in the DTs... Scary shit!

[@Cherisagirl]

It's ok to. You are so cute your ears are nice. Cute you ate cute it's ok.

[@ChrisSebring]

I am really feeling that you have a ghost... I saw a difference in air in the shape of an upper body to the right of you.

[@mariidee2]

I saw the same in another video

[@nia.d3356]

or your both schizos... and kinda tbh seeing shit or imagining it :P

[@shalacymanderson3042]

sound vector wtf are you even talking about?!

[@justprice8039]

Yo what up my name Just I've been tryna reach you on facebook yeah just hit me up I really been enjoyin ya videos to man

[@jemalynn]

You're cute!

[@jaredjones8490]

i dare you to start praying to god for help with this, or praying to jesus christ. i have some type of psychosis and when i do sometimes it calms me down. it sounds stupid but just try it, cant hurt. just ask for peace, ask for him to help you feel at peace.

[@qxob2123]

AME- stfu

[@leonorirwin4405]

god is not gonna do anything lol

[@truewomanamerican7559]

jared jones can you be respectful and not push your ideas that seem ideal to you but not upon others offense

[@chollie427]

Jessica hes not forcing it he's just recommending it. Two very different things.

[@qxob2123]

jen god.. super religious people are more insane than someone who has schizophrenia.

[@chad4149]

sorry you were bullied