My drug addiction story - Weed and DXM

[@isabellajafar1108]

9:32 DUDE when you said you could feel what others were feeling I felt that so hard I think I experienced psychosis on dxm after dosing everyday for a while ngl

[@Bellaisburnt]

dudeee at 8:55 when you said you saw how the whole universe was created and felt intelligent af I felt that in my soul but you couldn't remember any of it when you were sober so you were just like well wtf I always felt connected to the universe on dxm so much trippy shit

[@Malocat]

Yoooo same😮‍💨…I’d have all these bright epiphanies & revelations but after I’d be out of touch with them.

[@Ballbustur]

You're a brave man for sharing this information. Major respect to you my dood

[@JamesKirkbride]

Thank you! I was worried about uploading this, so as soon as it uploaded, I went to sleep so I wouldn't delete it haha!

[@williambruce6099]

I sadly have been over using dxm for about 7 years now. Ever since I was 16 I tried it and loved it. Thank God for Robocough now so I don't have to pop those huge horse pills. I also drink heavily too. I'm really worried about my liver. It's starting to feel weird. I dose about 3-4 times a week. It mellows me out at this point. I don't trip or anything now. My tolerance is very high. I tried to stop but I start to go through psychosis and get really irritable and anxious. Ugh. I don't miss the triple c days.

[@momo_5193]

Hell yeah the pills are fire I put my best friend in them and he fell in luv

[@thecreativegamers53]

@@momo_5193 you're a terrible friend

[@Daniel_-_Mata-p8m]

I'm addicted to dxm too 😢

[@jasonpainter6165]

Awesome story bud

[@itsizzybitch19]

Love this new style of video man, just you talking , loving it keep going buddy. It's awesome that you feel comfortable enough to share something like this, i wish you all the best in your DXM recovery.

[@JamesKirkbride]

Aww thank you! I have many more planned :D

[@DRxDONNY]

Awesome story brotha, i was addicted to dxm for 6 years everyday. My life will never be the same.

[@legohead23432]

I feel you through this whole video I’ve been there and I’m only 16 I got dxm and acid and weed so I hope I can make it through life

[@percdout]

dumbass

[@TheseFourWalls]

We truly have so many similarities in our life stories. I really respect you for sharing these videos. It's thereaputic for you, and it helps others as well. Doing drugs made me enjoy my own company more than others... I was never very social, but I had a decent amount of friends. 13 years of addiction took so much from me, but the thing I miss the most is my inability to now feel comfortable around others... It sucks. So I totally understand that feeling. ✌😊

[@JamesKirkbride]

Aw thanks man! Comments like this encourage me to keep going and making more videos like this! I’m glad it helps in a way! I wasn’t sure if this would help people or trigger people haha. Yeah! I’m thinking of making an update video on drugs, because I’ve been going through a lot of shit recently with them and it’s changed my perspectives on things (for the better though which is good) Aw man, that’s what I miss the most too, is feeling comfortable around others! That’s what I need to work on right now!

[@TheseFourWalls]

@@JamesKirkbride Keep making videos. Stay connected to people virtually. That's what I'm trying to do. Lol, I figure it's a step toward eventually connecting with people in reality. ✌😊

[@JamesKirkbride]

Yeah definitely! You should make a Twitter or a social media account! I’d love to follow you and stay connected with you! I find you super interesting! I enjoyed your latest video too! 💜 I agree so much! Socialising virtually is actually an amazing thing too! One day we will both feel comfortable to step out in the real world haha

[@TheseFourWalls]

@@JamesKirkbride I have Instagram instagram.com/thesefourwalls82?r=nametag But I don't have Twitter yet. People keep telling me to get with the times. Lol.

[@JamesKirkbride]

Ooh nice man! I’ll follow you now!! Yeah get with the times man ;) haha, just kidding of course 💜

[@samann9]

You are an inspiration, James!

[@theangelproductions]

Glad you're posting again

[@JamesKirkbride]

Aw thank you :D

[@laurajacklin4760]

thank you for sharing. I've got horror stories because of that drug. it should be taken off the shelfs

[@nicholasborden1059]

Yeah me too bro, I started using DXM when I was in High school now I'm 29 still using it with weed too 🤦🏻‍♂️

[@wayweekend]

Really nice to listen to and i understand ur situation Keep making good story videos. :)

[@vroomy619]

dude I thought u were psyched substance for a second lol

[@444mviews9]

lilddonovandark me too i was excited

[@ni77y69]

fr

[@Adenty989]

I thought he was a young mac miller lol, R.I.P Mac miller

[@pain3100]

Loved your video brother we are all connected.

[@MrSammersELsoho]

Oh look Henrys come to see us.

[@JamesKirkbride]

SWSW is this a reference I don’t get? 😂

[@MrSammersELsoho]

You look like the main character in the Game Kingdom come deliverance and when you have hight Moral people always say that line when you are around i wasnt trying to offend you, you just look very similar😄

[@JamesKirkbride]

@@MrSammersELsoho haha no offence taken! At least you didn't say I look like gollum or sid the sloth like most people haha! :')

[@cocainedream610]

@@JamesKirkbride you look pretty cool to me :3

[@colbya5427]

lookin like mac miller

[@Thescrantondude]

Respect. But honestly for me weed helped me a lot though life & it shouldn't be taken like a poison which is not..

[@JamesKirkbride]

I agree! Because it's classed as a drug, people think it's dangerous and horrible!

[@isaacburrows8405]

I think it can be, some people just can't handle it. Same thing with alcohol even though it's waaaay more harmful.

[@dextromane8463]

same for me but with dxm

[@Thescrantondude]

@@JamesKirkbride exactly just dont abuse it, dont drive after just take it easy lol but even if its ont that dangerous doesn't mean it's the thing that everyone should take it's just a choice to make considering how you live and how much money you have ĺol ^^

[@MrSammersELsoho]

I feel the sameway about weed but its actually interesting weed helps me with my schizophrenia but its only after a couple weeks from stopping that i start to have episodes my psychiatrist told me canibus actually has anti psychotic effects so actually if i was in a Legal country id love to experiment with the special anti psychotic strains available in the US and Europe personally the anti psychotic Meds im on right now are great (Amisulpride) bar the weight gain and lowering of the sex drive erectile dysfunction which in a way has actually helped me i was addicted to sex which ruined many relationships im actually planning on doing a low dose of dxm because my first time i did way to much and people say they love it i just wanna try it out like 200mg syrup as they only sell syrup in Aus.

[@antivegan5881]

SWSW im thinking about doing dxm for the first time 300mg tomorrow

[@MrSammersELsoho]

Im thinking about doing it soon too 300mg is half a bottle for robitussin dry cough forte i hope its good kinder game changing i took 2 600mg bottles the first time it wasnt the worst but i really dont remember anything do me a favor bro if you do it before i do, Tell me if you enjoyed it please im really hopeing this is the Juice the holy grail hahaha.

[@isaacburrows8405]

@@MrSammersELsoho try to get pills if you can, the syrup can be harsh on your stomach. I would recommend doing it by yourself and listening to some good music. anywhere from 200-700 mg is a good first dose. Do it when you have the day after off because you're gonna be a little scrambled still. Also smoke weed with it, it helps boost the positive effect and blocks some of the uncomfortable sensations that can be part of it. #1 thing to remember is MAKE SURE THERES ONLY DXM IN IT other ingredients can make you super sick or even damage your organs or kill you at those doses. Happy tripping.

[@JamesKirkbride]

SWSW that’s awesome! I didn’t know weed could help schizophrenia, that’s amazing! Yeah I wish weed was legal here too, it would benefit so much where I live haha! Yeah DXM is amazing, I tried ecstasy recently thinking it was this huge deal drug, but nah, DXM can be mind blowing sometimes, just don’t abuse it like I did, when I first started using it, I took it everyday for 5 weeks haha! I read online it’s recommended to only trip out once or twice every two weeks, so be careful with it! That’s a shame, can you not look online to see if you can buy the pills anywhere? I get mine online haha

[@JamesKirkbride]

Isaac Burrows @SWSW Yeah, I agree with Isaac! I’d do a little more than 200! The problem with the syrup is it has a lot of sorbitol in it, it’s different for everyone, but for me it gave me the most intense liquid shits (sorry, too much info) and I could never trust a fart 😂 I never had this problem with the liquid pills though! Weed is amazing with it, it boosts the effects for the DXM and vise versa! Also the next day for me was awesome smoking weed again, I felt a lot higher than usual haha!

[@Cubes401]

Hey james howve you been man?

[@hugiromero5046]

respect man happy I did it research first I coulda rlly got hurt but much love from compton

[@Cubes401]

Listen brother, you can be as open as you want here! You dont need to feel judged in ANY aspect. We all love you, and you should love you too. We are all one whether we realize it or not! Its all a great big game

[@JamesKirkbride]

Aw thanks man! I’ve only just seen this comment! I’m starting to realise this shit now! Your comment makes so much sense, we really are all one (that always comes to my mind when I’m high from it, everything comes together and makes sense, into one big thing... I can’t explain it haha) life really is a big game, I’m literally sick of it now haha. Thanks for your comment man, this really made me smile, and because of you and this comment, I’m gonna start making more videos again! 💜

[@Cubes401]

Good to hear man! Happy tripping :)

[@JamesKirkbride]

Cubes hell yes! I did an update video on my DXM journey if you’re interested! It’s helped me realise shit about myself! It’s a positive video haha

[@Cubes401]

Ill check it out brother

[@JamesKirkbride]

Thanks bro 🖤

[@mayflowerwolves5444]

Is that also why you look so different from your profile picture and background picture with your video self?:0 You look younger in those pictures 😬 P.S : I hope I did not offend with this comment, I'm just curious 😋 I also hope you're doing ok.

[@JamesKirkbride]

Mayflower Wolves that picture I used, I was 16-17, I’m 22 now hahaha! Nah you didn’t offend me at all 😛

[@mayflowerwolves5444]

@@JamesKirkbride Ahhhh you replied!!!😄 Doood we are the same age then!:0 Everyone looks older than me hahaha....but yea you did look younger in those old pictures and good-looking 😬 Man, we are getting old 😲 And glad you didn't😋 Welp, have a good rest of your day and as I said before, hope you're doing well or feel better! Peace out man!😜

[@andrewbringas4551]

DXM and weed is the best I did it last night