My Ectopic Pregnancy Story

[@revathiperla8843]

Just yesterday afternoon I had ectopic pregnancy surgery 😢, after 7 long years first ever time I got positive pregnancy and this happened just one week happiness turned into sadness 😢, I totally feel you dear , please heal yourself , definitely good news is coming soon, god bless you❤

[@rukayyaahmad4391]

I had my ectopic surgery last 2 weeks 😢 please where you able to conceive after yours?

[@marlene2354]

@@rukayyaahmad4391 I had an ectopic pregnancy in December 2011, 9 months after I had my first child. After my ectopic pregnancy, I had 3 more babies (boys).

[@diya15242]

@@rukayyaahmad4391One of my relative conceived healthy baby after her ectopic surgery.

[@angiec7362]

Oh Jade, I am so sorry for your loss. I have also had a miscarriage and am glad that people now talk about it more openly so women can find healing through other's stories when the worst happens. Best wishes and hugs 💕

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you!! I'm sorry for your loss as well ❤

[@ebnovels]

Aw, all the baby dust your way Jade. I know we talk about this privately, but still, I think it’s amazing that you made this for both yourself and the other people out there who will learn and relate 💕 Also, leave it to doggies to not read the room 🐶

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you friend! I so appreciate you being there for me during this rough time. and omg yes, toby was NOT reading the room hahahah

[@BedtimeBookworm]

I honestly wasn't expecting the outpouring of love and support I've received on this video since yesterday. Thank you all so much for your kind words and most of all for just listening to my story. You guys are awesome 💕💕

[@lizf1353]

Currently in exactly the same situation first was 63, next 91, 143, then this last was 4 days instead of 2 and 590.... we are waiting for ultrasound at 6wk and terrified... ivf is drained us completely and we can't loose her tube that would be devastating 😢

[@josefinenytofte5814]

I'm recovering from ectopic surgery now. My surgery was on the 7 week mark, the day before Christmas. I feel so lonely in my experience but videos like yours help. Thank you.

[@JessieMaeBooks]

❤️❤️ this was incredibly strong of you to share your story. I’m so sorry. I’m praying for you and your family! Sending you alllll the baby dust!!!!!

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you friend! ❤

[@CarolMarieReads]

I don’t comment often, just lurk and like lol. I’m sorry you had to go through this. Sending you good healing vibes and hope for the future!

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you!! ❤❤ And lurking is totally fine hahaha

[@shatirawalker2260]

I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I know exactly how you feel because I just had an ectopic pregnancy removal on April 5th. This was the worst day of my life. I have watched a lot of videos regarding ectopic pregnancy and the removal of 1 tube. It scares me because I want to give my 7 year old daughter a little sister or brother.. and now I’m worried about my fertility. I have been praying, taking my vitamins, and eating healthy since then. I still cry about my ectopic pregnancy. I don’t know how it happened honestly. I’m lost. I’m so happy I came across your video. It helped me to know that I am not alone. Love you girl. ✨💕

[@betchay12]

Currently experiencing this😭 my doctor treated my ectopic pregnancy like yours, expected management because my HCG turns 450 from 1400 in a span of 48hrs so my doc said we will wait and see after a week but now i’m having intense cramps . Thank you for posting this 🥺 You really helped my anxiety. Healing to us🙏🏻

[@estefanegomes9609]

Currently going through this! I cry soo much and end up hurting my throat 😔 Hope everyone worked out for you!

[@daniellamunoz8894]

I am so sorry! I don’t know you, and I’ve only seen your videos here on YT but I am deeply saddened by this as if you were a friend. No woman should suffer this. I am happy that you had so much family support for the good and the bad. Clump of cells my ass, I acknowledge your loss as you felt it, even if you knew it was doomed from almost the start.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you so much for your kind comment and support ❤ "clump of cells my ass" definitely made me laugh - you are so right!

[@daniellamunoz8894]

@@BedtimeBookwormI am glad you can find humor in this, you are very strong indeed 💪🏻 sending all the baby dust I can muster your way!

[@ericae936]

Thank you for sharing this. I am currently dealing with my recovery of my ectopic pregnancy. My ectopic pregnancy was bad requiring surgery. As you expressed your feeling, heart break and pain. I felt like I was there with you. I’m still a couch potato its hurtful to have this happen. I finally watched some videos about this to help me get through this emotionally. I’m sending you positive vibes and praying for you to have your rainbow 🌈

[@ToriMorrow]

The strength you have in sharing your story is absolutely incredible. I know words might seem meaningless right now, but I want to send you so much love and healing. Thank you for putting your story into the world ❤️❤️

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you Tori! It definitely wasn't easy to make this video but I hope it helps others out there ❤

[@HEMANEIL6142]

​@@BedtimeBookworm ur fallopian tubes were blocked ??,?

[@zahrahbarlas5853]

I suffered an ectopic pregnancy in feb this year which resulted in losing my right tube. 😢 all the love to you, you’re so strong. ❤️

[@jemimaip6332]

The same happened to me last year

[@ayandadlamini8905]

Thank you so much for sharing your story. I had surgery to remove an ectopic pregnancy a week ago and I can see echoes of my experience in yours. It’s good to feel that I am not alone.

[@TheLibraryofAllenxandria]

We don't know each other, but I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine what you went through and are still going through. My wife and I have yet to start trying for children, so I can't even begin to put myself in your shoes. Thank you so much for sharing this story with us, though, and for those who may be going through or have gone through something similar.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you Allen ❤

[@every987]

I'm so sorry jade. You havnt had the best luck this year. I hope things turn up for you soon. Thankyou for sharing your story

[@BedtimeBookworm]

I hope so too! Thank you for your kind comment and support ❤

[@aneweliseonlife]

Thank you for sharing! This is such a powerful story and I agree that stories like this help others. We should normalize these topics because it it normalizes it, and then allows more people to share and heal. You are amazing and thank you ❤️

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Yes, I want to help normalize talking about things like this because no one should have to go through pregnancy loss or infertility alone. So many women experience it and it can be so lonely if you don't talk about it. Thank you for your kind comment ❤

[@sophiecarbone4977]

Hope you heal well and sending lots of love

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you! ❤

[@SinderellaxD]

I'm so, so sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage back in June of 2018 (and then dealt with infertility for the next two years). I also had unexplained infertility. Ended up going into IVF, which we had success with. So much of your story resonates with me so much. The healing process is long and the road is hard, just know that you have support from lots of us, even the lurkers. I really enjoy your channel, thank you so much for sharing your story with us.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you for your comment and I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️ Thank you for your support, it means so much.

[@lianmyles9877]

I lost my baby from ectopic pregnancy as well as my right fallopian tube. It was the most traumatizing experience I've ever had in my life and that was in the middle of pandemic where they didn't allow visitor in the hospital so I was alone for 3 days. But i’m currently 5 weeks pregnant again after 17 months! After being told I might not conceive naturally anymore and should prepare myself for IVF. I just had an ultrasound last night and baby is there and my hcg is tripling up! Dont lose hope ladies! God Bless! 🥰

[@BedtimeBookworm]

I’m so sorry for your loss and trauma but I’m SO happy to hear about the new pregnancy! I just had my rainbow baby in Aug ❤️❤️❤️ never lose hope!

[@umelaila8049]

Lov you lady your words are my hope😭🫀

[@MrsLyds]

I wish women will speak up about their miscarriages instead of trying to keep it a secret among family and friends. It happens more than we think and unfortunately health care professionals are not there to advocate for us! I lost my baby as a result of being misdiagnosed of an ectopic pregnancy and I was given methotrexate. We need to stand up for urself and raise awareness!

[@elianalicheva]

Thank you for sharing all of that. I'm sorry for your loss and a lot of us dealing with fertility problems and treatment know how painful miscarriages and that long journey can be. This video will help women who go through the same feel support, so thank you again been so brave to share your story.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you for watching and leaving such a kind comment ❤❤❤

[@shaiannesharzaman2212]

I just want to give you a big hug. Stay strong and wishing you much success on your journey. ❤

[@dharlingp5164]

Sending you virtual hugs, praying for you, I myself just had ectopic pregnancy ended up removing one of my Fallopian tube and it’s just so unfair but I know everything has it’s reason, It’s only been a week since the surgery and as soon as I’m fully recovered I’d have to see a specialist to help me figure out what I can do to get pregnant again. God bless and your turn to be a mom will come in his time.

[@Yourmomhouse1147]

I am literally going through the same thing my prayers goes out to you ❤️

[@meganwalvoord1380]

Sending you guys so much love and support!

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you so much ❤❤

[@Wahida2backupaccount]

I just found out today I’m pregnant suffer from endometriosis but have symptom of ectopic pregnancy please pray for me and I pray for you to get pregnant be positive.

[@faith8488]

I hope you know how strong & inspiring you are. In November it will have been 9 years since I lost my son when I was 6 1/2 months pregnant with him. I had been going through chemo & radiation treatments when he was conceived & he had heart complications. I've never felt comfortable openly talking about it. I wish you the best. 💗

[@BedtimeBookworm]

I'm so sorry for your loss, that is such a heart breaking story. Thank you for sharing it with me ❤❤

[@lindybjork2712]

I'm so sorry. I'm glad making this video is helping you come to terms with it. I only recently started following your channel. I had a miscarriage last year, and while not ectopic, I had some of the same things as you, the really faint second line on the pregnancy test and my HCG not rising fast enough. I had a US at 7 weeks and they moved my due date back one whole week. Two weeks later, I had an emergency US and found out there was no heartbeat. We've been TTC for almost 3 years now and because of my age, who knows if things will work out. Anyway, thanks for your story. It helps to hear other people's stories.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Ugh I'm so sorry to hear about your loss, thank you for sharing your story. I wish you luck on your TTC journey and I hope you get your babies soon ❤

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[@jazminmolina5886]

I just found out my pregnancy was ectopic yesterday and had to get the methotrexate injections. I’m currently on bed rest. It’s definitely something I never thought would happen. And you do feel empty right after.thank you for sharing your experience .

[@shatirawalker2260]

Hey, I just had my surgery 2 weeks ago on April 5th. I know exactly what you are experiencing! I had to say a quick prayer for you because I remember sitting in bed crying wondering why did this happen to me... I just want you to know that everything will be okay and that you WILL bare more children! Don’t give up. ❤️✨ You’re not alone ✨

[@nisapeya5974]

When did u try after the mtx injection

[@nasteho6614]

We definitely aren't alone in this. Hopefully things turn for the better very soon along with all the baby dust.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you! ❤

[@MrDaryl12345]

I’m currently experiencing my 3rd ectopic . 1st one lost left tube . Last one was ruptured needing laparotomy n c section w 3 pints of internal bleeding suctioned out . This one I caught early enough to only require a laparoscopic surgery . Wishing you the best on your journey love 💕🌈

[@aleenajaved9560]

What signs n symptoms u were experiencing during 5th n 6th week when it was ectopic???

[@MrDaryl12345]

@@aleenajaved9560 i started bleeding and A throbbing pain on my left side . Once I started bleeding I knew something was wrong so headed to the er. It’s very important if you think you are experiencing one to go ASAP . I am extremely lucky to be alive from the 2nd one .

[@ThatsSoPoe]

❤️ I'm glad you were able to share your story as part of the healing process, and I hope this helps other women going through ectopic pregnancies. Very much wishing you guys the best in getting pregnant!

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thanks Shannon, I really appreciate all your support! ❤

[@laurag8180]

I’m going through this. Yesterday they gave me the injection and it’s been the worst day of my life. I still can’t believe this, but I still hope that one shot is enough, I don’t wanna go through that again😩😩

[@hopeortego]

Jade, thank you so much for sharing your story. I can't imagine how difficult and saddening this is. Thankful you have a supportive family to help you get through this. Believing in you and your fertility journey whenever you're ready to try again.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you Hope! ❤

[@joannatan1994]

I only found out @ 7 weeks that I’m having ectopic pregnancy. :( and have to get my right Fallopian tube removed. Cause it was ruptured. :( I hope you are feeling better! Your rainbow baby will find their way to you soon! ❤️

[@livigeorge2393]

My ectopic pregnancy experience was a lot like yours in that I was testing almost every day prior to my period so knew I was pregnant very early & caught it early on. I had no rupture, but was so confused when I started bleeding and the ER told me I lost it. Then I went to my follow up appointment where they told me my beta numbers were doubling, and that I most likely had a viable pregnancy. Then when they did the ultrasound and showed nothing, my heart shattered. My doctors actually never located my ectopic pregnancy. Therefore I had to get the shot, which I was okay with. It was such a weird, sad experience. I hope you & your husband have a healthy pregnancy in the future.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Ugh I'm so sorry you went through this as well. That sounds so confusing and such a rollercoaster of emotions. I'm glad you were able to avoid a rupture though, that would have definitely been worse. I'm actually currently 30 weeks pregnant with my rainbow baby! I hope you have a healthy pregnancy in the future as well ❤

[@livigeorge2393]

@@BedtimeBookworm after I posted this comment, I found a recent video & realized. Congratulations!! I’m also pregnant again 🥰 just turned 7 weeks.

[@dearwarrior3514]

I am so happy we were able to fight infertility naturally .. and for those people who keeps battling the same sending you love..

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you!

[@ICaughtTheSnitch26]

I'm so sorry. I've never had an ectopic but I have had two miscarriages. It messes you up for quite some time. I still think about those little babies that I lost. The pain is deep and (for me) it never went away, but I found ways to cope. It's ok to grieve for a loooong time - if it becomes overwhelming I highly suggest seeing someone to talk out those feelings with. Sending love ❤

[@rosiealma4276]

I'm sorry you went through this. My mother went through seven miscarriages before she had my brother and then, as in now, a lot of people who haven't gone through it are dismissive of how hard it is. Thoughts and best wishes for you and Jade.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you for sharing your experience and I'm so sorry for your losses. ❤ I know the pain and the dreams I had for that baby will never go away, but I too am finding ways to cope with the pain.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you Samantha ❤ I'm so sorry to hear about what your mom went through and I'm glad she has you and your brother now

[@janagoodlife8388]

I am so sorry for your loss! I went through a missed miscarriage and nothing can prepare you for the things you feel during a loss.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you ❤ I'm so sorry for your loss as well. What a heartbreaking thing to go through.

[@AngelaAnnette]

I’m going through an ectopic pregnancy and it’s my first time and I’m really scared. Because I’ve searched up what an ectopic pregnancy is and I’m having symptoms. I also have a daughter and she’s 5 years old, I just wanted to get pregnant so she could have a little brother/sister and so I could have another baby! But I loved your video! I just wanna know a lot of women’s stories about ectopic pregnancy, because it is very dangerous and scary to go through, especially if it’s your first time. But I loved your video, you explained a lot of details and I also cried when you got emotional. I wish you the best ! 💞❤️

[@BedtimeBookworm]

I'm so sorry you're going through this and for your loss. It's so difficult but you will get through it! There are a wide range of stories out there about ectopic pregnancies. I'm currently pregnant with a little boy! I hope you get your rainbow baby soon and can give your daughter the sibling you want! Good luck!

[@ReadingthePattern]

Jade, thank you for making this video, for your bravery in sharing such a painful story. Because infertility and pregnancy loss is such a lonely state of being. I am glad to hear it was not as bad as it could have been and you are able to try again. I will be sending all the baby wishes your way! As soon as I saw the title I had to click. So much of your story is very familiar to me, all that TTC language. I’m going to share a little of my story which has a painful beginning and middle and a happy end but feel free not to read if you’d rather not. I had also tried for a little over a year when I started seeing a RE and was diagnosed unexplained infertility. First, I opted to have surgery for a uterine septum he discovered (and which could have increased chance of miscarriage) which meant I had to take a short break from TTC. After, the RE recommended IUI, Clomid and an hcg trigger to time ovulation and miraculously I got pregnant the first round. At that point we had tried for 17 months. My first US at 7 weeks I learned I was having twins and we were shocked, thrilled, nervous. A week later I had a follow up US and learned we had lost one of them. It’s called vanishing twin and I wouldn’t have known it if I wasn’t being closely followed like you. But it was devastating and hearing you talk about your traumatic US was very familiar. I was terrified for at least half of that pregnancy but I continued to carry the remaining twin and he will be four in December. Most miraculously when we went to try again, I expected trouble and was at least fully prepared to do IUI again. But that time I got pregnant the first try (imagine my absolute shock) and my youngest son is 20 months. I know hearing of others losses and successes can be both helpful and painful so I hope it wasn’t the latter (if you read it). I found so much support from other women TTC online. I look forward to hearing happy news from you someday!!

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Wow, thank you for sharing your story Rebecca, it means a lot to me! IUI is definitely the next step my doctor recommends, but I'm hoping to ease into that. I'm hopeful we won't need it since I was able to get pregnant with just letrozole but I know it's the next step when we are ready to take it. I'm so glad your story had a happy ending (although losing one twin must have been devastating and scary) and that your second pregnancy was easier to conceive, something I've heard from others as well. Hopefully I will have better news to share soon as well. Thank you again for your kind comment and your support! ❤❤

[@ReadingthePattern]

@@BedtimeBookworm you sound like you are extremely well educated on all of your options and have a good support system which is so important. But if you ever have a question about IUI or for any other reason don’t hesitate to reach out. Either way I will keep you in my thoughts and send all the baby dust your way!

[@malishagarnett6769]

I am going thru this now, watching this made me cry because i get that feeling when she says i can feel my baby dying..thats how i feel..

[@jannarosereads4805]

Jade, thank you for making this video for yourself and for others who may go through this. Please know every time you cried in this video, I cried with you. I don't want kids myself, but I feel so much for the women who do want have such a hard time. Please don't force yourself to read if you don't feel like it. All your feelings are valid. Sending you hugs and know you aren't alone. Much love.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Aww, I'm sorry to have made you cry but I so appreciate your support and understanding ❤

[@jannarosereads4805]

@@BedtimeBookworm No it's really ok! :)

[@alyssabennet3559]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I had an ectopic pregnancy this last February where mine was too far along for the Methotrexate to even work. My HCG kept going up after the 2 shots I took. I actually had to go in and see my babys heart beat before I elected for emergency surgery to remove it and my fallopian tube to avoid rupture. It's a horrible horrible thing to go through and you should know you're not alone.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

OMG that sounds terrible, I'm so sorry for your loss!! Thank you for sharing your story ❤

[@abenezerwondimu8152]

I have no Idea what to say in this situation but i am very sorry about what happened to you. I also want to say you are extraordinarily strong and things will get better.❤❤❤

[@BedtimeBookworm]

That is the perfect thing to say 😉 Thank you so much for your kind comment and support!

[@SFF180]

I'm sorry to hear about this, Jade. My mom had a ruptured ectopic when I was a little boy. I was too young to grasp what was going on at the time.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Oh man, how scary! I'm so glad we were able to detect mine before a rupture. Thanks Thomas ❤

[@dpier6]

I’m so very sorry for your loss, Jade. Thank you for sharing.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you ❤

[@grafffuller3265]

My dear friend Jade...Marie and I just watched this video. We love you so much. You and your husband are in our thoughts and prayers...and glad to see that you are on the mend. We are so happy that your situation was nearer to a best case scenario, but really sad that you had gone through this traumatic experience. Yes, we hope for good news in the near future. Talk to you, soon.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you so much for all your (and Marie's!) kind words and support, it really means a lot to me. Here's to hoping to for good news in the future 🍻

[@grafffuller3265]

@@BedtimeBookworm - Most definitely. You are not alone in this struggle. Lean on your friends and family. We will support you through this. All our love to you.

[@thebookfawkes2963]

I am so sorry for your loss Jade. I cried watching this. Sending you love and hugs and good vibes and baby dust 💕

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you! ❤️❤️

[@sandracintron1046]

I hope you are doing better. I totally understand you i lost my baby at 22 weeks last year (2020) and it was the worst experience of my life :( and it hurts so bad till this day!

[@JashanaC]

You can have ALL of my baby dust!!!! More and more and more baby dust!! I'm so happy for you that you made this video despite how difficult it was. 💗

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thanks friend!! Thanks for being there for me through all of this ❤

[@asfaloth12]

This video was heartbreaking . I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my thoughts.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you so much ❤

[@arp711]

I am so sorry for the pain and trauma you've been through. Sending support and prayers, if they're welcome, your way for continued healing 💕

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you, your support is so appreciated ❤

[@niebieskie2]

Jade, you are so brave to talk about this. I'm so very sorry for your loss. I will send you all the baby vibes and all the baby dust from now on. Glad you are healing, you are amazing.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you so much 💖

[@ubergusterfan1]

I realize I'm not your target audience for this video, and that I don't really know you, only on KZbin where I rarely even comment, but I just wanted to let you know that I cried for you while watching this video. Me and my wife have been trying to conceive again (not our first) for quite a while and it's been a struggle. She's on clomid right now and every time she gets her period is a little sad. Just the thought of getting that positive result only to lose it... I can not even imagine what it was like for you and the pain you must have felt and still feel. My heart breaks for you. I will be praying for you. Now for a dose of positivity. Maybe we will both have some positive news soon. Good luck, baby dust, and best wishes!

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Oh wow, thank you so much for sharing your story with me. I hope we both get our babies soon ❤ Thank you for your sweet comment and support, it means a lot.

[@FashionCandie]

This broke my heart for you. I hope you are able to grow your family one way or another. I'm sorry you had to go through this. Sending love and prayers ♥️♥️♥️

[@amandaborowski5335]

Thank you for sharing your story. I'm going through a miscarriage right now, but being followed since my doctor is worried it's ectopic. Thank you for sharing your story, you're helping others ❤️

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you for your kind comment and watching! I’m so sorry for your loss, I know that’s not easy. Take time for yourself to grieve and start to heal!

[@tammaraliberty]

Sending baby dust your way. Prayers of health and healing for you both physically and emotionally.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you! ❤

[@peacelife9136]

Please don't cry. Please be strong happy. I understand but please be happy. Wish u loveable enjoyable life. Exactly 2020 year is worst for me too

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you so much for your kind words ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

[@debiklotovich1933]

Jade, I’m so sorry for your loss. You’re a very brave and caring woman. I’m sending prayers and healing thoughts to you.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you ❤

[@beLIEver31415]

Sending you all the baby dust I can. Thank you for sharing this deeply personal and sad story. I am a female that has never been pregnant and your video helped me feel a lot more empath and compassion for other women and men struggling with fertility and early term miscarriages. Praying for you and your family.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you so much for your kind words and your support, it means a lot! ❤

[@weelasswithabook3489]

Thank you for sharing your story and I'm so sorry for your loss. I haven't experienced an ectopic pregnancy but I did have a suspected ectopic with one of my pregnancies and also a miscarriage when I was younger. I'm glad that nowadays that people are more open to discussing pregnancy loss as it's such a lonely thing to go through, even with a partner and family in your life, it felt like it was only happening to me because it was MY body that was experiencing it and nobody else was really discussing it. This was back in 2007 so things like pregnancy loss, mental health etc was still sort of not discussed. Sending love your way with a huge sprinkle of baby dust. ❤️

[@BedtimeBookworm]

I'm so sorry for your loss as well. I agree that pregnancy loss and infertility can be so isolating, but i've always wanted to be more open about it because I don't think they should be stigmatized. I'm glad things have changed over the last 10 years. Thank you for your kind comment and your support! ❤

[@MegBookishRamblings]

Thank you for sharing your story. So very sorry for the loss, pain and heartache that you've had with losing your little one. Sending you lots of support and good vibes.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you! ❤️❤️

[@MegBookishRamblings]

@@BedtimeBookworm You're welcome!

[@plainJane13]

I am so sorry Jade to hear about your loss, all the best to you and your future. ♥️

[@wordsofclover]

So sorry you had to go through this Jade. So brave to talk about your experience, and I have no doubt it will help other people experiencing the same thing! Sending you lots of love!

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thanks Aoife! ❤❤

[@fridarodriguez3858]

Thank you for sharing! I really appreciate you explaining your story as so many women go through this as well.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thanks for watching!

[@BeautifullyBookishBethany]

Thank you for sharing Jade, I know it means a lot to so many people to hear they aren't alone. I'm so sorry you experienced this. Sending you ALL the good baby wishes!

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you friend! ❤

[@r1ddhima]

I wish you healing and peace, Jade. I’m sorry for your loss.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you Riddhima! ❤

[@Sunshine_80]

Thank you so much for sharing I had experienced the same pain and my tube had ruptured. I had to have one of my tubes removed but the doctor said we can try again to conceive again. This would’ve been my first child and mentally I’m still trying to deal with it. Sending you love and light 💗

[@BedtimeBookworm]

I'm so sorry you experienced that, I'm sure it was SO scary! Good luck on trying to conceive again, I wish you all the luck with that!! 💖 💖 💖

[@UnicornHunterbooks]

I'm so sorry that happened to you, especially after how long you tried for a baby before that. I wanted to watch this video because I have several friends who are trying to get pregnant, and one who did have an ectopic pregnancy, and I wondered how one finds out they have an ectopic pregnancy. I'm really glad your situation was a best-case scenario and that you're able to feel more ok now. And that's definitely weird about 2020 being a difficult year, because in addition to everything going on with covid, etc, so many of my friends are suffering the worst they have in a long time, like deaths in the family, divorces, etc, much more so than in a typical year. It's so strange, and I really hope that ends in 2021.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you friend 🥰I also feel like my friends and family are having a worse than normal year... there's something in the water!

[@AGirlandaBook]

Sending so much love your way Jade ❤️ I think it's so important for women to share their stories of loss, I think it helps everyone not feel so alone. But I'm sure it took a lot of courage to make this video. Hoping you get some good news soon 🥰

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you so much friend ❤❤

[@Oakfairie]

Oh wow, I am so sorry for your loss. You just keep me wishing I knew you, to be able to give you the biggest hug. All the best wishes going forward, I'm keeping fingers and toes crossed.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you, your support means a lot! ❤

[@nwhitton11]

I'm so sorry for all you went through. Thank you for being strong enough to share your story!

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thanks for listening ❤

[@irmac.a.6818]

I'm so very sorry for your loss! I'm sending you lots of love and hugs.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you ❤❤

[@TheMike28212]

Jade, I am so sorry for your loss and all you have been through. My heart goes out to you and your husband. Thank you for sharing your story. Sending positive vibes your way.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you ❤

[@justvalnow6642]

Sending much love your way.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you! ❤

[@gracecunningham6869]

So sorry for your loss...I'm sending buckets of baby dust your way. Hoping things work out for you! Stay strong, we are cheering for yot!

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you for your support, it means a lot! ❤

[@gaiaathena-books]

Big hugs, I am so sorry for your loss. I hope it will happen for you and that you and your partner will get what you want so badly 💕 🙏🏼🤞🏼 I'm sending you baby dust!

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you! Fingers crossed 😆

[@BrookleyBell]

I had a rupture at 8.5 weeks & lost my left fallopian tube, still desperately researching for natural TTC after 1 ectopic, 5 previous miscarriages, & 1 chemical pregnancy after my ectopic. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

I’m so sorry for your loss! It’s definitely possible to get pregnant with just one tube so keep trying! I just had my rainbow baby a few months ago ❤️❤️❤️ don’t lose hope!

[@littermentart]

I have followed you for maybe four years and usually don't comment. But I just wanted to say I'm sorry. And it's strong of you to make this video and I'm sure it will help others in the same situation. I will "hold my thumbs", as we say in my country (think you say cross my fingers though?), and hope you will have better news to give us in the future.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Oh wow, thank you for all your support through the years! Yes, here it's cross my fingers, but I like holding thumbs!! Thank you so much for your kind comment ❤

[@Saidor570]

I don't know what to say, so I'll just tell you I'm so sorry for your loss and I wish you the best for your future...

[@BedtimeBookworm]

That's a perfect thing to say ☺ Thank you!!

[@firesandflowers]

I am sending you really positive thoughts & all the luck going forward! I know how emotional infertility can be. I too was a "test early and often" and "learn everything I can" along the way. I'm also a pretty rational/scientific person and didn't think I'd be as emotional as I was going through infertility. It's just something nobody can prepare you for. I'd burst into tears all the time and just felt on edge CONSTANTLY. I got a little obsessive about TTC and it's hard to explain to others how it can just completely take over your life. I've never seen a positive test... so I can't completely relate. My story is pretty crazy. After about a year of TTC (also with unexplained infertility after testing), I started Clomid... and two weeks later I was diagnosed with leukemia (imagine my surprise when I thought I just was having weird side effects to Clomid)! Obviously, that put TTC on hold. In hindsight, I'm glad I didn't get pregnant and then get a cancer diagnosis. When you started talking about MTX, ironically I *can* relate to that. I'm glad you didn't need to take it! At one point my oncologist gave me a methotrexate and cytarabine injection (so I'm not sure which drug caused it) and I had a terrible reaction - painful muscle spasms and cramps that completely debilitated me for about 45 minutes. Thankfully I've been in remission since 2016 - but I've decided I don't want to put myself through fertility treatments again. Even though chemo/cancer didn't "take away" my fertility (if I had any to begin with...) the thought of putting myself back on that emotional rollercoaster is too daunting for me (there are some additional reasons I won't get into here). Anyway, I actually didn't know that about ectopic pregnancies - that they could resolve naturally without damaging the fallopian tubes... I learned something new! I'm glad you shared this - infertility can be SO isolating for so many people.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

OMG yes, I never thought I would be so emotional about TTC as someone who is generally really logical and even keel. I'm so sorry to hear of your leukemia diagnosis and I'm so glad to hear you've been in remission. Thank you so much for sharing your story with me ❤❤

[@ThrallBoy]

Stay strong! The day will come! Love

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you! 😊

[@umama5531]

I’m so sorry for your loss as someone who can relate to your experience I’ve had an ectopic ovarian pregnancy last year I was bleeding internally and then they’ve to do ovarian artery Embolization to stop the bleeding feeding the mass that was from the product of conception on my right ovary thankfully they told me everything is ok but can’t get pregnant for the next six months and currently I’m on TTC journey it was very tough journey again I’m so sorry for you loss praying for your healing.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

I'm so glad you are ok! Thank you for sharing your story and I wish you luck on your TTC journey! ❤

[@natashascrazylife2989]

I don't comment on stuff usually. But I just want you to know... I'm so sorry, and you're not alone. I'm so sorry you had to go through this. I've lost one too and it's the worst most horrible feeling in the world. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Thank you so much for sharing and baring your soul here. I know you're not a christian.. but I'm praying for you, that your soul would heal and that another pregnancy would stick.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you so much for your kind words I'm so sorry for your loss too. Even though I'm not Christian, I will take those prayers!! ❤

[@amusicalbookworm]

You are so strong for being vulnerable and sharing your story. Big hugs to you 💗

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you so much Victoria! ❤❤

[@wannabemom1490]

I am also having an ectopic pregnancy last november,they remove my right fallopian tube😢 its not yet ruptured but they found out that my fallopian tube has scratch like that. I was crying seeing your vdeo😭 I feel so sorry for what happens..Also my first pregnancy but it end up ectopic😥.I feel what your feeling right now.

[@ianojnpc6446]

Im sorry for your loss sweety.. My mom also had an ectopic pregnancy when i was a child but after that she was better and had my little sister and then had twins So dont be afraid everything will be just fine ❤️❤️

[@wannabemom1490]

@@ianojnpc6446 thank you💛 in gods grace and perfect time🥰

[@lexybridges1138]

I’m so sorry to hear that you and your husband went through this. I had an ectopic rupture in my right tube. I’ve had two in my left that were treated with methotrexate. And three miscarriages. We started ttc in 2016 and are still hoping for a miracle. Thank you for sharing with us. It takes a lot to open up and I’m very grateful to see your strength!

[@BedtimeBookworm]

I'm so sorry for your losses, that is so heartbreaking! I wish you luck on your TTC journey! ❤

[@amandabria9469]

I know this a rather late response to this video, but I just wanted to say how sorry am I that you and your husband went through all of this. Wishing you all the baby dust and best of luck in the future.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you so much! I really appreciate you watching and leaving a comment, no matter when I posted the video. 💖 💖 💖

[@alexalovesbooks]

I think it’s so brave for you to share this story, and am sending lots of healing vibes, love and hope for the future ❤️

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you Alexa! 💖

[@TheBookFinch]

I hope that being able to share your story makes it easier to process the loss. You have been in my thoughts and I will continue to send you goofy cat pictures if it means that it will help you take your mind off stressful and difficult things even for a little bit. You can have all of my baby dust! Lots of hugs. 💖

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thanks friend, I really appreciate the goofy cat pictures! ❤

[@MichellesLibrary]

I’m so sorry you went through this. This is heartbreaking. Wishing you all the best and sending you lots of love 💕

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you so much! ❤

[@Bauhaussauce]

Wow, I had no idea your body could flush out an ectopic all on its own. I can relate, I had one in 2017 and it ruptured and I lost my right tube. I know what you mean about the feelings and the ups and downs, the pains etc. You're so strong! Thank you for sharing your story!

[@BedtimeBookworm]

I know, bodies are so cool in that sense. It definitely doesn't happen all the time obviously but it CAN happen. I'm so sorry for your loss ❤❤❤

[@cloudbloom]

Love, prayer and support heading your way❤ Couldn't imagine what that might have been like for you, I hope you find peace and comfort

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you so much! ❤

[@norielreyes4756]

My wife is also experiencing the same thing right now. She always cry because she doesnt want to lost the baby but we have to do, for her sake. The doctor is also advicing to observe her ectopic pregnancy journey. Last week she has hcg test only at 29. We will go back to the hospital for another HCG test and transV.

[@carmellalove]

I’m currently going through this right now and I’m scared to try again, just fear of it happening again and the pain is unbearable. Sorry for your loss.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

I'm so sorry you're going through this right now 😭 The thought of it happening again is definitely scary, and while you're chances are higher than someone who hasn't had one, in the grand scheme of things it's not likely to happen again. I hope we both get our rainbow babies soon! ❤️

[@ruffawescott8980]

@@BedtimeBookworm I had an ectopic pregnant also,,got an laporoscopic operation and right tube got removed. So heartbreaking 💔

[@PsychicReadingUsaFacebookGroup]

My surgeon said 10-15% risk of ectopic. I'm a pretty positive person so I heard "85-90% chance it won't happen to you". But it did. Then my other tube ended up blocked. I'm a super lucky person sometimes. Honestly, I regret going tr and not straight to ivf, but it isn't worth dwelling on and eventually things worked out. It just took a lot of heartache, faith, and money to get my gorgeous daughter. It is truly a leap of faith and boils down to either it'll work or it won't.

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Congrats on your rainbow baby! ❤❤❤

[@priscillareads]

Aw Jade, I just wanna give you a huge hug right now. Sending you love ❤️❤️

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you! 🥰

[@saivindyadatta1066]

Thank you so much for sharing! You are a real hero.. my heart goes for you. I hope you will have a healthy baby soon. 💕

[@thebooktaurus]

Thank you for your bravery and vulnerability in sharing your experience. You and your family are in my thoughts. Sending all the positive vibes / baby dust your way!

[@BedtimeBookworm]

Thank you so much! ❤