MY FIRST GAY EXPERIENCE IN HIGH SCHOOL - STORYTIME

[@JackChurchill712]

You brought a tear to my eye bud. Every parade I marched in, every petition I signed, every congressman I wrote has brought me to a moment when a young guy can come out without, as much, fear of rejection and retaliation as there was back in the day. Kudo's for you being you!

[@delavalmilker]

As others have mentioned here, you are fortunate to be able to openly express your gayness today. Because back in the day (not too many years ago, really) being only a hint of "gay" could get you beaten up or killed as a teen boy. Us older dudes sometimes complain about "things changing for the worst" in today's world. But actually, some things have definitely changed for the better!

[@kyjuan89]

Lol he's so cute with that country accent

[@billbigley7713]

Thank you very much. It was very nice to hear you thank us, older gays, for paving the way. My deceased husband and I both remember Stonewall and all the hateful stuff we had to go through. Sometimes even violence just leaving a gay bar. We managed to be together for 35 years, before he died 2and a half years ago. We never imagined that we would be legally married. It just didn't seem possible, but we did get married. So a big thank you for acknowledging how much work it was. You don't hear that often. Oh and by the the way I love your You Tube show. You guys are carrying he torch now and you do it so well. Thank you again Bill Begley Denver, Co

[@bobeeboi]

Stay true to yourself young man. You are something unique. You see in my day boys like you would stay in the closet. I am also a Texan born and raised I've never left San Antonio. Now before you or anybody else chimes in with "boys like you" WTF does that mean. Things were different when I was your age back in the late 80's and early 90's. To many good gay Christian boys either killed themselves or got married. The fact that you live your life open is a sign that we are going in the right direction. It's not just your channel but so many others. I love the pride demonstrated by this generation of gay and lesbian kids. Good Luck with your channel.

[@AdventuresofZachandB]

+Robert Benavides I agree. Definitely moving forward, slowly but surely ha. Thanks

[@-myatlanticblue-3636]

+Robert Benavides Amen

[@all-gone]

Very true..... It's a different world than when I graduated high school in 1983. Great video!

[@alvinconti6642]

Thank you man, because of your generation I was able to come out to my mom at 14. Like I told my little cousin when he was going through high school you have us to think for your comfort level. You know how many boys we had to whip before they understood we were men. Some of us even had bfs and gfs. I don't think these kids know how good they have it in comparison especially in the Catholic-Baptist hoods of New Orleans.

[@gchromesucks7991]

He Asked if you was gay and you replied "Yeah. I'm thinkin' so" In that voice and accent lol. The most masculine first gay experience of any millennial

[@ekazeg24]

A masc (and southern) gay guy.... hard to find these days and I think that's why I instantly fell in love with you

[@ohk8345]

+Gordon latino man yeah

[@desmondjosiah1575]

OMG 😍😍😍😍😛

[@giovanniserafino1731]

+Gordon visited Texas on holiday and found Latino dudes there super masculine (macho y muy hombre!) Even more than the dudes in my country!

[@chanel5-j7u]

Make it stop already !

[@georgespades9936]

For some reason it's common here in Texas...we just do shit.

[@thesensiblesocialist]

the fact that he's gay and still refers to a guy as a "dude" is so adorable :3

[@Magnocalabro]

Sorry, I don't understand gibberish. I speak standard English only.

[@kevinwinfree4600]

If you’re ever in Tennessee man, I want to shake your hand. Your videos have helped me come to terms with myself and be able to come out to my family. You and your husband are such an inspiration for the gay community being from the south.

[@Greg07623]

I’m happy that you are living in a time when you can be who you are and know that the intelligent, sane people in the US respect and support you.

[@lilsilly1994]

"Lets go down to the tennis court and talk it out like yeah"

[@daylnmorgan8881]

LMAO!

[@oymen2152]

LOL

[@alexeilesukovvolkovich1114]

I like a gay guy with a deep manly voice and no mannerisms, we can hung out without being noticed as couple, just bros hangin' out....

[@felixs.correa696]

I've recently discovered this channel "accidentally" and I've gotta say your honesty is very refreshing; not only in this but every video that I saw thus far. I love it! No wonder your channel is blowing up! I love storys told from the personal perspective and the fact that you own up to your "flaws" is even more endeering and relatable - even considering Im not from an english speaking country. Congrats!

[@wfcoaker1398]

It is so adorable that you’re such a dude, dude. Lol

[@Andfitnessnut]

I like your honesty, story telling skills and your positive vibe!!

[@jquibbler]

You're one of the most level-headed LGBT KZbinrs. I love the honesty and lack of ego. I like how you accepted your part in his drama.. but we've all been there when one person is way more into it than you are.

[@TedwardDrives]

oh man, its so tough when you're coming out and someone expects you to know yourself well enough to jump into a relationship.

[@youtubelover1311]

I don’t know why I keep coming back to this video, I guess I can only dream of having a boy love me

[@oak_meadow9533]

Dude you are a great person with enormous balls for kindly letting the world of heteros see into your gay world at a time when things are just developing.... You bring back my own memories of my first time in high school, WOW hadn't thought about it in years.... I graduated in 1976 from a great high school in central Texas and went to the University of Texas where I moved into the dorm with the freshmen football guys, err we shared a floor. I met my first boyfriend in the first day in the Jester East Piano lounge, he was from C Springs, Colorado and we had rock climbing, backpacking, and poetry in common. I don't think I ever spent a night alone that semester, my roommate did not have a problem with my guy sleeping with me, as long as I said nothing about his girlfriend sleeping with him.. When you are young people are so adaptable. My roommate got his feelings hurt if he didn't get a goodnight kiss. My how wonderful the world was at that time. Smoked a lot of pot, did not drink alcohol, ate alot of mushrooms, dropped LSD on the weekends and still had a 3.9 GPA at the end of my graduation with a degree in engineering. I turned 60 years old this year and I will tell you that inside I still feel just as young and full of life as I did at 18, I just don't have to try all of those crazy things now. My love came down with leukemia in the middle of our sophomore year and was gone in 4 months. I have yet to find another that I can love like that first time.......... The moral Appreciate what you have today, for tomorrow it may well be gone. Good luck dude, keep your pecker up!

[@spideraxis]

I didn't come out in high school. In my day it wasn't taught or accepted. I give credit to adolescents who do so. But also respect those who aren't ready or feel they wish to keep it private.

[@timothybarnes1320]

I love the fact that the dog is so unbothered by all of this.

[@davidcopple8071]

I feel ya. I'm a born and raised Texan and I was born bisexual. It was obvious to me that I liked both boys and girls growing up and of course when puberty hit in Jr Highschool I was a complete wreck. You look very athletic and I'm sure that you understand just how difficult it is to stand right next to one or two very cute guys in the boys locker room. Watching them dress and undress. Seeing them standing right in front of you completely naked while you're both toweling off after the showers. It was torture and I don't know how I managed not to pop a woody everyday right in front of everyone there. It could have been because of the one other kid I saw who popped a boner in the showers and the beating and ostracization he had to endure. And I'm pretty sure he was straight. But not even the coaches would stop the ugly behavior of the rest of the homophobic boys. But this was in the seventies. A time when people were actually murdered simply for being gay. In Houston there were more than one incident where people would go out in groups specifically hunting for gays. I remember one such group was caught after murdering two men walking together. And it turned out that they were both straight to boot. I've lost every good opportunity to be with a guy that I actually find attractive. Because of the era I grew up in. There were three or four different boys who I really liked and I thought might be gay or Bi too. But I just couldn't take the chance from all the examples of actual gay kids getting caught together and then beaten daily and nobody would protect them. I just couldn't chance it. It did a real number on my social abilities and my confidence throughout my life. Good thing I liked girls too. I believe that was the only thing that stopped me from getting the pain over with back then. But now I'm a sixty years old Man. Living alone in the East Texas Swamps. And I have never found out how it would feel to be with a guy that way. Partly because of my self confidence, and partly because of my specific attractions. But I'm past my due date anyway. I'm just glad that you took the chance and I hope only the best for you.

[@anthonymavilia7315]

love how you say the word DUDE!!,You are off the charts cute

[@WickedOmens]

I love the "but, he was good" with that dorky little smile

[@phillipjoubert639]

I enjoyed your story especially told in that uber deep voice. So nice to hear a gay guy who does not sound unnecessarily effeminate.

[@cehaddunebuggy3899]

it is not so nice too see gay people being ignorant. feminine guys is not only limited to gay guys.

[@Ajchubgainer]

"Unnecessarily effeminate" - there is no such thing. People are as "effeminate" or "masculine" as they are, and it's what it is. A lot of the world's problems come from men trying to compensate and act ultra masculine.

[@brightestdarkness7882]

nothing more attractive then a man who isn't afraid to admit that he doesn't know everything. and your so adorable

[@Hotbunmama05]

is that his real voice and accent? whewww child

[@thewindgamer2607]

I wish i could experiment with a boy like that. Anxiety makes it really hard to just relax and be myself in front of people. I don’t really have real friends to begin with. I really hope one day i can have an intimate relationship with a boy

[@mjsworld8476]

"are you gay?" "yeah, I'm thinkin' so" lol

[@gear14]

MJ's World he sure is

[@mustbkyle5697]

The honest comedy of your videos is golden!🙈 so glad i came across your channel !!

[@Scottsteaux63]

Sweet little story. I hope your life is as happy as you deserve it to be.

[@FiestaFlames]

Lol you're all being so harsh on him because of what he did in high school. High school is a hard time for a lot of people, especially someone who is gay and isn't out yet. He wasn't sure what he wanted and he was more immature then. He is a grown man now and realizes he hurt the boy, but he stated that he didn't really realize til after and that he was sorry/felt bad about it. We all make mistakes (especially in high school).

[@thevaporclub5180]

I couldn't agree more.

[@destinyalee5120]

Such a cute story, glad it didn't end too horribly maybe not the best but still cute at the beginning

[@jimmypockrus7725]

I'm not sure how I found your video. I wish I had your experience. I was 25 before I was able to be where you were at in highschool. I loved hearing you talk. Being from Dallas, TX I wasn't exposed to the country rural sounding accent. It makes me glad to see that handsome rural guys can have the experience you described without having to move to a big city somewhere later in life to be who you really are.

[@raulc9788]

yessss i love thisss. do more story time and talk about your college guys;)

[@wadepierson4438]

Oh the highschool days. I actually got a lot of attention from guys in highschool. They would call me "pretty boy" and there were times where I felt like some of them were flirting with me but I was in the closet and too scared. I remember a couple of guys would play footsies with me under the desk in the classroom but it never went anywhere. I did mess around with a guy who drove me home from school but we only did it once and then never talked about it again. Its really sad that so many guys can't experience dating and courtship. Many of our first times are just sexual and then it becomes a habit rather than going on dates.

[@shihlin1]

Awww, things ended between u guys before it even started. Still, you are ahead of the pack with ur feelings. Most guys in H.S. are too scared, period. Everybody complimenting on ur looks, but I really like ur sincerity and honesty.

[@justbecause9747]

Love your videos. I really appreciate how you owned up to your part of the dynamic between you and Mike. Few people do that. I've learned that being brutally upfront at the beginning-- whether I just want to fool around or want something more settings-- saves everyone involved a lot of headaches. There's no shame in wanting either option. And no shame in not being sure either!!! Keep the videos coming!!!

[@markstein2461]

When I was in high school the first gay experience had to weight till you become a adult. Teachers and therapists would tell us any time of day that the only physical contact between two males is shaking hands.

[@slydtsman]

The way you say "Dude" & "Baby" is such a crack-up in a very good way!

[@4jimmycurtis]

I love your voice and accent! Can't wait for another video, I don't have any video suggestions but can't wait!

[@jasonpdsi]

Your honesty is adorable.

[@watchingtheclouds4020]

Gay Sage Advice: Don't wait until your old to "settle down", (your choises go way down by then) because looks do fade. Being young & beautiful is the *best* time to fall in love, follow your heart, even if it gets broken; then rise up again and again until you meet the one who completes you for they are out there. live life to the fullest but be exactly what you want to see in others. People who make fun of others and are arrogant *DO* get humbled down later in life especially when they think "Karma" doesn't apply to them..Never be afraid to get older, it's a privilege denied to many. Make good decisions now because it *WILL* catch up with you later in older years..your body is a temple, respect it and you'll live a long life. Avoid drama,gossip,fake people & think before you speak in everything. words can't be taken back once they are said. As long as innocence is in a relationship it will survive. but if it vanishes, things are never the same. Be blind to age,race,social status,wealth; you'll meet more interesting people that way. Expect disappointments in people but focus on the positive. Laugh and question everything. Lean on those who are helping make the world a better place. You will be dead one day. You Make your destiny by your choises. If you are wrong, admit it. Be the change you want to see in the world. Good luck! 🌈💖🎵🌸🌞🎻🌹💯

[@joesiemontana1154]

Watching the Clouds Amen preach

[@davidb6949]

Thought it was a nice, true sounding story. Loved the part where you just "left it alone" for a few days, to be continued later ^_^ There is something special 'bout the way you articulated the moment. Love to see more from ya. btw, dig your baritone voice.

[@fangsabre]

Sounds like a fairly high school standard relationship. Dont think either of you handled it great, but hey, nobody handles their high school relationships perfectly

[@jamesritchie3773]

I just started binge watching your Zack & B series. I am a Texas boy as well and feel like you are telling my story. I love the natural attitude and actions of being gay, very identifiable for a new texas gay from the country. I almost feel like we have passed each other along the way. Austin, Brownwood, Winters, Post Texas etc. Love you both Zack & Alistair

[@MichaelTracyBlanchard]

Great story. I fought my sexuality for years, but now I’m come to the point I’m Bi. 25% straight 75% gay.

[@dratheart]

You are very brave to share your story and so openly. Your honesty and innocence are touching and it's a precious gift for you to share this with the whole world. I'm a TG female, but at first I thought I was gay, so I can empathize with your experiences. I think your channel can help many many sad and lonely LGBTQI people who feel lost, alone, and afraid. Kudos to you and may you find all the happiness you so clearly deserve!

[@thomasx58]

Man I like U a lot. Your southern accent is fantastic. U are so open minded that is refreshing. You are a really kool dude keep up your great connection with people.

[@rickallred5548]

I enjoyed learning about your first experience with a guy. You continue to astound me with your confidence and positive outlook on life. You are amazing. Remember to always use protection with anyone and practice safe sex.

[@deadhog1503]

Rick Allred didn't know a guy could get pregnant

[@SamuraiBre]

Safe sex also prevents disease.

[@jonyoder2356]

Damn!! So hot. I was in love with my best friend in high school. I wanted to kiss him so bad. Sometimes I felt like maybe he felt the same way but ultimately nothing ever happened. It just tore me up. You’re so lucky you got to experience something like that. The first time I ever made out with a guy I was 19 and it was soooo much different than with a girl. Felt so amazing.

[@colbyandbrennen3543]

What a great story. I can't believe it's been 7 years and I've just seen this.

[@YohnnyHUB]

I don't know but Southern accents are so attractive and I now live in Georgia so Jesus, God all mighty

[@JCRC_88]

Man, you are the most courageous man I have ever seen. It is very rare to find someone that is willing to open a very intimate part of their like in this way. That is very cool!

[@et27able]

if I found myself a gay cowboy, I'd be set

[@luthfiramadhan99]

Gay cowboy of Brokeback Mountain?! who the hell could resist it?!

[@11z10]

Your stories make me so happy! Haha I don't even know how to explain it but your stories make me lighten up and put a smile on my face :) Keep doing you bud!

[@mattmackmack9173]

OMG...the way Zach says "dude" is adorable.

[@DarienSchatz]

OMG YOUR VOICEEE !!!

[@kennyk7515]

you're VERY handsome! wish u were in my area

[@daycoregod929]

y am i always distracted by ur room 😂😂😂😂 i keep looking at the usa art thingy

[@classicleslie6914]

I never met a guy that was attracted to other guys like you. You seem conservative, the masculine personality type, and not lustful. Sexuality to you is just sexuality, not everything like a god. You would be my type of guy. Not flirting just complimenting :)

[@hectorcoronado8759]

My first gay experience was in my best friend's car, too when we were in boarding school. We had a huge blow out because of some insane reason but I told him we couldn't be friends anymore. Boy, did he just freaked out for fear of losing me and he just grabbed me and planted his tongue well into my tonsils. That was it. We were sweet for about 9 months and no one in school suspected anything.

[@johnmckay202]

Love these stories!

[@yohanndomoison3771]

I really appreciate your first gay experience story. It helps to understand that in any relationship you may decide to go into, you both need to agree on what you really expect from it before going too far ! Otherwise, one of you may suffer! I wouldn't like to have been in Mike's place 😩!!

[@vettech10]

Awesome dude. Keep the videos coming!

[@AdventuresofZachandB]

Thanks bro

[@joshuakristian824]

Great story. You're one honest dude. Telling a story like you just did helps other guys and gals understand themselves. Sometime I'll tell you my story about my first time.

[@JWells-bj5xc]

Dude you make me more confident to be myself a masculine gay man thx bro

[@bobthompson7337]

Your story had a ring of truth. That is the secret. Always be true to yourself and with others. Good luck and have a happy life.

[@mrfacespace]

Good story. The guy had a crush on you. You probably understand that now. His behavior wasn’t perfect, but I bet now you can see that shit happens and the guy probably didn’t mean to hurt you.

[@mrjeemarquez]

Not even done with the video yet (3:09) and I already am smiling and on the edge of my seat waiting for the rest of the story haha

[@NoName-pu6it]

Love his voice!

[@timward3116]

Yeh, it's a really sexy voice!

[@dalefriendly9999]

The way you say "dude" makes me smile real big

[@reduardobernal7398]

The Dog Behind is So Cute......!!!

[@frankieboyy1587]

Keep the videos coming Zach! Love them

[@seese9456]

I enjoyed listening to your experiences, you should make more story time videos

[@wehonights3590]

Every time you say "Dude," we do a shot. We love your videos Dude. lol. You make our nights happier.

[@stevenscileppi7105]

Fun story bud, helped me remember my first "bf" in HS but times were different in the early 1980's

[@imacinstead85]

Really enjoyed your video! I think anyone that is gay can absolutely relate to the terror and excitement that comes along with coming out and messing around for the first time, and really all the bravery and guts it takes to make the first move etc! This story reminded me so much of my first adventure. Had never seen your channel before, funny enough when I turned on my PlayStation and went to the KZbin app it recommended this video lol. I definitely enjoyed and hit the subscribe button. Looking forward to more videos. Take care! - Andrew

[@acey850]

first time he talked, I thought he was just joking with the deep voice and the accent.

[@2u6qiyj1]

I really hope you get big on youtube, i like everything! The aesthetic aint bad either xP

[@madtownbbbear]

You're a very cute guy! Too bad what happened with Mike, but just chalk it up to immaturity. We've all been there and look back and regret moments of our past behavior that could have been much improved. It's life. You made this video 7 years ago and not sure how long before the video you had your first experience with Mike, but I'm guessing you've grown a lot in the years since, but 10 years from now you'll look back and right now and feel you've grown significantly. I've found that growing up really never ends, it's an ongoing process for us all. So, this was the first video of yours I've ever watched. Should I watch more? ;-)

[@AdventuresofZachandB]

I actually talked to him a little while after this and it was a really good convo. He was doing really well last I heard from him.

[@peterjensen2508]

You’re adorable lol reminds me a lot of my first gay experience in high school lol thanks for being so open and for making others feel comfortable to be themselves.

[@jameswaugh7664]

Not only is this young guy absolutely stunning but has the SEXIEST voice i've ever heard!!!.

[@apntv]

That was sweet, it's a shame when someone gets a bit hurt when the other person isn't quite ready but it happens.

[@kathyborthwick6738LakotaEmoji]

Ignore the ignorant! You love who you love! I am a heterosexual parent of five sons and I am only beginning to realize that being gay is not something you chose! Be proud of yourself but also realize that your body is sacred so take care of it and do not just let anyone use you! Take care!😻

[@frankg5573]

Great story Zach...you remind me of myself at that age...your smile and looks and that voice has me on cloud 9....take care and be good!!

[@samuelbaldwin2103]

Trust me, there are a lot pretending to be straight, and some are really good at it

[@lonewolf9759]

samuel baldwin I'm one of them :)

[@victorbraz]

Your deep voice is so nice!

[@supervideowatcher500]

omg this story time is the first vid of yours ive seen and it just made me fall in love with you

[@davidlp6510]

That was a very cool story. Keep them coming!!!

[@isaiasjuniorabreu3484]

do you want to be my bf?? hahahahaha

[@davidlp6510]

Me? I do

[@isaiasjuniorabreu3484]

really? OMG :) :) :)

[@isaiasjuniorabreu3484]

find me on facebook. Isaias Junior Silva.

[@isaiasjuniorabreu3484]

I'm waiting for you there :) . Because I didn't find you.

[@dennisdman11]

Thanks for the honest and open story . Like your videos man .

[@LaurenceMartin4pix]

Can't believe how judgmental people are here . . . "You shouldn't keep saying dude, you shouldn't say chick, you shouldn't swear so much, you were a dick for leading the guy on" . . . . etc, etc. It was his first experience with a guy !! . . . he realised the guy wanted romance, he didn't . . . he felt bad about it. People break up . . people get hurt . . people get over it . . people reflect on their behaviour and (hopefully) act with more consideration next time. Nobody's perfect !!

[@bingewatchingintesifies809]

The amount of 50 year old creeps in this video is hilarious...Btw your storytelling is so good xD

[@santos7963]

Okay!!! so so far this is the greatest video I have seen regarding this topic, I mean I hate when people put titles in their video but they don't actually talk about what i hope they should. This video is defenetly by fat the most amazing video and on my end you Zack beat Conner Franta and Tyler Okley with their shit. I give you 100 and also gotta say that you are pretty cute tho.

[@markephraim7349]

you're so honest and confident. great channel!

[@David-ei1fs]

Doesn't it feel great to own who you are? I have similar stories from my youth, now Im 61, and they are all treasures! I hope you stayed friends with him over the long run.

[@aleeseverfaillie3076]

story time - your favorite date :) youre really awesome for putting your self out there and I support you you're an amazing guy and I hope your life goes where you want it to :)

[@JChrisTurner1234]

I attended UA and had some very exciting times in T-Town. Lived there for almost 8 years and will always love my years in Tuscaloosa. My first gay experience as a student was my 2nd week of my Jr. Year I had transferred from Brewer State Jr. college up in Fayette, Al Anyhow, I was very much in the closet, had had many girlfriends in grade school , High School. I was sitting on the 3rd floor inside the sitting area just inside from the back staircase. I was reading/studying but checking out the "duudes" ( I LOVE the way you say duuhhde..LOL). I had had no experience or "gaydar" or had even heard of "cruising" at that time. But it didn't take me long to notice that each time I looked over the top of my Marketing 300 Book, the same dude across the lounge area was doing the same, checking ME out. He had medium length sandy blond hair, about 5'10", medium build, toned and was wearing jeans, tank top and thong flip flops. I got up and went into the restroom and hadn't been standing at a urinal but a second when he came in and stood next to me. We didn't "flash" each other (I was too shy and too much of a gentleman..LOL) but when he back up to put himself back together, I noticed in the mirror him taking his time fixing his white briefs and he had a beautiful package that literally made my mouth water, my heart race and I started hyperventilating. Being my first "cruising" experience and for it to have worked thus far, I was extremely excited and nervous. My mouth was like cotton which was a first for me. To be that young, innocent and inexperienced was so hot. He was still taking his time to make sure his underwear elastic was just so so before pulling up his jeans and zipping up. I had no doubt he was giving me a long peek. He quietly whispered, "do you want to go hang out somewhere sometime"? I replied, 'No, I want to go hang out NOW"...I whispered, "I am new to UA, to town and have never done this before and you are hot! I don't want to risk not seeing you again. I lived alone in an off campus apartment and he came over about an hour after we left Gorgas. To hear the rest you will have to private message me. I found out later he was a cheerleader for the Crimson Tide which explained why he was so toned and in such great shape. If you want to hear the rest of the story, you (meaning anyone that is reading this) can email me at [e-mail]. While this is one of your older videos it is one of my favorites. When that noise happened and you turned around, "I don't know what the fuck that wuuuz" with those big brown eyes, I always laugh while melting. I love your accent and feel like we are kindred spirits since we both attended UA and lived in Tuscaloosa.

[@markhorner1691]

What an honest and beautiful story about your courage in the moment. Been there. Thanks for your honesty.

[@apocalypseplague67]

I've been following since you started and this showed up in my recommendations. Talk about a huge throwback!