My friend had intimacy while I was sleeping in the same bed.

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▶️Full story: (continue)... At like 3am I decided to go to sleep, she said goodnight and he did too. Well I just woke up at like 5am to the bed rocking back and forth and I could hear them breathing heavily. And, as I came to my senses, I figured out what must’ve been going on. They were f**king right next to me, I could hear everything… I heard her , her saying “shhh I don’t want to wake her up” whenever it got louder. I f**king heard him come and her dirty whispering and moaning. I could hear all the noises, kissing, skin touching… My body was rocking to the rhythm of their fucking, while I lay there completely frozen and in shock. I’m honestly so disgusted and lost for words, it’s 6 am right now and I’m typing this as they watch the show. She just texted me “hi”. I don’t know I feel violated and disgusted, the bedroom is hot, clammy, and f**king smells of s*x. I don’t even know how to approach this and say how I feel. I don’t even know what I feel. I’m not really mad as I am disgusted, I feel violated like unspoken boundaries were crossed, I was in such a vulnerable state (sleep) I can't tell if I want to go throw up or cry. I can’t even go home because my flight isn’t until Tuesday. Update: thank you all for the support and validation. My friend has apologized~saying things like how can I make this up to you, I value our friendship more than some random guy, and things like that-but I told her I need some space. I did tell her if she knew how disgusting it was to wake up to the bed rocking; how my body froze up and I just laid there in shock; I kept saying, “I don’t know what to say” after her apologies. It’s 11:30am right now and she’s asleep, so I’m thinking of how I might want to approach this with her. I did look on changing my flight but it would cost me $300+ and my parents would have to pick me up from an airport 2 hours away from home at like 10pm (which they would do in a heartbeat if they knew what happened but I feel terrible). I think I’m just going to tough it out. I might spend the whole day in various cafes though and ask to be dropped off at the airport early tomorrow.