My Life Isn’t Normal *Cancer Journey*

[@catmama54]

Sending prayers. My friend had a very rare type of cancer and it was stage four and he was told he had maybe 6 months to live. He lived 38 years. He had an actual year of complete and utter hell because his treatment was so aggressive the radiation and the chemo were unbelievably bad. I mean it was very hard on him. But he lived to be 78 years old from when he was diagnosed at 40. 💙🙏

[@DrAriba-rt8zo]

How are you all doing today?

[@andreabontempo643]

Wow that's amazing! No doctor can ever tell you how long you have to live.

[@catmama54]

@ yes that’s so very true. This was years ago and it was an inoperable type of cancer and very rare, but they saved his life.

[@jasminstewart-ebben9947]

It can be so hard to live under that “Cancer Cloud” at all the stages. You’ve got this Tiffany! Hopefully all of us affected by cancer have “Got This!”

[@ReneeLewis-sv6xp]

@jasminstewart-ebben9947 We do, friend! We've Got This! 💙❤️

[@bobaFête]

Idk if this will make it any easier to deal with, but FWIW, I read a study evaluating the type of chemo regimen you’re on in patients with metastatic colon cancer, and it found that having skin side effects was strongly associated with better overall treatment outcomes. So maybe the dryness and rash is a good sign 😊🩵💙

[@vasienaidoo5777]

Hi Tiff OMG U looking the same besides some odds that will end U go girl just be STRONG 💪💪💪😘💃💃💃🌈🇿🇦

[@Lilybet1316]

That’s so encouraging! Thank you for sharing! 💙

[@DrAriba-rt8zo]

How are you all doing today

[@jeannieconsiders]

Great news!

[@NUFF.INS0]

Woah, that's awesome to hear^^

[@ReneeLewis-sv6xp]

I love how you always try to stay positive. I truly believe that this is very important in the treatment/healing process. You're so strong and so very lovely. ❤💙

[@brendalee97]

Btw does the government pay for the chemo treatments? Just curious because here in the US our private insurance covers 🤔

[@margaretcummings1112]

Don’t give up Tiffany. You are amazing and will get through this. We are all praying for you.❤❤

[@rosemaryroutte7379]

Tiffany you really need to be so proud of yourself because we all are proud of you. After you finish chemo and the scans I hope you get busy planning your wedding. You and Matt need that. God bless you and your incredible family!

[@tanyabrown9839]

Maybe she will just want to have a break from pressure and stuff right after she finishes chemo. She shouldn't feel pressured at doing things viewers are wanting.

[@sheradilee6517]

You are kicking butt!!! Prayers coming your way!! I love yall!

[@wanya_telborn]

Absolutely ❤

[@user-yu3ci4sl8v]

Yes, and G-d also made you amazing, dearest Tiffany 💙💙💙 You are a huge inspiration even for me that is old enough to be your mother! I am a cancer survivor too and go to control every 6 months! You give me SO much inspiration, power and strength by being exactly who you are 💙💙💙 So just know that you are so much stronger than you may think! So strong that you even give me inner strength 💪💙💙💙

[@margaretkeenan8121]

You are wonderful , a blessing of strength for those on the same journey .❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@sharonsecord5777]

I think you’re doing Amazing Tiffany! Always praying for you.♥️🥰

[@romashrestha130]

Please Tiffany don't give up. Stay strong. Belive in God and leave everything upto him. Miracle happens. Take care.

[@raecheljaid]

Yes I totally agree 🙏🙏🙏

[@mustwereallydothis]

I never expected to survive to see my first grandchild born. She's 16 now and has several cousins. I haven't been hospitalized for over two years, haven't had surgery for almost three, and am almost back to my old self again. There's nothing to be gained by expecting the worst. You have every reason to expect the best possible outcome

[@fortheloveofdog5622]

I have stage 4 breast cancer going on 9 years....good food, walking, volunteering and a lot of luck! Love your handle (must we really do this)

[@coressaclark6354]

Praying ​@@fortheloveofdog5622

[@DrAriba-rt8zo]

How are you ?

[@MonkeymagicsMum]

Fabulous! The sort of stories we all need to hear. Stay blessed.

[@sherrypitt9889]

Great to hear! Be well, Always!

[@GeorgiaMartin-b1r]

I too am going through a really hard time. The toll it is taking on my body is very hard to accept. Today was a not so good day and I felt alone in my hardships all day long! When I watched your video and you spoke about wanting to give up sometimes I dd not feel so alone anymore. I too get rashes, no sleep, Axinenty, you name it. I feel like I whine and cry all the time. I always say, I hate my life and I want to give up sometimes. The minute I fix one issue, here comes another one. You are so correct, how much can a person's body take without just quitting. I just wanted to let you know how much you up lifted me today. When you spoke about how you worry about the toll things are taking on your body, the title of your video, it all fits me too!!!! I love you Tiffany for making me feel normal! It's ok to feel that way sometimes and still be ok. You are so strong. I love watching your videos because you give me so much courage to keep going. You speak your truth all the time and I love you for that. To all us people dealing with health issues and other serious issues, you are our HERO!

[@GeorgiaMartin-b1r]

I even had to cut all my hair off too, that day was hard, I too wear a wig.

[@nutrianirvana6823]

Tiffany just go with the flow and keep your physical and mental health intact. Continue to live your life and try not to worry about the “what if’s “. They’re not reality and when they creep into your consciousness, dismiss them immediately

[@lindylouwilliams8331]

Dear Tiffany, we love you & your lovely family & i see all the good people on here supporting you with kind words. Please try & not worry too much. I know its easier said than done, but you have so much love in your heart & kindness. I pray for you. Take very good care of yourself xx ❤

[@barbarahunkeler6396]

Tiffany, you are such a warrior, so brave! I'm praying that everything works out and you can continue with your treatments. It's great news to hear your markers are down even further! I'm not sure what it means about your platelets but I'm praying they get sorted out quickly too. I'm sending you so much love, prayers and hugs! We've got this!!

[@annitafonken5498]

Yes we are not giving up because we have metastatic disease. Im hoping we both get through this. I have MBC breast cancer. Im on a reoccurance and in my 4th round of chemo pills. The little things that bother us dont matter as much in these days. I hope we stay strong and live a longer happy life as best we can. 😊❤❤

[@ceciliasanchez2075]

🙏☝️👑 ❤️❣️

[@wanya_telborn]

Praying for you too Annita ❤❤❤😊y’all will both get through New treatments coming out all the time stage 4 doesn’t mean death!!!

[@amielawhorn3537]

Positivity is the key Annita. Will pray for you as well

[@CMP6111]

Prayers being sent to you 🙏

[@carolebuckle7977]

Ella is speaking so well 🥹 she is adorable, lots of hugs cherub 🐇, ❤️🙏🏻🇬🇧xxxx

[@nickybaker1338]

One of my mum's friends-in her 70s has been living with stage 4 cancer for about 10 years. She says she has no pain & doesn't feel ill-it's almost like a chronic illness that rumbles on without any particular lifestyle changes for her. 🙏💪❤️‍🩹💙✅️

[@sadie4me2]

What kind of cancer?

[@juststuff9945]

Sending prayers dear Tiffany! Trust the process and hold on to hope!😇💙

[@cerarod4248]

You truly are an inspiration and through out your journey you have been faithful. Be blessed my sister in Christ. You are loved.

[@coressaclark6354]

While watching your videos today this saying kept entering my ear "Let go and Let God" I truly believe this is a message for you. Xoxo

[@tiffanythinks]

Aww thank you so much💙 I really needed to hear that ‘Let go and let God’🙏 I appreciate you xxx

[@lanascott5627]

Got this! You will be ok, you sure have the right attitude! Take care Tiffany love you! 💞😘

[@verlinnfiles4363]

Tiffany GOD has got you, you are Love! His arms are wrapped around you, and so are mine❤

[@jennmooney]

A hint from when I was caretaking a mum with a compromised immune system during chemo for lung cancer- always wash your hands before applying any face product as even touching the steering wheel or car handle can leave bacteria in one’s hands which is then transferred onto the face- all over the face becomes a bacteria- laden canvas! If you don’t have access to soap and water - I always keep a box of non latex disposable gloves in the car and throw them out after each use….

[@cherimartinez7276]

Hi Tiffany ,please don't worry about the platelets being down they have a shot for that. Mine were down to 62 today after I had my labs done but I go in tomorrow for the shot. Been on chemo since 2023 feb.We got this girl !

[@kathylynn7705]

Praying for you and that chemo happens tomorrow. We love you Tiffany so very much here in the US.

[@lilymoon0f0]

Hang in there beautiful. You're stronger than you know and loved more than you can ever imagine. Praying for you

[@maeganfarrell]

Jenny Apple had a similar reaction to immunotherapy and her skin, hers was far worse but it’s something to keep an eye on 🥰

[@wanya_telborn]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@supersparkley123]

Ella is adorable! She getting really chatty and really growing from a little baby! She’s your little twin, I think you share so many facial features! 🩷🎀🧸

[@helenohalloran940]

Was thinking the same thing..Ella definitely resembles Tiffany..both beautiful ❤

[@ossyshaz]

Spending time together is precious I’m with you Tiffany the painting can wait

[@lorrainehamilton-box2810]

Hi Tiffany,keep your chin up. I think you're such a positive person and you are carrying on your life as much as you can. It's nice that you saw your sister and her family. I think you're incredible and just think how far you've come since the surgery and other treatment- you really are an inspiration to so many! 😊🤞🙌

[@carriemarcott6302]

GUESS WHAT????? I had my first round of scans post kidney cancer and ALL NEGATIVE. If I can do it so can you guuuuurl!!

[@fionaroberts1585]

Carrie so pleased for you xx

[@Laura-g1c1l]

Way to go!!! So very happy for that result for you! Have a wonderful, long and happy life!

[@jeannieconsiders]

I am so happy for you! God bless you now and forever.

[@lesleyriseam1282]

Tiffany I live with extreme pain and heres a suggestion for getting through your tough mental mindset . I can think myself somewhere else by using the five senses I have in the real world to revisit somewhere I have travelled . The sights the smells the food the noise and bustle. I walk through rainforest or ski down famous ski runs . At first you can do this for a while but the more you practice the distraction and mini vacation helps . I guess you have been to Sri Lanka and you might start with that .

[@jaynepreston1737]

You’re a truly inspirational lady xxxx

[@tiffanythinks]

Aww thank you so much xxxx💙

[@debbiehunter2155]

You are so strong and kind and beautiful inside and out!! You’ve got this!! You are an inspiration to all of us!!❤🙏🏻❤️

[@kathyhelmold7358]

You got this Tiff. Everything is going to be great. Sending prayers always🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@agoodlifelived]

Friend, you have been through SO MUCH. Please don't let these hiccups get you wound up. Don't forget that every day is going to look a little different, and GOD is in control. He has a plan for your life and nothing will change that. 😍

[@suzyr5331]

Blessings to you beautiful Tiffany from your fans in Australia (my mum & I follow you). May gods goodness fill you up - you are a conqueror. Blessings to you & your wonderful support circle 🙏🏻💕

[@jackiesilvester6566]

You are such a brave, kind living person and have been through so much. You can get through this with Matt and your family beside you. Take care, lots of love xx

[@alisonparsons9609]

Hi Tiffany, You are one amazing young lady. You are beautiful inside and out. I'm so sorry that this has been the hand that you have been dealt. All you can do is take each day at a time, and do your best to survive and that's what you're doing. You have the most amazing family. I'm menopausal and I was on those evrol conti patches but they were making me bleed so I have to have another biopsy before they can give me more HRT. You are dealing with menopausal systems on top of everything else, which makes you super amazing. I'm mentally falling apart with the menopause. You are an inspiration and you're worth your weight in gold. I haven't brought any of your merchandise yet but I'm going to get a hoodie. I've lost 4 stone so now one will fit. Sending love and hugs from cold South Wales uk. ❤

[@tiam3663]

Tiffany, I always thought you to be a smart person. I realise you're book smart, with everything you talked of today really shows your growth. Not only medically but internally, your feelings on life, what matters most to you. The reason I say this is because I feel its important to prioritize what is important. It took me much longer, I have become very "choosy" what I do in my life. We should all be a bit more conscious of how we treat ourselves and others,of course. I hope the blood work comes back good & you can start the chemo. Much love - God bless you ❤

[@sheilawelsh774]

Good day when ever you read this you can’t give up my dear keep fighting cancer is an aggressive disease and you need to be the same as you say you got this you really do with God by your side it will be okay (be strong)

[@callumortiz6723]

Just a reminder that you made it through a very very major surgery and horrible treatment and had and have a better life now, even as you go to chemo. You are strong, you are amazing!

[@denisesilva3674]

It’s wonderful to see you having a good day. Praying it continues. I thought of you today while I was having a port implanted in my chest, at the hospital. I was surprised that they didn’t satiate me, just numb my neck and chest. I’m trying to stay strong but today was really hard. Send much love and strength.💙💙💙❤️

[@karengrice2303]

Green symbolizes nature and Mother Earth. It’s my favorite color too! I’m glad you are able to get out and have some fun with your loved ones. ❤

[@HollyMer]

Green has been my favourite colour forever, it represents so much for me. Besides a feeling of calmness and freshness, there are the earth tones. ( trees, flowers, grass)

[@fransa6]

Tiffany your skin looks absolutely flawless on camera - as always. You are such a beautiful girl inside and out. You’ve got this. Just keep going one day at a time and focus on the good things in your life if which you have many. You are amazing and so strong. ❤️❤️🥰🥰

[@tondah]

You are truly one of the bravest people I know & are so positive . Love & hugs from the states 💙💙💙💙💙💙🙏🙏🙏

[@meschelleforbus634]

Hi Tiffany 💙 You have asked yourself what so many have asked ourselves as we go through things such as this, the Lord carries us through and gives us so much more strength than we could possibly imagine 💙 I pray for you, Matt and your mom daily, I pray you have peace, comfort and strength, I also pray for God's grace and mercy upon you 💙 you got this 💙 remember you are never alone through this journey 💙

[@MiriamZahra]

Ella is adorable wishing you all the best for your results hello to Matt and Amma God bless you all ❤

[@amielawhorn3537]

Anyone who watched your videos in the beginning and still watches now… knows that you are a much more HUMBLE person now than you were then. I love that part of you! It matches your honey bunny boo 😊🩷💙

[@elizabethgibbens]

Sending love and prayers your way Tiffany. Don’t worry about things, be positive, and know that God is always with you! We got this dear girl! Greetings to Matt, Amma, and family.💚💚💚💚

[@SmilingBeaver-ou7nc]

Prayers and love Tiffany to you and your Family 🙏💕🙏

[@reginajeter9595]

Hello, my sweet Tiffany friend, it is so good to see you once again. You look great! I just want to say that what you generally genuinely said when you were sitting in the car about life and going through things like this, I think everyone will maybe not everyone, but I have felt exactly the same way as you, so it is normal to feel that way and all the ways. I could not have described in any better sweetie. You hang in there, you take it easy and rest your body as often as you need to. God‘s got you! Love, from Virginia. US.

[@juliestewart5707]

We love Matt and are so glad he is with you and he is such a strong man. Send Matt our love & appreciation! Tiffany! You are amazing and strong and lovely. And, you have all our prayers!

[@FuzzyDogFosterMom]

Always sending up a prayer for you every day. You got this!💙💙💙

[@flowerpower4065]

I love your mindset and it certainly feels good to appreciate even the small things, I’m totally at peace with my life other than the work environment.

[@lisanorton7749]

Although no one wants to miss chemotherapy, every now and, you might, perhaps you can reschedule for the next week, but missing one cycle will do no harm..the trend in your CA-199 is going in the right direction and will continue to do so. It will be okay, you are getting very good care and they have to make sure the body is in a good state to receive the chemo. I’ll be thinking of you and hoping for the chemo go ahead!! You got this, one way or the other!💙

[@nataliemadsen8369]

Cetraban is a great moisturiser, very thick. You got this 😘😘😘.

[@tiffanythinks]

Oo I’ll have a look for it💙 thank you xx

[@janbarriault4494]

your lil niece is the cutest!!! soo adorable!!

[@tanyabrown9839]

Green looks good on you. I love green too as there are so many great shades of the colour (I esp love Emerald green). Green actually makes me think of Spring.. all the new growth.

[@monanwright]

Tiffany, you are so strong and a real inspiration. I am praying for you ❤❤❤.

[@eastonmartin5342]

I’m enjoying my deep reddish we got this sweatshirt. With the white lettering it gives off the Xmas vibes and loved that I went very oversized like you suggested once.

[@flowerpower4065]

My coworkers can be very toxic and negative and sometimes they really get into my head , I don’t know why I get so sensitive about them because if I quit working there my existence would be forgotten and they wouldn’t even have any connection with me anymore, ugh I completely understand toxic negativity, even sometimes I get into my own head to much and cause myself some real unpleasant stresses, thankfully I’m able to shake it off and move on with some peace and happiness.❤

[@amyharris2384]

You’re such an inspiration. Prayers and love to you and your sweet family. ❤❤❤

[@barbarabarrera6148]

Ella is so cute ❤ she’s growing up so fast

[@tiffanythinks]

She really is💙🥹🥹

[@paula4968]

Thinking of you Tiffany and sending love, always.🥰 💙💙💙

[@niasha7317]

Love you Tiffany, you're attitude is great, keep it up.

[@Sherry-wn8yg]

You are strong and brave through a very scary situation...God will not put more on you than you can handle...you got this!! 💙 💙 💙

[@paulalemieux2700]

What a precious little girl. She is beautiful 😍. You are a fantastic aunt

[@rosegarcia5069]

You never look sick..such a positive person❤

[@nancylewis3754]

Your such a strong young woman. You handle what life throws at you with grace. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

[@siobhanjohnson8088]

Glad you talk through thoughts that are in your head.. it always helps. Love your little niece ❤💙❤️

[@fortheloveofdog5622]

Tiffany, I am sure you must know about bone broth .... it's so good for your white blood cells....just a friendly reminder🙏💖 I really hope you and your family and loved ones (especially Matt, lol) have a wonderful holiday season.....you so deserve a break. Sending healing vibes from Halifax, Nova Scotia🌊

[@mariebarrett8774]

Green is the colour of your heart chakra ...it’s energy is a balance of all your other chakras...your feeling warm & fuzzy in the throws of love 💚with your wonderful Matt & surrounded by love from your beautiful blood family & utube family 💚🕯✨ no wonder you are attracted to green when you are loved so much beautiful brave lady.. You’ve got this💚✨🕯💜as always a continuous flow of healing reiki energy flowing to you xxx✨🕯💜💚✨🕯💜💚✨🕯💜💚

[@wanya_telborn]

Perfect ❤

[@Sarahbee-o8t]

Jesus is the reason for the season

[@melanielopez8346]

just received the we got this tshirt that I ordered for my mom. I love it so much cant wait to show my mom. thank you !!! wishing you luck tomorrow !!!

[@shirleyhouston8186]

You got this beautiful Tiffany 💙

[@twix3799]

Wow. Ella has grown so much and she’s sooo sweet

[@julieb2479]

Love you Tiffany, You’ve got this!!!🎉

[@madalenacalleja1199]

Sweetheart it’s normal to feel the way you do . No one feels in cloud nine everyday There’s no such thing as normal life everyone in this world have they own struggles . But we need to be strong and you got this 👌 You doing well just don’t over think . And looking beautiful as always you have an amazing boyfriend and family you r loved . Sending you a big hug 🙏😘😘💪🌹🌸

[@addefouw2258]

Tiffany, you are such a strong young woman! Lots of prayers and love from the Netherlands...❤🎉

[@amyfox369]

My saying, “normal is a setting on my mother’s washing machine” You GOT this Tiffany 🥰

[@louisabutler5105]

Praying for you! Keep the hope. Sending some Aloha from Washington State🌺

[@ScoobyDoozy]

One thing I guide pts in is non-judgment. There’s no ‘good/positive’ or ‘bad/negative’ feelings; just…feelings. As natural as the ocean. When we sit on the beach & watch the waves at sunset, we don’t say ‘Those rough need to get it together. The weather prediction said fine. It’s not fine that it’s not fine. I didn’t dress for this weather. Why aren’t those dolphins swimming in unison? They should know how to do that by now. Also, why are the swimmers complaining they’re having a hard time swimming in the rough surf? Don’t they know that they should be grateful. Any moment a tsunami can come along. They’re going to jinx it by saying ‘I can’t keep my head above water’. They need to change their attitude & help themselves’ We simply accept it, be it pleasant to us or not. We welcome the waves as they kiss the shore. We bid to them goodbye as leave for the horizon. Inhale cool salt air through our nostrils, sipping in, picturing the sea washing in our nostrils, down the back of our throat, filling from the ceiling of our lungs, down past our heart, deep into our belly. Hold. Feel the oceans force against the walls of our lungs. 1-2-3-4-5-6-7 Release the pressure of the sea, hot air past our lips, like a sea cave, returning to her ocean home in one fluid motion 1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8 She comes. She stays. She leaves. She comes. She stays. She leaves. She… We allow her, in whichever form she is. Smooth as a baby’s bum. Torrid & threatening. Blissful cool on a hot summers day. All the winds and gales of a December storm. We allow. We observe. All without judgment. That isn’t to say we don’t have thoughts or feelings about thoughts and feelings. Of course we do! That’s essential. But we do so without assigning a value judgment. We search for nuance, sensation, experience. But not judgment. ‘I am really uncomfortable’ ‘I taste metallic on my tongue’ ‘I am fearing XYZ’ ‘I feel the warmth of my sleepy husband curled beside me’ ‘I really dislike this burning sensation across my feet’ ‘I really love how supple my body feels of a morning after therapeutic Pilates’ This is what we practice. And each time we notice that we’ve moved into judgment ‘’I shouldn’t feel…I should be thinking about….Im negative…’happy’ is positive; ‘sad’ is negative’ etc We simply gently bring ourselves into nuance, sensation, present moment. Mentally return your toes to the sand. Breathe in for 4. See the ocean return to you. Hold her for 7. And then, for the count of 8..:let her go. Do so knowing that no matter if we enjoy a feeling or not, whatever we’re feeling is perfectly, god given natural ❤

[@DAVIDBROWN-bj1yc]

Oh tiff I so admire you. You are such a brave optimistic soldier. God bless you and green is a beautiful colour, the colour of nature. You have a brave soldier in Matt as well, keep your plans going and god will provide. ❤

[@coachschwab53]

Elly is so adorable. When she smiles her eyes smile as well❤❤❤. Keep fighting you got this. Thank you for sharing. Sending prayers and hugs.

[@emmacook1984]

Tiffany do NOT ever give up on this journey ❤❤❤

[@kellybell6715]

Prayers 🙏🙏🙏🙏 You Got This

[@robynfedalen1777]

Your little Ella is beautiful! Just an adorable child. (so is your little nephew 🥰). Hugs and Prayers Tiffany. ❤️✌🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@hemidancer64]

Your niece is getting so big! And she is SO adorable. 😊❤

[@ElaineSharon358]

I am amazed at your strength. God is with you always. ❤

[@sunnydays802]

Omg your niece has gotten so big! She’s beautiful, like you! Love u Tiffany. Praying for u! We got this. 🩵

[@holliethomson6147]

Hi beautiful Tiffany ❤ I’m sending you and your beautiful family so much love and positive healing prayers always xxx🙏💙💙💙

[@fionalawrence1611]

You are just-So full of GRACE🌟🙏🏽Tiffany💙 Sending Love💫✨️

[@hazel4172]

God does give us trials,,in those trials we draw nearer to him ,still praying for you Tiffany xx

[@sherrypitt9889]

Hi Tiffany, I Love that green too! You look so pretty in Green! Hope the day goes so well and enjoy you’re family!

[@shaungrowney4203]

Thinking of you Tiffany, we are praying for you our dearest.xx❤️🙏

[@Tigerlily2024]

Hearing Ella talk is so amazing I swear she was just a baby and now she's talking so good!

[@royalseating1866]

Love watching you and your sister ❤