my milk supply dropped. supplementing with formula + a hard day

breastfeeding struggles are so common, and can be so stressful. Today we're supplementing with formula for the first time since the hospital, and I wanted to share the experience along with my thoughts and emotions. My milk supply has dropped which I know is common with PCOS, and so this is what needs to happen to keep our baby fed and healthy.
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my milk supply dropped. supplementing with formula + a hard day
• my milk supply dropped...

[@mileahm5900]

Reminder that a fed baby is a healthy baby and the amount of milk you produce has nothing to do with how good of a mother you are ❤️

[@diannam801]

well said!!

[@Claudiiaat]

YES YES YES!

[@ThatNatalyGirl]

Yes! This! You’re doing great mama!

[@kma559]

Sierra, you haven’t failed sweetheart ❤️❤️❤️ I never got to breastfeed either of my babies. I never had enough milk right from the start. They were completely bottle fed. They never suffered any ill effects from it at all. They were healthy and happy. They are now 19 and 18 year old young adults. Formula is perfectly fine. There is nothing wrong with it at all. Please don’t let yourself feel bad. Grace is healthy and everything will be great. You are the best mama. Sending you lots of hugs xoxoxo

[@miaz4766]

Same for me and my sister! (21 & 25 now)

[@patbannister1]

My kids were both bottle fed in the early 80’s and are very healthy, happy, and gorgeous 🌺🌺🇨🇦

[@traceyc130]

My sister in law couldn't breastfeed her two kids. As a doctor she understood all the reasons but emotionally she had a tough time with it. My nephews are now amazing young men.

[@Zintle]

My mom breastfed my older brother and when I was born and when my little brother was born, she didn’t have supply. I am a proud and healthy formula baby ☺️❤️ P.s I NEVER get sick ☺️☺️

[@jodiemitchell2686]

Completely agree, formula is completely fine. I breastfed my first exclusively for 4 months, then had to switch to formula as my supply just wasn't there, and he wasn't the best feeder. I know Sierra knows that formula feeding is perfectly fine, she's said it herself. I so relate to how she feels though; that devastating feeling of not being able to breastfeed for as long as you wanted/not exclusively/whatever your expectations were- it doesn't really have anything to do with people's feelings towards formula. It's OK to feel sad about it not going to plan, and I think although people mean well saying 'fed is best', it can feel dismissive of people's feelings of wanting to breastfeed and have it work for them. For anyone reading this that may be going through something similar, seek out breastfeeding support from a lactation consultant if possible, be gentle with yourself and remember that it's not all or nothing- if you want to breastfeed then any amount of breastmilk is better than none, breastmilk has amazing benefits down to the smallest drop. It also really is OK to stop if that's what is necessary. It's no longer liquid gold if your mental health is suffering because of it all ❤️ personally, I was a better mother when I stopped breastfeeding and stressing about my baby not getting enough etc.

[@princessfaith925]

As you always say, be confident and kind to your body. Confident in the fact that you're an amazing mother to Grace, whether or not she's fully breastfed, and kind to your body and not blaming it or yourself for your struggles!! These sorts of things happen sometimes and you can't always control it, even if you do try your best to fix it.

[@ashleycosta8614]

Wow this is a perfect comment !

[@thayerwilliams905]

I never thought formula vs breastmilk was important. Food is food. Then I had a baby. And we couldn't get breastfeeding to work. And after 5 weeks of around the clock, intense trying, it disappeared anyway. And my heart felt like it died. It's still hard remembering it. I'm so sorry you're going through this. It's definitely one of those things where the rational side of the brain gets run over by the emotional side

[@natalielloyd9200]

Love this comment I couldn't explain breastfeeding emotions better ❤️

[@TH0KH]

Society needs to chill on the formula shaming that makes women feel like a failure for not doing 100% BF. I cried after every LC appointment because I felt like a failure who couldn't meet the baby's most basic needs. But I would have been able to with formula if my LC didn't "ban" formula until my kid was a gram away from needing IV nutrition and if I hadn't bought her BS.

[@CosmicHigh]

Breastfeeding is super emotional especially when it’s going so well and then your supply starts to dwindle. I think there’s such a pressure to breastfeed and we often forget that there is formula and it’s perfectly okay to use formula. I’ve been through both formula feeding one child and breastfeeding another.

[@sanhay4197]

With both of my kids my milk supply just wasn't there anymore when they turned 6 months. I remember the tears I shed giving them formula for the first time as I tried so hard (I got up 3-4 times every night to pump even my kids slept through the night). But when I started giving the formula, I noticed they were just fine. The only real change was that I wasn't a mental wreck anymore. And when I stopped stressing about the milk I noticed that I enjoyed spending time with them much more as I didn't carry all the stress and guilt with me constantly. The most important thing is to love and it is easy to tell that love Grace gets huge chunks of. :)

[@zytwn]

I was in your shoes a year and a half ago. I felt like such a failure and then became obsessed with increasing my supply. It was SO bad for my mental health. When I finally decided to feed with formula and supplement with breast milk I felt like a new person and a better mama. You’re not alone in this and you’re doing great for yourself and your baby!

[@annagibsonofficial]

This was me too!!

[@haybalesxx]

my heart when stephen came up and comforted you 🥺 his love for you is so pure and sweet❤️

[@TheLacyPeas]

I’m so thankful to you for sharing the struggles of breastfeeding. My babies are in high school now but I struggled with supply for both and ended up having to supplement with formula. I would sit attached to my pump sobbing, getting only drips of milk and feeling like a complete failure. All of my friends had complained about over supply & I felt so alone! I hope seeing this will comfort some other parents that face this challenge.

[@lellysama]

Omg literally my story as well! My mum had so much milk that she donated to other struggling moms in the hospital, and I could only produce some drops even though I have huge breasts! I felt so useless! But somehow keeping seeing my baby grow healthy and strong with formula gave me hope and I stopped feeling so sad about this! Sending loads of love to everyone that had to go through this ♥️

[@destinyhand2003]

That was me! I sobbed over my pump never getting more than a quarter ounce each session. It was only enough for one bottle a day. I had my baby right around the time Sierra did, and I pumped and did everything in the book to try to increase my supply until I was only collecting drops at 6 weeks. Hearing her story definitely resonated. My happy boy has been formula fed for the past three and a half months, but the guilt still creeps in every now and again.

[@JessieUpward95]

Thank you for sharing I had a very similar experience! It was so hard I felt like a cow in a milking shed not myself at all. It caused post partum depression and was so hard! I’m glad that’s over. Hahaha

[@JeninaB]

I sobbed while pumping near nothing also. My whole pregnancy I knew I was going to breastfeed no doubt about it. It was hard to get through that time my baby ended up being on formula full time I think the upset actually messed up my supply even worse. She's a healthy, energetic, smart little tot now 🥰

[@britt905]

I’d be interested in seeing you collab with Mama Doctor Jones again since having Grace. I know you know these things are all normal but it might help you and your viewers to have a doctor echo those reassurances.

[@cassiesegrobs]

Sierra, I’ve spent this whole past weekend crying. After 9 months of being an over supplier and donating milk I got my cycle back and I’m pumping next to nothing. The guilt and struggle to accept it and move past is so difficult. No matter how hard I think fed is best it’s just still so hard on my heart. Seeing this video was what I needed after such a hard few days, it’s nice to know we as mothers are in this together.

[@katarinaparker5037]

Hang in there!! They never tell you that breastfeeding can be so isolating. It's great to see Stephen so supporting. I have a 3 month old who we've had to supplement with formula but we've been doing a 50/50 mix. Make formula as directed the add the breast milk. It makes it stretch that much further. I love that you're so open with this struggle! Thank you!❤

[@emilymyrick8801]

Isolating is the perfect word for it.

[@aleeasieben9374]

I’m so proud of you. I was exactly where you were with both of my babies. If I can go back and tell myself anything it would be that “your worth as a mother is not measured in ounces.” I think you’re doing everything right ❤️

[@cassiedoesmakeupx]

Oh i understand that “failed” feeling! I had my girl in July at only 31 weeks and she went to NICU. Between the traumatic birth, stress, and just lack of connection to baby, my body didn’t produce. I felt like the biggest failure; couldn’t keep her cooking and then couldn’t feed her! I will say, a fed baby is a happy baby. If you’re ever interested, there is an amazing donor community that we actually use. Our girl gets donor milk and formula and she’s happy & healthy at 3 months!

[@kellyreadingbooks]

“A little morning power shake” awww that was so funny and sweet! Sierra (and Steven!) if you have not read Like a Mother by Angela Garbes, I highly recommend it (great on audiobook). It talks so much science behind all the body changes post-partum and it’s super incredible to listen. It has a lot on breast feeding and how amazing science wise it is to even do it for a short period of time like even for a few DAYS and you have already done months. You have already given such a beautiful gift to your baby! ❤️

[@jaaydene]

Sierra, you’re so strong for sharing this struggle with us. You’re an amazing momma and are the best one for Grace 💗 this inspires me sooo much for when I am a mother in the near future to not be afraid or ashamed of breastfeeding or formula. You’re great 💗

[@nykiaking8689]

Remember as long as she’s fed then it’s okay. I had the same exact thing happen to me and I beat myself up for a while but finally told myself at least I got to for a while and that I should be proud of it and accept the current. You have a great support system with Steve lean on that and look in Graces smiling happy fed eyes and know your doing the right thing. Keep your head up momma

[@LesCerberus]

Sierra - my heart goes out to you! I just went through the exact same thing. My little girl is 3 months old today, and at 2 months my supply took a huge dive. It cut in half very quickly, just like yours. I tried EVERYTHING to get it back up - power pumping, extra sessions, lactation tea, supplements, etc. Unfortunately, my supply continued to drop even though I was killing myself trying to get it back up. It was soooo hard. Words can’t describe. I cried multiple times a day, every day for a couple weeks. I finally accepted defeat and switched to 100% formula. While I really hope your efforts are successful, know that you’re an awesome mama and you tried your best! Sometimes these things just happen. I really appreciate you talking about your struggles. I was crying with relief but also gratefulness while watching your video because it was so nice to hear that I wasn’t alone. Xoxo

[@thayerwilliams905]

I went through a similar experience. He's 2.5 now, and it still get choked up when I see other moms breastfeeding. Even reading your comment has me tearing up. I was completely blindsided by how it went. It never occurred to me that I might have that problem. I naively thought I wouldn't be one of the people that happened to. And then we struggled to find the right formula for him. I had no understanding of how many different kinds and brands of formula Even existed until then. And everything we tried for weeks made him throw up or incredibly gassy and constipated. And every time he was hungry it just felt like another slap in the face that we were even having this formula problem because I had failed at my primary role, and my body couldn't support my infant. And I kept thinking over and over that if we'd lived a century sooner, I might have had to watch him starve to death because I'd failed. And even now I was watching him feel miserable, all day and all night, every day, because we couldn't find the "right" formula, and so here I was failing at my job as his parent AGAIN. We went through 6 formulas in 5 or 6 weeks before finding the right one. And it was an immediate change, so there was no doubt if it worked for him. And feeding times got better. And then I started seeing other moms breastfeeding and it was like I was right back to holding my 5 week old baby in my arms crying in hunger while his dad ran through the store to find the first formula we tried, and he kept latching but nothing was coming out. That 30 minute window of my life is permanently branded in my brain. And I relived it every time I saw another mom nursing, for such a long time. And it is indeed, an incredibly lonely and isolating feeling. He's an incredibly happy, smart and social little boy now. His immune system is fine. We ran into plenty of other unforseen challenges, but we made it through them. And at the end of the day, he's in no way worse off because of our original 3 month feeding struggle. He's even very tall for his age. You'd never know meeting him we went through that. You're absolutely not alone. It does eventually work itself out, and you get to the other side together in good health.

[@dchan4836]

❤️

[@LesCerberus]

@@thayerwilliams905 Reading your comment was just like reading my story. We went through the same struggle with formulas too. And I had the exact same reoccurring thought that she wouldn't have survived this 100 years ago. I thought I was the only crazy person who went so far down the rabbit hole of "what ifs" lol. I'm so glad to hear you and your son are doing so well. Big hug to you!

[@thayerwilliams905]

@@LesCerberus oh man, my brain went looking for new rabbit holes to find. It was crazy. And at the time, it felt so normal and logical. And it's only now I can look back and be like, wow. Those hormones had me COMPLETELY under their thumb, and I was just as completely oblivious. I've got pretty severe asthma so I grew up thinking all the time, 100 years ago I'd be dead. I would have already died from this. I'm sure that contributed to my what if rabbit holes, but it got so much more intense with my baby than it ever had about myself. I also had crazy, CRAZY intense anxiety about walking down the stairs while carrying him. My brain just concocted all these HORRIBLE scenarios about what if I fell while carrying him? What if somehow he fell out of the wrap he's in? (I did the baby wearing). What if he has a horrible anaphylaxis reaction to this formula, even though he's had it before? What if I throw up on him while he's nursing and somehow he gets it up his nose and aspirated? What if, times a million. It got so bad I started disassociating in the middle of the night because my brain would wake me up, 1,000% convinced he was screaming in his bed in the room right next to ours, and the baby monitor somehow wasn't hearing it, and I'd be basically sleep walking in and just stand there and stare at him sleeping completely fine, and then my brain would be like, he can't be our baby. Our baby's crying in agony or fear. This baby must be someone else's. It got SO intense. I look back now and I'm like, woah, that was crazy. My brain was CRAZY. But honestly, the idea that if we hadn't just gotten lucky and lived now instead of 100 years ago, and the stair thing, those were the two worst. I still have nightmares sometimes about those 2. And truly, he's an amazing boy. He's been a problem solver since the beginning and in a lot of ways, his development is ahead of other kids his age. And that helps. It let's me tell the 100 years ago part of my brain that, look. Look how smart he is. Look at him solving all these problems. Look at how dedicated he is to that. He would have kicked major booty 100 years ago. It's not a perfect solution for crazy brain, but it really helps. And I'm thrilled to know you and I aren't alone. There's at least one more person besides ourselves doing the 100 years ago thing. Cause I also thought that was just me. 😆💜 AND, big hug to you and your daughter. You made it. 😁🤩

[@thayerwilliams905]

@Rubin Feuerherz logically it's not. But biology and hormones and social expectations (either real or assumed) makes a new moms brain feel like it is. And not every mom will go through this. Lots of moms plan on formula feeding from day 1 and have no emotional difficulty with it. But LOTS of us do. And you can't stop it. Hormones and sleep deprivation make you into a person you never thought you'd be sometimes. And even without those factors, some moms want the breastfeeding experience, just like some want the no pain med birth experience, which I personally don't understand. But some people just WANT to make those choices because they feel more bonded to their child. Or it makes them feel more like a successful woman. Or because they want to give their child's immune system the biggest headstart they can. Or many other reasons. The bottom line is, for some people this couldn't be more important. And for others it couldn't be less.

[@marieshaffer4518]

Sierra!!! Oh my heart is reaching out to you, I went through this and it was the most devastating feeling. I am so proud of you to be able to pull back and say “fed is fed”. I was in denial, I was in pain (emotionally and physically), I was heartbroken. Breastfeeding was a journey I was sure I would live out to the fullest and I hated my body for not cooperating. You are an amazing momma and I am in total awe of you continuing to share so much of your motherhood journey with us. Thank you for speaking through these hard times and opening a light into the reality. Take it one day at a time and realize that the breastfeeding journey is different for everyone. I love you and your beautiful family. You are strong❤️

[@mhyatt130]

I went through the exact same thing. It’s what gave me postpartum depression. You just have to keep reminding yourself to not put so much stress on yourself. All you can do is your best and keep your baby fed no matter if it’s breastmilk or formula. You should be proud of yourself for how far you’ve come so far. You got this mama. ♥️

[@quillacranshaw9234]

I went through that too. When I had to go back to school and work, I had to pump and was doing more pumping than breastfeeding. I started going to the daycare to do more feedings and my milk supply increased when I fed him directly. I also pumped after feeding him. After that my milk supply was plentiful. It’s also normal for your milk supply to go up and down. So much can effect it!! Don’t feel guilty; do what’s best for you and your baby.

[@makaylacarpenter9745]

Yup, supply and demand! Unfortunately pumping doesn't have the same affect as directly breastfeeding so a drop in your supply can happen easily if you are pumping more then feeding

[@sheeniesheen]

You got this! I felt the exact same way when my supply dropped. I know exactly how you feel. I'm glad you felt better about it and I hope that you continue to have a great out look on it. It is tough, it's okay. You are doing what is best for Grace, and you. That's all that matters. Thank you for sharing. Glad to know I wasn't alone feeling how I did.

[@jhansen610]

I had my milk supply drop when my baby was around 4 months and I had to supplement with formula. I too felt like l had failed and less of a mom. We know it’s not true, but the mom shame is real! You’re not alone and you are doing an amazing job being a mom. I’m in awe of how awesome your little family is. Grace is so loved! ❤️

[@michelle48]

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your breastfeeding struggles/ healthy attitudes around formula! You are so right, fed is best. I'm not a mother myself, but I did work on a breastfeeding/formula study for a few years, so I can tell you you're definitely not alone!! And just want to validate that- even though like you said, either formula or breast milk is absolutely perfect for baby and you don't need to feel bad about using formula- potentially losing your milk supply a loss that you are allowed to grieve. Your routines will change, the way you feed baby will change, and you are allowed to feel a little sad about the transition. Change is good and a part of life, but can also be challenging to accept, and that's totally okay ❤️

[@izarramarisol9288]

Milk or formula, a mother is a mother, and when it comes down to it, you’re a great one. Be strong things will get better :)

[@jackiekurbis9376]

I remember my breast feeding journey when I gave birth last year. It was very short lived which I beat myself up about at the time. It was taking such a toll on my mental health, but once changing to formula, it was like this huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders in so many ways. Thank you so much for sharing your journey with this, and being honest ❤️ I know exactly where your emotions are coming from!!

[@kautz2838]

Thank you so much for sharing!! This is such a personal struggle that not enough people talk about… I struggled with supply and breastfeeding- especially when I went to work.. it was VERY challenging and I cried so much - despite knowing that fed is best and there is nothing wrong with formula…. You said it right though- the pressure is real and sometimes it’s self-imposed. I so appreciate your honesty and speaking on something that can be taboo

[@liztaylor5150]

Thank you for making this video. This NEEDS to be talked about! You are such an amazing advocate for self kindness at such a young age. I am 38, with my third baby. I found mental health and self kindness at age 37. I wish I had it as well as you have it in my 20s. You’re a wonderful mom, your daughter will learn such strength from you.

[@haileytasker8899]

Hi Sierra!! I just wanted to say thank you SO MUCH for your incredible and very courageous vulnerability 💗💗💗 just as you said and know, this is an incredibly normal occurrence that happens to I don’t even know how many women and all though we know in our logic brains that this is normal and has no effect at all on how loving and wonderful of a care provider you may be, our emotional hearts cannot help but get wrapped up in our egos telling us we are not enough and not good enough no matter what 💗 But your honesty and vulnerability in sharing this IS what will change the world, slowly but surely as we all realize that we are not alone in our struggles and therefore it is not “us” that is the problem, it is our human condition that together with support and understanding we can help each other change to realize we are perfectly imperfect and we share our insecurities making them not personal and taking away their power. So thank you sweet and beautiful lady, that gorgeous child is so blessed to have you and Steven to guide her through this life. 💗💖

[@taya._]

sierra you are just trying your best. grace loves you so much and she sure doesn't care how she is getting fed, just that her caring mom and dad are the ones doing it. so much love and hugs for you

[@erinhoppe3783]

Girl! I have walked this path too. Breast feeding for me in the beginning was great. Had a great supply, then it dipped a little. I reached out and people said I would produce on demand. And I did for a while and then the supply tanked. I felt those feelings of failure too. Do what you gotta do what you gotta do. We eventually switched to formula and you know what, our baby girl is healthy and happy and at the top of her weight percentile. You’re doing great, you’re not alone. Parenthood is about being able to adjust and adapt as challenges come up and you are crushing it!

[@Haleycowett]

Sierra you’re a amazing mom. You’re so thoughtful and caring and try not to be hard on yourself. You’re doing what is best for baby grace!

[@niafalcon3557]

Thank you for making this video. I’ve been dealing with the guilt of not making enough milk for my new son. As a new mom, this is been a huge blow to me. So it means a lot to me that an influencer brings attention to the subject. You’re amazing and I love your videos! Your videos help me get through some tough times being a new mom. Keep doing what you do.

[@vidcation7865]

Sending you hugs and support!! I am going through the same exact thing with our 6 month old baby girl. My period came back full force at 5 months and I have PMDD, which also causes hormonal changes and imbalances. Just keep on doing your best and what works for you and sweet little Grace. You have a beautiful family and you have already given her so much. Fed is best, you're doing great Sierra. 💛💛💛

[@katiemae1609]

I went through this starting when my daughter was 3 days old. She’s 10 weeks now and I’m still dealing with low supply. So many tears over having to supplement with formula because everything I read and heard was “babies were born to be breastfed”, “bottles are bad”, “nipple confusion”, “BF babies are healthier,” etc etc. It was the PA in the pediatrician’s office that told me while I was sobbing that I was a great mom, my baby was perfectly healthy and that formula is a perfectly good way to feed my baby. I needed to hear this so badly. I am so proud of you for being open about this so that we don’t feel alone! I also have PCOS and this is why I have low supply. I’m able to provide about half of what she needs of breast milk and we supplement the rest. YOU ARE A WONDERFUL MOM AND YOUR DAUGHTER IS THRIVING, MOMMA!

[@klaudiane4409]

You are so strong and can be so proud of you for caring to grace in any way possible. Just a tip. Not to create any pressure. My Lactation Consultant told me, that when Milk supply drops when pumping, I should breast feed my son more often to increase supply and only start pumping again when supply is back. Sorry for my English - German viewer here.

[@samanthafedor6005]

This is true! The more time baby spends at the breast the more milk mom will make! Empty breasts make milk!

[@sarahdemarrero3520]

I came to comment the same thing! They had me breastfeeding every 2 hours around the clock. I set alarms and did it religiously. It worked like a charm!

[@louisacoote2337]

Your English is perfect!

[@gabrielaguillen3485]

Yes very true guys! Learned from a Lactation consultant even if not breastfeeding that skin to skin, baby on the areola without sucking etc can help. Definitely recommend going to a lactation consultant they will Def work with you

[@Dorivit]

Hey, my goodness what an amazing family you have… I’m so happy you upload all of these vlogs.. you and my daughter are almost mirrored in happenings…. We watch you together she cries, I hug her. I cry she hugs me… we both cuddle the most amazing gift our little Amelia, she goes back and forth and so far other than my daughter crying her heart out every time she has to make a bottle with formula.. She will conquer her little road blocks. She’s got a great family unit and support system. Your family unit is strong you have this and I know I don’t have to tell you that but sometimes it’s good to be reminded…. Please keep sharing. You have no idea the strength you share with us all over the interwebs!,,,…

[@valeriesnyder2607]

I started crying as soon as you did.. You are not alone in feeling this way, you are doing an amazing job. I also have pcos and other endocrine issues that impact my milk supply. My freezer stash has been built up and depleted at least 4 times in the past 9 months of my sons life. It sucks so much to feel like you failed - but you haven’t. You made it this far and that’s awesome. And Grace will cherish those close moments with you regardless if it’s breastmilk or formula. Fed is best, and you’re doing amazing mom! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@celiceforbes5722]

Thank you Sierra for being honest about your experience’s in motherhood. Being transparent really helps so many of us feel less alone and I can’t thank you enough! I hope you feel okey although it’s hard and I’m sending you all my love!❤️

[@hellosambrockway]

This exact same thing happened to me & I remember feeling the same way. Disappointed in myself and my body. Sending you love in this season, Sierra. Thank you for sharing this for other moms who are experiencing this too. ❤️

[@taniyab2122]

You have not failed, Sierra. You have not failed. Read this again and again and again. You are enough more than enough and amazing to Grace. Kudos to you!

[@thecatladyyy]

Sierra, our daughters are 1 week apart and i’ve loved watching your journey and feel like i have been on this journey with you. BF didn’t work well for us and we went to exclusively pumping. i was an over supplier and it was going great. until we realized she has some allergy issues and had to switch to formula only. watching you talk about this made me cry along with you. no matter how much i know this is the best choice for my daughter there are so many emotions that go along with it and i can’t help but feel like a failure. just know you aren’t alone.

[@MissKathyG]

You are so amazing! Miss Grace is very lucky to have you as a momma. I’m so thankful for you sharing your experience in pregnancy and motherhood. I hope you don’t get too down on yourself about breastfeeding or formula feeding. I’m so glad you’re open to talking about it to help other parents. I say the same to all other parents out there, you’re doing all that you can do. Formula feeding is not bad or shameful. You’re amazing and an inspiration to us parents to be. My baby girl is due in just 7 weeks..

[@alyssaestepp6042]

Thank you so much for sharing this part of your journey. I have been watching for so many years now and just am in awe of how well you and Stephen are as parents to sweet baby Grace. It comes so seamless and she’s so lucky to have you both. I know there are so many factors in milk supply but I just wanted to reassure you that no matter how she’s fed it doesn’t at all depict how you are as a mother. I get it completely, I’m a first time mom to a one year old boy and around 4 months my supply dropped and I noticed a shift as well. I think it’s common around months 3-4 and you are so valid in your feelings because I felt the same way. Breastfeeding is a wave of emotions I never expected to feel. It’s very isolating and I didn’t realize the way people depicted it until after I had my son and now even a year into nursing it’s still so controversial and it breaks my heart. So thank you for being so open and honest during motherhood, you’ve helped me in more ways then you’ll ever know! 💕 Much love to your family!

[@bnzwiebel]

I can relate to this so much! It feels like your body has betrayed you, and there is definitely a mourning that happens. As moms we are our worst critics, know you are doing everything you can and Grace is going to be just fine. Thank you so so much for being so transparent about these things, I wish someone had spoke about these things when my first two were little. My son was breastfed and supplemented with formula from day one till 10 months when my supply finally gave out completely. You’ve got this momma!

[@TanishaahsinaT]

I just want to give you the biggest hug! ♥️ Breastfeeding is amazing and any amount of milk for any amount of time is absolutely amazing to give baby!! ETA: I meant to add here, it’s totally okay to give formula and it doesn’t make you any less of a mom! Your goals for feeding and your feelings about this matter! Remember supply and demand is the most important thing with breastmilk production! I would recommend a couple things to try to help your supply! First thing, change your pump parts! Flanges, membranes, everything!! They need to be replaced pretty often especially if you pump often, they wear out quickly! Try adding an extra pumping session, in the morning would be ideal and make it a power pumping session! I power pumped twice a day to help my supply, it was hard work and they took quite awhile but it worked really well!! Hand expressing after pumping can also help get a little more milk out too! And also keep in mind, babies are more efficient at removing milk from the breast then pumps are at removing milk! So it’s no surprise Grace got more milk out than she usually would! You are doing a great job taking care of Grace! I wish you all the success with reaching your breastfeeding goals!! ♥️

[@heathermurphy2860]

I am so happy you are talking about this. Kudos to you Sierra. I struggled with breastfeeding and have been pumping, bottle feeding, and supplementing when necessary and I went through two breakdowns honestly over it. It was the hardest mental struggle and I can totally relate. Thank you for bringing awareness to this. I feel like the struggles aren’t acknowledged often and lactation experts also tend to let their bias take over. I personally felt so unsupported by certain lactation people but thank god my family, husband, and therapist helped me through and now baby and I are doing great. Fed IS best!

[@implorapace]

Thank you for being honest and open. I had a really tough day today and felt defeated. Cried and didn’t know what the next step could be. I’ll figure it out as I always do. Yet I truly appreciate the feeling of not being alone with waves of strong emotions ❤️ I hope it makes sense, English is my second language

[@KaylaSiefferman]

Hi Sierra! Thank you for being so honest and showing us the struggles of breast feeding. I had my first baby 6/2020 and I really struggled getting her to latch to me after we came home from the hospital. I have always said and felt that FED IS BEST but when it was my time to breastfeed I completely shut down. It’s a real struggle. It’s okay to say you need a break and just use formula. Just know that you are not alone with this struggle! Grace has the best Mommy ♥️

[@maursela1715]

Thanks for being so open about your milk supply and how it’s affecting you mentally. I have had a lot of ups and downs with my supply, also have PCOS. Your feelings are so valid!

[@taylorrspeaking]

Sierra, thank you for talking about this! Your feelings are valid and it’s important for others struggling to see representation. Sending love to your family🤍🤍🤍

[@hstrickland2012]

I’m so happy you shared this! I am 5 weeks postpartum and have had to supplement from the beginning with formula. I struggled to even get colostrum and am an “under supplier”. This is my first baby, never would I have thought I’d be in this position either. I’ve cried so many tears over this. I’ve decided to pretty much exclusively pump with a hospital grade pump rental and I give baby girl whatever I can. The rest is formula. Thankfully she is fed 💕. I don’t know my reason for under supply but I think perhaps it could be related to my thyroid issues and lack of breast development during pregnancy. But, fed it best! You got this! We got this!

[@rby82589]

I remember when I had to start supplementing with formula and the hard emotions that came along with it. Sending love and support to you. 💕 Also *unless someone asks for suggestions*, it can be hurtful for outsiders to recommend trying XYZ (supplements, oatmeal cookies, etc) to boost milk production. It can add pressure and make them feel like they aren’t trying hard enough (at least it did for me… it was a sensitive topic for me). If she says she is good with the decision to supplement, then all she probably needs is support.

[@katiemae1609]

Yep! I remember friends with freezer stashes asking me if I was drinking enough water 🙄

[@lozzycozzy1666]

One of the most heartbreaking things I have ever had to do was accept that nursing had come to an end for bub and I, looooooong before I was ready. Thank you for sharing ❤

[@rebeccaabrams3079]

Thank you for sharing and being honest Sierra! My baby girl is 3 days old and we’re still figuring out breastfeeding and what will ultimately work best for us. It’s HARD and no one talks about just how hard it is - especially the emotional battle. You’re doing amazing and Grace is lucky to have you as her mama ❤️

[@patriciamarie7876]

THANK YOU. It is so incredibly isolating and everyone is just so quick to say it’s okay your not a failure but it truly does feel like it! I have an almost 4 month old and I have exclusively pumped but we combo feed some days are 50/50 others are 80breast milk 20 formula and then some days are all formula. We hardly ever have a day of all breast milk. You are an amazing mother and fed is 100% best. Thank you for talking about this topic and sharing a real mom feeling. It’s horrible feeling like a failure and it is so very real. I have always felt alone and I’m so thankful to know others feeling the same.

[@kaitlinmiller2475]

Thank you so much for sharing your story. It is very similar to what I went through a couple months ago and it was so isolating that I really appreciate you talking about it and being open. Feeding baby is not always as straight forward as traditional breastfeeding or formula feeding, and its nice to see your journey being shared. Take care of yourself 💕

[@samanthavanwyhe3259]

Right there with you! I totally supported other moms who used formula but I was so upset when I came to the realization I needed to. Through many tears, and many affirmations, I am now thankful that I have gotten so many months of breastfeeding and can still let her nurse a little here and there. But you are still an amazing mama and your body produced so many amazing nutritional needs for her up until now. You’re still the same caregiver, comfort, joy and mother to little Grace!!! (Plus, making formula is much easier than defrosting frozen milk 😉)

[@highschool4396]

You’re feeling are 100% valid!! You are doing a great job with Grace! You are doing the best that YOU can do for her and that matters the most. There isn’t a rulebook for motherhood. Just know whatever you think is the right thing will be the best because everyone’s experience is completely different. Love your videos and love your little family!! ❤️

[@echouv661]

Not a parent, but you give so much amazing advice to parents everywhere! I ESPECIALLY appreciate you using the term 'people who breastfeed' instead of 'women who breastfeed', as a non-binary person looking to be a parent, not enough people are inclusive with their language around trans/non-binary people who want to carry their own children. It makes us feel seen

[@janellehough6003]

Oh Mylanta, I have felt that duality when discontinuing breastfeeding with both of my kids. I thought I would be okay the second time around, but postpartum emotions are a rough road to traverse. You are such a good mommy from what I can see, and goodness continue to hug and squeeze her. One day I woke up and my first-born was on the verge of turning 11…the time goes by so fast 💕

[@TaylorTatorbugHansen]

Thank you for sharing this. I like your content, but I often found myself comparing myself to you in regards to milk supply. This video made me realize that we dont always see the full picture. I ended up weaning my daughter and giving formula completely. I felt like a failure and worried what other mom's would think at first until I finally dried up and I felt so much relaxed that I began to actually enjoy my time as a mother. However, it's still hard to watch other mom's breastfeed and wonder why it's so easy for them. I guess what I'm getting at though is that we shouldnt assume things about ppl, and qhile this was a vulnerable moment for you to share, it made someone like myself not feel completely alone in their feelings.

[@elysak1313]

Sierra, thank you for sharing this with us. I went through similar struggles with breastfeeding and had to supplement with formula for a little while, too. Also, I found out my first day back to work that my entire freezer stash wasn’t good because I hadn’t stored it properly. I felt so much guilt and also felt like a failure. We tried nursing (along with pumping and bottle feeding) for about 5 months, but it just wasn’t working for either myself or my baby. I ended up exclusively pumping which was a much better option for us. I still didn’t love it and was disappointed I wasn’t able to nurse my son for as long as I’d hoped, but I learned that it’s such a small window of time that’s already hard in so many ways…no need to make it harder on myself or him when there are perfectly healthy alternatives. Breast milk is seriously amazing stuff, but there’s absolutely nothing wrong with formula. I know a lot of nursing moms claim to get hate for doing so, especially in public, but I personally felt way more shameful about bottle feeding than I ever did when breastfeeding him. It’s pushed so heavily as the “best” way to feed your baby and is often portrayed as a magical, beautiful experience…not the case for some of us; probably more of us than we even realize because it’s such a taboo subject that women rarely talk about. Anyway. You’re doing a great job! Grace is lucky to have a mama (and daddy) who loves her so much. ❤️

[@mikaylaharmony2526]

I feel you so deeply about breastfeeding. My first daughter breastfeeding journey sent me in a spiral deep into postpartum depression and anxiety and with latch issues it was best to stop and pursue formula. I went to therapy for it. My second daughter I tried so hard but this time I knew if it wasn’t successful my baby would still thrive and I would still be a good mom. It’s tough not to feel like a failure and the mom guilt is so strong. ❤️

[@cinthiagonzalez3982]

I struggled so hard with my breastfeeding/pumping journey. I felt like I wasn’t producing enough and I wasn’t good enough. In this moment, I can feel your heartbreak. I went on to nurse my daughter up until her second birthday! You are doing great! Always remember your daughter is incredibly lucky that you love her so much to make sure she’s fed and well on a daily basis. Sending you hugs!

[@paulam8157]

Oh momma!! I felt your pain. Your words couldn’t have been more true. We know fee is best. However, when you work so hard to breastfeed and are doing everything right it’s frustrating. I was right there with you a year ago when my supply tanked. I bawled the first time I had to supplement with formula. My supply thankfully came back! I hope the same for you!

[@gapeach51170]

Sending you a cyber hug!

[@justchelsea2010]

Thank you for being so transparent with us throughout your parenting journey. Sooo many people struggle and feel like they are 'the only one's'. I'm very happy you are doing the weighted feeds because no matter how good the pump is, it will never be as effective as your baby is expressing milk. You're a great mom and such an inspiration.

[@morgs81001]

First of all, you are an amazing mom. Combo feeding or exclusively formula feeding are both incredible options. Your baby is still getting antibodies from ANY amount of breast milk you give. And while that is nice, formula keeps babies happy, full and healthy as well! It’s such a blessing we live in a time and country where we don’t have to worry about our babies being fed! I do totally empathize with the way it hurts our hearts when we feel like our body isn’t doing what it’s “supposed to” (BIG air quotes there!), but you are keeping your baby so healthy and happy❤️ I’m sure you’ve done a ton of research, but if you haven’t tried power pumping, it can be invaluable! Power pumping: Pump 20min Rest 10min Pump 10min Rest 10min Pump 10min *Pumping even if you’re not getting milk is still helpful because it is still stimulating and telling your body to make more milk. Prayers for your heart and body during your feeding journey, Sierra, no matter what that might look like! Please don’t sacrifice your mental health just to breastfeed. I promise Grace cares a lot more about your happiness than what kind of milk she’s getting.🤍

[@1301274a]

Thanks for doing inclusive sizing. I'm on the petite end 5'0. So am so appreciative of influzeners that include inclusive sizes! Bodies come in all sizes!

[@ChelseaAuNaturel]

There’s a supplement called more milk plus and milkapalooza that helped my supply so much! Oatmeal and coconut water also and Moringa

[@diannam801]

sesame seeds help a lot too

[@macyfunderburg7439]

Yes! Coconut water helped me so much and aussie bites from sams/Costco helps a lot too

[@Emivibes96]

Brewers yeast helped me!

[@amberbeasley2527]

Yeah I made some boobie biscuits (lactation cookies) when my supply dipped with my first child, and I was shooting milk across the room lol, there are lots of recipes and they have a few key ingredients eg brewers yeast, oats, sesame seeds (tahini), and they are delicious and safe for everyone to enjoy similar to Anzac biscuits (I’m an Aussie) but I have seen ones you can buy in a packet. Not saying they work for everyone but worth a try and a yummy mummy snack!

[@kellyhubbard3745]

Sierra, I’m so sorry you’re experiencing this, but it definitely isn’t silly to feel this sadness. I struggled with breastfeeding from day 1 and spent 10 weeks fighting to breastfeed. I was breastfeeding, supplementing with formula, and pumping during this time. I finally got to a point where I knew I had to stop trying to force it. I grieved the loss of my dream breastfeeding journey, but also felt a huge weight lifted off of me because I knew my baby was fed. When we have it up, my mental health got so much better and it had a positive effect on my daughter. Whatever happens, Grace will know how much you love her. Your love for her and worth as a mom isn’t determined by breastfeeding or formula feeding.

[@vampress13FAE]

I never comment on videos, but i needed to on this.... Thank you Sierra for your candor on this and showing your vulnerability! It really hit me probably because You are not alone. When my Little Bug was born, my milk took nearly a week to come in. I was so stressed because I felt that there was something was wrong with me which made it worse. It came in and we had no problem till 3 months later, and my milk dropped way down for a couple of weeks. I felt so alone and like it was my fault. As i watched the beginning video, I wished i could reach in and give you a hug, and tell you that it is going to be okay. Motherhood is so stressful and scary! Even small things can seem monumental. I wish you the best! Also, I don't know if you have looked into this but what really helped me was my breastfeeding peer coach and support group! Sometimes when i was stressed my coach would have great advice from when she fed her babies and it would do the trick. I know covid changed how things run, but maybe they have some online?

[@amandaengland7765]

Thank you for this. ❤️ As a fellow breastfeeding person I've had several crying in the kitchen moments lately. It DOES feel like failing - but it's not. You're so right. Fed is best!

[@libbyhalstead7948]

Sierra, I’m right there with you - about 3 weeks after giving birth, my supply dropped so dramatically that my son was miserably hungry all day. He would cry in pain from being so hungry and I was doing everything I could to support breast milk production. We already had to put formula in the breast milk because my milk wasn’t enough by itself and I felt so broken. We eventually had to switch to exclusively formula after a lot of testing and trying and now he’s big and healthy and strong! I still get emotional about it and he’s 8 months now, like I cried at starting weaning him off of bottles because it was formula not breast milk. It’s one thing to know that fed is best but to accept it when formula wasn’t your plan can hurt. It’s okay to feel those feelings and Grace is so BLESSED to have a mama who cares so much about her being fed! You got this mama! Thank you for sharing your struggle - it makes other moms not feel so alone!

[@kasifields964]

Sierra, thank you so much for sharing your struggles! Nothing around pregnancy should be taboo and you talking about these things helps make it not! I'm in my 31st week of pregnancy with my rainbow baby and everything you talk about always resonates with me. Just know you are an amazing mother and person and you're doing everything right!

[@meganhough2709]

I am so happy for you! As a breastfeeding mom I totally understand the tears over something that could sound really insignificant to others. I am so proud of you!

[@lexiespring770]

You’re doing great, mama! A few things that helped me on top of the added pumping/feeding were eating oatmeal, body armor drinks, warm compress/massage before pumping.

[@maddisonmudgett1599]

My heart aches for you!!!! I went through the same exact thing around 3-4 months… if you’re looking for tips, just keep at it and try power pumping! (30 mins pumping, 10 mins rest, 10 mins pumping, 10 mins rest, 5 mins pumping) It does wonders! But, I also felt so much pressure to breast feed. I’m 7 months postpartum and still breastfeeding, but I am still dealing with the highs and lows of breastfeeding. Give yourself grace mama💗 you’re doing AMAZING!

[@kaylabuasod]

It has been 7 months since my supply completely dried up and I had to switch to exclusively formula, and I thought I was over it, but i was crying watching the beginning of this video. Thank you for using your platform to shed light on how painful this can be for moms. Everything you said about the self-imposed pressure and feeling like a failure was spot on. Rest assured that the love you and Stephen give Grace everyday is a gazillion times more important than the kind of milk she drinks ❤❤❤❤

[@sandrahart6033]

Hey beautiful one, you have given Grace the best start possible. Not only with your milk but with your love & care! Not everyone is made to feed long term (or even at all!) I dried up at 9 months with all of my boys and I did everything I possibly could to keep my milk going but it was not physically to be. As I have found with getting an autoimmune disorder - you can’t always make your body behave! Grave is happy and she is loved and that is the most important thing both you & Steven have achieved - go you! ❤️❤️❤️

[@aliciaroeck5533]

Oh my gosh Sierra. I was in the kitchen making my breakfast and started your video. Cut to me bawling and my husband asking what’s wrong. I whole heartedly feel you! I couldn’t get my supply up enough and we supplemented at least one formula meal a day. It was so so hard for me to get past the mental block that fed is best and I am not failing him. You got this girl! You are such a great mama to Gracie girl! Also, fun fact Grace and my son Oliver are exactly one month apart ☺️

[@TheOptimalLife]

I’ve struggled with supply issues and it is so frustrating. I did everything I could to try to increase my supply, diet changes, drinking an absurd amount of water, supplements, fenugreek, around the clock pumping-nothing worked. My efforts ended up exhausting me. I read somewhere that supply issues could be hereditary and it finally clicked in my brain that my supply issues weren’t my fault. I give my baby what I’m able and don’t stress about the rest now. Formula isn’t the end of the world and you and your baby will be just fine!

[@cheypoe622]

I'm sure I'm the thousandth person to say this today but I'm so proud of you both. Y'all handle things with such thought-out logic and love and it's so wonderful that you're comfortable sharing with us. While it doesn't personally affect me, I know breastfeeding is such a pressure-filled roll for a parent to take on and any bumps along the way can feel like insurmountable mountains. You and Stephen get through it all together and I absolutely know that you're helping others do the same. You're truly such great human beings and miss Grace is so lucky to have you💓

[@katarinarybecka6517]

I came here just to read comments. THIS community is incredible. Thank you Sierra and all women here in the comments, you made my day brighter. (my 3 months old has a breastfeeding strike). ❤

[@bloom_beryl]

You're such an amazing mama Sierra! Just know that you're doing a great job and Grace is getting everything she needs, whether it's formula or breastmilk. When I started working after I had my daughter, my milk supply went down because I didn't have enough time to pump at work. I remember trying to power pump to increase it and feeling so defeated. After I started supplementing with formula and even after I stopped breastfeeding altogether around 9 months, I felt so free and so much less stress on myself. Your mental health is important too, so don't stress 💞

[@maddiesteinbock2370]

Sending so much love and support to you, Grace, and Stephen❤️❤️❤️ I know breastfeeding can be so emotional. You are all doing an amazing job!

[@allaybee]

I went through this with my 10week old. He never really latched so he has always been a bottle feeder. So I just pump for him as much as I can. He has started eating more, and while I still produce an okay amount, I don’t produce enough for each feed. So we have been doing half formula half breast milk since he was about 7 weeks old. It broke my heart at first because I felt like I wasn’t able to do the most fundamental thing for my son. But after seeing how happy and satisfied he was when his tummy was full after each 4-6oz mixed bottle, it made me feel SO much better about the decision. It was about his tummy, not about my pride as a momma. Your little girl is so happy and healthy and you are a great mom doing everything you can for her. And on those days when you feel discouraged about it, just remember that you’re not alone.❤️

[@homemc9892]

You are not alone ❤️❤️ I went through breast feeding/supply issues with both of my kids and I completely understand how you feel. You’re a strong mama, your feelings are valid, and it’s really good to be able to talk about it ❤️

[@5emilylewis]

Oh Sierra, I remember being in your exact position. When my son was a few days old we started swing a lactation consultant. They were always saying how great his latch was, how he was looking great, etc. then at his two week doctor appointment, he had barely gained weight. I remember feeling like such a failure. I started doing triple feeds (breast, supplement with frozen breastmilk, then I would pump right after). It was so physically and emotionally draining. I still wasn’t making enough and the first time we used formula I wept for days straight. I always knew fed was best, but I felt like I was failing my baby, failing as a mom, failing at everything. He only got breast milk until 8 weeks, when my supply totally disappeared. I look back on it now and still feel sad, but when I see my beautiful, healthy, joyous boy, it all fades away. Grace loves you regardless! You’re doing great!

[@bunny114]

I've been in your exact shoes. I was scheduled for an induction at 41 weeks that turned C-section, I have PCOS and dealt with the same supply drop. It was hard, really, really hard, because like you said, while we would never hold things like that against anyone, would never judge or question a choice to formula feed, it's different when it's your life and your own choices in things. Fed is best, you're right, but that doesn't make your feelings or experiences less valid. When I was going through this everyone kept reassuring me that fed is best and there's nothing wrong with formula, but no one offered any actual help. No advice in improving supply, no support for me wanting to continue. It was hard and it was isolating. Having come out on the other side with a now two and a half year old, I'll give you the advice that I needed. It's okay to feel negative about it, it's okay to be sad and to cry, to try what feels like everything under the sun to bring your supply back up. It's okay to need support, and it's okay if things don't work out. I power pumped three times a day, ate oatmeal and used Brewers yeast to bring my supply back up, it helped. Lots of skin to skin and I even had my husband help with massaging and kneading my breasts to help stimulate that supply and demand signal to my brain, so maybe those things will work for you. Good luck on your journey, you've got this!

[@leahmcnabb0323]

As someone who STRUGGLED to breastfeed due to severe mental health issues, I am so glad to see a major influence talk about the struggles of it. I was able to breastfeed until my baby was about three months old and then I could not get my supply to stay up, and we had to start supplementing with formula and immediately after that I stopped producing. I felt like such a failure as a mom and it sent my already fragile mental health spiraling downwards. So to see one of my favorite influencers talk about it makes me feel so much better, because even though my baby is three now I still hold that over myself. I love how honest you are Sierra and have loved watching you for years now!

[@gingerglitter4ever]

Thank you so much for sharing! Your honesty is greatly appreciated as this is such a taboo subject 💕 I really like Brittany Balyn’s tips on milk supply things that she used when she was struggling with breast feeding 💗 hang in there 💪🏻

[@FreeChild777]

Breastfeeding is emotional. I wasn’t able to produce enough for my daughter and felt devastated. She’s now 27 and a successful human. No worries momma like your amazing husband said “you’ve got this”💜

[@iambeyoncealways.7304]

My supply literally dropped in week 2. You’ve gone so far Sierra, and you’ve done great! And even though it feels like your body has failed you and Grace, your doing perfect! One day at a time ❤️ if your still wanting to try and bring your supply up, I’d suggest milky mama products, they tend to help increase milk production. And they taste pretty good ☺️

[@zlatickoxt]

Sorry to hear you're struggling! I don't have any supply issues at the moment but I was experiencing major drops in the beginning. Turned out the only issue was I wasn't feeding frequently enough (my baby would feed about 8 times per day but it needed to be more!). Sorry if this is unsolicited advice and I'm sure you've discussed this with your lactation consultant but I would definitely try to breastfeed/pump more often. :) Good luck!

[@cheyyaekel9696]

Hi I see that you have loads of advice and understanding comments, awesome! I just wanted to add there are times when your cycle starts to come back, your supply will tank. Keep up with normal pumping and nursing. Hopefully, your supply bounces back, but if not, you're doing a great job!

[@karlaf.64]

You are so strong Sierra! I have no advise but just know that it is so clear that baby Grace is so loved! Sending you hugs and may the best outcome for your family come to be 🤍

[@jennifershoemaker769]

You are an amazing mom! The fact you were able to feed Grace for 4+ months is amazing! My boys are just a couple weeks older than Grace and I was never able to fully breastfeed them (they never latched well) I tried pumping and my milk just never came fully in and it was too to try to pump with twins and take care of them. I applaud anyone who is able to breastfeed/pump regardless of how long they do because I didn’t realize how difficult breastfeeding/pumping was.

[@alysaurusrex2166]

Aww Sierra. I felt the exact same way when my milk supply dropped. There is no worse feeling than feeling like you can’t provide for your baby. But you are providing for her! Keep at it. You’re doing great. She’s a beautiful, happy baby, and that’s all you can ask for.

[@1h2a3l4l5i6e6s7p8a9d]

I know the struggle and stress of having to supplement. Thank you for sharing because it really isn't talked about enough!