My Miscarriage

[@olgatrujillo4431]

"Babies lost in the womb were never touched by fear. They were never cold, never hungry, never alone and importantly always knew love." - Zoe Clark-Coates

[@bethsmithdr10]

That's so touching.😢

[@olgatrujillo4431]

@Elizabeth McFarland im sowy:(

[@karaadams8787]

Common, I just stopped crying!

[@victoriabartelt1005]

Sobbing now

[@Addicted2Muzic94]

❤😢

[@holdawn]

just because someone dislikes pregnancy doesn't mean they dont want a baby.

[@rurue-hf6nu]

@blv ...wrong comment?

[@JosephJoestarz]

Thank you. Exactly 👏

[@CitrineMoon]

Yes! This! One of my cousins was pretty miserable her whole pregnancy but that doesn't mean she hates being a mother. She adores her son.

[@user-ri3oz1hi4k]

Exactly. I hope they choose to adopt one of the billions of kids around the world 💕😞

[@maggiequinn9226]

Yeah.

[@OhLaurenBaby]

Miscarriages are hard whether the pregnancy was planned or not. Your pain is entirely valid.

[@megan886]

1000th like

[@millahschulte9326]

It’s so sad and my mum had two and I can’t imagine what she went through

[@lexa4434]

And now she’s pregnant with twins... This is really the universe giving back what it took from you

[@nikidanesh3819]

❤️❤️

[@mariamshah338]

yep. the baby went back for its best friend :)

[@itskadyy1907]

Took the words right out of my mouth!!

[@fr3y458]

Exactly what I was thinking

[@raytas9140]

Right I’m So happy for her!!!!!

[@brianaraymond2910]

Just because you don’t like being pregnant doesn’t make your feelings any less valid. I am so truly sorry for your loss.

[@jaecringy1795]

This is so true Colleen we all love you 💕

[@madelyngilliam7606]

yes exactly. 💕

[@angel4ever35]

I hated being pregnant but I know this would've broke my heart, cause when my doc couldn't find the heartbeat during one of my ultrasounds and freaked out and started telling me to go to the hospital next door, luckily she was sleeping and it was just really low and hard to find, but that split second of fear was the most gut wrenching feeling I ever had

[@Kat-qr7hv]

I absolutely hated being pregnant but I’d do it all over again for my son. I never even wanted kids. He was supposed to be a twin and I was devastated when both didn’t make it! Any reaction to miscarriage is valid!

[@Catherine_Anne]

Please don’t let anyone tell you that you can’t grieve this baby because you don’t like being pregnant. You have every right to grieve your loss. A miscarriage is one of the hardest things a woman can go through, please give yourself time to heal.

[@Bussyattack]

@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda ???shut up...

[@noandno183]

@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda stfu

[@mattiejohnson5654]

@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda all hail SATANNNNN

[@gaby.673]

@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda okay what would you do if you got pregnant and had a miscarriage its SAD and you don't know what it feels like kinda rude

[@laurenfrazier7510]

@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda what the actual hell she is grieving and you have to comment this? Wtf

[@Binkeeandtatertot]

“Babies lost in the womb were never touched by fear. They were never cold, never hungry, never alone and most importantly always knew love” ❤️

[@elliegrace757]

I know this is meant for Colleen, but this touched me regarding my situation which I have also left a comment, thank you x

[@ianonymous4204]

i love this❤️

[@suzannemabery5549]

My mom had a miscarriage before she got pregnant with me and every time I hear or see a story I'm reminded of my brother, Caleb in heaven and I know she'll love this. I've never had a miscarriage, I was told I was when I was pregnant with my oldest son and I felt like my world was over until I got transported to st. Louis and by God's Grace I was told I was not having one. This breaks my heart for you Colleen. May the Lord turn this around for the good.

[@valrojas16]

That's beautiful

[@kerri-leeelcock660]

Man i needed this comment

[@ashleyl6620]

I’m a labor and delivery nurse and I want to thank you for talking about miscarriages. 1 out of 4 pregnancies end in loss. Whether it is a miscarriage, stillbirth or a neonatal death. And no one talks about it. The shame that surrounds it needs to end! 99.9% of the time it is never the mothers fault.

[@ktcooki276]

One in four???? No way???? I never heard that statistic before. Love to Colleen.x

[@salvetre3966]

@@sdf9962 oh I'm sorry for your losts. Sending you love honey ❤️

[@sdf9962]

@@salvetre3966 thank you, I very much appreciate your kindness!

[@annaleise624]

I’m 15 and have a baby girl. I didn’t even think about this

[@AJ-db8kc]

We should normalize women not liking being pregnant, i think it would take away a lot of guilt and shame

[@katherinetaylor4026]

exactly. and we need to normalize women not liking being pregnant and still wanting children.

[@reallareina]

i agree 100%

[@angel4ever35]

It doesn't help nobody warns new moms what to expect during and after pregnancy, it's very hard, also being in pain and sick isn't enjoyable lol 🤣 I was so jealous of the happy comfy preggo ladies

[@Rebecca_4]

I’m just a teenager rn and I would love to be a mother but the process of being pregnant and giving birth sounds sooo tough sometimes I probably could never handle I have sooo much respect for mothers and women who has struggled with these topics

[@atotallyrandomchickonthein5460]

@@Rebecca_4 YES. i want them but i don't cause I have a ton of siblings and I don't wanna spend my years watching them, and if I did i don't wanna make my older kids watch them like i have to, but you can die during labor so it scares me 😔

[@RachelZeglerLovesHugs]

Oh mama. We love you so very much. You are so strong.

[@jaysonmarti4591]

Omg hey. I feel so bad for her 😔

[@Thenicehhff]

Me to

[@Thenicehhff]

@@jaysonmarti4591 me to

[@joanndenny3784]

@@Thenicehhff me to

[@littlestarsnursery8923]

I am crying I cant stop.

[@montbm1338]

She hated pregnancy but she loves motherhood. It's not fair. Love you Colleen, we're here with you, will be here always to support you 🖤

[@glazeddonuts8643]

😥

[@karaklontz]

Colleen, I’m having a miscarriage today. My first pregnancy. I can’t express enough how much comfort this brought me. I’m currently in rehearsals to play the Baker’s Wife in Into the Woods. I don’t know if I can pick up the pieces of this loss in time to continue in the role. But your video is helping me through my grieving process. Other than not having a previous pregnancy experience, this was like watching a recording of myself and my own heart right now. Thank you for your bravery to share. And your pregnancy with your sweet twins gives me so much hope.

[@strangelifeasdawn7053]

I’m so sorry for your loss

[@alicetarry6397]

Oh honey I'm so so sorry for your loss. I cant even begin to imagine how hard this would be for you. Just know you have people to talk to and you are never alone. I hope that one day you get your beautiful rainbow baby and you have a wonderful life full of happiness and amazing memories. You are a powerful, strong, and courageous woman and you can get through this. I hope you feel better soon xxx

[@loveydovey1008]

First*

[@EmilyWithTheBirds]

I’m so sorry you had to go through this you are a strong and amazing woman ❤️❤️❤️

[@ytn1f]

I’m sorry this happened to you. Today I am having a miscarriage and I don’t know what to do. My first pregnancy after trying for a year. Seeing Colleen gives me hope to keep going for that rainbow baby.

[@vendejamos7595]

"I don't like the pregnancy process" and "I want to have kids" are two statements that should coexist :)) sending love to your family Colleen ❣️

[@yayamckenzie5986]

yess SAY IT LOUDER

[@seona1902]

@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda .

[@user-hn9fl2bd8j]

@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda ....

[@cessily810]

@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda baptism doesn’t save you😀

[@vendejamos7595]

@Odaliz Orozco-Rueda That's hilarious I already am :)) how about u get off the internet and stop telling people how to live their lives.

[@SierraSchultzzie]

sending you so much love. Miscarriage brings such a deep and intense kind of pain that can be so difficult to process. I hope you’re able to find healing and strength in grieving, all your feelings are incredibly valid 💕

[@mandielayne9941]

Thank you for being such a beautiful soul, Sierra!!!

[@abirose7928]

Ily Sierra🤍

[@aH5oAAJv2BPyPwYKOQ9g]

seeing both you and colleen go through miscarriages has really opened my eyes to the possible outcomes of pregnancy and has taught me a lot. I love you both❤️

[@tehechristatehe]

Thank you for supporting Colleen during this! My heart really breaks for her. I remember when I watched your miscarriage video and it really taught me a lot and made me realized how difficult miscarriage can be. I see you supporting so many people who have suffered a miscarriage. It's really inspiring and kind of you. Thank you for being so kind and loving to so many women going through such a horrible thing and thank you for using your platform to raise awareness about such a hushed topic. I can't imagine how many people you have helped and comforted.

[@HaileyHailey810]

AWH SIERRA❤️

[@caitlynlewis4539]

Anyone who would think “she shouldn’t be sad about a miscarriage because she doesn’t like pregnancy” are not worth your time. What a sad, cold, uncompassionate place that would come from. Your feelings and your grief are valid!!!! Sending you love and light and compassion!!

[@raniazaouaghi7595]

Ikr she said that she hates pregnancy but would still be gratefull for being prego. So the people who say that have NOTHING to say like she was actually crying why would she cry if she didnt care.

[@brookeanslow3167]

Caitlyn Lewis stop. Been so mean u wount like if u had a miscarege

[@raniazaouaghi7595]

@@brookeanslow3167 She is defending us bro she isnt being mean at all-

[@jessicasfairytale]

@@brookeanslow3167 you stop. Caitlyn is defending Colleen. Also, get off this video, you look and sound too young to be here.

[@jamesomeara1328]

If I have something bad to say well then I can go away bc most of us are here to support not to leave bad comments

[@natalie5865]

My sister suffered a 3rd trimester miscarriage. It really broke her, and I’ve never seen her like that. Your not alone Colleen, and I hope anybody can see this message and know that your not alone. Say strong

[@RedRoseSeptember22]

Mama Doctor Jones says it's not considered miscarriage after 20 weeks, but fetal death instead. Which doesn't make it any better I know, but it's better when people use the correct term.

[@nooraqueen2716]

That’s a stillbirth

[@b4byheart726]

@@RedRoseSeptember22 it’s fetal death after 8 weeks, and embryonic death before 8 weeks.

[@phyreacid]

🥺🥺😭😭

[@jennifermarielove2608]

1st trimester is heartbreaking but 3rd is even more heart breaking knowing that you spent months creating a life and bought furniture please tell your sister I'm so sorry for her lost.

[@meltheconehead]

She’s so strong. She is literally a queen and she can get through anything. We love you colleen!!!!!

[@beth7259]

b l go away

[@MrsTran-ix4hk]

@@TdScar ikr

[@zoe.h]

Hi Neil, yes she is a queen, and we love her very much. Bye Neil the church boy.

[@meltheconehead]

@@zoe.h Directioner :3

[@meltheconehead]

@@TdScar hey, please don’t swear in my comments.

[@AntsCanada]

So sorry to hear this, Colleen. We are here to support you. Praying for you and your family.

[@juanmacias977]

Yeah😞

[@antoinettegutierrez166]

Hello Collen, my name is Antoinette. I am so sorry to hear you had a miscarriage . I understand completely the pain you are feeling. I had 4 miscarriages . I have two beautiful girls 20 and 19. It really hurts when you lose your pregnancy. My deepest condolences to you and Eric.May God bless you always 🙏

[@Antonina2013]

Yeqh ofc we r

[@Cowy313]

@@antoinettegutierrez166 This is not coleen

[@hayhay3451]

Yes

[@anxiousbean1685]

This woman cannot catch a break. She’s gone through so much and she still has so much love and support to give to others.

[@guacamole6860]

People who disliked this video where crying to much and couldn’t see what they where doing

[@anxiousbean1685]

@@talendumas who cares if she makes a living off of little kids? the little kids find her funny and she’s a great role model. she doesn’t live to please you or anyone else. not to mention this video is about her fricking miscarriage which is a very sad thing. the miranda videos aren’t made for everyone, and not everyone has to like them, but to target the woman who makes them who is literally just vibing having fun being silly?

[@zprxmels]

Exactly how I feel

[@calliethomas2296]

@@talendumas bro just get out of here

[@zprxmels]

@@talendumas get out of here if your going to be rude also making videos on social media is a lot harder than it looks my distant cousin makes them it gets stressful but what's even worse is Colleen is/has experienced a miscarriage

[@kimphamxx]

Now this Christmas is 2 little boys, a little girl with presents under the tree❤️❤️❤️ I’m here after your birthing video and vlog, sending you & your new family members so much love!

[@SamandAlyssa22]

Your pain and your feelings are valid ❤️

[@reaganberg3835]

yes! if you had the baby for 1 day or you got to watch the baby grow up, it doesn't matter if you lose them you are allowed to feel sad. dont let anybody tell you otherwise. and colleen you are a mom of 2. that is your baby. they are just up in heaven watching over you.

[@crazy_cap_mushroom]

@@reaganberg3835 for sure

[@naama_amedi]

@Sam&Alyssa ❤️

[@oliviaparsons5515]

@@reaganberg3835 agreed

[@janemh5866]

@@reaganberg3835 first part is absolutely true any way someone would feel in this situation is their’s, their right and entirely valid, but that includes not necessarily believing it was a baby or that it is in heaven, that’s ok too and something we should be respectful of

[@bridgette1800]

Just because you “don’t like being pregnant”, doesn’t mean you don’t have the right to mourn the loss of your baby. You have every right to grieve, and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. I’m so sorry for your loss 🖤

[@aliciadeadlydaisy7543]

Who the hell "likes" being pregnant anyway?? 😂 Traumatic and devastating situation regardless if she "loves" being pregnant or not 🙄

[@zuzannab9454]

Wait she lost flynn

[@Emilia.92]

@@aliciadeadlydaisy7543 yeah 😭

[@Emilia.92]

Yeah true

[@bridgette1800]

@Alicia Deadly Daisy totally agree. That was my whole point..

[@NatalieCrawfordMD]

As a fertility doctor: Thank you for sharing this. I’ve had my own miscarriage and I help patients and I know the stigma is real and the pain is so hard. Sending you love and thank you for sharing. Your vulnerability is brave and inspiring. ❤️

[@karlacabrera6810]

May 17th 2021..she just announced she is pregnant ❤️❤️

[@hollyknutson5656]

And with twins!!!

[@lomled]

I really hope it goes well and healthy please GOD🥺💗

[@meredithbisioski471]

with twins!

[@emeliagreen9350]

Twins! 👶👶

[@elliemcd1006]

I didn't mean to dislike ur comment sorry i was trying to like it

[@Clisare]

Fellow miscarriage experiencer here. I'm sorry that this happened you. Thank you for sharing, every person sharing their story helps to normalise talking about it. Sending love ❤️❤️

[@skkye_09]

I am so sorry!!

[@belkYT]

My mom also had a mis carriage. But aren’t mis carriages 1 in 5 chance?

[@laurenthomas7200]

I am too. Completely agree. Hearing other stories helps.

[@scarletorgana2919]

Same here had a miscarriage with by beautiful baby girl Alya always in my heart I’m pregnant again tho but this time with twin s

[@scarletorgana2919]

@@belkYT so it’s still so sad 😭 My mum thinks it runs in the family I losed my triplet only 2 were born poor Ruby didn’t make it 😢👶🏼

[@mia-wo9xt]

I’m so sad that she had to say sorry for showing her emotions and being sad for losing someone.

[@bqckleyfilms]

literally.

[@GracielaAnn]

I had a miscarriage Christmas of 2019, I didn’t give myself time to grieve. I thought I had to be strong for my husband and son. A year later I got depressed because everything built up. So cry, take time to yourself, KZbin will be here after. Your health is more important!

[@GracielaAnn]

@Madi Renson I’m so happy for her! Hope they are good and healthy 🙂

[@catrinmaijones]

Well done so true

[@strawblairyfields]

@Madi Renson Rainbow baby ☺️

[@praptipanchal1469]

So now they have the mini van. This Christmas they would have a bigger family. But not four, it would be FIVE! I am so excited for the rainbow twins 😭❤️🌈

[@egh2389]

I know😭😭

[@harrypottah5119]

Rainbow?

[@zer00gravity33]

@@harrypottah5119 rainbow after miscarriage

[@EricaGriffin]

Thank you Colleen for being so open. This is just not talked about and so many are suffering alone. Even just fear of miscarriage eats at women and there often feels like there is zero support. So thank you, bless you. Take all you need to heal.

[@rosiecheeks4579]

Am I the only reply..?

[@gabyleg4746]

@@rosiecheeks4579 nope

[@vihanii_k]

@@rosiecheeks4579 umm nope

[@sucrose3339]

@@rosiecheeks4579 nope

[@averypowell9247]

It’s such a lonely feeling..

[@michellecardenas7703]

It really resonated with me when Colleen said, “my heart became a place for four people”

[@kaileylane_1115]

Well self love too🥰

[@vashappening5440]

5 now

[@HilaryLudkin-Finnie]

six now, herself, her husband, Flynn her twins and the little baby we never got to meet but was just as loved Xx Stay safe everyone🥰

[@HilaryLudkin-Finnie]

@@XX-yw6iz The baby she lost still counts as having a place in her heart, so that's Flynn, her twins, her lost baby, Eric and herself as she included herself when she said it and self love is important too.

[@XX-yw6iz]

@@HilaryLudkin-Finnie my bad,i reread your comment after posting that,went to delete mine but it wouldnt let me

[@DefNoodles]

This is incredibly sad. I'm sorry you're going through this. Hope you and your family are well.

[@bxba3469]

Nobody should have to go through this 😢

[@whatthehellkat]

Youre so sweet Dennis!

[@rcj-ns6pe]

@N Nicol a rainbow baby is a baby that comes after you lose one. It’s not a joke.

[@AM-kn5ch]

@Paria correct so they are wishing her luck that she can get her rainbow baby

[@nnicol1077]

Guys I'm so sorry I didnt know what that was. My apologies I wish that for her to.

[@batoolorabi586]

Who's here after she got pregnant with twins!! so happy for her

[@crystalapaez9954]

Me

[@playwithme7990]

Me

[@vbv2421]

she just gave birth!!!

[@stefb123]

pregnancy is a traumatic experience for so many women. that doesn’t mean those women don’t want kids. don’t ever apologize for your feelings, they’re valid. you’re an amazing mother, colleen. we love you.

[@vicariouslyvirginiav]

Oh Colleen. My heart is breaking for you. Please allow yourself all the time you need to grieve and heal. ❤️ Also - please never allow anyone to shame you for being open and honest about how miserable pregnancy can be. I’ve had three miscarriages and am now 28 weeks pregnant. So everytime I have complained about how hard this pregnancy has been on me and how much I love my baby but despise being pregnant, I’ve been shamed and told I should be grateful and not complain after losses. It made me feel so horrible and people like you being so open and vulnerable about these things had made me feel so much more okay with being open about my struggles as well. Your strength and love for your family had been so admirable throughout my loss and pregnancy journey and the vulnerability you show has truly inspired me to do the same. You can both dislike pregnancy and ADORE your baby, and you have given me that comfort through your honesty when you were pregnant with Flynn. Please let yourself feel all that you are feeling and know that you so so valid in all of it. Sending so much love. ❤️

[@madison.anne.w]

Aww Im so sorry for you I wish you luck with pregnencys and everything!!

[@carlsg4l]

@b l ok

[@leilahaddad7086]

@Virginia Kilmartin please make more vidsssss pleaseeee

[@lucy2851]

I hope the rest of your pregnancy goes great!!

[@janemh5866]

@Emily Glover Gaming and vlogs "big" like full and decent and real then yes

[@sariahleavitt1928]

When you get that positive test. You picture your whole life. You imagine every little thing. And when it’s taken away and lost it’s so so painful. I had a miscarriage at 5 weeks after we’ve been trying for a baby for 2 years. We thought it was our turn and we lost it. Our first baby. It’s absolutely painful. I fell into a deep hole of depression. But I’m better now and still waiting for my rainbow. I think about my baby all the time and pray to God to ask him to let my baby know even though we never met and I wasn’t very far along. We loved/love our baby sooo so much. And can’t wait to meet him/her someday. Be strong momma. I’ll keep you in my prayers 🙏🏼❤️

[@rachelrose3573]

Aw Sariah, I'm truly moved by your story. I hope and pray you and your husband get a little one soon! Babies are a blessing and yours will be born into a family that loves them more than anything in life. Stay positive girlie, your time will come!

[@maggiequinn9226]

Oh my god, you are such a sweet person.

[@maggiequinn9226]

#Praying for you collen.

[@okaycalm4667]

i’m so moved. you are a true role model, thank you so much for sharing this with us.

[@sariahleavitt1928]

@@rachelrose3573 Thank you so much ❤️

[@alyciaadams8634]

I would never wish a miscarriage on my own worst enemy. The emotional aspect is almost unbearable at times. The pain is unlike any other. Sending you love and light.

[@Oscar-wt4dy]

As a male, thank you for educating me on miscarriages. I never understood how common it was.. stay strong!!! Im so happy that you have great people in your life, some that have even experienced the same pain, to help you recover from this.

[@Elizabeth-xf7yu]

I have heard that one out of every 5 pregnancies ends in a miscarriage. It is a pain that a lot of people don't talk about.

[@bethsmithdr10]

Why so many dislikes? Miscarriages are sad but normal things that can happen while pregnant. She deserves support for speaking her truth about how this affected her.

[@chrystalteal4171]

I think some people dislike that she had to go through a miscarriage or that it is unfair. Some people dislike a video because they don't agree with content or some dislike it because they also hurt. I don't want anyone to see the dislikes or thumbs down as a negative or a bad thing. (I always look at the positive in everything, though)

[@laurendahlman8324]

If people don’t like a video they should just click off instead of spreading awful emotions

[@BeccaReevesXX]

Some people don't understand what the dislike button truly means. I think they disliked she lost her baby and was hurting. They were feeling sad for her and didn't like what she had to go through. They don't understand that it's for if you actually dislike the video. Not that you dislike her situation.... at least I'd hope!

[@EvilChibiIggyII]

@@BeccaReevesXX The like and dislike is to show your like or dislike of the content given to you.

[@hot6ygirl943]

please every youtube video in existence will get dislikes no matter the context, and the ratio to dislikes and likes is very very good

[@funfettirapunzel]

If a SINGLE person says something mean, I will eat them. You’re an ANGEL and you’re an INCREDIBLE mommy and you are LOVED

[@romiatzmon9150]

I'll join you on that!!!

[@3rlfx694]

BON APPETIT lmaooooo

[@therandomgirl5590]

I shall help. I am literally about to cry 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@maxim_beatbox]

Amen to that!

[@shelbyrenee6826]

This just popped in my feed (after Colleen announced she’s having twins a few days ago) and panic came across me until I saw when it was posted.

[@doodie101]

Omg I would be so scared

[@jessicapearce2809]

OMG, same!!

[@soph4850]

This happened to me now

[@miahales7771]

A miscarriage is something no one should have to go through. Your feelings are valid. We love you.

[@danilocaingles1418]

"I'm sure I WOULD HAVE hated it, but i still would have been so grateful for it" broke my heart.

[@alix.a.]

@blv not the place to advertise channels...

[@kippvrz]

@blv stfu

[@memecage7029]

Am I bugging aren’t these reply’s the same as another comment

[@emerneilan5491]

Me too

[@ChannonRoseVlogs]

I’m so so sorry for your loss. Heartbreaking. 💔 Sending you so much love right now.

[@chillinwithrachel]

Me too 🥺💕 I upload vidz btw 💗

[@madisonamy734]

@@chillinwithrachel really not the time

[@jamalamin8046]

@@chillinwithrachel not the time

[@angelsxx7507]

God bless you all God cares for u and God love u trust in God whatever your going through give it To God for He cares for u

[@r1chyonstars]

@@chillinwithrachel your joking right? This is not the time

[@lindseylouasmr8838]

I had a miscarriage last year and even though I didn’t want to be pregnant especially with the guy I was with at the time I was still devastated. You’re not alone ❤️

[@lomled]

Sorry love 🥺✝️

[@strangelifeasdawn7053]

I’m so sorry for your loss

[@jordanbartlett643]

Makes me so upset to hear mothers saying “I lost the baby” 🥺 you didn’t do anything wrong! It’s not your fault! You gained an angel ✨🤍 Your rainbow will be coming 🌈

[@kevinmolloy140]

That is so beautiful

[@kenlee437]

Everyone is human and we need to respect that. We need to listen to others

[@michelepfanders4358]

It makes me feel bad when mothers say ‘I lost the baby’ too. 😢😔

[@shelbyserda3657]

I’ve had miscarriages and they affect you in a way you can’t explain. I’m so sorry for your loss Colleen, it’s never easy.

[@abbycar09]

I’m so sorry you had to deal with that, I hope you’re doing ok and that’s horrible! ❤️

[@shelbyserda3657]

@@abbycar09 I’m doing better, but this was four years ago. I’m still affected by it, but all you can do is be ok and happy they didn’t suffer in front of me you know? 🥰 they’re my angel babies

[@spamacc1873]

This wasn’t your fault. Even if you didn’t enjoy pregnancy it doesn’t mean you can’t mourn the lose of your baby. I’m so sorry ❤️

[@adrianatovar4173]

It okay we are here for you even when your feeling sad we’re here

[@skypanda2773]

@@lvb3612 dude, read the room. not the time nor the place.

[@katephilbrook3959]

I just had a miscarriage last week. I was due a week after your twins are due. I am so so sad, and so sad that I don’t get to follow along with your twin pregnancy journey while at the same stage. I’m so sorry this happened to you and I am struggling myself.

[@kateh3718]

Hey I just wanted to say I am very sorry for your loss. I hope you will be alright... well wishes to you

[@parnikajaiswal3693]

im so so sorry. i hope you're doing okay, sending love ❤️

[@gabbielogan9271]

I'm so sorry

[@katephilbrook3959]

Thank you for the support ♥️

[@elizabethlopez4982]

❤️❤️❤️

[@aiyanaiyengar5407]

She shouldn't have to worry about other people hating about this. And who would dislike this?? People are so mean sometimes :(

[@dumwinter3912]

@blv definitely

[@secretspymaria]

I’ve never wanted to hug someone more. I know it doesn’t feel like it right now but it’s going to be okay ❤️

[@Whoslillian]

Omg so true

[@loisastridge..]

Anyone else hug a pillow pretending it was Colleen 😭

[@kaitlynwilson3200]

@@loisastridge.. meeeeeee

[@sarahrhodes3007]

Same I love her so much

[@kristingraham4745]

As someone who’s actively going through an ectopic pregnancy/miscarriage, thank you. It helps so much just hearing others stories that line up the same. I had told everyone and announced at “6 weeks” pregnant before I started bleeding and was told that it was ectopic. Everyone who is posting about their pregnancies on Valentine’s Day is killing mr, but I’m so happy for them. It’s a double edge sword that is never prepared for

[@tessalol9151]

So sorry for your loss♥️♥️

[@carrieljp]

I’m so incredibly sorry you’re navigating an ectopic pregnancy and miscarriage. Bless you, my sweet mama friend. Hang in there.

[@julissavalenzuela6451]

i’m so sorry :(

[@cadencenicole585]

Im so so so so sorrryyy i really am that hurts me so bad to evan here that im so sorry

[@brychristian3395]

I’m so sorry for your loss, sending you hugs and love even though I know nothing anyone can say can make this easier right now. Take all the time you need to grieve.

[@jessicapreston9808]

I just had a miscarriage and I’m so thankful for people sharing their stories. It helps me feel less alone in this extreme sadness.

[@katiidontwanttoputmylastname]

I'm so sorry:( just know you are never alone and there are people out here that care and will help, even if it's just someone to talk to. I will definitely be praying for you and I really hope you start feeling better soon. Just remember it was not your fault or anything you could have done to have prevented it and there will be big blessings ahead for you 💜 I know it's hard right now and I'm so so sorry you have to go through this, I hope you get to experience motherhood at some point but in the meantime, you are in my thoughts and prayers and I hope you'll recieve the peace and comfort and happiness that you DESERVE 💜 much love to you 💖💖💖

[@austinfiregaming9740]

We Are All Here For You

[@amberfaiss]

Yes we are

[@elisharuth8289]

@@alonsosanchez6400 did anyone ask

[@elisharuth8289]

@@alonsosanchez6400 how can you say that. She's literally talking about her miscarriage and you're saying that it's funny?!

[@aakano15]

@@Jiimys187 well then go away

[@aakano15]

@@alonsosanchez6400 go away then

[@carysx2757]

whether she hated her last pregnancy or not , doesn't mean that she's not devastated by this loss, you got this hun

[@jadahmarenaa1847]

I’m so confused what happened??

[@prestynolivia2052]

@@jadahmarenaa1847 she had a miscarriage

[@jadahmarenaa1847]

@@wickedmonica I would but I’m with my grandparents right now and I just came across the video and was so confused because she seemed so sad. I can’t have the volume up.

[@glowup_guruu]

@@wickedmonica He/she might not know what miscarriage means.

[@carysx2757]

@@jadahmarenaa1847 she unfortunately had miscarriage

[@kayleighkane2142]

This is heartbreaking. Seeing the little clips with the positive tests and telling family you can see how excited and happy you were and how brave you were to be ready to go through pregnancy again even tho your first was so scary. You’re an amazing women and by sharing this will help other amazing women too.

[@jillianbeck2684]

This is so true some people don’t understand how hard miscarriages are I the people that see this understand this I’m glad I saw this

[@ShyLuna44]

I had several miscarriages in my 20’s, I’ve never been able to have a baby ever since. I know the pain. Thank you so much for sharing this. The universe is making up for what you lost by blessing you with twins. I know it doesn’t make up for what you lost but it’s a double blessing. Hugs from Canada

[@victoryaod1000]

Thank you for speaking up and sharing your experience.

[@kaylinfirebaugh2485]

Just because you only have one baby on earth with you, doesn’t mean you’re just a mother of one. you’ll always be a mother of two but one just isn’t with you right now❤️ you’re a great mother and i look up to you.

[@jodie12347]

This is so beautiful it brought tears to my eyes. Ive never had kids but i want kids so badly one day

[@mikkijames9404]

Well said

[@haidarshehade241]

Exactly she'll meat that baby as an angel in heaven

[@haidarshehade241]

And this baby just got quickly to heaven without even having the need to undergo the pressure of life.

[@NicoleMilikMusic]

I am so deeply sorry!! Sending lots of love ♥️

[@camii.938]

😭❤🥺

[@addkidstinks]

Yes 💜💜

[@nevanalder3599]

🥺🥺🥺

[@bryancovarrubias1446]

😭😭😭😭😭😭😰😢

[@mandiejonsen]

I had a miscarriage 30 years ago and I still haven’t gotten over it. Grieve until you don’t need to.

[@marissacorrales1731]

Im sorry for your loss

[@yourisnobpo1173]

Nobody ask

[@yourisnobpo1173]

Nobody asked

[@hopemcclellan6870]

@@yourisnobpo1173 you’re right, I didn’t but i really appreciated the comment. You didn’t need to comment ❤️

[@celinaalabbas9281]

@@yourisnobpo1173 and nobody asked for your comment. We support everyone with his/her own story and we are all here to listen to everyone. So if you won't, then you should move on and don't be part of this community. But if something would have happened to you too, you would appreciate the support wouldn't you... have a nice day

[@yayaboss9841]

Dont worry you're not alone my mom had a miscarriage 3 years ago and I lost my baby bother

[@Al-jp7vc]

I'm so sorry.

[@al3ooya]

so sorry for ur loss, my mother also had one a while back, i feel her pain

[@Al-jp7vc]

@@al3ooya I'm sorry for your loss😔

[@lomled]

I’m sorry love 🕊💕 he is in heaven watching over you always :)

[@taizeenmadha8872]

Me too

[@k8lynL]

We need to normalize miscarriage stories and understanding. So sorry for your loss Colleen. sending you all the love vibes !!!!!!!

[@peyton1956]

@b l huh?

[@amywilson2292]

@@peyton1956 they are spamming this comment everywhere, it's disgusting

[@ILikeBirds]

@b l this isn’t the time, bot

[@lemonade_011]

I don’t lyk the word normalize but Agreee !

[@dorampafa8666]

@b l are you kidding me

[@sarnew88]

Pregnancy isn’t just a line on a stick it’s a new life, new dreams, new hopes and new plans. You have every right to grieve what you’ve lost without scrutiny or judgement. Be gentle with yourself. Sending lots of love x

[@tehechristatehe]

I love this comment. I really hope she sees this.

[@lauracerv706]

When she started crying I wanted to hug her.

[@madelinerich9724]

I grew up with her, I’ve seen her sad before and dealing with things, I started crying when she did because I feel like I know her even tho I obviously dont

[@daisysdailyvlogs6426]

Yeah I started balling my eyes out I felt her sadness and no I haven’t been pregnant or had any miscarriages so I don’t know that pain but I could see that pain and I felt a bit of it and anyone who is or was ever mean to this beautiful, strong, kind, giving, wonderful mother, hilarious, great cook, so much more person is just a piece of burning $1#t that was moldy and rotting for centuries period. Lots of love Colleen!❤️

[@bsisisjsjdj]

Same

[@brattybaby]

Colleen, I’m in the process of miscarrying.. I’ve been crying for three days, seeing blood in the toilet, clots and heavy bleeding, it’s traumatic. The physical pain does not compare to the emotional pain I am going through right now. My boyfriend has been amazing, and the closest ones that I expected to support me only had the harshest words for me. It pains me even more. I keep telling myself, “let it go.. let the baby go.” I just visualized myself being hugged by Source Energy, by the Universe, by God, and just melt into its arms and know that it will all be okay.. Heal well, take time to find yourself again.

[@ThatLaurenThing]

I hope you’re doing okay ❤️❤️

[@ElsaLoui]

Sending you love 💙

[@Peppermintflipside]

Oh no, I'm so sorry that you have endured such pain.

[@norrisnuts]

So incredible brave sharing your story. So much love to you. ❤️❤️❤️

[@l0v3l3tters]

❤️🥺 norris nuts your so sweet

[@swsubs4799]

Your so sweet Norris nuts I love you 💕x

[@raniazaouaghi7595]

Brooke, Justin, Biggy, Naz, Sabre or Sockie, Thats so sweet and she is super brave to be sharing this. I would just be sad and all and not say anything. So she is super brave tho!

[@sourrblx6074]

That is so sweet and I’m so very sorry for Colleen and I can’t imagine what it’s like to have a miscarriage she must feel awful 🥺 i love you Norris nuts so much btw.

[@Cowy313]

Omg I’m a big legend

[@elizabowens3168]

The saddest part no one talks about is having to tell everyone that you’re not anymore.

[@Rebecca_4]

If you guys have seen the video Rebecca Zamolo made she talked about how she had to tell people it wouldn’t happen anymore And that’s rlly hard especially being extremely scared about what others will think

[@elizabowens3168]

@@Rebecca_4 That was truly the hardest part for me. ugh. I never wanna have to do that again. I wasn't worried about that they would think. I was more concerned about the overwhelming feeling of guilt.. My therapy helped me through that though.. its tough and still is it takes your body over 6 months to get back to more and that the hormones. It been only 4 months since I lost my son and I still have very high days and very low days... it comes in waves.

[@jessicalopez6842]

Exactly what happened with me. Within 1 day of telling everyone we had to tell them we weren’t anymore

[@malikaaj]

it's my fear honestly I wouldn't be able to tell anyone until I know the pregnancy will be safe you know? its such a scary and sad thing

[@elizabowens3168]

@@malikaaj I waited after my first trimester but I still lost my son at 17 weeks... next time im waiting until I have the baby... cause yeah it just so scary at the point.. I was so close to being in my third trimester.. ugh but I totally understand girl.

[@marasandie5754]

you’re extremely brave to share this with the internet. take care of yourself. you are so strong. thank you for being vulnerable. we love you.

[@avaroma1517]

I just had a miscarriage a few days ago. I’m devastated it’s been hard to get out of bed. I was so excited to become a mom. I was looking at baby stuff everyday. And like she said I had changed my whole mind set and my every thought had to do with my baby and it’s future. I became so passionate about being a mom and to have that taken away is a terrible feeling. I was only a couple weeks but it still hurts. I loved my baby so much. I wish I could’ve been able to hold my baby against my chest.

[@jasmineconway3790]

oh momma, i hope you’re doing well. i had a miscarriage recently too. please remember it’s not our faults💗 sending lots of baby dust for when you may want to try for another baby. you’re still a momma to your angel baby

[@Stoneystello]

I just suffered a miscarriage this Sunday, thank you for talking about this today. I keep going on Instagram and KZbin and it feels like everyone is pregnant and I’m heartbroken, all I wanted to do was give my babygirl a sibling. I felt so alone, thank you for posting this.

[@Grace-ps1ni]

@Alexandria Costello I’m so sorry stay strong mama!😘❤️

[@tanyavariava4666]

I'm so sorry Mama❤️ You're not alone

[@neville2308]

Sending love 💜

[@jenniferlindsey9013]

Sending you love ❤️

[@shannongilmann12]

sending so much love ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@sophiar.2317]

"My heart grew and changed into a place for four people." My darling, it still is. It will always be a place for those 4 people, your heart only grows. It will never shrink. Head up and open heart❤️

[@SweetPotato1]

Well said!

[@jesscarter94]

We often don’t understand the grief that comes with miscarriage until we experience it ourselves. I am so sorry for your loss. You will be ok, but allow yourself to grieve. ❤️

[@alyssavincentstephens7981]

The intense pain you feel is normal. Let yourself feel it. You’re not alone.

[@KB-dn5mc]

The fact that she’s scared to talk about such an upsetting thing is heartbreaking like it takes such a brave person to talk about miscarriage and bad pregnancies and she should never be shamed for it💔

[@clover8883]

When we see that positive pregnancy test we immediately build an image of that baby and our family in our hearts. I felt like I was shot into the heavens being given this little angel to carry, then it was taken away and that plummet back to Earth was painful. It’s okay to not feel okay, take time to mend yourself and give yourself the same patience you have for your son.

[@angieantczak9305]

One day at a time, this needs to be talked about more. My daughter had a miscarriage last year. It is devastating. Take care of yourself, mentally and physically. Much love to you.

[@shadowkissed2370]

I am tired of it being taboo! I have lost 5+ and I still am told not to talk about them even though they were my babies.

[@m.a.d.s7237]

@@shadowkissed2370 Please feel free to share your story. It’s a very hard thing to go through and people should be more educated on it. And also women who go through this should be allowed to share their stories as much or little as they would like.

[@heather4180]

@@shadowkissed2370 I hear you ♥️. I lost 1 and still have a hard time with it. I Have always been told, “it wasn’t meant to be and move on.” Yes, we all move on but it doesn’t mean it’s not painful and something we should be kept quiet about.

[@sannegodijn301]

@b l seriously just stop it

[@jamieforrest5031]

I saw the title of this just days after the announcement of twins and my heart stopped....

[@camilleclaire3808]

Just because she doesn’t like being pregnant, doesn’t mean that this traumatic experience is any less sad 😢

[@camilleclaire3808]

@@daturasdivine thank you 😊 its cause I’m in love with the outsiders😍

[@meepmorp99]

I'm so sorry, Colleen. No one should have to go through this kind of pain.

[@itsarah]

Ikr :( I upload vidz 💜

[@chillinwithrachel]

Me too 😭 I make positive vidz 💛

[@emmavictoria3255]

as soon as i heard you say “i had a miscarriage” i started crying just remember we all love you

[@tamzincaffrey82]

I had a miscarriage on my first ever pregnancy 2 years ago and since then I have not been able to get pregnant. I feel so sorry for Colleen, but so glad that she brought this up.

[@Gracelyn222]

I heard Colleen: “and it was positive” Me: 👁👄👁 YESSS AAAHHHHH Colleen: “but.. it turned out to be a miscarriage” Me: ...😭😭😢😭😢NOOOOO *comments all of the love in the world* Also me: istg if someone comments something mean imma SCREAAAAAM

[@emmavictoria3255]

@@tamzincaffrey82 i am so sorry that happened to you ❤️❤️

[@justjadecosmetics837]

i had a miscarriage at 19 while in college. I didnt know what was happening. It was the worst pain in my life and i was only 5 weeks maybe. No one understands the amount of love you have for a baby even if you just found out. You have a picture in your head of what your life looks like and you plan. youre not alone

[@lettucehead77777]

The footage of her telling her family threw me into tears. Colleen our hearts our with you forver and ever. Plz no one show any disrespect plz this is a horrible experince in itself. We love you forever 💕

[@Mufong.]

That footage also got me in the heart the most seeing them be so happy for her

[@marleysoloff8505]

Same

[@amreenshabir262]

Not everyone woman enjoys pregnancy that doesn’t mean you dont hve the right to grieve your loss. A loss is a loss take how long you need to to deal with it. Don’t worry about others judgements.

[@tamzincaffrey82]

I had a miscarriage on my first ever pregnancy 2 years ago and since then I have not been able to get pregnant. I feel so sorry for Colleen :(

[@dawnclifford6720]

You’re like a sister friend to many of us, like me. When you hurt? We hurt with you. You’ll get through this. Take all the time you need ❤️🙏

[@succubunnie]

Colleen... I just wanted to say I’m so sorry for the loss of your pregnancy. And I totally get it now. I followed your entire pregnancy with Flynn as you posted it and I always thought to myself “it can’t be that hard”. I am SO sorry I ever thought that. I’m 7 weeks pregnant and I feel miserable. You and all the other mamas out there are SO strong.

[@faithdaqueene]

You can never truly know how it feels until you go through this pain. I’ve never gone through it, and I never ever want to go through this pain. Congratulations, and your baby will be blessed with all the joy that they can hope for.

[@ilove5sosandts]

Oh Colleen, this is horribly sad to hear. The fact that pregnancy is so hard for you but yet you were so happy and excited to go through it again shows what an amazing woman you are. I can’t imagine how hard this must be for you and your family 💜 take your time to reflect and have family time.

[@astro-wn6go]

the worst pain in my life was getting so excited for my baby that wouldn’t come. it’s inexplicable the weight of that loss. love you colleen

[@rachelisackson8921]

So sorry for your loss

[@katem3]

sending so so much love. 🧡 so sorry you're having to experience this xx

[@kennaddiweir1917]

Omg i love your songs!

[@findinclay]

@@kennaddiweir1917 wrong time

[@kennaddiweir1917]

@@findinclay I know, its just weird that she would pop up and i was here early. I still care about Colleen, Colleen is my idol

[@sabi_creations3625]

AND NOW 3 MONTHS LATER SHES HAVING TWINS I CANT EVEN

[@MackenzieLynnYouTube]

Something someone told me that helped me tremendously: “our one goal as parents is to get our little ones to heaven... we’ve done just that.” 🦋

[@dominik8225]

that made me see it from a completely different point of view, wow

[@thugnugget2645]

PrEaCh honey

[@nicolea8205]

What if you’re an atheist and that saying doesn’t help at all?

[@thugnugget2645]

@@nicolea8205 just bc you dont belive in a heaven or hell doesnt mean they dont exist.

[@nicolea8205]

@@thugnugget2645 that makes no sense at all. I don’t worship a non existent cloud person. It’s like praying that the Easter bunny will solve your problems and give you wisdom.

[@speegus]

she is such an optimistic person and to see her sad makes me feel horrible, and she's so open about everything. this was definitely one of the worst things to happen to someone. i'm sorry so so sorry 😢

[@briellelamb1094]

my name is brielle lamb aswell

[@PumpkinZulu]

When you lose a pregnancy, you are grieving a future you no longer have. It’s heavy.

[@chrisbaverstock6298]

Exactly💜

[@Rae_24_]

Often, some women won't even know that they were even pregnant before having the miscarriage. I dont know which is worse, knowing you were or finding out in that way, but Colleen. You. Are. Not. Alone.

[@katm7110]

Pregnancy is really hard on some women, that doesn't mean they don't want their babies!!! Ppl need to be nice and support her❤️❤️❤️

[@megmarie3720]

i had a miscarriage 6 months ago and i still can’t talk about it without crying. but at the same time it feels like it keeps their spirit alive. they say whenever you’re pregnant your dna changes, you will always carry a piece of them with you. knowing that gave me a moment of piece when i felt none. please take your time to heal, and i’m wishing you and your family nothing but love

[@YourPartnerInCrime]

I’m so sorry about your miscarriage. I didn’t know that about the DNA. That is really cool. ❤️

[@naziarahman6375]

I can’t even begin to imagine the pain 😔 Sending all my love ❤️

[@eireanmc6126]

❤️❤️❤️

[@surfgirllife]

❤

[@anitakhcreate]

Sending all the support to you!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@Tkd777-jim]

The fact that we’ve seen Colleen every day for a year makes this that much harder to watch. So sad, but happy that you’re ok

[@Sophie-mh4fw]

It rlly does I feel I'm with her. But she is tough and with our love she can do it. I am crying rn.

[@jatinpatel8683]

Watching her cry makes me so sad 😭 But at least now she is actually pregnant! I think..

[@Al-jp7vc]

I know I actually just saw that.

[@DeMoNiC_pEpPa_PiG]

With twins...

[@dopeman4969]

A miscarriage is ALWAYS sad. Even if you didn't want the baby to begin with. You are lost something that was a part of you, and that is absolutely devastating. It is okay to feel whatever you're feeling, it is okay to take a full break from everything you're working on and just focus on taking care of yourself. We will all be here. I love you Colleen

[@Funkymonkey0057]

We need to normalize all feelings that come with pregnancy and miscarriage. It’s okay do not want to be pregnant, but be sad about a miscarriage, or any other combination of feelings about the process. This was very brave of you to share. It’s something we should talk about more because it’s normal and you did nothing wrong. ❤️

[@rachelatwater7576]

Yes my sister experienced two back to back miscarriages, now she’s afraid to try for a third one. I wish she would talk about them, she could help someone going through what she went through.

[@delaneykimberlin99]

My heart goes out to you and your family. Miscarriage is horrible for everyone involved. I love you Colleen! ❤️

[@jinslosttissue6705]

@b l stfu

[@prapti6938]

@b l what the hell COLLEEN IS HAVING A PAIN IN HER AND U ARE I-

[@hayden.71]

@b l ARE YOU INSADE COLEEN IS LITERALLY CRYING AND SAD AND YOU ARE OVER HERE SELF PROMOTING?! Your heartless.

[@itssoraya277]

Watching this after finding out she is now pregnant with twins even brings me comfort for her and dreams can come true💗💙