My psychotic break captured on audio

The only recording of me going through psychosis. Pretty embarrassing but i wanted to share it anyhow.

[@N3K3ISHA]

I remember this… pure fear and desperation 😭😭😭 first time hearing this since I recorded it 😢

[@themorningmist99]

Yah, I still got it! Lol. Thanks again for that :)

[@izabelaabel7049]

You are so brave, authentic and amazing to share such a traumatic experience. People need to know there is a way out of this. Thank you.

[@aliciabrown7610]

Tough to listen to 😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺but, you've survived and sharing your story to help others. Inspiring!

[@shawnjay75]

I pray that my love one will never have another episode and lives a great life also. Continue doing your best and stay blessed! Thanks for being so vulnerable sharing your story. ❤

[@themorningmist99]

Thank you! I hope the best for you and your loved one also. It's not an easy journey, but it can be conquered. Don't lose hope.

[@davec5310]

Does anyone else here believe they aren't really mentally ill and that other people are just gaslighting them and keeping them ignorant about what's going on and why people are conspiring against them.

[@Jjp162]

Yes but I try to fight it off it not a good place to be in

[@davec5310]

@@Jjp162 Do you mean like block it out mentally?

[@Jjp162]

@@davec5310 ya I block it out. I haven’t yet got it out of my thinking. I I have been violent when these types of thoughts occur for me it’s just best to sleep it off

[@DestyneeThomas]

I believe this in my core dude. And it’s really hard to deny it when my voices are right so often. But yeah I just think everyone around me is conspiring against me and lying to me. And it sucks…

[@davec5310]

@@DestyneeThomas Do you know why they're targeting you? They seem angry at me for no reason. It's like they are crazy not me.

[@izabelaabel7049]

Is there a way to contact you beyond utube?

[@themorningmist99]

[e-mail]

[@Psychologicalofficial]

2021 I was like this exactly I lose it all 💯💔

[@themorningmist99]

Sorry to hear that. It's pretty rough stuff. Hope you're doing better these days.

[@iddk1234]

Please can you help me They can see me in the past, present and future and talk to a past or future version of me whilst being in the present They can see the future but could I change what happens in the future without their help

[@themorningmist99]

It doesn't matter who can see what. What matters most is how you respond. Respond by living your life the way you choose. It's going to be easy, but the struggle will be worthwhile. You write your future. If you don't like the trajectory you're on, then change it. You don't need to start big, but just change one small thing. Take one step towards the positive. Let who wants to look, look. You just work on doing what's good for you. The rest isn't your problem. Don't make it that.

[@Pinkgoldsunshine]

This was happening to me and please just know it doesn’t actually affect the past present and future they just want to isolate you and put you in fear. Think season 7 buffy the vampire slayer. You are your own person breathe the breath helps release! Pray if you believe in god and ask your divine guardian angels for protection. Get vitamin b12! I use an energy one that I put in my water but the vitamin b12 b6 and b2 help the brain significantly. I wish you divine golden protection and healing. It will take time but I believe in you don’t give up you matter remember YOU are in control not them just know that always 💛🙏🏼

[@theresasmith343]

In psychosis our son has disrobed in public and has been charged legally.

[@themorningmist99]

Wow. It's incredible that they don't drop those charges once it's understood the person was psychotic, and given that no one was harmed or killed. Fortunately, in my situation, I was at home, and though my mom and her friend were there, I came to myself right before exiting up the stairs where they were sitting in the kitchen. Something just pulled me back right then and there. I had thought it was their plan to have me committed in the hospital after causing me to expose myself like that. It's difficult stuff.

[@findinjoyagain]

Hey @themorningmist99 I don't remember asking you what did you think of my book? Was there any information that you gathered from it, did you like the book, was it an easy read? What do you think about it? I would love to know 😊😊😊

[@themorningmist99]

Hi @findingjoyagain. Yes! I appreciate your story very much. Was not a difficult read. It was very hopeful, and I appreciate that Thank you 🙏