My R (KurageP) English Cover by Lollia

[@lollia_official]

Spotify spoti.fi/2JEXDn9 Apple Music apple.co/2JQ1kGk LYRICS (by Rachie) Just as I was about to take my shoes off, on the rooftop there I see A girl with braided hair here before me, despite myself, I go and scream "Hey, don't do it please!" Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way To be honest, I was somewhat pissed This was an opportunity missed The girl with braided hair told me her woes You've probably heard it all before "I really thought that he might be the one But then he told me he was done" For god's sake please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me Are you upset cause you can't have what you wanted? You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything! "I'm feeling better thank you for listening" The girl with braided hair then disappeared "Alright, today's the day!" or so I thought Just as I took both of my shoes off There was but a girl short as can be Despite myself, I go and scream The petite girl told me her woes You've probably heard it all before "Everyone ignores me, everyone steals I don't fit in with anyone here" For god's sake please! Are you serious? I just can't believe That for some stupid reason you got here before me Cause even so, you're still loved everyone at home There's always dinner waiting on the table, you know! "I'm hungry" said the girl as she shed a tear The girl short as can be then disappeared And like that, there was someone everyday I listened to their tale I made them turn away And yet there was no one who would do this for me, no way I could let out all this pain For the very first time, there I see Someone with the same pains as me Having done this time and time again She wore a yellow cardigan "I just wanna stop the scars that grow "Ev-e-ry-time that I go home "That's why I came up here instead" That's what the girl in the cardigan said Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way But in the moment I just screamed Something that I could not believe "Hey, don't do it please!" Aa what to do? I can't stop this girl, oh this is new For once I think I've bitten off more than I can chew But even so please just go away so I can't see Your pitiful expression is just too much for me! "I guess today is just not my day" she looked away from me and then she disappeared There's no one here today, I guess it's time It's just me myself and I There's no one who can interfere No one to get in my way here Taking off my yellow cardigan Watching my braids all come undone This petite girl, short as can be Is gonna jump now and be free

[@dragonking5767]

Beautiful voice queen!

[@michaelflores9220]

You have the most gorgeous voice I've heard since Sharon Den Adel!!!

[@idk27212]

Your singing voice is actually my desired singing voice.

[@Moimoioh]

Um are still posting here or on twitch well please answer me whenever you have time goodnight

[@michaelflores9220]

@@Moimoioh What are you talking about?

[@SirVampyr]

I listened to it multiple times and just realized it's not about one girl helping a lot of people, but it's rather the same girl stopping herself day after day and finding something to still have reason. She's a girl with braided hair, short as can be, with a yellow cardigan. Damn, that's sad.

[@poopepic4691]

that's deep

[@ninjaydes]

Huh. That would not make sense in the context of ATLA. Sure Azula may be imagining everyone else up there, but Azula herself does not have braided hair, is not short, and does not wear yellow cardigans.

[@ninjaydes]

Okay... Taking off my yellow cardigan Watching my braids all come undone This petite girl, short as can be Is gonna jump now and be free That's the most confusing chunk. After rereading the lyrics, I agree that the other characters are not there. But Azula has to be thinking about them, since wanting to date other ATLA chars, having a family meal, etc. are not situations that she's been in. Despite not having the exact experiences in common, she sees a bit of herself in everyone else's suffering, and their ability to move on encourages her to do the same.

[@collectorofmyst2107]

@@ninjaydes That's because it's a translation of another song, not an original song.

[@ninjaydes]

@@collectorofmyst2107 Hence the word "cover" in the title, yes? Figured out when leaving the vid but was too lazy to refind my comments and delete them. ^^" Thanks for the correction.

[@idrinkpastaforaliving_6269]

Fun Fact: There is a sequal to My R called Diary of an Underage Observation where it is implied that the girl gets saved!

[@lovelysakurapetalsyt]

Thank you for this knowlege

[@idrinkpastaforaliving_6269]

@@lovelysakurapetalsyt No problem! The song is actually really good. My R is actually part of an album and Diary of an Underage Observation is the last song of the album!

[@code3277]

@@idrinkpastaforaliving_6269 what is the album name plz

[@lightdolce]

Kurage-P is amazing.

[@ligmaballslol]

@@code3277 The album is also named Diary of Underage Observation, the song being named after the album ^^✨

[@cinny1313]

I love this song and I'm sure i'm gonna love it even more with Lollia's voice

[@michaelflores9220]

The most gorgoous voice i've heard since Sharon Den Adel!

[@abbichu7775]

Dudeee you have no idea how badly I’ve been wanting this

[@austinmolina4074]

lol

[@karthal6583]

Surely, I'm not the only one who hopes someone sings this song with tears at the end. I always cry at this song.

[@thepoplt5480]

When I want to cry I don't but thats nice

[@Solanne11]

You need to do a cover of “Diary of an Underage Observer”, just to give me some closure for the story told, please!

[@idrinkpastaforaliving_6269]

YES SHE SHOULD!

[@kaobble6000]

YAS

[@saturn6563]

Unfortunately nobody did a cover for that, I really wish someone would do an English cover of all of the songs that haven’t been covered in English before, but unfortunately I doubt it

[@savannahbell8975]

I was just listening to this song and I noticed something. In the first verse (to the girl with braided hair) she says "you're lucky that you've never gotten ROBBED of anything" but next verse, the girl short as can be says "Everyone STEALs" But her reasoning to not do it is "You're still loved by everyone at HOME" But in the next verse the cardigan girl says "I just wanna stop the scars that grow, every time that I go HOME" Incase you didn't understand anything i just said: Pretty much, the girl keeps coming up with reasons to not kill herself, but finds contradictions for the reasons until there are none left.

[@stary_bottle623]

Yeah the name of the song My r mean My reflection or something like that i remember someone saying that in some comment section not sure where

[@serpentking1039]

@@stary_bottle623 i thought it was my reasons

[@stary_bottle623]

@@serpentking1039 something like that

[@wii-f1d]

I wanted to comment this as well 😭

[@leoreo4917]

You have one of the best singing voices I've ever heard, this song and how Azula's perspective to it just brings tears to my eyes🥺💕😭.

[@michaelflores9220]

Sharon Den Adel has an amazing voice too. At leas tin the older Within Temptation songs. Haven't heard any newer ones since the album about the Irish girl.

[@1_m0rg4na]

**kicks down door** HELLO I CAME FROM THE ANIMATIC but theres still 10 hours left... why am i even here? why is there so many likes. no stop liking this

[@Kana_Exists]

IS IT FROM EMIRICHU? XD

[@ChainsawSeesaw]

@@Kana_Exists yesssss

[@1_m0rg4na]

REEE I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED THE PREMIRE

[@unstableturtleduck]

Saaame

[@idrinkpastaforaliving_6269]

Same!

[@afangirl9329]

"a girl with braided hair here before me" "there was but a girl short as can be" "she wore a yellow cardigan" "taking off my yellow cardigan, watching my braids all come undone, this petite girl short as can be" it makes the song so much sadder when you realize she came there every day to talk her out of her many reasons (one each day) but still jumped in the end

[@plantinapot9169]

In a later sequel song, Diary of Underage Observation, it is implied that she is saved

[@soleil706]

I thought the same thing

[@n3ss1z3nny8]

this took me 2 YEARS TO REALISE-

[@noathern]

@@plantinapot9169 literally last minute but yes

[@advmx3]

It's possible to see in the original video that someone hold her hand when she tried to jump. Later there's a video nsame Diary of Underage Obervation that explains the ending. :D

[@yunarukami6161]

Came here from Emirichu's video

[@sadiyaalom729]

Same duuude

[@yanderekfcwaifu4524]

Me too

[@sw7800]

Same

[@sreethetree9142]

Same bro

[@amukaghostlily]

Same here!

[@solararc7742]

So just wondering for the message the actual song is trying to express, was the thing stopping her from jumping herself because at the end she says she undoes her braids takes of her yellow cardigan and she’s short traits all the other “people” had

[@vladimirulvrish]

Yep. The song is about a girl trying to convince herself not to jump.

[@solararc7742]

@@vladimirulvrish thanks I wasn’t sure

[@thepoplt5480]

That amazing how some one can think of that that makes me love it more

[@tiringsarcasm]

The song title is supposedly either My Reasons, or My Reflection.

[@d-parke5413]

*Ohhh, i hope this will be available on music platforms !! Ever since Emirichu's animatic, i've been kinda obsessed with all versions of this song !! (^_^')*

[@abby_young27]

Y'all this girls range amazing

[@calipupcorn3886]

no matter what version i still cry

[@TheOriginalDiamondCrew]

This song really is a dear song to me and I came into youtube today and saw you made the cover and It really hit me deep. You vocalized it really well and I’m happy that people like it as me I’m really excited to buy this song on Itunes and listen to it anytime i wish. No need for me to say it but I’ve been waiting for this song and am happy you made a cover.

[@lenny710]

WAIT HOLD UP! HOW IS THIS UP???? I WANNA HEAR AND SUPPORT THE CREATOR BY LISTENING TO 100 HOURS STRAIGHT???? WAIT IT'S NOT EVEN OUT?!?!?!? BRUH

[@TheNocturnalOracle]

Me: Ahh FINALLY a day off! i can sleep in now. Lollia posted this for 9am Me: welp guess who's gonna be up at 9am :)

[@SomewhereFireworks]

YES THE RACHIE LYRICS THANK YOU QUEEN

[@totallynotaaron6907]

MONIKA wait where the other girls-

[@mariamiller2237]

I didn't even know people still knew this song... glad to know I'm not the only one!

[@JerTheMusicBear]

Awesome job Lollia this is AMAZING!! Love the instrumental and the harmonies great! Nice job all around xD

[@Spare_Account_]

After the short as can be girl said her problems, the singer argued that atleast there are still people at home waiting for her. But then the next girl with the yellow cardigan's problems are about her home and that's the current proble the singer is facing so she can't make any excuses, this just shows that when your family turns their back on you, you lose all hope. Because if the people whom are with you since you were born gives you the problems, how can you deal with others?

[@hiraidiamond5933]

this song fits her voice so well omg

[@mistertortol]

this song is just so powerful to me, I didn't listen to vocaloid back then so this is my only experience with this song I love it Lollia you did it wonderfully paired with Emirichu's Drawings brought it up a notch

[@danchy7_]

I watched the animatic a few days ago and today I suddenly found myself replaying this song in my head. I loved it so much and was afraid it might leave my mind before I can remember where it's from. Luckily I remembered and I was sooo happy to find it on Apple Music! Thank you so much! Your voice is amazing 🧡

[@yuuno9761]

0:39 NOBODY TALKS ABOUT THIS AND NOW IM MAD THIS IS WHAT REPEATS IN MY HEAD ALL DAY

[@coolbeans5911]

i'm slowly becoming very obsessed with this cover; it's so amazing

[@jjmm1.]

….if you listen to it carefully….you’ll realize….the girl isn’t helping others….she’s talking about herself….and she’s talking about how she thought about it….until the end….where she did it….

[@unstableturtleduck]

After Emirichu's vid I came here and every time I hear this song (the animatic was the first time) I almost cry. It's such a powerful song. And your vocals are so good!

[@lucariosom1267]

From all My R Cover yours sounds the best. I can't listen to the original because its just so pitchy, but yours is just amazing, combined with Emirichu's animation and you got me looping the song for hours while I study. Thank you.

[@galacticpopcorn9981]

Honestly yeah this is by far the best version imo. The vocals have just the right amount of emotion, it's so good.

[@dezzaano5712]

Love the song. Always wanted another side of Azula tbh, KEPP UP THE GOOD WORK!

[@wiited4517]

I'm setting a reminder like I won't be anxiously waiting the entire day for this

[@fictionallyattached]

I have listened to this so many times already and I am just in love with it

[@thatoneguy8304]

I always tear up whenever I hear this song. Amazing voice, story, and emotional expression in the voice

[@sootcrow]

I think your version is my favorite cover of the english version of this song out of all the ones I've heard so far

[@absurdconception1155]

same

[@popcornpartyleader]

When does this appear on Spotify? I’m looking for it and have no luck

[@fireelmo5400]

Same

[@catxxkeket7083]

It's been years that I haven't heard this song and now it appeared in my homepage- I love this song so much, no matter the how dark the lyrics is

[@0DD.B4LL]

it’s been so long since i heard this song but i heard it again on tiktok today. came here to reminisce and i finally realized that she wasn’t talking to anyone else but pieces of herself; i think the reason I didn’t realize this was because of all those animatics and gacha videos showing different people. never in my life have i been brought to tears by a song until now.

[@lisareschetnikova7354]

Can't stop listening to your cover 🥺❤ I literally cried a couple of times, when I first listened it

[@BreadApologist]

Really enjoy songs that have a very dark theme but very upbeat / happy music. IMO kinda fits with certain themes, there is a dark meaning behind lyrics but the happy music fits with feelings of joy from release when the final decision is made, an inner peace that one has accepted and committed to their chosen path.

[@noahdude628]

This is an AMAZING song. And an amazing cover. Wow.

[@iso4414]

This was an amazing cover!!! Your voice fit so well with My R!!!! Amazing job Lollia 💕

[@a_user1124]

I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE, TURN IT UP

[@bIuepepper]

THIS IS AWESOME!!!! It makes me happy to see two of my favorite KZbinrs collabing on one of my favorite songs!!

[@chichigrubs]

aaa I've always loved My R! SO glad you covered it

[@simeao1979]

What???????????? I never imagine this girl is so beautiful. I ever hear but never saw she before.

[@waterteafan9264]

My R's writing is one of the best there is, literally herself

[@willwillreview]

I've been waiting for this to come out for so long!!!!!! Love it!!!

[@Maples-spook]

Bro please put it on Spotify I’m crying this is so fucjing goooood

[@shirou.artist]

Came here to listen to this beautiful song and ending.

[@masterivry5044]

I just realised something while listing to this on spotify. First girl: braided hair Second girl: short Third girl: yellow cardigan Final girl (herself): all three Bradied hair, petite (short), wearing a yellow cardigan It's about talking herself out from suicide till she realizes that she cant anymore.

[@tracklauonly]

Oh wow. First time I actually see her. She is super beautiful. And her voice is just amazing.

[@illyasmith4905]

Thank you so much! Another lovely cover of this lovely song.

[@particalman1016]

Oh my god, how did I miss this one! I guess it helps being a vocaloid fan (which I never really got into, but I listen to your covers) That made me tear up, I've noticed a pattern that a lot of your music does that. As I've said before, I've been fighting depression, I'm one of the lucky ones that has never been suicidal. But what the Petite girl in the song says "Everyone ignores me, everyone steals, I don't fit in with anyone here" I relate to the everyone ignores me and not fitting in part, I've felt that way for what feels like my whole life. That's when the tears really started to fall. Thanks. I'm glad I stuck around here. Keep one making amazing music, and stay amazing yourself.

[@jell1fisuu]

late lol, but I relate to the whole song, but mostly "and yet there was no one who, would do this for me, no way, I could let out all this pain"

[@sitararea8018]

If it's not too much to ask. Could you please put this on spotify, I love this so much and your music is great!

[@tommysafford2425]

I saw this on emi channel and omg I cried to this song your voice so beautiful plus her drawings omg 😭

[@BrokenXDI]

*Lollia, why must your voice give life?*

[@D00b1eeeee]

bro her voice is so beautiful hnnng!~

[@surftheseawing3653]

Yess!!! I can’t wait for it to come out on Spotify!

[@TDArulesclub4]

This is my favorite English cover of this song. Others sound so unnecessarily aggressive (despite the subject matter) but this is a nice balance of aggressive and soft.

[@leviadams8777]

Your vocals and the instrumentation make this sound like a ClariS song and I adore that.

[@CaptainCapitano1]

I love this song you sing and I love your Persona 5 songs. GOOD JOB😁👍

[@methedingovods1960]

The vocals are perfect!!!! :)

[@АннаКунцова-э2у]

just huge thanks, i will listen for this FOREVER

[@just_sallyok]

How is she screaming so calmly

[@nikkisreality860]

I love Rachie's cover and hearing you use her lyrics is absolutely amazing as your voice fits perfectly :)

[@bonegrrrl]

pog! u sounded so good

[@angelb33ts]

Crazy talent 😭😩 love love love!!!

[@Kieren4276]

Your voice is awesome YOU ARE AWESOME!!!

[@CenturianTale_Halo]

This is absolutely amazing

[@TheDemonsPactOfficial]

this is amazing, alto queen

[@Blummy25]

Bro this song bops

[@dryelene]

Ive been listening to this cover on spotify for so long man i love it

[@Souschef_Baru36]

I love this song thank you for doing a cover with your beautiful voice 💜💜💜💜💜

[@anikatherat7008]

Anyone refreshing their page every min? Just me? Ok-

[@Marquellton]

its the first time i heard the song at emirichus channel. i loved the song in an instant and searched for other covers but fuck...you are great!

[@yoruichishihouin1419]

Gosh i remember the first time i heard this song and watched the video for it years ago. The ending made me so damn sad. Excellent cover Lollia!❤️

[@gracevaldoxan]

Strong voice And i love it

[@poofymcpoofens5314]

HER VOICE IS SO PRETTY AAAAAAAA

[@saltyduckie]

wow, this is amazing. i love your voice, subscribing immediately!

[@lolitaas6362]

I love this song so much and it helped get me through some pretty tough times so i’m happy it’s getting the love it deserves!

[@scargiv1067]

Ooo excites~! I cant wait!

[@IrisDB_]

OMG UR VOICE IS AMAZING 😍

[@Ichig0Ink.]

This will always be one of my favorite songs ;; and I'm so glad to see you've done it

[@deminalla3993]

I found you from Emirichu and omg you have such a nice voice

[@sylpherialycaedessa]

Still waiting for this to be on Spotify, been listening to this on loop.

[@v.9453]

if anyone wants to know what happened pls go check out the original japanese version this song, it is part of the series “diary of underage observation” and there are a lot of other songs too focusing on teenage life

[@Greenninja5Ever]

I don’t usually like covers but this is amazing

[@bananapopproductions1292]

There's something that's just awfully perfect and satisfying about this 👁👄👁👌

[@gaiaxavia7680]

Love your cover

[@hatchet_fish]

the cover we've all been waiting for

[@scyphonage9928]

well ffs why r ur vocals so gorgeous ffs, keep up the good work cause ur amazing dammit

[@BeefaloooMeedle]

Beautiful

[@Val-Studio]

I love your beautiful voice❤️

[@renereyes106]

YES Lollia your a singing Queen!!!!!!!!!!! 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@titangamer8888]

Rachie and this gril made the amazing cover's :D

[@MrEman5112]

The tune: happy cheery fun time The lyrics: DARK AF, WHAT THE HELL, WAS NOT READY FOR THAT (Good cover tho)

[@idrinkpastaforaliving_6269]

A lot of vocaloid is like that. Very understandable.

[@amelianekomimi1936]

my favorite cover ever

[@macannellamovie1717]

Damn you're talented! Amazing cover!!